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dreading the moment when i have to force myself
to realize that the family i have care about money and
nothing about others dreading the moment when they
realize that i was being truthful the entire time and
all they think is that i am lying to them
they dont think what they do effects others all they
do is what they want say what they want and believe all the lies
dreading the moment when my love and i leave this
mess for a good while and let them think that something
happened to me and let them believe it
but when i come back fully changed and i remember nothing
about them and they dont understand why i am saying the
things i do but sooner or later they will regret and feel so
guilty about what they did to me and they will try to come up to
me and apologize for what they have done and its too late
im not dreading the moment when i get to feel the full
satisfaction of knowing that they realize that they were
in the wrong to keep the truth from me and lie to me the entire time
but when they see all that they have done to me did not effect me
or the man i fell in love with and see him playing with our children
they will begin to regret everything they have done and try
to make it seem like nothing ever happened between us
but little do they know when they so come up they will be arrested
and sued for violation of a no contact order and a restraining order
between me, my husbend; my kids and that messed up thinking family
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let it rain acid tears let the kiss
of death take the life of anyone
it comes so swift then goes the
same way the only chance to cheat
your own death is your will to fight
and your will to live with your
loved ones when the chains of death
comes down on some they let
self pity carry them away and slip
away into a sweet surrender of
eternal sleep so makes jokes about
what they dont understand or are
scared of what will you do when
the time comes for your own
moment of truth let it rain acid
tears and burn the flesh right off
your very own bones then slowly
dissolve bones and brains you have
when it starts let the kiss of death
come and take away the pain and
guilt of what you have done to me
you are thinking when do these
chains come off and set me free
but in the mean time the chains
are rusting and turning your
skin and bones into nothing
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as I lay here dying
my life is flashing before
my eyes and all I
see is pain and misery
what did i do wrong
to deserve this type
of death bleeding
with no end in sight
as i lay dying
as i lay dying
there is no one here
to say my last words to
as i lay dying
as i lay dying
why do i have to
endure all of this agony
as i lay here dying
its starting to get
colder with every passing
hour now its minutes
its starting to get
darker around the
edges and will i finally leave
this vile and revolting world
as i lay dying
as i lay dying
there is no one here
to say my last words to
as i lay dying
as i lay dying
why do i have to
endure all of this agony
even if i leave this
world what will others
remember about me will
they remember me at all
will they realize that
i have done so much
in my short life to
help others through pain
as i lay dying
as i lay dying
there is no one here
to say my last words to
as i lay dying
as i lay dying
why do i have to
endure all of this agony
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trapped away from freedom and
can't escape it is my mind my
only escape from this horrid
escape of life in my mind locked
away and hidden can anyone find
me to bring me back what would
happen if something horrid occurs
and no one would be seen or heard
from again is there a better place
where i can retreat to in my mind
without anyone noticing i am
shut down and i locked myself
away from anyone and everyone
how long would it the for
anyone to get me back in my mind
the only refuge i have when
i have nowhere else to go
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i have sacrificed so much for that family
but when i am with my love i dont feel like
i am trapped by what i dont want
i have been set free just by finding the love
of my life and not everyone is happy all they
want is to see me miserable, alone and scared
i have sacrificed all that i believe in and now its time to stop
to be who i was born to be and stop doing what they want from me
before now i couldn't see what was happening
and now i dont care what happens to me i will
do anything in my power to save who i love
now since my eyes have been opened i see so
many things that have been messed up in my life
all i want is to go on and live my life with my husband
i have sacrificed all that i believe in and now its time to stop
to be who i was born to be and stop doing what they want from me
now i am at the point of my life where i
want to do what i feel is right and stop the
little kid games that so many are playing
you know everyone has to grow up at
some point and do what you have to do
to get what you need and want out of life
i have sacrificed so much in my life all i need to do is to start believing what
i was taught as a child by my mother and it is time to be who i was born to be and
live like i was suppose to and not let anyone to distract me from the truth now
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so many are frightened of the darker things in life
so many run without a second thought of why its that way
so many dont understand why some prefer the dark to the light
so many people believe things that are lies and trash about others
to the ones that understand please come and join me
do not listen to the ones that are frightened of the truth
do not detour from the true path that has been set for you
the ones that have kept from seeing what is real is not welcome
so much that they do not know so much that make them run in fear
so much that they have to lie about so much that the true path offers to open our
eyes to what is real
so much that our path will provide so much that we can gain from it
so much that we do not run from so much that the fire give us the life that we need
to live the purposes of life
the true gateway into this life is through the sins of our own desires
what are you suppose to do without the sins
we are born to experience sin and to overcome the hardships that are meant for us
all
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just the mere of being able to look into your
mutli-mood colored eyes to see what i long to
see when you look at me mostly the blue eyes
tell most of your secret feelings you have
caged and bound inside your hardshelled soft
heart you realized you had for me your wife
just to run my hands through your hair and see that relaxed
expression on you tanned sculpted face no worries
no thughts about what you have to do to to keep
me safe from the harmful vicious people
the look you get when i notice you are watching
me admiring me only because you are the happiest
person in the world when you are at my side no matter what hell is
the way bi am to you is nothing i have felt or even
imagined but knowing that i have one
person to count on a shoulder to
cry when i need it a guide when i am lost
and confused a pillar of stregth when i feel too weak
a watchtower of light when i am surrounded by shadows
and death my foundation to life when everything
gets overturned and uprooted and most of all
you have the only golden key that belongs
to my heart you are the only savior that my souls
longs to be with night after night for many years to come
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