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Lexi Frizzell Poem
I feel the intensity staring down upon me as I walk through the forest,
All eyes are on me, but it's ok.
I'm ready to face you,
I'm ready to face anyone that comes at me.
You've knocked me down again and again,
That is over now.
The time has come for you to see what you have done.
I walk out of the flames, and come to face you.
This is what you have done to me,
I see a sudden change in your eyes, but not the heart.
I lift my head and move away.
We are no longer pieces of a puzzle,
I raise my head up high, and move on.
The time for us is over, no longer shall we be a piece.
You move your way, I move mine.
You've found the pieces to complete your puzzle now it's time for me to complete mine.
You will not be apart of it.
Family is no longer there when I hear your name.
This will be goodbye.
I will stand strong; alone.
I will be completed one day.
I will get there alone,
Until the end, we shall say good bye.
Copyright © Lexi Frizzell | Year Posted 2013
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People say its not the worst..
But some say it's pretty bad..
You may not be with the parent,
And it may not be your mom...
It may just be your dad and his wife,
But you still go through the same stuff and pain..
. Loss and hurt..
That's the case with me..
Some people say to get over it but they don't know what its like ..
They don't know how it feels,
To have the person who has been in your life a long time,
Then just to have the person you trusted the most to be ripped out of your life..
All the family, Is now gone.
They don't know how it feels to not be able to sleep because you stare at the ceiling with tears and hurt in your eyes..
Divorces are hard.
They aren't easy to get through...
You just have to have confidence and faith..
It's not easy.
Copyright © Lexi Frizzell | Year Posted 2013
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Lexi Frizzell Poem
The days I thought would never come,
Have come at me through speeds of light,
Thing after thing is happeing.
Lord are you trying to tell me something?
It seems like everywhere I look,
I lose someone but in the end I know I will have him.
Fore he is my daddy.
The person who gave birth to me, left me lord.
But I have my daddy...
You blessed me with a family
We may be far away, but there will never be someone else I can look to and honestly say I love you daddy.
I have always thought that I wasn't good enough,
That everything truly was my fault, but in the end I realize it is not me.
That people do love me.
So here I am thinking to myself what would I do without them?
Would I be here?
Would I be the person I am?
I love them and I would not change a thing.
I lose people so much throughout this life..
When I do the pain and terror just swallows me hole.
But I look into the sky an I see a dream that someday I will be there with them...
The blessing of yours, will never be forgotten.
I love you.
Copyright © Lexi Frizzell | Year Posted 2013
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It's time now,
The time for the decision
I don't want to go back.
I won't...
I won't devour the sadness,
I want to be happy!
I don't want to go back!
The way you make me unhappy isn't right..
I don't wanna sit here and be all hurt,
I'm happy here,
So let me be happy.
I want to stay,
You can't say no,
It's the law.
It's also my heart.
Don't tell me no.
I'm tired of making you happy,
When I'm the one that I need to make happy.
I realize now..
That it's my decision.
My choice!
I'm not sorry,
Because this is my life.
I will make myself happy.
Copyright © Lexi Frizzell | Year Posted 2013
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Through the months things have been hard,
I tell you it's hard,
And all you do is tell me to to give up.
You have no faith in me..
You don't push me to succeed,
Hear me say its hard,
You try to take me out of it.
I don't understand what you want me to do...
The thirst for faith,
For praise,
For telling me " it will be ok "
But you don't give me that..
You say you want me to succeed,
But do you honestly?
You want me to push myself as far as i can go..?
Then let me feel it
Stop going against me because I think it's hard.
I know it's going to be hard,
I know it's not going to be easy...
But you make me feel like you are giving up on me....
I need you,
If I'm going to get through this... Because I won't quit.
I'm not a quitter.
I fight for what I need.
Copyright © Lexi Frizzell | Year Posted 2013
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