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Oscar Bondai Poem
I am,
or shld i say we r
i cld swear im bipolar
tripolar, quadpolar, grab a cola take a
seat n listen
i jus nid ur earz, i cld neva have ur
heart, believe me i tried
n ma mind?
lost dat so löng ago
i only knw it as consiousnes, its hidin in
ma head sumwere.
I knw its there sumwere coz every otha
day it clicks, in dat breif
moment i experience gud pain
the kind thats just enuf to kip u frm the
bad kind
the kind that leaves an ugly scar
n unlike da duckling time wont make
ths 1 a swan.
I cld have sworn
infact i swear i knw beta
extra extra read al abt it
go ahead n tel the world that im its
smartest fool and if im schooled it can
only mean im
grouped wit da fishes,
gosh im slipin wit da fishes,
lifes maffia's got to me...
Tho its dark, its kinda comfy in this
boot/
trunk SPACIOUS
It must be a be a benzo, maybach : )
always wanted to ride in 1
look how it had to happen
bt i kip smilin
godfather cldnt get me to kis hs pinkie
ring
heck i cld take hm out if you put me in a
ring,
i run wit GOD THE FATHER
n dats y im stil standing
even wen ma whole worlds shaking
nuthn lasts 4eva
certainly not this uncertainity
that has threatend ma sanity,
moments ago my mind clickd
i felt gud pain
ma life jus gathered momentum ima
be aite
and yeah if u stil wonderin, i am nuts
da kinda crazy dat makes people give
their hearts
wen they knw they r playin darts
in the dark wit no hands
yeah dats me
: )
THE END
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Oscar Bondai Poem
Is trust an emotion?
I pause jus for a moment hopin to
ponder
abt how ths elephant got to sitin
on ma
shoulder
im supposed to b a soldier bt ths
comotion in ma mind seems to
threaten my exposure
wonder how it became a secret,
that i
was jus flesh and bone
just a man
cast some darknes on ma paper so i
cn c ths world is bizzare the light is
blinding
me
the ones i claim my own cannot
bare the
site of me
and ths is all because of me, but
who is
me? Faults and mistakes
superimposd often
look the same
but mistakes only become wat they
r
once atempted
nuthing ventured nuthng gained
nuthin ventured nuthng lost so y
shld i apologize?
When attempts u expect of me give
birth
to my mistakes
i have failed, i have been victorious
what then defines the man i am?
The moments i overcame? Or the
mistakes that came and stayed to
remind me
to b wiser o die
bt death aint alway when u stop
breathn.
Sumitmes its just wen ur life loses
meanin wen u lose what at the
time seemd to b
ur reason 4 breathn..
In dat very moment, even 4 an
instance,
u r dead...
bt i go bek to the question
is trust an emotion.? Trust is takin
a leap, a giant 1, neva
pausin to blink.
Even wen u knw that the fal is wot
envitably cums next,.
trust is holdin ur breath til ur lungs
burn... Hopin.... N hop is all dat
saves us
we fal in slow motion creatin da
illusion
dat mayb....
n jus mayb we cn fly,.
Bt ofcourse we cnt,
cyclic story always ends wit a bg
thud, as da knight trades hs shining
armor for a
stockin mask he becums the thug...
And da princess takes a bow, her
interest
was al a pretence..
So no, trust is nt an emotion its a
choice...
Its a risk, calculated o nt dat we
willingly take..
We cnt live behind a glas window
lest da
world myt hurt us....
Coz pain is always beta than the
emptines of nuthn...
Ths our love myt hurt sum day.. Bt
its beautiful today
nw knwin al this.. A simple
question i
must enquire..
Do u trust me?
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Oscar Bondai Poem
The fact
that
today
wont
last
foeva
wont
change
2mo,.
Funmy
how
yesterdays
brightest
moments,
luk as
dull as a
candle
standin
next to
the
sun...
Ever
heard of
da black
shade of
wite?
Dnt say
never,
coz
ever's nt
a
constant,
ya'l dnt
get da
concept ..
Fire
trucks
are
flamable,
like
eminem
said..
We al
nid a
hero, bt
who wil
save the
hero
since
nuthn
lasts
4eva..?
O mayb
we jus
say dat
wen we
lose
sumthn
to
soothe
ourselves?
Yet
often we
lose
ourselves
askin
stupid
questions
like wat
if left is
truly
rite? N to
da truth
our eyes
go blind,
that if u
push
wit ur
might
then
want cnt
be done
suddenly
mite....becum
posible
n ths is al
plausible..
I dreamt
it while
dreamin...
While
othaz
breathe
wen
they r nt
living...
6 bilion
posible
ways to
live life,
1
for each
of us, im
just
waitin 4
da day
that one
of us do
it rite.
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3 great women in ur life,
three candlesticks sent to bring u
lite,
show u were u r in life and where u
cld
be,
if u listen u can hear em whispher,
cheering u on as u journey thru da
darknes,
listen to ur angels, u thot they were
just
candles?
I gues that cld explain the way u
handeled em
even when their tears like wax tried
to warn u with their burn, u were
stil a fool
with a prize he did nt earn,
u lost 1 ( 1 candle dies)
2 great women in ur life,
2 candlesticks sent to bring u lite,
show u were u r in life and where u
cld be,
if u listen u can hear em shouting,
cheering u on as u journey thru da
darknes,
listen to ur angels, u thot they were
just
candles? Life has u in its snare,
unforgivingly its
stares,
its nt as bright as it was before bt u
can
stil c, soldier on,u can make it
through
the rain..
The rain? Wat of those that light ur
path
u 4got ur angels
u didnt c ur world grow darker u
didnt
protect or cradle
the rain just stole a candle
u lost 2( another candle dies) 1
great woman in ur life,
one candlestick sent to bring u lite,
show u were u r in life and where u
cld
be,
if u listen u can hear her screaming,
cheering u on as u journey thru da
darknes,
listen to ur angel, she is more than
jus a
candle..
Ur world is so much darker
u hold her closer as she flickers
pause to take a picture ( flash) its
good u finaly c her worth
bt no candle lasts foreva
as u get to that finish line
she gives her final ray of light
u thank her with a kiss so lite, and
finaly
embrace the night, u r home and
so is she..
(Final canndle dies)
THE END
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I speak of my tears
sparked by ma fears
of what would have been
Because what was,
put way too much pressure on my sanity
now im surrounded by confusion
inside of me
is all this drama
because of me?
Am i my own enemy?
Or am I sleeping with the enemy?
Crime of passion
memories of the past flashing
kill me with your love
Why don't you
love so intense, it hurts
were we lied to?
is ths all a curse?
i don't want to miss you forever
yet I wouldn't dare to forget you
hugs and kisses,
we hope to share
but here we are exchanging blank stares
take the elevator baby
Ima take the stairs
thIs way I never get to say the word
Goodbye.......
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this is
the
redefition
of ones
definition
an
undastandin
of
self,fueled
NOT by
raw
uncontrolable
emotion
but by
pure
intuition
a mans'
worth is
weighed
by his
decisions
wat of
those i
make
not for
ma
own?
Intuition
is
thought
without
origin
we
follow
but do
not
question
yet we
do not
face the
truth
a truth
we do
not
know
that we
know
like how
our
hopes
are
dreams
we never
dreamt r
the
choices
we've
made
truely
our own?
Or our
thoughts
just
words
on a
script,
and life
is the
stage
we're on
i dnt
knw
which
page im
on
and the
page
that
follows
seemingly
"unwritten"
bares
faint
imprints
of our
story, ITS
ALREADY
WRITTEN
we're
just doin
the
tracing
so arises
the
question:
if u
didnt
decide
to read
this
and
these
words
were
never
mine to
write
who am
i?
And
even
more
importantly,
who r u?
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