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Christian Alexander Poem
Amethyst
From the depths within the deepest wells
Amidst our friendship
A confection of sorts
The darkest of all that dwells
A blissful taste of blindness
Tends to saturate this darkness
Inside a living world of Hell
Spoken words that HATE is stirred
And so it goes as The Devil grows
A cauldron
Inside I fell
Wished to death and cast His spell
Naked eyelids from behind us fell
Bound in endless MADNESS
Damned to eternal SADNESS
Forsaken as He chimes His bell
For whom it tolls
Blackened spirits rose
And so it goes as The Devil grows
A resurrection of forgotten Souls
Shadows of faceless strangers
Dance and play in the face of danger
Silenced without a tongue to tell
Masquerading these dark secrets
Then we laugh as it's laced We drink it
With this knot I slipped into my hole
It's a Fairy Tale in the Hell we know
And so it goes as The Devil grows
With blood as my tears
Stay Gold
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Love Sick
And the way she says "I want you babe"
And I know that it's true
And every time she says my name
These feelings so brand new
And when she holds my hand today
She holds my hand She holds my hand
So I smoked that cigarette to the end
Just waiting for the phone to ring
And I'm writing this lonesome song
that I hope to never sing
To never sing To never sing
I'm Love Sick
She's the drug that's deep inside of me
A needle and my eyes both bleed
Love Sick
I'm guessing she just walked away
These Hopes and Dreams are lost today
I'm Love Sick
And this pain it hurts so bad
Hurts so bad Hurts so bad
It's the way she said "I want you babe"
And the way she holds my hand today
She holds my hand She holds my hand
So I watched that cigarette
Just fade away Just fade away
I hate today I hate today
She said she'd be my Valentine
2nd place Valentine Contest by Richard Lamoureux
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Christian Alexander Poem
INSIDIOUS
My mINd iS DaRk bUt I'm sO gREaT
RelaX and nEveR hear me spiN
My twisted ways into your world
Sit back as I take your soul away
Falling even farther
Even farther than the colors
That lay behind in my wake
My glAm0Ured sTyle
Watch me smile
As I tare your life away
Defined you
I defiled you
Inside you're world I'll play
Laughing as your screaming
You can't see
I'm so fUqqINg faKe
And the closer I get to you
Is the closer I am to killing you
Your pain is my GreAt fAntaSy
Bleed you of all honesty
My greATest work
When I penetrate
LiKe mE y0u'll stArt t0 hate
Soon, feel me slither
Feel me take what's in your veins
Feel me cumming
I am loving
All the sadness that's your fate
Feel me cumming
I am loVing
All the sadness that's your fate
Insidious
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Words
Benevolent
Pragmatic
Insipid
Ubiquitous
Words
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Chiffon Lace
So much that I want in you
And so much to push aside
So much they try to stop me
And so much I try to hide
So much, let's come together
So much, and then I cried
So much this fuqqing weather
It's too much
I fuqqing tried
You're all I feel inside me
Inside I feel so high
Sometimes I see you see me
And sometimes afraid to fly
Sometimes I say you're "My Girl"
And sometimes I see me lie
So stay let's play forever
Someday you'll feel the same
Just stay and we're together
Today let's watch the rain
Today to come inside you
Today I feel this pain
Someday I'll get to hold you
Someday you'll hold me too
That way I see inside you
I hope to see you soon
Then one day we'll watch the sun rise
From the bottom of the sea
We'll laugh and play together
Forever you and me...
by Christian Alexander
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Christian Alexander Poem
Shades of Grey
Happiness can fade away
I change the way I feel today
These Shades of Grey in yesterday
These Shades of Grey in yesterday
Her echoes "Take this madness"
Soft and silly sick with sadness
Sickened sadness painted Blackness
Tethered strapless
Choked and breathless
-Wicked lies list
Lust for you
Kindness
You shattered me
Lifeless
So "Can't find you", nice, Miss
Gagged and bound
'Not scared to die'- kiss
I dream
My dream missed
Sick with sadness
Paint my Blackness
Silly sad list
Echoes Madness
Staring silent
scary Silence
Whispered to me
"I feel you through me"
Happiness can fade away
I change the way I feel today
These Shades of Grey in yesterday
These Shades of Grey in yesterday.
"I'll paint the sky for you if you move the world for me~"
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"My Love"
It's only a little pain
A quick rush
To the brain
Time to go INSANE
FEEL-
I feel so strong, so powerful
One more kill
One more thrill
One more chance up and up this hill
This hill I climb
Now a mountain
A fuqqing mountain
My eyes so wide
My heart so cold
My lungs inhaled straight up my nose
My brain explodes
FEEL-
I feel so strong, so powerful inside
Every breath that I take
leaves me hungary for more
Handcuffed to this rush
I think i'm in LOVE
A little pain, up above
Don't stop me now it's far too late
I love me, I love me
With no one to hate
We're all dressed up
We've got on our smiles
"Can we climb up your mountain?"
We're your friends, your the best
We want that rush
We'll sing in your nest
We're all dressed up
We've got on our faces
We came to your door
No hiding in places
We want that rush
We'll climb up that mountain
Blood Red Stain - splattered inside my brain
It's always the same, this fuqqing game
Put me to shame, bury my name
Just point and aim
Take me again
I love me, I love me
This mountain grain
I saw Sam Hain get high in Spain
So I jumped that train
I fly my plane
Nobody knows
" I " am the Captain, so
"I'll fly right through this fuqqing mountain"
Again and Again
This fuqqing rush
So Insane I close my eyes
I can't obtain all my thoughts
Crashed through the rain
Hanging on this chain
Hanging from this crain
If I lie, pull my drain
I love me, I love me - So fuqqing lame
" Dear Father "
Tear out my hair
Tear off my clothes
You know I don't care
Naked I shall pose
Naked I shall stare
Just stick it where it goes
This fuqq so rare
" Is this what you chose?"
Give me all my fair
Stick it up my nose
Stick it between my legs
Love Me and Love Me and
Penetrate my Soul
Make me Rock-N-Roll
Up and Down, forever I'll go~~ Go Go Go!!!
Like a Cat~ YOU will purr
And like a Lion I'll ROAR
I love me you know
But now I must go
Take me to your place
I can't explain~ this rush, again
Straight up to the Brain
Such little pain
Blood Red Stain
And i'm not ashamed
Time to go Insane
FEEL- !!!
I guess it'll never end...................................................................................
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Ten Things I Like About Her ...
# 10 - Now number ten is neither here nor there
It can be concluded that number ten, an illusion
Eluded to confusion, a pigeon to decision
A scalpel to precision, separate from any reason
Affected only if to reason
As if so, silent- a wait
So alone in a line
Standing broken in time
Almost a ticking rewind
Like darkness closing in or
Taking apart together
Was only to- get –her
As so the silence of wait
A mere illusion, to only mirror the confusion
Left standing but ones conclusion
Affected by reason- So the sum of it all
Was less all of its sum
A Vision Quest
So twisted these nerves in my spine
But so focused was her in my mind
Left standing - I can’t miss, cuz number ten says –
" I liked the way she KISSED"
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To Love Not
Hateful thoughts fulfilled
Breathing with the sea
Watching lovers loving
Wishing it was me
What has become
This person
So proud So kind
Loving to love
Doing things right
Rising above
Now just hateful thoughts fulfilled
Breathing with the sea
It's these
Stalking red shadows
Piercing black holes
Feeling this war taking my soul
Wanting to die
But willing to live
Provoking my enemy
To laugh is to give
Wanting this wave
Wanting it over
Give me "The End"
Death be my lover
The more powerful this wave
The more it intimidates my drive
Like fire burning fire
"Fire" out loud I cry
I will always be alive
So fierce Such force
All cracked up
Below the pendulum
Of my splintered spine
Now just hateful thoughts fulfilled
Breathing with the sea
These stalking red shadows
And pierce these black holes
Hatred for lovers
And hate builds my soul
I just want to die
I don't want to live
Provoking my enemy
To laugh is to give
Death come besiege me
Please set my soul free
It's death now inside me
Soon gone I will be
So stare and stare
And stare at them all
It's me that I hate
So it's me that must
Fall..
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The Devil's Dead Roses
A prelude to the Bete Noire
Please stop Please stop
Don't look at my face
Please stop Please stop
Don't look at my face.
- Every time you see what I see
- Every time you see what I see
So precious
Disgusting taste
Back handed smile plays
Your devious face
So lost without me
Looking down without grace
Masquerade - You dance high
"So Great"
And the needle's laced
The Blood of Christ
In my hands
Understand! Understand!!
Still you laugh through me in sin
These cravings
So thirsty
Me first please
ME FIRST PLEASE!!!
I'm fiending
So lasting this laughing
It's fancy, us dancing
Delusions in envy
Pornographic Fantastic
Your eyes bleed
So frightening
My flesh disappearing
Your lies scream
You hate me
"I HATE YOU I HATE YOU"
So blinding
My eyes sting
Left silent Sick violence
We play for today
"My little prey come this way"
Separate from peace
A pornographic feast
And this poison that you're spitting on my flesh
And this poison that you're spitting is so fresh
And this poison that you spit
Is coming at me
It's all coming at me
And up my spine
Such wicked chills Diluted in envy
"TAKE OFF YOUR FUQQING MASK!!!"
Why you coming at me
Why me
Why me
Why you coming at me
Naked hand in hand
Sends wicked chills
And up my spine
Twisted little thrills
"How Divine!!?"
Delusions
A blind dream
I'm finding YOU WATCHING
You HATE ME
This hate thing
"I HATE DREAMS"
"I HATE DREAMS"
"I HATE DREAMS"
"I HATE DREAMS"
"I HATE DREAMS"
"I HATE DREAMS"
"I HATE DREAMS"
Your mask is so frightening
Back handed smile
A little guile
So sick
Looking in at your grin
When you stick me
"You fuqqing win"
So I just laugh and I laugh
And I sing and I laugh
And I dance and I laugh
And I laugh and I laugh
And a couple more drinks
And a couple more drinks ...
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