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Long poem by J. W. Earnings | Details |

Falling Into Place: Solace Solitude

Let me take a little sip
Of your blessed, breathtaking brilliance that will numb...
This pain I have in this heart of stone
The voices in my head won't leave me alone
I thought I was on my own, but I was wrong 
I was wrong...I belong all along...all along 
Chorus: You're my one and only You're my one and only I'll stay tall, even if I fall You're my one and only You're the social butterfly and I'm the lonely individual You always win, always win our love and hate duel...you're pumping up powerful passion fuel Addicted to the appeal Of your suave, sexy feel I find it appealing for real You made my scars heal You brew butterflies in my stomach My heartache is hurting less and less Your love made me gain my strength and wisdom back Addicted to your appeal, but still drinking the liquor of lament that's in excess Oh I'm such a miserable mess...mess... I must confess, I love the way you dress... I must address that I'm going away very soon I'll see you in another blue moon or maybe on an admirable afternoon For you're the one and only that I love You're the one and only I dream of Missing you due to the departure yesterday Tomorrow will be a much greater day Cuz I'll be having it my way with you someday... I wanna hear what you're gonna say...today... I pray to see your glistening face of mesmerizing May You're my one and only You're my one and only That doesn't leave me lonely Cuz I was a pile of bones in a graveyard Then, your poetry gave me inspiration and a motivation to move on... I'd like to thank you, my one and only bard Who is the fiber of my flavorful being Sprinkle salt and pepper upon my distasteful flavor, darling If not, then graze in your own maze and be amazed by your own praise Stay in tune with the rhythm of my heart With the rhythm of my heart With the rhythm of my heart With the rhythm of my heart With the rhythm of this one and only heart of poetic art
Verse 4: Beautiful moments spent with you are stuck in my head
Holding back tears that allow me to wander off in dread 
Your good soul brought me higher off the ground
My darling devil was my angel during dark times...making me ecstasy-bound
Your shadows, your reflections 
Your blessed breeze blows, rejections sugarcoated with your affections 
Turn the wheel towards vibrant freeways 
Freedom is for real when I graze in the maze of our tranquil days 

Chorus: You're my one and only You're my one and only I'll stay tall, even if I fall You're my one and only You're the social butterfly and I'm the lonely individual You always win, always win our love and hate duel...you're pumping up powerful passion fuel Addicted to the appeal Of your suave, sexy feel I find it appealing for real You made my scars heal You brew butterflies in my stomach My heartache is hurting less and less Your love made me gain my strength and wisdom back Addicted to your appeal, but still drinking the liquor of lament that's in excess Oh I'm such a miserable mess...mess... I must confess, I love the way you dress... I must address that I'm going away very soon I'll see you in another blue moon or maybe on an admirable afternoon For you're the one and only that I love You're the one and only I dream of Missing you due to the departure yesterday Tomorrow will be a much greater day Cuz I'll be having it my way with you someday... I wanna hear what you're gonna say...today... I pray to see your glistening face of mesmerizing May You're my one and only You're my one and only That doesn't leave me lonely Cuz I was a pile of bones in a graveyard Then, your poetry gave me inspiration and a motivation to move on... I'd like to thank you, my one and only bard Who is the fiber of my flavorful being Sprinkle salt and pepper upon my distasteful flavor, darling If not, then graze in your own maze and be amazed by your own praise Stay in tune with the rhythm of my heart With the rhythm of my heart With the rhythm of my heart With the rhythm of my heart With the rhythm of this one and only heart of poetic art

Verse 5: I don't believe I'll find that special someone...all my battles aren't won
Because I've been heartbroken way too many times
Sick of being neglected and rejected...all I can do is find the adored one 
Addicted to the pain in my heart...it's hard to pay the price of committing crimes
I take back the words I said to you yesterday...
I'm a liar by your side and not at all loyal
I'm capable of making someone's day horrible in any way,
But I choose to be a healer of wrecked hearts, Not a stealer of young hearts...
My smile will glimmer like ruby diamonds, so precious and royal 
I've fallen so low on my feet...I've lost your heartbeat 
Who will raise up and make me feel complete?
Chorus: You're my one and only You're my one and only I'll stay tall, even if I fall You're my one and only You're the social butterfly and I'm the lonely individual You always win, always win our love and hate duel...you're pumping up powerful passion fuel Addicted to the appeal Of your suave, sexy feel I find it appealing for real You made my scars heal You brew butterflies in my stomach My heartache is hurting less and less Your love made me gain my strength and wisdom back Addicted to your appeal, but still drinking the liquor of lament that's in excess Oh I'm such a miserable mess...mess... I must confess, I love the way you dress... I must address that I'm going away very soon I'll see you in another blue moon or maybe on an admirable afternoon For you're the one and only that I love You're the one and only I dream of Missing you due to the departure yesterday Tomorrow will be a much greater day Cuz I'll be having it my way with you someday... I wanna hear what you're gonna say...today... I pray to see your glistening face of mesmerizing May You're my one and only You're my one and only That doesn't leave me lonely Cuz I was a pile of bones in a graveyard Then, your poetry gave me inspiration and a motivation to move on... I'd like to thank you, my one and only bard Who is the fiber of my flavorful being Sprinkle salt and pepper upon my distasteful flavor, darling If not, then graze in your own maze and be amazed by your own praise Stay in tune with the rhythm of my heart With the rhythm of my heart With the rhythm of my heart With the rhythm of my heart With the rhythm of this one and only heart of poetic art
Bridge: The sunlight is blocked by the moonlight tonight
I'm young and free and no one can stop me from being me
I feel like everything is going right tonight when you and I hold each other tight 
I'm waiting for our future to take flight while our hearts seek paradise to the highest degree 
I was in the depths of my despair when our friendship broke apart 
Oh my darling devil, I'm willing to abide by your side 
I fight the urge to depart from the truth that sets us free from the start 
Oh my darling devil, swallow me up like a dark tide and take me on a raging ride

Copyright © J. W. Earnings | Year Posted 2015


Long poem by J. W. Earnings | Details |

Faded in XOxo oxOX Fadin' Out

A special dedication to Beyoncé's "Drunk in Love" song in her album "Beyoncé", which came out in 2013.
 
{intro}
I took a cat nap...yah put on your classic, clever-mini cap 
drank that sorrow sap, my companion and cool chap 
Torture me with your rap...
and all that crap in a snap of a finger and don't linger in my way of my goals that are like a marked-up, mishap map 
I wanna drag you up like an animal in due season 
Yes, I worship your scent of I-must-repent 
I was dust in this Earth of Mirth for an outlandish reason 
Why don't you get the hint that I love you to the highest extent right this very instant and outstant...
Yeah, it's true
I make up words
Out of the blue...
It's as absurd as herds of butter-birds 

{solo}
We are beautiful, bizarre nobodies 
We have alienated ambition 
We are a flawed flawless 
Perfection in passion progress

{verse 1}
You seriously got me addicted to your love affair
You bruised my wounds and you're gonna pay 
I'm only following the rules, so don't use me - that's just not playing fair, 
But you don't care if it's a game of truth or dare...glad I made your day by my past hesitation that led me astray, some say 
We bite the bullet to the core
Don't accuse me of being an attention hog...waiting for the rope of hope to hang the tragedies of this world of woe - there's a future in store 
What are you waiting for?

{hook x2}
Next time, there will not be a next time this sun-shining day
Don't play me in repeat like your favorite pop song...no way...
Missing your clutches of your touches
Craving those OXOX's like urges of sexes 
X out the lust in my heart 
I O it my work of lyric art 

{pre-chorus/rap}
Tripping out in my room
Double trouble doom...
Come on, 
Resume on
Call me yours...your ear ignores...
And I will do your chores...failure scores...
Faaaaaded in love...
Jaaaaaaded in hate...
Where is the luv from abuv?
Watchin' political debate...
Overrated society's term of in love and infatuation thereof 
Underrated you and I - foes and friends, but anything goes, whether it's from below or above 
Embrace the faces of graces from above under 
You departed from my arms of charms; now, we shatter asunder  
Like a mirror of poverty pain that reigns upon the city
Refrain from driving me insane in a lane of crimes I committed of...and I'm found pitilessly guilty 

{hook -whisper-}

{chorus}
Not yesterday's tomorrow
Not today to your dismay...
Not tomorrow's backwards sorrow
Maybe another day...you'll get your way...I'll give up my way for you to stay 
Faaaaaded in love...
Jaaaaaaded in hate...
Overrated society's term of in love and infatuation thereof 
I'll stray away from the aftershocks of your downfalls
Your uprisings are from your deepest, regretful failures...and your unanswered calls...and fixated freefalls 
Faaaaaded in love...
Jaaaaaaded in hate...
Overrated society's term of in love and infatuation thereof 

{verse 2}
You got me so hooked
Why did you overlook
The event that got booked?
You postponed our meet-up...you like my looks, not my mind or heart that is an endless book...
Sprinkle salt and pepper upon my distasteful flavor 
My attitude of gratitude transformed into graze in your own maze attitude 
You cannot put a label on my untamed behavior 
When I'm up on stage with the spotlight showering down upon me, I rise above the audience of all eyes and I bodyquake with I, myself and me to shake off the rage of feeling misunderstood, not good in the hood in my ghetto neighborhood; I hope my vibrant voice is now understood
I'm an astonishing star
And I will go oh so far...
Wondering where You are...
To heal this scar with miracles in disguise that I can't despise, for it's on my top love bar, 
Despite the peace war... 
That hits us more and more... 

{hook x2}
{pre-chorus/rap}
{hook -whisper-}
{chorus}

{verse 3}
You're sick in the mind
You got me far behind
You'll be sorry when I'm gone
I welcome the dusk's sun 
The dawn will burn you alive
You're a bee in his busy hive 
Behave and be brave, Dave...
I save my breath by giving you a "farewell" brave wave
You stare into the illuminating efflorescence 
My attire is on fire with your desire, my fantastic fluorescence 
We bite the bullet to the core
Don't accuse me of being an attention hog...waiting for the rope of hope to hang the tragedies of this world of woe - there's a future in store 
What are you waiting for?
Ahhhh oooooh ooooh 
Ehhh ahh I-I-I....
Sick with dem luv floo 
I'm confident shy...
I'm modest...
I'm honest....
I'm humble...
I do crumble...
Arrogance was in my veins...
Yet, I still got prideless brains...
Ooooh ahhhhh 
I'm a handsome flaw...
Ohhhh yeahhh
My reputation, fame 'n fortune is meh and bleh 
God's Word means everything to me 
The World means close to nothing, I see...
I hear with an open ear...even my tear stains me with fear that I hold on to so dear...I taste with a tongue so sensitive up in here...I feel with much cheer, for God's aura is near...His spiritual soul replaces fear and doubt with faithful cheer, so crystal clear 

{hook x2}
{pre-chorus/rap}
{hook -whisper-}
{chorus}

{bridge}
I crave your crowning moments
I'm buzzed off of blessings that appear to be curses 
Supposedly, unloyal...unroyal...in your eyes of lies and helloed goodbyes that give you temporary highs that makes my heart cry out: why's oh why's 
Your verses curse and it ruins my self-esteem...sick of your rehearses 

{harmony}
And it's our ultimate mission
To count all our naughties...from everybody...or creepy "anybodies"
Let's engage in our future vision
To blur out all the fakes and the hotties...for we aren't a disgrace or a robotic with eccentricities 

{outro}
Lap up my pity's sorrow
Of yesterday's tomorrow 
Wrap your wings around me
Take flight in our reality fantasy
You're all up and down in my grill — got me mind-blown, you silly-Billy clown — you're my thrill, just take a chill pill and hush, little baby...I've been lovin' and hatin' you lately...frankly, honestly
I want to feel your need for me, so I can flee from captivity...
I need to numb your want for me to be...free...sincerely...
But, it's impossible
Or is it possible? 
I doubt it is, indeed...
I'll fulfill my deed...after I feed off of my want and need...
And it's you
I adore You too...
But who knew...
I'd be the hue of blue...
You can't deny
I'm faded in-in-in love 
You're the crow that flies too high 
And I'm the-the city dove
Purrrrrr hurrrrrr 
You're my black and white armor...never in errorrrrrr 
I...am...sure...
I...endure...
I take a tour into your busy-lazy life 
Hurrrrrr puurrrrr 
Life's gettin' harder, for my past, present and future is a miiiiiighty blurrrrr 
You...are...cure...
So...impure...
You take a tour into my pleasant strife

Copyright © J. W. Earnings | Year Posted 2016


Long poem by J. W. Earnings | Details |

We Against the World

I have this faith deep inside that my Father, my beloved Father, can mend my broken dreams
There's a purpose for us being on Earth
It serves us well to be good examples for the future Kingdom
We will be fulfilled with merriness and mirth 
It's our responsibility to pray for that peaceful kingdom to come!

Pre-chorus: I don't want you to consider me as the one that got away
I lost all hopes and trying to help this heart that beats so much and it's led astray 
Messaging friends all night long 
Till my eyes begin to swelter and grow so fatigued... Until everything is a blur
Feeling so right for doing something that's so wrong
I throw my hands up in the air without any care whatsoever
I'm going downhill 
Don't be a downdrag 
Uplift me if you will
You threw me out like a filthy rag 
Life is a game of never-ending tag 

Chorus: Dancing like whatever, not caring about the crowd and their judgmental views in life
You ruined my self-esteem, but baby you're still on my team...we're on each other's team
For it's we against the world it's we against the world it's me against the world
We need to learn to forget and forgive the past and move forward to a bright future without a trace of strife
For it's we against the world it's we against the world for it's me against the world
You won't push me down because I will rise up again...I will be your perfect storm that is shining agleam 
For it's me against the world 
it's not we against the world...
it's me against the world

Verse 4: There's nothing to be afraid of...my captivity-bound dove
For the fear in our hearts will disappear
Doubts were already planted their seeds in my head because I lost the one I love
Come on and move forward, be not afraid or in fear, dear
Maybe someday, we'll be shining a light on the people in darkness
Maybe someday, we'll show them the way of true happiness
Hopefully someday, we'll teach others the Way of Life, not death
Hopefully sooner than later, we'll expose His wisdom and understanding to all living creatures and mankind who draws breath 

Pre-chorus: I don't want you to consider me as the one that got away
I lost all hopes and trying to help this heart that beats so much and it's led astray 
Messaging friends all night long 
Till my eyes begin to swelter and grow so fatigued... Until everything is a blur
Feeling so right for doing something that's so wrong
I throw my hands up in the air without any care whatsoever
I'm going downhill 
Don't be a downdrag 
Uplift me if you will
You threw me out like a filthy rag 
Life is a game of never-ending tag 

Chorus: Dancing like whatever, not caring about the crowd and their judgmental views in life
You ruined my self-esteem, but baby you're still on my team...we're on each other's team
For it's we against the world it's we against the world it's me against the world
We need to learn to forget and forgive the past and move forward to a bright future without a trace of strife
For it's we against the world it's we against the world for it's me against the world
You won't push me down because I will rise up again...I will be your perfect storm that is shining agleam 
For it's me against the world 
it's not we against the world...
it's me against the world

Verse 5: You wear the dress of distress, but I want to strip that drenched fabric off your body
When you wake up in the morning, I'll be smiling upon you with hopes that'll make you happy
I'll make you that somebody you've always wanted to be
And that somebody is a successful individual with a heart that longs to be free
Just stay loyal care dreams and let your passions flow
Don't let your insecurities get in the way of your effulgent glow 
Allow the auras of His character shower upon you, you know
Bathe in the waters of warm-heartening renewal...cleanse yourself from the human nature of painstaking woe 

Pre-chorus: I don't want you to consider me as the one that got away
I lost all hopes and trying to help this heart that beats so much and it's led astray 
Messaging friends all night long 
Till my eyes begin to swelter and grow so fatigued... Until everything is a blur
Feeling so right for doing something that's so wrong
I throw my hands up in the air without any care whatsoever
I'm going downhill 
Don't be a downdrag 
Uplift me if you will
You threw me out like a filthy rag 
Life is a game of never-ending tag 

Chorus: Dancing like whatever, not caring about the crowd and their judgmental views in life
You ruined my self-esteem, but baby you're still on my team...we're on each other's team
For it's we against the world it's we against the world it's me against the world
We need to learn to forget and forgive the past and move forward to a bright future without a trace of strife
For it's we against the world it's we against the world for it's me against the world
You won't push me down because I will rise up again...I will be your perfect storm that is shining agleam 
For it's me against the world 
it's not we against the world...
it's me against the world
It's me against the world's way of life
It's me, guiding the world into a life without strife
Because sin, in the long run, kills like a jagged knife 
I'm for God's peace, not the way the world defines it..and I admit it, I've been in the wrong from the start and I'm not proud of it
It's me against the world, playing a role as a pilgrim that roams around it - this one hectic, cruel and darksome pit 
I felt the urge to throw a childish fit a bit,
But patience and self-control must take a toll on me as He sees fit 

Bridge: I'll be your flashlight when you're in the tunnel of tribulation, reducing you to utter frustration
You don't have to say anything; I know how it feels to be speechless, but you just got to build up the energy to kindle your glow
Never lose touch of what motivated you to run the extra mile, let your heart beat with anticipation
When you let go, I'll catch you and when you hold on , I'll embrace you 
Sticks and stones may break our bones, but our love is a strong as wood glue 
I know will grow numb 
Due to the strengths that fails us but we were made out of titanium
When you drift away like Driftwood in the river of reckless waves
I will be the wind that will carry you to your abode
I will put each naked of thought in the proper graves

It's me against the world 
It's you against the world 
It's we against the world 
It's He against the world
Have mercy on our souls
Anxiety bangs at our skulls
We are made wise, no longer fools 
Satan will be cast in the pit for a thousand years and He will not be able to use His sly, wicked tools
Dona nobis pachem 
Oh thy Kingdom come, thy Kingdom come!
Come and teach 'em
Your extraordinary, everlasting wisdom

Copyright © J. W. Earnings | Year Posted 2015


Long poem by J. W. Earnings | Details |

Above Under

Verse 1: We held hands and I fell under your spell...you are the hell from above
My heart has turned to ashes, but I rose again like a Phoenix because of you and I's love
I bled out regret because I disappointed you...I fed the fire of desireless shame 
I was once the shade of red, but now I'm the hue of blue...life is one long monopoly game 

Pre-chorus: You whispered lullabies in my keen ears
When I was drowning in my tears,
You lifted me up above the ground where I knelt down, gravity-bound and doing nothing much 
My prayer was answered the moment you found me and kissed me - oh how I missed your touch

Chorus: I'm here to stay...above under night after night and day after day
To my dismay, the clouds are dreary and gray as can be today 
You're here to prey...
Upon my helpless soul, Sensitive to your eyes, burning like black coal
Yeah, you're a predator that hunts me down 
I'll keep smiling the pain away and wearing my upside down frown crown 
Ooooh ooooh mmmm
Ooooh ooooh mmmm
Yeah...you try to break me and tear my walls down...I'll be strong as a warrior, no fear in my eyes will be shown
Yeah...you try to chase away my positivity, but darling, I'm getting outta your torture town

Verse 2: Bummed out and depressed because of my lonesome state
My bipolar disorder is something I love and hate 
Don't I feel great...helplessly giving in to numbness
I feel like complaining like that stranger that walked by...in mighty distress 

Pre-chorus: You whispered lullabies in my keen ears
When I was drowning in my tears,
You lifted me up above the ground where I knelt down, gravity-bound and doing nothing much 
My prayer was answered the moment you found me and kissed me - oh how I missed your touch

Chorus: I'm here to stay...above under night after night and day after day
To my dismay, the clouds are dreary and gray as can be today 
You're here to prey...
Upon my helpless soul, Sensitive to your eyes, burning like black coal
Yeah, you're a predator that hunts me down 
I'll keep smiling the pain away and wearing my upside down frown crown 
Ooooh ooooh mmmm
Ooooh ooooh mmmm
Yeah...you try to break me and tear my walls down...I'll be strong as a warrior, no fear in my eyes will be shown
Yeah...you try to chase away my positivity, but darling, I'm getting outta your torture town

Verse 3: I'm so worthless in this situation
I can't...break free from this frustration 
I'm getting over you...going above under just to get through the dismay of yesterday 
I'm living a life without you and living a lie, sugar-coated by our endless fantasies - the truth fades away 

Pre-chorus: You whispered lullabies in my keen ears
When I was drowning in my tears,
You lifted me up above the ground where I knelt down, gravity-bound and doing nothing much 
My prayer was answered the moment you found me and kissed me - oh how I missed your touch

Chorus: I'm here to stay...above under night after night and day after day
To my dismay, the clouds are dreary and gray as can be today 
You're here to prey...
Upon my helpless soul, Sensitive to your eyes, burning like black coal
Yeah, you're a predator that hunts me down 
I'll keep smiling the pain away and wearing my upside down frown crown 
Ooooh ooooh mmmm
Ooooh ooooh mmmm
Yeah...you try to break me and tear my walls down...I'll be strong as a warrior, no fear in my eyes will be shown
Yeah...you try to chase away my positivity, but darling, I'm getting outta your torture town 

Verse 4: I've grown accustomed to you and I got tricked by your devious ways
My feet our growing numb by walking on thin ice these days
I hop scotch around the place, trying to keep pace with my heart's rhythm and beat
I stop myself from running into troubles and you carry me above my feet

Pre-chorus: You whispered lullabies in my keen ears
When I was drowning in my tears,
You lifted me up above the ground where I knelt down, gravity-bound and doing nothing much 
My prayer was answered the moment you found me and kissed me - oh how I missed your touch

Chorus: I'm here to stay...above under night after night and day after day
To my dismay, the clouds are dreary and gray as can be today 
You're here to prey...
Upon my helpless soul, Sensitive to your eyes, burning like black coal
Yeah, you're a predator that hunts me down 
I'll keep smiling the pain away and wearing my upside down frown crown 
Ooooh ooooh mmmm
Ooooh ooooh mmmm
Yeah...you try to break me and tear my walls down...I'll be strong as a warrior, no fear in my eyes will be shown
Yeah...you try to chase away my positivity, but darling, I'm getting outta your torture town

Verse 6: But I'm below the universe above me 
Why don't you show me how to be truly free
You told me not to roam too far away, but I was heading towards my abode
You made me outta silver, diamond and gold...I was your personal favorite ode

Pre-chorus: You whispered lullabies in my keen ears
When I was drowning in my tears,
You lifted me up above the ground where I knelt down, gravity-bound and doing nothing much 
My prayer was answered the moment you found me and kissed me - oh how I missed your touch

Chorus: I'm here to stay...above under night after night and day after day
To my dismay, the clouds are dreary and gray as can be today 
You're here to prey...
Upon my helpless soul, Sensitive to your eyes, burning like black coal
Yeah, you're a predator that hunts me down 
I'll keep smiling the pain away and wearing my upside down frown crown 
Ooooh ooooh mmmm
Ooooh ooooh mmmm
Yeah...you try to break me and tear my walls down...I'll be strong as a warrior, no fear in my eyes will be shown
Yeah...you try to chase away my positivity, but darling, I'm getting outta your torture town

Bridge: I convinced myself that you were my one-of-a-kind paradise road
You were my gorgeous Rapunzel, but now you're a hideous toad 
I regret carrying all of your load on my shoulders and back
You lied to me by telling me my life with you is on track 
To happiness beyond reason and logic 
I gave you pleasure beyond measure 
Your divine love was my marvelous magic 
Now, I'm left on my own to find my heart's cure
Above the heavens, the Angels are echoing their hymns of hope and praise 
Under the hells, the Demons are calling for us with their insidious, sinister ways 
We're above under these sad, yet joyous days
We're above under the peaceful, yet chaotic moon-rays,
Disguised as sun-rays and it secretly preys
Upon our precious, delicate lives...our souls goes their separate ways
Oh how it strays
Now we look up to shadows, reflections 
We look down upon our infinite woes, rejections

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After All is Said and Done

I wrote this random rap song just yesterday! Have a blast, reading it! :D
"We shall all be like magnets,
Connecting to God's Laws in perfect symmetry 
We shall all shine as the sun,
Glorifying the son of God in perfection and ecstasy 
We shall all master the self,
Harvesting God's enlightenment, taking wing of our destiny" - a preacher poet once said...I'm afraid he's sleeping in his holy bed (hahaha sorry lame joke...no anger I should provoke) 

{INTRO} love isn't a game of cheats and greets 
Beats me that you treat me like leftover beets - How discreet like hidden chocolate neat treats 
You deserve a punch in the face with a trace of these sick beats played in repeat...tap your feet to my feats   
I wear a grimace on my face 
Cuz I've been face to face with the disgrace before me - that's me 
I can't keep pace with your rapid race
I just want you to abide by my side and subside from negativity 

{VERSE 1} Yes, you're going to go away 
You're going to go away
No, you're going to go away
You're going to run away 
Into the forest of lies...
Into the wilderness of goodbye's...
You were always on my mind like lullabies...
I got betrayed by you many times and you drifted away from the path of peace...boy, how time flies...
Now, I'm stand tall
I'm stand tall
Through it all...
I got through it all
Why so fixated on your free-fall?
You must stand your ground like a fearless wall 
I know you've been tossed to and fro like a ball 
You're my favorite, flawless masterpiece and a mighty tease - oh please 
You're too entitled to your frowned-upon stubborn opinion 
You're remarkable, but judgmental - please don't hurt me again and put my whole life at ease 
Peeling you until you're gone
Feeling me like a darksome sun

Hmmmmm
Ahhhhhhhh 
Oooooh ohhhhh 
Mmmmhmmm 

{PRE-CHORUS} Lifted higher by your sheltering Sun-ray
Mmmhmm Ahhh ooh ohhh 
Fly away! Fly away, refrain from lingering around me...making me go insane 
Fear and hope rattles my bones this dismal day 
Ahhhh ohhhhh mmmhmm 
That moment! That moment between us was a sacred serenity - feeling a thousand tons of shame on my lamentable lane
You make me smile...
But, not in a million miles or so...oh oh...
Will I love you for awhile
All because I love you for eternity though 
Watchin' tv with my buddy
My companion, my champion like somebody 
I used to know long ago,
But forget it though - 
It's not important to the ears to hear
Just hold my hand a while, my dear

{DUET} Somethin' in me has died when I was on my bipolar ride so wide 
Cuz I'm missin' someone deep inside - I don't know why I cried 
The physical appearance can injure the soul in contrite 
We need to set our focus on the positive light, not in the negative night

{CHORUS} doo (x10)
Doo (x20) ...etc.
Fly away from the demons that say you're not good enough...
You didn't want my assistance - only my hesitance and my forgiveness 
After all is said and done, I gotta say that life has been so tough...on you and I and it hits us rough...
It's none of my concern that you were deserted and were in distress and you're an awful mess I must address 
Yes, you're going to go away 
You're going to go away
No, you're going to go away
You're going to run away 
I'll give you half of my success progress
So please don't weep, please don't leave in distress...
You're here to express, 
Not to impress 
I love you...
Yet, I don't too...
More or less...(x2)

Ooooh
Ooooooh
Ahhhhh
Mmmmhmmmm

{VERSE 2} This time, I've cried so many tears for so many years (I'm blind) 
Oh oh oh oh....
Yes, I tried to save you from the callous fears (in mind) 
Heal the scars, 
Countless like stars
Defeated by you 
You and your bewildering ways...
I let you go cuz I let you down when I went through those wretched days
Bye, bye...
Balloon 
I can't deny...
We'll see each other soon
In another maroon moon
Peel away the pain of your radiantless rain 
You're perfectly not in tuned with my heart and there's no happiness to gain, save the pain of losing you in my thought train 
Next subject...don't hate, appreciate DAMN - 
Don't reject, accept me for who I am 
There's no logical reason to turn back to the past
Let yourself look forward to the future so vast and oh so fast at last! 

Hmmmmm
Ahhhhhhhh 
Oooooh ohhhhh 
Mmmmhmmm 

{PRE-CHORUS} 

{DUET} 

{CHORUS} doo (x10)
Doo (x20) ...etc.

Ahhhhh hmmmm
Ooooh ohhhhhh 
Ehhhh mmmmmm 

{BRIDGE} *whisper* It just doesn't make sense
I guess I'm gullible and dense...a rubbish, some kind of nonsense
Fenced in my guilt and snowed under my envy 
My heart is bruised, my brain is abused, and you're accusing me...
Of losing a grip on reality...
Biting the bullet of regret...
Thought upon the aftershocks of your heartless neglect...
I bet you don't understand why I'm upset
All because you won't listen and you stare vacantly at me as if I'm a worthless insect 
You affected me... 
You infected me...
You directed me...
In the wrong route that led to my fatality...
My priceless fantasy pursues useless reality 
My heart is shattered like a mirror... 
I was your loyal keeper of your dreams, originated from heart and soul...not of error... 
This truth I cannot bear...
This lie is treating us so unfair...
Shards scattered on the floor
As if he doesn't care anymore
Anymore...
Anymore...
Let my wings of flight soar - I longed for this revelation in store and it's opened to me like an opportunity door...
All along, I was wrong - you weren't that special someone that I adore; what was I waiting for? 
You departed from my arms...
Sorry, our love lost value like unlucky charms 

(OUTRO) You ruined my self-esteem 
When I was living the dream I dream within a dream - at least, in my daydream and my nightdream 
I was riding clouds of gleam and steam and we, like bulbs, do beam
I thought we were one supreme team...
I hate me sometimes, my baby
But I can change me, you see 
I love you - now it's time for me to shine
Because, even though I can't change the things you do, you are fortunately mine 

"The breeze whips my curtains 
Grief sends me on a field trip to the warped-up road
But there's no logical reason to turn back in the past 
Let yourself look forward to the future
Let the dawn awaken 
Shun out the sadness that hangs on to you 
And let yourself grow and never look back 
At the warped-up road ~~~~ sway like the breeze at ease please...don't be that tease you were back then or I won't be infected by your delightful disease" - J W Earnings

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Liquor of Lament: My Glass is Half Full

Verse 6: I've given up love countless times 
I needed to pay up for my heartbroken crimes
I already repented for my sins that made my high hopes paper-thin
Don't you feel that envy from deep within? 
Searching around, wondering where you've been  
Wander with me in the forest of faith and hear me out if you are all ears
Trying our best to pass the test that we detest 
Innocence clothed us before we lost it all through smiles and tears
Years later, we're still together, even when we rest...even though I act like a pest...
I'm impressed that you dealt with me so easily
I'm a smarter hard worker ever since you set me free
I'm a survivor 
I'm so much wiser
I'm a giver, not a taker 
I'm not a heartbreaker or a forsaker  
I'm a creator of healing grace unlike any other, so much joyful fruit to gather
Positive auras is what I get from the wisdom of our mighty Father

{pre-chorus}
{chorus}

Verse 7: I'm only human, so I'll be making my mistakes
I'm a lonely man, so I'll be praying for chances to belong 
I'm only human, so I'll be drinking the liquor of lament 
I'm a dog without an owner, so I'm writing this sad, yet from-the-heart song 
All my life, I've sharpened the knife of Shame
Shadows consume me and reflections haunt me...my past is a hideous name
My high spirits can't be tamed...I'm not the one to blame...
You came to me, you came to me and gave me wings to break free
In the darkness of my oblivion to illuminate me...
Never exiting this ecstasy next to sea

{pre-chorus}
{chorus}

Verse 8: Closing my eyes for the remedy of rest I've yearned for
Posing like a model next to a camera...snap pictures and explore
You are my drug of delight and I want you more and more 
You picked me off of the filthy floor 
I lay in clouds of regretless love that I covet
I can't get enough of it...so glad we met 
You made me wet with pleasures so swell 
Our kisses and hugs ring a bell...you were a friend that treated me so well
You're my heaven and I'm your hell...you forgave me for being selfish I can tell 
Never should've drank that liquor of lament 
That liquor, liquor, liquor of lament...not broken, just bent 

{pre-chorus}
{chorus}

Verse 9: I made that mistake that I can't undo...
Now I'm left to repent for the wrong I didn't mean to do 
I didn't mean to do
I'll blame it on my luv floo
You made me love you too
How could you?
I said hello to you; but in return, I get a goodbye of rue 
I aimed for the stars, but instead, I hit the moon
Take your time as you and I sing a most familiar tune
We are young in heart still...
Don't you act like a deadly pill...
Stop pulling my heart strings
Your rage is like a bee that stings 
I engage in the sensuality of my soul 
You're my lightingale and my clever tool 
You're the bleak poison that makes me weak
I'm avoiding another glass of fake gladness...I want to be sober and meek 
So, don't speak...
I don't want to hear your prideful greediness
I don't want to hear your madness, your sadness, your lack of progress 
Take all of me if I'm the boy you want 
Take all of me if I'm the boy you need
Take all of me
Take all of me
Before time runs out
Before hope turns to doubt 

{pre-chorus}
{chorus}

Verse 10: Life is card game
Strife won't leave me be 
My wild child heart needs to be tame
Oh I see, you don't love me
Our sex wasn't enough 
I didn't give it to you rough
I tried to act smart and tough
But I'm dealing with some difficult stuff
Take a bite into me
I'm the good apple that's pleasant for the eyes to see
Lick me up and down
I'm the tattoo mark on your skin, 
I'm your lover, your beloved kin...that covers up your sin
I'm the bandaid on your bullet wound of glory
I'm the tourniquet to your broken leg of inability 
You're the seed that planted itself in me 
You're the greed that took away my humble me, you see?

{pre-chorus}
{chorus}

Verse 11: Be considerate and keen for once in your life
Why do your harsh words cut like a jagged knife?
Oh no, I can't hold on to this anger, boiling in my blood 
Oh no, your paradise was spent on someone better than me...what's up with that, bud? 
Pin me down with your heavy load of appealing pleasure beyond measure
No kidding, you are the best compared to the rest that's for sure 
My heads under the surface of hopelessness Your head is in the clouds of solace
What's wrong with that picture?
You don't appreciate the hardships that I endure 
Your loyalty and patience is what I need
Your adoration is beyond sensation...I'm your top-notch weed 

{pre-chorus}
{chorus}

Verse 12: Your magical touch is too much to bear...you're the golden armor I wear
You're the surreal song on the radio - turn it up a hair
Everyone stops and stares at us as we run up the stairs 
You are my dream of reality that I dreamt of During nostalgic nights without you by my side 
You are the white dove of peace and pure love 
Abide by my side, my darling devil...where do you hide? 
Please don't hide...
Take me on a bumpy ride 

{pre-chorus}
{chorus}

Bridge: I'm the valley and you're the mountain
You're the flourishing flowers and I'm the fretful fountain 
You're my muse that rings in my head so true...you're the happy blues 
You're my black and white checkered rose in the field of gracious good news 
The world of woe seems to beat me down 
With mood swings and tragedy that burns on...
I'm a clown, wearing a frown 
I'm the dusk before nightfall and you're the dazzling dawn
I make out with my mesmerizing sunrise right before my eyes,
Right before my eyes, yeah
Reminds me of you on your happy-go-lucky days
I'm sorry that we went our separate ways...oh, our own separate ways 
Now, I'm gulping up liquor of lament 
Liquor, liquor, liquor of lament
A guilt that overflows 
Clearly, my shame shows
The wicked wind surely blows
When you and I express our highs and lows
Ooooh ooooh ooooh...
Ooooh ooooh ooooh...
Our highs and lows
Ooooooh...ooooh...ooh...

(Spoken) You walked out that door
You left me with the one you adore 
You pity yourself, but I ain't buying your product of insecurity
You belittle me with your rebellious spirit of nothing close to empathy 
You're a rebel and a liar 
I'm the hero and a warrior
Don't put a label on me 
Because I will burst in flames of anger and hostility 
I resent the person I've become 
Now, I'm feeling empty and numb 
Catch me as I fall and make me feel whole as well
Attach me to your passionate heart of titanium...can't help but be under your spell

Copyright © J. W. Earnings | Year Posted 2015


Long poem by J. W. Earnings | Details |

Live 2 B U

{intro}
(Whisper) mmmmhmmm
Turn me on by your tranquil, no-drama-no-trauma tune
It will be noon soon,
My sweet maroon moon
Don't panic, maniac of mine...you're swimming in your lament lagoon 
Ohhhhh...
Please
Hear me out 
At ease,
I hear your victory shout!!!

Ooooo I-I-I-I...

{verse 1} 
Naturally, out of breath
Out of hate's chains...
Strangely, the scent of death
Got graveyard brains...
Suicide takes a ride into my mind and heart
I didn't know my silver soul would break apart 
I just thought if I rot, I'd have a happy ending 
I just thought if I hurt myself, I would need mending 

{refrain}
I have an ability 
To see energy around a person, place or thing 
I have the capability 
To give up giving in to failure's success, making me feeling less than nothing and you're everything — in your self-absorbed life, am I anything?

{hook}
Rub your filth bubbles on me
I'm naked and ashamed, baby

{chorus}
Live to be you...
And I'll live to be me
You leave
I grieve 
I'm insecure with or without you by my side 
You cover up your negativity tide...where does your soul abide? 
Live to be you...
And I'll relive our moments of ecstasy 
You're timid 
I confidently get rid 
Of everything and everyone that reminds me of you...desperately in need of a beautiful bride 
I'm sorry for being bisexual when I should be straight, oh Lord of Accord...I'm overwhelmed by shame that embraces me long and wide...
I'm sorry that I heartlessly lied
To receive the truth
Of my hello that got goodbyed,
An ever-aching tooth 
Live 2 B U (x7)

Ooooo yehhhhhh 

{verse 2}
Give, don't get
Live with no regret 
Receive, let die
Let live, don't lie 
High until I hit a low 
Blessed breeze do blow
You know? Know? Know?
You blew up in front of me
I did dat too, I forgive easily 
I hold a grudge on my mistakes 
Putting everyone's lives at their own individual stakes 

{refrain}
I have an ability 
To see energy around a person, place or thing 
I have the capability 
To give up giving in to failure's success, making me feeling less than nothing and you're everything — in your self-absorbed life, am I anything?

{hook}
Rub your filth bubbles on me
I'm naked and ashamed, baby

{chorus}
Live to be you...
And I'll live to be me
You leave
I grieve 
I'm insecure with or without you by my side 
You cover up your negativity tide...where does your soul abide? 
Live to be you...
And I'll relive our moments of ecstasy 
You're timid 
I confidently get rid 
Of everything and everyone that reminds me of you...desperately in need of a beautiful bride 
I'm sorry for being bisexual when I should be straight, oh Lord of Accord...I'm overwhelmed by shame that embraces me long and wide...
I'm sorry that I heartlessly lied
To receive the truth
Of my hello that got goodbyed,
An ever-aching tooth 
Live 2 B U (x7)

Ooooooooo ahhhh

{verse 3}
Music makes me move 
Your hit makes me groove 
Show me your ways
Of one of those days 
I went through those
"Teen" phases...sending tingles from arms to toes, 
Counting my endless friends and foes...
I feel angst in a rebellious amount of rows 

{refrain}
I have an ability 
To see energy around a person, place or thing 
I have the capability 
To give up giving in to failure's success, making me feeling less than nothing and you're everything — in your self-absorbed life, am I anything?

{hook}
Rub your filth bubbles on me
I'm naked and ashamed, baby

{chorus}
Live to be you...
And I'll live to be me
You leave
I grieve 
I'm insecure with or without you by my side 
You cover up your negativity tide...where does your soul abide? 
Live to be you...
And I'll relive our moments of ecstasy 
You're timid 
I confidently get rid 
Of everything and everyone that reminds me of you...desperately in need of a beautiful bride 
I'm sorry for being bisexual when I should be straight, oh Lord of Accord...I'm overwhelmed by shame that embraces me long and wide...
I'm sorry that I heartlessly lied
To receive the truth
Of my hello that got goodbyed,
An ever-aching tooth 
Live 2 B U (x7)

Oooooo ohhhh 
Shhhh...

{verse 4}
Love all tho 
Don't LOL at my BRB's 
To and fro,
Goes the blessed breeze 
I'm gonna do what I can
To be a loyal friend and fan
Paparazzi, soon I'll be your celebrity 
I will not take heed to anyone's Hypocrisy 
I like your constructive criticism 
It makes me a polished prism...

Ohhhh 
So...
Hmmmm...

{chorus}
Just...um...
Live to be you...
And I'll live to be me
You leave
I grieve 
I'm insecure with or without you by my side 
You cover up your negativity tide...where does your soul abide? 
Live to be you...
And I'll relive our moments of ecstasy 
You're timid 
I confidently get rid 
Of everything and everyone that reminds me of you...desperately in need of a beautiful bride 
I'm sorry for being bisexual when I should be straight, oh Lord of Accord...I'm overwhelmed by shame that embraces me long and wide...
I'm sorry that I heartlessly lied
To receive the truth
Of my hello that got goodbyed,
An ever-aching tooth 
Live 2 B U (x11)

{bridge}
Cuz I lived 2 B me...
No one cares...their starlit hair are scarred and their skin from deep within is tattooed with without-a-cares that worsens the tear-jerking tears
That's what I see...
I'm not the sparkling sea - why all the bittersweet stares? 
All cuz
I lived 2 B me
Was
It my fault that I live free
In trapped freedom...
I flee to seek His KINGdom...
I'm the Numb scum with mental instability and fooldumb 
Wisdom is heard by some with His symmetrical spirit of faith that is stepped on like a pizza crumb — minus the sum (meaning not appreciated by society for doing God's Word)
Your nature of immature pride is not tolerated here
It's inadequate to my dilemmas, which are of fear

{hook}
I dare you to rub your filth bubbles on me
I'm naked and ashamed, baby
What now?

{refrain x3}
I have an ability 
To see energy around a person, place or thing 

{hook}
So don't you dare rub your filth bubbles on me
I'm naked and ashamed, baby
Now what?

{outro}
Ooooh
I...advise

You not to...interfere 
With your unnecessary remarks 
Wandering deer,
Don't hurry and worry, dear...you are as strong as arduous arks and as playful as children's parks 
(Whisper) Live 2 B U...
And I'll live to have me free 
Me...I luv u 2...darling boo...
Someday, we'll be set free...sooner or later, we'll find an escape route and swiftly flee

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Long poem by J. W. Earnings | Details |

Unfaithful

Ah yeah ah oh
Ah yeah ah oh
So scared and fragile...
So weak for only awhile...
Unfaithful me is as cold as glaciers of disgrace glamorized 
Unfaithful you is as hot as fire of desire, burning...you and I are hypnotized...
Mmmmm
Need a shoulder to lie on
You are what I look forward to 
You are like the shiny dawn
You just came out of the blue...blue...
Mmmmm
Ah yeah ah oh
Ah yeah ah oh
So scared and fragile...
So weak for only awhile...
Unfaithful me is as cold as glaciers of disgrace glamorized 
Unfaithful you is as hot as fire of desire, burning...you and I are hypnotized...
Mmmmm 
You are my nicotine...
My kisses and kerosine 
You are my beloved drug
Now, I need your cuddly hug xoxo (shrug)
Or...I'll be swept under the rug like a dead bug
Mmmmm
Ah yeah ah oh
Ah yeah ah oh
So scared and fragile...
So weak for only awhile...
Unfaithful me is as cold as glaciers of disgrace glamorized 
Unfaithful you is as hot as fire of desire, burning...you and I are hypnotized...
Mmmm
Ah no...what did I do wrong now?
Ah yeah...I hurt you somehow...
You are not listening to my midnight cries 
You left me with your merciless goodbyes 
I adored you forever it seems 
You left me with broken dreams 
Mmmm
Ah yeah ah oh
Ah yeah ah oh
So scared and fragile...
So weak for only awhile...
Unfaithful me is as cold as glaciers of disgrace glamorized 
Unfaithful you is as hot as fire of desire, burning...you and I are hypnotized...
Mmmmm
Ah yeah ah oh
Ah yeah ah oh
So scared and fragile...
So weak for only awhile...
Unfaithful me is as cold as glaciers of disgrace glamorized 
Unfaithful you is as hot as fire of desire, burning...you and I are hypnotized...
Mmmmm
There's a wall between us
We aren't on the same rowdy bus
Drunk on the liquor of lament 
I can't get enuff of your scent 
Mmmmm
Ah yeah ah oh
Ah yeah ah oh
So scared and fragile...
So weak for only awhile...
Unfaithful me is as cold as glaciers of disgrace glamorized 
Unfaithful you is as hot as fire of desire, burning...you and I are hypnotized...
Mmmmm
I carve your name on my heart 
I tattoo your sweet words to my lips 
You called me a sexy work of art
You deserve to have a trillion tips
Mmmmm
Ah yeah ah oh
Ah yeah ah oh
So scared and fragile...
So weak for only awhile...
Unfaithful me is as cold as glaciers of disgrace glamorized 
Unfaithful you is as hot as fire of desire, burning...you and I are hypnotized...
Mmmmm
On my knees
Please...oh please...
I won't shed a tear for you
Loving you makes me sick with the luv flu
You changed my mind about the way you looked
You are a book to read...you got me hooked
I had enough of your BS...
You ask if I can date you...
Should I say no or yes?
Fed up with your rude attitude...torn into pieces too...
Mmmmm
Mmmmm
Ah yeah ah oh
Ah yeah ah oh
So scared and fragile...
So weak for only awhile...
Unfaithful me is as cold as glaciers of disgrace glamorized 
Unfaithful you is as hot as fire of desire, burning...you and I are hypnotized...
Mmmmm
Mmmmm
I feel like you hate me to the core
I feel like I'm not anything close to special
I want something more than being a bore...a slutty little whore
A champion in spirit, but a loser in heart 
My heart made a split, that's not all of it I'm afraid 
A genius in mind, but a hideous handsomeless guy from the start
Feeling left behind, only to find your shadows, reflections...I'm a light hue and your a dark shade
Mmmmm
Mmmmm
Ah yeah ah oh
Ah yeah ah oh
So scared and fragile...
So weak for only awhile...
Unfaithful me is as cold as glaciers of disgrace glamorized 
Unfaithful you is as hot as fire of desire, burning...you and I are hypnotized...
Mmmmm
Mmmmm
Tell me the truth, liar that I admire
I'm an aching tooth, my eyes tire 
Everyday, you expect me to be good
I want to satisfy you like tasty food
Chase away the demons in my head
Fill my mind up with angels instead
Dodging the bullets of battered hope
You make me smile when I begin to mope 
You lift me up when I ask for a rope 
I want to hang my sorrows on a string
Just for you to make them disappear 
I felt like nothing, but now I feel like everything 
You, dear, told me not to fear, but be full of sheer cheer
Ahhhh ooooh
Mmmmm
Mmmmm
Ah yeah ah oh
Ah yeah ah oh
So scared and fragile...
So weak for only awhile...
Unfaithful me is as cold as glaciers of disgrace glamorized 
Unfaithful you is as hot as fire of desire, burning...you and I are hypnotized...
Mmmmm
Mmmmm
Mmmmmm ooooh
Ahhhh yeah
I need you
I want you
Baby, kiss me
Hug me
Cuddle me close
Kiss my nose
Let's have a good time 
Let's do a sick crime 
Just you and I
You and I 
I'll remain faithful
Just for you, beautiful
Don't be unfaithful 
Or I'll be sorrowful, not joyful 
Mmmmm
Mmmmm
Ah yeah ah oh
Ah yeah ah oh
So scared and fragile...
So weak for only awhile...
Unfaithful me is as cold as glaciers of disgrace glamorized 
Unfaithful you is as hot as fire of desire, burning...you and I are hypnotized...
Mmmmm
Mmmmm
Behave and be brave
Behave and be brave 
I wish you luck in all you do
And grace and strength and safety 
I wanted to say that I love you 
My vibrant darling angel, be set free
Embrace my arms 
Release your charms
Stay with me and lay with me 
You are the only one I love to see
Xo xo xo 
Ooooh ooooh oh 
Ox ox ox 
Our love is beyond words, the greatest sex
Forget about my ex
I get excited when I receive your text
I get so fixated on your body when we sext 
Ooooh mmmm
Stay Faithful and I will too
Unfaithfulness flies out the window and we are still searching for our missing show
Ooooh mmmmmm...
I will be wrapped up in your love so true...it's too good to be true 
You're as fresh as morning dew 
Ooooh mmmmm
So turned on...
When you turn out the lights...the bedroom lights...brewing delights
All my fears are gone
Hope and happiness are two entangled kites
Oooooh my dream come true 
Oooooh never recovering from the love flu
No need for vaccination of the boredom disease
Because you put my anxious heart at ease 
Ah yeah ah oh
Ah yeah ah oh
So comforted and I do belong 
You are the right one for me all along 
You make me moan by the way you mount me 
You make me feel no longer alone possibly
You're everything I need and want...wowed...
You are marvelous, my honeybee...you're the drama king and you owe you a bow...you make me laugh out loud

Copyright © J. W. Earnings | Year Posted 2015


Long poem by Aa Harvey | Details |

Within

Within


Play Slipknot’s ‘Snuff’ song 
Four times and use these lyrics:


I still feel your pain within my skin…


Ripping out my heart again,
So I can’t let you in.


Silence only ever hid my truths…


The Book of Life showed us the way;
My fate is up to you…amen


Never been one to simply move on!
Like to stay in wonderland; all alone!
It still seems to feel like you inside;
All it took was the death of love and suicide.
To find our paradise!
I saw the love within your eyes;
It burnt my soul to say goodbye.


Oh…So now I scream “I’ve changed my mind!”
But apathy has got a grip over me!


Death will surely catch up, eventually…
But if I have you by my side
And I have your love for the rest of time;
Maybe then I can truly say “Goodbye.”


But only once and never again, not in this life!
Happiness has gone from me again!
All I’m left with within my world; is my own pain;
But I never said to you, just what I knew.
Just know I only ever spoke the truth.
I just couldn’t do this to you!
You’re much too weak to take this pain, 
I guess thought the crazy fool.
Oh…But picture me within your heart;
I’ll be your love light in the dark!


Woahh!!


I’ll be the one who cares!
I’ll be the one who is always there!
I’ll be the one you keep within;
I’ll be the one you let within!
I’ll be the one to teach you sin!
If you would only live again…
This bullet has your name on it.


Oh…I’ll bury it within my skin.
I’ll take you deep inside of me!


I’ll open up and I will live again!


PLAY TUNE AGAIN…
PLAY TUNE AGAIN…
PLAY TUNE AGAIN…


Bury me with love within your mind…
Dig me up to play with me, from time to time.
Read what I’m so desperate… to say
I’m older now and people change,
If I hadn’t just walked away…again.


I’d walk straight up to him!
And punch him hard in the face!
Such innocence you have no right to take!
My psychopathic, unstoppable, rage! 
Would have put an end to his days!
But those words I guess I couldn’t say.
I guess you wouldn’t listen to them, anyway.


Oh so shocked that I would let you go!
I hope you know within my heart; you were the one!


But these words that you must never know…
Are truly spoken only to…cleanse my own soul.
Now I know I had to let you go;
I just wanted to tell you that…You are not alone.
Just tell me that you will never go!
Bury me with love and death, deep within your soul.
Know your words are in my heart…
But I could never let you know.
I wouldn’t want to make you cry!
Your tears only ever, made me want to die!
I couldn’t be the one to save your life;
Oh But you will never truly know,
Just how much you have affected mine!!!…


Woahhh!!


The pain I never made you face!
I kept it all deep within.
I buried it deep with you, inside of me;
But I never did find any kind of release.
I guess I just couldn’t let it ever end up like this.
So pity me for all I should have said!
Lay with me once more my love, 
In our broken bed.
Kiss me deep within your soul of light;
Stay with me and hold me tight!


If you still care I just want you to know…


PLAY TUNE AGAIN…
PLAY TUNE AGAIN…
PLAY TUNE AGAIN…


Together we will surely show this,
This loneliness, its death;
For I will never let you go.
I will only ever walk away.
For I have seen the death of love…
Once more in time, I should…have tried.


But these words of mine,
I guess I just could never say!
I miss you right now my bitter love!
I think of you now and then; sometimes other stuff.
But I want you to know, you are always in my heart.
I never truly left you; but I did depart…
I never told you how I felt.
Oh…I had to leave your broken heart;
But never weep because of me!


Never say…you are unhappy.


You will never be alone,
For you are buried in my soul
And if something I guess I could have changed;
I would have left you to your pain, 
I would still have walked away
And hope to God, I pray!, I pray!
That you would only ever have followed me!
My love for you shall never go away.
I feel like I need your love to breathe!


I think I need you!
Trapped inside of me!
I think I saw something in your eyes;
Oh…
I think I saw my paradise, but now I guess I’ll never truly know!


Woaahhh!!!!


I think I’ve hit an all time low!
So come to me, I’ll embrace you once again!
I’ll speak to you with honesty, my beloved friend;
Let me pay my penance for my sin.
Let me tell your heart and you soul!
That you my love, shall always be kept within.
I keep you safe within my dreams.


Oh I offer shelter to your hurt and pains,
I only ever wanted to let you in!


I only ever wanted to let you in!!!


PLAY TUNE AGAIN…
PLAY TUNE AGAIN… 
PLAY TUNE AGAIN…


So you can truly believe my words when I say…


I will never walk away; 
In the distance I see your faith.


One last time you smiled at me and then…


You walked away, then you felt my hand;
Land upon your hand again…


I love you, I always have! 
I just didn’t understand!
But all these words I keep within;
I’ll never hurt you; I’m your friend!
I’m sorry I just couldn’t let you in,
But I believed you would be better off in the end;
If you never saw my face…


Oh if once more I had just walked away;
You would never have read your words 
And all of this would be a waste!


But if I were to tell you how I really feel…


I’d simply scream at you “This is for real!”
Let’s once more live in sin.


So I can show you my love within…
That you shall always be kept with me, deep within.


So save my soul I need you to care;
I need you more than I need air!
I need your love to set me free;
I need you to become one with me.
I need to tell you I love you my Friend,
I’ll never truly hurt you…not in the end;
I never claimed to be a saint.
Oh in wonderland I love your soul,
It took her death to let me know, I love you so!


Woaahhh!!!


So come be with me or break my hope!
You My Love; I believe You could be the one;
I only tried to be of help,
But you are strong enough to help yourself
And I will pay penance for your pain!
I will not leave, I’m here to stay!
Angels like me fear our souls;


Oh for my love was banished long ago,
If you still care, just know I love you so!

If you still care, just know you are the one!



(C)2013 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

Copyright © Aa Harvey | Year Posted 2016


Long poem by J. W. Earnings | Details |

The Back Burner

I heard you calling my name in an echoing whisper 
I saw a bird take wing in the whirling wind of disaster 
I put my weary head on your broad shoulders
The moment we touched, I was broken boulders
I thought I was latching on to someone so trustworthy and positive
I assume you don't wanna resume with this relationship that made a wrong turn...
I believe in love, but it has made me weak inside...as a result, it's fairly negative 
I bloom like a lily in spring in the pond of rain pain, still feeling rejection's burn and the ocean's emotions churn 
When is it my turn to shine on 
Like the break of dawn?
The break of dawn is soon to be gone for good and this ominous sadness goes on and on and on 

I was le-e-eft in the back burner in ancient times 
I was astonished to hear the clever clock chimes 
I was alarmed by your sudden departure
You were gone out of my life forever...and ever...
I was messed with several times here and there
There you go again, piling up in my mind...
Feeling tattered and threadbare 
Threatened by your tone of voice...a gold I cannot find, 
A-a-and I've tried to search for you...the smoke making me blind 

Oooooh mmmm x3

I did more harm than good
I guess I ain't good blood...
Sick and tired of being misunderstood...
You turned me off, snapping off the morning wood...
Not really in the greatest mood...
Set me free from your solitude that has made my barriers so much harder to fight off
Upsetting me...don't stop resenting the evil deeds of mankind's society, you and I had enough! 
Life is getting too tough...
Being in my skin is rough...
I wasn't thinking straight
I couldn't help but hesitate 
Am I too late to change?
I need to turn around and count my change and find time to rearrange 

I was le-e-eft in the back burner in ancient times 
I was astonished to hear the clever clock chimes 
I was alarmed by your sudden departure
You were gone out of my life forever...and ever...
I was messed with several times here and there
There you go again, piling up in my mind...
Feeling tattered and threadbare 
Threatened by your tone of voice...a gold I cannot find, 
A-a-and I've tried to search for you...the smoke making me blind 

Oooooh mmmm x3

Oh bless my soul that's been split in two 
Although I loved you so, can't stop remembering what you do...
What you did to me and the things you put me through, you know?
You let the Shame show
Rumor is spreading aglow
You didn't even blow...
My mind with your blessings that you bestow
I'm shapeless like an octopus in the sea
I'm relentless like the lion in hunting mode
I'm restless like the owl in the night of vibrancy 
You punched in the code to bring me back to my one and only admirable abode...hold up, let me sing you this ode...from my hound heart, 
Wisdom from the old 
Left untold, but I am bold
I am shivering, for it's too cold
For you to say that your heart's already sold
To another guy that can hold in so much pressure and can carry a large load

 I was le-e-eft in the back burner in ancient times 
I was astonished to hear the clever clock chimes 
I was alarmed by your sudden departure
You were gone out of my life forever...and ever...
I was messed with several times here and there
There you go again, piling up in my mind...
Feeling tattered and threadbare 
Threatened by your tone of voice...a gold I cannot find, 
A-a-and I've tried to search for you...the smoke making me blind 

Oooooh mmmm x3

The world of woe
Is calling your name 
It would like to know 
If you should take the blame 
Shame...on you...
You left me in the back burner 
The actions that you do
The words were hot as a heater 
The past shan't be undo 
I wish you well in your future journeys
I wish you luck to catch the blessed breeze
Praying for you to have peace of mind
We're only human and we're awfully blind, but He doesn't mind 
One bit I suppose
Our time is coming to a close
You are a rose that sprouts words of prose
You are beautiful and I particular adore your nose
Tell me if you need me
If you want me badly
Xoxo me all over
Oxox me till it's over
I was a bit of a loner
But now, I have a social boner 
Don't say it's all over
Because you are the weeds and I the clover
Pull them out and dig deep in the roots
Then, you'll clearly see the filth that I shook off my cowboy boots 

I was le-e-eft in the back burner in ancient times 
I was astonished to hear the clever clock chimes 
I was alarmed by your sudden departure
You were gone out of my life forever...and ever...
I was messed with several times here and there
There you go again, piling up in my mind...
Feeling tattered and threadbare 
Threatened by your tone of voice...a gold I cannot find, 
A-a-and I've tried to search for you...the smoke making me blind 

Oooooh mmmm x3

Have you no shame?
Have you no shame at all...
Hunting me down like game
You ignored my call...my xoxo call...
End the lullabies of lamentation 
Mend the heart that's torn apart
Don't offend me or I'll be raped by frustration 
Send me more than enough of your love...my finest, most precious...gracious art 
I see that you aren't impressed with me
My feelings I expressed aren't important, I see?
Amaze me 
Flare my soul
My only plea 
Is to bang at my skull
With your sensational bliss
That will wipe away all loneliness 
To the bottom to the top,
Don't stop touching me, oh please don't stop till I produce fruit like a crop 
I am like a shoe-shop, you have the option to shop and drop before you get caught by the cop 

I was le-e-eft in the back burner in ancient times 
I was astonished to hear the clever clock chimes 
I was alarmed by your sudden departure
You were gone out of my life forever...and ever...
I was messed with several times here and there
There you go again, piling up in my mind...
Feeling tattered and threadbare 
Threatened by your tone of voice...a gold I cannot find, 
A-a-and I've tried to search for you...the smoke making me blind 

Oooooh mmmm x3

Shooting me down while I gathered up
Head in the dumps, but feet in the sky
Giving up after giving in to failure...served to me in a wine cup
My foolish brain spins around in circles and I don't know why
I even try 
I even try

Copyright © J. W. Earnings | Year Posted 2015


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