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Sara Perry Poem
the hardest thing is letting go
goodbyes were never my thing
memories are the enemy
when someone close to you dies
a piece of your heart slowly fades away
and at some point you forget whats happening
you forget how to smile
you realize they aren't coming back so why hold on
why face all the sadness and fear
why must things be so hard
when they disappear
why fear what helps you the most
why be afraid if you see there ghost
when that part of your heart breaks its hard to regain the strength
its hard to mend the pieces
its hard to erase the memory
most of all its a ***** to numb the pain
nothing works
nothing wants to help
it eats at you like its got you in its grasp
when someone you love dies your empty you don't know where to turn or what to do
your scared of being alone
even when they were near
its hard to forget..
its hard to ignore...
its hard to get over...
what your heart goes through to be okay
what your mind does to solve its pain
what you'd do just to bring them back
what you'd give just to say im sorry
emotions run wild when you lose someone
your not yourself
you question things you use to be positive about
you push people away to isolate yourself from more pain
is this what its like to be alive but feel so dead
is this what its like to want to forget what meant so much
why did they have to go when it wasn't their time
what could such an innocent person do to deserve death
why is it so cold once they are gone
being numb isn't an issue
its the hold it has on you
its the life it drains outta you
trying to be strong only brings more pain
trying to smile when you feel like dying
the desire to move on only makes it worse
you lose what your thoughts were
what your dreams where suppose to be
what goals no longer matter
what life even is worth anymore
troubling thoughts come and go
disturbing images fade in and out
what is death
the thing we fear most
the thing that rips us apart
the thing that is made to make us suffer
the energy drainer the reason you become hollow
losing touch with reality starts to kick in
losing all hope takes over
empty
lonely
dead inside
no where to go
no one to turn to
nothing can help you
no not even yourself
is this really how its gonna end?
Copyright © Sara Perry | Year Posted 2013
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Sara Perry Poem
thinking of ways to escape
thinking of how stuff use to be
and how you would give anything in the world just to have it all back,
its sad how one person can forget how much everything use to mean
how words become harsher
more painfuldela
reallity isnt so sweet when you sit back and rethink all that you lost
all because of mistakes that could have been avioded,
its hard watching all you loved just disappear,
watching people walk away,
dealing with the pain you think is almost unbareable
you may wanna jump off a cliff
disappear
or even wanna just die
you gotta remember to hang in there stay strong and open your eyes
life isnt easy it never was
and sure it never will be
hold your head held high
keep a smile one your face
(need help cant think of ways to make better need to collaberate with someone)
Copyright © Sara Perry | Year Posted 2013
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Sara Perry Poem
dreaming of a start that couldnt be
falling for what wasnt meant to be
the lies that spread to the heart like a raging virus
love the one thing thats gonna break you
wishing you were enough
dreaming of the one thing thats gonna cause you to fall to pieces
falling for the one who destroyes your trust
even when hope becomes stronger
you fall in love with a bad dream
a person that will make you cold and emotionless
dreaming is the start of what could have been
seeing whats real
falling for lies
falling for regret
dreaming is falling for useless memories
or fake happiness
falling for what your heart foolishly desires
those eyes that are full of lies
but hide it so easily
dreaming is the begining to your end
falling for the one guy who is willing to hurt you at any cost
falling for who you think will catch you
but deep inside is the heart of a guy who really doesnt care
dreaming can bring you back to what you worked so hard to fight for
bring back everything you want to forget
falling is hard
but its even worse when it comes to truely opening your eyes
dreaming leads you back to the unknown place
in the end there is no true love
no beginning
no true happiness
in the end there is no place to belong
all there is is the tragic end.....
Copyright © Sara Perry | Year Posted 2013
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Sara Perry Poem
so ways i wish people could see why i write what i do
see what i see
or even feel what has been felt
would you all really judge how i act would you really hurt me like you all have
i know everyone has it rough but does that mean you put me down for handling it the way i do
if anything you push me farther and to my breaking point
you should see the damage you have done
see the pain you put me thro
realize that maybe just maybe somethings truly wrong instead of assuming i just want attention
maybe my mind is a bit unstable
and maybe my heart isn't as strong as it once was but that doesn't make me any different
so why hold all this against me
why make things worse
why be the reason someone decides to give up
showing you whats going through my heart and whats ripping at my mind is my way of showing you i truly am broken
you say there's no fixing it but do you really even wanna try
do you really find me worth all the troubles
when you said i love you was it all some big joke
was it a way of filling some crappy void in your life
if i was to disappear you could care less if i were to die would you even be sad
knowing that your love was all fake doesn't make it easier to forget it makes it harder to realize my own ignorance
you knew how hurt i was when you first came into my life but you didn't care you found your source of amusement and you didn't care if it killed me
well in a way i am dead, dead inside
nothing moves no tears are cried
a beat less heart a shallow soul
i guess dying really isnt that easy
but neither is watching someone rip you apart
its kinda the same in some ways i think dying would be better
nothing to live for
no strings holding you to this pathetic thing called life
no words could hurt you
no dreams to be crushed
but why is it bad always happens to someone so good so pure
why does everything have to go wrong why cant something just go right for once
i know this sounds bad and it may sound like a plea for death but its a way of dealing with fear dealing with mixed emotions
dealing with what i guess wasnt meant to be
its hard to shake off what people are saying we all know that by now
the love people once held never lasts or it never will be found
emotions are meant to be hidden because no one truly wants to be the burden on someone life
or to feel like they aint worth anything i guess this is a way of crying out for help
a way of saying please save me please just please be the one that makes it ok
be the one that numbs pain
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why is everything falling apart?
why is time going so slow?
why is it nothing will go right?
i cant handle this
i cant handle the pain
i cant handle the fights
wishing to be happy
wishing everything was ok
wishing for how it use to be
why is it all complicated?
why is it all slowly disappearing?
why is all this going wrong?
i cant take how the emotions are running wild
i cant take how everyone's acting different
i cant take how bad this is hurting
wishing all of it would pass
wishing love could stand strong
wishing broken hearts didn't exist
why is it nothing works out?
why is it my heart gets this caught up?
why is it my mind wont stay still?
i cant handle the tears
i cant handle the depression
i cant handle the thoughts that i think
wishing i knew how to end the suffering
wishing i knew how to imagine my life
wishing i could just stop breathing
why cant u just realize your the one?
why cant you realize your all i want?
why cant you see the pain your putting me through?
Copyright © Sara Perry | Year Posted 2013
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I try to realize all he good you could bring to me but then there's the open wound that you last left I guess that you meant the pain that followed with every word you cut me deeper like a toy that you no longer gave a crap about
Pain is what made all this easy made it possible for me to try to forget made it simple to burn your picture made it possible for me to hate you a little more
But yet somehow someway I still love you and it won't go away it's breaking my heart it's like a never dying flame I can't erase you from my mind my heart or my life I wish I knew where this went wrong or y I can't get it right
But your the one I keep falling in love with the one I want a forever with I can't get over the memories both good or bad I can't get passes how you said I love you for the first time I just want my heart back I want you back I want you to be the one I marry the one I'd give my life for the one I would give everything up for
Where's my purpose if I can't have you if I'm not with you
Be my love
My forever
Be the one I can call mine
Be here for me when things go wrong
Don't give up don't make this fade away
Be open to being happy
Give things a try don't forget our love our promises
Remember how we share all parts of our lives and how much we care
Don't regret me my dear
Don't forget me love
Just don't go away...
Copyright © Sara Perry | Year Posted 2013
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