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Amber Boillot Poem
No clouds in sight
Yet no clear days yet
Believe in what’s right
Which means loving you from the day we met
I feel the sun
Warmth I can’t explain
Only one other place, bar none
Where I can feel the same
The light you shine
Heals my wounds
From the worlds filth and grime
In the dark, you’re my moon
The gift you’ve given me
To live out my journey
Guidance, strength, and love is key
For hopes, dreams, and wishes I see
Freedom with your heart
I’ve never wished for more
Never want to ever part
For my love for you is deep into my core
04/04/08
A.B.
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Take me down from
Who you think I am
Pull me apart from
Everything you can
Send me to the world
You think I belong
Chain me down where
You want me to stay
Teach everyone else
To feel the same way
You need to feel me broken
You need to see hopelessness
But at the same token
There are things you’ll always miss
You can only take
What I let you
Things that you can’t force/make
Me until I decide I’m through
I’m learning to find within
Hope, perseverance, will
And this is where I begin
My love for them can outlast you still.
03/29/08
A.B.
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Horizon is just over the hill
One step forward, two back
Am I lost? Standing still?
C’mon climb, pick up the slack
It has to be close
No longer color blind
Come rain, sleet, or snow
Fear is left behind
Did you know I hear you?
Childsplay in my daydreams
I know who you are
Feeling your soul no matter what it seems
I regret not giving you my best
That’s the least you deserve
Let’s put our love to the test
You’re just past the next curve
Let my love comfort you
Picture me when you sleep
Trying to conquer this mountain to prove
Determination runs deep
Helping hands fall insincere
C’mon get up, can’t give up
Wipe the dirt and tears
Love doesn’t give me a choice to stop
I can’t reach you, I can’t
You’re fading further
My miles don’t make a dent
Strength starts to wither
Please god help me live
Striving for my goal
All my strength is what I have to give
I’m searching for my soul
The world gave up on me
It pushes you further away
But my will it now sees
I need you here to stay
I’ll keep fighting
Looking for the horizon
Please keep me strong
So I make it to you, my babies,
my angels, my girls,
and my son.
03/29/08
-A.B.
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No room to breathe
No room to feel
No room to think
No one to care
My tears are all I have right now
My pain is all I see
No one understands anything about
The sadness that is in me
I’m trying to find a path
To find my space to be free
I’m looking for wisdom
Wisdom to get the hope I seek
I’m sitting in an empty room
Barred from an emotional heartbeat
The emptiness is like a blanket
Comforting, enclosing, and suffocating anything in me.
My strength and will are gone
No permission for hope, love, or feeling
The space, the emptiness that surrounds
Has now taken over, becoming me
No room to breathe
No room to feel
No room to think
And no one to care
My heart is broken.
09/07
A.B.
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Keep me with you
I beg of you don’t go
Watch my strength push
Soon the whole world will know
The battles are not forgotten
To keep you in my arms
For you I have sought
My will fades away their charms
Through the depths I climb
Even while they slow me down
I can’t live without you
My determination is wound
So keep me with you
I beg of you don’t go
Watch my strength push
Soon the whole world will know
I know I need you
For you make me live
Strive for you I do
My life to you I give.
12/07
A.B.
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I am doing all I can
To make sure you get the world.
I am doing all I can
To make sure happiness is yours.
I am doing my best
For you,
For your life,
For your soul.
My strengths will become yours
And you will surpass me.
My prayers will guide you
And you will find what you seek.
My hope and love will blanket you
But… you won’t know me.
I refuse to let you
See my pain.
I refuse to show you
The cruelness in my life.
My mountain is not yours
And all I need to do
Is love and watch over you.
I am your conscience
Your strength
Your angel
Your mother.
11/07
A.B.
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They are a prize
To encounter or find
When chance gives you their eyes
You can glance at a beautiful mind
They love without care
To any and all
Heart on their sleeves they wear
Bravery never to fall
Their laugh can light
Through a thousand years of pain
Giving hope for those who fight
For happiness and love to gain
Small as they may be
But just as strong
We give the world for them to see
For they’’ strive for what’s right and wrong.
01/19/08
A.B.
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