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Bloody Wrists

I'm sitting on the floor
I'm crying so much more
trying to erase this pain
trying to forget your face
sitting here with the blade in my hand
running so slow blood dripping down
in a deep red color
flowing freely the way i want to feel

I'm sitting on the floor 
holding my hand out
I'm holding a bottle
a bottle filled with pills
I'm crying so hard
the pain is unbearable
I'm feeling so weak 

I'm sitting here on this floor 
holding a blade
crying like crazy
trying to take this pain away
I'm trying my best trying to fight
my eyelids feel heavy
my door is so far
the whispered yells to far
falling deep in to sleep

deep..deep..deep..deep
I'm laying on a bed
I'm so confused 
where am i?
my throat feels sore
my body screams in pain
I'm looking around
I'm in a small white room

i try to move,
my hands are stuck
i try to get up
i feel restraints 
what happened to me?

I'm laying on a bed
trying to get up
my head hurts
a nurse is here
a shot is administered 
i drift to sleep
I'm in the psych ward
why am i here?

I'm lying on a bed
laying so still 
my wrists hurts to no end
I'm crying out loud
screaming and cussing
my body hurts
i can't remember

all i remember are my bloody wrists
and a bottle of pills
all i remember is the pain i was in.....

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After Math

laying on my bed
I'm going over everything
my mind wonders to the day
a week ago I tried to leave this world
trying to understand my choice

now as i see I'm being watched
now I see my bedroom door is gone
now I see I'm being treated as a crazy person
now I see my life is changing
now I see the aftermath of everything

I'm staring at nothing 
my mind is blank
my eyes are dead
I'm trying to think
I'm trying to live

now as I see my live changed
now I see I'll never be the same
Now I see the life I lived
the life I lived was a lie it's self
the life I lived was so different now

lying on my bed
I looked at the window
thinking about jumping
I looked at the mirror
and now I see the true me


now as I see myself 
I see the pain I was in
now as I see myself
I see the hate I feel for myself
now as I see myself I hate myself

now I see everything I did 
now I see the aftermath
now I see the pain I put my family in
now I see the aftermath
now I see the aftermath

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After Everything

A is for All the ABUSE you gave me
B is for All the BLOOD I shed for you
C is for All the COMMENTS you take from me
D is for All the DEVASTATION of this life I live
E is for All the EVIDENCE left on me 
F is for All the FILTHY things you say to me
G is for All the GRUESOME ways you wanted me
H is for All the HATE I feel for you
I is for All the ILLUSIONS of happiness in my life
J is for All the JUDGEMENT that has been thrown at me 
K is for All the KILLING my soul went through 
L is for All the LACERATIONS on my flesh you left on me
M is for All the MONSTERS out in the world like you
N is for All the NO’S that were screamed to you 
O is for All the OPEN wounds you left me
P is for All the POLLUTION you left in my memories
Q is for All the QUIVERING I did throughout your game
R is for All the RAPING you did to me
S is for All the STENCH of you that fills my nostrils
T is for All the TRAUMATIC things that go through my mind
U is for All the UNDEFINED reasons you did this to me
V is for All the VICTORY I felt when I came out alive and strong
W is for All the WAITING to get out
X is for All the XENOPHOBIA I feel when I’m out with family
Y is for All the YELPING I did that night
Z is for All the ZONING in and out of consciousness.

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As My Heart Shattered

My heart is shattered as he says 
Your worth nothing, you mean nothing to me.
My heart is shattered as he walks away,
In to the arms of someone new.
My heart is shattered cause you,
didn’t want to take no for an answer.
My heart is shattered cause,
I said no to many times.
My heart is shattered cause I’m,
stupid and I’m not good enough for you.
My heart is shattered cause, 
I though I could trust you.
My heart is shattered cause, 
I’m young and careless.
My heart is shattered cause,
You think I can be bribed.
My heart is shattered cause, 
I’m not easy and slutty.
My heart is shattered,
but that’s about to change.
My heart is mending , 
And I don’t care if you want me.
My heart is full,
He made it better and stayed with me.
My heart is full, 
And now you want me back.
M y heart is full, 
And I’m not falling for you again.
My heart is shattered,
My heart is full.

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Scared

Scared of the fact that i might not be loved by you
scared of the fact that every night i dream of you
scared that you'll come to me 
scared that my dream of you and you ickk game will come true
Scared of the fct that everyday i see you across the hall
scared of the fact that i havve too look where i go
Scare that you'll come at me 
scared that you'll hurt me more
scared of you 
i'm scared of you
i'm so scared of you

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I Miss You

I MISS YOU MY LOVE
YOU LEFT WITH OUT A WORD
I MISS YOUR LAUGH,
I MISS YOUR SMILE,
I MISS YOUR KISSES,
I MISS YOUR TOUCH,
I MISS YOUR HUMOR,
I MISS TOUR EYES,
I MISWS YOU MY LOVE,
YOU LEFT WITH OUT A WORD, 
I MISS YOU,
I MISS YOU,
I MISS YOU MY LOVE.

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A Word Love

Love a word so sweet
that rolls of your
tongue 
A word that
represents so much
of a simple thing,
A four letter word
that will make a
break you
love a hopeless
feeling leaving most
vulnerable
Captivating and raw
emotions come out in
this, 
Love a word not to
use lightly, for it
will fire right
Love ignites the
purest rarest
feeling know in the
world
Yet love is the one
thing most people
lack, 
Some people so
bitter never
understand the way
some feel
How gut wrenching in
love some people can
be,
Love if a thing in
my past for I no
longer hold that
heart,
That heart full of
the tongue tingling
word, 
My misfortune for
that will never be
the same for I have
no heart
All I have now is
the emptiest soul on
the face of this
earth
All I seem to know
is of the rumors of
this word
Love the most
simplest of all
feelings forever
lost in my cold
heart
Never will I ever
feel it again, all I
know is I am most
envious of that.

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Darkness

Free myself from the darkness below 
pulling me under over and over, falling like 
crazy cant take it anymore, breathing is 
hard lungs filled with nothing but dark 
murky water, fingers clawing hands 
grabbing making it so hard to see and 
feel. Where am I to be in this place. What 
do I do if it was my last chance to live? 
How can I make this path ok

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Lasts a Life Time

They say love never dies
they say love never fails
They say love will never fall
but whats said when you die of a broken heart
they say love find away
they say love make poeple go crazy
they say love last a life time
but whats said when you get hurt by the you love
they say love is good
they say love is great
they say love is magical
but whats so magical abbout pain and suffering 
whats so magical bout hurt and pain
whats so great about lies that filled you with hope
whats so good about things that hurt you so
they say love never dies
they say love last forever
they say love is magical
they say love is great
but who knows what is real an what is a lie
but who knows what is real
but who knows 
but who knows
what
is
real

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If

If you loved me, why leave me lost and alone
if you loved me, why did you hurt me again
you won't be accepted in my heart again
if you love me, then let me live without you
If you love me, leave now and never return
you are not allowed near me anymore
if you saw me, then leave me be
if you saw me, walk away and never look back
you hurt me to much to be forgiven
if you love me, then let me love him
if you loved me, let me be happy
you need to see my life now I'm happy
if you love me, let me love him too
if you love me, let me be happy
you need to see my life with out you is perfect
my life without you is great, i don't hurt anymore
Please let me be happy
please let me be loved
if you love me please leave me be, let my love for him help you understand