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Blissful
Valid pictures
Adorned author recalls
Records retained clearly intense
Childbirth
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D evastation beyond
I magination , moments of
V iolent thoughts bringing
O ppression beyond
R ecognition of loss and the
C omprehension of
E mptiness felt inside
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Dreams Fade
Clouds hover
Raining tears of pain
that stand in the thunder...
Waves crash
Beach erodes
causing the rhythm and rhyme
to be off nodes....
Clouds twist into a spiral
causing havoc and destruction
beyond repair...
Such an awesome site that eyes just stare
at the glare of what was once there..
Who is this master of destruction that causes so much
disarray and confusion?
Look in the mirror, and discover its me!
Lost dreams
Quiet Streams
Sadness gleams
Arms unfold
Hang low to your side
As you look at your life
Which has passed you by
Tears cease
Soul is hollow
As you wailer around
In self pity
Dreaming of days
When you were once giddy
Pondering the person you were
And who you have become
Does this happen to everyone?
Why the metamorphosis?
So painfully bliss
As you look back at who you were and give yourself a kiss
Stand tall
Walk straight
Enter into your heavenly gate
Find your niche
Your calling
If you will
Make it purposeful
Go in for the kill
Time is an enemy
We cannot beat
Yet self pity is something
We can resist and defeat
Get up off your knees
For they are worn
Take your staff
Rise and conquer
Your dreams were once torn
Be proud
May your voice be loud
May you rise above the hovering clouds
This disastrous mess
Has become a wonderful life
Full of bliss and one not in such distress
Finally free from the pain and strife
of a life once where the past clung to the present and
the present to the past.
At last free, know your not last..............
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M oments of excitement and
A spirations of hope and joy bringing feelings of
R ejuvenation and
R are moments in which will never be
I mitated or limited to
A ge or time through
G race, love , trust and
E ndurance
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Stand by and watch your life pass,
as it flies
Fly high not with sorrow or sighs
change today , forget tomorrow
say to the past goodbye..
Goodbye mistakes made in the yesterday, find a strength,
faith, and have it as you may
May you live for tomorrow, loving, forgiving, learning from your
yesterday
Yesterday a vision of past so become new, reborn and make that journey last
Last before, first today, come what will as it may....
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Hardened heart, once was not, how did this replace, take its spot?
Spot on thy heart, I have inflicted upon thee, blinded by emotion, I did not see
Guilt , heartache if you will, my words spoken went in, in for the kill
Distant and empty you are today, has left me in a world of dismay
Forgiveness an impossible illusion, can be achieved, even by this heart , whom Ive deceived
I long for the day you can have mercy upon me, for I am nothing unless the you and I become we
My heart so desperate to renew, will do anything to go from one back to two
I love you with a depth beyond comprehension, lets replace the old, create a new intervention
My love so you see, I am lost , can not be, the woman I was intended to be
For you are the very reason I want to be better
Be a new me...................
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Guilt, the ultimate life tormentor, constantly pulling and tugging
in an arrogant, nagging way...
Why have these steps taken allowed me to fall undeniably like prey
It is an ugly beast that rears its violent head, which makes me feel as
though I am an open book with tattered pages, that guilt has read.
Consuming , lustful thoughts it has slithered upon me like a demon in the night
and I know now in my heart this is an everlasting fight.
Fighting, and clawing my way to the top, I can not breathe, I can't see it but I know it
is there,
taunting and screaming in my mind these hostile thoughts!!!
Just please make it stop!
Insanity is just around the corner , for the sin that has taken me under its wing
has made me its ultimate mourner.
So you see this enemy of mine has almost become my best friend as I learn to accept all of
these voices that taunt me so well..
I just accept it , as I know this is my hell.............
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Darkened Journey, traveled unaware, of the devastation beyond repair
My soul once filled with light, traveled to the unknown, gave up the fight
Negative bliss deceived the mind, as I lost my soul to another spiritual kind
Chaotic behavior, infecting everyone in my mist, looked at myself, said goodbye, and gave
my soul a kiss.........
Struggling to peel the past from my flesh, I push forward with all my might
Painful departure as I reached toward the light, then waved goodbye to that never ending fight
I see it, almost there, need to leave that heavy blanket carried, full of despair
One step taken toward the light I peel myself from this evil delight
As I am surrounded by this peaceful bliss, I am filled with power, hell defeating might
Do not look back upon your gave of destitution, self inflicted despair, stare at the glare
of the moral robe you are to wear
Moved myself from dark to light, not many can say they will ever see that sight
I walked through hell and survived to tell the story, to encourage all who still are
trapped, all who worry
An average mother lost to a cruel world, picked up the pieces to that broken mind, to
help others to be of a different kind.
Show others how to see the best in themselves, to continue the line, throughout the test,
This test we call time..............
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Free spirit, free soul soars through the air without a care in the world.
Flying high soaring through the air in an impetuous yet carefree way...
Stunned by sudden conflict , falls to prey...
Broken wing among a pure soul, hard to fly hard to soar, hard to make
it through its journey, falls in a humbled way...
All it sees as it falls lifeless through the air is the mistakes it made
as it falls to its decay.....
Falling hard, falling fast it knows the path taken was a wrongful one as
it falls in dismay.....
Broken heart, broken wings, can not fly anymore for it knows
this is its final destination, a life taken too soon by its own
desolation.
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Where I'd like to be in this future I see...
A world of security, financial gain without all of this pain.
To be the best mom I could possibly be. To posses a love beyond
comprehension
No tension in my children's faces as they travel to many places...
Experiences beyond their wildest imagination that will enable
them to reach their final destinations
A job full of satisfaction and content that will allow me to help others
and make me want to repent.
Just to be happy fulfilled and whole heartedly a patient momma
nurturing , loving soft voiced , a gentle spirited soul who exhibits lots of
glee and control
Children with smiles instead of frowns lots of giggles to go round
A healed heart that can separate the future and past apart
No scars to bandage, no excuses to be made
Just a woman of courage and peace with
A price of a high debt that has been paid...................
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