Gravity pulls my tears into pools.
Im sinking in sorrow -emotional fuels.
Just turn back the time, I just want a moment.
To say goodbye once, to cherish and own it.
I loved my granddad - a man more than great.
Paired with my Granny as the perfect mate.
A montage of memories that rush my soul.
My eyes fill with tears, I'm losing control.
Just keep it together, it's what he would want.
They all say the same, but I stand in front.
Happiness swells, yet sadness prevails.
Like Christ on the cross, with hands full of nails.
Life has a reason, and death isn't treason.
-It's moving on up.. A lifetime's a season.
I look to the sky and say my goodbye.
The time won't turn back, I gave it a try.
I close my eyes and imagine this-
Paradise in a place full of bliss.
World peace in a piece of the world.
Without loss and bombs never hurled.
Snow that falls that doesn't freeze.
Sun that shines that doesn't cease.
A land where "The forever" is real.
A scene where the sick always heal.
Life with infinite love, like gusts in the wind.
Two little doves, with eternities to spend.
God has a plan, fool-proof to the core.
Now Granddad's with him, a reward of much more.
A mother's holiday should be everyday,
To show you the thanks I wish to repay.
A million word poem could never consist,
Of all that you do - a lifetime of lists.
So Ill keep it short - a miniature report.
To convey my gratitude for all your support.
Preparing this thank-you, builds tears in my eyes.
The bulletproof bond we share never dies.
Countless memories we've made as a pair,
Has given me more than I can compare
Your lessons of chivalry I've cherished so dear.
You've molded my heart to love with no fear.
Your lullaby songs that put me to sleep,
Created a herd of infinite sheep.
Happy Mother's Day Mom, I hope you enjoy.
Much love from your son, your grown baby boy.
- Yours Truly
The summer breeze fills a mind full of peace,
but intricate thoughts dare not ever cease.
Constant throughout - without an end.
Repeat it start over and begin it again.
A whispering wind on a silent night,
feeds us a story - the cold has a bite.
The wind is a sign of the past and the present,
but future to come has left us a crescent.
The moon holds a key to what comes to be,
like tides on a beach rush in from the sea.
Pay attention to what comes and goes,
like birds in the sky from eagles to crows.
They all play a part in this short span of time,
So watch as they soar then swoop on a dime.
We all become nothing except what we leave,
Behind us a past like bark on a tree.
- Yours Truly
The littlest deeds still go a long way.
So better the world and try it today.
People don't realize the good they can do,
By holding doors open and smiling too.
Try to be chivalrous, try to be meek.
Try to be humble whenever you speak.
Others will notice the way that you are.
A light so unique, shines bright like a star.
Relay the message, conquer the kindness.
Replays impressive, actions are mindless.
We live to laugh, and love to be loved.
Turn both your cheeks, when pushed and then shoved.
Intuitiveness is a trick of the trade.
Instinctive bliss results moments well played.
"Treat others how you want to be treated."
This motto of life makes smiles repeated.
Living a promise to fulfill a destiny,
The cookbook of life where you are my recipe.
Entangled divine, enriched aged wine.
God only knows, like clockwork in time.
Sleeping beauty spell, broken by lips intertwined.
A true prince in the making, once upon a time.
Now stands a king upright and aligned.
A crown and a smile - purity defined .
The power of love to conquer the grime,
This moment forever yielding sublime.
Trickle of water, a smidgen of hope.
It's a high wire stunt on a tightrope.
I look through your eyes and straight to your heart,
It makes my world stop I need a jump start.
Jump with me, take the leap.
Forever emblazoned, emotional heat.
A soul searched and found,
Was lost without sound.
From reading this chapter,
It'll heal your pain.
From here on out,
And forever after.
Stop and stare as the time stands still.
The pain hurts, but the silence kills.
Twisted emotions, this feeling's so strong.
My body feels weak, but my mind feels headstrong.
I slip and fall now only to crawl.
Your eyes told the story like a crystal ball.
A soft-friendly touch, I feel of your heart.
It's thumping so loud, I'm ripping apart.
Life makes no sense,this moment so tense.
Contagious emotions are building a fence.
It tears me down that I can't tear it down.
I've got more to live for, and it's wearing a frown.
You make my world spin, and you make it all stop.
Goodbyes make it worse, I spin like a top.
Given no choice but to drive away.
The words left unsaid are too hard to convey.
The click starts to tick, tomorrow comes near.
I held you so dear that it felt like a year.
- Yours Truly
Hatred for life is symbolized by a knife ,
to slice the pain and forget your strife.
Tortured by rage deranged and betrayed.
Amidst all the heartache the blood will be sprayed.
Tears for fears of living a lie,
time has a way of going on by.
Waiting for something or someone or nothing.
Just hating the world and waiting to die.
Compared to a snake that slithers and slides,
A tongue with a fork, he hisses and hides.
He's patiently waiting, he envies our death.
A mind fueled by sloth, and wrath on his breath.
He traps using snares, with sin as a curse.
He's evil and sly, his charm is rehearsed.
We're tempted by lust, gluttony and greed.
These actions are food, he needs it to feed.
Preventing the peace, his mission is clear.
To cause us all pain, our joy is his fear.
He covets our souls, to pride his command.
To enflame our hate, and rule as he planned.
He's tortured and burning in fires below,
A place for the wicked, a place without snow.
Deciphered as Lucifer, an angel that fell.
Only Gods' chosen people, the righteous prevail.
Prayer through kindness, and loving with care.
Shining swords of the saints, thrusted up in the air.
- Yours Truly
Dark nights to spend alone,
are all I've ever had or known.
I lay my body down to rest,
Then feel my heart sink in my chest.
While no ones there to care,
My life is hard to bare.
So I lay in the dark and stare,
Thinking about my past and suicidal dares.
Sleep doesn't come easy to the wretched and wicked,
So I accept this is my life and that I picked it.
It may get better someday.
But as for now, it'll stay the same way.
The same as it is when I cry or moan,
the lonely voice I hear is only mine alone.
Gazing with a distant soft saddened stare,
Locked in a zone and I'm staring out there.
Trampling emotions are mangling my soul.
A pilot flying solo with no self control.
Headfirst - a nose dive in progress.
Thinking twice - a complex process.
Falling aimlessly constant flashbacks in mind.
Gusting wind rushing my eyes forcing them blind.
Gravity's strong pull is more than my own.
No turning back, a decision full blown.
Ground zero near, it's closing in fast.
Seconds from death, my breath at its' last.
I'm screaming so loud I wake myself up.
A nightmare repeated, my mind is shook up.
- Yours Truly