I think of all my smiles that I've worn,
which hide my sorrows underneath.
No one seems to notice that ,
I'm going through so much grief.
I cry and cry inside my pretty little tired eyes,
no one actually seems to realize,
what is presently going inside.
I'm going far away from everyone.
That no one seems to see my real pain.
My heart is totally broken after so much suffering,
unable to face anyone.
It feels like it's the last of my life,
As i have got no support by my side.
I have really started to abhor myself and
have started to find things quite uncertain.
I find people to be quite ignorant towards me,
as it is,i know they are idyllic without me.
I am very puzzled at present,
What to do?Is my situation.
I only meet illusive people in this inconsiderate world.
I am such a numpty person,
that in this world expect people to know my situation.
After knowing as it is they would remain ignoramuses.
Chocolates are my need,
Chocolates are my greed,
When I have them I only and only dream and don’t know actually what I feel.
They make me happy,
They make me sad,
They are there with me in all the queries I have.
They also help me before exams.
When I don’t get them I really mourn,
But as they melt in my mouth I become lively and cheerful.
When I see a chocolate I glow like an Edison’s bulb,
But as they go the bulb turns to 0 watt.
Parents are your life ,
parents are your pride
parents are the one who make you smile.
parents are your biggest hope,
parents are the one who support.
if any problem occurs they will never leave you alone.
parents will always a claim you on your small or big achievements,
as rest of them will denounce you and say what was so great about it?
THEREFORE I INSIST EVERYONE TO RESPECT THERE PARENTS
AS THEY ARE YOUR LIFE TIME SUPPORT.
People were jealous of us,
But we did not bother as much.
They tried to break our friendship,
But we hardly bothered about it.
People went against us,
When they saw you speaking to me.
I always thought they were insane,
But realized you were going through a lot of pain.
I cried every night,
Whenever you went away from my sight.
I felt like coming and hugging you that day, the day you cried and went away.
When you were suffering that pain,
I was crying again and again.
But the day you came and hugged me,
That day was the happiest one for me.
I wish the days would come back,
I wish the moment would come back,
I wish the past would clash with the future,
I wish it didn't seem like a dream,
I wish history could repeat itself……..
The future seems so depressing, so uncertain…….
Sometime I wake up wishing it was all just a nightmare…….
Wishing you were still here…..
I don’t like how the future looks,
Although I don’t know what the future will hold….
I know that things will be the same.
And I know for a fact that I will never be the same.
I wish I could rewind time & replay every moment spend with you.
This feeling of nostalgia is sometimes too much to bear,
because I miss you so much……
sometimes I see you right here beside me,
teasing & mocking me like you always do,
sharing the dark secrets you hold within,
laughing at jokes which were not funny……..
and then I wake up realizing it wasn't real.
Don’t you forget the days we have shared,
For each other we have always cared.
But looking at your angry face,
I feel scared to whom my secrets will I reveal.
Oh! My dearest and cutest friend is getting angry your latest trend.
Don’t get angry and forgive me,
After all how long will you live without me.
My heart broke as she went away,
to a place where there was no way.
I went in search of her,but she was nowhere.
I cried day and night,
as she had gone away .
First i thought i was a burden on her,
but later came to know she was suffering through CANCER.
Before she left she wrote a letter and sent it to me,
And in that was something really HEARTBREAKING,It was written that:
My heart has got two holes which i made on my own,
and one of them is for you my friend and the other for
our friendship which can never break if you or me leave this world.
It will forever remain the same.These two holes i'm sending to you as a sign
of our friendship.GOOD BYE!!!!!!
And after this she left me and went.
when i received it i had gone for her funeral.
I couldn't say anything as she left me and went.
There was a friend who was so special,
Who wiped my tears,
And held my hand.
When others turned the other way,
there was no beginning ,just an end.
She was the one whom I turned to,
Whom I called a friend.
She laughed at me,
She smiled at me,
And felt it was her duty.
To remind one of her worth,
And all my inner beauty as such.
When the eyes of others could only dwell,
Upon my exposed outer shell.
They saw the girl with trepidation,
Seeing this girl they turned there faces.
But she was there to whisper, when they didn’t care.
She held my secrets in her heart,
That people like me could share with her.
Now time has eased me form an phase,
But she was the one who knew my grace.
And like a true friend once she advised me to take care and to never leave her and go.
And after that I made a commitment that;
I LL ALWAYS FOLLOW THE WORDS OF MY TRUE FRIEND.
You are my life, you are my way
You are the one, who knows my flaws
My shadow follows you everywhere and you are my living guardian,
And well wisher, who thinks about my future.
You are the one who encourages me, even if I hurt you much deeper.
I try my best to make you happy, but sometimes do things by which you get angry.
But still you build hope in me to become better,
Because you are my always wonderful father…
Follow your steps is what I do , as there is no one as special as you.
I SAW YOU SLEEPING THE OTHER DAY,
WITH SO MUCH PEACE ON YOUR FACE.
I WISHED IT WOULD LAST FOR LONG,
BUT THAT VERY MOMENT YOUR PHONE
RANG SOUNDING LIKE TIRING-TIRING.
I SAW YOU SMILING THE OTHER DAY,
WITH A SPECIAL GLOW ON YOUR FACE.
AND PRAYED TO GOD IN TOTAL AWE,
THAT THE SMILE ON YOUR FACE WOULD LAST FOR LONG.
I SAW YOU TENSED THE OTHER DAY,
AND PRAYED MY TEARS WOULD DRY.
BUT KNEW YOU WERE DOING ALL THIS FOR ME,
SO, JUST THOUGHT ABOUT THAT AND SMILED.