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3;
listening on repeat;
lyrics pervading my mind;
hearing them for what they r;
hearing them for what they mean;
1-;
"dear agony, just let go of me, suffer slowly, is this the way it's gotta b?;
dear agony...;
suddenly the lights go out, let forever drag me down, i will fight for one last breath, i will fight until
the end...;
i will find the enemy within, cause i can feel it crawl beneath my skin..."(Dear Agony, Breaking Benjamin);
2-;
"when there's nowhere else to turn, and all ur bridges have been burned, feels like u've hit rock bottom...;
don't give up its not the end, open up ur heart again, when u feel like no one understands where u r...;
someone loves u, even when u don't think so, don't u know, u got me and Jesus...;
by ur side through the fight, u will never b alone, on ur own, u got me and Jesus...;
after all that we've been through, by now u know i've doubted too, but every time my head was in my
hands, u said to me...;
someone loves u, even when u don't think so, don't u know, u got me and Jesus...;
by ur side through the fight, u will never b alone, on ur own, u got me and Jesus...;
hold on to what we got, this is worth any cost, so make the most of life thats borrowed, love like there's no
tomorrow...;
someone loves u, even when u don't think so, don't u know, u got me and Jesus...;
by ur side through the fight, u will never b alone, on ur own, u got me and Jesus..."(Me and Jesus, Stellar
Kart);
words piercing my mind;
invading my thoughts;
fight...fight it;
it is here...fight it;
we can do it...together defeat the darkness;
me by ur side...u by mine...we can do this;
together...conquering anything;
4;
i messed up...i need some change;
i understand...i am willing;
i want u...i need u...i long for u;
u have my heart;
u...r...my...heart;
i feel with u;
i struggle with u;
i feel anger with u;
i weep with u;
but helpless i feel when causes r unknown or hidden;
wanting u to b happy;
wanting to make u smile;
wanting to make u laugh;
always;
that is the true desire of my heart;
when ur angry...i feel it;
when ur happy...i feel it;
when ur sad...i feel it;
i never want u to hurt;
i never want to hurt u;
first impression ruined;
sorrow attained;
never to b done over;
but striving to improve;
to prove myself to u;
to erase the bad and show the good;
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chill;
evening;
darkest moon;
slowly approaching;
shroud of darkness;
castle appearing;
from the mist the knight emerges;
gallant knight so young and brave;
armor of steel...sword of silver;
well put together is this knight;
massive steed so strong and powerful;
white as the snow...swift as the wind;
brilliant knight on steed approach;
lower the drawbridge is shouted from within;
soldiers obey and the bridge opens...like the great mouth of a dragon;
the knight is hesitant knowing what lies ahead;
it is not the people who scare him but his fear of revealing...revealing his true emotion;
he cannot let his guard down;
his mind races;
remember your training...be strong, be steadfast;
you are a knight of the castle;
you must set an example;
be strong...be courageous;
show no fear...never give up;
entering the town the knight flips up his visor yet puts on a mask;
a mask of happiness;
his steed halts...he slowly dismounts;
he is greeted by friends and family;
the mask remains intact;
to see the king the knight now goes;
pondering which mask should he use now;
a mask of victory is now put on;
the king is greeted...long live the king;
the king is pleased;
the knight leaves the court;
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new;
listening on repeat;
interpretations change;
meanings emerge;
emotions surface;
application;
longing to b there;
to make u laugh;
to relieve ur pain;
to help u forget the darkness;
to b a shelter from the storm;
to b there always;
for u alone;
with every listen comes new meaning;
constantly finding new meaning, new direction;
with new ears and new eyes i listen now;
the song, with new ears;
the song, with new eyes;
the meaning changes, new melodies brought to my ears;
the meaning changes, a new light shown to my eyes.
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seeking attention, the beast stalks;
seeking approval, the beast stalks;
attention;
seek it, the beast does;
always seeking, is the beast;
attention, constantly;
in the midst of life, the beast seeks;
to the point of annoyance, the beast seeks;
tugging, prodding, pushing problems upon others for attention;
...
cowers;
cowers when seeking turns to anger;
anger on the part of the attention giver;
always seeking attention leads to tension;
...
three step process;
one, the beast seeks attention;
two, the beast is denied by giver because preoccupied;
three, the beast cowers;
the beast does not cower because of fear;
the beast cowers because of the feeling of a wrong having been done because of interruption;
the beast apologizes, yet the feeling of interruption still reigns;
switch it up
approval;
seek it, the beast does;
always seeking, is the beast;
approval from parents, the beast seeks;
approval from friends, the beast seeks;
approval from life, the beast seeks;
is this good enough?;
will this do?;
always seeking approval, is the beast;
return
who is this beast?;
who is this beast?;
...i am the beast
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wind;
calm;
warm;
on the wind;
voices heard;
sounds echoing;
breeze;
cool...refreshing...renewing sun;
rays;
rays of sunlight renew and refresh;
wince;
rays hit my eyes...not caring though;
feeling the warmth;
warm...but cold;
heat...and chill;
fire...and ice mixing as one;
visions of sun...visions of snow;
joining together as one;
music;
music heard on the wind;
Creator;
relationship with creation;
interaction together as one;
unite under the Creator;
all is good because He has created it;
the beauty and splendor of the Creation;
living with creation as one;
speaking of Him;
talking about His nature;
His character;
His ways;
interpreting His actions;
knowledge...interpretation;
will we ever know?;
will we ever discover His true character?;
no one knows;
the Creator and His creation;
interacting;
as I sit here I interact with the creation;
interacting with the creation interacts with the Creator;
coming full circle;
thinking...interpreting...feeling...sensing;
be still and interact with the creation;
be still and interact with the Creator;
be still;.
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reminder written on my hand...constant reminder;
stop;
stop whatever i am doing;
listen;
listen to u and the people around me;
think;
think before acting;
calm;
b calm...stay calm...remain calm;
i do this for u;
5;
the moments we share;
so close to my heart;
6;
love;
true love...pure love...strong love;
never having been found until u;
loving u with everything that i am;
conclusion;
working through it;
overcoming it;
moving it;
conquering it;
fighting it;
sheltering u from it;
comforting u from it;
wanting;
longing;
wishing;
hoping;
praying;
smiling;
laughing;
loving;
loving...loving u;.
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intro;
pain;
agony;
feelings of hurt;
feelings of confusion;
feelings of wanting;
feelings so strong;
wishing, hoping, praying;
hatred and anger...so strong;
wanting for, longing for peace...restoration...calm;
release...;
1;
confusion;
inner conflict...inner hatred...inner anger;
trying to find release;
looking in the wrong places;
wanting love...longing for companionship;
wanting acceptance;
daily persecution;
thoughts pervade;
events arise...conflict occurs...emotions surface;
hatred...anger...sadness...depression;
wishing...longing for acceptance;
persecutors close in;
feeling all alone...but not alone...never alone;
frustration comes;
anger and sadness come;
feeling as if no one cares;
feeling as if it doesn’t matter anymore;
wanting release;
wishing for release;
looking in the wrong places;
2;
feelings so strong...never felt before;
heart given freely...love so deep and strong;
issues arise;
wanting resolution drives me;
drives me to do anything that i can for u;
i want to b ur everything;
quotation 1:;
"longing to b there;
to make u laugh;
to relieve ur pain;
to help u forget the darkness;
to b a shelter from the storm;
to b there always;
for u alone";
quotation 2:;
"feeling so happy when we talk;
talking about u to my friends i become so happy;
happy to the point where i'm just crazy;
wishing to c u;
longing to talk to u for more time;
wanting to b there to comfort u when u need it;
hoping to b there for u always when u need me;
wishing to b needed";
love indescribable;
love uncontainable;
problems arise and resolution is found;
more arise...i strive for resolution;
wanting to comfort u;
wanting to b there for u always;
siempre y para siempre...always and forever;
love so strong;
using the tools we have...making it through anything;
dropping the ladder...overcoming anything in our path;
using our hearts...moving mountains;
we can do all this together...hands together...fingers interlocked;
our love...togetherness;
stronger than any storm;
mightier than any wind;
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back to his dwelling he shall go;
the mask of victory still remains;
home again...finally;
safety has been reached;
mask can finally be removed;
the mask of victory is removed;
the true face of the knight is unmasked;
his war-torn and scarred face is revealed;
marred and scraped from the heat of battle;
who is this man?;
a tear streams down his face;
this hard-faced knight breaks down;
he can’t handle this but he has to keep face;
he puts on a mask once again;
he must keep face;
remember your training...be strong, be steadfast;
you are a knight of the castle;
you must set an example;
be strong...be courageous;
show no fear...never give up;
what mask does this valiant knight wear now?;
the fear of revealing his emotion chooses the mask;
situational masks adorn the knight’s face;
ever there...unceasing;
what happens now?;
he continues on...mask ever-present;
a new day...a new mask;
situations call for masks;
never showing truth;
this knight once again mounts his horse;
preparing himself for the ride to come;
helmet is worn...relief for a time;
this strong and valiant knight has up until now been unnamed;
the true name of this knight...;
his name...;
he is called the knight of the masquerade;.
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space, emptiness, devoid of contents;
He is there…ever knowing, all seeing, all powerful;
He…who is He?;
master, creator, judge, father;
omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresent;
who was, who is, who will always be;
thoughts of creation;
swirling;
it begins;
He creates;
wind over water blows;
heavenly voice...light;
separation begins;
darkness and light creep away;
a new creation...day and night;
He creates;
boundaries of air;
the waters above and below separate;
dissension of the ranks...one higher, one lower;
separating water from water;
barrier of sky;
He creates;
moving, stirring, separating;
the waters divide;
dividing for a reason;
creating new life, creating space;
land;
plants of all kinds, grow and prosper;
seed shall be spread over all the lands that He has created;
land...created by Him;
He creates;
times of day, times of year;
identify with our surroundings;
finding our place in the universe;
seasons to designate time;
minutes to identify time;
things created to define time and space;
two masses...celestial bodies;
He creates two...sun and moon;
responsibility...govern day and night;
He creates;
fowl of air;
creatures of sea;
come forth at the beckon of He who created you;
heed His call;
obey His commands;
multiply and be fruitful;
populate this orb made by He who created you;
He creates;
beasts of the land come forth;
heed His call...the call of your creator;
arise...be fruitful and populate this creation;
He creates;
man;
in the image of Him it is formed;
man and woman in the image of Him;
created from dust, created from bone;
creation from creation;
proclaim..."You are to name the beasts, the fowl, the creatures, the plants;
name them all for that is your duty;
govern over land, sea, and air;
live in His creation;
protect His creation;
love His creation;"
Him on high sits, work finished;
glancing over all that was created;
observing each detail, each feature, each characteristic;
it is good;
this is His creation;
this is His world;
He is Creator;
rest.
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cold, lifeless, stone;
on the battlefield;
feeling alone in the world;
boom;
crash;
explosions and shells everywhere;
confusion, panic, fear;
scrambling to get out;
scrambling to get to safety;
running...always running;
flee to safety, find safety at last;
safety is here...or so he thinks;
more shelling causes uproar and confusion;
the noise...so loud...disorienting;
the soldiers head is pounding...his ears are ringing;
cant thing straight, cant see straight;
wishing for shelter but finding none;
mind racing;
remember your training...hold steadfast, soldier...stand your ground;
dont give up;
we've almost got them;
cirumstances changes...strategies renewed;
the enemy approaches;
surges forward like a flood;
wave after wave...seeming to never cease;
the soldier is battered;
the soldier is weary;
relief seems to never come;
more and more the enemy comes;
thinking;
remember your training;
be like stone, strong and steadfast;
the soldier is discouraged;
he doesnt know what to do;
he doesnt know what to say;
he only knows one thing...he cant do this alone;
remember your training;
be steadfast;
hold your ground;
be like a wall of stone;
stone soldier;
a crack forms;
ever growing...winding around and around the stone soldier;
doubt pervades;
confusion comes;
fear enters;
the crack grows;
starting to crumble;
piece by piece the chips fall;
crumbling;
breaking;
the stone soldier sheds a tear;
the end is near;
the tears of a stone soldier fall to the ground;
does anybody here him?;.
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