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Details | Lyric | |

Chasing Butterflies

I'm haunted by the words you wrote 
Tell me what you want from me 
Don't tell me what I want to hear 
Tell me how you really feel 

I could be everything for you and more 
I'm telling you now I want more 
I'm telling you I want to be with you 
I want all of you... 
Do you want to be with me? 
Honestly? 

I know you're confused 
I'm confused too, confused by you 
It's okay to be scared 
I'm here for you, I'll hold your hand 
This is a risk I'm willing to take 
But the decision is yours to make
 
You write of walking a straight line 
I'm here to tell you that now's the time 
Now's the time to face your fears 
Now's the time and I'm right here 
Now's the time for us to shine 
Come on baby, let's chase those butterflies 

November 30th, 2008


Details | Lyric | |

Yum Yum Girl

Who said the sun rises in the East?
That's not true in the very least....
The Sun rises and sets in the West
Where does dwell the very best...
My Yum Yum girl
Sweeter than molasses
Shining and brightening my way
Oh, I do bless
The very day
I set my eyes on my Yum Yum Girl
My heart has ever since
Been aswirl...
For my Yum Yum Girl
Tasty love beyond belief
Oh, what a relief...
To recapture
My Yum Yum Girl
My Yum Yum Girl

A smile that beams
Golden hair that gleams
How I love the laugh
Of my Yum Yum Girl
My Yum Yum Girl
Oh, my, oh my,
My Yum Yum Girl.
My Yum Yum Girl.


These are written as song lyrics.
Next the music.

Your T


Details | I do not know? | |

I've Scribbled This Song For You



I've Scribbled This Song For You...


I'm wasting my days,
my empty nights too,

I should have held on,
but I simply lost you,

now I stagger along,

wearing broken smiles,
in between hell and you,
there's a million miles,

yes, I should have kept,
you close to my skin,

soaking your warmth,
but you were laughing,

at my foolish grin...


now I'm all broken,
and torn apart,

but what the hell,
I was always late,
for the tolling of the bell,

and now...

now I stagger along,

wearing broken smiles,
in between hell and you,
there's a million miles,

so kiss me now like you once did,
I'm tired of being so carefully hid,


la laa laa la laa laa laa...


(repeat to fade)


:-)


Details | Ballad | |

Never Told You

Tired of talking 
‘bout weather
Other trivial things

Tired of talking 
‘bout food
The price of tangerines

You may outlive
This aging man
Before I go
Please understand

Never told you how 
I love you 
When I held you
In the dark

Never told you how
I love you
I was never
Very smart

I never told you how
I love you
When I kissed your 
Baby face

Never told you how
I love you 
And I pray it’s 
Not too late

I would  tell you, 
“That’s what men do…manly men don’t say,  ‘I love you’”
That was my alibi
But what men do should be corrected
What men do can’t be accepted 
If it makes your woman cry

Tired of talking 
‘bout scandals
Rumors of the day

Tired of talking 
‘bout old mistakes
Who deserves the blame?

The Winter of our lives
Is drawing near
Let’s change it to Spring
From year to year

Now I’m telling you 
I love you
Though the words are coming late

I’m telling you
I love you
And it feels so good to say

I’ll love you in the morning         
Love you through the night
I will love you through the tears
And all the tragedies of life

I’ll stay with you forever
Love you every day
Love you,  love you, love you
It feels so good to say

Love you, love you, love you, baby

Feels so good to say…..

Love



Details | Free verse | |

Jungle Love

Your sweet nectar
wraps around my senses
like jungle vines
steady drums beating
Your heart near mine

Your strong hands
hold me suspended
by my waist
Just enough pain and strength
against my supple skin
For my taste

The musk of your
sculpted body and the forest
has me going wild
But yet, the tender way you
protect me, reminds me of
Being a child

A safe familiarity
with a strain of animalistic
seduction
Your invisible hold over me
leaves me arrow poisoned
Unable to function

My long dark hair wraps you
with smells of coconut and ocean Sun
your locks full of mud and enemies
Blood
together, my warrior
We make One



Details | Lyric | |

Perpetual Feelings

Wherever I may be,in the front porch,or in my back garden,reading a 
book,or for a walk on the powdered toffee milk sands, picking pebbles on 
the beach,gazing with my caramel eyes in the vast blue serene seas,I 
shall remember you,a gentle soft whisper in the wafting wind breeze,
Wherever you may be,scenting the morning aroma of fresh dark 
coffee beans,gardening,planting tomato seeds,or lying in your balcony 
of dreams,You shall remember me,a fresh wild daisy sleeping on a 
hammock of green velvet leaves.In seperate paths,In each other's 
absence,I will think of you,and you will think of me,In distant paths we 
lose each other,yet lives the memory.The memory of when we 
hugged,when we touched the richest soil and ripest fruit,the memory of 
when we loved.


Details | Lyric | |

Not my Song-U2

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            Yesterday I spent asleep
            no line on the horizon
            and it's been all over you

            A drowning sorrow floods the deepest grief
            I wanna tear down the walls that hold me inside
            you can make me perfect again

            And you give yourself away
            and i miss you when you're not around
            and it's you when I dont pick up the phone
            Oh cant you see what love has done?

            And I can breathe 
            after that and ever after
            all this you can leave behind
            and no one gets hurt

            'Cause tonight we can be as one
            we're one but we're not the same
            Oh cant you see what love has done?

            You can make me perfect again
            and if the night runs over
            then all the colors will bleed into one



U2 songs I used:

Cedars Of Lebanon
No Line On The Horizon
Beautiful Day
Saints Are Coming
Where The Streets Have No Name
All Because of You
With Or Without You
City Of Blinding Lights
Sometimes You Can't Make it On Your Own
Window in the Skies
Breathe
Magnificent
Walk On
Vertigo 
Sunday Bloody Sunday
One
Window in the Skies
All Because of You
Stuck In A Moment
I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For


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Details | Lyric | |

WHEN YOU MISS SOMEONE

Well you’re on the road for weeks at a time 
so when you get home you’ll get a big surprise, 
cause 
I’m going to welcome you when you get home; 
I’m going to take you back into the back bedroom. 
I'm going to light all the candles Hun, 
then I'm going to turn the music on. 
You and I will have ourselves lots of fun... 
Because it’s long overdue when you miss someone, 
it’s long overdue when you miss someone. 

Well I know your lonely when you’re gone 
so am I baby don't you worry none, 
cause 
I'm going to welcome you when you get home; 
I'm going to take you back into the back bedroom. 
I'm going to take all of my clothes off Hun, 
then I'm going to help you get your pants undone. 
You and I will have ourselves lots of fun... 
Because it’s long overdue when you miss someone, 
Yah it’s long overdue when you miss someone. 

Well I know you wonder if I'll be around, 
I'm telling you baby I'm not leaving town, 
cause 
I'm going to welcome you when you get home; 
I'm going to take you back into the back bedroom. 
I'm going to lay you down on my bed Hun, 
then I'm going to do all of the things you love, 
you and I will have ourselves lots of fun... 
Because it’s long overdue when you miss someone. 
I said it’s long overdue when you miss someone. 

Yah, you and I will have ourselves lots of fun... 
Because 
it’s long overdue when you miss someone. 
Yah it’s long overdue when you miss someone. 
I said it’s long overdue... 
when you miss someone.


Details | Lyric | |

From The Peircing Of An Arrow To The Cold Hearted Fate Of love

her life is on the tip of his tongue
the sparkle leaves her eyes
an arrow to his chest
drawing her to her death
a feather falling from the sky
the death of an angel
her wings turn blood red
like the color of the red sea
the sword drawn out of the ground
by her own hands
what he could not do himself
she has done for him
He falls unto to his knees
the arrow she had put into his chest
the greatest of betrayals
She asked for her death wish
Holding the ring in her palm
He looks into her eyes
watching the love she had left for him disappear
Falling into despair
Her face hitting the ground
Blood surrounded her body
He watched as she died
He couldn't move from the love that had pierced his chest


Details | Free verse | |

Drowning in your Desert of Lies

Tell me all about her
Is she beautiful?
Is she simple in her complex way?
Is she all you want and need?
Is she your everything?
Tell me is she beautiful?

Is she that pretty picture in your mind?
The one with whom you spend your time?
I bet she’s perfect
Is she the sun, the moon, the night, the day?
Is she the dream you wish would never go away?
Tell me is she beautiful?

Tell me is she special?
Is she perfect in her imperfections?
Is she fragile like a rose?
But yet so unbreakable
Tell me is she beautiful?

Is she the reason you can’t hide
The smile that’s stretched from eye to eye?
I bet you love her
Is the one who holds your heart?
The one who lies within your arms?
I bet she’s wonderful

Tell me am I beautiful?
Am I strong in my weak-hearted way?
Tell me that I’m worth it
If I fall on my knees and cry
Will you stay?


Details | I do not know? | |

before you came along

Before you came along
 everything was going all wrong
 i didn't know what to do 
but that was before i knew i needed you

 i would walk down the streets all alone 
going every where but home
 
before you came along
 
i would turn my face to the sky 
wishing i could tell this world a quick  goodbye 

before you came along
 
i would fall down 
so far down i had to look up
 to see the ground 

but before i could shed another tear
 you were here 
 holding me in your arms

you had finally come along
 just in time to help me be strong
 
i love u
 
now u are ready to go
 i did something, 
what,
 i guess ill never know
 this has all played out like a bad song
 because now your going
 going
 going
 GONE :(
 




Details | Lyric | |

Polynonsensicalamorous

I'm polynonsensicalamorous;
For me,
Romance is calamitous,

I woo and charm,
And raise some alarm,
When I try to arouse,
... By flexing my arm!

Some days its almost ridiculous,
Whatever I do, 
It's frivolous!

So I dress to impress,
But I'm always despairing,
When I walk through the door,
I hear: "What are you wearing?"

They told me love was fabulous,
If you want the truth:
It's strenuous!

When I try to hit,
I always miss,
That hug I got,
...Should've been a kiss!

But if all is fair in love and war,
I should keep trying until I score,
And maybe one day I will cease to fuss,
If only I wasn't...
Polynonsensicalamorous.



Details | Rhyme | |

This Kind Of Love

This kind of love doesn't fall from the sky
This kind of love wouldn't end with goodbye
This kind of love leaves you dizzy at times
This kind of love never needs to wonder why

You can always tell how good love should be
Everywhere you look it becomes what you see
Love becomes moments you will say to yourself
You wouldn't share your life with anyone else

This kind of love didn't come with script
This kind of love isn't floating adrift
This kind of love you just can't put down
This kind of love keeps on going around 

Say you'll be here for each one of our times
When bridges break off at the end of our lines
If things go wrong and days turn into nights
I will be here to ensure everything goes right

This kind of love will set the example
This kind of love more than simply ample
This kind of love building upon itself
This kind of love in sickness and health


Details | Lyric | |

I Hope It Never Ends

The winds here.
It's come to whisper secrets
And blow my words all to the grounds. 
There go all my papers, 
They never had a reason or rhyme.

I'm wishing you would call me
And spare me a short story,
I can't seem to find the mind to like any of mine. 
I'll hit you with a sarcastic punch line
And leave you with a black eye of regret.

Maybe one day
You'll be ready
To start just what you said.
Maybe one day
You'll be ready
To start just what you said.
I hope it never ends. 

I'm here.
I'm burning like a birthday candle;
Blow me out and make a wish. 
Oh so now you're not happy here.
I can't just relight myself, you can try again next year.

She's wishing that I would stop my writing,
But that's not what I like and I strike twice like lightning.
And the lighting doesn't help the situation.
It's cold in here and she's wearing my good sweater.
I start to feel a bit better when I get it back and it smells like her. 

Maybe one day
You'll be ready
To start just what you said.
Maybe one day
You'll be ready
To start just what you said,
My favorite loving friend.

And you know that all my works about you
And all my doubts about you,
You know it never ends, you know it never ends. 
And she hates every one of my songs,
But I can't be in the wrong.
Stop hanging on a chorus.
I didn't know that you were so porous
And that I could sink in so deep.
I really should sing with a disclaimer.
She hates all of my songs but can you blame her,
Can you blame her?

Maybe one day
You'll be ready
To start just what you said.
Maybe one day
You'll be ready
To start just what you said,
My favorite loving friend.
I hope it never ends,
I hope it never ends.


Details | Lyric | |

TAPESTRY

.........TAPESTRY
Out of time that's long forgotten, 
in a light that's yet unknown,
you could see me in the morning, 
I would be there, but alone,
weaving tapestries from fibers 
of someone who'd never guess,
she is part of dreams and vision,
and somebody's happiness.
    But she would know someone was there.
     I'd touch her now if I would dare.
      And she would know I'm always there.

There's a story and it's Celtic, 
"We must love all things, to see
how a raindrop loves the flower, 
but the flower loves a bee."
In the tapestry I'm weaving, 
I have told this story well,
and the dream she is a part of, 
is the other tale I tell.
    She knows someone has touched her mind.
     I'm always there for her to find.
      And she is always on my mind.

It's a love beyond a question, 
but a love that's out of place,
out of time and out of reason, 
but unable to erase.
In the tapestry I'm weaving ,
there's no differences to see,
she is rising from the ocean 
to a love God's meant to be.
...And she has known a love that's good.
.....Though it is never understood.
........But she'll remember love is good.
© ron wilson


Details | Rhyme | |

Sexy

   Sexy is the way 

    her lips move on his ear. 

     Never touching 

      always whispering 

       things I'll never hear.


Details | Lyric | |

Borderline's Wreckage

I'm Agonizing every Word that my mind Creates You've done this all to me release your wrath to Me You wonder How much a Human Heart can take I've reached the limit You've invaded me on every level none of this is Mine anymore I can't bleed enough for You We're through This, This Torture Homicidal With You Suicidal Without You Feel Free to abuse If it's you I won't lose The Winds push away The Vines pull forth I'm at a lose on what to do So very lost and Confused Don't say we're through Homicidal With You Suicidal Without You I Hate you ...Don't leave me I push you so far away But need you so close I'm on the edge you're all I really need I'll do anything Just don't Abandoned me leaving has it's toll Homicidal With You Suicidal Without You


Details | Lyric | |

Cant live with them can t live without them

I got a girl
(She wants more)
Call her from work
(She wants more)
Take her to the mall
(She wants more)
Buy her flowers
(She wants more)
Buy her chocolate
(She wants more)
Give her presents
(She wants more)
Pay her bills
(She wants more)
Take her on a cruise
(She wants more)
Introduce her to my parents
(She wants more)
Put a ring on her finger
(She wants more)
Walk her down the aisle
(She wants more)
Hold her hand
(She wants more)
A kiss on the cheek
(She wants more)
A kiss on the lips
(She wants more)
Run my hands through her hair
(She wants more)
Feel her body next to mine
(She wants more)
Uuuh Aaaah, Uuuh Aaaah
(She wants more)
Cuddle every night
(She wants more)
Girls, girls, girls
Can't live with them
Can't live without them


Details | Lyric | |

Forget

They say forgive and forget.
I forgave without a thought,
But how could i forget?

Forget your smile,
Forget your face,
Forget your love,
Forget your name.
No matter what I do,
I can't forget you.

I thought we were forever.
And so did everyone else.
I try so hard to forget.

Forget your smile,
Forget your face,
Forget your love,
Forget your name.
But no matter what I do,
I just can't forget you.

What happened to us?
Are you through with us?
I just hope you can't,

Forget my smile,
Forget my face,
Forget my love,
Forget my name.
No matter what you do,
Don't forget me and you.


Details | Lyric | |

Just for You, My Sweet Kimberly

Just for you . . .
I find happiness in a smile
Just for you . . .
I long for the night
Just for you . . .
I walk an uncomfortable mile
Just for you . . .
I mean these words I write

Just for you . . .
I believe in a happy end
Just for you . . .
You and only you
Just for you . . .
My heart has begun to mend
Just for you . . .
I long for dreams to come true

Selfish as I have been
I hope forgiveness finds me
Alone here in the dark
Wrapped in what yet may be

I find myself
These fleeting moments remind me
I lose myself
like dust in a summer breeze
Just for you . . .

Just for you . . .
Tears roll forever down my face
Just for you . . .
I see a love both calm and true
Just for you . . .
I search the world for my place
Just for you . . .
A home I always knew 

Just for you . . .
Possibility breeds longing
Just for you . . .
Closeness breeds contentment
Just for you . . .
Love warms me deep within
Just for you . . .
I lay open my every sin

Lust
Lying in bed beside me
Home
Deep within each kiss
Rest
Hidden in your arms
Truth
With the parting of your lips

This kairos I will not lose
By blood and love I sign
I have been shown a path to choose
in which our hearts will align

Hazy and forlorn
Memories scratch at the walls of my heart
Crazy and worn
I feel myself tearing apart
Just for you . . .

Just for you . . .
I will do my best
Just for you . . .
I know that I can
Just for you . . .
Our love I will no longer test
Just for you . . .
I will be who I am

Just for you . . .
My sweet Kimberly
Just for you . . .


Details | Lyric | |

Never Forget

He stood right there and watched me play.
He held my hand, kissed my tears away.
We sat behind the school all night one day.

He made sure I was protected
Every single second
When he was by my side and,

Even when he couldn't be,
He would constantly worry,
No matter how much I told him not to worry about me.

He let m fall asleep in his arms.
He always kept me safe from harm.
We used to be each others alarm.

We used to go to Jeeper's so he could play a game.
No two days with him were ever the same.
I always supported his dreams of fame.

His laugh still gives me butterflies.
Whenever he looks at me, I
Still get weak, just from looking into his eyes.

He stood right there when I faced my fears.
He held my hand and kissed away my tears.
I'll never forget our love through the years.


Details | Lyric | |

Lover's Burn

Saw you, 
saw you staring at me, that hunger in your eyes. 
You looked delicious. 
I wanted to eat you up, 
and swallow you down. 
Across the room, I felt 
the heat between us. 
What are you doing, my beautiful beast? 
It's all I can do 
to control myself 
from calling out to you, 
asking if it's true, 
that you desire me 
to lie down with you, 
under my cross 
that I left at your home. 
Am I your sweet little temptress? 
Watch me dance. 
Watch my hips, 
my belly sliver like a snake. 
Look into my eyes, 
my eyes of fire....
the blue seas...of pain. 
I want you. 
I yearn and burn to have you again. 
I love you. I hate you. 
I want to be free of you. 
Lord, oh, set me free.


Details | Lyric | |

Missing You

I miss your fingertips
Running across my skin
I miss the way you'd look at me
With that cute little grin

I miss the way you danced around
And when you'd whisper in my ears
I miss the comfort you always brought
When you wiped away my tears

I miss your singing and your jokes
And how you'd have me laughing and kicking on the floor
I miss the way you took care of me
Whenever I had an ache, pain, or sore

I miss the way you'd kiss me
With your sweet soft lips
I miss the way you'd hold me
With your hands placed on my hips

I miss the times you'd stare at me,
And compliment my beauty
I miss how you protected me
As if it was your duty

I miss all the fun we had
Like times we'd sing together
I miss all the serious mushy stuff
Like making promises of forever

Most of all, I miss your love
I miss you as my best friend
So when I pray about the important things
I pray that this will never end


Details | Lyric | |

About this Boy

And I ask you what you want
And you ask me do I care
And I just want to ask
will there be love there?

I've been dying to love
I've been in love with dying
I've seen the world in ways you'll never know
And it takes all I've got to keep from crying

When the world is ripped out from under your feet
And its weight placed on your shoulders..
I promise I will be there
When its eating away at you
And you wind yourself up just to make it through..
I promise I will be there

And I ask you if you care
And you say we need a mend
And I just wanted to tell you
That I'll love you till the end


Details | Romanticism | |

You Touched My Heart

Oh how sweet and beautiful are the words
that you say to me, they stick to my soul
like honey to a bee.  They move me,
they soothe me, they let me live, for
it is you that I need and my heart
I will give.

You touched me like I never have
felt before, you start my heart breathing
so fast until I can hardly let go.
I feel your words like sand on a beach
they are still in my head and will never
decease.  Your words are so brand
new and alive, for they are the only
thing that is helping me to survive.

You touched my heart like no other I have
known, the way in which you love me
I wil never do you no harm.  Your words
is like an ocean running free, all I want
them to do is pour all over me.

You touched my heart like a child playing
with a toy, he love it so much because
it brings him so much joy. That is how 
you touch my heart, giving and bringing
me so much joy, it makes me feel like
a child with his new toy.

You touched my heart every day of my
life, that is why I do not care about all
the sacrifice. I wil do everything to make
you happy just as long as I know I am
the apple of your eye and that you will
do or say nothing to make me
cry.

You touched my heart from this day
forward, there can never be another
you because you are what I need and
it is me for you and you for me that
is the only way it is going to be.
you touched my heart.


Details | Lyric | |

The Sex Confessions

The Bed
Your Mouth
My Touch
Our Lips

It’s a fever
In the night
Forbidden

Forbidden

Desecrated and damned together
Desecrated and damned forever
One naked flesh, we’ll die together
One naked flesh, making love forever

The Flame
Your Cries
My Salt
Our Wounds

It’s a fever
In the night 
Forbidden

Forbidden

Desecrated and damned together
Desecrated and damned forever
One naked flesh, we’ll die together
One naked flesh, making love forever


The Earth
Your Rain
My Seed
Our Life

It’s a fever
In the night 
Forbidden

Forbidden. 

Desecrated and damned together
Desecrated and damned forever
One naked flesh, we’ll die together
One naked flesh, making love forever

Hell
Regrets
Confessions
Of Love

Your  Love
My Love
Our Love
Love

It’s a fever
In the night 
Forbidden

Forbidden. 

Desecrated and damned together
Desecrated and damned forever
One naked flesh, we’ll die together
One naked flesh, making love forever



Details | Lyric | |

This Aint Real

Your face, 
Made a fake smile, (you said)
I love you,
I need you,
I want you just for a while,
You told me,
That I made you smile,
All the things you said to me,
Are just words now,
How can we love,
When you love me for yourself,
(This Aint Love)

Chorus: 2x
What are we doin,
If this love ain't real,
What is this feeling,
That I feel,

I'm broken in emotion,
I'm broken in love, (you said)
I need you,
I want you
You're the only one,
I'm thinkin of, (so tell me)
How can we love, 
When there's always someone else,
(This Aint Love)

Chorus 2x
Bridge:
How can we love,
When there's always someone else,
How can we make up,
When you only love me for yourself,

verse #3:
You got me imprisoned, 
Inside your heart,
When kissed
I felt, Like we,
Would never be apart,
chorus 2x

 


Details | Elegy | |

The Lament For an Angel

All in one faded-black day (but let None forget) In my arms, her body lay (my life was the price to pay) A tragedy, through the lack of humanly shame (do they know pain) My darkly colleen has to suffer no more (Robert nor do you) Let me die (please hear my haunted cries) If I can not see Sophie tonight (live on with my grey) I'm just a mess of despairing words And broken nerves Another mourning, afflicted sight (through decay, love can remain) Solace, sympathy are just more lies She is all I need Until you decide she is just another sadist's toy My Angel, why did you have to fly so far away My Angel, just let one feather stay My Angel has flown away My Angel, why did you have to fly so far away My Angel, just let one feather stay My Angel has flown away (My body is amortal, die I may, Together, our hearts will forever stay)


Details | I do not know? | |

The break up- Footle contest

Cold stares
heart tares


Details | Ballad | |

London

She called herself London
On that day 
She fell from the sky
Child of apple blossoms
Dancing wildly
Into your mind

The snake that hung from her neck
Bites your hand
Expels you from Eden
Tears into the cool flesh
Of your madness
Posing as reason

London
Kisses you like a sweet lover
As though she really cares
Lets you 
Taste the passionate orchard
In her body’s secret lair

London
Wrestles with all your demons
Nothing quite compares
To the pain 
The indecent pleasure
In the waters that you share

Her name was London
Call her London

She called herself London
On that night
She prayed to the moon
Apollo’s lyre
Played darkly
In a portent 
Of your own doom

The hell she hides 
In her soul
Toxic drug you’ll never escape
You crave the milk of her touch
Her strange and dangerous ways

London
Kisses you like a sweet lover
As though she really cares
Lets you 
Taste the passionate orchard
In her body’s secret lair

London
Wrestles with all your demons
Nothing quite compares
To the pain 
The indecent pleasure
In the waters that you share  

Her name was London
Call her London

My baby, London
Call her London
My moon-girl, London 
Call her London

I love her, London
Call her London
Forever, London 

I call her London……


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Solipsist

Let the Deicide commence.

You're a voyeur at best!
Your vampiric heart is beating out of your chest!
And you have slayed the ones whom would love you for anything less
Ready to consume the final fragments of innocence,
And for you there is no forgiveness,
On your knees pleading, screaming to a tyrant in the skies;
The father of lies.

I will never be enslaved in your superiority
The people agree: jaded of your false dichotomies.
Know: I will be whomever nature intends to be
Apollo and I will share our dreams,
and you will be forced to see
your failure!

I know who you are...
Readily the first to present your scars
Chained by some despot or mental czar
An emotional homunculus in your mind, behind bars
Reluctant to escape - even when proven fake
Your demented mind - depths no one will penetrate!
 
...And you see me suffering
Not caring of any casualties
Just as long you recieve your safeguard of sympathy
So very wary of the masses and their Anarchy; Liberious ways

Solipsist - Is there no one you can see?
Even if she was presented burning?
Solipsist - Is there no one you can believe?
Even if Sophia was screaming?
Solipsist - Know you have killed and abused me
Imprisoned in your own  personal reality 




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If Only I (Song)

The end was growing closer
I could feel it all around
Before you said it's over
from all the times I let you down
As I lie beside your pillow
It's getting hard to sleep at night
Every single lonely tear knows
That I did not love you right

If only I,
Could turn back time
with the words of a rhyme,
I'd be someone instead of me,
I'd show you something new to see,
Girl I need you in my life,

If only I,
Could live when you were mine,
And learn to let love shine,
I'd show your heart a better me
And be someone instead of me,
To keep you in my life,
If only I....

The last thing that you told me,
Before you walked out of the door,
Baby you never hold me,
How can I make you love me more,
I wish I would have listened
To the thing you tried to say
If I would have paid attention
Maybe then you would have stayed,

If only I,
Could turn back time
with the words of a rhyme,
I'd be someone instead of me,
I'd show you something new to see,
Girl I need you in my life,

If only I,
Could live when you were mine,
And learn to let love shine,
I'd show your heart a better me
And be someone instead of me,
To keep you in my life,

If only I, could have been
what you needed,
Since I hurt you,
our love's bleeding,
Out of time
and out of sight,
If only I could
make this right...

If only I,
Could turn back time,
when you were still mine,
I'd be everything that you need,
And give your heart a better me,
I miss you in my life...
If only I...


Details | I do not know? | |

I'm Sorry For Being So Cold

My words may feel so cold,
Yet this feeling of falling and 
Then trying to be so loving
Eventually misleads me to 
Feeling like she or myself 
Is gradually shoving my feelings 
Through an invisible door.

It's all so not worth 
Letting this sorrow corner me in,
My mind is wondering if I'm truly fine with
Having no one special in my own current life.

My reasons for trying to 
Move onwards from there
Were nothing but idealized dreams
Turning into unpleasant realities. 

Who knew that a few days 
After those euphoric moments
I would be realizing that 
The strings of my heart were pulled
By desires so unnecessary for healing 
My own inner strife.

My words may have been so cold,
But it's only because this sorrow I go through
Will always continue beyond tomorrow.

You don't deserve being 
My eternal object of depression,
Yet you are also even taking it 
All too simply to be the object
Of my true love and affection.

My feelings from loving you 
Were absolutely true,
But I now see I was so wrong 
In believing in my own naïve thoughts.
So fleeting was the beautiful 
Rendering of my soul,
Except that no one knew then 
That it was only a game of pretend.

Wanting my first kiss returned, 
Yet again I guess first can mean the worst,
So I guess I'll find someone 
Who will become my second best.
After telling you I can't love you anymore, 
I now feel as if I can finally rest.

My words were only so cold,
Because something in the depths of my heart
Was calling out to be heard.

In the end though I have released myself
From the bittersweet feelings I gained from 
My voice and feelings that once were forsaken.
I'm sorry for being so cold.


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ONCE AGAIN THANK YOU

I was just trying to remember the past
 trying to remember the good people
 and the bad people,
 that i came across on my way,

i want you to know
that you are among the good people
 that left a good trace in my life,

once again i just want to say thank you
for passing through my life,
is so short but is wonderful
i want you here forever.


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Hard Headed Women

<                                        she's a hard headed woman
                                          lovin a soft hearted man 

                                          when they get together
                                          they join hand and hand
                                          for loves be glory
                                          in this fairy tales story

                                        
                                          for she's a hard headed women
                                          lovin a soft hearted man

                                          a hard headed woman
                                          lovin that soft hearted man


                                          though shes stubborn as an mule
                                          but can make that man still drool
                                          as he's so shy
                                          but  captured her roving eye


                                          for she's a hard headed woman
                                          lovin a soft hearted man


                                          a hard headed woman
                                          lovin that soft hearted man


                                          now don't you just think
                                          romance can start out as a wink
                                          even if it may be a little lie
                                          come on little boy now give it a try


                                          for she's a hard headed woman
                                          lovin a soft hearted man

                                          a hard headed woman
                                          lovin that soft harded man



                                      
                                          
My Next 
Country Western Song   LOL


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Rose Hips Lady

Rose hips lady
Your field is ripe
Bury my torn body
In that rain-soaked night

Taste those sweet confessions
On your baby breath
Lift this wounded flag
Into your burning nest

Oh, yes, I will
I will

Rose hips lady
Your field is ripe
Bury my torn body
In that rain-soaked night

Tame the roaring tiger
Never lets you rest
Take my last reward 
From your moonlit breasts

Oh, yes, I will
I will

Daddy’s gone hunting 
He’s gone away
Daddy’s gone hunting
Won’t be back for days

Left you with a lover
Makes a shrine 
Of your skin

Left you with a lover
Takes you down
Roads of sin

Left you all alone 
Alone

And the knots cut deep
Through the musk and flesh
Of hot regret
And the love you need
It’s a shadow
Never lets you rest

You release the Beast
From a well that’s wet
You will confess
That the love you need
It’s a shadow
Never lets you rest

Rose hips lady
Aaaaaah......


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Fireworks Hill

Let’s go climb
And move back time
To that mysterious hill
Where a boy first met his girl

Long before 
The cynics arrived
Before the laughter died
And God returned the day to night

Where dazzling fireworks
Rained sparkles
On our lives
Two strange birds
Came together
And opened up their eyes

Let’s go climb 
We’ll move back time

Fireworks Hill, Fireworks Hill
Far from my mind
Never forgotten
Fireworks Hill, Fireworks Hill
We became one there
So very often

And there are vivid colors 
Blasting through the sky
Dancing rainbows 
I really want to taste
There is weeping smoke
Painting all the stars
Burning graveyards 
For the human race

Let’s go climb
And move back time
To that mysterious hill
Where a boy first met his girl

We’ll race to the edge
Fulfill our pledge
It was written in blood
The heat of our love

Oh, jump, baby, jump
We’ll fly away together
Jump, baby, jump
Our bodies joined forever

Let’s go climb
And move back time 
To that mysterious hill
Where a boy first met his girl

Fireworks hill, fireworks hill
I see the sparkles in the air
Fireworks hill, fireworks hill
I smell the dazzle of your hair
Fireworks hill, Fireworks hill
We flew to Heaven over there

Let’s go climb
We’ll move back time
(Forever…with you)


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He Likes Ugly Girls

Baby, I see you starin' at him,
But you ought to give me whirl;
'Cause he's a handsome hunk,
But when he gets drunk...
Baby, he likes ugly girls.

Yeah, he still lives with his Momma
Even tho' he's 33.
She starches and irons his jeans and shirts,
And he brings home new recipes.

She's told him he's good lookin',
And there's no doubt it's true;
But when he takes home a pretty woman,
Momma says, "Son, she won't be true."

She says, "Son, if you want good lovin',
A plain and homely gal will provide.
She'll treat you right, mornin' and night;
And keep you satisfied."

So baby, you can stare at him, 
But you ought to give me a whirl;
'Cause he's a handsome hunk, 
But when he gets drunk....
Baby, he likes ugly girls.

You don't stand a chance.
That boy loves his Momma.

Yeah, he goes for ugly girls.


Details | Rhyme | |

Old romantic

I take you by the hand, and lead you down to the bed,
'I love you baby', and you repeat the words I said,
I whisper in your ear, just what I'm gonna do,
Before this night is over, I'll make your dreams come true.

You didn't have to say it..  'cause I already knew,
But I'll give you what you want, for the trouble you've been through,
Oh my coo, coo, cha choo, forget stress as I caress you,
As I confess, that you're the best!  And it's just us two.

Time can fly..  I don't care.  I can't wait,
I hate being without you, and just lately I feel great!
Now we're cuddled up together.. forever isn't long,
Our passions grow strong.. I love what we've got going on.

  'Cause all day long I picture your face,
  Your eyes and your body, I could never replace.
  With our souls combined, we can sit back and unwind,
  And take it one day at a time.

I'm..  dreading the day, when you finally leave,
I'm a realist, it's not about what I believe,
But I'll survive, I'll live..  I won't die,
And no one will ever see the quiet tears that I cry.

However, that's the future..  and this is the now,
Forget the past, if you want, I'll show you how.
So hold on tight Girl, and go with the flow,
You've got a 1st class ticket, VIP, enjoy the show!

I won't ever stop, I won't ever go,
You know it sometimes feels like my heart is gonna blow!
You're the one, the only, great love of my life,
It's just a shame it had to cut me.. like a double edged knife.


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It Use To Be On CD

It use to be we treasured,
The little things that we'd do,
It use to be a pleasure,
Sharing words like "I love you."

We use to share our dreams,
Our love was so alive,
But now it only seems,
We've cast it all aside,

Yes, it use to be that you and me....
Use to care that way.....
And I can't believe...for the life of me.....
We're throwing it all away....

It use to be a pleasure,
The little things that we'd do,
It use to be we treasured,
Holding hands and "I love you."

We use to share our dreams,
Our love was so alive,
But now it only seems,
We've cast it all aside,

Now I can't believe....for the life of me....
We're throwing it all away....
When it use to be that you and me...
Use to care that way.....

It use to be we treasured.......
The little things that we'd do-o-o-o-o-o!!!!


On CD from Nashville...will mail for evaluation..Thanks
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To The Top

I'm going to make it to the top,
Where all my goals and dreams are bound,
I've got to make it to the top,
I don't have time to fool around,

I've been so down and low before,
In lifes real ups and downs,
Now I know life shares more,
Where all my goals and dreams are bound,

I thought I'd take a chance with you,
And you'd share these dreams with me,
Though, youre goals and dreams seem few,
So, I'm going to leave you be,

You have your own life ahead,
And I feel you don't need me,
What I've seen instead,
Is you're needing to be free,

I may miss your soft warm touch,
And all your gentle grace,
Though more than much,
I'll miss your smiling face,

I'm going to make it to the top,
Where all my goals and dreams are bound,
My hopes and endeavors shall never stop,
Until I'm touching solid ground.


Details | Lyric | |

Changed

If i were to tell you that my heart is gray
What would you do to make it red again?
If i were to say that i dont miss you
Would you understand my pain?
If i were to show you how much you mean
Would you notice that my heart stopped beating?
If i were to picture things in my mind to be perfect
What would you do to tell me things wont ever be the same?
If you were to tell me your heart was gray
I would give you mine in place of yours
If you were to say that you dont miss me
I would understand your pain
If you were to show me how much i mean
I would notice that your heart stopped beating
If you were to picture things in your mind to be perfect
I Would tell you that they are, your just ignoring it
I would tell you how big of a part you are in my life
I would say to you that you are my hero
I would show you my scars and heal your wounds
I would picture us in a place that does not harm love
If you could see the hole in my heart 
Would you bother to fix it 
Or would you let it fall apart?


Details | Lyric | |

Garden Rose

Written August 21, 2013


There's a girl in the garden
She's messing with your rose bed
Plucking weeds out from your head
And watering the seeds in your bed

But where will she wander
When the roses are dead
Will she come back for more
When they turn back to red

She can run all alone
Write this story in stone
On concrete slabs
Of skin and bone


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One For Excuses Song on CD

Darling, I didn't aim to let you down, or to leave you lonely,
I also have a frown, baby you're not the only,
I meant to hurry home, and didn't mean to take so long,
I didn't realize time had flown, please forgive me if I wrong,                           
          

Honey, I'm not one for excuses,
But I'm so sorry with regret,
And my heart sure feels so useless,
For what you're not over yet,

I did say I'd be right back, I even called you on the phone,
And my heart didn't cut me any slack, when I heard the busy tone,
Please accept my apology, honey, I haven't lied,
And if you still won't talk to me...well, at least I know I've tried,

And I'm not one for excuses,
But I'm so sorry with regret,
And my heart sure feels so useless,
For what you're not over yet,

Darling, I didn't aim to let you down, or to leave you lonely,
I also have a frown, baby you're not the only,
I meant to hurry home, and didn't mean to take so long,
I didn't realize time had flown, please forgive me if I'm wrong,

No, I'm not one for excuses,
but I'm so sorry with regret,
And my heart sure feels so useless,
For what you're not over yet,
Yes, my heart sure feels so useless,
For what you're not over yet.


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What Makes a Man

The trees have shivered cold,
And their leaves have lost their gold;
Oh they'll never see the sun again
'Till they escape from natures hold

I know what makes a boy,
Behind the pocket of his pants
Oh I'll walk the line,
I'll walk the line
But he'll never make me dance

But what makes a man?
What makes a man?
Is it one that doesn't play?
Oh I'll lay with him,
I'll lay with him
But that man can't make me stay

I'll hold your hand and stay with you
As long as you would want me to
But don't tie me up
Or push me down
'Cause that's when I won't follow through

What makes a man
Is it a dominating stance?
Oh I'll stand with him,
I'll stand with him
But he'll never make me dance

Sending shivers down his spine
Where's your heart of gold?
I'm sorry I can't call you mine
But I won't do as I'm told

Well I may not know what makes a man
But I guess I know what breaks a man
It's a lady dressed like me -
In pale skin, head dipped in gold
Oh, I might sleep in your arms tonight
But I'm still not in your hold


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Come As You Are

At one point in my life i was an artist
I used to paint and draw
Covering a piece of paper
In beautiful colors
And my art told a story
The sort of story you couldn't talk about
I used to go to school every day
Showing up late 
Wasn't something I'd do
But i dropped out
Leaving my education behind
I played the bass guitar
In a band called 
The Nocturnal
My fingers ran against that bass
Pure magic
The sound of the gods
Setting out to destroy the world
Pure Punk straight from Seattle
At one point i was clean
Sober and pure like a new born baby
Falling further into 
What you now call 
"disapointment"
Screwing up my veins
with every shot of herion
Killing my brain cells
With every joint i smoked
Clogging up my nose 
With every pill you could have known
I used to write lyrics
About my life
My childhood
I used to write journals
The ones you read in the book 
that was published of me
I got up on that stage every night
As i was
Nothing fake
Nothing glamourous
Only a few scars
One shot of heroin
Come as you are
The words only speak for 
Themselves


Details | I do not know? | |

Welcome 2013

Well we are already a couple of months in so i just wanted to say welcome. 
this will be a new journey for the both of us, so i hope it will be awesome. 
I will try to write more than usual this year, I promise. :)
What would help tho if you readers would send me topics and stuff to help me write about things cuz my mind goes way faster than my fingers and i cant think of just one thing. lol. so thank you readers. plz comment and tell me your thoughts.


Details | Lyric | |

The Heavens Assent

A poet’s soul dwells in my 
heart
Composing the perfect rondeau 
for this forbidden love
From the profundity of his hurt
I can hear the refrain: “The 
Heavens assent.”
 
I HAVE found my 
cornerstone
This to me was unbeknown
For I have held her in my arms
Through my darkest nights of life
 
Many say she can’t be mine
‘Cause she is covered up with 
grime
But when polished she does 
shine
None shine brighter than her 
heart.
 
They fill my mind with worldly 
thoughts
To seek for silhouettes of a 
model
Ones you, forever, have to coddle
Blinds you from seeing her inner 
light
 
“A perfect wife who can 
find?
She’s far more precious than 
jewels”
Face and skin you shouldn't mind
Even cheap make up can cover.
Seek for the purest in 
heart
Since only God alters 
the heart of a lover.
 
So, dear poet, write your poem
Show her she’s my heart’s desire
My lover is mine, and I am 
hers
She will bear the kids I sire
Hurt no more, we are home
Cause she’s the one who trully 
cares.
 
I will hold her hand to forever 
after
Enjoy every breath and every 
laughter
Smile and feel the warmth of the 
sun
“The Heavens assent.”  She is the one... 
 
-----------------
Written 21/11/2012
S. Nuno Pereira
nun3ca©


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Soulmate

Shut your eyes,
open your heart.
What do you see?
Can you picture this wonderful life
spent with me?
Fear not,
For the angels above,
blew trumpets to sound for my one true love.
Could this be?
Are you the one God sent to me?
If it is true,
My soulmate I've found
My heart is yours
I give it to you!


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"Twice LOVED"

My Dearest Most Beloved Barbara,                                            
My broken heart began to live again                                             
Filtering  the Heat of Life: Once more                                          
Holding hands, beside YOU ; I Stand                                        
To Know once again: LOVE is Grand                                       
See LOVE reflecting from Your Eyes                                     
Caressing the beach of Sandy blond hair                              
Sweet smell of LOVE wafting in the Air    
Everlasting LOVE forYOU
         ~~~~~~~~~~~~                            
My Dearest Only Beloved Lenore
My Love for You is Always True
My Heart beats for You in “ ETERNITY “
The LOVE I Feel, Just Holding Your Hand
I shout of my LOVE; TO  “ GOD  ABOVE “
Your long flowing Auburn Hair, Lariats : ME!
Jade-Emerald : EYES : Piercing my Heart with Love
Your  “ WOMANHOOD “ ,  still wafts in my Nostrils
I am “ FOREVER WITH YOU “  as YOU are " WITH ME "
 
 Inspired by " Constance ~ A Rambling Poet ~ For Her POEM " Hold Me Once More "

Written by HGarvey Daniel Esquire For the Contest "Create A New Form, Maybe?" by
                            Constance ~ A Rambling Poet ~

Dedicated To My LOVES  " Barbara Jean Gorelick " & "Lenore Ellen Johnson"

I call this Form "Over-Under" 2 Verses one over the other, 
Same Theme; 2nd verse more Intense, more Vivid than the First. "Try it Out!!'


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A FORBIDDEN LOVE

How can I love you more?
On this warm summer night,  I sought intently  for a solution……

When suddenly my eyes journeyed afar….
Fixated on the illumination and activity of nights bright stars,
Which led me to an apparent constellation -
A pattern of stars spelling out your name -
So beautiful, so radiant that its existence and purpose
Only God could explain.
I stared in awe and marveled for some time -
till something happened-something strange.
The stars abruptly shifted, no longer spelling CHARMAINE.
An arrow took form and its head  meant VAIN -
In my direction  … Swiftly it aimed…
Piercing my heart and exposed its pollution
….. I never loved her


Details | Carpe Diem | |

Pricked

Your  love pricks me like a rose each thorn grows but no one knows Your so full of 
it as it shows so carry on now go on, go. I'm fed up with the phony and  i'm 
through with the tears, you couldn't pay me all your money to make up for those 
years. Someone help me I feel faint how could I think he was such a saint and 
worst of all I let me fall into a spiral down below. A magic called love carried 
by the dove of someone I use to know.


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Would you care

Would you care, if I had to leave and go away?
Would you care, if I had to leave yo ass today?
Would you care, If I went and ripped up your sad half'a'heart?
Would you care, if I tore your whole life, ripped it all apart?

You beat me down too many times,
I  just cant see,
your face, when I am trying to hide mine,
I'm so scared,
when you make me feel like I've done something wrong,
I just cant breath,
When you stare at me, you hold it, oh so long.

Would you care, If I just packed my bags all up on you today?
Would you care, if I went and made it all my own way?
Would you care, If I just left your broke ass, mugged off, all alone?
Would you care, would you call me, sorry?, begging on the phone?

You hurt my heart just way too many times,
I just cant see, 
why I came back, when you  clearly wasn't mine,
I'm so scared, 
you played me, with the same old stupid song,
I cant breath,
all along I knew that this was just so wrong.

Would you care, if someone walked by and caught my eye?
Would you care, would you ever sit and wonder why?
Would you care, if you lost  every single part of me?
Would you care,  cause without me there simply is no we!

You want your cake and eat it too
I just cant see, 
how your gonna make this work for you?,
I'm so scared,
Of your girl finding out this way, its sad, 
I cant breath,
It's me, I'm the one who's looking bad.

Would you care, when your living by yourself and you are down?
Would you care, when your girl finds out you're just a clown.
Would you care, when I wipe my hands of you, I'm done!,
Would you care, this really isn't any fun.

I hope you can live with your mirror image, 
I hope you can live with the past, 
I'll watch you from afar,
I hope your mask can last.











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I am Yours now

Since I'm not what you want
You can have whatever you want
Take my heart, take my phone
Take it all and leave me alone

Since you hate what I am
You are my type of man
I am yours for a while
I will go that extra mile

I have got to many friends
They drive me round the bend
I survive on your hate
Your rage is also great

I've been searching for new life anyway
I've been for new emotion anyway

Since this is not love
I can do whatever I want
Since this is not fair
I'll do what I want and I wont care

See my words of rage
I am  trapped within your cage
Now that I am yours now
I am yours now
I am yours now


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Piece of my Past

walking along the beach today,
i saw you,
you looked at me, then slowly 
walked away,
you had told me that you were 
different from the last,
but you turned out to be 
just a piece of my past,
you really know how to make 
me hurt,
was it love? 'cause im no expert,
i thought it was, at the time,
but now lookin back,
you were never mine.


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Alone

Me... I was standing on that stranded Island...... alone........ Looking back..... into my Life... the past...... I felt.... I was not alone in those..... I was surrounded with my friends, relatives and all... But here in the end.... I became alone...... For ever.... I felt like I was a romantic poet those days..... I looked into the mirror of time..... The past... I knew that I was a poet..... An artist..... A performer...... More than all, I was a clown to all..... I went back to to the time along with my memories.... There I saw her..... She was with me...... She was Crying, Laughing, Teasing me..... I felt....... I was in her lap..... for decades or more.... But today even she left me....... and I am alone...... Again I went back along with my memories...... There I saw my mother...... I was with her ..... for more than several years..... Now, I feel........ My mother was better any way... But I missed her..... All I know is I left all my fellow beings only for my love...... But today even she left me....... and I am alone......


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Dear Lover

Written September 8, 2013


Hey dear lover
Can you make me a believer in another
We both know that it's killing us this way
'Cause the ends of the earth still move
And the falling leaves dance in circles
All around you
Cutting holes in the paper
On which I write this letter
Saying, "I really hope that this gets better"
For the sake of involved
Before this binding resolution gets resolved

But I don't mind chasing thunder
Through the darkest nights
But if I never find the light
Then I just might lose my sight, over you
But what's the use
You've only caused me more and more abuse
That's why I write this letter
Saying, "why'd I ever think that it'd get better"


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Bob, the Forgotten Valentine and Greedy Double Dater

My friends, this saga slowly unfurls
 a love story that went quickly awry,
 seems greedy Bob dated a pair of girls
 when with one, to the other he’d lie.
 
The homlier girl’s name was Edith
 who, nonetheless Bob was fond of,
 but, greedy Bob wanted to live out the “myth”
 and with sisters, he was sure to find love !
 
He began slyly asking about sister Kate
 for her beauty was equalled by few,
 she was young, and he believed her well worth the wait
 she had enough sex appeal for two !
 
Bob’s antics had him severely troubled
 because, he covered his tracks day and night,
 his love-making prowess had quickly doubled
 so his lovelife was going just right !
 
Well, finally Bob’s saga ended in terror
 because the girls both found out what he’d done,
 Bob had mixed their names up, in a passionate error
 and what transpired next, was not very fun !
 
One of the sisters had taken Bob’s life
 because he’d proven he couldn’t be “true”,
 and the lesson he learned, at the end of that knife
 taught, “you can’t have your Kate…..and Edith, too !


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Mirrorred Refrain-GOD GAVE US LOVE FREELY

Smell the spring aroma and 
let it delight all your senses...
don't the softest roses bloom
on windless, sunniest days?


Let my slow fingers caress your lustrous hair,
feel the pleasant warmth of a lovely afternoon;
on windless, sunniest days...
don't the softest roses bloom?


Only the truest lovers can set the white moon ablaze,
as the passing stars shed more light on their faces;
don't the softest roses bloom
on windless, sunniest days?


God gave us love freely as the air we breath;
humans have turned it into lust and doom...
on windless, sunniest days
don't the softest roses bloom?

Entered in Jared Pickett's contest,"Mirrored Refrain"


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Wasting Time

Way above the street lights
Watching yourself die
Waisting time

They left you in so much pain
You lost everything
For so many years
You pushed me out
Cant describe how i feel

This time im not going to watch myself cry
im not going to bury myself on the inside
You say you want the old me back
If you want me back
Your going to have to ask
Nice than that


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Goodbye

Remembering all the things we used to share
things we used to do together
when we were one
crumbling like buring leaves
glue couldnt put them back together
words he used to speak
the air that filled my lungs
Heart beating faster with every word
the feeling disapeared the night it all went wrong
nothing but guilt and tears filled my eyes
praying that the devil would make me yours
and youll be mine again
nothing more is left to say but the word we all fear
Goodbye


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Along The Way

I say goodbye
To this chapter in my life
Im sure you will get the answers
When im gone
So when the day comes
The sun will not touch my face
Theres mistakes
The path is long
Look at my face
The stories it could tell 
The ones that wont erase
Tell the ones that cared enough 
That i finally left this place
So play the song
Its something to remind you
When im gone


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He's My Hero- SONG 3

He might be just a photograph,
but I know he's more than that despite
what people say.
His love and words are stronger than steel,
the distance won't make me stop loving him.

He's strong, always pushing on, 
Never looking back.
He left the things and ones he 
loves behind knowing
this might be the last time
and he's mine
HE'S MY HERO

To feel his embrace, to listen to his voice, 
to hear his breath.
I don't care about the consequences
I just want to be with what's
Mine
'till he can't stay anymore.

When he has to be strong, and push on
trying his hardest not to look
back.
He left his life and the one he
loved behind knowing
that this could be the last time
but he's mine
HE'S MY HERO

I can't sleep at night, knowing he's
out there, somewhere. 
Is he safe?
How can I pray?
Oh, GOD, please bring him home!
I can't live without him.
Just bring him home 'cause

I don't know how I can stay strong
and push on
as he's watching his and his brothers' backs.
He left the one he loves at home
knowing there's that
chance. 
But he's mine.
And I don't care about anyone else
'cause
HE'S MY HERO

Hear my prayer...
          Bring him home...
Distance won't stop my love...
I just want to be with him...

He's strong, still pushing on
No longer looking back.
He's back to the things and ones he
left behind knowing
he's back to stay.
And he's mine.
HE'S MY HERO

He's Mine...

         HE'S MY HERO...


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Your Presence

Your presence I feel oh so near, it help me to relieve 
some of my fears of all my everyday cares, I feel your
presence eveywhere.  Whenever I walk down the street,
I can feel the patter of your feet.  I can feel you walking
next to me telling tales of what I mean to you and thinking
about all the things we used to do.

Your presence is so close, it's as if I can smell your fragrance
right under my nose.  I am thinking of your smiling face all
next to mines, telling me how you will love me until the
end of time.  Your presence is oh so strong and as I travel
throughout this day it lingers on.  When I decide to stop and
dine, it's as though I feel your hand right next to mines.  

When I sat down to eat, I can see your eyes staring into
mines, and you sitting there sipping on some wine.
Your presence means so much to me and this is the
way I want it to always be, me feeling you and you
feeling me until forever and eternity.


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Power of Your Love

To a Bride and Groom

You have the power
over my love
to make my day rain or shine
it all began the day you asked me
"to be mine" and I wrote my name
in blood, on your hearts
dotted line
the power of my love
to fuel what feeds within me
pounce on me as a tiger
humble me as a mouse
your strength envelopes me
as if standing in an unbreakable
glass house
you have the power
over my stare, as you glare
into my inner spirits soul
those who dare to try to divide
I heed them to beware
the power you have over my love
leaves me content, without a care
floating together, we share, in
true loves enchanting bliss
what started years ago, with a friendly
hug, is reincarnated within every
new days kiss




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Injustice

Injustice....
You, Destroyed My Love....
I Will Not Forgive
Look!, You Did This To Me
Therefore..... I Wont Continue To Love...
Your Ego Made The Problem Bigger, (Bigger)
You Working Overseas
 (So You Say)
You Working Multiple Flings
So Stand Up, Stand Up
Face Me, Communicate To Me
I Dont Think You Have The Guts
So Stay Flinging Out In Germany
Oh, Injustice
You, Destroyed My Love....
Oh, Injustice
You, Destroyed My Love...


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Protect You From The Storm

Baby I know
Before I came into ya life...
You've been through hell,
Well together we're gonna reach heaven.
Baby I know
You cried at night
Hoping that somebody
Could wipe away your tears.
I know you wished that somebody could make your pain go away.
Well im here now
And I'll soak up all
Your tears
Into my heart
and I'll eat your pain.
I'll devour your sadness.. 
And replace it with joy.
Baby I know
that you've been
Heart broken
And your mind
Couldn't face
the emotions that 
You were feeling
Therefore you couldn't control it.
You don't want to be tampered with
You don't want to be played with.
You don't want to be left broken. 
You just want those lovely kisses upon ya heart
And the love you deserve...
And im a sacred
Type of guy,
A man whose down to earth. 
I'll just hold you in my arms
Whenever your hurt
And if its raining
Outside.
I won't push you to the curb..
I'll just welcome
You home
And protect you from the storm
. If you're ever feeling
Cold.. I'll put you in my heart
Cause that's the only place u love
And its a place that is warm.
Im your knight
And shining armor
I'll protect you from
The storm.


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Scarlet Moons and Indian Suns

Written August 29, 2013


She could have had my son
As we'd spell our names as one
On scattered ocean shores
Beneath that Indian sun

I loved my ma
And I loved her well
I loved my pa
And that musty smell

I hope to see them some day soon
I hope to see them smiling too
This Earth they left a bit too soon
Much thanks unto the scarlet moon

Some day well all be joined as one
Under scarlet moons and Indian suns

I love my family
How I miss this feeling
Of constant embrace
Awaiting at my feet

So come and pray for rain
To wash away our pain
Before the winter stains
What autumn left to drain

I hope to see them some day soon
I hope to see them smiling too
This Earth they left a bit too soon
Much thanks unto the scarlet moon

Some day well all be joined as one
Under scarlet moons and Indian suns


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Ray Of Peace

Ray Of Peace
I'm The Color Of Love (baby)
Ray Of Peace
I Know You Fear Reality (My Love)
"Peace"
I'm The Color Of Love (baby)
Ray Of Peace
So Flame The Torch
And Meditate

You Fear That I'm...(The One)
To Bring Peace To The Future (future)
Holding Hands, You And MeMe
The Connection Of Unity

The Unattainable love...
I Know You Fear Reality
The Unattainable Love..
You're My Soul Mate MeMe
Repeat2x:

Don't Lose Your Integrity
Your Integration With Me (With Me)
You Cant Afford To Lose Control
This Exorcism May Get Crazy

The Unattainable love...
I Know You Fear Reality
The Unattainable Love..
You're My Soul Mate MeMe
Repeat2x:


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All I want is your love

This day has resulted to something I have to confess. I am greatly and deeply in Love with you. My soul ponders anytime I just think of you. Your face has increased the number of chambers my heart has. I long to be your groom,, while you be my Bride. Your beauty have I known right from time past, and admired ever since I saw you. I will feel so Jealous if you commit yourself to some one else. And your time, shared grossly with another, even if that person is your family. Come to my empire of Love, which flows with wonders of happiness and peace. Give me the chance to prove to you, that Love actually takes two to manifest. come into my arms which are wide open and feel the passionate warmth of my embrace. Just as in all the books of Love. My kisses overflow with the deepest passion of everlasting desires. Desires not of lust,, nor of unquenching taste. But that of fullness,, completeness and fulfillment. I may be using too many big words here. or using figurative expressions in this sincere letter of mine. or even trying to make it look like a poem. But all in all, I just want to say one thing. I LOVE YOU LIKE I HAVE NEVER LOVED BEFORE This is a special letter, coming from a special person To another special person, on a special timing. I really want to be that special person in your life The one who will be your everything. Your man, your soul mate, your dream Your desires, your passion, your life. Your present, your future, your hope, Your love, your happiness, your peace. Your laughter, your inspiration, your joy. I want to be there for you always even when I am not there. I want to store my name and soul in your heart So that wherever you are ,there I will be also. After God, I want you to be next in my Life. I want you to want me and love me like I do. I want our feelings to be complementary to each other. All my wants and needs sum up to one thing. I want to have your love. Just give me the chance to be your man To be your one and only. To be everything you had ever wanted I don’t know how else to say this And this is becoming too plenty to be real. And not even a million scriptures with a million pages each are enough for me to express a negligible amount of how I need you and feel towards you; even if this is too voluminous to remember, Just remember one thing sweet heart, And that is……….. I LOVE YOU BABY.


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poems

poems of love 
poems of hate 
closing doors
 and clicking gates 

Gates of white 
Gates of blue
 all beg for something new
 
something new
  something old
 something saying lets be bold 

i  know you
 and i know something you 
would like to do 

 so take my hand 
and lets leave behind the seas
 and the sand
 
 fly to a new beginning 
leave all these people we watch 
sinning
 


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Here Is Gone

Ever thought of something so much
That when you wake up it just automatically
Crawls into your brain cells
Shoots them with laser beams
Until they explode 
And that’s the only thing you have left to think of
Because everything else is fried
Ever wish you could go back and change that night
Wish that you wouldn’t have left her side
That you would have just listened to your heart 
Instead of your gut
Instead of that little voice that echoes
In the back of your head
Ever wished that you wouldn’t be reading this poem
That everything could be like your dreams
Like a family who gets along
Like having a famous relative
Dreaming that you had a better life
More money to spend
More bass guitars to buy
Less drama
Then you find this special someone
Who you can really relate to
And you never want to let them go
But somehow they slip through your fingers
Then your life crumbles 
Falling down like the rain in a thunderstorm
Wishing you could change everything
But you just start over
And try to move on
And somehow end up at the beginning all over again



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Closer to You

I need what I thirst for
Her presence fulfills me
Quenches what I yearn for
She's with me all the time
I keep her on my mind
It's not enough; I need more.
Let my eyes engulf you,
Or make me blind;
My vision can't consume
Another flower
That isn't at full bloom.
And I do mean to sound rude
When I say,
There isn't a shape
With the same symmetry as you 
You laugh,
Am I a jester at heart
Silently playing a fool
Or do my demands bring a smile
And by inches,
bring me closer to you.


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paradise:lost


felt like i did before thats how i know i missed ya
if i could then i woulda grabbed ya hugged and kissed ya
bachelor for eternity missing the bigger picture
you i barely knew, appearing on every vista
i appreciate the support, but what i need is love
tho truth may hurt, better than all of the above
i trusted you cause you represent something ive never done,
who knew that two can prove to be better than one or
first in a place, never won a sum,
bygones gone and a couple of puns
we let the honey run till sweet enough touch
beat around the bush, no rush
it got hotter but the wetaher didnt change 
not a cloud in the sky or a drop of blame
no need for a why whenw e had an x
we gotta where we wanted then decided what next

no matter where i go 
over land and sea
id rather have you cause one is lonely 
keep me company
three not necessary
feels real comfy
has since february

february march april may june july august in a day
the longer we go the more we grow
feeling better each step of the way

if theres a problem we can talk and double check
nothing we cant solve with an embrace and kiss to the face or neck
i love you more than ode and penelope. maria odb
or lil kim and biggie
thank the gods we aint in a greek tragedy
or sometime before 19 sixty
for what is feminin
sent me to my questionin
i quickly collected evidence, respect
exactly what i expected, experiencing the extension
my seconds, perspective as my lessons
i remember when im stressing
to fit into my senses, lower my defenses
soothing if theres tenseness, leaving room for suggestion
did i mention that youre precious
a gift of personal appreciation, when we regard eachother
in highest celebration shared by lovers, so more than any i thank you
for willing to get as close as you do
i hope for you the complimentary is true
im sure if it wasnt we can talk it through its coo
right there is reason why i call you boo

no matter where i go 
over land and sea
id rather have you cause one is lonely 
keep me company
three not necessary
feels real comfy
has since february

february march april may june july august in a day
the longer we go the more we grow
feeling beter each step of the way


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A secret

I want to tell a secret my dear
I want to whisper it in your ear

I have kept it in my mind for a long time
To tell it to someone special in a rhyme

I wanted to tell but I felt shy
I was afraid you might make me cry

Everyone says it in their own way
Now it’s my turn to say it today

Come closer to listen to my words
Promise you won’t be scared like wild birds

I love you more than anything else
Without you my life will be like hells


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Starcrossed Tragedy

A Silent Night's Hunt for a Tigress so blunt, Left the Fiend dancing with my Thisbe's Cloack But where was She? Her Drenching blood is all I can see The Night of Sanguine, The Night of Rapture, Tonight was meant to be All Behold This Tragedy ran by Dark Energy, My Lost Lover's Plea A seed of what is to come, In this starcrossed Tragedy, For I can not live without you, My Pyramus, All I need, My reason to Breathe One sight of me bleeding away from reality, started this tragedy and with me It shall Grow The Pain wasn't enough for me, To Live on with me Love without consequence, The Damned Saint, The Angelic Demon The Darkness of the Sea, Carries away with me, In this Starcrossed Tragedy A Star traveling across the moonless Night Sky, In the mid-summer of Verona, Fell from her glorious light, I have lost my guide, My need for Life Every balcony I'll climb for you, Just to Caress you once more But now it is too Late, My Juilet Let the Poison Fill me My Body dyed In silence, Dipped in Paralysis, Forging the Will of God, Feigning the Clutches of Death, My Romeo I prithee to you, See past The Illusion, Caught in the Webs of Love's delusion A Dagger reached my heart once To see you martyr for our love A Dagger reached my heart twice The Pain wasn't enough for me, To Live on with me Love without consequence, The Damned Saint, The Angelic Demon The Darkness of the Sea, Carries away with me, In this Starcrossed Tragedy Once the Morning Retired from her weeping The sun shined into her eyes, then his Lifeless, their dream will live on Every Petal will be Avenged The Pain wasn't enough for me, To Live on with me Love without consequence, The Damned Saint, The Angelic Demon The Darkness of the Sea, Carries away with me, In this Starcrossed Tragedy


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-------------------------The Soul I Sold------------


If I seem down forgive me Frowns I carry around live in me When I break you see right through me GIVE BACK THE SOUL I SOLD... The hurt I’ve learned brews in me GIVE BACK THE SOUL I SOLD... Your words so true renew me If only you'd re-design me Take time rewind refine me Recreate the mold without lies I’ve told... GIVE BACK THE SOUL I SOLD... The hurt I’ve learned brews in me GIVE BACK THE SOUL I SOLD....


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Lea

What happened to us? Did it just take one night?
How does a beautiful friendship turn into mistrust and fights?
Everyone was against us. Did our love make us blind?
We seemed to be winning the race, and now we're so far behind.
I love you. I love you! Me and you, It's my life.
If money didn't matter, I would make you my wife.
Nothing makes me happier then to see a smile on your face.
I love your style, your car, your taste, and your place.
It's home to me, baby. You invited me into your world.
My angel, my treasure, my dream, and my girl.
The one I held close at night and hung out with all day.
The one I fought for her rights, the one who took my breath away.
We've had our ups, we've had our downs, and if this you happen to read,
I want you to know that I love you. Lea, it's you that I need!


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Man with sorrow

A risky side
A twisted mind 
He's a man with sorrow 
He's a man on his own
I know your secrets
I see you losing control

I want you back
Oh I want you back home
*Chorus*:
To kill your sore
To purify your soul 
But not a glimmer of hope
And not a glimmer of joy
 

You walk with a frozen heart
Making it hard for me 
To leave you alone 
 
Your nonsensical twist
Makes me shiver inside 
 
The more mysterious he gets
The more attractive it gets 
 
Chorus:
But not a glimmer of hope
Not a glimmer of joy 
(2x) 
 
Your fatal deadly thoughts
Make me scream for more
 
I can never show, how much my love
For you was strong 
But you're the one I blame
 
I'm craving on saving you
So I can slay you on my own
 
I try to forget,
But I find myself with regrets 
 
You looked at me and said it straight
With no circles to spin
Baby turning the page,
Will lead us nowhere...
 
But not a glimmer of hope 
Nor a glimmer of joy 
I know your secrets 
I see losing control 
You're the one I blame
You're the one I crave.

**please feel free to correct and comment! :) ** MS-


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Feelings

                                            



                                                Feelings

                                   How you make me feel
                                        I feel no pain
                                 Your laugh makes me smile
                                 Your voice gives me butterflies
                                        I know it's not hate
                                 It's not I like and it's to early to say love
                               Yet the reality of you is better thin a dream

                                                 Jay Johnson


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What The

Being afraid of me is your cage
Nobody expected my rage

With my actions so unclear
The meanings are not here

I've only to regain again
What is lost now and then

Not to be more unclear
I hope to meet again dear

This I trust must not last
Or we could be a thing of the past

Come away and pull me home
I never really meant to roam

Still your my one true hope in life
Being more than this loving strife 

Being afraid of me is your cage
Nobody could expect my rage


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Mesmerized

You’ll never know how much you speak to me I just can’t fathom the beauty that I see Your heart goes out in everything you do Your mind spews rain of music so true I am lost in the light of your unimpeachable words Everything around me, in me, feels so damn absurd I futilely try and fight a battle never won And realize that I am already gone Ooooh I am mesmerized Oh, I can’t be surprised That I am mesmerized You can see it in my eyes Am I blushing? Am I rushing this through? Are you laughing? Oh damn, he knows it’s true I am mesmerized Oh, I can’t be surprised Oh so mesmerized He can see it in my eyes Knowing you’re far from mine You’re words still stop all time Because you’re so damn sublime You’re simply out of this world So just get out of my mind! Oh! I’m mesmerized…. If there was a way inside your mind There still wouldn’t be me to find You’re moving so blasted fast And I just can’t reach the mask Man, it seems so useless, to try and make you see That I want you beyond all reason, knowing it can never be As you thrill the crowd, as you kiss the girl I’ll just stare at your pictures, wishing I was her Ooooh I am mesmerized Oh, I can’t be surprised That I am mesmerized You can see it in my eyes Am I blushing? Am I rushing this through? Are you laughing? Oh damn, he knows it’s true I am mesmerized Oh, I can’t be surprised Oh so mesmerized He can see it in my eyes Knowing you’re far from mine You’re words still stop all time Because you’re so damn sublime You’re simply out of this world So just get out of my mind! So lost, so gone, this war was never won Mesmerized
* Dedicated to the singer Anthony Snape, And...a secret person that no one shall know about! Muahahaha! (except Becca)


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When I hold your hand

When I hold your hand
I know its true
your love for me
has truly grew
from a hill to a 
mountain
your the only one
I can count on
to be there when times
are lonely
in all your sweet
kisses and hugs, you
have shown me
your love is my treasure
and we can stand strong
through any weather
as turtle doves,
we fly together forever
when I hold your hand


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Something Like You

Something like a love song
Crossed my mind,
Sang to my soul,
Made my heart fly.

Something like a daydream
Drove me wild
Had me on cloud nine
Free like a child.

Something like a miracle
Hit me hard
Had me jumping and skipping.
I was touching the stars.

Something like a love story
Took my by surprise
Feeling like I won the lotto
Gave me butterflies.

Something like a love song
Played softly to my heart beat
Its all your fault
And I'm swept off my feet.


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There are words that show feelings

There are words that show feelings,
Some words express different thoughts,
Some words transform us all,
They touch the deep of our souls...
There are magic words: sweet ones,
Simple ones, but powerful...
Some words have ambrosia flavor,
Some ones - roses smell and color...
There are words - finally -
That bring us hope and peace...
Amongst all words, however, my choice goes
To those that mix innocence
With a lot of passion and so much desire…
The sweetest, that I very much like,
The words I more eagerly enjoy, 
I Love You, You and me are ment to be together.


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You Are the One

She lays in his arms
he asks her what's wrong
the silence you keep
and the smile you fake
I know that something's on your mind
She says i don't understand
how someone like you
could love me the way you do
and he says

You are the one
that makes my heart beat 
that completes me
never look down upon your soul
you are the one
that makes my hands shake 
you're my whole life babe
you make me feel so whole
so don't underestimate 
what you do for a wounded soul
I looked everywhere for someone to save me 
and finally 
you are the one

they sit down for dinner 
he says it's been so long since we've been together
and there's something that I have to say
he gets on one knee and pulls out a ring
I cant't imagine why you're here to this day
but I hope there is not coming our way
and she says

You are the one
that makes my heart beat 
that completes me
never look down upon your soul
you are the one
that makes my hands shake 
you're my whole life babe
you make me feel so whole
so don't underestimate 
what you do for a wounded soul
I looked everywhere for someone to save me 
and finally 
you are the one

the preacher speaks
God's words does he say
Faith has brought us to this day
they look in each others eyes
and only they can see

You are the one
that makes my heart beat 
that completes me
never look down upon your soul
you are the one
that makes my hands shake 
you're my whole life babe
you make me feel so whole
so don't underestimate 
what you do for a wounded soul
I looked everywhere for someone to save me 
and finally 
you are the one

no one else was there for me
no one else stopped my heart form bleding
only you can make me feel this way
only you can find my true smile
among the hopeless and the broken
you are the one that saved me from it all

you are the one
that makes my heart beat  
that completes me
never look down upon your soul
I looked everywhere
for someone to save me
and finally
you are the one

thank everything 
In this beautiful world
That made for me
you were there for me
you are the one


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Well I'm Sorry Baby

I'm here to tell you, if a man lay a hand on you, it's not love.
So don't you dare think it, it's time to move on and find you a new home. 
But if you  decide to take him back, expect for the worse.
Get ready for the apologizing and this is how it's gone go.
 
Well I'm sorry baby, it's not gonna happen again, 
he will say that he is going to change, 
so can we get back together again
 
Then he will do the same thing again if u take him back.
He will make you pay for doing that.
You may say to yourself that you love him.
But he don't love you too, so do what's best and let him loose.
You may not take my advice, your mother advice or your father advice.
So you are saying you rather fight,  but it is not really fighting when he is only hitting you
And leaving bruises all over you.
Then you will hear the same thing all over again
 
Well I'm sorry baby, it's not gonna happen again, 
he will say that he is going to change, 
so can we get back together again
 
Most likely you will take him back again
Because you do love him, but the sad thing about it, he does the same thing all over again
Your life is still full of hearthache and pain
He puts you in the hosoital this time
You still belive he hasn't commented a crime.  
Your family talks to you about it, and the police do too
You say you rather not file charges. and your family says he don't love you
But you still believes he do
So he shows up at the hospital and says the same thing again
 
Well I'm sorry baby, it's not gonna happen again, 
he will say that he is going to change, 
so can we get back together again
 
But again you take him back, at first he real  sweet and nice.
He takes you out to dinner, and tells you sweet things in you ear.
What he doesn't know you really don't want him near.  
Then down drops a tear, you ask him do he love you?
He just sits therer with starer.  
Then he says I do love you, more then life itself.  
He reaches over to kiss you.
You move back with fear.
He says come on we're going home dear.  
Then when yall reach the house, he hits you in the mouth.  
Sop then he knocks you to the floor.  
Then you say, "No More"
You get up and run to the closet, and pull out a gun. 
You point it at him. and told him to get back
You say that you are leaving, and your not coming back
He says you're not leaving, and charge you with force.  
Which we all know it wasn't, you will charged with murder one, and tell me what for
What did he ever do for you , but not love you 


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Crush

I yearn for the way 
you look at me
my cheeks, and how
easily they flush
at the very hint
of your smile
I can't help but blush
you soft caress
across my cheek
makes my knees weak
the whole world
hold us in a hush
I wonder if this be
love or lust?


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Lettin' go

Lettin’ go




I am here in my present
(Leaving behind my past)

I am hurting and I am a human being 

I long to be loved by a good man

I am a beautiful black ‘chocolate’ full figured woman I wear a 42-44D bra and am something like 210 pounds

Love me or Hate me; either way I am goin’ to love me so if you accept me and love me that’s good but if you hate then go on and hate me


Details | I do not know? | |

Lost love but I want u back

Lost love, I lost love you lost love and were both hurting. Let's just be like forget it and give up. But no I will life u and I the best I can. I lost u but I love you more then anything in this world. I'm not over you. You changed my life and I gave up on us i love you still I hope u see this and see how much u many to me. I love you and our lost love.


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By Feeling

She sits down beside him
Grabbing his hand softly
He looks up into her eyes
She looks back into his
Her face sparkling in the moonlight
Her hair glowing
She grips his hand tighter 
Pulling his hand to her chest
Above her heart
She places her hand on his
Holding his hand firmly
As she smiles
He leans in closer to her face
She leans in a little closer
Their lips touch
Both of there eyes closed
Her cheeks turn red
His hands shake
He lays his hand upon her cheek
Pulling her in for more then a kiss
As she lets him
Both happy
Unharmed
Wanted

These days I have noticed
People only show there love by words
By gifts
I have a women in my life
I would like to show her love
By more then just a word
Something that can carry on forever
I want to teach her that forever 
Is more then just a word
I want to keep that promise
If the world had more 
Love by feeling
Than love by word
Then maybe there wouldn't
Be so much confusion



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loves perception

my eyes are closed, 
now i perceive her 
so blindness i crave, 
 rather losing her sight naive 
  
my thoughts blunder, 
truly conscious of her, 
fool i prefer to stay, 
if wisdom cost her 
  
my feelings meet no bounds, 
but in her they all subdue, 
love restless so be, 
to be content only within her 
  
my actions  make no sense 
in her happiness i am comfortable
clown i prefer to be label 
than see her eyes in tear 
  
my words fail to capture, 
her tender beautiful feature, 
i rather wait as a mute spectator
as beauty beg to be define by her 
  
my time live frozen, 
warmth in her as i cuddle, 
i prefer to die here, 
rather from her arms far 
  
death will play foul, 
but our soul in timeless mould, 
as union of true lovers be crowned 
poems of our passion be written down

...rAHUL


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Without You (Song)

Daylight fade,
Burning through my eyes,
She walked out of my life
Again, I'm feeling low,
One more time girl here we go,
Now I'm falling, a final time,
Wish the sunlight didn't shine

It's getting critical
But girl I just can't help it,
I'm feeling miserable
Without you I'm so helpless,
I can't even sleep
Don't want to be, without you,
It's getting hard to breathe,
There is no me, without you,

And baby I try and try
to let you go,
The more I fight,
The more I know,
There's nothing in this life,
I want to do,
Without you,

Passing days,
I try to ease my mind,
I want make it this time,
because, she's really gone,
Lying here I'm all alone,
with nothing, to comfort me,
I'm hanging on to memories,

It's getting critical
But girl I just can't help it,
I'm feeling miserable
Without you I'm so helpless,
I can't even sleep
Don't want to be, without you,
It's getting hard to breathe,
There is no me, without you,


And baby I try and try
to let you go,
The more I fight,
The more I know,
There's nothing in this life,
I want to do,
Without you,

It's getting critical,
Girl I just can't help it,

There's nothing
in this life,
I want to do,
Without you


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God gave me you

Love's undeniable journey 
explores all life,touches an 
amazing earth only you and
I can share between time.


All ups n' downs come with
Fortune n' price, but together
We will shatter a mountain of
Rock.

A place we can go hide closely 
cuddled cave, against the 
Closure of your misled arms,
Wrapped tightly around a spin
Of Saturn's that ring me.

As Pluto's fire, breaks guard 
closer to the sun.....Where GOD 
GAVE ME YOU] And an UNchained 
melody to sing.


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Stand And Wait- A Song

This is where my heart is,
This is where it beats,
Singing a song  
Every moment we meet.

This is my life,
Where you're my star,
Glittering and shinning,
But always so far.

Out of my reach,
Making me cry,
Forever and ever,
Looking at the sky.

I can't go near you,
I just might burn.
Being hurt is something 
I wish I never did learn......

PRE-CHORUS
(But I know.....
That one day.....
It will show .......
And I'll be okay.....)

CHORUS 
(This is where my heart is
This is where it beats,
I know you have one,
Held back by the heat.

I've watched you rise,
I've watched you fall,
Don't you know 
I've seen it all.

I could be your plasma,
I could be your flame,
God only knows I'm the only one 
Who can recall your name.

I won't let you go,
You may only feel hate,
But as long as you're here,
I'll just stand and wait.....)

You met a girl,
she seemed so sweat,
Little did you know it was your heart,
That she liked to eat.

I watched your hurt,
I seen your pain,
The flames surround you
Like a lion's mane.

If only she could see,
The things I can,
She'd never ever,
Say you couldn't be her man.

I feel so bad,
But you have to learn,
if you let down the flames 
No one else could be burned.

PRE CHORUS

CHORUS

One day you'll let down all the flames,
So I can see you,
Cause baby you know,
I'm in love with you....

Oh, Cause

CHORUS X3

I'll just stand and wait....
Until you come,
I'll.... just stand and wait.


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I'll Stand By You

To my best friend, JAM… I know you’re tired and your soul is weary; twenty three hours 
Of each day you’re alone and in that cell. But be strong and know that you’re really not alone
If you could only look at it, this way..alone, away from the others, you are safe..away from
Deeper trouble..soon you’ll be going home.  Although my heart is heavy,
 I am sure your cross is far heavier than mine. I tried to find a song that would tell you that 
you are loved and I chose this  Please read these words to this song, 
“I’ll stand By You” by The Pretenders
Written by HYNDE, CHRISSIE/KELLY, TOMSTEINBERG, William E/
They don’t play it often on radio stations anymore, so I’m posting the lyrics instead.


Oh, why you look so sad, the tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now, and don’t be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through, ‘cause I’ve seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you, you don’t know what to do
Nothing you confess could make me love you less.

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you, won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

So if you’re mad, get mad, don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey there, what you got to hide?
I get angry too, well, I’m a lot like you
When you’re standing at the cross roads
And you don’t know which path to choose
Let me come along, ‘cause even if your’re wrong
I’ll stand by you

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you, won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Even to your darkest hour, and I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you
And when, when the night falls on you, baby
You’re feeling all alone, you’re wandering on your own
I’ll stand by you…………


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I Aim (Song)

Staring at shadows,
Squeezing my pillow,
Trying to forget 
you are gone,
Refuse to let go of,
The faint taste of true love,
Your presence
is lingering on,

Since you walked 
away from me
I cannot bear
to see the day,
The waking sunlight
through my window
Takes your
memory away,
 
If I could
see you again
I'd say..
For you,
I Aim,

I aim to be
I aim to see
The day your love
once again belongs to me,
Since you left,
I'm just not the same,
because its for your love
I Aim

The friends 
who still know me
Know
 I'm fading slowly
Baby, I'm not 
doing too well,
Each day 
as I'm waking
For you I'm waiting,
Loving you
 and no one else,

When I, wake up 
in the morning,
All I feel 
is empty space,
Each second 
I spend breathing,
is me thinking
 of your face,

If I could
see you again
I'd say..
For you,
I Aim,

I aim to be
I aim to see
The day your love
once again belongs to me,
Since you left,
I'm just not the same,
because its for your love
I Aim


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Stay Faithful or Stay Single

Once upon a time there was a girl,
who loved a guy with all her heart and soul .

For her, he meant the world,
For him, she meant just someone, of whom he was the world.

She would wait  for his call and messages all day long,
while he was busy texting other girls,
and had always some excuse, to cover his fault.

She tried her best to make this long distance relationship work,
He always had a side plan to use this as an excuse.

She felt being ignored,
But he always lured her with his talks.

She decided to let things go,
But he never let that happen - she was meant to be a side option.

Finally she decided it was enough,
closing the eyes won't change the truth,
Maybe it was meant to happen,
and its high time that she realizes, it was nothing more than a bluff !

She took charge and control,
being a dumb girl was past,
Now she's a changed girl with a strong heart and soul.

For all those looser's who treat their girl badly and make her cry,
You don't deserve her, or any other girl
But just someone who'll make him cry and hurt the very same way !

Stay Faithful or Stay Single !


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Blurry

Everything is so perfect
You can not dream of anything more
Things start feeling different
You start hearing things
Your drowning in your thoughts
People shove it back in your face
Empty promises
Broken hearts
Everyone has a path they must follow
If you want to make your own path
By all means go ahead
Let me know how you feel 
They take everything away from you
All you gave to them
Meant nothing
You received nothing in return
Love is a give take relationship
You get angry
So will the other person
You dished it out so take it
Everyone showed you where to turn
Everyone told you when to run
You stayed
Now who can you blame but yourself
You gave them a chance to prove themselves
It got you no where
Only the same place you have been stuck in for days
Every one is fake
No one is real
Everything is so blurry
You sure you can still make out your own ending?
Bury yourself in those thoughts and their lies?
By all means go ahead
No one will come and dig you up
They will only finish you off 
Putting a head stone on your grave


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Meet Me At The Gates

Standing across from damien
whom had been his lover for yea
He takes his heart out of his chest
And places it in Damiens hands
Kurt says "this heart belongs to you"
He askes Damien "do you want it?"
Damien places Kurts heart in his hands
"i dont"
Kurt throws it to the ground and stomps on it
Looking down at his crumpled heart a tear 
Falls from his cheek
He starts walking away
He falls to his knees
Like suffocating
Damien runs over to him
But is blocked by a black mist
Damien stands there whispering
"Kurt come back"
Kurt stands up and places his heart
Into Damiens pocket
As Kurt turns and walks away
The sky opens up
And kurt rises to the clouds
A few years later Damien joins him up at the gates


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MY RAINBOW LOVE

MY LIFE IS LIKE A RAINING TIME
    YOU CAME LIKE A RAINBOW AND SUBLIMED
IN MY TREASURED BOOK CALLED LIFE
    YOU FILLED THE PAGES WITH COLOURS
THE TIMES YOU SAW ME
    YOU COLOURED IT VIOLET
THE TIMES YOU SAID I LOVE YOU
     YOU COLOURED IT INDIGO
THE TIMES YOU MADE ME BRACED ME
    YOU COLOURED IT BLUE
THE TIMES YOU MADE ME HAPPY
    YOU COLOURED IT GREEN
THE TIMES YOU GIFTED ME
    YOU COLOURED IT YELLOW
THE TIMES YOU KISSED ME
    YOU COLOURED IT ORANGE
THE TIMES YOU SOLVE MY PROBLEMS 
    YOU COLOURED IT RED
THE COLOURS WERE GIVEN BY YOU
    AND NOW IT FOLLOWS YOU
TODAY ONLY ONE COLOUR IS LEFT  IN MY BOOK OF LIFE
   IT IS NONE OTHER THAN BLACK AS YOU ARE NOT MINE
IF YOU STAY FROM ME IT'S ALWAYS PLAIN
    I NEED MY COLOURFUL BOOK AGAIN


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Is She The One?

Is she the one my dream come true
The one that makes me whole.
Throughout the end of time
I'd give my heart and soul. 
Is she the one with qualities to endure the test of time.
Her unexpected stare 
sends shivers up my spine.
And gives me butterflies inside
Is she the one I can't decide
That always keeps me satisfied
My mind is left preoccupied
You have ignited every flame
Within my beating heart.
Now far from you I cannot part.
Is she the one my sweetheart
the angel in my life.
For you I'd walk a thousand miles
The toughest ride you've made worthwhile
I've looked beyond your hazel eyes
Your every glimpse, your every smile
In love we've deeply intertwine
Is she the one who will be there
to catch me when I fall.
That picture perfect puzzle 
To you I give my all.
Is she the one 
Well better yet she 's got the hooks on me.
The fear of losing her is deeper than the sea.





©RashanaKing2010


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Alive

Have you ever noticed how a paint brush dries out
After two minutes of just sitting there?
Kind of like how you have been drawing for 10 
years and all of a sudden you forget how to
You lost all your techniques
And you move on and find something better
like the lyrics you used to write in school
Thinking one day you'll sing them to the world
And when you finally get a band together
Someone got grounded and everything falls apart
like that time when you did drugs
Thinking it would solve your problems
But it just made them worse
Like a friend
Telling you how to live your life
And tell you what you should and should not do
Its like the first time you felt alive
Holding her hand and being close to her
Then she goes away
And you are forced start all over again
without her


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Best Thing I Ever Had

When I get to Louisiana, 
just a mile or more to go.
Yes, when I get to Louisiana, 
just a mile or more to go, 
Lord, you know i'll be alright
once I hit that station floor.

They say he's in New Orleans 
doing his best to survive.
They say he's in New Orleans 
doing his best to survive.
I'll be in New Orleans just
as it's turning five, 

That man was the best thing-
yes, best thing I ever had.
That man was the best thing-
yes, best thing I ever had.
Lord knows when I see him it will
make my heart feel glad.

When we're pulling in the station, 
Lord I'll be headed for that door.
Yes, when we're pulling in the station 
I'll be headed for that door.
You know I just can't wait until 
I hit that station floor.

That man was the best thing-
yes, best thing I ever had.
That man was the best thing-
yes best thing I ever had.
Lord knows when I see him it will 
make my heart feel glad.



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Thunderstorm

You’re a thunderstorm
Always coming on strong and coming on fast
I wanna hold you baby
But, baby how long can that really last?
Can I tame your heart?
Do I even wanna to try?
That would mean changing you
And if you changed, then I would die

You see…
It’s like chasing lightning 
And trying to hold tight
If you’d just let me, baby
Then maybe, baby, I might
Oh yeah, 
But there’s 
No holding 
Onto lightning
Tonight

You’re a hurricane force
Always building up speed and running around
I wanna stop you baby
Or at least, somehow, try to slow you down
But, can I stop that rain?
Do I even wanna to try?
I’d be going against your nature
And that would make me die

You see…
It’s like chasing lightning 
And trying to hold tight
If you’d just let me, baby
Then maybe, baby, I might
Oh yeah, 
But there’s 
No holding 
Onto lightning
Tonight

I gotta let you run your course
can’t ever try to stop your force
Cause, baby, if I were to even try
I’d stop what makes you, you and baby I would die

You see…
It’s like chasing lightning 
And trying to hold tight
If you’d just let me, baby
Then maybe, baby, I might
Oh yeah, 
But there’s 
No holding 
Onto lightning
Tonight


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Boyfriend

This was not what I planed
It was never my intention
I went to see a concert with my friend
Along with his cute cousin

This is not something I’m used to
But I went to take you for a run
My amazement for you
Caught your attention

Yes I do know your name
I love you to death
You are my experimental gain
Relax, its human nature

It’s not what nice boys do
But we’re not all good
In fact we’re quite wicked
It’s hard to behave

Parents say that’s so wrong
Wrong to love someone
Someone who is gay
Gay is what I am   


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I like your love

I like your love
It's pure, it's innocent
and I don't think I've seen this before

You replenish my reserves before it's necessary 
you lift my wings up and 
make me superior to my adversary 
Creatively providing the exact amount of 
what I need to go another day
I like your love
and for as long as you'll have me I'll stay

You make me comfortable in my space
What she share cannot be replaced
with any other type of love
be it artificial or tainted or lustfully blatant 
Those illusions don't exist because
we found this love and we claimed it

I cherish those nights when I scratch your head
When you sit between my thighs and I twist your dreads
We become an us that is so pure
that the spring waters question the purity of it's source
I like your love - it's a divine force


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In The Bucket

Written March 21, 2013


Feel the slim slow slider
The leather seat behind her
Where the innocent crack
And the kids keep coming back
For flashing lights and heart attacks

Feel the slim slow slider
In the midnight rider
Where the loveless greet with fleeting feet
Say come on down and take a seat
Beside the boy who smells so sweet

Oh slim slow slider
Hear the echo of the fire
That forever burns inside her
Cracklin' songs as embers fall
You would have thought they had it all

Feel the slim slow slider
Remove material attire
Smooth hands caress what I possess
Ain't no better way to de-stress
Than in the bucket under duress


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The Freaks Come Out At Night

Written December 29, 2013


You don't see me
You see her silhouetted by the vapor
My hands all over
She's an introverted now and later

You can build a wall
Before you fall
But I'd give up
When the wall will fall
I'll be waiting here
Plein de plaisir

In your snatch fits pleasure
Broom-shaped pleasure, even better
Like politicians
Spilling oil on the wonderland

The sun will fall
The moon will rise, the freaks come out at night
Native tongues and foreign lands
Leave me handcuffed to the night stand

You can build a wall
Before you fall
But I'd give up
When the wall will fall
I'll be waiting here
Plein de plaisir


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The Song of Edrei

He’s a tall man who’s young and mysterious
His heart was naïve, so infantile and curious
Never been in love and haven’t feel loved
Until one woman came and taught him true love

She was lovely, no man could say no
He’s starting to like her but she didn't know
With her pretty face and soul, she got it all
Made young boy’s heart slowly fall

Until one day a confession was made
Told her his feelings and hopes she feels the same
The response was that she feels the same too
But to go for a relationship she’s not allowed to

Said she loves him but can’t be with him
Afraid of what her family might do to him
But boy’s love for her was so strong
He will carry it with him all along

That’s true love is, nothing can hinder
He’s going to wait and fight till forever
He’ll wait until the time is ready
And that’s what true love is for Edrei.


-For my bestfriend Edrei ^^ This is the story of his "love life" 


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WHEN YOUR GONE

They say home is where the heart is but for me that isn’t true
Because my heart is out there somewhere,
Riding along with you…… 
When you’re gone.

Well every now and then you’re on the road again
But I know I have the strength within to carry on
Because my love for you is strong and I know that you won’t be gone that long.
Well I can’t wait for you to come home, cause home is where you belong
And I know you left your heart for me to hold when you are gone……..

So when you’re gone……
I won’t disappoint you,
When you’re gone……..
I won’t let you down,
And when you’re gone…….. 
I promise to you baby,
I’ll never fool around……..
When you’re gone…….

They say absence makes the heart grow fonder
For me I know that isn’t true, cause I don’t think I could love you more,
More than I already do…..
When you’re gone……

Well every now and then you’re on the road again
But I know I have the strength within to carry on
Because my love for you is strong and I know that you won’t be gone that long.
Well I can’t wait for you to come home, cause home is where you belong
And I know you left your heart for me to hold when you are gone……..

So when you’re gone……
I won’t disappoint you,
When you’re gone……..
I won’t let you down,
And when you’re gone…….. 
I promise to you baby,
I’ll never fool around……..
When you’re gone…….

They say our hearts come together, a little at a time
And one of these days you’re going to be, right hereby my side,
And I’ll wait for you every morning, morning, noon and night…….
When you’re gone……..

Well every now and then you’re on the road again
But I know I have the strength within to carry on
Because my love for you is strong and I know that you won’t be gone that long.
Well I can’t wait for you to come home, cause home is where you belong
And I know you left your heart for me to hold when you are gone……..

So when you’re gone……
I won’t disappoint you,
When you’re gone……..
I won’t let you down,
And when you’re gone…….. 
I promise to you baby,
I’ll never fool around……..
When you’re gone…….

They say home is where your heart is but for me that isn’t true
Because my heart is out there somewhere, riding along with you…….
When you’re gone…………


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I Am Just Not Sure Anymore

I am just not sure anymore
If your the one for me
I am just not sure anymore
And I need to be free

I want to find the door that lead me back here
I need to get out before you break my heart dear
I loved you once and held your heart near
I now know I need to fly out of here

I am just not sure anymore
If your love is ture
I am just not sure anymore
That I can trust you

You want to controll me not hold me tight
You need to own me all we do is fight
You loved me only when for you it was right
You don't know how to let in the light

I am just not sure anymore 
Where your heart lies
Iam just not sure anymore
If you even hear my cries

I want to tell you how i feel inside
I need to shine not to hide
I loved it when we started this wild ride
I now know you don't want to be buy my side

I am just not sure anymore
If this is where I belong
Iam just not sure anymore
If your heart is my home


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Heartache

My heart aches for the love I deserve
I cry for this one I love
but I lack the nerve

I know not what to do
i know not where to go
but this fact I do know
I love with all my heart  and soul

I love with every part of me
for this reason, I'll challenge destiny
My future holds my secret reality
I have opened my heart for all to see.


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im yours

Ever feel like your world is crashing right before your eyes?

Everyone is just in a still mode

you go up to speak to them

And they just stand there

Not saying a word

not even blinking

Like your world has frozen

I'm your pain when you can't feel

I'm your eyes when you must kill

I'm your voice when you must lie

I'm the fear that fills your brain

I'm yours when the world falls apart

I'm the sadness when you are depressed

I'm the numbness when you can't heal

I'm the sharpness of the blade in which u cut

I'm the bullet that pierces your heart

I'm yours when your world has fallen apart.




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Atrocious Nightmares

When you fall asleep
That's when it starts
Explosions and screams
Terrorize your heart

As your panic grows
The blood flows
Through the streets
Atrocious nightmares
Never leave you alone

When you fall asleep
A bundle of Love
My cradle of sweet

I want to be the one
I have to be the one

Baby, let me be the sponge
Absorbs all your pain
Arms
Wrapped around you
Protects you again

Baby, let me be the rope
Saves you from a fall
Daddy
Standing by you
Giving it his all

When you fall asleep 
That's when it begins
Hysteria and mayhem
Spread 'neath your skin

As your fear mounts
The dead body counts
Jump like wounded beasts
Atrocious nightmares
Never leave you alone

When you fall asleep
A bundle of love
My cradle of sweet

I want to be the one
I have to be the one

Baby, let me be the sponge
Absorbs all your pain
Arms
Wrapped around you
Protects you again

Baby, let me be the rope
Saves you from a fall
Daddy
Standing by you
Giving it his all

I want to be the one
I have to be the one
Don't you see?

I'm the one.


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Can You Be Mine

She's marking my direction,
It's her that I see,
And there's nothing I can say or do,
She's struting down the street,
With fire in her feet,
And I'm thinking I should make a move,

No steps I heard,
She glides like a bird,
And her eyes sparked a perfect blue,
Her voice blew like the trees,
I fell to my knees,
As she said how do you do,

(chorus): 2x
I said, can you be mine,
Can you be mine,
I said, Can you be mine,
Love me forever and more,

Her eyes opened wide,
As though she was surprised,
She didn't know what to say,
She grabbed a pen and wrote down her number,
Before I asked her for her name,
She said her name was Lisa,
I said so nice to meet ya,
This girl, was playin heard to get,

I said I know you've been hurt in the past,
But you won't be hurt this time,
Her hair was so soft and beautiful,
So I told her not to pay a dime,

(Chorus): 3x

(Bridge)
Talking:
(I love the way you movin ya body, baby)
(I got so excited, baby)
(That's the way, you got me, you got me)


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I Guess I Was Only Dreaming

It all starts with small bites on your shoulder...

You slowly turn and face me
you smile and laugh
your warm hands gently
tough my hair and back

You pull my body closely to yours...

I close my eyes and to my heart
I say "Stop beating fast."
I feel my lips slowly part
and then yours at last

Never have I been kissed so passionately...

For a moment I felt warmth
and my world grew quiet
I then open my eyes
and my dream came to and end


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Cernunnos

Go - Take me away from home
Go - To only you I am bound
Go - Show me magic unknown
Go - My whispered tears you have found
Go - With only you could I elope

Breathe - Can you not see
Breathe - You said some words are swift
Breathe - Stay in this dream
Breathe - As we drift
Breathe - My true love is with me

Wait - By me your soul is laid
Wait - You're beyond time
Wait - My heart you have already claimed
Wait -  Archon of sublime
Wait - To You, Cernunnos do I donate all praise


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I'm Happy You Left Me

I remember early morning,
you're standing in front of my door.
Waiting on me to start the word,
But silence hinder to break the noise.

You said goodbye to me,
How happy I am free!
You'd think life will be a mess,
I sing it with birds on trees.

I'm happy you left me,
I always wanted you to go.
Cos my life turned to pieces,
When someone like you broke my soul.

Why only now that sun is peak--
When life is nigh to leave your keys.
If  you think you  broke my bones,
Thank you for makin' me strong!


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Ferris Wheel

You keep my head spinning around.
You never take my hand anymore.
You always try to bring me down,
and ruin my dreams I have in store.
Guilt is written all over your face.
I'm not sure I really understand.
You're not staying with me another day.
I can find myself a real good man.
Don't keep me riding your ferris wheel.
This heart of mine is hard to heal.
Some things you do just don't seem real.
Don't keep me riding your ferris wheel.
Why do you keep wasting my time?
I'm tired of your little white lies.
Your sad song alliby.
Your messing around withy my mind.
Yeah! The rain is falling down.
But I assure you it won't be my tears hit the ground.
I'll stop the wheel from spinning around.
You'll get what you deserve.
I won't be second best to her.
Don't keep me riding your ferris wheel.
This heart of mine is hard to heal.
Some things you do just don't seem real.
I'm not riding your ferris wheel.


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Unsuspecting Victim

Four teenagers 
Paige
Matt
Kevin
Kat

Backgrounds-
Paige- psychic, can see and talk to the dead, has demons who come to her for help
Matt- Has demons attachted to him, dating paige
Kevin- A Nerd from school, intersted in pot
Kat- Training psychic, paiges best friend, dating kevin

Prom Night- 2011

Sitting in the car positioning themselves
into a compfy spot
Matt sits in the driving seat
Paige in the passenger seat
Kat and Kevin in the back seat
Kat laying on Kevins shoulder
All of them latch there seat belts
Driving unto the road to go to after prom
Paige sees someone
Someone no oe else can see but her
Sitting right beside her is her (demon but almost human ghost) friend
He whispers "i can try to keep you save from everything, but i cant make a promise)
She looks down at Matts foot
Holding unto the break peddal is one of Matts demons
The demon breaks the pedal and has one hand into the engine of the car
A car coming up behind them
Trying to pass them
Matt decides to make it difficult for them to pass
As he does he tries to hit the breaks
And they didnt work
They drive into the ditch 
Trying not to hit the other car infront of them
Flipping a few times as they land with all the tires on the ground and the 
Top of the car towards the sky
Paige lays on the windsheild her head cut by the glass
She looks  at her self
She sees her body laying there looking up at Matt as he smirks to her
His eyes turn black and he smirks again
Paiges ghost friend opens the door and pushes her out
Far from the car
She now lays close to the road
She watches the car as it rolls off the hill
Flipping it again, also looking down at her lifeless body
She sees Matts demon again

The Night After

Paige was rushed to the hospital
Matt, Kevin and Kat left with only bruises and a few cuts
Paiges brain was internally bleeding
She stands in the hospital 
Outside of her body
Standing looking at her ghost friend
He ssays to her "as much as i want you to be here with me, your family needs you in your other life"
She wakes up a few hours later, in her body, and getting better


Details | Ballad | |

Time to Add More Love

The world's just not the same
This empire in decline
Roses don't smell as sweet
Only grow half their size

And I say....

Baby, doesn't it make you feel sad inside?

And I say...

Baby, doesn't it make you want to cry?

Let's protect ourselves 
From the coming flood
Won't need no bullets
Just our shield of love

Let's protect ourselves
From the coming storm
Won't need no raincoats
While love keeps us warm

Time to put more wood
On the dying fire
Of hope

Time to add more love
Gonna raise this
Sinking boat

And I say....

Baby, doesn't it make you feel sad inside?

And I say....

Baby doesn't it make you want to cry?

You're all I need
To get through this 
Doom and gloom
Your love for me
And my love for you.


Details | Lyric | |

Go Home

Go Home


I can hear you callin' me in the dead of the night
Boy, the way you're treatin' me, you know it just ain't right
You call me up and tell me things with you are not okay
Well, I'm tired of the games you play
I'm tired of the things you say...

(chorus)
Why don't you just go home
And leave me alone
Why don't you just go home
I'm better off--better off alone
I'm takin' back that part of me you crucified
An' I'm not gonna' be here anymore...
for you to compromise....
Just go home

I could always see through you and the lies you told
My heart ain't got swingin' doors and this gettin' old
I cain't help you find your reason for another day
Boy I'm tired of games you play
I'm tired of the things you say

(bridge)
Too much heartache
Too much pain
Boy, what you do to me
Is drivin' me insane....So why don't you

(chorus)
Just go home
And leave me alone
Why don't you just go home
I'm better off--better off alone
I'm takin' back that part of me you crucified
And I'm not gonna be here anymore
For you to compromise....
Go home
Just go home
Boy leave me alone...
Go home....(ad lib)

6/08/2012©

song for Mary J Blige
currently in key of Dm, syncopated harmonies,and pan sections in the bridge...

for paula's "passage" contest


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show and prove

its getting hard to see
open my eyes honey
I want to know
if you really love me

ummm

you tell me everyday
but you dont show and prove
its getting hard for me
to believe you

im working up my brain
you driving me insane
im trying hard to believe you
but my heart is still locked
in chains

boy ya gotta
show and prove
all ya gotta do
is show and prove
repeat2x:

I dont want you to
waste my time
im already losing my mind
im already feelin
lost without you
if you really love me
all ya gotta do
is show and prove

boy ya gotta
show and prove
all ya gotta do
is show and prove
repeat2x:

show...
prove to me...
your love for me
cuz its getting hard to see
open my eyes honey
cuz its getting
hard for me to believe

boy ya gotta
show and prove
all ya gotta do
is show and prove
repeat2x:


Details | Rhyme | |

our love

our love has come and gone
just like the freshly played melody of our song
though i cannot lie
i will sigh
to you i will say a final goodbye
our love has faded away
like a breeze on a hot summers day
our love has gone out of fashion
and its time to move on
because our love has come and gone
like the faded memory of our song
and with a sigh
to you i say a final good bye


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Come Chill With Me Tonight

Verse 1:
Don't be shy,
I just wanna spend some time,
Make you mine,
Make it right,
Don't need to worry,
Girl, no one will ever compare,
To you,

Chorus:
Girl, The moon is close tonight,
Mother nature's on my side,
Let the clock move slow all night,
Come chill with me tonight,

I said the dj's on my side,
And he's playing our song all night,
We can dance all through the night,
Come chill with me tonight,

Verse 2:
Listen to the night,
Listen to the moving of the trees,
Their talking to me,
Controlling me,
They make me move,
As I watch the movement of the 
moon,

Chorus:
The moon is close tonight,
And it's shining on so bright,
And our love is worth the fight,
Come chill with me tonight,

Girl, the party's off tonight,
And their playing the disco right,
And the club won't be jumping 
tonight,
Come chill with me tonight,

I said the dj's on my side,
And he's playing our song all night,
We can dance all through the night,
Come chill with me tonight...


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SOUL MATE

              SOUL MATE
I came in the name of He who gave you breath.
As certain as the emptiness of time,
as hopeful as your life, and meaningless as death,
I came to stay.

No holy water, no exorcist's demand,
can quench your thirst; your need for all I am.
I fill your head with things not meant to understand,
I came to stay.

I breath your name, tormented you may seem,
and sleepless is your night, I fill your time.
I am the joy of life beyond your dying scream,
I came to stay.

I came in the name of He who gives you death.
I am the calm and blinding of the light.
Forever part of you, I am your very breath.
I came to stay.
...........© Ron Wilson


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One True Love

Years ago, while I was at work
You approached, and gave me that look.
When our eyes met, on that first day
I glanced at you, and looked away.

My heart was pounding, oh so fast
I never felt this, will it last?
Papers I gave you, to fill out
I explained, what they were about.

A week went by, and you came back
For those papers, you had lost track.
I gave them to you, one more time
I even showed you, where to sign.

Then one night, we had met once more
At the club, you stood by the door.
We had a drink, and shared a dance
You sure had me, from your first glance.

In the morning, you came on by
“Please come with me, but don’t ask why”.
To the seawall, to watch the view
Spending all day, just me and you.

You treated me, just like a queen
Someone like you, I’ve never seen.
You gave your heart, I gave mine too
To each other, our love was true.

The time we spent, I hold so dear
Where this was going, wasn’t too clear.
I loved you more, each day we spent
I felt our love, was truly meant.

You were my first, and only love
Our fate was in, the man above.
I had to leave, after a year
One last kiss, but many a tear.

“I’ll come for you”, I heard you say
Please make it soon, for this I pray.
Years had passed by, no word from you
My heart was broke, what will I do?

I never heard, you didn’t come
I just settled, I heard from some.
I never loved, like I loved you
For what I felt, I knew was true.

I got your call, on one late night
“You’re in my heart, but out of sight.”
“I’ve wanted you, here in my life”
“I just found out, you’re someone’s wife.”

You had told me, you held my heart
I am with you, though we’re apart.
For we’re meant, to be together
Love like ours, will last forever.

Then one day, I felt something wrong
This eerie feeling, sure was strong.
I called your mom, and we both cried
When she told me, you had just died.

Stomach cancer, is what you had
Finding this out, I felt so sad.
The night you called, it was goodbye
You never said, you knew I’d cry.

I’ll always miss, the love we shared
Knowing how much, you really cared.
I must go on, and live my life
For I’m a mom, and someone’s wife.

In your life, when you find true love
Make sure to thank, the man above.
Someday we’ll meet, at heaven’s gate
I know that you, will always wait.


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The Hardest Thing

Last night we had a quarrel
We went to bed so mad
Each had to get up early
The morning was quite sad
I never meant to say that
I know you didn’t, too
With hopes to reconcile
Just know that I love you

Yeah darling…
It couldn’t be more true

That’s why 
Leaving you
Is the hardest thing to do

Each morning when we go to work
A piece of me, it goes with you
I cannot wait to get back home
To do those things we do

That’s why 
Leaving you
Is the hardest thing to do

I hope tonight we’re civil
We listen and we learn
Together, we’ll get past this
Each others trust, we’ll earn
So, then we can retire
To the bedroom that we share
Lie within each others arms
And show how much we care

Yeah darling…
It couldn’t be more true

That’s why 
Leaving you
Is the hardest thing to do

Each morning when we go to work
A piece of me, it goes with you
I cannot wait to get back home
To do those things we do

That’s why 
Leaving you
Is the hardest thing to do

And when my work’s over
I will come back to you


Details | Ballad | |

Anwnn

Coming from the misty lake Lough Leane
Came a beautiful maiden of the name of Niamh
Upon a mare, for she is not from the world of man
A seraphic princess from Anwnn
Upon the shores she claimed around his kin
"I have came for Oisin son of Finn"
"Maiden you come to me so alluringly 
I am he, if we marry for all eternity!"

And so he rode upon her horse to the secrets of Anwnn
For he and she, they'd be happy for all eternity 

Come with me to Anwnn
I am she, your queen Niamh
I have come for you Oisin, son of Finn
Don't leave me or you'll see 
The age of man
The age of man
The age of man


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Complicated Love

My life is so complicated,
It feels as if I'm neither loved nor appreciated.
This feeling I have inside of me, 
it burns...

To imagine the touch of his soft skin against mine,
It's like I'm running back and forth through time,
'Cause it's never gonna happen again...

To hear his voice whispering in my ear,
It would be as if I'm reliving that one special year...

I'll never forget the words he said to me...

"I Love You, Baby"...

It makes me cry, even thinking of it now,
As if I'm gonna die and won't remember how...

The feelings I have for him will remain the same,
Even though it makes me feel stupid and insane...

I'd give my life for him,
I'd just lay it on the line, 

I'd give my life for him,
To let him know the heart that he'll always have is mine

Just to show him...how much I...care...


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Can I

Can I Can I take your hands and pull you close to me? Can I kiss your lips so I can taste ecstasy? Can I hold you tight like, if you was my girl? Can I look into your eyes and explore a whole new world? Can I pick you up later like around 10? Can I open up the door for you like the gentleman I am? Can I take you to a theatre near you… Can I forget about what’s playing, because I can‘t keep my eyes off you? Can I put my hands on your shoulders and help you relax? Can I proceed giving you what I think you need at the nape, then down to the small of your back? Can I… now call you Baby, because by now I got you going crazy? I got you thinking like “Dam I ‘want to’ have his baby’! Can I? Hold up. Slow up. Pause. Now rewind. Can I? Or rather, would you mind if I rather take my time? Can I…. For the present time leave these thoughts in the back of my mind? Can I… Or rather, Would you mind if I press rewind? Can I take your hands and pull you close to me? Can I kiss your lips so I can taste ecstasy? Can I be your man? Can I use my hands? Can I now call you Baby, because now I got you going crazy? Can I? Hold up. Slow up. Pause. Now rewind...


Details | I do not know? | |

Colorless, Sweet-Smelling Mind Control

Hello, Skeptical Mind Controlled

I dance in the pale moon light
under the devils nine delights 
he watch's me play without a care   
under the technical deceit of mind bending needled wear 

You many be a skeptic 
so the devil laughs 
but he will put your blind at easy 
no need, to pay (PRAY) to God
you have already prayed (PAYED) to me
without your consent 
i have place a many of agents
to pump your den with many unscented things 
called incapacitating agents

OH! do not think i do this just for fun
this physiological warfare 
is a means, to a money making end
to which your hole (WHOLE) family 
can join the hell on in  

you look so at peace when, your at sleep 
and my minions sing chloroformed lyrics to your many of dreams 
then your heart is mind (MINE) and i control you 

so what the first thing i will make you do!


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The Black Mistress

Black Mistress
That's what I'm suppose to be
Oh, no not me
I'm not coming second to another woman
No woman is coming before me
Black Mistress
That's what I'm suppose to be
Come get your clothes if you can't spend the holidays with me
You live with her not me
Black Mistress
You want to buy my love when you want please
Oh, no not me
I have my own and I'm not selling my goods to no one but I'm still not cheap


Details | Lyric | |

Storm In The Wind

(Oh Girl),
You're like the storm and the wind, 
Tearin up the city and breaking the 
trees, 
Whenever I'm around you girl, 
I get weak, 
You're breaking my heart, 
And tearing up me, 
(Chorus) 
Breaking my heart, 
Breaking my heart,  (Tearing up me)
(Ooh girl)
I know we will make it, 
Even though the wind is blowing 
careless at me, 
I can't do this without you girl, 
I'll get weak, 
Stop breaking my heart, 
Bringing me to my knees,
(Chorus) 2x 
Even though the love hurricane is 
blowing careless at me, 
I can't do this without you girl, 
I'm too weak, 
You breaking my heart, 
You're the storm of the week. 


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Fire of the Night

She went there with intentions
To kick up her new shoes
He went there with a feeling
That he just couldn’t lose

The music there, that evening
Lit within them true desire
When the two of them got closer
They both then felt the fire

The fire of the night
That brought them to the floor
The fire that burns bright
That makes them want much more
The fire of true passion
That grabs a hold so tight
The fire that burns them both
The fire of the night

He moved to her but looked away
She sensed he had intention
When their eyes had found the others
They felt that hot sensation

A smile he gave, both bold but shy
She returned one, just so wide
Their faces lit a crimson glow
From that fire deep inside

The fire of the night
That brought them to the floor
The fire that burns bright
That makes them want much more
The fire of true passion
That grabs a hold so tight
The fire that burns them both
The fire of the night

They danced what seemed forever
In a world that was just theirs
As conversation deepened
And they lost all their cares

But when the music ended
Together, walking off the floor
Both their hands searched for the other’s
As fire pushed them through the doors

The fire of the night
That brought them to the floor
The fire that burns bright
That makes them want much more
The fire of true passion
That grabs a hold so tight
The fire that burns them both
The fire of the night
The fire of the night
The fire
Of the
Night


Details | Free verse | |

It Looks Like Love to Me

You smile
You ask
No easy task
To put it into words
I look
And see 
Then say, it looks like love …to me

It’s that blanket on a winter night
You wrap around me oh so tight
The way you want to make things right
Honey, it just has to be, 
It looks like love…to me

You laugh
You say
There’s no other way
To be just who you are
I smile
Happily
Then say, it looks like love …to me

It’s the way you take me in your hold
You never let our love grow old
There’s not one doubt, for me I’m sold
Honey, it just has to be, 
It looks like love…to me

If love was ever one person
Then babe it would you
There is no other word for this
That’s why our love holds true

You look
Then smile
All the while
You never look away
My eyes
They see
It looks like love… to me

Yeah, honey
It looks like love… to me


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Words

Pushed as for across the line as he can go
feeling more and more disappointed in his self 
His mother doesn't let him be who he wants
He reads her his poem but she just laughs
Telling him he won't get anywhere
She was disappointed in what he has become
He writes a poem about real things
But people just take it as words
Words have no meaning to them
Have you read his new poem? 
Yea I didn't understand it
I wonder why he writes about sad stuff
Will he find god?
Nah there just words


Details | I do not know? | |

Enslaved by Love

 I want you to hear my melody 
but i can't write
the right love song for you 
I want you to open up your heart to me
but i can't make the words make sweet love to you 

my heart is pouring out
my love is also real
I'm hoping now someday 
you can believe  
that with each and every breath 
I am breathing it , finely just for you 

now come take me as i am
love me in your timeless bliss 
open up your heart to me 
and love me as i am

there is no other 
and you will be my last 
this is our love song
this is our hearts 
beating fast 

so touch my heart 
and lay down your head 
I want you to hear my melody 
I want you to open up your heart to me  
this is the right love song for you and me   

aka: lyricvixen


Details | Lyric | |

freak

It's funny how you
want to be with me,
you just dont know
im a lil freak
if you cross the line
Imma make you see
what kind of freak
(I can be)

you wanna be
my one and only man
follow the rules
you gotta understand
get down (ahh)
get dirty
I need a freak
just like me

It's funny how you
want to be with me,
you just dont know
im a lil freak
if you cross the line
Imma make you see
what kind of freak
(I can be)

I got fellaz droppin drowse
like rain from the clouds
I relax, sit back, and chill
while im sippin on crystal

I know I look very classy
but I can get real nasty
just cross the line with me
I can teach you freak termonolgy


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Junkie

you know its wrong 
but you do it to overpower the pain
not strong enough to stay away from it
you would die without it
in its presence your heart knows no shame
even if you try to win the fight
your heart will overrule your mind
Theres nothing you can do
its chained to you
you cant get free
look what this drug did to you


Details | Lyric | |

I Needed You To Stay

(chorus)

Watch these eyes fill with tears
I don’t know where to go from here
Everything is always the same
Lonely nights filled with pain
Why cant I rearrange
Why does opening up feel so strange
Is this what's meant to be,
A life with only me

 I sit and watch down the hall,
Silence waiting for your call,
If I could just hear you say
That you need me today
Then everything would be ok,
I cant make this go away.
Ive done it again
When will this end
Where is my friend
I needed you to stay.

(chorus)
Watch these eyes fill with tears
I don’t know where to go from here
Everything is always the same
Lonely nights filled with pain
Why cant I rearrange
Why does opening up feel so strange
Is this what's meant to be,
A life with only me

You told me I was the one,
Yet its over before it begun
You took my heart
and tore it apart
Where the hell did this come from
All the tears I cried
From all your lies
I cant make this go away
I needed you to stay

 (chorus)
Watch these eyes fill with tears
I don’t know where to go from here
Everything is always the same
Lonely nights filled with pain
Why cant I rearrange
Why does opening up feel so strange
Is this what's meant to be,
A life with only me


Details | Quintain (English) | |

A CHEATER IS A LIAR

A cheater is a liar,
and with time more skills he acquires...
any woman would fulfill his desires,
if she doesn't care
whom he loves when his heart cries. 


An unscrupulous lover does 
is ignite more fire and open a wound...
until he burns and needs cool lips
to soothe what has consumed
with a hunger not easily satisfied.
  

A cheater is a liar indeed,
and he promises a hundred roses
by plucking their thorns,
so that no heart will bleed...
when it discovers his secret.


Love someone you can fully trust,
search for hints to avoid the worst;
getting hurt once is enough,
listen to the tone of his voice...
see the uneasiness in those eyes.


A cheater is a liar,
who hands you the key to Paradise,
and he constantly smiles to hide many lies;
if he showers  you with too little kisses...
somebody outhere arises his desire.


I couldn't see myself in his clothes,
or even walk in his straying shoes...
many more despised looks I will resent
for being so uncaring and unfaithful 
to whom I should prove my intent.       


A cheater is a liar,
when he takes off his shirt smelling of perfume,
jumping in the shower to get rid of evidence...
fearing the harshness of a sentence;
oh, he even forgets to comb he dishevelled hair!


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As two seas collide

A glance grabbed at my stomach
While my eyes streched into the heavens
As I caught his scent my, my legs moved on their own volition
towards the person that made me whom I supposedly am.

As he strode down Doll Street
The Sun guarded him from behind as The Wind fought him from the front
His body hard and beautiful
His eyes a stormy sea wrecking ship by ship
His tongue speaking the language of man, love and other things too.

My weak mind couldn't resist such beauty
It collapsed and wept
Because for him I will die but not live
Is that not the way things are supposed to be?

The storm caught my eyes in my own tempest
and as the two collided all was calm
My mind still wept and his body still beautiful
but together we spoke the language of love
and shared the tongue of man.

Now the Sun guarded me as well
Even The Wind thought my an enemy to it's eternal bitterness.


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Burned

It’s six pm
Dinner’s in the oven
Table set for two
One of us, here waiting
But that is nothing new
We agreed to have this evening
You got held up there again
Don’t like the way this’ going
Is this coming to an end

Smoke is rising to the ceiling
It’s now seeping out the doors
Both dinner and I are burning
We can’t take this anymore
The fire in the oven
Is the same that’s in my heart
Too bad you won’t be home tonight
To see we’ve come apart

Damn my waiting and your lies
I really don’t know what to say
Hopefully when you see the house
You’ll know that I too burned away
Because… I always get burned this way

It’s six fifteen
The dinner’s still burning
Smoke fills the air
I’m ready to run
Cause it seems you don’t care
Supposed to be here at five
It’s now six fifteen
Not a word or a call
Not a text or anything

Damn my waiting and your lies
I really don’t know what to say
Hopefully when you see the house
You’ll know that I too burned away
Because… I always get burned this way

Smoke is rising to the ceiling
It’s now seeping out the doors
Both dinner and I are burning
We can’t take this anymore
The fire in the oven
Is the same that’s in my heart
Too bad you won’t be home tonight
To see we’ve come apart


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LIFE

Two hearts beat, now beating faster; beating until they're one 
Two souls breathe, now breathing deeper; breathing until they're done 
Two lovers see forever, and forever is where they run 
One child comes home tomorrow for life has just begun 

Even when the rainbow's glowing, the skies can seem so gray 
Even when the wind's not blowing, the tides can turn your way 
And when the water's raging, beneath skies that seem so blue 
It's just your body aging, and it has nothing to do with you 

So now when our God comes calling, I'll hold your hand and stroke your hair 
Yes, as snowflakes start falling, I will look for you everywhere 
And Mother, as you start flying, remember as you rise above 
Marlene, you are not dying, but finding everlasting love 

One child goes home tomorrow to embrace the Father and the Son 
One child who knows no sorrow, for life has just begun


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By The WAY

When I saw you the other day- The following is what I wanted to say. This may sound a little absurd. However, you are the reason why I write these words. If you find them to be of any quality - Exalt yourself. You are the one who inspires me. I am just paying tribute, and showing gratitude. Never ever have I beheld beauty of such magnitude. Long ago, I spotted you from afar. Long ago, I esteemed and deemed you brightest star. I know all this may come as some surprise. However, plain and simply you are the apple of eyes.


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The Emotional Mess I call my Heart

Yesterday was another day.
I gave a hundred dollars to you in my mind.
You and I kissed under a famous cherry tree.
But this was all in my fantasies.
I try to find you at school, but when you and I connect it's like my world becomes a 
mess!
Who's going to clean my heart?
Who am I to blame?
How many lies will I have to make up?
I love you, but do you love me too?
I'm creating a gigantic mess!
Should I walk into the abyss or continue stalking you?
I know you won't accept me for who I am.
That's why I try so hard to clean up this stupid mess I call my heart!
But you never agreed
to a relationship with me.


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Pretty Little Lady

I can see you standing there
Like you never even left
It’s like you’re still here by side
To comfort me when I cry

Dry your eyes
My pretty little lady
Pretty girls don’t cry
Have no fear
My pretty little lady
I’m still here you’ll survive

You know it hurts to say goodbye
To the one you really love
No matter what happens
You’ll always be thought of

Your heart is heart is kind
My pretty little lady
Girls like you are hard to find
Please confide
My pretty little lady
Your heart will always be mine

I can’t wait to see you again
And hold you very close
And never again will I let you go…

So many years have passed by
Finally today is the day
After so long I don’t have to cry
I get to see your face again

Hello again
My pretty little lady
It’s very nice to see you
I’ve missed you so
My pretty little lady
Now can I please marry you

Yes you may


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One Mistake Is All It Takes

Remember the first time we met
Sparkle in the eyes
Glistening by the sunshine
Love, was I in love?
Was all I could think of
The memories we created
Now they're dead
One mistake is all it takes

Remember walking the halls 
Felt like walking isles
The warm touch of our hands
The connection went through
I could hardly stand 
Being right beside you
Could you stand me too?
One mistake is all it takes

Remember the pictures 
Kisses on the cheek
How bright and happy we were
Too bad you had to cheat
We cherished the smiles
Times that we shared
Did you think about me 
Or was it all about her?

Broken apart pieces that fall
No matter what, no giving up
Can't be down, have to be strong

Have to try moving on... With my life.. After all
One mistake was all it took


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Warm and Lost

Warm and lost.
Oceans of selfish freedom.
See you, see me, 
longing for a bliss filled warm embrace.
I feel you as I float by.
Calm, safe, alone and free.
Are you my Island?
Letting go.
I move in to your flow,
a salty surge, a rush, a wave.
I wave, a smile.
I fall.
Love.
Be so brave.
Lovers soul is found.
Love is lost.
I crave, I crave that smile,
the wave that melts.
I swim. Angels and Gods guide a rebels mile.
Colourless sight, colourful night, into your arms I melt,
engulfed by pure white light.


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Beside you in time

Standing facing you
As you face me
The words fall out of your mouth
I see them float to my ears
I read them as they fly by me
Leaving me 
Just like you are
You turn to me
And you shot me
Telling me to dig the bullet
Out of my heart
I reach inside my heart
As it crumbles apart
Into a million pieces
As i try to pick up all the pieces
I realize some are missing
And were neverto be found
I see myself
Holding the bullet
As im standing next to you
Holding up a fake smile
Things havent changed
Because
We were meant to be
Even tho you left me
I will be standing 
Beside you in time


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Making Up for My Mistakes

Writing this cuz theres nothing left for me to do,
I hope you know im trying to make up for all of my mistakes,
Im trying to make up for all the promises i have broke.
Im sorry for ever trying to see if we would work,
Im trying to tell you that i will leave you be if you want me to,
But know their is nothing that i would ever put above you.
Im making up for all of my mistakes, 
Im trying to prove that im not the person you saw,
its never too late to show you the real me, the person you never knew.
I dont deserve to tell you i love you.
Ive done too much to you,
Im sorry for everything.
Im going to sing this song to you,
One last time,
And i hope you will understand.
Im making up for all of my mistakes,
Im trying to prove that im not the person you knew,
Its never too late for me to show you the real me, the person you never knew.
I know their is nothing that i can do to make you change your mind,
But i hope this song at least helps a little,
Im trying to make up for my mistakes,
Im trying to make up for all the promises i broke.
Im sorry for trying to see if we would ever work
I cant tell you i love you
I just hope you know,
That ill never put anything above you,
And im trying to make up for all my mistakes.


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My First Love

(My First love), 
(The way I feel), 
(Inside), 
(How do I), 
Begin, 
The way I felt, Within, 
I could never hide, 
So I told you girl, 
The way you, changed my world, 
oh girl, The way you looked at me, 
As though, I madeYour day, 
(Girl I could forget), 
The love We made, 

Felt, so good,
To me,
How could this be,
A girl just like me,
Who knows, the things,
I need,
(How could this be)
(A girl just like me)
Chorus:
My First Love, (Love)x4 

My first kiss,
I came across, a bliss,
How could I forget,
How it made me feel, girl

I'm still, in love,
With you,
In the back of my mind,
Everytime,
Chorus 4x






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You Just Amaze Me

This is a song that I wrote subconsciously while I was in my TA class.



Wonderin' what you're gonna do,
I'm always worrying 'bout you.
I'm not really for sure why,
I think you're really special though.

You caught my eye,
When you walked by.
When you were teasing me,
I thought I was gonna die;
Die from the laughter you were giving me.

You were pulling pranks and that made me see,
That you're full of amazing things.
Surprises, wonder, and excitement, too;
It's another reason of why I love you.

Wondering what I'm gonna do,
Thinking on how I'm gonna tell you,
That you're the loveliest person that I know.
But how to tell you, though?

You caught my attention
When you were trying to give me a lesson.
A lesson on Love,
And how you compared it to chocolate and a dove.

It's pure like the whiteness,
And sweet like the chocolate;
And ever so lovely is your touch,
I don't know how you do it.

How can you be
So beautiful and sweet,
With out even knowing it?
You just amaze me.


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Thoughts of you

You occupy my mind
two souls now intertwine
connections undefined

A once weary existence
altered through persistence

Written in the stars
through all time and space
you occupy my mind
in this hidden place

Destiny attained
through mystic fires of flame

Fires burn deep
you occupy my mind
even in my sleep


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Every Night

Every night she's walking by
And summer days, they seem to fly
There's music in the words of love
This feeling's coming from above

And every day is just the same
I wake up and scream your name
Holding on to helping hands
Building castles in the sand

And they say it never lasts
But don't bring up the bitter past
The coup d'etaits in paradise
Far away from blinding eyes

My head is spinning round and round
But I have never had a doubt
That your affection holds the key
To be or maybe not to be?

But one day clouds will have to part
A glimpse of sun will mark the start
A ray of hope for which I've prayed
Will stop the never-ending rain

Hanging to your every breath
Each silence could mean sudden death
Under the stars of summer's sky
I never want to say goodbye..


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You are the one !!!!

You are the one 
who shares my feelings
You are the one 
who listens to my problems
You are the one 
who helps me in all matters
You are the one 
who adds surprises
You are the one 
who creates miracles
You are the one 
who spreads smiles
You are the one 
who drives away my fears
You are the one 
who stayed with me at all times
You are the one 
who made me forget my troubles

I pray God to bless you with precious treasures
I want your life to create new sensations
I cant put before you my emotions 
and hence I am writing these lines.. 
Please understand my inner feelings
Never leave me alone until my heart beat stops........


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Lonely Soul

Are you just the same as me?
Do you hate the skin you're in?
Does your soul not belong to your mind?
Do you fear getting left behind?

Are you just the same as me?
Are you coy and are you meek?
Do you hide behind a facade
When things are really getting bad?

Close your eyes and you will see
You are just the same as me
Me and you are one of a kind
With tattered souls and tattered minds

Lonely soul, where are you from?
Who are you? Where do you belong?
Can you get through this alone?
Will you find a better home?


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Have A Letter Instead

Dear You,

When things get rough I always think of you. The ways you calm me are too many to list and the ways I miss you are too obvious to dismiss. You are always present in my thoughts like you are suppose to be with me even when I don’t want you with me. You, you have a way with words and I love the way they ease between my ears erasing my fears and finding an effortless path to my heart. You never stop amazing me. I wonder sometimes what would I do if I lost you. Devastation. Humiliation. Deprivation. Reckless Endangerment. I am finally settling on the thought that I may need you here. 
The first time we met I thought you were the most beautiful thing I had ever been allowed to see. I could barely focus as you took me completely by storm, you made my coldest places warm and for that I thank you daily. I remember looking you over trying not to make my stare obvious. Your skin was perfect, like it had been custom blended only for you, your voice tone was almost too low but I challenged myself to not miss a word, and I didn’t. The thing I noticed, that I love the most about you was the way you took extreme care with me, like from our first initial touch you somehow instinctively knew to go slow, move slower and announce each entry. I tried not to love you that day, but I walked away haven already made a copy of the key that unlocks my heart…and I gave you the original to make sure it would work. Now I wait for you to use it...and now I question sometimes if I should change the locks. Except when I see you, I only want to remove them for you so you only need to walk in, but I must watch you make that move on your own.
Sincerely,
Just love Me


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My Family and Me

It's amazing how quick things can change.
First your running with the kings, and then you're knocked out of range.
It's strange. I used to worry and stress over friends.
Now I've grown to be a man. Maybe know a few of them.
All that time I could of studied. Did better in school.
Got a job and made it big. Maybe now I'd be cool.
Who's the fool? Now who's the bull? I know that's not me on the top.
Life is always making turns weather you like it or not.
The past will always be the past. My glory days may seem gone.
But, now its time to start a new.The stories keep coming on.
I've got a new girl. She means the world to me.
She keeps me warm at night, my best friend, my new dream.
Since my car accident, still got a limp on one side.
Still working with my memory, still need a friend who can drive.
I love to Karaoke. I get noticed in bars.
My mom's always there to catch me. Tom's working with my mom's cars.
My sister's in the Army, my niece is a big part of my life,
Friend Zach keeps assholes off me, and God is my wife.
AJ's always there to help, Brian is my LOST bud,
Mary's out of school, Lil cousin, Hunter's a stud.
Grandpa still is my idol, JT is still the music man .
The Adam's still can party. Chris, living good on the sand.
I may only use one hand, but I plan to be the best.
At all I do in life, cause there's not that much time left.
The blood test that I took says Landon is mine.
I hope this all works out fine in time and help to make my son's life shine.
JC who's down in Georiga, my heart is screaming for you.
I hope that you recover well. It can't be worse then what I went through.
Uncle Jimmy where you at? Where's Matt, Corie, and Pete?
I know you all are doing good. Serviolo's are a hard team to beat.
How's the rest of the family? I love and miss you all!
I hope you all are standing tall and I pray we never fall.
These last words that I say, I say only to you.
We've got the best family in the world and you know I LOVE YOU!


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I understand

I’ve listened, I’ve heard
I’ve wondered, I’ve cried
I’ve been hurt a countless of times, 
But I understand

Every blunt word you directed to me to express hate,
At first it used to shutter me into mirror pieces,
Reflecting the agony and anguish I felt 
But today I realized, I understand

You drew me close to you,
For every moment I had with you turning to a dream come true
The caressing, the warm kisses, the long hugs to be long over due
Nothing making sense to me except the sound of love in my heart thudding in tune,

More of you for me,
A drug for a definition would be limiting to define,
More of a God that my life depends on everyday
Love being my religion of praise,
“Baby please don’t leave me” 
I knelt every day to recite such a phrase
But I understand

Imagining a life without you was a nightmare
Living a life with you was hell,
Both scenarios were not recommended as they brought pain and despair 
Tick tock, tick tock, the tireless clock escalating in pace
Living me with less time to spare,
Thomp…Thomp, my tears falling yet again
“Baby please don’t leave me”
To conclude yet another day of shame

Today I’m bold, the true definition of a middle finger
Directed to my past and all the pain I used to linger
They say all good things come to an end,
Yeah, I’m not gonna play that game of calling you names of regret
I’m glad I met you, I’m proud I fell in love with you
For whatever reason you degraded me for, I understand
For whatever reason you avoided my phone calls, I understand
For all the attention I tried to give yet you turned down, I understand
For all the messages you never replied, I understand too
A good lesson is never learnt through excellence, but a good lesson is learnt through disappointments and countless of tries
For what you taught me is a lesson to die for,
To accept and to understand the things I cannot change
Today I’m proud to say,
 I understand……


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away with the sun

Its getting late
but you already came 
and while you were here
things never change 
you lay with me
and tell me your words
then you leave 
and I feel hurt.
Its not you that hurts me 
but the sound of the door
closing behind you 
I know for sure 
you'd like to stay 
but you never do
I'm left alone 
missing you. 
These days its more frequent 
you leave so much
that you're gone more hours 
than the day brings sun
and I have begun 
to feel so numb
when the door closes 
another night I run
far away from the thoughts I have 
because its killing me to look
at my empty hands
I remember when we were on the sand 
you told me you loved me
but you weren't my man 
and so I walked, feeling okay
but too many months 
now I want you to stay
Am I selfish?
asking too much?
You only visit me an hour
after dusk
and I must go on
but should I stay?
when you see me sometimes
but its always too late.


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Toxic Logic

take my soul and crush it... like you do... every day... You've never looked so beautiful as your figure walks away the sad screech of my broken heart as it ceases to play you took me along for the ride of a lifetime, only to throw me away, every single day, and it is a crime, without reason or rhyme, to push me along with your toxic logic,  abandoning me again with an afflicted soul,  and my heart doesn't know that it is your toxic logic that twists me up inside brought on by your reign, and I can't recall my name Once again in my little hell, all by myself, my very essence betrayed, is there any more to tell? Lie after lie has fooled me, but now I'm done But I still love you, so my pain is far from done. You think that I'm inferior to children, that you can't talk to me, though I've been here since day one, why can't you see? that my existence is for you, and no one else,  and the sickest bit of it puts me in a rage... and i try to turn the page...  But I'm trapped in your toxic logic,  abandoning me again with an afflicted soul,  and my heart doesn't know that it is your toxic logic that's killing me inside brought on by your reign, overwhelmed by pain I see the world in black and white, no color left for me, I gaze across the room, and what do I see? I see yet another soul about to be ensnared, by this predator, but I simply don't care. I lost a part of me, and it used to let me love, But it has been snatched from me by this uncaring troll, and here I am, an empty vessel of defeat. I simply don't know, I truly have been beat. But as I retreat... from anger flows heat... Seared by your toxic logic, abandoning me again with an afflicted soul, and my heart doesn't know that it is your toxic logic that branded me inside brought on by your reign... damaged by pain... The last tether to you broke, I'm free at last. an empty part inside remains, holding me fast. I sink to my knees as the vacuum in my soul starts to shrink, loving you brought me to insanity's brink. I slowly raise my head... and gaze ahead... No longer captive to your toxic logic, that abandoned me with an empty soul, and my heart now knows that it was your toxic logic that tortured me inside under your maniacal reign... which gave me nothing but pain…


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Tragedy

The most tragic stories
Are the ones
That are filled with most of the love
People have been searching for.


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Size Does Matter

Size does matter.
You need to realize that when it comes to size, all your tries will fall and die.
Don't believe the lies that guys surprise you with and fly by you with a lie.
There are sighns that define the line of what matters.
Like, why mine? Is this fine? or when's my time to be fatter?
It's the motion in the ocean if you can't back an engine.
Infact, you couldn't even row to Europe if you were using ten men.
You must know to go to the top of the ship.
Means your ready to rock to the tip and equipted!


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I'm Sorry

I know it's hard to believe
That your the one for me
You say you want a girl
Without perfection 
Who shows affection
Someone you could call your world.

Well I don't wanna be conceded 
But baby I'll be honest, 
I'm that one for you,
My love for you is true....

You may not believe me
But baby I'm sorry,
For not showing you
That you were my only.
My one and only.
Oh baby. 
I am so sorry.

Now please listen to me
So you can see,
That everything I am saying
Is not a lie,
Oh baby please try,
Try to convince yourself 
To see what is good in me
To see what I can bring.
Baby please understand that
I'm sorry.


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blatant lust

a woman's lust is as carnal as any
man's but has desires of the heart to match
necessary as breathing to have both....
the soft line of her body speaks to me
her eyes burn hot with meanings heartfelt
powerful desire to caress her lovely features washes over me
wanting and being wanted little game we play silently
she is feasting on my blatant lust
heart knowing the beauty of being desired so deeply
wanting to be wanted is its own fantasy furrowing deep in her loins
but a woman's lust is love's strength and body's craving in the same breath
true beauty is found when the two desires meet
when a woman's heart finds the heat of her lust
gives herself to it and takes it by strength of will at the same time
i feel it in her hard embrace while she softly caresses
her soft skin devours my mind
salted hot lustful
run my bare hand over its velvet warmth
and her silken skin speaks to me in
ways only a man can taste with his soul
...her pale thin lips dangerous...eyes closed
kiss long wet deep gentle hard hot
she bites lower lip soft with anticipation
by the nearness of me
i can feel her deep lustful breathing faster longing
her bare skin sets me on fire
her eyes drug me
her soft lips silence me


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Aeonia part 1

AEONIA-
   AEONI-
      AEON-

Vestal purity, all men succumb- the Virgin whose eyes stare silver beams- crystallizing his very soul. He,  and all who gaze upon she.

   Aeonia writhes behind fallen lids, unable to awake. Betrayal of her psyche-. Silk whispers upon her sweat soaked skin. 1000 nights have come and gone as she still writhes,  unable to awaken.

   Her **** swallows the evil the world has delighted in - all betrayal, lies and sin.

Dripping from between her great legs are left the dregs of green heat,
jealous heat that slides down and puddles on the floor.

   The vacuousness of her ****  has left no good...
fear, hatred and rage are ****ed inside of her... pounded into her birthing, ever birthing animosities.

   Sludgy sperm of bastards evil- threaten to fertilize her eggs. Gray fetuses passing through her pose the question- "Why?"

   She dares not answer, for to open her mouth would invite flies to lay their maggot eggs upon her very tongue...
Still she cannot- dare not open her eyes...not yet.

   Screams! tortured hyena throes of Thorazine echo in her mind.
   Do Not Open Your Eyes!
   Aeonia- and her aeons!
   Ever lay bare and never to see, never to move.
   Aeonia! Why have the gods punished you? Fair one of the crystalline silver eyes?
    
   Time immemorial, leperous tongue dies piece by piece, inch by inch until nay but a smarted stub exists.
Who hears you anyways? No one to hear your cries whore!
   Whore of all women, shall we call you Eve?
   Cocks of man and gods and kings all rape your syphallic cave-
one by one.
   Whore! You are blamed! Oh Aeonia, for misbegotten deeds by every wife, woman and queen!
   Succubi, WITCH! A potion of cat claws and rat maws you brewed, from Adam to the last man standing, you are to be blamed! For his infidelity, his disease, his shame!
   
  


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Soup or Salad

One thing about music
Is when it hits you you feel no pain
One thing about music 
Is when it hits you you feel no pain
Hit me and wake me up
Surely blame will call your name

Only yesterday was easy
As crept on through the night
Only yesterday was easy
And tomorrow don't look too bright.
All we can say is "oh what shame
Things didn't work out right".

Nowadays it seems you feel with beliefs
And I'm left here alone with no sign of relief.

I want a lover, No I don't want to love her
Yeah, I don't want a lover, I just want to love her

If I knew I'd be here today
I'd wear my heart around my neck
Paid my loving debt with all my time spent
If I could see tomorrow I'd stay dreaming about tonight
And If I could walk on water I'd make everything right.

No I don't want a lover,I just want to love her
Yeah, I want a lover, I don't want to love her

I could change time with one simple line
I could make you think that you're living free
I could go leave, let you have your days
Say goodbye and make our separate ways.

But I want a lover, No I don't want to love her
Yeah, yeah I don't want a lover, I just want to love her
I want to be a lover, No I don't want to love her
No, no, don't want be lover, but I just got to love her.


If I could see tomorrow I'd be more than enough
'Cause all of these callouses have made so rough.
If I could see you once I'd stay there all night.
And if I could walk on water I'd make everything right.

Nowadays it seems I believe
Let it take me that loving relief.


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Dance to tha beat

dance to tha beat
to tha beat
to tha beat
to tha beat
to tha beat
to tha
dance to my heart beat
repeat2x:

Boy verse:

Im dancin to tha beat (beat)
movin my feet
got my body in motion
to tha rhym of tha beat (beat)
she movin fast ay
im talkin nastay
we gone stay past eight
and go to my place

dance to tha beat
to tha beat
to tha beat
to tha beat
to tha beat
to tha
dance to my heart beat
repeat2x:

Girl verse:

Im ready for wateva
you know wat i mean (mean)
lets get down to tha point
lets get down and dirty
I can make you fanticize
cus yo head between my thighs
when you look at my third eye
boy I make you mezmerize
(so)

dance to tha beat
to tha beat
to tha beat
to tha beat
to tha beat
to tha
dance to my heart beat
repeat2x:

Girl verse: 

Im playin game of twister
im all ova tha room
im even on tha dresser
my body all on you
im playing game of twister
im all ova tha room
im even on tha dresser
my body all on you

we can dance on the bar
even make love on ya car
boy you make my heart roar
(roar, roar, roar)
you make my heart roar
(so)

dance to tha beat
to tha beat
to tha beat
to tha beat
to tha beat
to tha
dance to my heart beat
repeat2x:


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Save Me From Desperation

It's been so long since I could Feel you, Hold You I'm wondering if it was Just an Illusion For love For me could Not be real Nobody could Love over The Borderline, not even I So if you ask you'll know why I silently began to cry I need you here, to hold me I'm so scared without You I just want to Sleep forever Never stray away far Save me From Desperation Never Say It wasn't meant to be I can't take this lie You Kill me With this So much I hurt so much inside these words burn as I cry This life is destroyed without you The joy that comes is the Joy of the Empty The despair I'm prone to maynever wilt I way You could have been there You could have saved me but no you left I was here to stay In the Dark When the razor called me back You could have been my light throughout the eternal black My Soul Has yearned for but where are you Please come back to me I desire just a one word of comfort just from you, only from you Tell me this is just a Lie Just a Hallucination from my Mind I'm suffering I'm Dying I Need you I'm begging just for one word please save me from Desperation I'm the Petal You're the Wind Without You I can never go Far You're not here I'm now stranded alone In the plagued island of my mind only if you were here only If you here You could have Saved Me From Desperation


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Lydia's DaddY

...eyes puffy                       
      caked up with cry

Daddy ain't comin' home
       but 
         she don't know why...
 
grown folk sadness
         ripping inside her

       All she's known about lovin's 
               in the coffin beside her


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Love at Hello

Your words escape from your mouth like the rain escapes from the clouds above
Your fingertips touching mine turning them into ice crystals
The wind blowing your hair into my face smelling honeysuckle against my nose
The sweet taste of your lips, cherry, maybe watermelon
Your lips collide with mine, sending out a lightning bolt throughout my body
The touch of your hands upon my chest somehow melting the ice that surrounded my empty heart
The sighting of your beautiful face melts my soul, sending me into the heavens beyond the white light
Your eyes shine brighter than the sun, captivating me, (holding me at interest)
Your amazing personality had me from hello and will have me till goodbye


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Vast Love

The love that kisses with a tasteless tear
A pain that can’t be painted on the soul
A longing for a place without a fear
Longing for a feeling that makes me whole
Beloved, words can’t heal my tattered heart.
As thorns pass me by the pain cant compare
That of the pain of being torn apart
Even the wind howls about it I swear
Tell me was falling in love my mistake
I chose my own fate and decided to stay
I will not let this love become forsaken
Love can’t just get up and spirit away
Love is worth overcoming a mountain
My love for you flows like a vast fountain


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Into The Blue

A place where I can go to let down my hair
Become that of a still smooth sleeping bear
Gone with the wind is my worries and cares
Into beautiful eyes, where mine can stare

As each grain of sand slips through my hand
I recall each time that I held your hand
The way you made me feel like a man
This is the place where I can escape,
From Lifes binding plans 


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When I look into ur eyez

when I look into your eyez
I see love still there inside
and I want to be that one
to make it sunny when it rains
yet I want to be that girl
to step into your world
but first you gotta let me in
into your heart
and I promise you
I wont split it apart
when I look into ur eyez
I see love still there inside
I wanna make u laugh
when u cry
i wanna make u happy
when ur sad
I wanna start brandnew
and erase ur past
I wanna be the best
you neva had
so when I look into ur eyes
I see love still there inside


Details | I do not know? | |

Lets Fly Away

I spread my wings to fly away,
I spread my wings not to die today. 
My soul is being torn open now,
My soul will break free and not come down. 

Noise and music fill my ears to a point of over flow,
it run's through my veins and pores out so slow. 
It runs so wild and free,
not knowing where it wants to be. 

So let me fly for Christs sake, all i want to be is free,
you hold me down long enough and you'll see that I'm a monster like you never seen.


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Hope Through Life

I can't always tell you what I see,
Or what you'll have in this life.
But honey please believe me,
I'm striving to show you somehow. 

I'm begging Forever to hold you,
And I'm pleading time to stand still.
And if all the world needs to disappear,
Then all will be done by my will.

I've seen Heaven and Hell join forces.
I've wished on the stars in your eyes.
If ever I think that I've lost sight,
Well you're there to help guide back my mind.

And I can't fight the tears that keep coming
When I fall through the darkness in light.
And when I'm lost in lines and verses,
You know I'll find hope through life.

I can't always tell you tomorrow,
But there's a reason that I'm here tonight.
I'm not one for superstition; I keep looking for truth in this life,
But still I wish on the stars in your eyes.

And I can't fight the tears that keep coming
When I fall through the darkness in light.
And when I'm lost in lines and verses,
You know I'll find hope through life.
Yeah you know I'll find hope through life.
Yes I know that I'll find hope through life.


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i apologize to you

(CANT REMEMBER THIS ANYMORE...I WAS ABOUT 14 THEN WHEN I WROTE THIS)

It has been a while
Since the last time we talk
We pass by like winds
Never giving each other smile
 
I know you're mad
That's not new to me
Can't turn back the hands of time
And it really makes me sad
 
It's never my intention
Of hurting you like that
It just happened...
Now, I lost your attention
 
Here's just one thing for you to know
It's hard for me to say sorry
I can't find it in my vocabulary
It's my pride which I follow
 
And as time passes by
It makes me realize
Is this going to be forever?
Is this really goodbye?
 
Courage is all I need
For me to say those words
Words hard to let go
Words where friendship could lead


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THE BOW LEGGED GIRL

      THE BOW LEGGED GIRL
I took all of your tank tops and your hose and your sox,
and I put them all together in a little brown box.
I put all of your dresses and your shoes in a sack,
and I wrapped it up because I knew you're never coming back.

I took your funky records and your Playgirl magazines
and dropped them in the trash with all your green and purple jeans.
I took the clothes I bundled up and gave them away,
to the Salvation Army, it seems like yesterday.

You never told me you were leaving town,
you never told me you were leaving.
You never told me you were leaving town,
you never told me you were leaving.

I met a wino on the street, she looks just like you,
she wears a see through blouse and she walks bow legged, too.
She sings those funky songs and plays the guitar outa sight,
and she takes a bath in cheap perfume like you did every night.

She still sings about Viet Nam and love we don't show,
guess she doesn't know that Viet Nam was 40 years ago.
She's out protesting every day and carries a sign,
 and bites her toenails ev'ry night just like you chewed on mine.

You never told me you were leaving town,
you never told me you were leaving.
You never told me you were leaving town,
you never told me you were leaving.

She has a job but all she'll say, it ain't chopping wood.
And it's funny how her money lasts, and she lives so good.
She bought a brand new car one day, a green Cadillac,
and it's got a bar up in the front and mattress in the back.

I don't know why she thinks she has to work every day,
cause I never had a job I just live on my welfare pay.
She picks her nose and rolls each bugger in a sugar ball,
and just like you used to do, then she eats them all.

You never told me you were leaving town,
you never told me you were leaving.
You never told me you were leaving town,
you never told me you were leaving.

I married her in the park, it seems like yesterday,
and I don't know what I'll do if she doesn't run away.

She brought her uncle home with her from work the other night,
and her uncle and my cousin all got drunk and had a fight.

She got locked in the bedroom with the meter readers dad,
and they had a lot of fun all night, but I felt awful bad.
He took her home with him a while, but she wouldn't stay,
I wish you'd come back home to me, and run her away.

You never told me you were leaving town,
you never told me you were leaving.
You never told me you were leaving town,
you never told me you were leaving.


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Tell Me Where You're At

This one's for you, me, and all the stupid allegations against me.
I love you and I'd jump off a skyscraper for you.
Can you tell me why you're crying?
Is it my fault? If so, I'm sorry- just look at me again.
Look at me with those beautiful oceanic eyes once again.
I feel like I'm falling out of a fifth story window catching your tears as they fall.
I'll never let you escape my mind because if I do I'll be like Chicken Little screaming "the 
sky is falling."
No one knows what I truly am or who I stare at when I talk to my friends.
It's a lie- these dumb allegations labeled on my forehead.
I'm not an A+ student nor a crazy pyrotechnician.
I never laid a hand on that dumb girl and I certainly never killed a man.
Will you let me explain?
All I did was get a taste of fame, but I never blew you off  at least not for another girl.
Please...tell me where you're at.


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Only Words

To be played with finger picking in the key of G.

I know you can be so confused
With all the riddles I speak to you.
All my words you did adore.
Could it be you don't care for them anymore.
I'm not responsible for what you think you heard,
After all you know they're only words. 

Let's go back to where your mind used to lie.
I'll take the wheel, you won't back seat drive. 
Sometimes I think you forget what I'm here for.
Sometimes I think you don't care anymore.
This isn't just another line, tell me what's going on
I'll hear you call this time. 

Only words 
As they ring across your fragile ears
Only words
I only speak I cannot hear
And somehow I find something new to say to you
Only words
None of them are here to stay.
They're only words and
Maybe I'm better off that way. 

I know that we can be so confused,
With all the memories we love to use.
And all the things we still adore.
I guess that's what we're both here for.
And if there's just one thing we both have learned,
It's that you can't just throw away all that you've earned
And all the things we've said before
Maybe won't be only words anymore.


Details | I do not know? | |

My Hidden Pain

When you smile at me i laugh at you
When you laugh at me i smile back
I try and hide the pain and agony I feel
So i left this earth and went to Mars
To live closer to the lovely stars;
You might not think it's true

You say you know me 
You act like you know me
You even talk like you do,
But that's not true

You talk about me like you know me from deep inside
You have even tried to have that denied
But sooner or later i'm gonna die
And no one will care

To you and them it doesn't matter anymore
'Cause I'll be under the soiled floor
I'll be forgotten;
Never spoke of,
I'll be hurt and killed because of love.

No one will miss me 
I'll die with no one's sympathy
They won't even ask what happened to me

Livin' alone i think i hate myself
It's like i'm on the top of a never-ending bookshelf
Feelin' as if i'm gonna fall any second now
I'm gonna die and won't remember how

I'm sayin' to the world "good-bye"
Now i'm gonna ask you this:

Can ya hear my shouts and cries 
Can ya see the tears in my eyes 
Can ya hear, can ya see, can you feel me?

Baby, please...help me
Take the pain away
So i'll never deal with it for
Another day


Details | Rhyme | |

Another Sweet Rap

All the time, I go
just right below, your window.
I Bust a rhyme, I flow.
In hopes you'll see and you'll know.
Of how we should roll and stroll together.
Watch love glow and grow.
I'd show and bring you joy. Build your dreams
with just one hand.
Prove to you I'm not a boy. Show you, next I'm the man.
And, that I can do whatever it is you want me
to do.
Please understand, in any weather, My love will always be true!
Goes through and hits with no surprise. I realize your the one.
Your like an angel in disguise, just by your
eyes, I have fun.
You hypnotize. You mesmerize. Your looks and
size gives me chills.
I'd bust in hives. I'd probably die, just to
steal a small thrill.


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Time's Up

I don’t know how to tell you
How I really fell
Too scared to hurt your feelings
To say it aint real

I’ve tried to say many times 
But you just won’t listen
To the truth that haunts me now
Not to say is a crime

You see

I’m fed up of falling for
Your sweet talk lines
I don’t want to be with you
I’ve shown you all the signs

Your time is up now
We just won’t work
Please don’t come back around
Not again

Time’s up

I’m sorry if it hurts you
But I can’t help it
This is how I truly feel
It’s time to be true

I don’t have love in my heart
When I look right at you
I just don’t feel the same way
I need a brand new start

You see 

I’m fed up of falling for
Your sweet talk lines
I don’t want to be with you
I’ve shown you all the signs

Your time is up now
We just won’t work
Please don’t come back around
Not again

Time’s up

You’re out of luck
I’ve had enough
I’m out of love
And this is tough

I’m fed up of falling for
Your sweet talk lines
I don’t want to be with you
I’ve shown you all the signs

Your time is up now
We just won’t work
Please don’t come back around
Not again

Time’s up
Time’s up
I said your
Time’s up


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A little Blue Dress

An evening on the shore
Where two people were made one
But became something more
The night of fun had begun
But there was more instore
A little blue dress had won
her smile had left mine floored
A sweet laugh that tied my tounge
Eyes that let my mind soar but
Before I could take a breath,
 my heart had plunged
deep into a sea of uncertanty
I was Wrapped up in a dream, 
Relations seemed to be something I had yet to feel in a while
A distance in between not emotions but miles
Years of built up blockades eroding at a rapid rate
Resesitating my ability to trust another mate
Her words that seemed strong as oak had me hanging on by a rope
Lured me in with a sweet false hope
So I poured my heart and her response was to choke
Pokin at the fact that Im the one who has to cope
Little did she know it was more than my heart that just broke
Now Ive lost it, trying to proccess these lies are making me naceous
Next time be more cautious my mother said, 
Its becoming a grind to deal with these losses again
And even though I feel as If I fell apart and landed flat on my face
God showed me I hit the ball out of the park and now were winning the race


Details | Ballad | |

An Escape From You

Can I stop the sobs
Am I strong enough
To escape their evil
To deny what’s real

I ask myself why God would
Stick me in this jail, my own hell
So if I get help I might not feel
My own manic episodes, this is real

Am I bleeding
Am I seeing the truth
Or is it just a way
To deny my love for you

They say 
Just pop a pill
To numb 
All that can’t heal

Can I stop the sobs
Am I strong enough
To escape their evil
To deny what’s real

Is it delaying the problem
Is it sticking a bandage
On a broken arm
Am I covering the truth
Is it an escape from you

I have no idea
If it’s the right thing to do
But all I know is
I must forget you

So I’ll take this bitter pill
And I’ll conceal my inner hell 
Cause it’s all I can do
To stop loving  you


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Black Love

  
                 Black LOVE

             My head rested
on the pillow of her smooth skin.
She opened the curtains of her being,
My hands slip into indulgence while 
 they explored her expansive dark skin.
With half words she whispered moans,
 followed by screams of passion.
With her shadow I bounded, as she 
swarmed waters of our endless longing passed.

                         By
                     Jay Johnson


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The Lioness

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My precious was nearly destroyed by an heart breaker
but it was romantically rescued by an heart maker
my strength to trust was nearly gone
lovingly, i have it restored by a miss namely bimbo

Escape from the den of a lioness,
a beautiful kangaroo welcome me into her palace
when i thought that my love life is dead
and that no woman can again equate the balance

money is sweet and marriage is distasteful
those were the vain words of my mouth
cuz i have see too many ladies that are lustful
which weakens my tissues and gives me a bone

i lost a copper but look at the beauty of the silver i have
God have given a great, loving distance companion to my life
to teach me that there are still few that will reject the mark
those whose family not be tear apart

listen to  her and be natural about it
you will see how her beauty glows
her inner beauty is far precious than onyx
her gesture like the flock of mount-Gilead's goat

her is a fountain of honey and milk
no other honeycomb is like my beloved words of her lips
i believe GOD is sending her to me
change my regretful believe

Ever since i met you
i wish to end up with someone like you
i am very to have naked the true
but i wish to have a picture you


Details | Couplet | |

The Deadly Dart

Wherever I go through out my whole life,
I end up struggling with lots of strife.
Thinking that my life is a total waste,
Wanting it to be over in a haste.

I can feel the pain inside my own heart,
Like someone through at my a deadly dart.
The wound is easing deeper and deeper,
Will the pain ever stop getting bigger?

Feeling emo is never a good thing,
Cutting your arm makes a really bad sting.
Blood is dripping from my arms and my heart,
Failing to dodge the largest deadly dart.

Drowning in all the lies and self pity,
I live each day but always feel sh*tty.
I have lots of thoughts about suicide,
But then I think about those who have died.

Those who have died not just from suicide,
But also those who are really nice guys.
...
...
...
...This "poem" was actually suppose to be a couplet (on any thing you want) for my english 
class but i made this kind bcuz i was feeling emo that day...and also after i was done i read it 
over and it almost sound like a rap song which, i guess, is kinda funny and cool.........


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Forever Your Man

I'm very outgoing, yeah I talk to some girls,
but you got to understand, you're the queen of my world.
Honey, If I had the money, I would glitter your life.
I'd buy you diamond rings and I would make you my wife.
It's true, you've put me through, I'm stuck to you like super glue.
I just wouldn't know what I'd do without you as my boo!
I stand grand in this land, with you at my hand.
How can I make you understand that I'm forever your man?
You're like the leader of the band and I'm your number one fan!
You're totally fine, you're fun, crazy, sexy, and cool.
So glad you're mine, the one, that makes the other boys drool.
When I think about the times I brought a tear to your eye,
It makes me break down and cry. Sometimes I wish I would die.
Girl, you are my Angel. You were sent from above.
You saved me from this hell and filled my life up with love.
Where we'll go from here on out is a mystery to me,
but I know I'll be all right with you, always, next to me!


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One Wish

I saw a shooting star tonight, you know what I wished for? I wished for love, not just any love, I wished for you on that beautiful night. I wished for someone to love me for me just the way I am. So I wished on that star, I wished with all my might. I didn't want just anyone I wanted someone I could count on to be there for me through whatever, I knew you were that person, you're always there whenever. I know your not suppose to tell what you wish for, I told you now because the next day it all came true, one wish on that shooting star, I wished for you. It was the best thing I ever did. --Kayla Parmer (:


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Love and Memories (Immortal)

Souls are separated,
From the doubt inside the mind,
Romance evaporated,
Still, emotions remain blind,
Dreams of together breaking,
Hope for this life never thrives,
Yet faith is newly waking,
For soul mates stay alive,

So, lovers dry your eyes
It's okay,
Keep memories in the sky,
For brighter days,
As real love never lies,
And true love never dies,

New days and new hearts aching,
For a chance to be surprised,
Eyes wet and body shaking,
From the pain felt deep inside,
Love and infatuation,
Seems to be the tie that binds,
With hearts reincarnated,
Stubborn soul mates reign sublime,

So, let your spirits fly,
Fly today,
And soul mate dry your eyes,
It's okay,
Memories stay alive,
For true love never dies...


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The Ways You Use Me

Use me as if I were your cell phone.
Text me 24/7, never get a reply.
I'm in your hands, my destiny already laid out no bypass.
No heart beat, I'm a single celled organism.
I only know how to do one thing and that's how to unsatisfy your needs.
Threw me against the wall, I broke into a thousand pieces.
Fell on the ground just to be forgotten and cried over.
I'd rather you see me this way, than in a different light.
The sentimental me,
the one who never gives a damn.
Is that what made me fall for you?
Not caring if your eyes were bluer than the sea?
Not caring if you knew the demons that lay in me?
Everyday's another struggle to breathe while I'm around you.





P.S.   Did you know "unsatify" is not a word???????


Details | Lyric | |

DIGGING INTO THE BEATLES' MIND

How much sorrow can you take,
when all you think of is true joy?
Very lonely but not hopeless
until another sunrise comes...
you will be wishing, wide-awake,
for the sweet lips of that young boy!


O lonely girl listening to music and imagining love,
you shouldn't get wings and turn into a dove,
because boys don't believe in keeping promises...
they find another foolish girl somewhere else!
O lonely girl barely fourteen refrain from desire,
that desire that can only end up in dire!


It's okay to dream as teens do to vent their rage,  
it's fine to have a fantasy and wait for the phone to ring;  
and it's quite normal to think of boys at this age,
but be warned of the first heartbreak from a tender wink,
it may lead to something you are not ready for,
so keep on dreaming and shut that darn door!


Towards midnight you hear his voice again and feel fine,
it must be one of those dreams when he says, " Little doll,
you are the prettiest one among others so slim and tall!"
And he goes on, " I made you a promise you'll be all mine!"
Oh, dreamer so innocent: a pillow case is all you hold,
he's not yours by any means...he's a teaser and way too old!  
 

Your silly head is listening to the song he wrote,
a lovely love song he sent to your cellphone,
falling in love is not learned from a romance book:
words mislead and confuse the ones who are alone;
you may love him dearly, but all he does is using you for his own delight... 
he may love you, but he'll sing his song to someone who's not too bright.       


Inspired by the following songs:

Across The Universe
Lady Madonna
Lucille
Lonely Rita
Blackbird
Northern Song


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To Part is to Die

To part is to die;
Means forever that I
Will give my heart, body and mind,
Whenever to fight
For the rest of my life...

I will always try
To give you the sun, moon, and stars,
And everything under the sky.
I will forever strive
To quench you when you're dry,
If you're low, build you high.
Help you spread wings and fly...

To catch every tear you cry.
To never be the reason they fall from your eye.
Look into mine,
I promise no lie,
Together our dreams are infinite,
Let's bring them alive.
The world is divine,
So let's take our time,
And enjoy each treasure that crosses our line.
Thought the path may curve, each mountain we'll climb.
We'll never swerve and never divide.
Place your heart in my hand and I'll give you mine.
We'll put together our knots and let love make tie.
Swear on my entity, to never abandon your side.
No more, no less;
To part is to die.


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Missing

Walking around the graveyard
Untaggling his hands from the pocket in his jacket
its clear in his head that he's screaming for something
that something is missing within his heart

Taking off his hat as he sits it on her grave
Pulling out a piece of paper
The death certificate that her name was signed on
a tear falling from his cheek 
he reaches down to pick up the flower he laid there before

crumples at his touch
sitting down the piece of paper
he asked her
how can i love?
when the one i want is not here?

tears fall from his eyes unto the paper 
he lights a candle
sits it by her tombstone

He lays down beside her
listening to the wind
hoping to hear her voice
something he longed for
something that he was missing

he falls asleep
holding the stem of the rose that crumpled before
The pedals fly away with the wind
and the flame of the candle burns out
the rain starts to fall

He lays with his eyes closed
He goes back in time
The rose pedals fall back unto the stem
The paper flies back into his pocket

He walks back into town
Back into the house he was at before
Back at her funeral
to the hospital they were at
When they found out she had cancer
To the church where they got married
To the time when he asked her to marry him
Finally to the place where they met

There story replays again in his mind
he lays cold on the ground beside her
The wind dies down
and the candle starts burning again


Details | Lyric | |

Falling (Song)

She's sleeping, she's dreaming,
I watch her sleep the night away,
I'm breathing, this peace in,
Don't want to wake her right away,
But the daylight, is coming,
And she looks so beautiful to me,
When she wakes up, she breaks up,
The ways she wants her life to be,
Alarm rings, the clock sings,
And she opens up her eyes...

Calling out,
Knowing, I'm right here,
To keep her from,
Falling down,
When she wakes up
to what life is,

She is sweet,
and she's just,
and she needs
and she hugs
And she watches out
for who she loves,

So I see
That she's safe,
and I create a place,
She can wake
and feel she's dreaming free,
Falling back to me,

She comes home, on her cellphone,
ending another hectic day,
She's sighing, starts crying,
I wish I knew the words to say,
I hold her, to show her,
That everything will be okay,
Still crying, she's trying,
To push all of her stress away,
I tell her, in this shelter,
Nothing can stop her smile, from,

Calling out,
Knowing, I'm right here,
To keep her from,
Falling down,
When she wakes up
to what life is,

She is sweet,
and she's just,
and she needs
and she hugs
And she watches out
for who she loves,

So I see
That she's safe,
and I create a place,
She can wake
and feel she's dreaming free,
Falling back to me,

Again, she starts sleeping,
Heavy breathing,
Sounds so sweet,
To hear her slumber,
Watch her wonder,
Falling back to
where she loves,

I kiss her slowly,
Her eyes open,
Calling out
and dreaming free,
She's falling back to me...


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dreamers

everytime people see me coming
they say i look ao fly cause i got that look
i got that style and the personalty
to make them smile 
  yep
all the guys they want to flock to me
always asking me if i iwant them to be my guy 
i tell them im miss independent
and
i got me a guy and im his furture wifey
yep for real

im his little momie and i call him papie
he knows i stay nun but true 
when it come s to being by myside he`s right by myside
and we going fly high 
if you ask him who he rolling with 
he going say im rolling with my baby 
cause she`s on my mind like crazy  
    yep thats how it is

if you don`t understand it
you need to understand it
cause im will always stay true 
tto my nikkiepoo


you no who you are so stop dreaming and come to reality 
         ight 


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Invasion,love,and lies

happily in love with this dude
"she been with for 2years"
she swears he's the love of her life
"she considerin to be his wife"
he comforts her
when she in need
she's not a ruby
she's a diamond ring
I asked Tracy
What does that mean
she said "He buys her the finer things"
she thinks he the sun
that melts her heart,
and she tha snow that cools him down
she had me thinkin
they are meant to be,
but the third year
Tim changed on Tracy
screwin around with the same sex,
I was blown away
I was like "whats next"
she found out the dude is his ex
she when to the clinic 
and took an alphabet test,
the results came back
it was not so good,
she had a flash back,
when I told her,( keep- it- hood)
to rap it up
even though he dont look suspect
I told her to tell him to take an alphabet test
now theres an invasion in her veins,
but she dont feel no pain
her man repose with his ex
and more than one bro
he take her love for a game,
she so young dying slowly
the infection is with her to stay
theres no cure to make it go away,
all she can do is live day by day
her man refuse to apologise
he repudiate to cover up his lies
he brings home a virulent thing
from messin with his ex
and havin nightly flings,
this tragic scene really hurts me
that my best is dying on me

this poem is dedicated to a friend of mine that 
I love so much. To let you all know, the character names
are fake. its not the real persons name.
A lesson learn" PLEASE RAP IT UP!


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Pinnochio

Do you see what we've done?
I'm so tired of all these mistakes
I've made a fool of myself
Shaking, trembling in a thousand quakes

You cried to me, but I no longer care
That voice of yours haunts me everywhere

I watch you from here, so sullenly
At the time it all felt so right
But you told lies like pinnochio
And I had to take off in the night

You cried to me, but I no longer care
That voice of yours haunts me everywhere

Now I know where this will go
I'm so worried about the ending
So confused about how long this has gone on
How long we were only pretending

You cried to me, but I no longer care
That voice of yours haunts me everywhere

Ready to smile again, but it won't come
My story should end but it's just begun


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If I Could

If I could write a song and keep you from leaving
I'd never write another line
If I could, I'd haunt your peaceful dreams
Forever taunt your fragile mind

Go on, leave me
I'll be just fine
Go on, leave me
There's always another Valentine

This bed that you once called home-
Its emptiness feels so divine
This heart that you once filled whole
Its emptiness, is mine

If I could see through your bleating 
I'd have never called you mine
If I could bring you all you're "needing"
The universe would be thine

Go on, leave me
I'll be just fine
Go on, leave me
There's always another Valentine

Loving thoughts, once dwelt on you
Have slowly morphed with time
Wrought with disdain, I can say:
I'm thankful I drew the line

If I could be all you wanted
I would be God
If I could be all you wanted
Who I am would be robbed

Go on, leave me
I'll be just fine
Go on, leave me
There's always another Valentine

Go on, leave me
I'll be just fine
Go on, leave me
I'll give praise that you aren't mine


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Anna

The childish silliness
The sweet clumsiness
The burning storm
On your head
My everyday trial of patience.

You piss me off
All the time

All the time
You make me smile

I want to kill you
With squeezing hug

Whenever you cry
My soul tears apart.

One smile of yours -
The sun shines again
Even if it rains outside.



Sight of you
Weakens me

I lose my cruelty
My hunger for revenge:

My violent arms soften
My veins loose;


You need me
as much as
Vital you are
to my wild heart
not to burst hatred.

You teach me 
patience and tenderness,

Sometimes I hate you
I love you always
Though not in love am I.



I shall be yours
till the end of time
To make you happy
- a new goal in life:

Whatever your wish from me
Will happen
Always and ever

Forever to you
I am devoted

My dear friend,
No easier words
would paraphrase
the essential emphasis
of what I feel
but
'I love thee' -
Every single day.


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Only Words

I check the time; fifth time tonight.
I've just gotten used to holding you,
But mornings here and you'll be leaving soon.
The panic; the rush; wrecking over every touch.
Bent over on wounded knee,
You won't stop scratching until I bleed. 

Time after time, I hold you close,
I can't let you go, let you go
Without at least knowing if I go,
You'll forget about me.

You say it's right, but you can't hold me tight.
You say it's wrong, what you've felt all along.
So I'll build these walls.
All along these walls, I'll beat ceaselessly.
With only words to comfort me. 

Where are the pictures that you took of us?
Have you lost them all? 
Now only memories of what we were,
Or maybe what we weren't supposed to be.
You tell me nothings happening.
I sacrifice my happiness.
You tell me nothings happening.
I sacrifice my happiness,
Over and over and over
Until I'm low and empty.

Night after night, I hold you close,
Hoping you know, hoping you'll see;
All of my everything.
Remove the wool from your eyes.

You tell me nothings happening.
I sacrifice my happiness.
You tell me nothings happening.
I sacrifice my happiness,
Over and over and over
Until I'm low and empty.

You say it's right, but you can't hold me tight.
You say it's wrong, what you've felt all along.
So I crawl along these walls,
Beating my fists ceaselessly.
And I crawl along these walls.

I found the time for my mind,
For my help, for my sake,
But I'll break, over and over 
Over and over, until I'm low and empty.
Nothing left, nothing left.
With only words to comfort me.


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The Rose

You confessed your love for me through a single white rose I smiled genuinely, yet then you turned to hurt me, leaving me behind...lost and alone The rose was nothing but poison to my heart, for 'twas you the evildoer, pressing my finger into its very thorn As the blood inside of me ran cold, deep red drops from the cursed stem silently fell into the snow. I couldn't believe that your intentions were as such, I thought you once promised that you would forever love me... Why risk betraying all of my trust? I cannot see the angel I once glimpsed in your beautiful face... It is now replaced by a mysterious raven, forever intending to be my disgrace My like will remember that winter of December, when you gave me that simple white rose now stained red will fade to black My tears fall and the love I will soon take back as I return the very rose into your cold hand, pale and scarred Your body frozen, so cold and numb as you lie abandoned, mutilating my heart, throwing it in the blood-trickled snow I think of the end of life, holding but one white rose No pain shall I feel, so perfect, so innocent, no horror in my mind, no nightmares now It is time to whisper the final goodbye I have been given the strength, I can now peacefully bid thee farewell Do not forget me I look down at the soft white petals and embrace the only token I have left of you, my little rose so beautiful and pure Forever stained by the blood of my soul is this single white rose The rose of my one true love...


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I cant take nomore

I cant take no more of your lies
I cant take no more of your crap
I cant take no more of all this hurt
I cant take no more (no)
I cant tak no more....

Time and love played around you
yet you let these girls get the best of  you
I was so naive to stay with you
thinking you will change for us two...

Im tired of your cheating
Im tired of your lies
Im tired of your crap
and i cant take no more
Noooo(no,no)
Noooo(no,no)
I cant tke no more....

I cant take no more of your lies
I cant take no more of your crap
I cant take no more of all this hurt
I cant take no more (no)
I cant take no more....
repeat2x:

Im sick and tired of your game
cuz you will never change
my heart is breaking and
youre the one I blame
I wont stay and let you keep
disrespecting me
you dont even own up to your
responsibilities
this so call love you give
that is not wat I need

I cant take no more (no)
I cant take no more....

I cant take no more of your lies
I cant take no more of your crap
I cant take no more of all this hurt
I cant take no more (no)
I cant take no more....
repeat2x:


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The Lucky One

Verse 1:
Feel the air soft and sweet on my skin
Thoughts of splendor drift on the wind
Moon so bright hung in the sky
How could you let this moment pass you by?

Chorus:
The lucky one you are to me
But uncluckys what I seem to be
No matter how hard I try 
In your heart its not I

Verse 2:
Look around me and all I see 
Visions that this is meant to be 
Moments seem out of a dream
Yet you are blind to the moonlights beam

Chorus:
The lucky one you are to me
But uncluckys what I seem to be
No matter how hard I try 
In your heart its not I

Verse 3:
Make you feel it, make you care
Wish you could see it everywhere
But you dont and I cant try
I guess I'll let you let it die

Chorus:
The lucky one you are to me
But uncluckys what I seem to be
No matter how hard I try 
In your heart its not I



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Rough is an Understatement

I knew you hated it then
When I said I wanted more than friends.
And when I spoke to you my heart
You disregarded it from the start.
But when I spoke those words to you,
You didn't know just what to do.
You took them in with such disdain  
And that caused me so much pain.
It was only you that I wanted to please
And that made it so much harder on me.
 
I tried so hard to pull away
To find someone to take my mind away.
I searched so desperately
Still knowing where my heart would be.
I tried my best to sever tries
To tell myself I wasn't the guy.
Oh it was rough for awhile,
Yeah things went numb after awhile.
Until I found myself right back to you.
 
Since then I've jumped so many hoops
And you've cut some ties loose.
Even though you still hold the strings
Along with so many other things
Like pictures of time that you onced cherished,
I can't let my love perish.
While I hope these memories will fade
The emotions will remain,
Murdering my dreams and leaving me with the stains
Until I found myself right back with you. 
 
I tried so hard to pull away
To find someone to take my mind away.
I searched so desperately 
Still knowing where my heart would be.
I tried my best to sever tries
To tell myself I wasn't the guy.
Oh it was rough for awhile,
Yeah things went numb after awhile.
Until I found myself right back to you.


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My Cure

You sucked the poison out of me,
I feel free though I can see
The inspiration has also left my head
As I lay awake in bed,
But I don’t mind,
No, I don’t mind.
 
I’m holding onto this escape,
Forgiven for my mistake,
You’re all I need, breathe you in,
You’re under my skin,
But I don’t mind,
No, I don’t mind.
 
This cure has my head spinning,
I’m falling and I’m flying,
Hold onto me, let me go,
I don’t know,
Which way to turn now,
Your eyes have me held,
Spellbound,
But I don’t mind,
Why should I mind?
 
Take your time,
I stand in line,
First up, last one standing,
You speak words, commanding,
But I don’t mind,
No, I don’t mind.
 
I tell myself this isn’t good,
Isn’t how it should
Be but you’ve held me tight
And carried me through the night
And I don’t mind,
No, I really don’t mind.
 
This cure has my head spinning,
I’m falling and I’m flying,
Hold onto me, let me go,
I don’t know,
Which way to turn now,
Your eyes have me held,
Spellbound,
But I don’t mind,
Why should I mind?
 
Behind these eyes,
I always believed in lies,
The pain stung me like whips
But you cure me with your lips,
And I don’t mind,
No, I don’t mind.
 
I’m burning up inside,
Want to run, to hide,
But your light seeks me out
And shows me what love’s about
So I don’t mind,
No, I don’t mind.
 
This cure has my head spinning,
I’m falling and I’m flying,
Hold onto me, let me go,
I don’t know,
Which way to turn now,
Your eyes have me held,
Spellbound,
But I don’t mind,
Why should I mind?
Why
Should I
Mind? ...


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the twin

Since I was born
I've just found someone I adore!
After you there is none,
baby your beauty has no flaw.
You are not a beauty queen,
you are beauty's twin!


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pain inflicted beauty

Does it ever cause you pain?
To know you broke my heart,
Does it ever cause you pain?
To know you pulled it apart.

I could jump off a building,
And soar towards the ground.
To know you wouldn't miss me,
If my identity was found.

Did it


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In Your Love

Every time you kiss my lips 
I am drowning, I'm drowning
Like a never ending abyss
I am drowning, I'm drowning
Every time you whisper I miss you
I am drowning, I'm drowning
In your love,  in your love.

Life doesn't seem dangerous
When I'm drowning, yeah I'm drowning
Don't take it so serious
Cause I'm drowning, yeah I'm drowning
I don't care what they think of us
Cause I'm drowning, yeah I'm drowning
In your love, in your love

~ Leonard Napierskie


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Cryin'

You can listen to the song here: http://www.muziboo.com/mdegenhardt/music/cryin/

If you see me cry It means you’re too close Yet out of my world You’ve hurt me the most With a promise to love That never came true If you see me cry It’s because of you You can’t wipe these tears As they’ll never cease What I wished to happen It will never be You promised me rainbows There’s no color to see If you can’t love me back Then it’s cryin’ for me If you hear me cry I hope you hurt too It’s nothing you’ve done It’s what you won’t do I had hoped you would love me A dream not coming true If you hear me cry It’s because of you You can’t wipe these tears As they’ll never cease What I wished to happen It never will be You promised me rainbows There’s no color to see If you can’t love me back Then it’s cryin’ for me If tomorrow comes And you’re not here Then maybe I’ll stop These useless tears But for now you’re around It hurts me to see If you can’t love me back then it’s cryin’ for me


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Through It All

August 4, 2012


Well she don't mind if I
Go around back to take this call
No no she won't mind if I
Brought about it all

Right there my soul stands tall
Absent through it all

Broken plates evade my face
Against my bedroom wall
Beneath the windowsill
Where we once fell in love
Let's make peace like turtle doves
And walk back home now through the mud

Well she don't mind if I
Come back home at 4 am
No no she don't mind if I
Leave her all alone again

Right there my soul stands tall
Absent through it all

Make up like it never was
You always knew I was a dud
Above my comfy bed
Where you once rest your head
Can't we forget all that I've said
Awake where the past is dead

Well she don't mind if I
Bare knuckles through her wall
No no she don't mind if I
Yell and scream even more

Right there my soul stands tall
Absent through it all


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Tell Me Babe

From the first time I saw you, you noticed my reaction.
So tell me what's gonna be your next move.
I was only out to fulfill my satisfaction.
Tell me can you feel this sensation?
Our only connection was our sexual relation.

So tell me babe, it's up to you.
What's going to be your next move?
You know what I'll do.

So tell me babe, with love so true,
That I am the only man that's for you,
And by your side I will stay.

When things cool down you contemplate your decision
But at the heat of the moment,
I can tell that you want it.
We both knew it from the start.
I can't change your mind until I change your heart.

And I know, that there's sympathy for another.
Do you really want your man when you feel for your lover?
And you know that I refuse to be just a friend.

So tell me babe, it's up to you.
What's going to be your next move?
You know what I'll do.

So tell me babe, with love so true,
That I am the only man that's for you,
And by your side I will stay.

I’ll tell you babe, I do need you.
I’ll tell you babe, the stories are true.
I fell in love, what do I do?
When the woman I fell for is you?


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Landslides of Roses -song-

We often like singing, to landslides of roses, and no one cares. 
This worlds almost over, so hard to stay sober, when you're not there.

 For time will tell your fortunes fail, when you breathe my name, so call on those who care for you, as your fear hides your shame. The clouds will calm, the angry rain, as I take all the blame!

This world that we live in, is taken not given, when we don't share.
 So trust in your loved ones, to hold and protect you, when I'm not there. 

For faith in love is bittersweet, when you have no shame. So close your eyes and raise your voice, call out my name. Just hold me now, believe in me, I'll take all your pain! 

Cause I love you my precious one, I hold you in my heart. So run with me so far away, we'll build a new start. Just hold me now, believe in me, forever we'll be! 

Cause we often like singing, to landslides of roses, and no one cares. And as we grow older, this world may seem colder, but I'll still be there. 


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On The Brink

On the brink of crying,
on the brink of dying,
what are you gonna do?On the brink of cryin‘,
On the brink of dyin‘,
You’ve gotta listen to your soul now, too.

Now think of this situation,
This is a poem, but also a conversation
If you don’t want to hurt those around you
You’ve gotta help yourself first then the other few

On the brink of cryin‘,
On the brink of dyin‘,
What are you gonna do?
On the brink of cryin‘,
On the brink of dyin‘,
If you don’t wanna hear the truth
Then you better not do something stupid, but instead new
On the brink of cryin‘,
On the brink of dyin‘,
What are you gonna do?
On the brink,
On the brink,
I’m on the brink of cryin’
‘Cause inside I’m
‘Cause inside I’m
‘Cause inside I’m dyin’
I’m on the,
I’m on the, I’m on the brink.


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Heart Beats

***A collaboration with a talented friend




You say my name and make me feel
like you know my thoughts, my heart can't beat still

So if its feelin right dont be ashamed
and if its feelin wrong you only got me to blame

Pre Chorus:  
you cant blame it on the liquor 
you can't blame it on the club
you can't blame it on the dj for you fallin in love

Chorus:
you can try to play it off but you know where I'll be right?
Dancin to the sound of my heart and it beats like

From the day we met, my hearts been set, 
it's you i want, with no regrets

Baby ain't no need to rush, we can take this slow
Let's play these feelings by ear and see how the beats go

(Repeat Pre-Chorus and Chorus)

Bridge
Ima try to be your girl, change your world
give you mine, two hearts combine
So if you got the time baby let me know
We can take it fast, take it slow, keep it on the low

(Repeat Pre Chorus and Chorus)


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Always Away

He pushes me away

Every day

I can't stand

when he's not holding my hand

But he pushes me down

I cry with a frown

And as i run away

I can't stop to say

That i was in love

It must've been a mistake, i can't love

Not when he treats me this way

Oh he's pushing me away

And yet he took my breath away

When I saw him walk in today

Through my stomach was tight

I almost could pretend I was alright

But he took off without saying a word

As I stood there feeling so awkward, so absurd

He texts me his apology

Nice to know just what he thinks of me

That he can tell his phone much later

But it just makes the pain much greater

Cause though I've not shed a single tear

I feel like I've cried for many a year

He's supposed to be

My fantasy

The one to hold 

when life gets old

Someone I can cry to, and let him cry to me

But nothing in my life plays out quite happily


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Warm Waters

See those waves comin' fast?
Babe, they ain’t gonna last
Don’t you wanna take a dip?
Don’t worry, prepare for the trip
It may be cold but not for long
Don't let 'em tell you it's wrong

Pull the pin and ease it in
Let the warm waves crash and flow
If you want more just sing the sin
Your troubles came now watch 'em go...

It's a one way ticket to nirvana
Babe, we can have more if you wanna
Just sing the sin, I'll pull the pin
Let's see how fast we can spin
But first! Before we hit the deck
Let’s be safe, just one last check

Pull the pin and ease it in
Let the warm nirvana calm and blow
If you want more just sing the sin
Your troubles came now watch 'em go...

Let's see that good lookin' pearl
We should go and take it out for a whirl
You know you want more, so do I
But before we swim let’s go and fly high
One more dip in those waters can't hurt
We might get wet so take off that shirt

Let’s pull the pin and ease it in
Let the warm waves crash and flow
If you want more just sing the sin
Our troubles are gone, let's get blown...


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Fool's Paradise


Angels are crying in the moonlight, As I'm
living in a fools paradise, Once again in my life
Gotta spread my wings and fly away.

As life's a gift and I don't want to waste
anymore time on love that's one sided.

As long as you get it your way your happy
But I'm not anymore, I want more.

A fool's paradise to think my life's gonna change 
with you, I can see it's your way or the highway.

Well I gotta have more in my life, Not a man who's
only there part time.

So It's time I fly away, But remain your
forever friend.

Copyright8/19/13 Cheryl Mcall


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each step that i take

each step that i take i will be your every bounty
every move that i make i will always be there for thy
you drive me crazy when u ask when u call on me let me be me baby
oo
i never want u to say goodbye you make the rainbows and u make me smile
just wana live like the birds and bees baby i cant love you if set me free
lalalala set me free

each moment with you i  need someone to hold on too
but i need u to knw i cant love you if u cant let go 
youif u aask if u call on me let me be me baby ooooo

set me fre st me free yea 

lalala la

lalala


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I've Got Pain Inside, But No One Cares

When you smile at me i laugh at you
When you laugh at me i smile back
I try and hide the pain and agony I feel
So i left this earth and went to Mars
to live closer to the lovely stars;
you might not think it's true

You say you know me 
you act like you know me
you even talk like you do,
but that's not true

You talk about me like you know me from deep inside
you have even tried to have that denied
but sooner or later i'm gonna die
and no one will care

To you and them it doesn't matter anymore
'Cause I'll be under the soiled floor
I'll be forgotten;

never spoke of
I'll be hurt and killed because of love
no one will miss me 
i'll die with no one's sympathy
they won't even ask what happened to me

Livin' alone i think i hate myself
It's like i'm on the top of a never-ending bookshelf
feelin' as if i'm gonna fall any second now
I'm gonna die and won't remember how

I'm sayin' to the world "good-bye"
now i'm gonna ask you this:

Can ya hear my shouts and cries 
can ya see the tears in my eyes 
can ya hear, can ya see, can you feel me?

baby, please...help me
take the pain away
so i'll never deal with it for
another day


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Porcelain Doll

I can't
I won't
Refuse to be your porcelain doll
Like I've been for... so long

You put me on this shelf
To collect dust
And you go as you please
Run off and play with your little friends

But not before you lock me away
Safe and sound in this tower
Then you run off with the key
You're such a tease

Well I've got news for you
I'm a person with feelings too and
I'm tired of collecting dust
I refuse to be the porcelain doll

Little sex toy that you want
With no mind of my own
No thoughts or opinions
Just waiting till I catch your eye

The most pathetic part is
I know just how to get your attention
It's so sad that the way to your heart
Is through my body

Worst kind of chauvinist
I know you say you love me
But darling they're just words
And I know in time, you'll miss me

And god knows it hurts
But I can't play pretend anymore
This fairytale is crashing down
Cause I'm tired of living a lie

You ask me if I'm happy...
What did you think I would say?
You abuse me so kindly
Every touch makes me think there's a chance

Maybe I'm foolish 
Maybe I'm stubborn
But I can't cry anymore
Make my tears worthwhile

If you only acted like I interested you
Maybe just a little
Maybe then things could change
We're on two different levels of love

I can't
I won't 
Refuse to be your porcelain doll
Anymore


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True Romance

It's the way that I run
     and shave my legs
          when I know
               he's on his way...
It's the way that he listens
     to my constant chatter,
          conversing with me,
               knowing I'm only lonely...
It's the way that I smile
     inside my soul
          when I speak his name,
               or hear his voice...
It's the way that he waited,
     watching me with others,
          knowing I'd come to him 
               in the end.
It's the way that I feel comfortable -
     only with him,
          and not bashful,
               or afraid I'm too fat.
It's the way that he cares
     when he's doing
          what he knows to be right for me,
               to keep me from being hurt.
It's the way that I admire him
     for working so hard,
          and accept him
               for he, himself...
It's the way he doesn't hide
     the fact that we're together
          from anyone, anytime -
               especially not his friends.
It's the way that I don't
     obsess over him,
          but am so very glad
               when we are together.
But most of all,
     it's the way that we click,
          and openly respect one another
               ev'ry day, ev'ry way.


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heart of stone

I have a heart of stone
I like you but leave me alone
oh boy,boy,boy
I mite be rite for you
now prove that to be rite
I mite just end up loving you
you want the sweet and happy days
you wanna crack my heart
and push the stones away
you wanna heal me up
and pave my wings with gold
cus my heart is very cold
you say im the star
you wanna pull from the sky
the season for love
and thats the reason why
you want the sweet and happy days
you wanna crack my heart
and push the stones away
you wanna heal me up
and pave my wings with gold
cus my heart is very cold


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Half a Heart

Once in a while, It would be good to feel, That I'm not alone, That I AM real. Once in a while, It would be kinda nice to know, That I'm not invisible, That I'm not a Hoe. (MEANING GARDENING TOOL) But only having half a heart, Makes it kinda hard to move on. I will learn a lot, From his little con. I am a dreamer, I am a believer, But when I am only left with half heart. It's kinda hard not to take rejection hard. Another one is walking around, With his little stripper, His little crown. She has no idea who she'd end up with, Giving birth in the hospital. No one with her. But only having half a heart, Makes it kinda hard to move on. I will learn a lot, From his little con. I am a dreamer, I am a believer, But when I am only left with half heart. It's kinda hard not to take rejection hard. Raise our hands, Clap to the beat, Of a hummingbird's wings. Just remember I'm still here, The only one, The only one, In love with you... But only having half a heart, Makes it kinda hard to move on. I will learn a lot, From his little con. I am a dreamer, I am a believer, But when I am only left with half heart. It's kinda hard not to take rejection hard. We are strong, Cold to the core, We gotta let you know, We're not your doll anymore.


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Lovers Departed

Lovers departed
Like two souls unwanted
Sent to Hell in a hand basket
To make it out on your own
Futures are uncertain
Hope can be lost
Place faith in the fact that
What could have been, never was

Hearts and minds tend to fight
An epic tug-of-war
All you ever wanted 
blew out the front door
And now all we do is search
For Mister and Miss Right
But did we just maroon them, each other, on shore?

Long words abandoned
For those softer on tongues
One plans the future,
The other plans today’s fun
Why can’t they both
Simply cross the other’s path
It’s for not lack of trying
Until turning one’s back

Memories have faded
Yet others return
Was it a fair exchange 
to receive the good for the spurned?
The wrong days will cut you
With fears and regrets
Sometimes we hold onto
What no one thinks is best

In the foggy uncertain
Only time can unfold
If happiness awaits 
Or you die old and alone


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About, Me & You

You & me, so long we've been together,
Why can't you see?  Look inside..  I would never,
Ever want to be, a traitor to my lover,
You're the mother of my child, there could never be another.

I love to think about the day when we first met,
The day you walked into my life, how could I forget?
I let you deep into my heart, now my mind's set,
Because I love you, there's not a single regret.

It's never black and white, we are both shades of grey,
Now the world is full of colour and it's a fine day,
You extend my power, nothing gets into our way,
They say that love is blind, but this vision's here to stay.

Now this feeling's been refined, in the fires of time,
That have raged through our hearts, all along the line,
Your smile shines down on my face, so divine,
It's a crime to wastle a love, that is so sublime.

I can be the rock, that weathers the storm,
When the cold creeps in, I'll still be warm,
I'm no Millionaire, though I'm richer than you know,
Because I've got you Girl.

When we were broke, we still didn't choke,
The hardtimes fell, but we saw it as a joke!
We worked and played hard.. but we saw the smoke,
As the pressure awoke, to bring stress and to provoke.

Opposites attract, because we both come back,
It's a fact that I missed you, be we never ever lacked,
Any reason to react, you'll agree, we're both cracked,
You high-jacked my heart!  So start showing some tact!

Let us stay this way, today and tomorrow,
And any other day..  there are plenty more to follow,
We've no debt to pay, no reason to borrow,
We've got a light to shine, in the darkness of sorrow.

It has been so long Girl, we've gotta be strong,
And let time make right, what once went wrong,
I'll sing you any song..  in my heart you belong,
I just know we should carry on..

I was the rock, that weathered the storm,
The cold crept in, and I was still warm,
I'm no Millionaire, but I'm still richer than you know,
But now I haven't got you Girl..


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Its a thrill

Every time I go
to the place we know
I get sad inside 
and i want to hide

when i think of you 
and the things you do
I want to run away
break down and cry

And Its a thrill
But it kills
and we're still
not anywhere

and i know that we're not going soon
but i don't care.


BY: Ava Douglass
Age: 12


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Which Way

June 21, 2013


We've been floating through the years
Just you and me my dear
Without a worry on our minds
Or a watch to keep the time

Which way will you go
Which way will you go
If you take the road less traveled
You're much less likely to unravel

Where have you gone
I can't seem to find you anywhere but here
Right by my side where you belong
Holding hands and singing songs

Of a time long gone
When the long forgotten speak
Their minds
And we let ours go in time

Which way will you go
Which way will you go
If you take the road less traveled
You're much less likely to unravel

How will you answer
My love
Will you trust in your beloved
Or look to the stars above

As the days roll by
I wonder why
Which will
Which will you try


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Seventeen

I remember your smiling face
Staring down at me
It all just seemed pillows and promises
But soon the comfort fades out
And we’re left with hidden pictures
And misguided hearts

But now, I’ve stared at the memory long enough
That I can feel your hand wrap around mine
And this time, we won’t let go

It’s been so long since seventeen
We’ve gone so far, fearing never to find our way back
School hallways and car backseats linger in my heart
In just a moment, with just another smile you took me back
To seventeen

Now, I’ve stared at the memory long enough
That I can feel your hand wrap around mine
And this time, we won’t let go

Sitting on the edge of the bed
Spiraling toward the edge of my mind
I hear the door close behind you
Still, I sit here, wondering what this means
Somehow I know
Somehow I know, you’ll be back again someday
So I’ll just sit here and let you find your way back to me

I’ve stared at the memory long enough
That I can feel your hand wrap around mine
And this time, we won’t let go

This time, we’ll be walking hand-in-hand


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Our love

I know how I feel.
I know it's real.
At night my heart breaks--
cause we're not together.
Our love is forever.
My world is you.
I know this is all true.


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if only

let me set your mind right
let me take you out tonight
girl let me show you a good time

"if only"

if only you let me
show you how I can be
I could be that guy you need
I could be the one to set you free...

"if only"
if only


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No More

I don't know who I am anymore.
I walked towards the light in search of another life.
Your smile fills my heart with hope in this endless battle between mind and soul.
Tell me where to go tell me how to touch your soul.
Am I even in your thoughts or am I a memory that is no more?


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I wont forget

On the day I met you
you seemed to be
my perfect match
the man of my dreams
I was young and in love
yet so naive
I remember wat you said
to me that day
you wont hurt me
but you did just that
you took your promises back
that we will never part
yet you broke my heart
I still sing your favorite song
even though youre gone
I remember walks in the park
makin love in the dark
I wont forget the day 
you came into my life
and had me thinking someday
I will be your wife
but everything was a lie
so I had to say bye bye


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Crater

Hold me tight, like tonight was our last day.
If I could have imagined everything
Then I could just walk away.
If I could imagine anything,
Then everything would be my darkest dream.

And I, I can't close my eyes
And fall from your skies.
Now out here in space
I wonder what impact I can make.

And now that I've lost everything,
I rise, oh I rise, but it's too late.
And now that I've lost everything,
I fall, fall into myself.
Watch as I fall away.

Lay next to me so I can see all that you hide.
Without you here I lock myself away.
And no I won't, I won't give up this fight.
To get up and just walk away.
I can't lose everything.

And now that I've lost everything,
I rise, oh I rise, but it's too late.
And now that I've lost everything,
I fall, fall into myself.
And now out here in space,
I wonder what impact I can make.
Watch as I fall away,
Watch as I fall away.
Now out here in space
I wonder what impact I can make.
Now watch as I fall away.
Watch, watch everything, now as it falls away.


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jolene's reply

DOLLY, DOLLY, DOLLY, DOLLY
Please don't beg, am not taking away your man
I won't take him away just because I can
Why will I when am in love with someone else.
I know the feeling that you feel
I was there too, and I still am.
The only man I loved has gone away
And you see, am still waiting for him.
With my honey dew eyes and way with words
I still could not keep the man I love
DOLLY, DOLLY, DOLLY, DOLLY
 Please stop crying, he is not worth it.
What am I to do, if he calls my name in his sleep?
I want none of him or anyone else.
Can't you see the pain in my eyes too?
If I don't cry, does not mean I don't.
Your happiness does not depend on me
Nor with him if he does not care.
Don't be a fool, listen to me Dolly
I don't care a bit about him


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Like a Star in the Night

Verse One: Sitting on the window pane/ Looking into the

night sky/ Seeing all the beautiful stars/ Shining 
                   
in there glory/ The vast night sky/ or makes me 
              
feel so small 

Chorus: All the stars around me/ twinkling tonight

Surrounding me with the light/ They're 
                    
all I need tonight/ I will shine with all my 
                  
might / Like a star/ like a star in the night

Verse Two: I'm so far from where I want to be/

My dreams are as big as this bight sky/ I'm thinking

to myself/ Can this ever happen?/ What if I fail?/ What 

if this is not what I am meant to be? 

Repeat Chorus

Verse Three: Thinking of you and what we are/ think of how

you make me feel/ the joy you give my soul/ Thinking of leaving 

you/ how leaving you could destroy you/ destroy the beauty in 

the night sky 

Repeat Chorus 

Bridge: I have to choose/ choose between you and this night 

sky/ This night sky I have always dreamed of/ but you/ you are 

the light/ the encouragement of my life/ I have to choose you/

you or my night sky 

Repeat Chorus X2


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Was it you


1st Verse:

Walk on by me if you see me
Let me pass just let me go
All those things we had between us
Just the past now says so

In the moment it was real
At the time we could stand still
For a love we thought would last
Never forgotten by the past

Bridge:

The love we thought could never die
Has evaporated to blue sky

Chorus:

Saw you today
Couldn’t believe
Was it you standing there
Did my eyes deceive?
Never thought I would wonder
Always thought I knew
But now I don’t know
Is it true?
Was it you?

2nd Verse:

Turn around walk the other way
Strangers is what we are
Knew each other inside and out
Now just a distant star

Time and space, left it behind
Gave our hearts to another kind
Tweaking dreams not breaking seams
Changing faces Wiping slates clean


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I Just Know

There was a moment,
A solitary second in time,
When your eyes captured mine,
Sending signals of pure peace throughout me.
I knew then that you are where I need to be.
I'd always heard the stories growing up.
Happily ever afters are what little girls should want,
But I never believed them.
I never thought that someone could amaze me,
Knock me off my feet,
Make it difficult to breathe,
But you did,
And now we're here.
In this moment,
Frozen in time,
Your eyes, once again, capture mine,
And I know this is where I belong.
I never believed in happily ever after,
Never thought that it was true,
Never dreamed that it was possible
Until you.
I experience that moment,
Frozen in time,
Every time your eyes capture mine,
Making me lose my breath,
And making it hard to speak,
Let alone think,
And I know.
I just know.


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Lady Killer

Is it true that there's another
You never mentioned him.
I, by way of another, discovered,
That you have a boyfriend.

Well, I never told you of her;
Truth be told, I am single.
How much is there to think over,
To decide if I need you?

Maybe friendship is best,
Whether just now, or forever.
Even if you'd say yes,
Which is for the better?


©2014 Honestly JT


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You Are My Everything

Lately I've broken myself in
Feeling more comfortable
In my own skin
The places my feet
Have taken me
Lead to a complete turn around
Both directions seem so long
But I was in the wrong
I'm more than just aspiring
With you, with you tonight

I may run ahead
But I can't leave you behind
I just need a to get a view of life
And tell you what I find
You hate this place
I can see it in your face
You're just taking care
Of the fragile moments we've shared
Even with no words to speak
You are my everything
Even with nothing to keep
You are my everything
I'm more than just aspiring
So keep an open mind
With me tonight, with me tonight

I never put a patent on confidence
My arrogance leads me back to you
In this never ending race
And now with nothing left to lose
My words may sound cruel
With nothing left to prove
Keep looking ahead
With your eyes on the prize
I'll pay the price for 
The expenses you've occurred
Keep looking ahead
I'm not too far behind
To help you find truth
In all the lies
Carry the weight
When things become to heavy
Bring you up from your knees
When you're broken down and empty
Even with no words to speak
You are my everything
Even with nothing to keep
You are my everything
I'm more than just aspiring
So keep an open mind
With me tonight, with me tonight
Smile for me if you understand my happiness 
I'll care for you tonight, for you tonight


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Feeling Rhyme

Everything about you so desirable, you command attention, I find myself wanting you, though that wasn't my intention. Eyes, nose, hair, so well aligned you need no correction, It's embedded in my heart to stare in your direction. When you look me in the eyes, I know you feel this connection, I wanna be alone with you, so you can truly feel affection. Even your speech is eloquent, from grammar to diction, We need to be together with no restriction. If there's another in your life, I'd recommend immediate eviction, Because compared to what I have in store, he's just a constriction. When we arrive in our intimate zone, there'll be no intrusion, It will all be true feeling, you'll feel it's no illusion. I don't make idle promises, I don't do silly delusions, I've explained my feelings, this is my conclusion. -Michael-Shane Brown


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Virgin Heart

To some
my age shows maturity
experienced
my heart is still one of a virgin
confused by whats real and whats not
wondering if this guy or that guy is the one
giving them a piece of me everytime
hoping and wondering if theyll stay
or how my life would turn out with them
falling in love with the idea
but not the man himself
im a virgin to the game of love


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There Is No Age To Love

A meteor falls down from the stars
Catching fire the faster it falls

She sits in her new house
Sitting in the window seat
Reading a book about wild love
And how fast it grows and catches fire
She watches the meteor shower from her window
She hears a noise coming from the hallway
She creeps around the corner
As she follows the sound to the attic
She opens the creaking attic door
A young man sits before the window
In an old red chair
Half falling apart
He is facing her 
With the back of the chair facing the window
The attic door slams shut
She gasps for air
She is very afraid
He speeds and surely stands before her
Face to face
They meet
He asks her
"who are you?"
she replies
"Amelius, you?"
He moves back as he turns and his back faces her
"Eric"
He moves towards her slowly
And disapears
A few days past
She wonders where he is
She sits in the attic and waits for him
He appears behind her
She explains to him that she feels like she knows him
He sits by her on the bed
he explains there past life together
He returned to meet with her again
She died in a bathtub
He was holding her
Trying to wake her up from the pills she took
She died
After her funeral
He committed suicide
She moved on and became reborn again
He didnt because he was stuck in the past
He kisses her cheek
And she stands in awe
She does drugs in her new life
One night she was driving home
She was on acid
And she ran into a tree
She was dead on the scene
He shows up and pulls her out of the car
She thanks him for saving her
He reaches to hold her hand
"your cold"
She looks at him
"what? you mean im.."
He says "yes"
They leave together in peace
Where they should have been in the begining
His ghost soul is 46 years old
But his age of which he died is 19
She was 17 when she died the first time
The second time she died she was 19
her ghost soul is 23 years old
Love has no age



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The Horror Within

In my heart there is a hole,
Blackened by sins left untold.
Then you come along with your beautiful light;
Cleansing me, healing me, setting all to right.
As my darkness consumes me,
You help me to breathe.
For you are the only one I will ever need.

Though my darkness has taken over me;
I survive, because you are by my side.
Though Despair has me in His might,
Your love will forever free me.
So baby love me, love me for who I am;
For your the only one who understands,
The Horror within my eternal soul.

My depression has me bound,
With chains and handcuffs to the ground.
Your love lifts me and gives me wings,
The chains fall like useless things.
You guide me to your heart,
Promising that we will never part.
Your love has pierced me like a dart.

Though my darkness has taken over me;
I survive, because you are by my side.
Though Despair has me in His might,
Your love will forever free me.
So baby love me, love me for who I am;
For your the only one who understands,
The Horror within my eternal soul.

Though my darkness has taken over me;
I survive, because you are by my side.
Though Despair has me in His might,
Your love will forever free me.
So baby love me, love me for who I am;
For your the only one who understands,
The Horror within my eternal soul.








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For No One

I admit to no one
The larger regret of love

The fear
The loss
The icy grip of fortitude

I admit to no one
Wishing she was here

Naked
Lusting
Feeling lost in the warmth of my skin

I admit to no one
The confusion of my soul

Needing
Hating
Darkly dreaming of better times

I admit to no one …

I cry to no one …

I am no one


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Perfect for Me

V1: As we go through our lives, it always seems there’s a surprise that meets us along the way.
I can truly attest to this because since our first kiss/ I’ve been speechless, I don’t know quite what to say.

Chorus: I could say you’re perfect/ but we both know that ain’t true.
The only man that ever was/ died for me and you.
I’ll just speak from my heart/ and tell you what I see.
I know you might not be perfect/ but baby, you’re perfect for me.

V2: The more I get to know you/ It seems there’s one thing that’s true/ it’s the love that you show me from your heart.
You know, darling, it amazes me, that you and I had a chance to meet/ and God had it planned out from the start.

Chorus: I could say you’re perfect/ but we both know that ain’t true.
The only man that ever was/ died for me and you.
I’ll just speak from my heart/ and tell you what I see.
I know you might not be perfect/ but baby, you’re perfect for me.

Interlude: So I’ll cherish you baby; and let you know how much I care
And thank God for blessing me, and in his love with you I’ll share
So you won’t ever question; for I’ll always speak the truth
I gotta tell you baby…..”I love you.”

Chorus: I say you’re perfect/ but we both know that ain’t true.
The only man that ever was/lived and died for me and you.
I’ll just speak from my heart/ and tell you what I see.
 You might not be perfect/ but baby, you’re perfect for me.
Nobody’s perfect/ but you’re perfect for me. 


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GAMES TO THE HEART

TELLING SOMEONE YOU LOVE THEM,
AND NOT MEANING A WORD OF IT,
TELLING THEM YOU WANT TO BE,
WITH THEM FOREVER AND HAVE,
A FAMILY WITH THEM,
WHEN YOU REALLY WANT SOMEONE ELSE,
YOU JUST LEAD THEM ON TO BELIEVE,
THAT THEY ARE YOUR DREAM COME TRUE,
BUT YET YOU CAN'T SHOW THEM IN ANYWAY,
AND MAKE THEM BELIEVE CAUSE OF YOUR ACTIONS!

SO, SEARCH YOUR HEART, MIND, AND SOUL,
AND FIGURE OUT WHAT IT IS YOU REALLY WANT,
IN YOUR LIFE AND FOR YOUR LIFE,
BECAUSE NO ONE CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY, 
IF YOU AREN'T HAPPY YOURSELF.
BY THE LOOKS OF THINGS,
YOU ARE NOT HAPPY BY NO MEANS,
AND YOU KEEP HURTING THOSE WHO,
CARE THE MOST FOR YOU.

SO, WHEN YOU ARE READY TO SLOW DOWN,
AND ENJOY THE PLEASURES OF LIFE,
YOU KNOW YOU CAN LOOK FOR ME TO BE THERE,
YOUR ONE TRUE FRIEND WHO HAS CARED,
FOR YOU FROM THE START,
EVEN THROUGH ALL OF YOUR GAMES TO MY HEART,
I HAVE NEVER TURNED MY BACK ON YOU,
LIKE MOST PEOPLE WOULD HAVE,
WHICH SHOULD SHOW YOU, 
I TRULY LOVE YOU FROM MY HEART!


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Suspense

you open the window
you burning candlelights
you take my love away
we both making love all night
you think you have me screaming
oh boy i got you dreaming
cus this scene is fading, fading, fading

yo dream so suspense


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that boy

I gotta make him mine
(I gotta)
I gotta make him mine
" That boy"
I gotta make him mine
(I gotta)
I gotta make him mine
"That boy"

He is so fine
I gotta make him mine
I love the way he smile
I like his style
so imma play it cool
and show him wat I can do
imma take him to ecstacy
yea I have the remedy

so I, stroll to the flo
I did my thang
I drop it low
I lick my cherry flavored lips
then I swayed my hips
I cant wait for him to decide
if he wanna dance side by side

"Oh"

I gotta make him mine
(I gotta)
I gotta make him mine
" That boy"
I gotta make him mine
(I gotta)
I gotta make him mine
"That boy"
repeat2x

he start dancing with me
dancing real close to me
his fingers touchin softly
all ova my body

yeah...

I gotta make him mine
(I gotta)
I gotta make him mine
" That boy"
I gotta make him mine
(I gotta)
I gotta make him mine
"That boy"
repeat2x




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Walk On

If I could write a story,I'd write about the past.
The masks and all the words I was afraid to speak.
It would be a story without moral.
I've learned nothing from this journey.
The chapters would be short and simple
In the form of thoughts and riddles.

If I could write a poem to heal myself
I'd un-bandage these wounds
And let them bleed on my page.
I promised myself I wouldn't wait.
I wouldn't have hope but thanks to you
That's all I know.
I'd pack all these things and give them to you,
Because I know patience and love are both virtues.
But if you burned them as physical memories
You know I'd understand.

Wave steady and ignore the tragedy.
Torn between the stories and poetry.
Wave steady and ignore this disaster.
Rummage through the wreck and salvage what you can.
Walk around and hope that you never see
This fragile bird and his broken wings.

There's no shame to sing your favorite song
To save your life.
I'll sing all that I can sing,
And I'll say all that I can say
To make sure I turn out alright.

Walk on and ignore  this tragedy.
Torn between the stories and poetry.
Walk on and ignore this disaster.
Rummage through the wreck and salvage what you can.
Walk on and hope that you never see
This fragile bird and his broken wings.

And I'll sing all that I can sing.
I'll say all that I can say
To make sure I turn out alright.


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Faith

I'm halfway down your spine- ready to reconcile my non existent faith in you.
I'm done hiding from the stupidity I call my brain, but what about the writers out there?- they expect me to shine brighter than a star in a dark, shadowy, black night sky.
I'm a poet, just look at my name.
"White Mountain" if you don't understand Spanish, but to my old friends it means "Beast."
Not like a lion, tiger, or bear but like Kobe Bryant or Kevin Durant- there's no messing with my three.
I'm in your mind yet your tail-bone says hi like a boomerang- slapping me twice as it returns.
I HAD faith in you, but what goes up must come down, right?
My mental state isn't so great, but I wouldn't call it severe.
You're all that I can see, so does that make me insane?


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Wrong

This poem i am writing is about people i know. they have told me all the wrong things they are doing in life. all the things they have done to be in love or even find love.
Josh~i have a second life one in real life one on the computer
Susan~i cry to my poster of james hetfield begging him to find a guy for me
Jassun~i cut myself every night because i feel unloved my family doesnt get me
Chelsea~i take pills and try to overdose because i cant feel my heart beating i just want to know that im alive.
Ron~i constantly call another woman and have phone sex when my wife isnt home
Carrie~i boss people around just so i can feel like im on top above everyone else
Brad~im gay and people dont get the fact that love is love no matter if its with a guy or woman.
Sheryl~my husband passed recently and i already found someone on Eharmony
Me~sometimes i fake who i am so people wont judge me... sometimes i feel like im not good enough so i try to be like everyone so i can feel like im apart of something. but recently i figured out that people love you no matter who you are. there are some people out there who will doubt you and who will hurt you. but thats life even love can hurt the strongest of people.


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Please don't leave

Le soleil est notre ami
Car il nous donne de l’énergie
Laisse sa chaleur
Ouvrir ton cœur (x2)

I’m satisfied
When you smile
I’m happy
When you talk to me

Quand tu me regardes
On dirait que tu m’bombarde
Pleins de cœur rempli d’amour
Et c’est comme ça tous les jours (x2)

I beg you to love
Cause you are pretty
When your love will be mine
Your heart will shine (x2)

Mon corps est-il à ta taille
Ou manque-il un détail
Devant toi tout me stress
Et qu’il faut faire des prouesses
Pour que tu m’aimes (x2)

Please, Please Please
Don’t don’t 
Cause I believe
In you and me
Parce que je crois 
En toi et moi

Est-ce qu’il a une loi
A t’obliger de m’aimer
Est-ce que j’ai le droit
De contrôler tes choix

Pour que tu m’choisisses moi
Choisisses-moi


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Anthem of the Broken

A promise whispered so sweetly,Who could 
have ever known? Slowly, I let go of the past 
For you. Let go of everything and started anew. 
Unfortunately, our first kiss wasn't your last.

You took my hand and taught me how to be 
Human, but every promise you had ever spoken
Was a lie, so cleverly disguised. Now, I know the truth.
Forever, this will be the Anthem of the Broken.

I never thought you'd end  up playing this game.
Those walls I put up, they came down for only you.
I'm alone, you're gone. But I can't help to remember 
How it used to be. Remember the man I once knew.

You took my hand and taught me how to be 
Human, but every promise you had ever spoken
Was a lie, so cleverly disguised. Now, I know the truth.
Forever, this will be the Anthem of the Broken.

Forever, this will be,
This will be,
The anthem of the Broken.

Nothing can change the past, nothing will bring you back.
This heart's just been broken too many times before.
So many scars and so many stitches tell the story of who
I was. I only want to be able to walk away from this affair. 
 
You took my hand and taught me how to be 
Human, but every promise you had ever spoken
Was a lie, so cleverly disguised. Now, I know the truth.
Forever, this will be the Anthem of the Broken.

Forever, the anthem of the broken.

I watched you walk away, watched you move on like we 
Never happened. You never looked back, never gave me a chance
 Just kept walking, Didn't know What to think, 
Couldn't understand why I fell for your lies, why I agreed to this romance.

You took my hand and taught me how to be 
Human, but every promise you had ever spoken
Was a lie, so cleverly disguised. Now, I know the truth.
Forever, this will be the Anthem of the Broken.

Oh, Broken into tiny pieces, so small and delicate.
It hurts me more than you'll ever know to pick 
them up. tiny pieces of glass cut my hands as I work, 
Trying to repair my heart, why did I have to love you, dick?

Now I know the truth, Now I can see through your lies, Saw how 
Every promise you made was fake as soon as it was spoken.
Here I go, standing in a wasteland, watching you leave
And softly signing the anthem of the broken.


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Olliee

Everytime you have to leave
My soul sinks
Everytime we touch
My heart skips a millon beats
Everytime you are with me
I feel loved
Everytime you save me
I realize that you are an angel from above
Baby i love you
You are my everything
Everytime you text me
I get to nervous to text back
Everytime you get online and i see your name pop up
My heart goes insane
I found the one ive been looking for
Im glad i met you babe

Dedicated to my boyfriend Olliee<3


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I lite his life

I can see it in his face in his walk in his grace by the way he looks me in my eyes a blaze so deep a vision in my eyes that melt me weak I hear it in his voice the tone he speaks I lite his life

 I can tell by the way he's holding on to me like I'm the woman who jus walked out his dreams by the way his actions shout louder than his words by the way he puts my needs first I lite his life 

I feel it in every kiss nothing but passion left tingling on my lips not a day goes by I'm feeling some broken hearted kinda of way cause a man in love will never leave his women in that state I lite his life

 I know for certain a happy man will go out of his way to make certain he keeps a smile on his women's face well sunshine glows from my forehead to my chin and day by day that's the reality I'm living I lite his life

 He doesn't have to say it in so many words its how he is with me that reveals first the depth of his emotion far beyond strong a rythnm from my favorite love song and being in his arms is a feeling I refuse to give up day by day watching him fall in love I lite his life....








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why

why do fools fall in love
fall in love so easily
why do fools fall in love
fall in love so deeply

you say you love me
maybe you do
but you dont feel 
the same way as i do
Im in love
Are you in love?
(do you)
I dont think you do

oh,
oh,
ooooh yeah

why do fools fall in love
fall in love so easily
why do fools fall in love
fall in love so deeply

why do fools,
fall in love....
why do fools,
fall in love....

oh oh oh oooh
yeah yeah yeah
oooh... yeah....


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My heart

For you my heart im willing to share
because I really care
no matter what the future holds
my love for you will continue to grow

it's nice to have a man like you
if you leave 
I wouldnt know wat to do
you so kind, gentle, and sweet
above all, you chose me

you fill my heart with a bit of cheer
I will cherise you my dear
forever grateful I will be
if you stay and never leave
but if your love decide to slip away
my light house will guide you back my way
from temptation that fog your eyes
when you around I feel so alive....

bello amor
"beautiful love"
bello amor
"my im willing to share"
bello amor
"above all, you chose me
bello amor
(bello amor)

beautiful love....
for you my heart im willing to share
beautiful love....
because I really care
beautiful love
beautiful love


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You Aren't Going to Like This

I'm all alone,
yet I can hear my friends.
I see your face,
who should I choose?
I've known you for a month,
please don't make me choose.
They might be weird, but we're a group.
At least there's a plural in that sentence, 'cause right now it's just me and you.
You and I aren't an "us," at least in our minds.
Hey, look!
At least we agree on something.
I'd choose you, if only I knew you better.


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Beloved

Loved by the earth,
loved by the sky,
caught in the middle 
till the day you die.

You play in the sunshine
and dance with the moon,
you dress your hair up
with the flowers of June.

Loved by the earth,
loved by the sky,
caught in the middle,
my love, don't cry.

You dress up in fashion,
wear nothing at all,
just be sure that 
you hear when I call.

Loved by the earth,
loved by the sky,
caught in the middle 
till the day you die.


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Canvas

Walking up the stairs
She lays on the floor
He runs
Holding her cold body in his arms
He lets a tear fall from his eye
Dragging her down the stairs and into the cellar
He lays her on the canvas they painted on the floor
He spreads her arms and legs out
Pointing them the direction of North, South, West and East
He places four candles around the circle
Lighting them with his lighter
He sits and watches as he pours the hot wax on her face
He cuts around her eyes, slowly taking her eyes out
Gluing her eye lids shut covering them with the wax once again
He cuts her up in pieces
Scattering her in art forms
Admiring her beauty
He places her eyes in a glass jar
Wrapping her hands around a picture frame
He places her face on his ... as a mask
Gluing her face unto his
He lays on the canvas that is now covered in blood
He moves around 
His clothes covered in her blood
He watches through her eyes
The world she once saw
He places her face back on the canvas
He shuts off all the lights and walks up the stairs
Looking in the bathroom he saw the drug she has been taking
He cuts it up and sniffs it
He lays on the floor shaking
Crawling down the stairs to the cellar door
Trying to move but he cant move any further
His heart stops beating but hes still alive
The minute he had left
He opened the door
And rolled down the cellar stairs
Landing on the canvas
His face next to hers

"How its hurts now that your gone
Its so wrong"


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God's Still Looking Out For You

    GOD'S STILL LOOKING OUTFOR YOU
He still holds the key to your living day to day,
He still feels the pain of your sorrow.
He still has the love we all need along the way,
and He knows we've got to face tomorrow.
He still dresses lilies, and blesses fields with clover,
over in the meadow, where you used to roam,
don't you know He's never forgotton one lily,
in that place you used to call home.

He still helps you struggle with the load you must bear,
He still dresses lilies and clover.
He's still with you even when you think He's not there,
and even when you're thinking it's over.

Everything's alright, God's still looking out for you.
He still dresses lilies, and He's looking out for you.
Everything's alright, God's still there in His Heaven.
God's still looking out for you.
© Ron Wilson aka Vee Bdosa the Doylestown Poet
Yes. a song as well, and the first Demo version with video can be viewed on youtube, search for veebdosa,then selece GOD'S STILL LOOKING OUT FOR YOU.


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Black Widow

1 through the door
2 through your heart
3 through your head
4 colors in my eyes
Red, red, red

1 clash
2 rings
3 words
4 sirens
Shrieks of red, red, red

1 bed of white
2 saviors
3 men at my side
4 grievers
Tears of red, red, red

1 room of rock
2 rings around my wrist
3 eyes in my head
4 days before forever
Stains of red, red, red

1 room
2 sides
3 on one
4 on the other
Crying out red, red, red

1 decision
2 stabs of pain in my side
3 cries
4 smiles
The judge says red, red, red

1 boy
2 people
3 arguments
4 solutions
Mine was red, red, red


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Get on da dance floor

get on the dance floor
dance to the rhythm
i am the music
dance to the rhythm
repeat2X:

please take my hand
and tell me about you
your social status
tell me whats up with you
two pair of lips lie
so please tell the truth
if you have a girlfriend
then im not for you

))so((

get on the dance floor
dance to the rhythm
i am the music
dance to the rhythm
repeat2X:


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Hope Ur Doin Fine -based on a true story-

I USE 2 THINK WE’D ALWAYS BE 2GETHER
U N I FOREVER BUT LUV IS LIKE THE WEATHER
AFTER THE RAIN IM DOING BETTER THAN I EVER DID
DON’T WORRY BRAT I GET ALONG U KNO IM STRONG
JUST ANOTHER PROBLEM GONE AND I JUST KEEP MOVING ALONG
I DON’T LIKE 2 DWELL ON WUT I DON’T HAVE
BUT I WAS RIGHT THERE IF U EVER WANTED ME BACK
IM ON A NEW PATH MORE SERIOUS BUT STIL LUV 2 LAUGH
I NEVER HAD IT LIKE THIS I TRULY FEEL BLESSED
GOT THE LORDS HAND ON MY CHEST
THANK U FATHER 4 EVERY BREATH
NOW IM OUT 2 DO MY BEST
I UNDERSTAND WE WERE IN LUV
WE WERE A CRAZY/BEAUTIFUL MESS
MADE EACHOTHER UPSET MORE TIMES THAN WE HAD SEX
BUT IT WAS STILL LOVE I KNO ILL NEVER FORGET
ITS NOT THAT I STILL MISS U OR THAT I STILL LUV U
I JUST REALLY WANT TO KNO WHY DID U LET ME GO

...It was so true I was so deep in luv with u...

I KNOW THE STORY WE TOLD 
IT WAS OUR TIME 2 GO DIFFERENT WAYS
AND I FEEL MESSED UP CUZ I PUSHED U FURTHER AWAY
HONESTLY I WANTED US 2 STAY 2GETHER
U N I FOREVER BUT LUV IS LIKE THE WEATHER
AFTER THE RAIN I HOPE UR DOIN BETTER THAN U EVER DID
I KNO I DON’T REALLY GOT 2 WORRY BOUT U ONE LIL BIT
U CAN HANDLE ANY TYPE OF BULL*****MRS. INDEPENDENT
I TRULY FELT U WERE HEAVEN SENT
BUT NOW I SEE WHY U WERE MENT FOR ME
2 HELP ME WISE UP N SEE THERE’S MORE 2 ME THAN MEETS THE EYE
TRANSFORMING MYSELF N2 A BETTER MAN
I UNDERSTAND MYSELF BETTER THAN I HAVE BEEN
I DON’T KNO WUT HAPPEN IT ALL SEEMS LIKE A DREAM NOW
AND EVERY ONCE IN A GREAT WHILE I THINK OF UR SMILE
DAMN I REALLY WISHED I COULD OF MET U AT THE END OF THE AILE

...Theres nothing I wouldn’t do 2 have you by my side...

IM OK IM DOING FINE IM TAKEN CARE OF MINE
THIS IS JUST A LONG THOUGHT FROM MY MIND
I MISS THINKING ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
BUT IVE GROWN IM JUST THINKN CUZ THIS LONGEST WE LEFT EACHOTHER ALONE
LIKE ME I KNO U TOOK MY NUMBER OUT OF UR PHONE
BUT THAT’S A LIE UR STILL THERE SPEED DIAL #5
I LOOK AT IT AND SEE WHY I KEEP PUSHING MYSELF MORE
CUZ NO MORE WILL I LET A GOOD THING ESCAPE FROM ME
I LOVE THE FREEDOM BUT ITS BETTER WHEN I HAVE SOME ONE NEXT TO ME
CUZ ITS GOOD TO HAVE THAT SUPPORT FROM SOME ONE U TRULY CARE 4
BUT IM NOT LOOKN OR WAITN 4 THE NEXT GIRL
THERES TOO MANY SUCIAS IN THE WORLD
I AM LOOKN N WAITN 4 THE NEXT WOMAN
THEY’RE A RARE BREED 2 FIND N I THOUGHT U WERE MINE BUT ITS FINE
I SURE MINE WILL COME AROUND IN DO TIME
REALLY BRAT I HOPE UR DOING FINE

...But now I got to say goodbye, goodbye.


'11 B.K.M.jr


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Only You

In my eyes, you’re the only one I see
In my mind, all day you’re holding onto me.
And most importantly…
In my heart you’re the one for me…
Ooh baby, you’re the one for me.


We wait for regal washing waves,
I stand on a boat in your arms
Barefoot on sand, exploring caves,
Though it rains you keep me warm.

We visit an island in a canoe,
Raindrops disturb the tender soul,
Under a willow together with you,
Trails never been seen, we stole,


In my eyes, you’re the only one I see
In my mind, all day you’re holding onto me.
And most importantly…
In my heart you’re the one for me…
Sweetheart, you’re the one for me.


When I wake up to your voice, or see you running through the grasses,
When we’re walking hand-in-hand, or together cutting classes,
When we laugh beneath the trees or count ladybugs in the stream,
When I watch you kick around the leaves, or I feel you when I dream,


In my eyes, you’re the only one I see
In my mind, all day you’re holding onto me.
And most importantly…
In my heart you’re the one for me…
My darling, you’re the one for me.


You entice with roses at no cause,
Rescue me in the early morn,
Together we aimlessly search for stars,
For you on this earth I’d be reborn.

In pale sheets soft and scented of you,
You know not how perfect I feel,
You tell me beautiful, you make it true,
I fear I dream, yet you are real;


In my eyes, you’re the only one I see
In my mind, all day you’re holding onto me.
And most importantly…
In my heart you’re the one for me…
Ooh my love; you’re the only one, for me.


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Broken worth

...Since i desire you 
in ma life....i desire 
war at times....i see 
beauty in gazing at 
you....i found value 
living to watch 
you....i experience 
love every moment 
beside you...i define 
worth from every 
single smile at me 
from you.....a hug 
from you worth 
me full happiness....i 
never live a day 
outside what we 
both share in 
common(the 
redefined lost)....i 
wished you never 
left me....i wished 
your abscent never 
hurts me.....i wished 
your tears never 
never sceared ma 
fears.....i wished we 
both could forgive 
our ego and pride 
and lust....i wished i 
never experience 
love from nobody 
but you.....i wished 
you never stoped 
the songs that 
gives ma soul the 
happiest moment 
of time.......i need 
you in ma life....i 
need you to ocupy 
ma time.....i need 
you to give me 
dejavu......i need you 
to make me feel 
renewed.....i need 
you to keep ma 
space from being 
empty of 
persion,pride,beauty 
love......i need you to 
make me feel like a 
man,sincerly your 
abscent is the 
incomplete part of 
ma life.I lost you i lost the 
world....Beside you no-one 
deserve ma words....your 
impact in ma life makes me 
knot....ALASS!!!


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Do you care

Does my name cross your mind when it's 3am and you're wide awake cuz you couldnt sleep that night and do you see my face in the day every time you close your eyes am I there or do you even care


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Going Gone

You are here, You are there, You'll be in my head forever, You'll be in my thin air. You're the bubble to my wrap, You're the hands to my clap, You're the lines on a map, You're the baby in my lap. Because no one is like you, You're the beauty in a heart, Leaving is like a hole. A hole that wasn't meant to be finished, From the start. But when you're going gone, All the memories are burned. All the lessons that I learned. You made me feel like I'm smart. And now you're going gone. Going Gone, Going gooone. Going gone. Because no one is like you, You're the beauty in a heart, Leaving is like a hole. A hole that wasn't meant to be finished, From the start. You are seared in my memories. There's a hole in my heart. I want you back so bad. Dreaming of you is a nightmare... But when you're going gone, All the memories are burned. All the lessons that I learned. You made me feel like I'm smart. And now you're going gone. Going Gone, Going gooone. Going gone. When I didn't know I had you. I figured It when you were, Going gone. But when you're going gone, All the memories are burned. All the lessons that I learned. You made me feel like I'm smart. And now you're going gone. Going Gone, Going gooone. Going gone. Going gone.


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How could you

She sits there wondering
waiting
If you'll ever see
She's tired of waiting
crying
How could you let this be?


Locked in the system
a victim of reality
Lost to the unknown world
She sits there
Trapped in her fantasy


She stares out the window
Missing your heartbeat
Longing for your arms
But you won't ever see
You've left her to live here
die here
Drowning in a wordless sea


So many people
around her
but she can't ever tell
She's walking alone now
always
just a hollow shell


They tell her to listen
Move on
With her twisted life
She can't find a reason
a value
nothing but the blade of a knife

It's not the answer
she knows this
but the pain is just too much
You left her to bleed here
lie here
when she only craved your touch

Up in the air she raises
the blade oh so high
So many people
she's leaving
without a single goodbye

Plastic as a doll's toy
her smile was
But you couldn't see
That all she ever wanted
just you
but you had to leave

She sits there wondering
waiting
If you'll ever see
She grew tired of waiting
of crying
How could you let this be?


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Third

What's it take to get noticed?
Do I have to learn to speak another language?
Or maybe I have to cut out my heart and lay it on the ground for you!
You seem to think that every person in the world is better and more important that I am!
Rain check, I'm a part of who you are. Without me you're nothing but a short little thug
looking for true love.

The love that you always thought was there. That you thought would never criticize you in
any way possible.
Your heart shattered into fifty pieces.
At least it's not a cliche as a thousand or a hundred broken pieces.
It's an insurmountable amount of pain, being the third wheel of someone's life.
I know your name but do you know mine?
I'm that kid that seems to break your heart every time.
I don't know what to call myself because I've stayed too long in your mind and never in
your heart.
I've stayed too long in your love life now it's time to pack my bags and get out.
Throw up my deuces.
You know what that means don't you?
I'm not gonna be picking up my phone now and next time if we ever meet, I'm not gonna be
the one to bleed nor will I leave with a broken heart.
Just me and my fists, cutting through the line and breaking down the tension.


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if I cant have you Lesbian verson

If I cant have you
then I dont wanna see
you with another dude
tell me what I gotta do
cuz girl I wanna be with you
repeat2x:

I been hurt before
But I want to be with you
I want it all
I want all of you
let me show you
what this girl can do...

If I cant have you
then I dont wanna see
you with another dude
tell me what I gotta do
cuz girl I wanna be with you
repeat2x:


girl I get so weak
when you come around me
your lips taste so delicious
everytime you kiss me...

But If I cant have you
then I dont wanna see
you with another dude
tell me what I gotta do
cuz girl I wanna be with you

If I cant have you
then I dont wanna see
you with another dude
tell me what I gotta do
cuz girl I wanna be with you

im the sketch of your own
so stop playin
put me on your throne...
I know im dating a dude
but I want to be with you

But If I cant have you
then I dont wanna see
you with another dude
from coast to coast
chillin with you
the more and more
I want to be with you...

But If I cant have you
then I dont wanna see
you with another dude
tell me what I gotta do
cuz girl I wanna be with you

"If I cant have you"

"if I cant have you"


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gonna get caught

gonna get caught
gonna get caught
boy ya gonna get caught
gonna get caught
repeat2x:

pulling me with ya smile
melting my heart with ya voice
we sat and talk for a while
I like the way you made
me your first choice

you bought me drinks
you even danced with me
yo girl might catch you flirtin with me
if it could be
we can make history
bring new swag to chemistry

"AY!"

gonna get caught
gonna get caught
boy ya gonna get caught
gonna get caught
repeat2x:

you with yo girl
thinkin of me
when I walk by
you winking at me

"AY!"

you with yo girl
wishin we could be
cuz you keep textin
keep textin me

"AY!"

I want you
I need you
I want to make love to you

"umm"

gonna get caught
gonna get caught
boy ya gonna get caught
gonna get caught
repeat2x:


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The Art Of A Great Kiss

       THE ART OF A GREAT KISS
Upon thy moistened, warm and naked lip
I move my seeking, eager finger tip;
my life hath need of you,
I do what I must do;
to kiss thy mouth, where-in my soul can sip.;

'tis long been said, a kiss is just a kiss
and writ in song, we must remember this,
just words I sing for you,
I do what I must do,
to kiss thy lips, where-in life finds it's bliss!

I lay the reason, kisses take so long
for need of energy has grown so strong,
my love, in kissing you,
I do what I must do
to kiss thy lips, yes even if 'tis wrong.

there's never been a kiss borned not from need
demanding energy be sapped in greed,
my kiss is not for you,
I do what I must do,
to drain your energy, where-in my soul is freed.


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Fear of Free falling

Pounding against the shore
My heart beats 
Filling up my face, my hands, my cheeks with heat
Tears begin to role.
Tumbling down, like fireballs. 
Passionate …igniting, reviving as it goes
Why oh why! Am I at despair?
Vulnerable! Exposed! My heart stripped bare
An open book for you to read
Yet shaken up with despair I feel
The thunder of doubt begins to creep
Never have I embarked on this before
Yet unknowingly, deep down I yearn! I crave for more
A sea of contemplation, an abyss of hazy expectations
Pounding against the shore my heart beats
Filling my face, my cheeks, my hands…
As you go, with heat
Rising me to utmost crest 
Elevating higher then Mount Everest
Loving you more all the way
But yet! I dare not undrape my sentiments
For you, like others might not cradle them
For fear of freefalling
Yet….i hear your heart shrieking out my name 
Half shocked, half heart, I am to blame.


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Demolition Lovers

"This time we will show them all how much we mean"

Walking into the school
Short blonde hair
Stunning blue eyes
Wearing make up on his face
The paint on his face
Is a skilled drawing of a skull
As he passes
Everyone starres
He keeps walking foreward
Not looking at them

She enters through the other end of the hallway
Long blonde hair
Deep brown eyes
Also wearing makeup on her face
A skilled drawing of a smaller skull
All the girls she passes
Starre at her
Wondering what kind of girl would 
Wear makeup like that

The Boy and the girl
Meet in the middle of the hallway
They hold eachothers hands
And continue down the hallway

Seeing them from behind
You read on his backpack
"I gave you my bullets..."
And on her bag you can see
"And i gave you my love"
They walk out of the school together
All the teachers starring
All the students watching there every move
They walk straight out to his car
A black Mustaine 1998
Before they get to the bridge 
He ties there hands together

They drive 10 miles
To a bridge
Theres a hill
A bridge
And a river
Hes going 90 mph
She clinches his hand
He looks at her with a smile on his face
She looks back at him pale as a ghost
The car jumps over the bridge into the river
The lovers dying on empact
Forever tied together by
The rope he tied earlier

Like a bed of roses
Theres alot of reasons
Why we are laying here
As we are falling down into
The pool of blood
I see your eyes
I mean this when I say forever.


Details | Ballad | |

Drinkin Buddies

Pour a shot for me, pour a shot for you.
Swallow down, so quick is the liqueur.
You recoil in pleasure, it tastes good.
Set it up again, time to put up another two.

You think about forgetting the pain,
But your just making it all worse.
Slowly, slowly the picture gets dizzier,
Good judgement goes down the drain.

You love the crown, and he does his job,
Making you feel heavy then ultra light.
Words mind as well be backwards,
And all your thoughts, so many, he did rob.

You look at each other, sloppily thinking,
And you remember what you did forget.
Unsure if the other is feeling the same way.
Look away, wondering, both keep drinking.

F- it! You slow melt into the way it was.
Sooo goooood, but oh soooo baaaaadddd!
The restraint clock is over, time to give in,
You're already too far, no stop, no pause.

Tricky is the soundtrack, intense is the play.
Between are you two, crazy is this game.
Long, amazing, wishing it could last forever,
But you doubt it, you wake sober the next day. 

Was so much fun, and it was much shattering.
Again, you are so weak, you shake your head.
Your foolishness, your eyes drawn asunder.
But so much more then one night of smattering. 

You part, intense attraction you have to ignore,
But so comfortable and also so careless.
You try not look over you shoulder at the other.
Never again... Hell, till they put up two more.


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can it be

my heart skipped a beat
when you glanced at me
I see you everyday
looking fly as can be
can it b more than a crush
with you and me
im diggin you
you diggin me
so wat its gonna be?

you shot me a wink
I reply with a smile
its just a little crush
we been having for a while
its still a mystery
when its gonna be?
can it be more than a crush
with you and me

I know we're just friends
but this crush will never end
I want sum of ya love
boy you need to be my man
can it be more than
lovers and friends
everyday it seems
this crush will never end


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AH, INNOCENT BOY

A virgin's passion,
too intense and so inflamed,
burning quickly than the silent, blazed sunset...
slowly dying as she plucked the small petals
of the prettiest daisy,
but quickly fell from her hand; lost never to hold again.
Sparrows migrated South,
but butterflies labored hard;   
footprints so intact:
an unsaid farewell!
Ah, innocent boy,
deceived by tenderness,
profoundly confused by
the little joy so unfelt;
ah, innocent boy, don't ever tell!



Details | Lyric | |

blu sky and deep waves

The blue sky and deep waves
I like the way you wash my tears away
the power of ya love
keeps me here today
and movin on and on
to the next day
))and many more((


Details | Lyric | |

Near Me

                                         It’s been a long time coming
                                     But the moment has finally arrived
                                      I see no more reasons to hesitate
                                 Hesitation seems eternal – every moment
                               Of hesitation equals a full day that I am blind
                                             With each passing day
                               Unhappiness and sorrow stampedes my chest
                      But the sight of your beautiful eyes and warm gentle smile
                            Eases the discomfort that has my heart oppressed
                                With every touch of your soft, smooth hands…
                                      My soul and heart flies gracefully free
                           You can never imagine the things you do, the effects
                                         You cause, the emotions you stir,
                                           Each moment you are near me


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Euphorianah

The sapphire-dust sun of what-were dreams
Swallow the scene, setting In the forsaken east
All I see, all I know fades into the reaper's monotone grey 
Death come near me, by my only choice 
My wintry desperation subdued, clings to they silent voice
The dusk reveals my truest nature before her blank argentine eyes
Life; the darkest of all tragedies, Romances' malady
Let me feel your breath in this frozen air
Your pulse shorter than ever
Despair's void grows inside me
Without, you I will live no longer

Forever with me you will stay
The darkness caressing means as I lay by thy grave 
Hatred no longer exits
Come back to me
Euphorianah

My Angel, why did you fly so far away
My Angel, let just one feather stay
My Angel has flown away

The winterwinds' tears fall on me
With whispers of you, someone I once knew
No matter in a dream or reality
Sweet tranquillity, stay with me
Calming the fears within
But the pain remains

The silvemoon's fears shine on you
Thine eyes search for mine
Oh how they shine, so deathly blue
If sacrifice needs a price
The dagger shows-
Heaven is calling us tonight

Forever with me you will stay
The darkness caressing means as I lay by thy grave 
Hatred no longer exits
Come back to me
Euphorianah

My Angel, why did you fly so far away
My Angel, let just one feather stay
My Angel has flown away

Covered in shadowy illusions 
Shall we dance?
Death will be lie dominion
You are my only queen
Euphorianah

Forever with me you will stay
The darkness caressing means as I lay by thy grave 
Hatred no longer exits
Come back to me
Euphorianah

My Angel, why did you fly so far away
My Angel, let just one feather stay
My Angel has flown away

Just let me die
If I cannot see
Euphorianah 
This night 


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TELL ME WHY

      TELL ME WHY
If what I've done is love too much
too deep, and far too strong,
and languished in loves bitter touch
that stays with me too long
what hope have I to end in me
this love, to let it die?
When I know it will always be
but can not tell you why.

To hide it or to let it show
decisions of the heart,
when you've already seen and know
and did right from the start.
If all I've had is too much pain
whenever you are near
and let it show time and again
love that won't disappear
what hope have I of ending it?
Does real love ever die?
And so I let it show a bit
but cannot tell you why.

If all I've done is think on you
each minute of each day
and write your name a time or two
what hope is that some way
this love will ever cease to be
just stop? Just simply die?
This love that life has given me
but did not tell me why.


Details | Lyric | |

A Year of Waiting

Guy:   Tell me, how have you been?
          Are you okay?
          I've stood here waiting for too long.
          It's been a year of downs, but I always looked at the stars because they reminded     me of you.
How can I go out knowing you're still breathing real air?


Woman:    It's been a while dear, I'd say a day. Twenty-four hours without saying your name.
          I won't admit, how much I hated leaving you alone or that I expected to hear news  of a burnt house.
I got your letter...no way it's been a year!
I can't even...see...California?

Guy:     It's been over a year now.
            375 days to be exact.
            I can't seem to keep it intact!
            My emotions for you were everything, but now I don't think I can rely on...me.
            So just go wherever the wind sets down the bee.
            Please, just erase my number from your contacts.

Woman:   How long have you been out?
                I bet you drank so much, you forgot this is 1983, but you can keep my heart and I'll take away your pain.
                There's no more time- no time to wait.
                I finally found something to rely on


Details | I do not know? | |

I Had This Feeling

I had this feeling
that nobody else could feel
and then I ask my girl
if what I was feeling was real.

She broke my heart
and then she tore it all apart.
So if my love wasn't made for you
then why'd you break it in two??

I had this feeling 
that I would die alone
and if it was ought to happen
it would happen at my home.

It would happen very slow
my heart would cry for you
then die for you
no one could ever love you
exactly how i do.

If you can feel my pain
then you should know its getting hard to explain
and my heart doesnt play no games
so im going insane.

I had this feeling.
I had this feeling
in my heart 
telling me to walk away
to a better a day.

I had this feeling 
that love would come my way
but it wouldn't be today.

I gave her my heart and she forced it away
on Valentines Day

I only had this feeling
because she left me with a pain
in my heart.

Im just sorry it had to be that way
over the past 60 days.


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It;'s Understood

Every weekend same time same place
We do our own thing we aint tryna replace
The way we play the game, got one another waiting,
Its like we’re teasing ourselves, got us anticipating

Separated for a moment only girl you know ill never leave you lonely
I see you in the club dancing, doing your thang
Knowing tonight it’ll be my name you're gunna sing

Somethin so sexy I can see it in your eyes
Fellas wanna take you home but baby you’re my prize
No one else seems to know but with us its no secret
Im your man and you’re my lady and that how we’ll always keep it

We have an understanding, its like a secret code
I see you up in the club with your friends, 
flash you a smile, you give a nod
The hottest routine that never gets old. 

You’re all I need, these other girls don’t compare
The way you look at me, your style, your laugh, your hair
Everything about you drives me crazy, turns me on 
These girls steady tryin hard, But baby youre the one

I want your body, crave your body, 
best feelin is knowing im yours, 
you don’t want nobody

So glad I made you mine so long ago, 
your body so amazing and you have this amazing glow


Details | Lyric | |

Please

Please be in my life
and put ya all in me
boy make a sacrifice
put ya heart in me
))oooh((
please be in my life
and put ya all in me
boy make a sacrifice
put ya heart in me

when i say i love you
no need to question it
my action speaks the truth
you will be loving it
so boy now take my hand
your heart i wont break it
your heart i wont break it
your heart i wont break it

Please be in my life
and put ya all in me
boy make a sacrifice
put ya heart in me
))oooh((
please be in my life
and put ya all in me
boy make a sacrifice
put ya heart in me

My eyes whispers softly
you're the one that I need
better yet come set me free
with all ya love baby

Please be in my life
and put ya all in me
boy make a sacrifice
put ya heart in me
))oooh((
please be in my life
and put ya all in me
boy make a sacrifice
put ya heart in me

)Please be in my life(...


Details | Lyric | |

My past won't be my present

What have I become?
Am I just another guy you want to get revenge on?
Time goes too slow and I hope you know I won't look back at my past any more.
If you want to forgive me or just keep your hatred bottled up, go right ahead.
I'm ready for anything.
At least that's what I thought before you came into my life.
To tell you the truth,
I hate fighting like this.
We aren't a bunch of baby cubs anymore.
We can make our own decisions without being led on!
No more being held back by dreams!
If you want to hit me go right ahead!
I definitely won't strike back.
My past is my past and it won't interfere with my present or future!


Details | Lyric | |

let me

let me make you unwind
damn girl you fine
let me set ya mind straight
let me open the gate
let me make ya bed rattle
make you shiver a little
girl it wont be long
before your branches get brittle,
you would like that
if I make ya ooz in the middle
and make you eaze down low
and make you play with my fiddle
and make a new song
makin new tunes in ya mouth
draining me dry
makin my stick have a drought
I got that fire
girl you know wat im all about
makin ya moan and scream
I wanna make ya shout
"ay boy ay boy, you makin me hot"
I have a whole lotta cum
and I just cant stop
if you let me stick it in to connect the dot


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I realize

I realize how much
you loved me
when you came back to me
after all the mess I put you through
yet you still love me

I know I told many lies
I know I made you cry
when you left
I realize
Im lost without you
and it killed me inside

"I realize"
I realize
how much you loved me
when you came back to me
"I realize"


Details | Lyric | |

Fill Her Up

1.) you let me climb the mountain

you let me plant the my pole

you gave me the freak

deep down in my soul

(SING:to car dealer)

hook:

so take me slow

and ride me fast

change it up

its going to need some

gas! (in car)

2.) you made it simple

you made it fun

you made me feel

more than, I was the One

hook:

so take me slow

and ride me fast

change it up

its going to need some

gas!

3.) so! don't push the breaks

don't stop for gas

ride it up

till we've completely out of gas  

hook:

so take me slow

and ride me fast

change it up

its going to need some

gas!

aka: lyricvixen


Details | Lyric | |

whispering sweetly

whispering sweetly
you say you love me
then release it to me
your voice so lovely

I love the way you talk
I love the way you walk
come to my private room
so I can do sum things to you

you got me singing the blues
while im on top of you
im in another state of mind
while our bodies intertwine

whispering sweetly
you say you love me
then release it to me
your voice so lovely


Details | Lyric | |

Life Is A Pain

I've been away for sometime.
Trying to figure out this life and where I will be.
So many obstacles coming towards me,
I see loved ones dying cause of mistakes they made.
Drugs not being my lifestyle,
but having a man be my addiction.
Trying to get rid of this pain,
Not knowing how to overcome each day.
I still find myself standing strong,
with my head held high.

My little sisters,
not understanding why sissy can't be around.
I'm so far away.
Seeing a little girl cry,
makes my heart shatter,
makes it break.
All this pain that I have to bear,
and only being 15.
Watching mommy be doped up,
so much she can barely see.
Trying to take away a man,
the only thing keeping me sane.
I'm going crazy in this life,
still wondering where I will be.
What should I do,
please tell me..


Details | Rhyme | |

Blonde 'beauty'

no pun no pun no pun
well he says that i have won
does he see my hair in the sun?
it defines who really has won

it's him it's him it's him
he's getting over the stretch i can't swim
and as the lights are getting dim
my hair sullenly needs a trim

He smiles he smiles he smiles
and stares at me all the while
but as i fall down to the tile
it becomes my hardest trial

i cry i cry i cry
because i know i've told a lie
and my life has passed me by
when i caught myself in his eye

I run i run i run
because he thinks that i have won
this hair so blonde in the sun
reflects the fact that i am done


Details | Lyric | |

Listen not to a boy

Listen not a boy who stops to stare,
At your majesty and he says that hair!
And you say you are hungry and he gives dreams
And you ask him his heart and he sings you songs
And sometimes lookin’ at his lips shaping the words
Molding lies into beautiful lyrics
And you give him your heart and deny him reasons
Coz you think love isn’t a thing asking reasons.

Listen not a boy who calls you fair
His eyes all over you but the heart somewhere
And his dying eyes make you rare
And his beautiful lips make you the best
Getting you from nowhere to step on the rest
And there, is your heart dancing in your chest
But listen, my sister before you go fast!
Nothing is anything until at the last


Details | Lyric | |

Destiny

              
Destiny

I hoped that our
love was made to
last,
But still destiny
has her own way too
fast,
Still I wish to stop
the time,
And make this poem
always in rhyme.

I hope the time will
come, 
That you will be
back here in my
arms,
I really would hold
you tight,
And my world will be
so right.

Destiny has her way,
No matter how we
tried to get away,
It will surely find
it's own way.

It will be better
trying to get things
together,
Because sometimes we
are destined to love
someone we don't
know,
But I hope I was
destined not to let
you go.


Details | Lyric | |

Love Triangle

Ive been in love for sometime
but im diggin another guy
what am I suppose to do
I dont know who im gonna choose

im in a love triangle
im in love with two men in a row
I know I need to let one of them go
I dont wanna let one of them go

im in a love triangle
I dont know which way to go
im in a love triangle
I dont know which way to go
repeat2x:

one caress me better than the other
one pha sho we both love each other
one spends more, hes my lova
I love them both the same
not than another

im in a love triangle
I dont know which way to go
im in a love triangle
I dont know which way to go
repeat2x:

Ive been in love for sometime
but im diggin another guy
what am I suppose to do
I dont know who im gonna choose

Im in a love triangle...


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Only Kidding

Convince ourselves that all we say is true
No better combo than I and you
Falsely hold all those dreams up high
as we look each other in the eye
We should just swallow pride
and call out our every lie
But where would be the fun in that?
All of this would really be lacking
if all we ever said was really true
No better combo than I and you
Who were we kidding?
Why are we kidding?
We were only kidding.
Only.
Only kidding.
And so we see, 
that there's a new surprise
with every sunrise we share
But do we really care?
Would I miss you or you miss me
if one day we woke up to see
that you were never there? 
That I was never there?
Do we really care?
Who were we kidding?
Why are we kidding?
We were only kidding.
Only.
Only kidding.


Details | Lyric | |

WHY DREAMING YOU IS A NIGHTMARE

I see you in my dreams, not as a comfort,
Not as an emancipation but as a nightmare.
Those discarded recollections rapidly retort
With dreadful visions that endlessly glare.

I wonder why dreaming you is a nightmare.
Perhaps, I do not possess enough memories
Of you, besides, the good ones are very rare.
My Subconscious visualizes myriad stories.

I shut eyes and try to break my dreamy cage.
Going in a trance, I behold you, I sense you
But opening eyes, I realize that it’s a mirage,
My nightmarish wishes evaporate like dew.


Details | Lyric | |

chakra

So Meditate And Visualize Me
Your Inner Light, Yes I will Take The Lead
So Meditate And Visualize Me
Your Inner Light, Yes I will Take The Lead
I begin To Open
My Body Feel Some-Things
Your Hands Moving All Over
Its Like A Nasty Dream
My Cha Begin To Open
My Body Feel Some-Things
Your Hands Moving all Over
Its Like A Nasty Dream
Sensation At The Same Time
You Looking Like, You Gotta Be Mine
I Walked Off After I Blown Ya Mind
I walked Off After I Blown Ya Mind
There's No Way To Get On The Wrong Track
Spin That Cd And Play That Track Back
I begin To Open
My Body Feel Some-Things
Your Hands Moving All Over
Its Like A Nasty Dream

(My Cha Begin To Open)...


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Goodbye, My Almost Lover

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I don't want to think about you
Please, just let me be.
Goodbye, my heart of romance
Goodbye, my missing piece
Don't worry, hearts will heal with time and, 
Don't worry, cause you've set me free.
Goodbye, my dreams of future
Goodbye, my plans for life
I'm sorry to forget about you
Please, don't ask me why.
Goodbye, my loving hero
Goodbye, my army soldier
I'm trying not to think about it
Forget all that I've told you.
Goodbye, my ruined soul
Goodbye, my broken heart
I never want to think about you
I want us to be apart.
Goodbye, my distant memory
Goodbye, my aching love
Don't worry, I'll be fine without you
There's nothing left for you to hug.
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I don't want to think about you
Why can't you just let me be?


Details | Lyric | |

Unexpected Heaven

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Black and white, it was all I saw
Everywhere I turned, everywhere I went
Ice covered everything, too thick to ever thaw

I couldn't see in front of me,
I couldn't find solid ground,
My world was crashing down around me,
Any cries of help dying without a sound.

So much time had gone by
And I was slowly drifting
Too much time had gone by
And I was slowly fading

But then you came to me, so unexpectedly,
I couldn't see a thing
You offered me, such a sweet reality,
I wondered if I was dreaming
You took my hand, made me understand
the truth among the lies
And wrapped in you, so safe and sound
An unexpected heaven is what I found

You were everything to me,
my feet were finally on the ground,
the world kept spinning quickly,
but in your arms I stayed as it all crashed down

So much time has gone by
And I'm slowly seeing
Too little time has gone by
For me to rid of this feeling

And then you came to me, so unexpectedly,
I couldn't see a thing
You offered me, such a sweet reality,
I wondered if I was dreaming
You took my hand, made me understand
the truth among the lies
And wrapped in you, so safe and sound
An unexpected heaven is what I found

Bright and true, I saw it in you
Life and love, I had found it all
A fairytale ending, it was in my sights
All because of you, my unexpected knight

And then you came to me, so unexpectedly,
I couldn't see a thing
You offered me, such a sweet reality,
I wondered if I was dreaming
You took my hand, made me understand
the truth among the lies
And wrapped in you, so safe and sound
An unexpected heaven is what I found

And wrapped up in you, so safe and sound
Happiness is what I gained
An unexpected heaven, is what I found


Details | I do not know? | |

"This Poem"

THIS POEM "LOVES.. WINE..."
Brings out THE BEAST,
in my womanly, female, cravings
The PASSION that I Feel
When I Read This Poem,
MAKES me, want to take off
all
that is on the outside of me.
And feel what can only
be share between two
hungry calculating souls in love.

My lips grow swollen with ever word
as if i am utterly skin close to you.
And you are caressing, every carve
of my inner and outer thoughts.
no words have ever moved me
to thoughts of so deep, with moist intentions
to which have no endless meaning in its passions
before!
if only I, could sip
for your cup
just maybe
I, too could know and feel,
of this sweet "loves.. wine...
you speak of...( http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/loves-wine/ )

aka:lyricvixen


Details | Lyric | |

Apophis

You say you know no saviour,
You say you know no God. 
But find your scripts and rosary,
You'll need them when I'm done. 

Seven armies couldn't stop me.
Seven horsemen couldn't budge
All that I have inside me,
And that I've become. 

Never underestimate your enemies
I've got my scars for all to see
And I'm not done yet.
Never underestimate your enemies
Or what I'll do for victory.
Shield your eyes so you don't see
That I'm not done yet. 

Happiness; I've done all I can.
Loneliness, let go of my hand.
I've got my scars for all to see
And I'm not done yet. 

Drink your holy water and cleanse inside,
I'm waiting until midnight.
I won't stop until I hold your heart.
I won't stop until own your soul. 

This evil plays such a pretty song,
You know the words now sing along.
Oh the notes they sound so sweet
In this dark, dark, dark symphony. 

Happiness; I've done all I can.
Loneliness, let go of my hand.
I've got my scars for all to see
And I'm not done yet.

Never underestimate your enemies
I've got my scars for all to see
And I'm not done yet.
Never underestimate your enemies
Or what I'll do for victory.
Shield your eyes so you don't see
That I'm not done yet


Details | Lyric | |

Gangster's Girl

You were my gangster
And i was your little princess
We always listened to oldies on the radio
Those lonely nights, nothing to choose

You know, I love the silence
But silence without you is not a silence
Karma came around
Like I knew it would

Look, she's laughing
And you laugh like you have never been lonely
Pretty girls are spinning around you
But loneliness is our queen

Let's go to the miss America
'Cause Jeff Buckley is my second daddy
You said "We are not alone"
But you are a liar

I loved you thousand times and i still love you, honey
I thought you are too good for me, but I was wrong
You are a bad boy, aren't you?
And I love the way you talk with me

Look, she's laughing
And you laugh like you have never been lonely
Pretty girls are spinning around you
But loneliness is our queen

Look, she's laughing
And you laugh like you have never been lonely
Pretty girls are spinning around you
But loneliness is our queen


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Running Backwards

I can't think of a poem, you override my brain.
My feelings for you will never change.
Don't get me mixed up with your actual boyfriend,  he couldn't write a single love note 
let alone give you his heart.
Don't talk to me don't even say my name!
The torture continues!
I can't stop hearing your name!
I'm being cut open like a frog.
They took my heart out,
I can still feel it beating.
I went from third base-getting ready to score, to second-just waiting to be stranded on 
a far away island. First base is the worst, just waiting for someone to come through 
and take me away from this place called Reality.
Back at home plate, wishing he would just hit my head with the ball so all this pain 
would just end.
I'll show you what I mean, one day, but not today.

3/5/11


Details | Lyric | |

Dreams Come True

Somewhere birds are singing
And clouds are rolling by
I'm here dreaming without you
And I wonder why
Remember when life was so easy
When you dreamed too
That times come and gone
And I still think of you
You once told me that
Dreams really do come true
I still believe that
But do you?
We used to dream together
Under the moon and sky
But now all we dream about
Is how we always cry
About what we talk about
About what we say
How did we get here?
I don't want to stay
Come back, you don't have to go
I'll set things straight
I think we can make it
If it's not too late
We can dream of love and 
The song birds and the sky
We can fix this
This isn't goodbye
Somewhere birds are singing
And clouds are rolling by
Now I'm sitting here dreaming with you
Underneath the sky
No more goodbyes


Details | Lyric | |

DON'T CLOSE THE LID ON OUR LOVE

Don't close the lid on our love
The good Lord told me, from up above
That if I treat you right,
You’ll forgive me tonight
So baby don't close the lid on our love.

I've done some things that I'm not proud of
But when push comes to shove,
I know I’m losing your love
And we both know, that’s not what I want
So baby don't close the lid on our love.

Don't close the lid on our love
The good Lord told me, from up above
That if I treat you right,
You’ll forgive me tonight
So baby don't close the lid on our love.

You say you’re leaving today,
I’m begging, please baby stay,
I’ll do whatever you say
So baby don't close the lid on our love.

You will see if you cut me some slack
And if you leave the lid open a crack
I promise, I'll find my way back
Just don't close the lid on our love.

Don't close the lid on our love
The good Lord told me, from up above
That if I treat you right,
You’ll forgive me tonight,
So baby don’t close the lid on our love.

I tell you this promise anit fake,
A real effort, I'm going to make
And if you close it, my hearts going to break,
So baby don't close the lid on our love.

Don't close the lid on our love
The good Lord told me, from up above
That if I treat you right,
You’ll forgive me tonight,
So baby don't close the lid on our love.

Please don't close the lid on our
Don't close the lid,
Baby don't close the lid on our love.


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Solo

I fought for us right up til the end,
When you just gave up, when I needed a friend;
And now when I can't take this anymore,
You're trying to tell me, "Don't walk out that door."
How come when I wanted it, you walked away,
And now that I'm done, you want me to stay?
I just can't do it. I've tried for so long.
It's time I went solo so I can sing my own song.


Details | Lyric | |

Remains

For the longest time I wrote of pain and sadness and despair since I could remember I felt a hole in my heart like something was gone and suddenly quick like a flash and like a latch it holds on you found me and I write golden skies and pink butterflies I'm complete 'cause i found what I was searching for now I'm alive no longer missing a piece of me keep holding on no longer want to let go you saved me from things I can't explain and nothing else remains except you Wondering when i will find someone who believes in me then I see a quick handsome smile and truth in your eyes I can't believe i found something as beautiful as this now I'm alive no longer missing a piece of me keep holding on no longer want to let go you saved me from things I can't explain and all that remains is you you're my greatest gift I could ever get you're the only reason that I'm still here 'casue tehre's nothing else left I cannot explain how i have you now but i'm glad you're here now there's nothing left to fear 'casue all teh pain is gone now I'm alive no longer missing a piece of me keep holding on no longer want to let go you saved me from things I can't explain and all that remains nothing else remains you're all that remains all that remains is you


Details | Lyric | |

My Apology

I’m the president of your fan club.
I only do whatever it is that you want me to do.
I’ll follow you like a loyal dog to the ends of the earth.
All I want you to do is try to accept me as the wind does a kite, like fireworks to the sky, like my poetry to your heart.
But all I do is screw up and follow up by a stupid decision that breaks your heart.
I think I’m in love but I don’t know with who.
If only I didn’t push you away or turn the other page.
I’m attracted to you like fish in the sea.
Only if you could see my apology for thee.


Details | Lyric | |

Where Seagulls Fly

Remember the sun those days
The smell of the sea
Don't forget the Northwest breeze

Then a thought flew right through me
Brought me back again
Closing my eyes is that you

Stumbling around the rocks
Thoughts of you I find
In my mind I hit rewind

At the beach where seagulls fly


Details | Ballad | |

7 years of a decade

It was my first day of summer school
I dipped out and said "i don't know how to lose"
Time passed fast
And i'm quite sure i failed to last
So welcome back to the one-way road

The summer i met Vicki Marie
told me if there's one thing she'd change
It'd be my way of thinking
Living so carefree
I can't turn back or keep from sinking

Brandon played and ripped that guitar
Madison said we wouldn't get far
Everyone else said "you don't know who you are"
Taking shots down at the local bar
The riots outside the Dejavu
Holly's telling me "I miss you too"

said you were my brother
We'd be friends forever
I can't tell you howmany times 
I think back on those days

But i wouldn't change a thing
I would've fought a little harder
Two for one at the local pub
I don't wanna die a martyr
when things fall apart
you got to try a little harder

If i could go back i wouldn't change a thing
Even if it wasn't meant to be
She said, "hey dude
you guys are living so carefree
I too, want to have the time of my life"


Details | I do not know? | |

You're My Hope, You're My Demise

Cold wind blows, Knowing no empathy,
Leaving none but the dead and hopeless,
Angel Angel from the sky,
Why do I feel, why did you die?
Angel angel are you noose-less?
Why do you cry "Oh Sympathy!"? 

Among the eyes of my bewildered,
Along the cheaters and the judges,
Of those who start fires in your soul,
Who heal you to make another hole.
Do you bathe in the hateful sludges,
Of these damned and the unfiltered? 
(sonovadog!)

Angel, Angel  from the sky, 
never rot, never die, 
Never remember when to fly, 
Never leave, but don't'chu stay,
Upon this alter you still lay,
not knowing what you have to say.
Never rot, never die. 
Angel, Angel from the sky. 

Holy Hell upon your fingers, 
This feeling stays this feeling lingers,
(screw) these (gosh) damned Holy ringers,
Supposed saviors that save the liars,
Selfish (Fpeople) save highest buyers. 
Upon your soul they feul the fires. 
Hypocrites!

Angel, Angel  from the sky, 
never rot, never die, 
Never remember when to fly, 
Never leave, but don't'chu stay,
Upon this alter you still lay,
not knowing what you have to say.
Never rot, never die. 
Angel, Angel from the sky.


See the light to fear the darkness,
Understand to love the heartless. 
See the anger you can harness,
Turn your back on evil notions. 
Oceans of unknown emotions, 
Bring belligerent thoughtless motions. 

Angel, Angel  from the sky, 
never rot, never die, 
Never remember when to fly, 
Never leave, but don't'chu stay,
Upon this alter you still lay,
not knowing what you have to say.
Never rot, never die. 
Angel, Angel from the sky.

Silence from the suicidal,
The screams of words, not so vital,
Fall upon ears of the idle,
As listeners choose to ignore,
Who they love, forever more.
Who are these words really for? 


Details | Lyric | |

She's My Eternal Satisfaction

The thoughts that spark, 
the Spark in the Dark.
A Line the Poet writes, 
the Beauty that strikes.
I feel 'em in you.
You are the Notion to my Realisation.

Your name that speaks
and echoes through gorges deep.
Your eyes that blink
and force me to think-
You're beauty uncharred.
You are the Essence of my Inspiration.

Aren't you the mystic Queen? 
Or for least the Princess serene? ? 
Have I not felt you in some myth? 
Or the one, for ages, i've been with? ? 
Are you really there? I feel
You're the Mistress of my Imagination.

But you seem so alive.
For your glimpse each day, I survive.
You are, in someway, assorted with the air
I breathe and yet, was never aware.
Yes, O dear, now I know
You surely are, The patron of my Animation.

You are an enigmatic Sensation.
And my definition to Perfection.
You are my Castle of Spain; 
Forget it, you're much tougher to explain.
Whatever you are, 
You are my Eternal Satisfaction... 


Details | Lyric | |

Outside looking In

Im standing outside
wishin I had you,
Im standing outside
outside looking in
repeat2x:

I see you holdin hands
with your girlfriend,
kissin and caressin
all over your friend

I recall 2 days ago
you said im irresistable,
you said you dont like
your girlfriend
she's too superficial,
I thought you were diggin me
until I seen the scenery,
maybe you do, maybe its true
but you got somebody

Im standing outside
wishin I had you,
Im standing outside
outside looking in
repeat2x:

I vision you and me living happily
I vision you and me
makin mad love passionately
I vision you kissin, caressin all over me


Details | Lyric | |

all up on me

you better watch yo man
before I take him
he's in the club
and he aint waitin cuz
he's all up on me
yo man up on me
he's all up on me
yo man up on me
repeat2x:

Im getting busy
while im movin my body
yo man up on me
damn he's a hottie
the clock is ticking
time is running
my body he got me
his touch is addicting

you better watch yo man
before I take him
he's in the club
and he aint waitin cuz
he's all up on me
yo man up on me
he's all up on me
yo man up on me
repeat2x:

(move)
I move my body
(shake)
I shake my body
(touch)
he touch my body
(ahh)
he so damn naughty
repeat2x:

I love the way I move
I know he loves it too
his body gettin closer
and he aint thinkin of ya
and everywhere I go
he turns up the tempo
its so obvious
he dont wanna go home

you better watch yo man
before I take him
he's in the club
and he aint waitin cuz
he's all up on me
yo man up on me
he's all up on me
yo man up on me

(move)
I move my body
(shake)
I shake my body
(touch)
he touch my body
(ahh)
he so damn naughty
repeat2x:

his hands on my hips
he kissing my lips
you betta watch yo man
before I get him whipped
"ummm"

you betta watch yo man


Details | Prose Poetry | |

These Salty Waves Pt 1

What am I supposed to think? What am I supposed to say? All these lies you bottled up come sweeping, crashing with the tides. My footing's gone, the ocean real, but how am I supposed to feel? And here I am, a drowning mess, a loveless lie, I do protest. And here I am a drowning mess. So all those things you said to me? Where they just lies out of pity? So all those things you said to me? Or am I lost in salty waves? Yes I know my future's grave. Or am I lost in salty waves?And now the panic in my head, when I should be tucked up in your bed, reels and reels right here instead.I'm going down, a sinking ship, funny what name drips off my lips. It is not God, or Angles plenty, or even that I'm just damn ready To let go of the hell and the lies. I'm wishing for your gentle eyes. Or at least the way they always seemed, but perhaps that's just this salty dream. I have no clue what I'm to do! A drowning hopeless mess, for you-- think it's cute, and oh so funny, but here's the bitter truth now honey. I'm going down. There is no help. I can't be saved by God himself. I put my life, my whole world of trust, and you've thrown it away for lust. Well what the hell's a girl to do? I'm just so entranced by you!


Details | Lyric | |

Dormant Angel

I know we can’t take it back 
all the things we said 

Everything we had
Everything we meant 

I told you I’d love you forever 
Isn’t that something
But im struggling here 
Wanting to let you go

You meant the world to me
You meant everything to me
Set my heart on fire
How I felt love for the first time
How you made me believe

Then you, 
You walked away
From everything we had
And I see how hard it was 
It was all planned out 
‘Just you and me’
now all we had is history 

If I could take it all back I would
Every last word
Everything that hurt 
I’m sorry for all the lies you made me believe
Its time for me to release 
And set my heart free

If you believe this is not the end
And all we’ll ever be is friends 
I’ll let you know one thing inside
This is not who I am
So sorry 
Goodbye

Now you held my hand
My world in your hands 
Is it really true
Is this the end
Im off and away
On my jet plane 
To see if you love me
And want me to stay 

Then you, 
You walked away
From everything we had
And I see how hard it was 
It was all planned out 
‘Just you and me’
Now all we had is history 

If I could take it all back I would
Every last word
Everything that hurt 
I’m sorry for all the lies you made me believe
Its time for me to release 
And set my heart free


Details | Lyric | |

Foullen -Part Two-

-Kaz walks in the room slowly his hair hanging in his face wiping his forehead with the back of his hand- Hello Foullen, Have you had a chance to feed yet today ?
Foullen-he turns around standing far from Kaz-
Kaz- ilove you. -He gets up walking towards the direction in which Foullen was smiling alittle- You bit me and it set off sparks Im mesmerised by you and your existance I let you feed because i cant stand anything happening to you. I love you
Foullen-quickly turns around looking at Kaz-
Kaz-He stands directly in front of him touching Foullen on the cheek looking in his eyes-
Foullen-he quickly grabbed his things, fastly opening the door walking out into the woods-
Kaz-he runs out following him- Foullen!
Foullen-he walks faster not turning around as he huffs out the door-
Kaz-he contines to go after him sprinting and following him closely still calling out to him- Foullen!
Foullen-he turns around his eyes glowing a bright bright blue- "what!"
Kaz-Why are you running? You had a sparkle in your eye when i told you i loved you, and now your running. what is going on?
Foullen-he would mumble something under his breathe and begins to talk louder- " eh um idk, no one has said that before, how was i suppose to react? happy?" -he closed his eyes and sighed as if he failed-
Kaz-Im sorry if it upset you but its the reason i keep coming back, I keep coming for you. -he grabed his arm lightly in a comforting manner-
Kaz-He kisses him gently- I dont want to let you go ever -He whispered softly in Foullens ear after their lips parted-
Foullen-he turned away from Kaz and started to walk away-
Kaz-He got up going towards Foullen wrapping his arms around the vampires chest from behind-
Foullen-"im nothing you want" -he unwraps Kaz's arms from his chest and pushes him away-
Kaz-You are what I want exactly in fact. Your strong and beautiful, and you make me smile inside. I want nothing else but you.
Foullen-"many people come up to me saying that, how do i know your not any different?" -he sighed looking down-
Kaz-Well, Ive followed you thus far, and I keep advancing admist all of you attepmts to push me away. And i know you felt something when you kissed me. Im here for the long hull, and I know im not perfect and never will be but I aspire to be as perfect as I can for you. And even when we fight to the point of crying, I wanna be the one to hold you, and try my best to protect you in whatever way i can.

(Stay tuned for Part Three)


Details | Lyric | |

Passion ILLusion

From the black canal,
I awoke into a beast of light.
Eager wishes through my very blood and soul,
an illusion as my memory told.
An illusion so real it seemed so true.
A beautiful woman with plenteous silken hair,
stood bare from end to end before my eyes and
flowered a smile, as my memory told.
The thirst of my soul rose, I moved near to touch her
and she vanish.
I turned and there she was bare from end to end before 
my eyes.
She laid in china blooms,pure and simplistic,
as my memory told.
An illusion so real it seemed so true.
I laid next to her and she cradled in my arms
with eyes entire.
Her lips were sweet to my desire,
as my memory told.
The harping angels rose, devil passion wrestled the tides 
of fate and drifted in.
She moved in circles, and the circles moved, moved, and moved.
My body mart to a motion not of my own.
In the heat of passion, I awoke from the black canal into a
beast of light.


Details | Lyric | |

Sand Castle

Let’s run to the beach
and play in the sand
and build a sand castle
big enough to live in
for the rest of our lives (the rest of our lives)
I’ll build you a tower
and fill it with flowers
a bed of daisies 
you can sleep on
As the weather gets hotter
let’s lay by the water
and enjoy the ocean spray
falling on you and on me
Let’s listen to the waves crashing
crashing all around
Lay back and close our eyes
enjoying the sound
We can play out under 
the bluest of skies
Gently kissing
gazing in each other’s eyes
And as the sun slowly starts to set
we can settle down 
and lay on our blanket
Staring up into the dark of night
pointing out the shapes
of starlight
Let’s run to the beach
and play in the sand
and/we can build a sand castle
big enough to live in
for the rest of our lives
for the rest of our lives
Big enough to live in
for the rest of our lives
for the rest of our lives
for the rest of our lives


Details | Lyric | |

Rika

Brushing the hair from your face
 Watching you as you sleep
 The very light that fills my soul
 Sleeping right next to me
 Places my hand on your chest
 Gently rubbing your heart
 As if to heal it 
 Mending all the cracks and scars
 Kissing your lips
 As if to heal the pain that formed upon them
 Pecking your eye
 Healing it from all the tears you once cried
 Grabbing your heart and placing it in a jar
 Placing it back into your chest
 Building brick around the jar in your chest
 Keeping you safe from all the hurt and pain
 its when we decided to love eachother 
 That i realized we were perfect for one another
 You are my new soul
 You are my new air that i breathe
 You are the sunshine i see in the mornings
 And the bright stars i see in the night
 i love you to all eternity <3


Details | Free verse | |

One More Day

I won’t dream in circles next to you
And before I wake I’ll pray
That for me you’ll stay one more day,
Just one more you’ll stay with me.
Colors and shapes of every size
Form behind my wavered eyes.
You breathe slow and hold my face;
I drift off, lost in grace.
Before I go to make my way;
With a longing kiss I’ll silently pray
You’ll hold me close and ask me to stay,
You’ll ask of just one more day with me,
One more day you’ll ask me to stay, with you.
I know that we can’t lay here forever,
But all I want is one more day, one more day together.


Details | Lyric | |

Beautiful

Beautiful is the sound of your voice
the glistening in your eyes
and the waving of your hair

Beautiful is your light 
the shinning of your personality
and the smell of your skin

Beautiful is the way of the world
the people and animals in it
and the moving of the words coming out into a song
the waving wings of a bird and the swaying of the tree leaves

Beautiful is the word that needs to be used more often


Details | Lyric | |

Just A Fool

I'm just a fool who writes words on a page
and dreams of singing on a stage
but to no avail
someday I'll set sail
and yet- he stares at me
like everything's a freakin' fantasy
and I am left with this aching in my heart
Cause I know I'll tear him apart
Why do you do this to me?
This isn't an everyday fantasy
Stop pretending we could've been together long
For you and I- we don't belong

Now I feel like I'm ranting to nobody
A whispering to an evergreen tree
that doesn't know my name
or from where I came
and yet- something peaceful stirs
among the 'pokies' and sticky burrs
happy memories that even now can make me smile
and let me hold on to him for awhile
Oh why do I have to be this way?
I should've moved on to a brighter day
I need to stop pretending my life is full of misery
I know you're stronger than me


Details | Lyric | |

Deceptive Calm

Tonight I'll talk too much and try to and complicate my friends.
Distant conversations, eye contact only now and then.
I try and drown myself in futile disbelief,
Only to be washed ashore by truth here on my computer screen. 

The monsters hand held out, hung me by my own beliefs.
I held on tight, surviving by the skin of my teeth.
I raised my head up high and took a look into your eyes,
Searching for light I embarked into my own demise.

I gave you what you want in hopes that it was what you need
Tread the ground barefoot so all the blisters bleed.
The dog he's only learned to love and stay,
But he wants to get away, he needs to get away. 

Now you know I've found a place to hide,
Got to run somewhere, leave you, girl you know I've tried.
I'm stuck reviewing the memories of our yesterday,
But I want to get away, I need to get away. 

Walking the forest whispering to all silent trees.
I can feel the change, and relate to all falling leaves. 
The world bears down and my legs won't seem to stand,
'Guess I'm just arrogant, too stupid to see I've done all that I can. 

I gave you what you want in hopes that it was what you need
Tread the ground barefoot so all the blisters bleed.
The dog he's only learned to love and stay,
But he wants to get away, he needs to get away. 

Now you know I've found a place to hide,
Got to run somewhere, leave you, girl you know I've tried.
I'm stuck reviewing the memories of our yesterday,
But I want to get away, I need to get away.


Details | Lyric | |

Us

Here I sit 
day after day
struggling for 
the words to say.
To tell the world
of how I feel.
to let them know
this time it's real.
I think of you,
your smile, your face,
and I long for
your warm embrace.
the way you giggle.
the way you snore,
the way I know
this time i'm sure
that you're the one,
in every way
I know this because
every day 
you're there for me
you have my back,
you helped me
get my life on track.
But at loss of words
I still remain,
To others I
cannot explain,
This hold you have
around my heart
and how even when
we're not apart
I miss you and
your imperfections,
and all your ways
to show affection,
the way we've changed
the way we grow,
 the world really
needs to know
the story of 
our love and laughter,
perhaps our 
happy ever after.
But language 
limits our expression,
on something simple,
like a love confession
when emotions that
are so abstract,
are conditioned 
to be packed
into mere letters
that fail to capture
the ecstacy
of this rapture,
I fail to 
educate mankind
of the brilliance
of your heart and mind.
But in my own 
I know the truth,
as we live with
no regret or ruth
I'll close the book,
I'll turn the page,
I'll bow before
I leave the stage.
Without ability 
To tell
of how we love,
we love so well.
For its more than love
we understand,
as we head forward,
hand in hand. 
And when the 
final curtain falls,
and we escape
these structure walls,
we'll sign our names,
to what was scrawled,
our book of love,
published for all.


Details | Lyric | |

Always and Forever

Spend all night in a car
sitting and talking
about anything
and everything
we feel like
It’s getting late
but there’s still
some more to tell
Procrastinate still
with kisses
and “I love you”s
Eventually you pour out your heart
and put your past on display
All for the sake
of better understanding
your love for me
Your tears
they fall
like rain tonight
I wipe them all away
and pull you in tight
Baby don’t you fear
it’s all downhill from here
You have me here
You have me now
You have me forever
I’m always near
loving you
inside your heart
I’ll keep you safe
I’ll keep you well
Baby,
raise your chin
Don’t hide your face
You’re in my arms
and in my heart
Always and forever


Details | Lyric | |

takin my love 4 granted

Im feeling really sad
cus youre not actin right
you taking my love for granted
and that just aint right
I dont know 
if I should stay or leave
im so confuse
you hardly say you love me
so tell me wats goin on
whos that on the phone
I know you cheating every
other week
and have the nerve to say
you love me
(lately)
I been feeling so alone
I feel a prescence in my home
every room is a story
of you screwing on me
I love you with all my heart
but I gotta let you go
you have the nerve to be insecure
when youre the one being a ho...
tell me wats goin on
between you and the phone
I smell a foreign scent
in between the sheets
you been with another
beside being with me
"then move the hell on"...


Details | Lyric | |

Solar

You can't feel her ice cold heart, well maybe you need a mental pic.
Here! Can you see inside my head?
Tell me why you answered no. Is it because you know her heart's so cold it'll create the
next ice age?
Relax I'm not showing you this for no reason.
You better wear your fur coat 'cause what I'm about to show you will blow all of you away!

Ice cold Winter breeze
Shuffling into her heart
Like the sun she's gone

It's like a Solar Eclipse engulfed her heart.
She says she doesn't have a boyfriend anymore.
WOW, what a lie, what a dirty trick to pull. I'm trying my best to keep my emotions in check
but I'm just a failure at everything I do.
I'm not cut out for this. This poetry stuff doesn't help relieve my pain or 'rents from the tent.
One after another they all go, like someone set off a suicide bomb just for the hell of it
but that's not relevant to the matter of my birthday that's coming up.
Hold up I lied about it not being relevant, see my birthday's on September eleventh as if
I were going to Heaven, like that show Seventh Heaven.

I'm going insane! For some reason I can't stop writing.
I have fifteen different poems that I want to show you but I already know the light won't
shine upon me or them.


Details | Lyric | |

Alone and HeartBroken

The damage is done,
Just like Bella I went numb.
You felt confused and pressured,
And I'm just sad that we can't be together.
Now I see it was nothing more then just a dream,
A fairy tale never to come true.
I wounder if it was meant to be.
Though no one will care,
No one is here to hold me when I'm scared
and say 'it will be okay'.
The days will just pass on by.
As I stare up at the sky,
I can't help but wounder if will ever be together again.
The truth is I'm still in love with you and I wounder when
my heart will stop beating for you and start for me.


Details | Lyric | |

Take you

you're like the beautiful starz and the rainbows
I can take you anywhere you want to go
come ride in my shuttle, I have no cars
we can travel to venus and then mars
we can visit the beach and dance by the sea
we can make love under the palm trees
excuse me, do you think we meant to be
if you ask me I can picture you and me
living heaven on earth
growin old together(happily married)
I can take you to a place that no one goes
its somewhere ova the rainbow
take my hand, plz dont be afraid
to go to love land, real love is the way
I can put you in the zone
so you dont wanna go
I whispered in your ear
words no one told
now you gettin hot
I got your mind blown
now you dont wanna leave
you dont wanna go home
you're like the beautiful starz and the rainbows
I can take you anywhere you want to go
come ride in my shuttle, I have no cars
we can travel to venus and then mars


Details | Lyric | |

When There's Nowhere Else to Go

You take a part of me;
Break down every part of my sanity.
Baby look at me, I'll split myself in two
For the future I see in you.

So you say you want go and experience the world
From the other side of the show.
I never thought it would be the best intention
To leave and seek out without my protection.
I'll stay within arms reach, you're more than welcome to leave with me.

Baby look, I'll split myself in two
For the vision of love I see in you.

I won't be silent this time; I'll tell you something you haven't heard,
No there'll be no loss of words.
You know and I know that everything I've told I've shown,
So take me now, grab a hold,
And please don't love me when there's nowhere else to go.

Honey your boys a fool for all he does to you.
And when you look at me you know it's true;
The vision of perfection that never left your sight,
Never left my eyes.
So there's just one thing left to do.

Baby look, I'll split myself in two
For everything I still see in you.

I won't be silent this time; I'll tell you something you haven't heard,
No there'll be no loss of words.
You know and I know that everything I've told I've shown,
So take me now, grab a hold,
And please don't love me when there's nowhere else to go.

I'll bleed myself dry
Just to give you one more try.
But before you go,
Promise not to love me when there's nowhere left go.


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some love

can I have it
can I get it
you know I want it
baby boy I need it
some love
"Give me some love
some love
"Give me some love"
repeat2x:

[Michelle]
hey lova

[boy]
thats not me yet

[Michelle]
hey lova

[boy]
thats not me yet

[Michelle]
it will soon be,
just you and me,
just wait and see,
I call it destiny

[Michelle]
hey lova

[boy]
thats not me yet

[Michelle]
hey lova

[boy]
thats not me yet

[Michelle]
give me some love
"some love"
give me some love
"some love

can I have it
can I get it
you know I want it
baby boy I need it
some love
"Give me some love
some love
"Give me some love"
repeat2x:

[boy]
girl I know you want this

[Michelle]
your love

[boy]
let me think about this

[Michelle]
give me your love
I want your love


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Cheater

This poem is not about what is written, but what is not written.
You can clearly see how much I used to love you.
But now, now I don't even want to remember your name!
Was it Scott? or was it Tod?
I had my dress all picked out for your amusement, but I guess I'll just let the leaves hit 
the dirty floor.
At least you have that in common you filthy cheater!
I'll never forgive you!
If I could, I'd make your life hotter than hell and as wild as the open seas!
I'll stand here and wait for someone to find me or at least before I jump off the edge.
Your face is my hate, your successes are my failures, your highs are my lows.
Why?
Why would you cheat on me?


John Monteblanco
The Unwritten
7/3/11


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I'll Never Speak Again

What the hell!?
All I wrote was a stupid love letter!
No need for an attitude or cursing.
It was just a joke!
I hope you didn't take it seriously.
I know I'm playing with your heart, but that's just my way of saying "hello. What's your 
name? I really want to get to know you like I do my brain."
I'm a psychopath, a maniac, and a murderer all hidden behind this mask.
This mask that always has a smile on its face has a deep secret.
I know not how to tell you what kind of stupidity came over me.
A heart is a precious being,
not a thing.
Forgive me for my ignorance, I'll never speak again.


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Satan's Daughter

Satan's school for girls
White short dress and false eyelashes
Bubblegum ice cream and Coney Island
Oh say that, honey!

No class just ass
Can I be your pretty baby?
Take me to the New York city
Motels, hotels, anywhere

I want to see you again, my handsome devil
And I am your little mermaid
Oh baby, how sad...
You don't like my fakeness

Old fashioned vanilla
Don't you think that karma is playing with me?
They always say "Don't be shy,little girl"
But I am still trying to murder myself

No class just ass
Can I be your pretty baby?
Take me to the New York city
The Palms motel

All I want to do is to love you
All I want to do is to love you
Do you love me?
He said "Yes, baby, I do"


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Poison to Me

	
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears
You showed me love, but it’s not enough 
Cause my mind’s stuck on someone else…
Yeah we’re sitting, talking on your bed
But it’s not you who’s running through my head, and I’m just so scared.
I know it’s wrong, to string you along but I just can’t break your heart like this.
I’m gonna ask you to stop, that I like you a lot, but this just isn’t love.
There’s this guy who makes my heart beat fast, but we can never last.
We just weren’t cut out for love and my heart isn’t strong enough. 

He’s my drug, he’s my cocaine, yeah he’s always messing with my brain
And now I’m torn, bout to go insane. I say I don’t like it but you know I do. (Cause you do too.)
You’re so wrong for me, but it feels so right. He’s my day but babe, you’re my night.
Boy, why can’t you see…
It feels so good, but you’re so bad for me
You taste so good, but I know you’re poison to me.

I always want what I shouldn’t have. You broke my heart once, do it again and it won’t mend back.
 I’ll be stuck holding the broken parts, while you run off with your jar of hearts. 
And I’m dying tonight
Trying to hide
What I’m feeling inside 
Dying but I have to keep my feelings locked up tight
When I say hello, should be saying goodbye cause boy…
You’re like my drug, stronger than cocaine, even now you’re still runnin’ through my veins.
And now I’m a mess, totally insane. I say I don’t like it but you know I do. (We both do.)
You’re so wrong for me, but you feel so right. He’s my day, but you’re my night.
Boy, why can’t you see…
You feel so good, but you’re so bad for me.
You’re lips taste so good, but I know they’re poison to me…


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You're Beautiful

When I look you
in the eyes
and say 
“You’re beautiful”
I mean you are
more beautiful than
all the flowers of the field

Blush and turn away
Say you're not
I think it’s adorable
My mind won’t be changed
You’re beautiful

When I look you 
in the eyes
and say
“You’re beautiful”
I mean you are
more beautiful than
every work of art

Blush and turn away
Say you’re not
I think it’s adorable
My mind won’t be changed
You’re beautiful

When I look you
in the eyes
and say
“You’re beautiful”
I mean you are
more beautiful than
all the colors

Blush and turn away
Say you’re not
I think it’s adorable
My mind won’t be changed
You’re beautiful

When I look you 
in the eyes
and say
“You’re beautiful”
I mean you are
more beautiful than
life itself

Blush and turn away
Say you’re not
I think it’s adorable
My mind won’t be changed
You’re beautiful

Inside
Outside
You’re beautiful
You’re beautiful
You are
beautiful


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here comes 'his' lover he's 'gay'

  is it fun and a game, 
or is it insane.
just to keep milking it. 
the way, 
you all do now.
look at your hands.
warm and slippery.
yellow and dripping so wet.
and ever growing.
you're fevered and glowing. 
all of your faces so red.
rejected by him at the prom.
him by all of you.
ruffies you put in his milk.
He does not drink, 
what you think he drinks 
he is good.
and loved by all, 
just as he should.
and look at him now.
passed out cold. 
but how can you now.
how can you, 
and you and your friends.
as one squeezes, 
the brown paper bag.
and when one's coming up
each well worn flight of stairs 
the other's coming down.
and all of you giggle and *sigh.*
and all of that spilled milk.
milk all that white milk.
looking around it is every where.
it's on your faces, 
and on your hands.
those blouses 
you change and your skirts.
are soaked as well.
deep asleep, like a babe.
and yes you were knowing, 
now as he comes again.
and you know by now, 
know he's in pain.
and none of you seem to care.
here comes a lover, 
that none of you knew.
that a hunk like him could be 'gay'.
and you didn't know, that
he was gay.
feeding him all of those ruffies, 
like the three of you, 
have done in the past.
like the ones who, 
came to school the very next day, 
with out memories 
of those nights of the past.
what do all you think of
your selves now. 
and even more so do you now. 
as he lays on your couch, 
deep fast in sleep. 
alive in your hands moving how. 

Is It Poetry 
 
 


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I Can Fly

 
Days come and go like a hurricane I know that life shouldn't be this way but my day doesn't start till I see your face you drive me out of control and I don't know why when you smile it's like I'm flying in the sky Your eyes tell me everything I need to know So baby let's go out tonight let's love each other and just go wild you and I are like stars in the sky with you I can fly When I'm alone I still think of you my dreams are filled with things we can do 'cause you make me smile when you're nowhere around I hope you feel the same way when you're gone I anticipate for you to walk into my arms so baby let's go out tonight let's love each other and just go wild you and I are like stars in the sky whith you i can fly I can't expalin how I feel sometimes I wonder if it's real everyay rises from my imagination ooooh this crazy sensation so let's go out tonight let's love each other an d jsut go wild you and I are like stars in the sky with you I can fly so high you and me dancing in the sy I love you and I don't know why with you i can fly


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where did ya sleep?

where did u sleep(last night)
I wanna know where you layed 
your head down
where did u sleep(last night)
it took sum hours for you 
(to cum around)
repeat2x:

so I called ur phone
but there was no anwser
you must be creepin around
I know its stacy you after
so why mislead me
by selling me a dream
sayin you love me
and you will take care of me....

oooh

where did u sleep(last night)
I wanna know where you layed 
your head down
where did u sleep(last night)
it took sum hours for you 
(to cum around)
repeat2x:

you used to be
(my relief)
you used to bring
(so much peace)
please have mercy on me
(just tell me)
where did u sleep
and stop hurtin me

where did u sleep(last night)
I wanna know where you layed 
your head down
where did u sleep(last night)
it took sum hours for you 
(to cum around)
repeat2x:

in my time of distress
you keep on hurtin me
and when you hear my call
you chose not to anwser me

"tell me"....

where did u sleep(last night)
I wanna know where you layed 
your head down
where did u sleep(last night)
it took sum hours for you 
(to cum around)
repeat2x:


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Light My Fire

Gotta get that fire
Get that fire started
Gotta get that fire
Get that fire started

This is about my fire
Your fire, our fire
Come on, baby

Come sit down next to me
Down, down, down
Open up your eyes, so you can see
Show me how hot you really are
Ah, babe, this lovin' is free, don't cost a cent
So...
Light my fire

Gotta get that fire
Get that fire started
Gotta get that fire
Get that fire started

The temperature is gettin' kinda low
Let's heat up and start the show
You'll feel fire from head to toe
Tell me your dreams, I'll make 'em real
We'll drink wine all night and not even feel
But first...
Light my fire

Light, light, light my fire
Take me higher, higher, higher
Don't worry 'bout anything at all, all, all
Let's just have a ball, ball, ball...

Gotta get that fire
Get that fire started
Gotta get that fire
Get that fire started
Girl, light my fire
Light my fire up high
Smoke signals in the sky
So...
Light my fire tonight


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Around Town

Written August 10, 2013


My darling
Where have you been tonight
She said I've been around town
I've been around town all night
Shooting craps with the girls
Where the women wear pearls that glisten so bright in your eyes
At that casino with the fountain as high as the sky

I guess you came home with penniless pockets
You say tonight wasn't your night
But that story holds as much water
As an ark made of paper
The ocean falls right through the floor
The ark floored by a screen door

Cause I've seen you out by that old familiar highway
The one where I picked you up
In that van we spent our first night
But that promise you made me you haven't kept
To settle down and don't go around town tonight
'Round town tonight, 'round town tonight

But you just couldn't stay away
From where the red light shines so bright
So you could feel high as that fountain
Higher than a mountain tonight
But I'm here patiently waiting
For my darling to come home tonight


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Unwanted

When two people who once were lovers become strangers, there is nothing more heartbreaking.  For someone that you loved with all your heart and soul to now act completely cold.  To try your best to please them in everything you do.  Only to make you feel like your something used.  Just another ploy in the game. Just another person played in the game.  Why does life has to be so unfair, when all we ever wanted was for them to be there.  The one whom was once there to wipe away your tears. To kiss away all your fears.  Is now a stranger in what used to be your home.  To be at the point at which you would have just stayed alone....


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wat its gonna be

I know Im young, tender and sweet,
but you a married man who wants me,
I dont condome you cheating your wife,
but you gotta pay to have me,
I can be your mistress on the side,
I can fulfill your fantasy,
its so obvious im the girl you dreamed of,
but you gotta pay high price money,
so once you get a taste
of this sugar in between,
you might get hooked craving for nicotin,
I can get you hooked like a crack out feen,
you'll be so submisive bowin down to this queen
so wat its gonna be?
I know you want my company,
im the one you want,
you with your wife for other things,
you might divorce home
to keep from stringin it along
if I drop it low
I can make ya mind blown
so wat its gonna be?
do you like the sound of that
cus once you enter my world
boy theres no turning back


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Greatest Fear

That girl you see, she's standing there
She hides behind her pretty hair
She cries inside but smiles without
She gives the whole wide world a shout
Reminding them of the scars he left her
He cries aloud, because he knows it's over

In a crowded room she feels alone
She taps her heels three times
but she can't go home

He was her escape, her only way out
So she misses him without a doubt
She's tried moving on but she can't let go
She tries so hard not to let it show

She cries herself to sleep at night
'Cause she's unaware and not ready to fight
Another battle in this dark, cold war

She knows she'll never be the same
It takes all she's got to keep from going insane
As she finally reaches her breaking point

A once white rose was painted red
Reminding her of the tears she's bled
Her bright smile once lit up the room
But now her sadness turns the whole world blue.

In a dark room she tries to find the light
but there's not an ounce of hope in sight
The world as she knew it was crashing down
But they couldn't even hear the sound
Of her voice crying out for help
Someone save me

Now she's crying for the whole wide world to hear
That her reality, is her greatest fear.


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point of no return

I gotta make a sacrifice
I might just have to take my life
becuz I've fallen into deep
into this pain you left me

so plain to see, so vividly
its obvious how you treated me
tell me honestly
did you really love me
cuz its not wat it seem to be

im at the point of no return
my heart turn solid rock
I just cant return
to love another man
like I loved you

"The lesson of love is learned"

im at the point of no return
im at the point of no return
im at the point of no return
im at the point of no return

ever since I left
my life took a step back
you been on my mind
but I dont want you back

I wish I could forget
I wish I could forget you
but I cant forget
the perfect storm you
put me through

im at the point of no return
im at the point of no return
im at the point of no return
im at the point of no return

"The lesson of love is learned"


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Just How much you mean to me

Just how much you mean to me
In words I can never say
My feelings for you grow
Each beautiful new day

Just how much you mean to me
This poem could never show
For now Its Just an easy start
I Just want to make sure you know

Just how much you mean to me
Whether near or miles apart
I'll remember you forever more
And you'll always be in my heart

Just how much you mean to me
Time will hopefully tell
How long will I be able to keep you
Under my binding spell?

Just how much you mean to me
Will always be what counts
No matter what we face
We'll find a way to surmount

Just how much you mean to me
These simply words can never show
Never doubt my feelings for you
Remember them wherever you go

Just how much you mean to me
I'll figure out one day
Just know that you're In my heart
And thats where you'll always stay

Just how much you mean to me
In this poem I'll cease to portray
I love you more than I may know
I guess thats what I've been trying to say


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Forever and Ever

Forever and ever
Love will keep us together
We will have no fears
We will feel no pain

What is it like for you
To know we are together
I want to know what it’s like
I want to know how you feel about me

What is this feeling
It’s different than before
Why am I feeling like this
Why should I care

Time has changed I guess
And my heart has grown and healed
For with you, is where I wanna be
With you and no where else


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Love in my words part 1 of many

I'm on the edge of something new.
Whether it leads me anywhere, I don't know.
I'm about to lose my mind if you don't listen to what I have to say.
You're the one I want to be with for the rest of my life.
There's no denying it.
I've fallen so deep into your trap and now I'm laying in your arms.


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fade away

I thought we would be together
but that eventually changed
I thought we would love forever
yet it eventually fade

"fade away"


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Though We Never Spoke

Though We Never Spoke
Nor Touched In Person
Your Hand I'll Hold
Sit Back and I'll Listen

Though We Never Spoke
Your Voice I Crave
We Never Held 
But A Touch Will Stay

Though We Never Spoke
I Hear Your Laugh
It Makes Me Smile
When You Send One Back

Though We Never Spoke
I Love The Way You Speak My Name
When You Sing Aloud
I Enjoy Music You Play

I Hear You Everyday
I Just Hope 
You Mean What You Say
'I Feel The Same Way'

Though We Never Spoke


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Danced Night Away

Never spoke before
I liked you
From the first moment
I saw your eyes
Shy smile
Beautiful long hair
So many times
I wanted to talk to you
But I wouldn’t dare
And then just one cigarette
Changed it all
Made my fear to go
Away
Like a dream
Standing next to me
Nothing more to wish
Nothing else exist
Just music
Sweet white wine
You
And me
Dancing


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I Won't Fall For You

I don't care what they say
I won't fall for you
For all the words that you say
And for all that you do

And I don't care what you say
I won't fall for you
For every day I remember
What you put me through

And I don't care how you feel
I won't fall for you
You had your chance then
Now you choose to pursue

And I don't care how I was
I won't fall for you
People change my dear
You should know that it's true

And I don't care if you beg
And I don't care if you coo
I can tell you this, honey
I won't fall for you


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Blocked The Melody

Bum. Bum. Bum-ba-dee-dum.
La. La. La-la-la-la.
The melody plays softly through the room,
As I stare without seeing because I'm thinking of you,
Thoughts of your smile and your drive,
Thoughts of losing my breath as I look in your eyes.
Are you what I've been looking for this whole time?
Because, despite the song, I can't get you off my mind.
Bum. Bum. Bum-ba-dee-dum.
La. La. La-la-la-la.
Slowly the voice on the radio fades.
How do you make me melt in so many ways?
The perfect definition of both me and my opposite,
Driven with a laid-back kind of confidence.
I've developed a crush on everything you do,
Even those things I hate don't seem so bad on you.
Bum. Bum. Bum-ba-dee-dum.
La. La. La-la-la-la.
Are some things really worth the wait?
How long will this take?
An estimate will suffice.
Just tell me it's worth my time;
Because never before have I found someone who affects me so totally,
And no one has ever taken over my mind and blocked the melody.
You've got me forgetting the song on the radio.
I can't focus on the beat or the flow.
Bum. Bum. Bum-ba-dee-dum.
La. La. La-la-la-la.
The melody floats through the room,
But I can't focus on anything but you.


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It's Saturday and 2:00 A.M.

The helplessness I feel
increases as we approach the door
I can’t take this missing you so badly anymore
I grab your waist to pull you in real tight
then I hug you with all my might
And sadly I must kiss you goodbye
and resist the urge to let tears in my eyes
because it will only make missing you that much worse
This distance between us is such a curse
Slowly I walk towards my car
turning to face you with every stride
as I sadly wave goodbye
Reluctantly I open the door
and blow you kisses to say goodbye once more
Sadly I must drive away
and watch your figure disappear
And with each mile
as you grow less near
I start to miss you more and more my dear


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Time Stood Still

Time stood still
as you stole my breath
You took my hand
and 
sent me high
Oh my love
can we just
keep this moment
going forever
I won’t let you go
never in a million years
Just keep this moment forever
Just let me keep you here


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song

it seems like only yesterday
you'd pick me up and carry me
and now i'm stuck wondering if you've moved on

I hate the way you stare at me
those brown eyes still and caressing
making me fall in love just one more time

I hate it, 
it's cruel
you stole my heart
and played me like a fool
and all I really want is to have it back



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Love Story pt 14 only 87 more to go

Last night I gave you my heart.
I anticipated a rejection, but all you did was smile.
You smiled as if I finally found the key to your heart.
Is this true love or am I digging my own grave?
I have thirty questions and no time to ask them.
My head just can't find the writing between the lines.
Is this a joke? All our fighting and avoiding for nothing?
No, there's something, I can tell.
Don't try to deceive me again. My thoughts are getting old now.
They want to say bye bye, but all I can do is store them away in my new little black 
book.


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I'm Alive

It’s dark and 
our beating hearts and 
date movie the only sound
The warmth of your touch
and smell of your hair
fill the air that surrounds us
And I could lay here all night
and take in the love in your eyes
and listen to your heart beat
to the sound of us
Taking in my time with you
Cherishing each breath we share
And I don’t care
about the world out there
You’re in my arms
and in my eyes
You’re in my heart
You’re in my heart
And I
for once I feel alive
This is perfect
We are perfect
You are my life
and I’m alive
and I’m alive


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I can not

I can not share my heart with you
Im in love with another man
and he's nothin like you
I know we had hopes, and dreams,
making memories,
but it had to come to an end
my love for you is just a friend
Im in love with my man

I apologise
for you fallin for me
I apologise
when we made love that early spring
I couldnt go on like this
you put my love to a test
my love for you is just a friend
and this affair had to end

I can not 
I can not
Oh no...

I can not share my heart with you
Im in love with another man
and he's nothin like you
I know we had hopes, and dreams,
making memories,
but it had to come to an end
my love for you is just a friend
Im in love with my man

he gives me positive words
he gives me the time
that I need
he makes my heart skip a beat
I let his love set me free

he is the best I ever had
he lift me up when I am sad
he mean so much to me
and you a nice friend indeed

"but"....

I can not share my heart with you
Im in love with another man
and he's nothin like you
I know we had hopes, and dreams,
making memories,
but it had to come to an end
my love for you is just a friend
Im in love with my man

the gates are closing
the sky is raining
I know ya heart is breaking
you gotta understand
I love my man

"oh"

(I can not share my heart with you)


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I regret

I regret for letting my guard down,
I regret for loving you,
I regret letting you into my life,
I regret the day I met you,

you shattered my heart into pieces,
yet you want a second chance,
I wish I could forget everything 
about you,
I regret for letting you be my man

is this hurt worth living life?
theres only so much I can bare
I can not bare anymore lies,
believe me ive tried
to go through love and pain,
being faithful is not ya thang

its best im without you
so I can stay a little sane,
I regret for trusting you

"I regret"
I regret


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Bleeding Addiction

I speak......the silence unmaking my words,

for here the shade of broken time does dwell.

I scream and fight to make cuts with these cords

that bind me closer than the ghosts to hell.


From Concrete illusions, soft Escape,

the edge of pain sharpening my Pleasure,

my joy Reality did shake,

Shattering......that glass glazed Measure,

my life-like dreams within its shape.


For what can make this place of joy, of deathly terror end?

The silky cuts, the bloody scrapes, the temp'ring torture bends

this sweet fulfilling agony...the sorrow of my soul,

does taunt my honor heedlessly, but tell me Not, I Know.


For only with this torture can my body freely breathe,

only this enticing pain can make my spirit free.

So tell me not that this is wrong for how can it not be?

this Loving Torment of my soul will Never let me be.


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Staring at Your Picture

Needing to fall asleep
but I’m staring at your picture
Missing you my dear
wishing that you were here
and trying not to weep
at the fact that you’re not near
I hope that you are sleeping well
and dreaming the sweetest of dreams
Know that I’m dreaming of you
your touch
your kiss
your embrace
your smile
your smell
your eyes
and your face
Know that I am missing you
your laugh
your sighs
your “I love you”s


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I have

I have gotten used to
coming home to be alone
I have gotten used to 
not questioning where you go
and I have gotten used to 
a short call to say hello
but I have not gotten used to 
the way my heart feels ohh so low

I have leaned to be okay 
with talking only briefly
our schedules don't match up at all
but someday you will see me
I have learned you never come
when you say you will
and I have learned not to expect 
the actions said by you

I would like to be taken out
just once in a blue moon
I don't ask for much you see
just to be with you
I would like to lay one night 
knowing you won't have to leave 
I would like to wake up to 
you sleeping next to me.

But no, you can't
not right now
maybe in a year
should I wait when my heart breaks?
every day I feel the tears
I am lonely and in love
with someone who loves me
or so I think, 
but where oh where is he?


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Don't Wake Me Til I'm Home Again

The weekend went by too fast
my time with you never lasts enough
Wake me up when I’m home again
My joy has set 
and I must wait
to be happy again
Time ticks by
ever slowly
being so far away
is a torture unholy
Wake me up when I’m home again
Pressing on
for your love
a blessing I don’t deserve
In your absence
the days are long
I grow tired
and struggle to stay strong
I crawl into
bed at night
pretending you 
are holding me tight
Wake me up when I’m home again
Wake me up when I’m home again
Wake me up when I’m home again


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Baby Girl

Baby Girl By: Brandon Lucas 

You are the sunshine of my life baby girl
and you deserve the moon and stars
and everything in this world.
You know I''ll be right by your side
whenever you call.
You know I''ll be there to pick you up
whenever you fall.
I know I haven''t always been there
whenever you needed me.
And I know I''ve done a few bad things
that you should have never seen,
but I swear to you child
that things are gonna change.
So don''t be ashamed of me
because I love you.
Well time goes by and it seems my friend,
that things aren''t what they should have been.
I know I''ve messed up time after time,
but things are gonna be just fine Baby Girl.
Now that I''ve told you how I feel,
just know my love for you is real
and your always in my heart until the day death do us part.
Baby girl... I love you.


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Put Your Mind Away

Woke up this morning my first try;
Only yesterday things felt hard.
Now won't you tell me all of the things,
As strange as they may be;
That put your mind so far away.

Sounds filter in and out,
But my focus remains so strong.
So off with you, those with words of doubt, 
That speak so many wrongs.

Now won't you tell me all of the things,
As strange as they may be;
I'll listen and I'll believe.
Stay as long as I can; help is on the way.
All you have to do is take my hand and put your mind away.

Safe here in my security,
From the demons of the land.
They scratch so desperately at my door;
Their nails never wearing thin.
But they won't be here for long, leaving once you begin.

Now won't you tell me all of the things,
As strange as they may be;
I'll listen and I'll believe;
Stay as long as you can; hope is underway.
All you have to do is understand and put your mind away.


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Dylan

A silver river down your face. You hang your heas in such disgrace. I've found you in this awful place. You've fallen from your spot of grace You've never cried in front of me, But now your weakness I do see. You cry and cry because of she, And all alone you want to be. I do refuse to leave your side. You are ashamned of how you've cried. You scream your wish that you had died, And here I come to be your guide. Never again will you walk alone. You now have love to call your own. You tried to cut rigt to the bone. You're caught tonight, tears on the phone. Let me hold you for this night. I will help you through this fight. Let us try with all our might. We'll sit here 'til you're alright. Now listen friend, and listen well. We'll walk together through this Hell. I promise you I'll never tell. Best friends forever, it ends well. Now you're in a happy place. I love that smile on your face. All of your pain we did erase. Live loving life, for it's no race.


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Just Me

 

I see in your eyes. . . A love so sweet . . 
One that is so deep . .A hurt heart will not betray. .
This love so sweet . . A love to cherish. . 
A love to hold till my dying day . . 

I'm giving you my heart , my body and soul.. 
Keep me safe . . I'll always be me . . .
Hold me , Love me , Never let go . . 
And you will always see the real me 


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The Soul Mate

          THE SOULMATE
Take time, you've got time to spare.
Make time, time is everywhere.
You don't have to understand to show me
I'm only a light in the sky you know me.
You know me.

Take time, time is all you'll lose.
Make time, time is yours to use.
You don't have to understand to see me
I'm only a light in the night believe me.
Believe me.

I am the light in the night I can make the rules
I am the star in the sky you can break the rules.
You've known me in a time before, believe me.
you've known me in a time before, believe me.
Believe me.

I am the light in your eyes I can make the rules
I am the spark of your soul you can fake the rules
You've known me in a life before, believe me.
You've known me in a time gone by, believe me.
Believe me.


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This Boy I Miss

Verse 1

His lips
Passion bliss
Wanna kiss
Not hiss
Nor diss

With This boy I Miss
With This boy I Miss

Verse 2

Saultry eyes
Shapely thighs
Makes me high
I'm going to fly
And try


With This Boy I Miss
With This Boy I Miss

Verse 3

Hot passions
Smooth fashions
Foods Rations
I'm Stashing
Not Cashing


With This Boy I Miss
With This Boy I Miss




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Cost

Kisses felt:
Moments lost. 
Priceless moments
Always cost.
Peace and love:
Childhood wishes.
Friends forever,
Like butterfly kisses,
Never last
More than a day,
Then they all
Fade away.
Dreams, like shoes,
Become too small
To fit our lives
When potential calls.
Kisses felt:
Moments lost.
Priceless moments
Always cost.
Is the price
Worth the pain?
Or worth the strength
We eventually gain?
Of course it is.
Just persevere.
Don't ever stop dreaming.
Don't live in fear.


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Key To My Heart

In the past 
I've moved too fast. 
There's so much to look forward to with you 
And I want to make it last. 
I've never been in 
A relationship like this before 
Where all the drama and jealousy 
Has gone out the door. 
When I'm with you 
I can finally be 
The kind of person 
I've always wanted to be. 
It's different with you 
It's hard to describe 
The way you make me feel inside. 
Saying "I love you" 
Brought us closer together 
Instead of tearing us apart 
I hope you know 
You will always have the key to my heart. 

January 29,2008


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Give Love A Try

You know my words are different, especially when they touch your heart.
I tried to rule the world, I couldn't get passed the smell of your beautiful, green, Vine-like hair.
I'm ready for your kiss of death, actually I've been ready for a while now- just like a faithful husband should be!
Or have we downgraded to just me and you?!
You left me standing there- outside in the rain.
You threw my love in the trash , but how about we give it a try one more time?


What Songwriter or writers Inspire you????

Jonas Brothers, and Eminem


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Than him

I'm weaker than you
It's always been true
you don't need me, cause i'll be the end of you

I don't mean to be useless, I don't mean to be sad
but things come along, and they're always so bad
that i latch onto you, you make me feel loved
with you i am something, when i'm touched, when i'm hugged
and i know that sometimes i make you mad

but I promise to be better, i know I'm a fool
but every time I look at you, I've jumped into a pool
of water that drowns my lungs out, 
I can't breathe when I see your eyes
I want to scream, i wanna shout
I wanna be your prize

But i'm weaker than you, I'm only a fool
just a fool who does nothing but write
useless, uncaring, so selfish and vain
he leads me back into the light


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Shine On Me

I have been broken and beaten so many times before, and how many times have I 
picked myself up and come back for more? I'm like a lost little puppy that has only 
known abuse, and in my sick and twisted mind I question what's the use. But then 
you came into my life, Chasing away my darkness with your light.

So baby shine on me like the sun's rays. And guide me through my troubled days. 
You are the reason I am still alive. So baby shine, shine, shine.

And through your special light, the clouds are lifted from my eyes. And once again I 
gaze upon the sun's face, your beautiful light taking my darkness' place. Your lovin' 
is all I need, You are the air that I need to breathe.

So baby shine on me like the sun's rays. And guide me through my troubled days. 
You are the reason I am still alive. So baby shine, shine, shine.

When I lay in your arms, and look up at the stars. I know that in my secret heart, 
that I am home and we will never be apart. For you are the only thing in my life 
that's true, and I will always forever love and need you.

So baby shine on me like the sun's rays. And guide me through my troubled days. 
You are the reason I am still alive. So baby shine, shine, shine.

So baby shine on me like the sun's rays. And guide me through my troubled days. You are the reason I am still alive. So baby shine, shine, shine.


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Hot

Verse : At first we started out real cool/ We hitted it off the first day of  school/
Exchanged numbers then we kicked it off/ Always touching me close to me smiling  at me 
and all/ Can't take your eyes off me / It seems to be  a coincidence  that u and i were
meant to be / it's all starting to look so real to me/ Not gonna stop until i get a hold on u/

Chorus : You're making me  feel so hot/ Makes me wanna be with u non-stop / The scent of
your cologne lingers on me  every time i think about it /You're a  one  in a million guy 
always knows what it's  about/ Knows when to put it  down / i stare into your  dark brown
eyes/ Take  a glance at your lips that's making me melt inside / Wish u could see how u
make me feel inside /

Verse : It's your crazy ways that's turning me on/ But lately something's gotten into me
making me want you more and  more than ever before / You're  driving  me  insane wish i
could have you all to myself for  a long time/ Want to be in your arms all night long
until the break of dawn/ Only  u could make  me feel complete/ Every time I'm near you /
You make  my heart skip beats /

Chorus : 2x


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why leave

tell me why
I wanna know

Verse:
I keep memories of you lingerin
I recall the good and bad memories
this love I thought we had was so strong
but I guess I was wrong
I always thought you'll be by my side
but you up and left
im torn inside
why leave now
boy tell me why
I wanna know
plz tell me why

Chorus:
tell me why
I wanna know
tell me why
boy I wanna know
repeat2x:

Verse:
I recall you holdin me
makin love when its stormy
I wanna know
why you gotta leave
whenin fact
you told me you will never leave

Chorus:
tell me why
I wanna know
tell me why
boy I wanna know
repeat2x:

why you wanna leave
and break my heart
why you wanna
split us apart
im on the floor
cryin on my knees
askin why you
wanna leave

"why leave"

Chorus:
why leave
I wanna know
tell me why
boy I wanna know
repeat2x:

why leave
I wanna know
tell me why
I wanna know


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...

The words we say,
The things we do,
The games we play 
And tricks go through,
The plans we make 
And world we bear
Are cheap and fake,
If noone`s there
To hold our hand 
And make us laugh,
To be our friend 
And share our path,
To be the one 
Who makes us better.
The faults we `ve done 
Don`t hurt and matter,
When we have those,
Who know and feel us,
When our pain grows,
They come to heal us.
Cause there are things 
We can not measure.
The joy love brings 
Is more than treasure.
One caring look, 
One tender touch,
That`s all it took 
To know how much
Our life is worth.
Without them near,
We`re lost on Earth 
In doubts and fear.
When there is  none 
To love and cherish,
We come undone 
And slowly perish.      


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Play to Lose

My life was normal before you came along
Now that I'm with you it seems all wrong
They even told me that you would be bad news
What can I say, maybe I play to lose

You told me one thing but you meant another
Was that the last lie? Are you really sure?
My gut was right but now my heart is struck
I guess meeting you was just bad luck

Your family loves me and your baby doesn't care
You keep me on the outs, I don't think it's fair
Crawling back to ex's is your normal routine
I ask you how you are and you tell me where you've been

You treat me bad but I come back for more
Maybe I'm foolish, maybe you're a whore
It never mattered, your past is what I mean
I thought maybe you'd like the chance to start clean

Don't talk to me, don't even say a word
I've had enough of this, lies are all I've heard
Maybe someday you'll realize your err
When I'm living happy without a care


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I don't know what to call this either

Door shut, no way into her heartless chest.
What's that sound I hear? Just another folk song being sung by some sane passerby.
While he sings I'm in this shell waiting for the next day.
No one knows my true pain or my struggles.
The pain in my chest and in my head are too great to explain.
But you all know the struggles that I face.
If you don't know then I guess you better read more.


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Death Of Jim Morrison

     DEATH OF A ROCK STAR (Jim Morrison)
There's a man all alone and his name is well known
but he thinks all the world is a den
of the poor and the weak and the too dead to speak
for themselves, it's a game they can't win.

He's a little bit high and he'll be til we die
it's too bad that his heart is so black,
but he knows how to sing to a crowd and to bring
out the love that they've been holding back.

It's a game that he plays with your life and he stays
just as long as the music goes on,
and he'll make you to smile if it's only a while,
then he goes where the devil has gone.

All the girls that he's had think it's not all that bad
but the glitter's too much for their mind
so they leave him to sleep where no angel would keep
anyone for there's not one to find.

He could write every word of the songs we have heard
and he's led every daughter astray
to be part of his past and a love that won't last
into light of another new day.

Now he looks for the cause of the reason he was
Though he's died, he's still misunderstood,
but the dream's been too dead for too long in his head
and his heart's turned to stone as it should.


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You Are My Color

As the distance grows
the sorrow grows colder
All I want
is to be able to hold her
Saying goodbye
will never get easy
as I’m growing queasy 
from having to part ways
for days on end
When she’s not here
I feel like a painter
in a world of blacks and greys
no matter how hard he tries
nothing’s the same without color
But it won’t always be that way
one day we’ll say goodbye for hours
instead of days
I know that it seems like a lifetime
before things will change
But I promise
a lifetime is what we’ll have together
once these things have changed


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As I fall to pieces.....

I still feel the tears fall,
I felt like I was just a doll to you.
I still see all our memories pass on by.
I still wonder why it happened this way.
Its sad to say I'm still in love with you.
It's too bad I can't undo past.
I don't know how long this feeling will last.
As I cry I wish I could say I'm sorry it had to be this way.
We were meant to be but now past the tears I can't see.
You said forever but now it feels like never.
I hope someday we can be together.


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One more memory

To mine let it be true
Can I ask one thing of you
One last memory is all I say is it too much
I daze to see your face, I tremble in your embrace
I shed a tear for you please thine be true
One more memory of your body to caress and nothing less
I need you now tonight will it be right
I see the changing of the leaves
I feel the birds begin to fly
and I softly mention to you should I take another ride
To mine let it be true one more memory is all I ask of you
My heart it feels so sorrowful to see you in this winter will you be shy
I feel the motion of the planets realign in our eyes
I designate my shadow just to feel alive
For a pigeon knows her shadow and for that it may be enough
But for me its a reflection in a memory that must show up


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cjh

it feels good to know 
I have found someone 
who cares as much 
as I love the sky 
as I love the rain 
as I love spring 
or a summer day 
it feels good to know 
I can look in your eyes 
and not be denied 
the love I feel inside 
is more precious than 
the first blooming flower
the first clap of thunder 
the first ray of sun 
after a shower 
it feels good to know 
where ever we go 
you are always with me 
by my side
and knowing you love me 
makes me fly
higher than the biggest plane 
further than geese on autumn days 
for I am undoubtably yours
forever.


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Goodbye - an original song

Goodbye...
(an origional song)



oh my darling could it be?
could those words you sighed be true
is love something likened to disease
or the bruises on your knees
landing where no standing flew

{chorus 1}
and you're taking your time
hey honeyhoney, hey honeyhoney
were those words ever mine?
hey honeyhoney, hey honeyhoney.


can your feelings wash away?
like the bars of soap you make
taking shortcuts with no lye
cutting straight to the goodbye
to clean up your mistake

{chorus 2}
and you're taking your time
hey honeyhoney, hey honeyhoney
so i'm drawing the line
hey honeyhoney, i got you where you want me

{bridge 1}
sometimes i still find it strange
i never felt the climate change
til the waters i was swimming in froze up hard
then i had to choose
do i die, or leave a bruise?
but either way i go we end up scarred

the ice may still melt someday
and the stones i threw might sink
beyond the bottom of the lake, through clay
to a depth where they will stay
bruises only made of ink

{chorus 3}
so lets just take our time
hey honeyhoney hey honeyhoney
so we can leave this behind
hey honey honey, someday we'll find this funny

{bridge 2}
we always said that we were meant to be
but your fate made me hate it
now i think that it's true
and the ending too
was written in the stars

goodbye goodbye. goodbye.. goodbye...


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Knock Off You

It's funny to me how he tries,
Attempts to do
The same little things you used to,
And he expects the same results.
He tries so hard
When they were natural to you.
He can't even hold me like you used to.
All those spots you had,
He can't find one;
Or, maybe, it's just because
Those spots only worked for you.
That would make sense.
Serves him right, too.
I mean, how dare he try to be you?!
Does he think that's the only way into my heart?
How could I ever love him for him if he's trying to be you?
I won't. I can't. It's not fair to,
After everything I've already been through,
Ask me to fall in love with a knock-off you.


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Love From a Different Point of View part 2

All I need from you is love
Please stay here I’ll make you smile

Happiness is all I cared for
My angelic lovely treasure

If you say goodbye
How will I survive

Without you there’s no such thing as love
You are my wings
With you I rise above

I never knew what love was like
Until I met your pretty eyes

How could I forget
Something so perfect

Our hands wrapped closely
Nothing can break us apart

I enjoy the sweet sound
Of your beating heart

I celebrate each day you’re with me
When you’re nearby I can hardly breathe

I’ll never let your love go
I know that I won’t


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Can I Keep You?

We’re laying here 
in the dark
heart-to-heart
and cheek-to-cheek
Do I really have to leave?
Do I really have to go?
Can’t I keep you
steal you away
and keep you by my side
where you are?

Can I keep you?
Can I make you mine
always and forever?								
Can I keep you?
Can I wake by your side
always and forever?

Time is not on our side
together it always flies by
apart lasts longer than forever
I just want you with me
right here, right now
every day til my last breath

Can I keep you?
Can I make you mine
always and forever?
Can I keep you?
Can I wake by your side
always and forever?

All our plans together
can’t come soon enough
to satisfy my need for you

Can I keep you?
Can I make you mine
always and forever?
Can I keep you?
Can I wake by your side
always and forever?
I will love you
always and forever
Can I keep you?
I will love you
always and forever
Can I keep you?
Keep our hearts tethered together
always and forever?
Can I keep you?
I will love you
always and forever
Can I keep you?
Can I keep you?
Can I keep you
always and forever?


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Is It Really Love

I see you and I melt
I become like jello
Your smile so bright it blows me away
Your vioce firm, yet loving and gentle
Arms so safe and secure when you hold me
It's  a sin to let go
We  must be two of  a kind for you say and do things
just as I would do them
We part and an emptiness fills my body
and soul for I miss you so
Is it really love
Yes, for I fear I love you


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Hit The Spot

Let me make home good, let me make home nice,
let me make home easy, not just once or twice.
Let me make home groovy, let me make home style
You wanna hang out, just for a little while?
Get into my groove, get into my zone -
It`s more fun together than it is alone.
you wanna feel sexy? Hit the spot?
Are you coming with? ´Cause I´m coming hot...

Yeah Baby,

CHORUS:     Hit the spot, hit the spot now baby,
                    Not too cold, not too hot now baby,
                    Gotta move, gotta move now baby,
                    Find the groove, find the groove...

I wanna feel good, like I know I should
Maybe you can do it, I bet you could,
Come on Baby, do it, just make me feel,
Just for tonight, let´s pretend it´s real.
I need a man and Baby you are it.
We´d be good together, think we´d be a hit.
Come on Baby, swing, see me move my hips -
Come a little closer, let me kiss your lips...

Yeah Baby,

CHORUS:

You can move it slow, you can move it fast,
You can move it to me, you can move it past.
I like what I see, inside your tight blue jeans,
I see the way you move, I know the pleasure it means.
Look me in the eye, Baby, see what I want,
You can move it behind, you can groove it in front.
Let me know if you like what you´re seeing in me,
´cause just for tonight, I can be your she...

Yeah Baby,

CHORUS x 2

 


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Come Complete Me (Come to Me)

Here we go
another bleak, dark day again
Here we go
another day that you’re not in
I need you
I need you here with me
I’m completely incomplete
when you aren’t here
Come complete me
Fill this hole in the air
where your presence
is meant to be
Come complete me
make my day whole
like you do my soul
Come complete me
The thought of
your green eyes
turning blue
makes me sad
I miss you
I miss you
so, so bad
I need to hear your voice
I need to see your smile
I need your touch to hoist
my lonely sunken heart
Place your lips
to my lips
Stand inside my arms
Come complete me
Come complete me
I miss you dearly
Come to me
Come complete me


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Angel

My angel,
plz dont be a falling star
(yeah)
youre my angel,
but plz dont be a falling star

you mean everything to me,
youre the only one I need,
when I first laid eyes on you,
I couldnt stop thinkin of you,

my feelings run deep for you
I feel like im dreamin
could this be true
I have the love of my life
I promise I will never leave you

"Ay!"

My angel,
plz dont be a falling star
(yeah)
youre my angel,
but plz dont be a falling star
repeat2x:

plz dont letcha love fade
dont let anyone take it away
plz dont be a falling star
im gonna show you
how great you are

My angel,
plz dont be a falling star
(yeah)
youre my angel,
but plz dont be a falling star
repeat2x:


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ON SUCH A SNOWY EVENING

On such a snowy evening
When cold wind makes everyone shudder
And numbs senses with its fang,
The ever-warm heart remembers her.

On such a snowy evening
When trees shed dry leaves like tear
And melodious birds stop singing,
The ever-green heart remembers her.

On such a snowy evening
When everyone sinks in sleepy snow-layer
And life becomes tiresome and boring,
The ever-awake heart remembers her.

On such a snowy evening
When everyone alienates from each other
And the hateful death roams to sting,
The ever-loving heart remembers her


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Eyes

Dream of a world, Where there is peace. No girls, That admit to defeat. You can walk on water, Not worrying of drowning. You can open your locker, And look around see no one frowning. I walk up to you. I study your face. I can see if your blue, Or feel out of place. I look into your eyes. Somehow I'm suprised, You haven't seen in yet. You haven't seen the best, Of me. It's a dream, Or a nightmare, For which you don't wake. I feel like a vampire, Getting stabbed with a stake. Why can't you look into my eyes, And see I love you? Dream of a world, Filled with war. See a dead girl, And be dead poor. A million things, Happen at once. You have to see, The best of me. I walk up to you. I study your face. I can see if your blue, Or feel out of place. I look into your eyes. Somehow I'm suprised, You haven't seen in yet. You haven't seen the best, Of me. It's a dream, Or a nightmare, For which you don't wake. I feel like a vampire, Getting stabbed with a stake. Why can't you look into my eyes, And see I love you? Think about love. Think about death. You'll see a dove, On your last breath. Wake me with a kiss, So, I can see your eyes, With such bliss, Before I die. Listen to my fairytale, Before I leave, Before I go to Yale. I walk up to you. I study your face. I can see if your blue, Or feel out of place. I look into your eyes. Somehow I'm suprised, You haven't seen in yet. You haven't seen the best, Of me. It's a dream, Or a nightmare, For which you don't wake. I feel like a vampire, Getting stabbed with a stake. Why can't you look into my eyes, And see I love you? I can see, You don't love me, But can you stop, The Dreams, The Nightmares? There's something inside of me, I can't hide from. It's my fate, But I'm too late. Dream of the possibilities, Of you and me. Look into my eyes. Think twice. What do you think? About me? Now.


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Things You Can't See

How do you dry up all my tears? 
And take away all my fears? 
Tell me all of your secrets,
And I'll explain why you mean so much to me,

Explain to me what it's like having lights within your eyes,
And I'll tell you everything that you will need to know all about me,
Even though it may seem that I'm not all there at times,
You only have to have faith in the things you can't see within.

But please come back to feeling your senses,
Because I’ve learnt my lesson,
And I will now give you more time, more love and affection,
Cause baby if I ever saw you with another guy,
No doubt that this player is going to cry.


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Did i mention she's green?

Green girl
Green girl

She gathers leaves on a blue and green night
Her emerald eyes make me ignite

Dream catchers gather on her wall
She makes stars none shall fall

Green girl
Green girl

Light candles, red hair reminds me of autumn
Fire red forest she will come

Dream catchers gather on her wall
She makes stars none shall fall

Green girl
Green girl

Change like the seasons
For unknown reasons
Nothing left to give
Baby I would relive

Green girl
Green girl


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ONE WAY

One way or another I'm going to find you
I'm going to get you get you get you get you
One way or another I'm going to win you
I'm going to get you get you get you  get you
One way or another I'm going to see you
I'm going to meet you meet you meet you meet you
One day, maybe next week
I'm going to meet you, I'm going to meet you, I'll meet you
I will drive past your house
And if the lights are all down
I'll see whose around

One way or another I'm going to find you
I'm going to get you get you get you catch you  obtain you
One way or another I'm going to win you
I'll win you, I’ll keep you
One way or another I'm going to see you
I'm going to meet you meet you meet you meet you
One day, maybe next week or next year
I'm going to meet you, I'll meet you

And if the lights are all out
I'll follow your bus downtown
See whose  hanging out
I'll walk to the mall
Stand at the wall
Where I can see it all
Find out who you call
Lead you to the supermarket
 Checkout some specials and cat food,
 Vanish in the crowd and turn up again


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Song: The Way I Think of you

I just had an experience
I was dreaming about you.
And thinking of how our lives could be
if things work out for us two.
I’ve spent sleepless nights thinking of you
Your playful expressions
Your face
I remember immersing in your attitude
Memories time can’t erase

Do you get the feeling?
When you think of me?
Do you get the feeling?
That it is destiny
Do you get the feeling?
Is it something new?
Do you think about me?
The way I think of you?

Don’t know how much more I can take this
Desire and passion creep in
Anticipation’s got a hold on me
I can’t wait for this to begin
Still, don’t know if it’s going to happen
Don’t know if I should dare
I’m just enjoying the foreplay
It’s already taken me there

Do you get the feeling?
When you think of me?
Do you get the feeling?
That it is destiny
Do you get the feeling?
Is it something new?
Do you think about me?
The way I think of you?

We’ve never opposed one another
Argued, or got so loud.
We always seemed to have other friends
never really hung with the same crowd
Do you get the feeling when you think of me, like you are beginning something new?
Tell me girl: do you ever think about me
the way I think of you?

Do you get the feeling?
When you think of me?
Do you get the feeling?
That it is destiny
Do you get the feeling?
Is it something new?
Do you think about me?
The way I think of you?


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Heartless Fire

In my fervent heart,
You knew I treasured you
But you didn’t return those tender feelings
Just see the fumes arise from the consuming fire
Because my wicked desires wasted away into embers
I love you…I love you…These feelings are ever so new!
I LOVE YOU…I love you…These feelings are always true!
You knew I honestly adored you…oh yeah; I always did from the start
But you don’t consider those mild feelings—you wrecked those bits by bits
Ah! Now I’m crammed into the ascending fire, splintering me with the strokes of death
Because of my virtuous desires, I’m wasting away into the pit of corruption
I thought you were encompassed with my passionate kisses
But you wanted to chase after your callous blisses, now I’m faced with crises
I detest the thought of adoring you…but I have to admit—I love you!
I love you…I love you with all of my heart! Do you love me too?
I know the desires that I have constructed for you never occurred in your heart
I know in the bottom of my heart that you were only enticed by your sick pleasures
You’re dumping me into the raging fire and you’re a sneaky little liar
Because I ain’t lying like you do deceitfully to me—I’m in love and I can’t draw back my desire
You brought magnificence in my eyes, comforting angel
But I’m subsiding into the cavernous fire
Because I surrender to my legit desire
How could I free from the embrace that yanks on to me?
You brighten up my dreams and set me free from reality’s calamity
I love you…I love you…These feeling relieve me from the blue!
I LOVE YOU…I love you…I adore your every existence—do you get the clue?
You knew I kept this feeling inside for so long
Nevertheless, I feel that I belong
In your heart…In His heart…
In my heart…we’ll never depart!
You are my true endeavor
And I wanna win your heart forever!
You’ll always be loved because you’re above beautiful
But, you don’t believe this love will survive in this stranded palace
But I’ll attempt to win you with all of my might and I’ll defeat the malice
Our boundless love is like two fireflies floating in the midnight sky
But you disturbed our greetings and you didn’t even accept the feelings I felt for you
Why did you blow away our interweaved feelings of passion
And blew them away into the heartless fire?
My precious love, why did you diminish my eternal desire?
You knew I worshiped you
In my sensitive heart


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The Stars and the Sky

The Stars and the Sky
Are nothing compared to your eyes
So beautiful
Full of life and love

My hear you stole
You know my soul
You have me all
Please don't let me fall


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Never Let Go

Can anything beat
laying in the grass
and counting all the stars we see?
Can anything beat
wrapping up in blankets
with a picnic to eat?
Can anything beat
stealing kisses
while we just enjoy the time?
Can anything
yes anything
ever really beat
what time we have
together, like now?
No nothing can
Nothing could
And all I know is
I wish I could
I wish I could stay here with you tonight
I wish I didn’t have such a long drive
I wish I could simply spend the night
and hold you tight 
like I’ll never let go


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Pot Of Gold

This one is for Bailey... Oh, you know I hate to leave you helpless, But there's really nothing that I can do. Your parents say that I have done enough. I mean, just look at what I've gotten you into. Oh, I know just how to leave you breathless, And you know how to make me lose my mind. Right now, there's an army standing in between us, But, baby, you will always be mine. 'Til the sky comes crashing down from up above You know, I don't think this town is right for us. So, run, And run as fast as your feet will take you. Don't look back, don't let them catch you. I'll be on my way soon. I'm right behind you. So, go, And don't stop 'til your heart explodes. I promise you I'll find you down the road. I could never give up on my pot of gold. Just leave a map before you go. Oh, I don't think love is blind, but it's ironic. A sarcastic beast without a sense of time. All of my past loves have left me brokenhearted, But, oh, Cupid, this time, you've crossed the line. Oh, you gave me something I knew I couldn't keep, But, baby girl, you're so irresistible. I can't begin to express how happy it makes me To say that you were the legs to my table. And, now, you're gone, and I fell flat on my face. But, it's okay, cuz I'm the one that told you to run away, anyway. And I'm scared to death, but I know you'll be okay. You'll find a way... So, run, And run as fast as your feet will take you. Don't look back, don't let them catch you. I'll be on my way soon. I'm right behind you. So, go, And don't stop 'til your heart explodes. I promise you I'll find you down the road. I could never give up on my pot of gold. Just leave a map before you go. Oh, baby, don't you worry 'bout me. It hurts so bad, but I'm sure I'll be just fine. On the nights that I can't help but miss you, I think back to a time when you were all mine...


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Foullen -Part One-

A mansion sitting upon a hill
Two men walking apart from eachother
One is part human the other is creature
Kaz, Half elf and half human
He walks slowly in the woods 
Kicking stones as he walks
His hands gripping the inside of his pockets
He feels something coming

Walking slowly behind him
Sniffing his scent
Foullen,  a full blooded vampire
Pale skin, blue eyes that sparkle when his black long hair falls upon his face
He wraps his arm around Kaz's waist 
Pulling him backwards
He places his lips unto Kaz's neck
Sinking his fangs into him
Kaz trying to get away
Foullen holds him down

Once he is done feeding 
He pushes the human to the ground
Only sniffing his human scent not even knowing about his elf half
He runs off leaving Kaz in pain on the ground

He would smirk looking back as he runs
Running into the mansion
Slamming the door behind him
He would say hello to his mother
And sit perfectly in his chair
Wipping the blood from his teeth

A few hours later 
A man knocks at the door
Foullen would answer smelling a familiar scent
He lets him in seeing the wound on this mans neck

He would softly say hello holding his hand out and smirks at Kaz
"Hello Kaz" He would say
Kaz looks up at him "you know who i am?"
Foullen would speak "Yea i did drink your blood after all, you have been a target for some time, i always had an eye on you... you always seemed special-
Kaz looks up at him confused "me?"

Many days would pass and many conversations were held between Foullen and Kaz
But many do not know what was said all that was heard was Foullen and Kaz got close and became friends and over several years another journey between them would soon begin 

(stay tuned for part two)


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Now what

I look in his face
And I see you
I hear his voice
And it’s not you
When he hugs me
I wish it were you
Nevertheless,
You are with another
You hold her hand
I wish it were mine
You hear her voice
Oh let it be mine
Just say my name 
And, I’ll come running


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This is how you make me feel

All I do is cry,
I just want to hide.
If I disappear from your life, 
you won't cry,I know.
I was forgotten long ago.

Am I so insignificant to you?
Maybe you were never true to me.
This pain is there,trapped inside me.
All I want to do is flee.
Flee from all this confusion.
Was it all just an illusion?

I finally figured it out,you're all the same.
But you,you're so lame.
You are no different from every other guy.
All you did was lie.
And when I was scared,
You were never there.

All you did was watch me fall.
It's sad because we had it all.
You were everything that I wanted,
Now you make me feel unwanted.


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To My Dearest Love......

My world is crashing down.
You can hear nothing but the sound.....
The sound of my cries,the sound of my heart aching.
I feel like I'm breaking.
I'm falling into this darkness you pushed me into.
I feel like I'm just a fool.
The girl you knew is not here.
She died because of fear.
I wish you were never real.
Dead inside is how you make me feel.
I don't know what to do,
but I know you're not true.
My suffering is your joy.
I guess I was only a toy.
I have nothing more to lose.
Instead of this,I wish I was crying 'cause of a bruise.


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unfortunately known

Days go by
Silence wares
You walked away
I don’t know who you are

Lie your breath
Fingers through your hair
Songs you knew you’d sing
Only I truly know what you mean

Growing up they held your hopes
Hid your dreams
Loved you such
You wrote them all away
No one knows it’s us

Smiles are tattoos your mirror hides
I held you cure from saddened eyes
I took a wishful truth
And wiped away your cries

You change your status
Ruminants of what happened
Ain’t it funny
How those you love disappear

They held you close
You kept your church
I’m lost in you 
And now you’re hurt
No one knows we’re us

"I wonder where you are
I don’t know what else to do
I worry that you love me still
I feel the same
But I don’t need to sing"


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About Last Night - New Year's Eve Remorse

About last night...

I just wanted to write and tell you
That last night was a big mistake
I'd had way too much to drink
I was tired and it was getting late.

I wasn't thinking clearly
I wasn't thinking the way I normally do
I let my emotions get the best of me
I let you tell me things that were not true.
I was influenced by the moment
I did things that I now wish I didn't do.

When we first met last night
I could see clearly see what was on your mind.
I could see clearly read your twisted intent
I could easily read the lust that was in your eyes.

And it had nothing to do with 'Forevers"
'I do's', White Dresses or White Weddings
Long term commitments of any kind.
It all had to do with you pleasing yourself
Executing what was on your mind.

And so I let you woo me
I let you stay with me for a while
You had a sort of amusement
You had a captivating smile.

When we danced all night
I let you hold me close
I closed my eyes and pretended
That we were in love
I let myself be in a different place
I place where I was loved.

Last night's drinking led to dancing
And then dancing led to our first kiss
And then kisses led to other things
Things I engaged in
But now in hindsight
With some remiss.

And so I just wanted to tell you
If it had been in another time or place
I would never have given you the time of day
You never would have kissed my smiling face.

And so I feel that I need to tell you
On this first day of the first of the year
That I never ever want to see you again
In spite of last night's cheer.

You just happened to be there
When I needed someone to engage 
With a comforting smile
You were a mild amusement
You kept me company for a while.

And so that's about all I needed to tell you
About what happened late last night
I just wanted to write you a formal goodbye
And tell you what was on my mind
I thought that I would send it to you
And do what I thought was right.

*A Hypothetical Reflection on a New Year's Eve Tryst

(January 1,  2011 Wausau, Wisconsin)

(c) Copyright 2010 by Christine A Kysely, All Rights Reserved



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After All

After all of the hurt,
The secrets and the lies,
You still love me.
You're still by my side.

After all of the pain
And all of the tears,
You still plan on staying
For many more years.

After all of our problems,
There's still happiness.
Sometimes it hurts,
But I can't walk away from this.

There is no one else
On this earth for me.
We were made for each other.
Why can't you see?

You think you don't deserve me,
But I don't deserve you.
You're too good to me,
Despite what you do.

We've been through so much,
Seen both sunshine and rain.
There's still so much left,
But I know we'll stand the pain.


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A boy and a girl

I remember the day I first saw her face on the school bus such an uneasy place
we both were shy it took months just to talk soon enough we would always walk
from the stop to her house were I d stand uneasy the sweat would pool in my right hand
One night late after school she came to my house I tried to be cool 
she asked if I would like to go out of course I did but I was nervous anxious filled with doubt

we spent a whole summer just hanging out some times I got so nervous I wanted to shout
I recall how she first placed her hand in mine I was sweating so bad I was losing my mind
the touch of her fingers in my sweaty palm gave comfort unknown and a relieving calm
I realize now she was just as scared but she seemed so calm ready and aware

she became my very best friend but even I knew the summer would end
before the fall came an took her away we spent time with each other everyday
a few weeks before school started again we went to the park are spot back then 
she looked in my eyes for ever it seemed I was confused and young I almost screamed
then she leaned towards me with the sweetest touch she said shed miss me very much
and then it happen her lips searched and found mine out in that moment it removed all doubt
an innocent peek between dearest of friends learning how such things have there ends
after school started that year she moved away I have not seen her since that day

Forever she holds a piece of my heart the innocents we shared was ours from the start
even tho Ive grown a lot since then that young love is for thick and thru thin
we never took not a thing from one another we held each other up learned from one another
I wonder if she thinks of me I think of her and lonely nights I hope she lives happily
youth is something you cannot keep I miss those days on the grass we would sleep 

somewhere inside the shy little boy waits for the day he might see that girl once again
the soul that taught me how to love and to be loved how to end and how to begin
I know ill never see her again I know its only memories something lost to the past 
if I would have known it would end that way and be over so quick so dam fast
I would have told her more of the true me maybe then Id feel whole at last
sweet first love I hope you find a life of love and find your faith in the god above
she will always been in my heart and mind and for now we must leave us behind


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Here I Am

I never knew I can feel the way I do
Like your smile lifting me off my feet
And your voice, oh how it calms me.

And all you said was where are you?
Can't you see i need you???

Here i am, standing by your side
Here i am, looking in your eyes
Here i am, Here i am
Just come find me

Your wondering glance, taking my attention
Your Deep blue eyes, inviting
Its gone on to long now

And all you needed was my kiss
Bu can you see its not just this i want?

Here I am, Standing by your side
Here I am, Looking in your eyes
Here i am, Here i am
Just come find me

your touch, your voice, i wanna hear
Your love, You risk, i wanna feel
So find me, Here i am

Here i am, Standing by your side    
Here i am, looking in your eyes
Here i am, Here i am
Just come find me


Just come find me,
Here I Am..


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Crush and Crushed

In the beginining,
There was a girl.
She was on a rollar coaster.
She saw her crush.
He ignored her.
He thought she was annoying.
He thought she was petiful.
Little did he know,
She would die that day.
Here's her story.

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Little, little girl,
No cares in the world.
Bruises on her face,
Crazy on her trace.

Little, little girl,
Little, little crush.
Little, little love,
Little, little to much.

Only on a rollar coaster,
Would she believe,
She was air.
Carelessness filled her head,
Little, little so much dread.
The boy she liked,
Walking around with so much might,
Little, little did he know that she would die.

Little, big circle coming up,
She was on bottom the cart on top.
Watching the cart fallin',
He didn't know she was calling,
His name.

Heaven reached to her,
But she kept herself on earth,
Until she could see him again.

Only on a rollar coaster,
Would she believe,
She was air.
Carelessness filled her head,
Little, little so much dread.
The boy she liked,
Walking around with so much might,
Little, little did he know that she would die.

Tell him, tell him how you feel,
Little did you know it would feel so real.
Now that she was dead he started thinkin',
Was she crazy or was she worth loving?

Only on a rollar coaster,
Would she believe,
She was air.
Carelessness filled her head,
Little, little so much dread.
The boy she liked,
Walking around with so much might,
Little, little did he know that she would die.

Now she's going to heaven,
So many things she hasn't done.
She sees the door and,
Remembers her amore.

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Later that night,
After he saw her die,
He commited suicide.
His parents found a note from him.
"I saw her die,
 I love her,
 I am going to be with her.
 I'm sorry"
He didn't go to heaven,
Neither did she,
They are both stuck in limbo,
At least they have each other.


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Empty Space

There’s an empty space beside my side
that you’re meant to fill
like you did my heart
How I long to be with you
How I long to see you
My heart misses your heart
My being misses your being
I miss my home dearly
I long to brush your cheek
to see you every day
to never go a week
without seeing your face
and embracing you with my arms
I need you
I need your presence with me
I need your love to always be
always be here with me


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chance

give me a chance
let me prove to you
I can be the one to 
make you happy
give me a chance
I can be the one
to turn your life around
if only you let me

give me a chance
girl give me a chance
give me a chance
girl give me a chance

"AY!"

baby girl dont hide
your feelings inside
I promise you I wont
make you cry
girl I dont bit
I can set you right
I can show you
how real love feels like

youre the one I need
I dont need no one ese
I fantacize about you everynight
we can make the perfect scene
just you and me
pls dont procrastinate
girl come to me

give me a chance
girl give me a chance
give me a chance
girl give me a chance

yeah baby


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A Silent Smile

A silent smile is all that's left. In my mind is this image of you and I.
I can't stop staring into space and I don't know why.

A gentle breeze brings me back to Mother's Day when we first met.
You and I are different in every way but was it fate that took us this way?

I haven't seen you in a long time, so let me ask you if you're doing fine.
I can't hear you 'cause there isn't a signal over here to there.
But I can still feel your warmth, I can still see your smile, but I can never seem to see
you in real life.

Things aren't going so great anymore. You lost your cell and now we can't even sense each others' presence.
Let me reassure you that I'm still alive and I'll continue to live on until you and I are
together in eternity.


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Departure

As you crawl
Inside my brain
You like to play
You’re little game

I think you know
Of what I mean
For your love
I am a fiend

Your kiss is fire
My little treat
Between your legs
So very sweet

Parting ways
Will be so hard
For in your eyes
You hold all the cards

I must be leaving
I love you too
It was fun,
Now babe we’re through


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Blood of a liar, mark of a thief

You took it all
(I held my breath)
You screamed my name
(as you fell to your death)
The crowed gathered round
but I stood tall
with your body laying so broken
you've never looked so small

The rain started pouring down
(oh how I smiled)
There were sirens in the distance
(only a half a mile)
Down below the screaming sounds
I can't hear a thing
everyone's gaze is upon me
waiting for the once caged bird to sing

(Liar)
You promised me everything
did your words mean nothing
were they empty
lifeless without a theme
(Thief)
You took hold of my heart
shredded my soul, raped my mind
did it mean anything
was I even worth it
ir just another part to your scheme

The rain washes away the evidence
(the blood, sweat, and tears)
But rain can't wash away everythng
(no, not everything)
not the pain suffered through the years

Your words were so sweet
who was I to judge
I fell for your parlor tricks
over the edge with one small nudge
Such a beautiful disguise you wore
silly little me
I fell into your web of lies
far too young to ever see

(Liar)
You promised me everything
did your words mean nothing
were they empty
lifeless without a theme
(Thief)
You took hold of my heart
shredded my soul, raped my mind
did it mean anything
was I even worth it
ir just another part to your scheme

You could have been mine
(does it hurt now, hush, be quiet now)
You sold your soul for a good time
(does it hurt now, hush, don't speak now)
Did you think I'd never know?
(does it hurt now, does it hurt now)
Now you must reap the crop you've sewn

(Liar)
You promised me everything
did your words mean nothing
were they empty
lifeless without a theme
(Thief)
You took hold of my heart
shredded my soul, raped my mind
did it mean anything
was I even worth it
ir just another part to your scheme

(Liar)
You had such a pretty little plan
(Thief)
Carried out by such a careless little man


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You Are My Candlelight

Empty canvas of a room
Dark and bleak
A cloudy night without stars or moon
Enter in pretty girl
Her beautiful smile
Brightens the world 
And I’m drawn to her eyes
Emeralds with a fire inside
Beckoning for me
To come and see
All that she wants to see in me

Hey girl
You sure do light up this world
I find myself living in
I want to feel your warmth, your skin
Taste of your lips again
Hold you in the midst of night
My candlelight

All goes dark and cold once more
If you leave through the door
and separate our hearts and souls
like they’re not meant to be
In you I find inner-peace
And the strength to be
All that you want in me
All that I want to be

Hey girl
You sure do light up this world
I find myself living in
I want to feel your warmth, your skin
Taste of your lips again
Hold you in the midst of night
My candlelight

Won’t you come back inside?
Back into my arms?
Will you be my guiding light once more?
You light up this world
I find myself living in
I want to feel your warmth, your skin
Taste of your lips again
Hold you in the midst of night
You are my candlelight
You are my candlelight
In the darkest of night
You are my candlelight


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You Are My Home

I wish that I could take a Kodak
and be able to really take you back with me
I wish that this moment could last forever
while we take advantage of 
this perfect cuddling weather
Sitting here in each other’s arms
chair reclined
and blanket on us
watching movies from when we were kids
They say
that home is where the heart is
and quite simply
my home is where you are
You are my comfort,
my sanity,
my happy thoughts
and hope
The one person in which I can confide
and never have to hide
a single part of me
You are my home
and you are where my heart is


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Memory

Hey. How's it going, with your life?
I know mine just keeps on falling apart.
What do I see? Can it be?! Oh, wait who are you again?
My memory has faded away. 
My eyes can't see anything clearly 'cause of this fog inside my head.
Why can't I just move along? Is it because of your smile, your hair, or the way you dance?
I can't tell anymore!

Hey, wait a second! You look like that girl from.... no forget it I forgot. Don't stare
I've only known you for seven seconds!
But for some reason I feel a deep warmth inside.
Can it be that I've seen you before in my life? ...No, it can't be!
What's going on in my life? I just can't seem to get on the right track.
Everyday is another mistake, I just wanna escape this world & manipulate all those around me.
I feel like a freak,now I know how Jason or Freddy must have felt.

Entry for " Why oh Why"
Sponsored by Constance~A Rambling Poet
Written March 16,2010

Written by John Monteblanco


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My heart Misses You...*

The day I first met you,
  I didn’t think I’d be standing here,
     Standing here saying “I Love You”.
I thought we’d always just be friends,
  That was until now; until the very end.
But I think it’s a little too late,
  ‘Cause something went wrong and we had to separate.

But I want you to know,
  That I’ll always love you so.
My feelings for you, 
  Will stay meaningful and true.
‘Cause I never really knew,
  how much I’d end up loving you.
And you mean so much to me,
  That I hope someday, together again, we would be.

 But my heart’s already broken to pieces,
  And I’m trying to figure out what most it misses.
Even though,
  I probably already know.

You made such an act when you were around me,
  So everything that happened, I’d believe.
And I’m sick and tired of playing these games;
  There are too many things for me to think about to name.

I think I need a little time and space to be alone,
  But hopefully it won’t be too long.
‘Cause all I really want is to be with you,
  Even though it may not soon be true.
I just thought I’d let you know.

I care for you,
  Whether you think it’s a lie or the truth.
I’d never want a misfortune to come your way,
  I just pray you’re safe each and every day.
‘Cause you’ve got me worrying about you so much…

There are those moments that pass by,
  And the ones when you’re in my thoughts, 
     All I want to do is cry, all I want to do is cry.

 But my heart’s already broken to pieces,
  And I’m trying to figure out what most it misses.
Even though,
  I probably already know.
Even though,
  I probably already know.


…My heart misses you…







*This is a song I wrote. Hope you like it.


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Whenever I hear your name

Though we're apart
in land not heart
I still feel the same
whenever I hear your name
It's not clear when
or if we'll see
a future together
and how happy we could be

I wasn't looking
when I found you
wasn't searching
when my dreams came true
It feels like I've found
the other half to my soul
someone to null the emptiness
a key to my heart that fits the hole

Silly isn't it
to feel so grand
when the object of your affection
resides in another land
but distance doesn't matter
no rain, sleet, or even snow
could keep my heart from loving you
this, I hope you know

Oh no, I wasn't looking
when I found you
when you flipped my world
turning my little blue heart a new hue
It feels like I've found
that one person in my life
that means so much more
than mere words can write

If love is blind
I wouldn't know
you stole my breath
as if you stole the show
our meeting was chance
one I'll never regret
your name is but one thing
I will never forget

Though we may be apart
in land, not heart
I'll always feel the same
whenever I hear your name


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Your Eyes

The lights in 	
your eyes
the shine in 
your smile
make living 
this life
somehow 
seem worthwhile
You’re comfort 
to my mind
Inside my heart
all the time
I live for my
time with you
I adore 
the things you do
The way you laugh
The way you sigh
The way you hug
The way you try
The way you smile
and kiss my cheek
The way I know
you miss me
(more each week)
I can’t think
of a
better place 
than to be
anywhere
by your side
I want you
next to me
and in my arms
(yeah,) and I want your   
hand to be
in my hand
in my hand
I love
all of you
yeah, I love
all of you


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The Things I Never Seen

To me it was all his fault,
Nothing was ever mine
I never listened to a thing he said
To me everything was just a whine.

He'd do all he could
Everything he thought of,
Just to get me to smile,
Just to get me to love.

But I only put him down,
Crushed his heart, 
And all I thought he was doing
Was tearing my world apart 

He held me while I cried,
He told me i was pretty,
And out of all the low things I could have done
It was me I wanted him to take pity.

He listened to all my stories
He's done nothing but care
and all I've done was  hurt him
Wherever I was there

I never noticed the things he had done
I never paid attention 
And whenever he tried to make me see,
I only gave him tension.

I thought I loved him more
I thought he was only cruel
But really he was none of that
I was the selfish fool

Who throw away love for just myself
who only wanted to be the nasty queen
But i hope that there's another girl out there, one that could see
The things I never seen



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The Book of You

I see you, more than you understand
Your heart, your soul, its like the perfect book

Your heart it beats and yet you do not live
Why do you resign yourself to such a fate,
A fate, an attempt at life that is such a waste

I know in your heart you wish things where different
Wish the past had not happened, 
Wished that your heart did not ache so much

This wish is futile, to wish your heart away is to hide
Do not hide from what enriches your life
You will forever remember this
Learn from these pages in your book 

Yet that crippling pain is likely the purest emotion you have felt
I am here staring into you, reading you

I see your soul for what it is,
It is struggling to restore your shattered heart
Your greatest weakness is your fear

You fear for what can be, for the next pain
So many times you have been shattered
Many times broken and defeated

But you must learn to fight back
Learning that pain is only the beginning is the only way

Without this I doubt your heart or your soul will survive
Survive the apocalypse of your life, fate has not ended it
This is after all just the beginning of your future

I beg you to continue your life,
I yearn to read into your heart, mind and soul more

Please forgive my selfishness but I need you to continue
The waste of your heart is too much
The waste of a soul like yours is a shame

I will pass you the string for which to sew your heart
I will pass you each piece, each shard of your soul
Allow yourself time to heal,
The process is only as slow as you make it

Demand your heart to listen to your mind
Falling back into the pit of despair is truly mad
If you allow yourself to fall within its inky depths
Then forever will its dark tentacles enwrap your heart

You have felt the pain now, felt it keenly
Do not fall into vengeance, it is seductive, it is sweet
But it is a short reprieve from the darkness

Take heart, the good die young is what we're told
The better die last.
The best live eternal in their love, for true love is eternal
That love will forever last in another’s hear.

Do not give in to pain,
Do not give in to hate,
Give in to your recovery.


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Running back To You

Verse : Suddenly i came  to realize that living without you  was the  biggest  
mistake i  made/ and that all the  memories i  had of you seemed to quickly  fade  
away/ i  tossed  and  turned  couldn't  sleep through nights/ Just  kept  thinking 
about the  fussing  and  fights/ To  get  back to ill do whatever it takes/ baby i'm  
running  back  to  you/

Chorus : Baby i  can set you free/ only if you  come back  to  me / baby can't  you 
see our love is  true/ can't  you see i'm  running  back to you/

Verse2: All the  memories of  us  keeps piling up in  my head/ Can't  stop thinking 
about  you and what we used to do/ i try to  hide it  but it just keeps coming out/ 
Don't want to pretend as if  we never  existed/ don't want  to  go on  without  the  
thought of you  being  in my  life/ Just  want  to show you  i  forgive  you/ show  you 
that  i truly love  you/

Chorus : 2x


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Love/Life

You said you loved me,
You said you cared,
you said you'd always be  there.

But ever since the dreadful day,
You made it clear about what you had to say.
The words punched me in the gut and ripped out my heart,
When you said we could no longer be and we had to part.

Love is strange, love is hard;
But you didn't have to go and break my heart.
Love is cruel, love is mean;
But you didn't have to do what you did to me.

You used to say "I love you".
Did you lie to me or were you saying the truth?
You broke my heart into pieces;
Now I'm gonna be lost, thanks to this.
It's a situation out of control,
But I have to do this on my own.

The healing will take quite a while.
It'll be a long time before I smile.

Love is strange, love is hard;
But you didn't have to go and break my heart.
Love is cruel, love is mean;
But you didn't have to do what you did to me.

Because I'm sick and tired of being lied to.
I can't handle it, especially by you.
I thought there was, between you and me, some kind of trust;
So I took my heart off the shelf and wiped off the dust.
But now I know it was a mistake,
'Cause I'm suffering with so much heartache.

Love is strange, love is hard;
But you didn't have to go and break my heart.
Love is cruel, love is mean;
But you didn't have to do what you did to me.

You made promises to me that you couldn't keep,
And ever since then, I'd hide so I could weep.
I cared about you so much;
I'd do anything to feel your touch,
'Cause you would hold me in your arms;
You'd protect me from any kind of harm.
But unfortunately,
That will never again be.
And unfortunately,
I'll be full of nothing but misery,
'Cause,

Love is strange, love is hard;
But you didn't have to go and break my heart.
Love is cruel, love is mean;
But you didn't have to do what you did to me.

Life is strange, life is hard;
But you didn't have to go and break my heart.
Life is cruel, life is mean;
But you didn't have to do what you did to me.


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The Girl In White Shorts

     THE GIRL IN WHITE SHORTS
See that girl?
The one in the white shorts?
The one who looks so good it hurts?
She is why you left home one day
years ago
and there she is again
after all these years
after all these fears
after all these tears
she hasn't changed a bit
and she is why they still make white shorts
the same old way.


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sing it

I want to love you 
more than anyone has loved 
I want to give you 
all of my heart 
its easy to hold you 
when your feeling down and blue 
because baby I can't deny  
I have fallen hard for you. 

I want to see you 
more than anyone before 
I hope you know that 
I would never shut my door 
all I can say is 
I am true. 
Oh baby, 
nothing feels better 
than being here with you.


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A Glimpse

Never will I have a flawless body
Or be a beauty queen
I am just who I am
What you get is what you've seen

I eat when I am bored
I get jealous as easily as hell
If you ask me to dispense my secrets
I might not be quick to tell

I am sensitive beyond measure
Even though, I keep plenty in
I conceal most of my anger
I'm not the devil but I do sin

Sometimes I get neglectful
I know how to make a mess
But if you ask me to be great
I'll give you nothing less

I hate to be alone
Nightmares get me when awake
Sometimes making it through the day alive
Is more than I can take

I am deeply serious
Yet, I do know how to have fun
I'll procrastinate like crazy
If important, I'll get it done

I believe in God and heaven
I've played with death multitude times
I hide behind numberless masks
Caught in a play without the lines

I love to think of you
A calm spirit in a chaotic universe
My life has changed within meeting you
My heart beats to a broken verse

I don't handle rejection
Even if it is real or in my head
I am beyond gullible then you can imagine
Many lies I have been feed

I have the worst mood swings
I change in the blink of an eye
One moment I am happy, the next sad
I hate it when I can't cry

My strongest fear is abandonment
Therefore, when people get close, I push them away
All I ask is for you to have patience
The light will come within the day

I will always give 100%
It is the best that I can do
In life as well as my heart
I am a woman who loves you


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Drive Home

Late at night
a forced drive home
In the dark 
they’re both alone

She lays in her bed
with thoughts of him
in her head

He stays between 
yellow lines
Counting the time
until he sees her
again
On the radio
one of their songs
How he longs
to be driving
the other direction

She squeezes a bear
and holds real tight
A gift given 
for these nights
She worries as time
quickly passes by

The towns drag by
but he’s home and alive

She receives his call
and breathes a sigh

They say goodnight
and their I love yous
wishing they were
by the other’s side


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What I Think About 2012

I don't care about 2012. At least not anymore.
I don't feel like myself. Does anybody care about me anymore?
Who needs feelings anymore?!
I can tell you that I don't!
Man, who do you think you are and WHAT do you think I am?!
I'm bleeding on the dance floor and outside too.
If you want to take my place in this life, go ahead please do!
I don't have a Boo, I'm just trying to keep it true.
I want to say bye-bye but I can never seem to say hi.


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What is Wrong With Us?

I don't understand 
why we are 
the way we are. 
The man upstairs 
doesn't seem to hear me anymore. 
The devil appears to be more attentive 
to my cries 
as he lurks around 
and laughs at me. 
I reach for your hand, 
and you're as stiff as a board. 
I don't hear a word they say, 
I'm empty inside, 
as the darkness envelopes me 
in its powerful embrace. 
All I can think about 
is my illness. 
After all this time, 
I am truly disturbed. 
I don't have the strength anymore 
to do what I must. 
I spit on the world, 
the war, the worries that I wear like warts. 
I'm after what everyone else is after, 
chasing a dream of love and happiness. 
God, why do You fail me now? 
We pray together out loud, 
hand upon hand, 
and nothing comes of it. 
If anything, 
the enemy wakes up 
and is at work within us.
I don't want to fight.
I don't want to hate.
I want to love, 
and befriend freedom.



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Love Story

It was the 3rd of November
When everything went down
He caught my eye
I caught his eye
Transcending space and time
We went up
And we went down 
On a joy ride
Thinking about each other
Getting tingling feelings
Deep inside
I told my friends
He told his friends
They meet each other at the ball court
And they make plans 
To hook us up
Down the block 
At the corner store
It was funny 
How it all went down
It'll give you some to think about
Specially when you so in love
So their ain't no other
Cinderella story that matches to mine
No their ain't no other 
Gaze that transcends space and time
See I've never felt this way inside
Specially for a guy like mine
I can tell this love story ain't gonna end
Baby


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AS INHUMAN AS A MAN'S HEART SEEMS

As inhuman as a man's heart seems...
hidden inside is a tender side:
a beautiful side seldom seen by others;
and that fear of being sensitive
is a real hurdle for those men sworn in pride,
but manly qualities are judged by his deeds...
 
A woman's perception of the common man is that
he is lives in an unintentional masquerede,
to hide the sweetness he won't manifest;
and this unconformity won't let his beauty 
 be capturated by intense emotions of masculinity...
will he break the myth and be appreciated?

I have struggled with it indefinitely
and embraced this stereotype unsympathetically,
why are we supposed to be so uncaring and invulnerable,
and outgrow our own resistance and be so invincible;
have we realized that disharmony,
indignation and frustration are not truly noble?

As inhuman as a man's heart seems,
many sacrifice love for an unexplanable cause...
putting vanity before human compassion:
without guilt, regard and trepidation;
have we become so stubbornly persistent...
to lose all self-direction and prospective?   
 


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Skedaddle

So once again
you’re mistaken
quite mistaken
the world does not
revolve around you
No it doesn’t
I swear it doesn’t
So let me take this
take this pin
and pop your bubble
your stupid bubble
You’re causing trouble
for yourself
I will win this
I can end this
I can send you away
with your tail between your legs
I know you hate this
but it is reality
yes it is happening
And you’re not the reason
no not the reason
Because my decisions
my decisions
 are not based
upon you
I have my freedom
yeah I have my freedom
my freedom from you
So just skedaddle
get a boat and oar
so you can paddle
and head away from me
down the stream you’ve cried
over all of your selfish stupidity
because this is reality
I have already moved on
already moved on
I am much happier 
much happier
than ever before
than ever before
and you will not
and you cannot
ruin this for me or her


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Nothing More

There is nothing more to say.
Soon all our memories will just fade away.
We're both here just standing under the rain,
But I know nothing will ever change.
You were always so confused.
You left me here with a bruised heart.
You never know what side to take,
But I won't let you break me.
You wont take away my pride.
I don't know how many times you lied to me.
I don't know who you are anymore.
It's too late now,
How can I allow you back into my life?
You said it was just me,
But why when it was your stupidity that got us here.
Oh my Dear,my Dear.
Why dose goodbye have to be so painful?


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When The Days Come To An End

I think about our first kiss
The gentleness of your lips
Oh how I wish you could be mine
I was ready but I know it isn’t your time
And I’m fine with us being friends
But to tell the truth when the days come to an end
I sit and think what ifs’ of if you were my companion
I may act like I’m cool
But if you ever notice I still cant take my eyes off of you
I’m so captivated I don’t know what to do
I try to get you off my mind
But every time I see a rose there my mind goes
And I picture your smile
I hear your laugh and see stars in your eyes
I can’t lie its been a while since I felt like this
I just cant help it
But I got to control myself incase of the big what if
Like what if you one day you say, Brian lets do this…
Best believe I’ll have you falling in love with me

MAR '12
B.K.M.jr


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Something Good

I woke up this morning feeling fine.
There's something special on my mind.
Last night I met a new girl in the neighborhood.
Something tells me I'm into something good.
She's the kind of girl whose not too shy,
and I could tell right away that I'm her kind of guy.
She danced close to me like I hoped she would.
Something tells me I'm into something good.
We only danced for a minute or two
then she stuck close to me the whole night through.
Can I be falling in love?
She's everthing that I've been dreaming of.
I walked her home and she held my hand.
I knew this couldn't be just a one night stand,
so I asked to see her next week and she told me I could.
Something tells me I'm into something good.
*
A Herman's Hermits song that is one of a kind.
I heard it this mornibg and couldn't get it off my mind.
Listen to the song if you would
and I challenge you not to feel anything but good.
*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zxDh2sYQRpo


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I love you

Your love is what I need
Your love is what I seek
Ever since the day
You went down on your knee
I realized that our love
Was always ment to be

And I kiss thee 
On such soft lips
Holding you ever so close
I don't want this to ever go

You have made all of my fears
Vanish and disappear
And with your sof hand
Wiped away all of my tears


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same old story

same old story as ever told before
girl meet boy they fall in love
two months later shes with his buddy harry 
hasnt this tale been told enough

wreckless smiles cloud a misty hallway
as our hero walks into her deadly trap
chained to a cross as she taunts him with his best friend
as the ground crumbles beneath his feet

mother please will you wake me from this nightmare
lock me away far far from here
dreams become useless at a certain distance
like a crosshair on a gun

same old story as ever told before
girl meet boy they fall in love
two months later shes with his buddy harry 
hasnt this tale been told enough


just the same old story


just the same old story



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Jetplane

You send my spirits
way up high
like a big jetplane 
in the sky
Just flash me your glance
and I’ll take any chance for you
How did I get to be
here with such a lovely girl
you are my world
So take my hand
and listen to my heart act a band
and play for you its love
We can do anything you’d like
if I’m with you then I am grand
And the world is ours when I’m with you
we don’t have a lot
but love will more than do
So I’ll write what feeble words arise
from the depths inside
and reveal to you the thoughts on my mind
to simply say I love you in verse
but to completely say I do


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End of Discussion

It seems like we only speak
when you want to criticize me
And it puts tears in my eyes
because I’m supposed to be
your favorite guy
I used to be handsome, cute
My skinniness was pleasing to you
My hair was so fun to brush
and you had the biggest crush 
on me
But now I am
so easily cast aside
It seems like you try to hide
I am just ugly
I’m just too skinny
My hair just looks like crap
and then that’s a wrap
The end of discussion


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My Thoughts

If my thoughts could escape from this head that they’re in
and wind their way out and into this world
you’d find that so many of them have a focus
a focus so clear, held in common, and good
You’d find in them a girl who is my whole world
and all of the love my heart holds for her
They’d sing to you songs that would defeat the classics
saying more than The Beach Boys, The Turtles, and Elvis
They’d sing of her beauty, both inside and out
These thoughts would keep winding and grow as they go
as she’s always inside me and on my mind
thinking about her is how I spend the most time
Finally my thoughts, they’d finally see her
then they’d close is as they longingly sought her
And at the point in which they finally caught her
they’d give her my love, my joy, and my laughter
because she is the one who made them all happen
She is the one my thoughts are filled with
She is the one I’ve been searching for so long
She is the one I’ve been waiting for, for all of these years
She is the one that my heart truly loves
She is the one that my heart truly loves


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Control

I loved you. You were creeped out. I loved you. You were all I thought about. Dreams bring misery, To this little life. I will use trickery. I don't go down without a fight. I will survive without you. You don't control me anymore. I will survive without you. You're not for me to adore. The mess you made, Taking my life for granted, Leaving me in a barracade, You never knew how much you mented. I am in control. Foreign language brings nightmares, Because I would curse you, And you would figure out later, That I once loved you. Teardrops cover my doorstep. Remember how much you ment, I gave you my heart you kept. And you left me there when I wept. I will survive without you. You don't control me anymore. I will survive without you. You're not for me to adore. The mess you made, Taking my life for granted, Leaving me in a barracade, You never knew how much you mented. I am in control. You left me there, In the pouring rain. Bleeding without care, My feelings were drained. I left... I left... I left... The past behind. I will survive without you. You don't control me anymore. I will survive without you. You're not for me to adore. The mess you made, Taking my life for granted, Leaving me in a barracade, You never knew how much you mented. I am in control. You're not Mr. Man anymore. I took back my control. How does it feel being cold, To lose it???


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Another moment to make sense of growing up

I have a hole in my heart and I'm not sure where it starts. Everything used to make so much sense to me, now I'm not sure who I'm going to be. It could just be part of growing up, because this feeling has came before, let's fill up another cup. let's drink to the way life used to be, and how life is now to you and me. when we get older, let's hope we still stand shoulder next to shoulder. I know life with you is the only thing that helps me make it through. the ups and downs of this life have us riding on a never ending roller coaster, with every up always leads a huge fall down. I have faith in us that we can make it through it all, because once every down fall has fell leads another rise up that can bring us another time that we don't have to dwell. So I'll stay with you for as long as forever, and hope that we will never say never.


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Remember This Moment 78

The memory remains in my mind like a tattoo,
the way i used to hold you and look at you. 
Your touch was just right and your kiss was perfect,
if i could rewind the hands of time i would do it.

But the memory still remains in my heart,
the way we drew our love like an art.
Your golden blond hair sparkled even in the night,
is was so lovely i maybe even lost my sight. 

The music played with my hands on your hips,
maybe you didn't know how to move that's why i gave you tips.
Than when you understood the beat, you started to flow,
we moved together to the beat so nice and slow.

I can still feel the touch of your hands on my back,
the way you held me and you never looked back.
You are the one and only i told you before,
and i wasn't lying, i made it true into a default. 

Remember when you jumped into my arms at the sight of me, 
i held onto you hoping that, that feeling would never flee. 
We were so you and all so free,
but now i'm a million miles away, so just please remember me. 


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Involuntary Release

Remember those days?
When you though I’d let go
Of the love that I had found
In you, I believed in myself;
The dreams that made me smile
Continue to befall upon my conscience.

Then, suddenly, we were lost;
No map for the memories
We kept for each other;
It is gone but
Why does forever last so long?
It doesn't seem to exist anymore.

A sight not to be seen
By sore hearts that silently
Cry in the night;
Remember those days
When we used to act 
The pages of our lives?
So pure in our thoughts
But never perfect.

So when can we see
The broken shards fly
Out of existence, once more;
It used to be so easy
Leaving the bygones in refuge;
The logics are befuddled by
The wondering mind working overtime
To save the strays of justice.

What momentary gesture 
Lurks behind those orbs of emotion?
Is it too hard to ask
To contain the rabid fear
Maddening the black lies, forlorn;
Throw away the forsaken gratitude
Of a happy life now morbid.

Here, take it back;
No more, no lack
Of intimacy shall cut
Through the skin sewn shut.
You were a fever
Destined to haunt forever
The tidings of my heart.
Lest I tear you apart,
I will remain
Bound by your chain,
Condemned by the both of us.


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New Love

I am so Complex yet simple and unique
My heart loves strong but could use some critique
I'm not gone lie I'm starting for really give in
Mentally & Physically I'm falling in love with a friend
I'm noticing my emotions racing just by thoughts of you
I've been in this place before, just don't remember what to do
Talked to myself- make sure she understood to keep her heart
Then in my life you walk.... Kinda like a fresh start
So Pure, Honest, Refreshing and Clean
Your the only person in my world... know what I mean?
But bae... no lie I'm really scared to death
Fear of a broken heart... shattered... till there's none left
I kinda wished my wall wasn't built so high
But it has to be.... you know the reasons why
Not a day goes by that I don't bring you closer in my world
This thing I have for you has gone beyond just your digital girl
So rather we take baby steps or Huge leaps
I'm feeling like this love will be so deep
Started off as a friend, blossomed like a bliss
Awaking from my dreams of you.... yearning for your kiss
Not a second goes by that I don't wonder how you are
I feel your presence close even though we know your far
If I could sum up how I feel Mary's song would be my choice
You and I know her songs tell how we feel without using our own voice
"Looking for Someone to Love Me"..... has already been done
Now I'm singing "Be Happy"... In my mind knowing your the One
I will always "Stay Down" as long as you need me I'll be around
"You are my everything" .... Yes I'm loving that sound
Sum up how I'm feeling as I listen to " We Ride"
Listening to Mary to sing my emotions while your by my side


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Joke

What is this? Some kind of joke?
Are you testing the strength of my heart? It broke.
Since the day that you walked out the door,
Yelling because you couldn't take it anymore,
My heart has been reduced to the strength of its individual pieces.
Don't you realize how hard this is?
It's killing me slowly, wearing me down.
If you'd just come back, we could work this out.
If this is a joke, baby, please, come home,
And even if it's not, don't make me live alone.


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Happy Birthday ENTERTAINMENT PROMOTER

Happy Birthday GROVE STREET E-N-T"

To the "ENTERTAINMENT PROMOTER"
with the most~
"Quid pro quo per buck"
let me say ~
happy happy birthday to you ~
i lift up my glass with a~
"lyricvixen LYRICAL Toast"
just as "PARTIES HOSTING FUN"
and "VIP Clientèle HOT"
as to say to you ~
i hope you have a ~
happy happy birthday~
that only a
"COMPLEX MONEY MAKER"
like you can do ~
happy happy birthday ~
to a
"INDEPENDENT INFLUENTIAL PROMOTERS"
as "NOTABLY FLY"
and "EXCLUSIVELY hot"
as "GROVE STREET E-N-T You"

aka:lyricvixen
-------------------------------------------------------------
Happy Happy birthday Tati"

To the "PRETTIEST GIRL AROUND"
with the most~
"PREFECT SMILE"
let me say ~
happy happy birthday to you ~
i lift up my glass with a~
"LYRICAL Toast"
just as "BUEATFULLY BRIGHT"
and "ALWAYS SEXY"
as to say to you ~
I hope you have a ~
happy happy birthday~
that only a
"GIRL IN A PINK Bi·ki·ni"
like you can do ~
happy happy birthday ~
to a "WONDERFUL GAL"
as "HOT-O-licious"
and "SWEETLY FRIENDLY"
as "Tati, GOOD GIRL YOU"

aka:lyricvixen


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Lost in this pain

Lost in today,
I don't know what to say.
It still hurts so much,
Even the softest touch will hurt.
I'm still bleeding inside.
I just want to hide.
I'm still in pain because of you.
I wish I knew what was true.
I just have to ignore this feeling.
I have to begin healing.
I have nothing more to lose.
I know I'm not confused..............


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love 'n'

love 'n'...

food and sex and food and sex
go together like
before and next
anytime we're together
food and sex can make it, better

hunger and lust and hunger and lust
go together like
need and must
anyone who feels so driven
hunger and lust can be, for givin'

please take heed to what I say
naturally can't be, any other way
hunger and food and lust and sex
are just what mother nature expects

food and sex and food and sex
go together like
cause and effects
anytime we're relating
food and sex is, satiating

hunger and lust and hunger and lust
go together like
filling and crust
any way you can cook it
hunger and lust want to, submit

some might think they know the score
take their fill, come back for more
any dad who leers to mother
wants some lovin' and no other

sex and food and sex and food
go together 'cause
they feeel sooo goood
any body tasted better
sex and food they go together

lust and hunger and hunger and lust
go together like
boom 'n' bust
any way it falls 'n' rises
just nonplussed to criticize it

you won't want one, 
can't hit a homerun
any two can't be undone
no, you won't want one, without the other

No baby!

© Goode Guy 2011-06-29

"Love And Marriage"
thanks to: lyrics by Sammy Cahn and music by Jimmy Van Heusen
and of course Frank for singing it.


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At Least I've Never Known

So it's been said
It's easy living dead
Life going by
I'm standing high
And let me go
There's too much to know

So now I've seen
But at least I've never known
Come on now show me
You say love can see
Why can't it be for you and me?
But at least I've never known

I can't ever leave you now
True love shows it self
Try and hide but I'm there
At your side
You ask me back to know
How much my love can grow

And now what I dread
You've stolen my heart and head
And while I cry
I will never lie
You're my only one
And I can't be done

And so at least I've never known
What you have shown
I love you, you see
Aren't you in love with me?
Well at least I've never known

Come on and take my hand
And I will love you forever
We'll last always together
But then I guess you've known all along
That we couldn't last this long

And so at least I've never known
What you have shown
I love you, you see
Aren't you in love with me?
Well at least I've never known


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Here We Go.

Here we go. Stomach churning, brain burning.
Together mixing up a bit of that cha-os.
Body built up, mind fortified, but resistance is fu-tile.
All that training and that experience, trumped by the infantile.
Mature and rational thoughts interrupted by what's pri-mal.
The urge to survive contrasts the pity if it dies
and my instincts run hay-wire.

Nothing stops it, no explanation will do.
This is the last-straw.
I accept the words but am confused by the actions.
What is going on here?
My minds a blur, filled with reactions.
What's lying underneath here?
I take any fact in stride, I swallow my pride.
But are we really getting stuck here?

Visions creep, my heart begins to weep
but I straighten up my bow tie.
Slap in the face, I can't take this disgrace.
My confidence is so high.
Light up, sit back, recollect and play back
every moment that's gone by.
I give up trying to understand.
It's too complicated and I just let it ride.


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cant let go

I cant let go of you
im so in love with you
your smile lights up the sky
you bring joy to my life

I never knew true love
until I met you
you have a glow I never seen
girl we can make history

I cant explain how I feel
I cant believe this is real
your heart belongs to me
girl we are meant to be

I cant let go of you
im so in love with you
your smile lights up the sky
you bring joy to my life

I will never leave you
I cant let go of you
girl you make me feel complete
you fll this hole inside of me

I cant let go of you
im so in love with you
your smile lights up the sky
you bring joy to my life


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Sound of the rain

The sound of the rain
hitting my window
while im in my room
crying on the floor
all I can do
is ask god to help me
to send someone to fill 
this hole in my heart
before I really start
to crumble apart


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Crazy

I can't say much
because I'm stupid,
but when I saw you,
was shot
by cupid.

When your not here
I know I miss you.
But when your here
can't resist
to kiss you.

I know about you
I go crazy.

Try to talk,
then my tongue gets lazy.

I always stumble,
then I stutter.
With our mind together,
their in the gutter.

Please don't tell me
you believe her.
You know she's crazy.
that's why I left her.

You go out.
You know I trust you.
You ask me how
I do not doubt you.

Oh my god
I know I'm crazy.
But its just you
that I go crazy.


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Phone Call

I pick up my phone
press send and send again
I hear your voice
and your words flow out
and into my ears
They reassure me
they calm me down
You are my shelter
Where I run to
when storms are closing in on me
I like your talking
You know just what to say
We can talk for hours
though I know 
you hate telephones
you stay for me
and I thank you
and I thank you
You are my shelter
Where I run to
when storms are closing in on me
As our conversation’s ending
I get your goodnight
and your I love you
and now I can
now I can sleep well
my night is complete
You are my shelter
Where I run to
when storms are closing in on me
I love you
I love you


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Her Love

She never thought she would see the day
That someone would love her the same way
Every tear that she cried
All her life she would run and hide
Her heart turned to stone
Hating the feeling of being alone
Then he came along
Holding her in his arms, telling her this is where she belongs
Giving her nothing but happiness and love
He was an angel sent from above
Instead of cutting open her veins
She finds that in his arms is where she remains
She has choosen to live her life
Instead of choosing to die


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Stay

A little too much pain.

While I walk out the door.

You called my poetry insane.

But now I'm saying something more.

You painting a picture of a dove.

Me staying out late.

Life is like a silhouette.

Still so much to be shown.

I wish you stayed, I wish you stayed in my life.

How do I live without the ones I love?

How do I reason with the ones I hate?

How do I forget.

I'm so tired of being alone.

The questions live in me.

The answers rest with you.

This situation needs more clarity.

Time to make it anew.

You lamenting over the dark skies above.

This is your fate.

Like Romeo and Juliet.

Still so much in your moan.

I wish you stayed, I wish you stayed in my life.

How do I live without the ones I love?

How do I reason with the ones I hate?

How do I forget?

I'm so tired of being alone.

The years pass by one by one.

Every night I cry.

After tears comes the sun.

I can't sleep but I still try.

Staring into the twilight.

I pass on into the afterlife.

I feel weak but I still fight

I wish you stayed, I wished you stayed in my life.


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Snow

it was just white in my dream, in my sleep, in a pair of my closed eyes. then the cold ice falls in love with my eyes which never slept. i always find my eyelashes wet frost the dew on the grass, in the morning and evening. then the white color was also in love to my body. delightedly shower me, bathe my body. my body suddenly has a bathroom with a tub full of eternal white. and my memories swam in a huge plow. i do not know where will it go. you know, i always imagined snow coming your house, knocking on your door, a pair of your pinched cold eyes trying to look through the whit snow, watching me playing in the snow, alone. and you come along.


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my Jacob

You’re my dark angel from dreams. 
You’re the shadow out of my nightmare.
You’re dark prince in my night.
You’re the dark eyes I picture.
You’re the beautiful image I see.
You’re the voice in my head. 
You’re the face I dream about.
You’re the breath, I breathe.

Your kiss makes me want you more and more.
Your eyes make me hypnotized.
Your touch is electric spark, makes me alive again. 
Your voice makes me fall more in love with you. 

       I see the truth,
            You love me for who I am
       You’re beautiful, 
           I see your true beauty. 
                 I love you always
                  My Jacob.


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It Was A Little Disaster

I remember the mornings and nights and your funny ways
I remember the moments, the laughter, the smiles that lasted days.
And looking back on the happy thoughts you left behind,
I find that I'm not pushing things back to rewind.
I'm looking forward to a clean, new start on the paper I'm sitting before
I'm thinking of our conversations, of our jokes and insults galore.
I'm not crying any longer for the people you and I have left behind
I cried once, okay, twice, but now you're far from my mind.
Don't worry, dear, I haven't forgotten you, for you're still in my heart
You're just in the section that I reserve for the ones who've ripped me apart.
And don't think for a minute that I'm horribly angry with you,
I'm just laughing at myself, feeling guilty for what I let you do.
You got deeper into my life than anyone else dared,
And for a while, I was sure that, something special, we shared.
But now it's clear that you've "done me in," as a movie writer would say
This writer's leaving and you can scramble but I won't be back someday.
So let the ball get to rollin', let lives change, let the music play, 
Let it break in half our hearts, our smiles, let it float away.
And it's taken me this long to realize you didn't deserve me
And I'm sorry to be so smug, but those words are true, you see;
I used to think that this would hurt tomorrow, like some old, smarting bruise
But guess what I've learned lately, listen to my news.
Maybe you weren't ever good enough, in any sense, and you were venom,
Maybe I was breaking the rules to make it work, like putting patches on old jeans 
of denim.
But either way you slice that cake, either way you make that pie,
Newsflash, honey, and listen good:
You won't ever again make me cry.
I'm smarter now than I once was, and I know that you're just a little disaster
I won't let you comtrol my life; you can't be my puppet master.
And so I solemnly part with these humble words of truth:
You never won, you never will, Because, baby, I'm over you.  


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Autumn

It is that of a sweet and inspiring look.
That of an autumn’s beauty that captures your heart.
All full of colors with lines and curves through out.
That you can’t help but to gaze the mountain scenes you see.
For it’s full of wonders delights as heavens nature shines colors.
And a season enlightens.

For the beauty you see falls the leaves of the tree.
But it’s Autumn time that is here as nature brings eyes to hold.
It’s like being all wrapped up in the finest silk.
As we get lost in the pleasantness’ of a morning dew.
It like two seasons in one as love spreads about.
As I can just feel the picture my eyes behold.
And the wonder of the heart and soul.

That of colors grown of a beauty from within.
That it would be nice to touch the curves of the mountain.
And feel that of God’s blessing of love.
As I would run my hands across autumn’s love.
And enjoy that of her love and beauty she portrays.
And fall deep into her valleys and curves at play.
And soar like an eagle as I would glide wild and free.
As it’s a nice temperature day and I’m playing in autumn’s leaves.

It’s there to which beads of water fall as I enjoy that of an autumn lay.
As it is there her delights I experience.
As nature has produced something of such beauty and grace.
I love seeing and feeling the love of two hearts.
As to have you here next to me during this season it is.
I would enjoy autumn much better.
Knowing the delights you hold.

Because rather spring is in, autumn brings in cold winds.
And its days like that I’ll like to be cuddled up by a fire with you.
Or instead of me playing in the leaves alone.
I could play with you instead.
And we both can say, we enjoyed autumn this day.
And the beauty and love of her hills and curves to form.

I like another day to run and feel her curves.
And make everyday an autumn day.
Just because I have autumn’s beauty to love.
As with you, you would be my autumn everyday.
As I have found nothing but delights of beauty to love.


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Who Loves America

    WHO LOVES AMERICA
Once upon a good time, not so very long ago.
There was America, America the dream God used to know.
Where went America that all the world loved so
Once upon a time not so very long ago,
Where went America,the one the world loved so?

Who loves America, the way she's meant to be?
Who still loves God's dream
From sea to shinging sea, shining sea?

Who loves America, the world depended on?
Who loves America?
I can't believe she's gone.
God save America.
*****************************************************

Well, anyone remembering that there is only one America,
see there is Latin America, and there is Middle America,
and there is South America, and then there is North
America. But what is the America everyone has always
gone to make themselves a better life? 

America. The only America.

See where it all started, and see who still loves AMERICA.

Just go to youtube and search veebdosa, and then select

WHO LOVES AMERICA.


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Your Time Of Need

One Day You'll Know How It Feels To Be So hurt That You Just Wanna Die. 
When That Day Comes I'll Be There So I Can Watch You Cry While Your 
Wondering Why'd He Leave Me I Thought He Was Everything I Thought He 
Would Be The One to Stand Beside Me For The Rest Of My Life. So I Wonder 
Why. While Your Wondering Why Ill Be Thinkin Maybe Now She Knows How I
Felt When She Left Me Behind And Maybe She'll Understand What She Did To 
My Mind. So While I'm Sittin There Watchin You Cry I'll Be The Bigger Person 
And Come To Your Side. I Can Be Your Shoulder To Cry On Or You Can Make
Me Leave. But You Better Believe That I Love You And Care Or I Wouldn't Be 
There For You In Your Time Of Need.


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The Death of Doubt

The Death of all doubt,
Now slain by your words,
Stained with your ink,
Like blood on woodwork,

Downward I spiraled,
Day after day,
Into an abyss,
Losing my way,

Vain efforts and pain.
Pain to heavy to hold,
Crying; an escape,
On nights alone and cold,

Sold on depression,
As my only friend,
Torturing my mind,
Until it all ends.

Then I found you,
My light in the dark,
Killer of melancholy,
A fire from a spark,

Apart yet burning,
Strong enough to fight,
Nothing can extinguish,
Our flame shall remain bright,

How right this all is,
To not question trust,
Simple and perfect,
... I love you so much.

The Death of all doubt,
Now slain by your words,
Stained with your ink,
Like blood on woodwork.


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Beauty

There's a certain beauty.
A beauty in the ability to fall
Freely,
Arms open,
Eyes closed.
Falling
Unafraid,
Confident,
In love.
There's a beauty in being able to fall without doubt,
Without knowledge,
Without awareness,
Without care.
Falling, with every intention of landing exactly how you want to,
With faith that what you want is exactly what will happen.
There's beauty in falling blindly.
No matter how many times you've been hurt,
Close
Your
Eyes.
Let go.
Fall
Blindly
Freely
Arms open,
Eyes closed.
True love won't let you fall.
It catches you
Every
Time.


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forever never

You know how you made me feel/ my heart felt like it was torn out of my 
body/ I felt so stiff and lifeless as I heard those words that fell upon my ears/ 
how could you say that to me/ I thought that i had died/

No, no, no,/ i dont wanna hear you say those words/ I want us to be forever/ tell 
me what went wrong with our love/ why must you walk away from us/ forever/

I just cant take it/ i cant eat or sleep at night/ all I do is just keep thinking 
about all the memories we share/ why must you throw that away/dont you want 
to make this work/ cant you see that you're killing me/ open up your heart and 
tell me the truth/ I want it all if you want me to let go of you, of us/ and no 
matter how much it hurts/ I will go through th pain to let us end/


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Forever ur man

forever your man
I pledge to be
I promise you the world
and make you happy
baby girl promise me
you wont hurt me
I love for who you are
plz do the same for me
I will climb the mountain
swim across the sea
I will make sure
nothing keep you from me

forever your man
I pledge to be
I promise you the world
and make you happy

I gave you my heart
I placed upon your palm
just promise me
you wont do me wrong
you have a glow (baby girl)
thats rare to me
your eyez sparklez
like diamond rings
youre my girl
youre my pearl
you worth than anything
In this world


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Wake up babe

I know you take pill
To never ever kill
Cause you kill once
And I want you to kill again this month

I want you to kill your bad soul
I want you to be always cool
Cause you always in this mood
And always in the moon

Wake up babe
You cherche to far
I love you for what you are
So stop and come to me (x2)

When you come close to me
My heart go faster then a bee
When I talk about your pain 
Mean I want to be your friend


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The Bell

Can you hear the bell ringing in your ears?
You're on the floor looking at your girl kissing another guy, so what you gonna do now?
You stand up and put your dukes up!
No person can ever win if they always give up!
You tell yourself you're not afraid but you know it's a lie.
He throws another punch but it doesn't connect.
The entire world slows down and now you feel like you did in first grade when you beat up
twelve guys all by yourself.
The fight resumes *BOOM* he's on the floor bleeding a flowing river.
Your "girl" run next to you, you wanna hit her too but you know that's not the right thing to do.
So all you say is, " the bell's about to ring."


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once longing love

This time your eyes don't seem to bare the familiar strength
you been staying away from me you've gone to every length
i did every thing i could to lend a helping hand
now your broken and its hard to under stand
this was no ones plan love makes harsh demands

even though i can see your heart is truly broke
when i tried to hold you i was just a joke
now things are changed nothing like before
i have become something so much more
a ache still nags deep within my core a life left in ashes spread upon the floor

i wonder where you ll go who you ll see
i wonder if the only thing you think about is me
the empty hole of things left unsaid
a wall of noise stands strong in my head
some how this feel like I'm dead but I'm watching in you go instead

how many times could i try to be the one you needed but i know it was the ego i feed ed
a callous soul without any notion of truth hope or devotion
farewell my once longing love


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Zigzag Hearts and Pent-up Dreams

Zigzag Hearts and Pent-up Dreams
 
No matter how perfect everything seemed
     I guess we had our faults
Sitting here, I'm almost crying
     And I can't seem to stop.
You made everything seem so right
     So perfectly fixing mistakes
Nothing felt wrong, it was all correct
     But you've made my heart break.
You said I was all you wanted
     And you were everything to me
And yet, you say we don't belong
     I guess there was something I didn't see.
And all at once, I'm alone
     A piece of me is gone
Once again, I made the classic mistake
     I did what I knew was wrong.
I opened myself up to you
     And make myself feel weak
I should have known better than to hold your hand
     Or let you dazzle me when you speak.
I suppose it was "just a crush"
     In your eyes, that's how it seemed
And now, I'm broken once again
     With a zigzag heart and pent-up dreams.


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The last Good-Bye

Sit, wait that's all you have 2 do
For me, for you
For us 

Why you must, get up and run hun
I love you 2
Maybe just a little 2 much 4 your own good

You laugh, you cry, Good
Maybe we can
walk hand in hand 
just me and you

no one else 
wait that's not what you want so you run
never to look back for fun

hunny I can't do this is what you say
now I'm paying for all day
all the moods and crude
you put me through

this isn't cool
I rule my own school
but just for a little while I believed in you
now what?


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Can't You Tell A Good Thing When You See It

             Can't You Tell A Good Thing?
    Verse 1
I see you walking past my house every morning
but you never seem to notice where you are going
and you never look at anyone in the morning
can't you tell a good thing when it shows?

      Chorus
Can't you tell a good thing when you see it?
Do you get the feeling but you just don't believe it?
Can't you tell a good thing when you see it?
Can't you tell a good thing when it shows?

          Verse 2
I see you walking past my house every morning
but you never see me watching where you are going
don't you ever smile at anyone in the morning
can't you tell a good thing when it shows?

         Repeat Chorus
Can't you tell a good thing when you see it?
Don't you feel that love is real, but just don't believe it?
Can't you tell a good thing when you see it?
can't you tell a good thing when it shows?


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Singing Parrot

My life is built on a plaster of gold,

Born with a silver spoon and a rubber plate,

With d sun smiling at me with vexation,

The depth of this out growing love I can’t stand,

Bluffing, surfing, grousing d sounds d parrot make,

You’re like a rose flower, blooming in the sun,

The sight of you I can’t stand,

Your smiles put me a million miles away,

Don’t torment me like that,

For love is the sober friend I never had,

You the reasoning the parrot sings.

You are the love I never had, my lost spoon.


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Say It Again

i was waiting for the sun to rise
for someone to love on this dreadful night
and i truly thought no one would come by
until you walked right into my life

say it again
just one more time
those three little words
that make my life

you are my everything
without you i am nothing
but you must have saw something
cause you whispered three words loving

say it again 
just one more time
those three little words
that make my life

you make my day
and thats no lie
just say it again 
one more time

when the rain pours down
i fall to the ground
in shock cause i have found
the sweetest person around

so please just
say it again 
just one more time
those three little words
that will make my life

you make my day
and thats no lie
just say it again 
one more time

I love You

say it again 
just one more time
those three little words
that make my life

you make my day
and thats no lie
just say it again 
one more time

just please 
for me
if not for yourself
say it again

say it again
say it again


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The Top

Honesty
Can't you see
I lied again
Against your whim
Following I keep on following
As you lead the way
My lowest friend
How we meet again

Oh yeah
Oh no
Oh yeah
Oh no

It's the top see baby
Surely you're not all alone
Safe baby
The place that you call your home
Front seat baby
Maybe I'm lost
I don't trust a thought 
And i think to much oh come on
Come on come on say maybe
Come on  come on see baby
Come on come on say maybe
Yeah baby come on

I betrayed
You and me
I messed up again
Lost another good friend
Stop pushing I can't stop pushing
Down on all your walls
Till your broken again
To severe to mend

Oh yeah...etc

It's the top see baby...etc

Trusting me 
You're naive
Where do i begin
Starting from the end
Selfishly I keep on running and
Don't forget my name
I'm sorry again
All the words I spent

(I am still working on it)


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Just Another Hurt

I tried leaving you today; you dragged me back by my shirt
Just to say that you love me, but it’s just another hurt
I cannot tell a lie my hearts bleeding inside
From all the hurt that you have caused, I just cannot hide

Our love has lost, its passion and desire
You alone were the one who dampened down the fire
With the way that you messed up my head
Another hurt would only leave me with a love so dead

It’s just another hurt, when you tell me lies
It’s just another hurt, I can see behind your eyes
It’s just another hurt, that’s going to make me cry
The hurt won’t go away until we say goodbye

The love that you are killing once belonged to you and me
Yet in the final act I just want to be free
As you slowly strangle it I cannot catch my breath
I feel our love is over it has been done to death

So the stories over the end just has to be
For another hurt I cannot take as you can plainly see
So I send you on your way without your wedding ring
I hope you will meet someone and I hope he’ll never sing

It’s just another hurt, when you tell me lies
It’s just another hurt, I can see behind your eyes
It’s just another hurt, that’s going to make me cry
The hurt won’t go away until we say goodbye

I would hate for you to go through the pain you gave me
In my heart I hope one day happy you will be
That life will never throw these lines at you again
Then finally you will know at love that is a win

It’s just another hurt, when you tell me lies
It’s just another hurt, I can see behind your eyes
It’s just another hurt, that’s going to make me cry
The hurt won’t go away until we say goodbye


I have to thank my friend of 40 odd years who gave me the line It's just Another Hurt, he asked me to play around with it to make a song he says this line has been with him for years, i hope this may be acceptable as an effort, my friend is Mark pugh and i hope he likes this, thanks again bro for the line and the time.


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THE GENTLE LOVER

I'm the gentle lover,
  I'm a real delight;
I play this game until it'll be over...
     again I lead.


   When I can't doubt you,
   when I face each truth,
   when I run into you;
   when she hides from you...
   when you look back.  


 Some things remain so unchanged,
        their beat is slow,
    if all emotions are not felt.


     I'm the gentle, lover...
        very lucky me;
     don't ask for a thing,
       when love is here.        
    
     I'm hooked on
    this long fixation;
  feeling strong inside...
    not thinking of you.
  

         I'm never
     happy, or complete;
I state my saddest feelings,
      I have to insist..

   
    I think of myself,
    I give for myself,
 should I make believe 
      I'm so sincere?
   You ought to know!


     I'm the gentle lover,
     selfish and untrue;
     always looking sad...
      when you refuse
        to lead me on.


    Holding close, sounds sweet;
         hugs are great...
yes, with one one thought I'd go back!


     I realize, I can't
    be who I was then;
    giving up chances...
    making sacrifices,
     dreaming of love;
    seeing happy faces  
 that had more than you needed,
     to be always loved...
     ............................
     ............................
 that had more than you needed,
     to be always loved.


     


Entered in John's Heck Sondheim on Sondheim. The song, " Sorry- Grateful " from the 
musical, Company.


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stuck

i am stuck
where i arrive i don't ever know
but when i'm there
im just thinking when to go

moving forward, feels a lot like going back
and moving backwards
slides me off my track
i am stuck

when i walk, i end up running into a fence
when i talk, i never make any sense

where i arrive i don't ever know
but when i'm there
im just thinking when to go
i am stuck

my sails are open, let the wind come fill me up
but someone's out there screamin, "stay away from his cup"
so i'm sinking, to the bottom with no treasure
whose gonna search for something
that's better off forgotten

would you come out? and play with me
im just a poor old boy
who needs some company
i am stuck


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Midnight Lily

When we are all alone
when we don’t know where to go
we need to overcome
the feet that trample us to the ground
 
Some will persist to stay
others will fall for everything
if they don’t stand for anything
 
if you live for me
I’ll always live
and if u die for me
I’ll live everyday for you
 
Midnight lily; you are trampled underneath
as they watch and stare
waiting for a passion something to let you live
come and see what you have
come and see what you have is me
 
if you hold on now more will come
…they promise you
but if you always hold on
love can be true
leaf turns to leaf
live it when you can
 
We all fall into grief
 not all the same
lets be strong and rise again
show them whom you are
mortal
 
if you live for me
I’ll always live
and if u die for me
I’ll live everyday for you
 
Midnight lily; you are trampled underneath
as they watch and stare
waiting for a passion something to let you live
come and see what you have
come and see what you have is me
 
if you live for me
I’ll always live
and if u die for me
I’ll live everyday for you
 
Midnight lily; you are trampled underneath
as they watch and stare
waiting for a passion something to let you live
come and see what you have
come and see what you have is me
 
it seems to get harder
everyday
but happy can’t be happy
without sorrow


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Engagement ring

Give me baby an engagement ring
I am too much tired of just waiting
Want to sing a love song want to sing

Take my hand baby it’s a joyride
These chances are no doubt time and tide
Our love story can spread far and wide

Turn my sweet dreams into reality
Turn the music on in serenity
Turn me on by your sweet affinity

I smell something fishy from above
Look at my eyes baby see my love
Don’t fly away from me like a dove


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Stop

Where does it stop, where does it end?
Do you know? 'cause I sure don't!
Left you alone for one season and happens next?
You go off running with another friend.

Where are you now?
Won't you stop lying to me?  
Hold on just stop, please.

Stop with the lies.
Stop with the faces.
Please just face reality and say that I'm yours,too!
'cause without you I'm nothing.

Just another shadow of whom I used to be.
A casket will be left in my place, so maybe you can fall in love with me again.


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I TOOK MY TRUST BACK

I GIVE YOU MY HEART BUT YOU STOOP ALL ON IT. I TRUSTIED IN BELIEVIED IN YOU .
YOU TELL ME ONE THING BUT DO ANOTHER.YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME BUT 
LOVE DONT HATE. I PUT THE WORLD IN YOUR HANDS BUT YOU COULDNT HANDLE IT. 
HOW COULD  I TRUST YOU WITH MY LIFE. ITS LIKE THAT SNAKE IN GARDEN OF ADAM 
AND EVE ALWAYS TELLING A LIE. TRUSTIED YOU TELL YOU MY PASS LIFE BUT YOU 
TOLD THE WORLD BUT ME.LIES BAD MOUTHING ME BUT I GAVE YOU TRUST.IM TRYING 
TO FIGURE IT OUT WAS IT LUST OR TRUST.ITS TIME FOR ME TO STAND UP TAKE MY 
TRUST FROM YOU SO I WOULDNT BE HURT BY YOU OR NO ONE ELSE. TO THOSE WHO 
GAVE YOUR TRUST TO A PERSON ITS TIME GET YOUR TRUST BACK. LETS STAND UP 
THE THING THAT TRYING TO HURT BRING YOU  DOWN ONLY WANT TO SEE YOU 
FROWN.WHEN YOU GET THAT TRUST MAKE THEM WORK HARD FOR IT. NEVER BE SO 
EASY LET EVERYTHING SHOT THRU THE BREEZE .DONT LET THEM GET THAT GO PASS. IF YOU 
LOVE ME WHY HURT ME.WHY YOU CANT LIFT ME UP BUT ITS MY FAULT FOR GIVEN YOU 
MY TRUST AND MY HEART.I WANT MY TRUST BACK YOU NEVER SEE MY TRUST AGAIN. 
SO LONG TO PAIN AND STRESS I GOT MY TRUST BACK AND MY HEART TO.


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Babycakes

Babycakes, I know you're sad and it makes my heart break. So, baby, please just put a smile on your face, And I'll wipe the tears away, Because its you and me against the world, no matter what they say. So, Babycakes, You know that I would do whatever it takes To show you that I love you, and that I am here to stay with you For the rest of my days, And there is nothing in this world that can take me away. Girl, I've got my sights set on you. I've got my heart stuck on you, And there is nothing that I can do To free my mind from this curse, The curse of loving you so much that it hurts. For better or for worse. So, cheer up, butter cup, don't let it get you down. I hope you know my spirits die every time you frown. Whatever you wish, I'll make it so. I'll do anything just so you don't Cry yourself a river, slip, fall in, and drown. So, smile, baby, and never stop. **** this world, cuz you're on top. Whatever happens, you'll be fine, So sleep at night with peace of mind, Oh, love of mine. <3


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Love Has It's Side Effects

I feel your hand touch mine, and suddenly I'm blind. I can't see where I'm going. I can taste you on my lips, and my heart sinks like a ship. And I don't know what I'm doing. So, I lay in my bed. I'm trying to get you out of my head, But I smell you on my pillow. All I can do is try and catch a glimpse of you, So, I'm staring out my window. Every time you walk away, I just wanna beg you to stay. Every single time I commit this sin, I fear I'll never see you again. And I see you in my dreams, whenever I fall asleep. Can't you see? This is what you do to me. I know it makes you weak every time I kiss your cheek. That's why I kiss you as much as I can. And I just wish you could see, how much you mean to me, But you will never understand. So, I try to explain how much pleasure and pain You cause me to feel. Sometimes, I wanna die, but when I look into your eyes, I know this is real. Every time you walk away, I just wanna beg you to stay. Every single time I commit this sin, I fear I'll never see you again. And I see you in my dreams, whenever I fall asleep. Can't you see? This is what you do to me. You've made me so weak, And I'm starting to think That I can't survive without you next to me. Oh, baby, I never thought I'd see This embodiment of ecstasy. Oh, darling, you've set me free. Oh, darling, you've set me free. Every single time I close my eyes, I'm begging to be by your side. You're the one that makes my heart skip a beat, and I'm kneeling at your feet. And you're the girl of my dreams, whenever I fall asleep. Can't you see? This is what you do to me.


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The Green Monster of Agonizing Ifs.

My mind is in constant torment.
You say you love me, and she's a friend.

You say there is nothing to worry about.
But, why is my heart clouded with doubt?

Intrusive thoughts plague my inner being.
Every smile, every word uttered; I go on and on imaging.

As co-workers, you see more of her; than of me.
When we find time together, thoughts are still haunting.

I want to forever bury my turbulent mind in a coffin.
So, I do not have to, continually cry and think so often.

Why do I always ask questions to add fuel to the “ammo?”
You answer all my questions, do I really want to know?

I am unsightly, high self esteem is not my part of me.
I feel so inadequate, ignorant and ugly.

You still come home and sleep in my bed.
Then why does my heart continue to feel “misled?”

I know marriage should be built on trust.
You’ve never cheated, but; my heart feels biased.

When you leave; my heart grows empty.
The green monster starts in again, with unending ifs of agony.


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This Love that's Our's

These feelings have come to stay
And I feel with each passing day
That our love keeps growing
That beautiful love that to each other --
we are always showing

I hope nothing comes between us
And between our beautiful love
I know our love is real
For you this is how i feel


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You and Me

I can't sleep at night,
something just doesn't feel right.
I feel like I'm bleeding inside,
I feel like I'm living a lie.
I realize that I need something for me,
I wonder who it will be.
I can no longer forgive you.
I just want to forget you,but i wish I knew how to.
I feel like I'm haunted.....
By these past feelings of what I once wanted.
I used to feel alone,
You once made me feel unknown.
Being friends with you just doesn't feel right at all
At least I know my name you'll never call.


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love and life

i'm thinking about life. not just any life, my life. a life you know nothing about. you assume you do, but you don't. now i'm thinking about love. not just anyone's love, my love. a love so strong, you would assume you were reading a storybook. you don't know love, like I do. now that i'm thinking about these two things, i realize i couldn't be me in my life without my love. maybe you're thinking i'm just some teenage that thinks they've found love. well, maybe you wouldn't know. you have to live my life to know what I'm saying. I don't think you could comprehend it all. Especially, being in this generation. so sit back, and shut up. it wouldn't be that hard to make you look stupid, and i wouldn't mind showing you.


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if i said i luv you

if i said that i love you,would it change a thing. would you look at me different or make a big scene? theres no one else but you, theres no place else but here. theres distance in between but soon ill see you and it wont be a dream.if i said that i loved you would it change a thing would you look at me different or make a big scene?dont wanna say anything wrong,wont mess this up just hold me dont let go,hold on hold on to the life that we know.<3


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UNLOCKING THESE SECRETS...

Gleaming smile, 
reflecting life...
nurture with joy
what lives within.
Content heart,
reach out and share
with others your secret...
to live and breath easier.
Nothing can ease
the burden on your shoulders,
if the cause of its heaviness
is regarded with negligence. 
The hunger for anything
can be satisfied by wisdom,
not by wishful thinking...
godly thoughts lead to freedom.  
Control your desires,
and restrain your urges,
don't hope to get to Heaven... 
analyze your faults and kneel down.
Love whoever you choose,
make sure your fragile heart won't bruise
from the mistakes you can make...
once it shatters, it can't be reshaped.
Unlocking these secrets
widens your knowledge,
and prevents many headaches
from turning into rage.


Copyright 2009 by Andrew Crisci


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You

You
You put this smile on my face
You’ve got a special place for me 
inside your arms
and inside your heart

You
You put this hope within my head
You give me a reason to press on
I press on to see you
I press on to love you

You
You put a song in my heart
You give me the love I need
I need you and nothing more
You’re the one I love
the one I adore


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You Feelin' Me?

I'm not critically aclaimed,
I ain't got no money to my name,
I'm having ot hang my head in shame,
there ain't nothin' good about me,
I'll just have to wait for you to see.

I'm going to let you go,
and if you come back, we'll take it slow.
Look into my eyes,
and dang boy, please don't lie,
ah, come on, don' be shy,
tell me how you feel,
and be real.

Lier.

I'm gonna beat you in the head with a giant hammer,
gonna cause a clamor,
I'm gonna drag your body to a hotel,
gonna crack you worse then the liberty bell.

You feelin' me?

I'm gonna stab you in the heart with a lit cigarette,
feel no regret,
I'm gonna scream at you,
and if you run I'll pursue.

You feelin' me?

Oh no, I don't think you see,
nobody lies to me,
I don't think you feelin' me,
I guess I wasn't meant to be on your family tree.

You feelin' me?

What do I have to do to knock some sense into you?
I'll give pain where pain is due,
I'll shoot you in the head with a water gun,
then I'll suffocate you with a hamburger bun,
I'll drown the eyewitness,
then practice physical fitness,
I'll chase you down when you run,
then I'll shoot you with a real gun,
I'll shoot you in the head,
bang, you're dead.

You feelin' me yet?


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Hold On

She falls like the winter snow
cold and fragile
left to melt without
Why hold on
when there’s no more hope?
Why press on
when there’s no one left
to press on for?
And so she cries herself to sleep at night
And all the demons 
rape her memories while she sleeps
Being used, 
always the best thing she could do
But she’s such a good girl (such a good girl)
She’s such a nice girl (such a nice girl)
But she’s such a sad girl (such a sad girl)
such a sad girl (such a sad girl)
She does not
does not deserve this
She cannot
cannot fight this
Her last kiss
was filled with poison
And now she’s crying
because he was lying
And now she’s crying
And now she’s crying
And now she’s dying
no longer trying
But beautiful girl
it’s not the end of the world
Just please hold on
Just please hold on
for another day
and eventually
your pain will
it will go away


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Simply my heart

With a heavy heart and a nervous touch I write to you
With all the willpower I possess I continue this charade
I feel heavier with each heartbeat
Stronger and yet weaker,
Unable to process that which weakens me so

I know the inevitable approaches,
That constructed world I pray for
The one I hope and cry for
I know its ever-growing anguish seems almost too much

And then with a touch,
With but a word I am yours again,
Broken and happy
Just a flutter of your eye lashers makes my heart skip
Your breath like that of the world itself
Sending shivers through me, a cooling warmth
Adrenaline sets in and I care not

All I want is you, all I care for is our little world
Ignore all reality, basking in each other’s glory

And then before it can even begin to gather to climax
you vanish from me again,
The waves of fear and anguish set in
I am left as a crushed husk

It is as though I have you and yet will never have you
I fear it still, and yet I turn not away
I turn to you, embrace the inevitable pain
Basking in the euphoric glory when you are in my arms
The feel of your breath
The warmth of your skin
The tingle as I brush you gently
Drinking in all that you are, in total being

I come to accept this now. 
If you are ever mine then it will be a miracle
A joyous miracle, and yet still that shot in the dark
That dark that is banished with your eyes

I could fall into you, into lust, into ecstasy.
Into purest joy.
The light you bring into my life is more than I can take
And yet I want it all for myself, 
I want to bask in it always, until life has its last breath
I need not the sun, nor the moon, nor the stars.
I have the purest light of them all.
You.

And to you, my dearest heart
I cry one last tear,
Breathe one last breath
And then delve into you once more
If only to experience that which breaks me more each day.

Until you are mine, I will always be broken
You can make me whole, you alone
I wish for your happiness, but I am selfish
As I believe you would be happiest with me.


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"The Message"

I wanna talk to you
I wanna tel you something
I'm so into you 
you're my everything

from the moment I set my eyes on you
the beats of my heart, the shaking of my hand
I just couldn't stay apart

I follow you everywhere
I dream of you every night
I had this one night mare
that you were gone from my life

I couldn't stand that dream
it scared me so much
so real, so true it seems
but if we ever lost touch

I don't know what I'd do
I just hope I can get this message to you
every word in the message is true
the message is, "I wanna tell you I'm in love with you.."


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Out of the Darkness

Out of the Darkness

Out of the darkness, we have emerged.  The storm has passed, the skies are clear.
From where I stand, I reach out to you, so glad that we are still here
There were moments it looked so doubtful that we would ever make our way 
through
So many times we almost gave up and good times seemed so few
We reached this point, away from the negative, on a promise that outlasted a lie
We held on to something we were not sure of, but we had to try
Finally, we stand here, face to face
In the warmth of love’s embrace
Finally, we are happy, but there is also fear
And sadness in knowing that one day you won’t be here
Life is full of irony, and this love will prove it, too
I finally feel like we found our way, but now I face losing you
I try to smile and enjoy today, not letting you know I’m scared
If we are ever forced apart, will you know how much I cared?
You have become a greater love than I ever imagined you’d be
I want nothing more than to keep you, but love means setting you free

By Melissa Farrow 
January 2011


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I'm Moving On

I’m moving on
‘Cuz I felt so strong 
About you,
You were so untrue to me
I was fool to do,
What I did for you,
I did for no one else.
I had to learn,
That I’m better off by myself.

Boy, you know I was the best for you.
No other woman could fill my shoes.
I had no clue that I would be misused.
I stayed and tried to make it work.
The more I did you showed me,
That you were the biggest jerk.

That’s why, I’m moving on
‘Cuz I felt so strong 
About you,
You were so untrue to me
I was fool to do,
What I did for you,
I did for no one else.
I had to learn,
That I’m better off by myself.

When we first met you were so sweet.
I thought our lives would be complete.
I thought you were the one for me.
You made me feel so good inside.
You showed me too much of that thug pride,
That kept you silent when I would ask,
If loving me was your at least one of your tasks.

So now, I’m moving on
‘Cuz I felt so strong 
About you,
You were so untrue to me
I was fool to do,
What I did for you,
I did for no one else.
I had to learn,
That I’m better off by myself.

I fell flat on my face in love with you.
I told you and I wanted to hear,
The same three words from you.
What a joke!
All I heard was, “I know.”
I stayed and in your change ,
I kept believing.
Nothing happened,
That’s why I’m leaving.

I’m moving on
‘Cuz I felt so strong 
About you,
You were so untrue to me
I was fool to do,
What I did for you,
I did for no one else.
I had to learn,
That I’m better off by myself.

Boy, you know I was the best for you.
No other woman could fill my shoes.
I had no clue that I would be misused.
I stayed and tried to make it work.
The more I did you showed me,
That you were the biggest jerk.

I’m moving on
‘Cuz I felt so strong 
About you,
You were so untrue to me
I was fool to do,
What I did for you,
I did for no one else.
I had to learn,
That I’m better off by myself.

When we first met you were so sweet.
I thought our lives would be complete.
I thought you were the one for me.
You made me feel so good inside.
You showed me too much of that thug pride,
That kept you silent when I would ask,
If loving me was your at least one of your tasks.

Ooooh, I’m moving on
‘Cuz I felt so strong 
About you,
You were so untrue to me
I was fool to do,
What I did for you,
I did for no one else.
I had to learn,
That I’m better off by myself.




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Make Fun of Me

You make fun of my nose
Make fun of my feet
Make fun of my clothes
and say that I need to eat
Well I’m sorry I can’t
can’t be perfect for you
but I’m closer to being perfect than you


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I wouldn't miss you

If I didn't need anybody
I wouldn't feel blue
if I didn't need anyone
I wouldn't miss you
if I could go on
in this world all alone
I wouldn't be drowning in this world so unknown

I wish things were easy
as everyone does
but things can't be easy
when the world loses cause
If things could be simple
then you would finally see
if home is where the heart is
then please come home to me

I wouldn't feel blue
if I didn't need anyone
I wouldn't miss you
if I could go on
in this world all alone
I wouldn't be drowning in this world so unknown

I wish you were closer
you're just out of reach
like the heavens above
where no sorrow can ever breach
if I could only hold you
like I want to right now
there'd be no more sadness
there'd be no way, no how

If things were only different
and we weren't apart
I'd close down this workshop
that heals my broken heart
if I could only hold you
like I need to now
there wouldn't be anymore heartache
there'd be no way, no how

If I didn't need anybody
I wouldn't feel blue
if I didn't need anyone
I wouldn't miss you
if I could go on
in this world all alone
I wouldn't be drowning in this world so unknown

If I didn't need anybody
I wouldn't feel blue
if I didn't need anyone
I wouldn't miss you


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Truth

Truth,
Should be the best thing to offer,
Truth,
It could be the worst.
Truth,
Happens to be the worst for me,
Truth,
It all finally comes out.
Truth,
It spews from your mouth like venom,
Seeping deep within my veins,
Slowing spreading the most agonizing pain inside me.
Cries rip through this fragile mind,
Forcing back the tears,
Only drowning what is left of me.
Truth,
That is all I gave,
Truth,
That is all I thought I received,
Truth,
My truth,
Numb,
That is how I feel I should be around you,
Afraid the truth will only manage to make you vanish for good.
Truth,
I love you.
Truth,
I want you.
Truth,
I need you.
I step towards you,
You step back,
You look at me,
I’m frozen.
Truth,
I am waiting,
Nothing else I want or can do,
Truth,
I want you with me,
Truth,
Here it goes.
Truth, 
Open your eyes,
You’re blind.
You want the truth?
Look,
I am your truth.


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I found the power to turn beauty to a pig.

As we sit at the edge of the bridge
Do you expect me to jump?
I found the power to turn beauty to a pig
and my methods are out of control.

I only pushed you away cause I love you.
I only hope to satisfy your smile.
In a world with endless possibility .
Is it possible to make this worthwhile?

Maybe I fight because I'm used to playing the victim.
Either way what kind of savage am I?
I'll put this switchblade through my  neck.
If I knew it could keep you from crying.

I Love feeling sad does that make you sick?
I find love in being sad haven't you noticed.
I love feeling sad does that make you feel sick?
Now step away.


I only pushed you away cause I love you.
I only hope to satisfy your smile.
In a world with endless possibility.
Is it possible to make this worthwhile?

The dawning of the last day was a massacre.
Is there nothing I can do to make this right?
I eight balled the neglected.
and I wonder why she hates my eyes.
No blood loss nothing left to lose.


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Me & You

Im ready rumble
its time roll
get ready to stuble
and laugh some more
like the night before

so put away those big sad eyes
take out that funny smile
that i know you love 



Chourus:
So Chill back
smoke a bowl or two
reminse the things wed do
just me and you

think about the days wed go through
so much snow and so much pain,
die of heat and drown in rain
just so then we would be
just you and me



(NOT COMPLETE!!!)


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Call Me Ol' Fashion

You think by talking sweet to me that you'll score,
But I am woman, hear me ROAR!!
I respect myself to much to just give my goods away,
To you and your quick, boring, selfish lay!
Call me ol'fashion but I take my time,
Cause getting to know one another is not a crime.
Yes, I like to take things slow,
Maybe then your true self will show.
If I like you, you will know,
If I don't, then out the door you'll go!
So be a gentlemen and help us with our seats,
Don't treat us like we're a dirty piece of meat!
You could offer us your coat when we get cold,
Being a gentlemen never grows old.
Also always be polite and use your manners,
Don't be one of those rude jobber-jabbers!
If you want to be with me, there's one thing you have to do,
Just bring the gentlemen out in you!


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In Tell Your Eyes

In tell your eyes, 
Wanting to resign from staring.
Your snore sings me a lullaby, or 
Is it you know just when to cuddle up.

Combined audio presence of us at night, 
When all is quiet, we experience passion,
Sharing the days intimate rashon, with sweat,
And heavy breathing, in telling by your smile,
That you just might beat me in scrabble.

Guess who love you, with my hands 
Over your eyes, knowing I just rushed home to 
My sunrise, I try to demonstration,
A display of excitement in a variety of always. 

Your warmth, that laugh, 
I’m now on a boat over the tears I cried.
You just sign, when I want to become combative.
It suddenly makes me feel really stupid, 
Because all I’ve said just rushed back.

I love you, for all the wrong and right reasons.
Even when you promise something you can’t keep,
It pisses me off often, but I’m smitten with your smell,
Right before you get into the shower.

Can it be, that I can be a good women for you
I asked it as I walked to work,
You walked in the opposite direction,
After a kiss, 
That gave me a hint 
That we wouldn’t be playing 
Scrabble tonight…


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Staring Sideways

		Staring out at the world i see
my eyes reflected in those eyes
in those eyes where colors combine
in those eyes where I see you reflected in me.
Reflections are glimmering on the surface
of this ship, friendship, relationship
tugging at memories long forgotten
things i shouldn’t have said
I have said all that I should have forgotten
things i have forgotten never really gone.
		Gone are the days when we would 
flirt endlessly, endlessly swirling
whisking our words in fireflies and hummingbirds.
I long to release those caged wings
let them fly, let them fly, high away, fly away
away into the land of those lost, forgotten days.
		Picking strings with you I weave
a love story, a lust story, a flirt story, a ship story
out to sea floating through physicalities
thrown like watches in the afternoon
afternoons are all we have, I have
I have only this string, this weave,
the only memory I’ve made
these memories I’ve made are impossible 
for you and I, eye to eye, lip to lip, to save.
		Dropping down beneath the surface
I struggle to free my mind, my body, my me
from the clutches that are pulling me
dragging me, stroking me under
under the ocean’s rolling waves
rolling sighs, rolling touch
as I lean into the body dropping down
dropping down beneath this surface
surface tensions breaking out at the reflection
of those eyes reflected in mine
and feel a hunger rising
rising above all I need to do
this is all I need to do
and yet the doing is not the wanting
and the wanting is all that seems important
on this ship, our ship, relationship, friendship
rolling, words rolling like touches
touches rolling like waves
carrying us out into a world
we can only really see
when reflected in the eyes of a body
body dropping into my ship, my sea.


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Not a Game

Boy, Don't treat me like a game because I refuse to be played
this is the verdict of my trial and I won't be swayed
You can't restrain me any longer
I am finally free
and we wound up this way because of your deficiency...

I won't take you back no matter what you do
you could get down on hands and knees and hold your breath till' you turn blue
You may think I am mistaken but you couldn't be more wrong
I was fine on my own until you came along.

I will go back again just like I was in the beginning
but this one thing you should know is 
at this game I am winning.....


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L.A. Baby remix (originally written by the Jonas Brothers)

I hang my head in shame never to look up again!
Is it true that you're dating a guy that bears my name?
I must confess this is a shock!
Nah I'm lying, I saw this coming from the very beginning.
We were never meant to be!
It could never be me and you, only me and time!
Every nanosecond counted but I just couldn't score.

One-on-one we fight for distance. You for far away and I for closer.
So here we GO!!! This is the final STRETCH!!!
One more chapter and then I'm done-
with loving you!
But I can't deny I still see you!!!
In my dreams and in my visions. You're the only one that keeps me standing-HERE!!!


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You

You could've been like all the others
you could've been so obscene
you could've been really heartless
when it came to loving me

You were really something special
you were my everything
you actually took the time to notice
when something was bothering me

You could always make me laugh
you could always see me through
you could always keep me smiling
when you found my red heart blue

I don't know what I was thinking
when I ever let you go
so while you sit there listening
here's a few things you should know

When we met so sudden
it wasn't a part of me
to be able to speak so freely
so silly, how could this be?
It wasn't like with all the others
you could make my heart shine
I'll always hold that moment
when I could finally call you mine

You were always there
You were always helping me
You were always so so patient
when it came to hearing me

I don't know what I was thinking
why did I ever let you go
so if you'll please, do listen
there's one more thing you should know

Though we've moved apart
my heart still stays the same
your memory won't ever leave it
like a tattoo of your name
It'll never be like all the other's
you still can make my heart shine
I hope you know I'll always love you
even if you're no longer mine


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Back At The Start

Hey boy, with those sapphire eyes
drowning me deep with those pristine lies
those perfect hands that carve out my heart
I want to be done with you
I want to say goodbye to you
but with one look in those eyes of yours
I'm back at the start

The dance isn't over
The music just changed on us
twisting us a different way
you hate it when I lead
try to take control of me

Those sapphire eyes
you think I'm putty in your hands
your pristine lies 
you think your such a big man
that mask you where is not a great disguise
cause I just found out that 
your just like other guys

I want to say goodbye to you
I want to be done with you
but you won't let me go
you take me by the hand
pull me to your chest and
say

"I never meant to lie, 
never meant to lead,
I just want you mine baby..."

I want to say goodbye
I want to be done
but with those sapphire eyes 
and those perfect hands that carve out my heart
I'm right back at
the start


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Is She Worth it?

Why do you treat me the way you do?
Is that girl worth giving up the love I have for you?
Is she worth giving up all the laughter we share?
Tell me baby, who is the one who was always there?
Is she worth giving up the diamonds that sparkle in my eyes?
You said you loved only me. Your full of lies!
I was the one who supplied you the air you breath!
You promised me the world in return and now all you can do is leave.
Where was she when you were lying sick in bed?
She wasn't there to take care of you, but I was instead.
Who was there to cook your meals after you came home from hard days?
I was! your woman. I loved you, so naturally those were my ways.
And yet you stand there facing me telling me I'm gone.
Fine! all I did was love you, you’re the one who's in the wrong.
Who was there to rub your back when you were in stress?
She wasn't there! I was there to help you with that mess!
She wasn't there to wash your clothes or do your dishes
I was there for everything, I gave you all your wishes.
Tell me baby, is she worth the effort and strength we put into each other?
She's not up for the long run with you, she only wants to be your nightly lover.
Tell me baby, does she know your last name?
She's not real, baby she's just a game!
Does she know your pain and what all you've been through?
Tell me baby, what made you stoop so low to her? What did I do?
What could I have done so wrong for you to allow her to take my place
All I did was love you with every ounce of blood I had, and I got a slap in the face.
Well don't come crawling back to me when she's hurt you, member you were in the wrong.
I did all that I could for you and even went the extra 10 miles singing you my love song.


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IRENE WAS THE AMERICAN GIRL

Irene was the American girl,
the only pretty one I should have based my romantic story on;
and that story is still unwritten...
not having been able to forget the rejection that turned into pain. 
Two bright and respectful kids we were,
growing up with Bob Dylan's intellectual poetry,
but mine was the waltz of a beautiful song...
with the words of the truest love I had ever written.
Brown and blue eyes would have made green eyes,
blonde and brown hair would have made auburn hair;
nothing but the handsomest boy or even the prettiest girl...
for us to love and proudly share for many happy years ahead. 

But who has been your darling since then?
Have you found tenderness in that man? 



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All I know...

I don't know how you feel.
I don't know if it was real.
I was so sure that we'd be together forever.
Now our forever feels like never.
Why did I trust you with my heart?
You only split it apart.
It's too bad you can't understand this ache.
It keeps me so awake now at night.
All I know is this new chapter in my life has begone,
This new fear has come....


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Those Songs

Turn on the radio
and you'll hear them playing

Those songs about leaving
and others about staying

Most of them are about problems
like cheating and drinking

Others are about divorces
so what were they thinking

Some are about getting the kids
and some are about the house

Those songs about love
no longer by your spouse

What about who gets the dog
and what about the car

Those songs are the ones
played on a piano and a guitar.


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Is It You

You are my Hope You are My truth You are my Love You are the reason For me I can't do this Alone always be there for me and I'll promise to Live


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Forever in love

forever in love
imma love you forever
we both had ups and downs
my love leads to laughter
i never love like this before
youre the one I adore
I couldnt ask for more
youre the gift I asked for
you show me love in diffrent ways
sometiomes we make love for days
when I look in your eyes
its like paradize
its liike heaven when you cum inside
its sixty nine degrees
this is the place for me
your fingers lingerin
all ova my body


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Erase It

It's like today never happened.
the click of a button,
the breath of the air.
something new, easy to distract you.
something new to hold onto.
 
It's gone.
The life I once lived, the love I once cherished,
has been erased.
Completely.
 
He chose to erase it all, 
without any notice.
And now,
I'm erasing 
everything.
 
no more memories,
no more love,
no more anything.
 
It's gone now.
Erased.
forever.
And personally,
 
 
I don't want it back.


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24 hours ago

Twenty-four hours ago I was a poet looking for a life.
Twelve hours on this day I became an artist just searching for a dream or a fantasy in the
stars.
I don't know where my heart's at, so maybe I should make a wish and pray.

No amount of stars can shine the way to my real life.
I've already died but I just can't leave without her. I feel like I owe her more than my
life, so by the end of the night I'm gonna make her wish come true instead of mine.


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You

I enjoy basking in your essence
To be wrapped inside your presence
Next to you on a bed so soft
I smell your hair and I am lost
To feel your heartbeat
listen to you breathe
To wrap my arm around you
underneath the sheet
Nestling my face, close to your ear
I caress you from behind
And you are content, nothing to fear
Girl, you are on my mind...


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"I Miss You (This Time I Do)"

I miss you
I never really knew
but I miss you
this time I do...

I been thinking about the past nowadays,
how they ran so fast outta the way,
how they just become memories,
or entertainment in our world of dreams,
it's been sad, yes I know,
the past was great
but we change and grow,
but doesn't it seem so slow,
like there's something wrong with the flow?
girl, I just wanna live through those great times
I gotta tell you it was the sweetest ride
I don't think anyone could do the same or try
but I really loved it, I'm not gonna lie
you're the only one I could look up to,
you always made every smile feels so true,
you were always there when I had the blues,
but there's only one thing you never knew...
(Chorus:
I miss you
I never really knew
but I miss you
oh, this time I do
I miss you
I never really knew
but I miss you
oh, this time I do)
I find myself looking at the pics we took.
can you believe how funny we used to look?
man, those times, they were just so great,
do you remember the time my face was splattered with cake?
I can't believe those times are gone,
but I remember every time they play our song,
God, I love you, is that so wrong?
I wish I had you by my side, just along,
but you wanna know something girl?
you have been and always will be my world,
add all them smiles and take out the hurt,
and i know this, us would work...
(Chorus:
I miss you
I never really knew
but I miss you
oh, this time I do
I miss you
I never really knew
but I miss you
oh, this time I do)


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As I Am Dying

I’m lying here on the side of the road
Calling you on the telephone
To let you know	
That I love you
I should have never gone
I should have never left
And I’m doing my best
To breathe this breath
To tell you that I love you
As the rain is slowly beating
Down upon my face
As the blood is slowly seeping
From all of my wounds
You’re the only one I’m thinking of
The only one I want
Mistakes were made
and prices are being paid
as I’m lying here dying
I just needed you to see
that I’ve finally seen
how much you mean to me
And while I’m dying here
lying on the side of the road
I just needed you to know	
I died loving you


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SOS

My mind can't function anymore or is it just me?
Is this an S.O.S. 'cause I can't see myself falling anymore.
We had our fun but we never laughed when it was just you and me.
I know how you feel but I'm always here so just take my hand and we'll just face whatever
comes our way.


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"Waiting for Halloween"


in the middle of mid-night, I'm waiting for you 
waiting for you 
to keep you in the dark,only to spread you apart 
I'm waiting for you, waiting for you 
in your pain, i will soon remain 
I'm waiting for you, waiting for you 
deep screams, will bleed from you 
and i will consume all of you    
I'm waiting for you, waiting for you 

aka:lyricvixen


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Can't stay with you

It's not the way you loved me,
It's the way you shoved me down
I can't face how much it hurts me
when you turned your back on me
you only pushed me away

Though you know I cant stay with you
So please dont cry
just remember how im sayin my goodbye
and remember that you've lost your chance with me
Realize that Im nothing without you
but understand I cant stay with you

It's not the way you loved me
It's the way you left me be
I cant face how much it hurts me

Your a constant vision
I see playing in my head
I see you
I see the way you loved me
Your a piercing voice
that's screaming in my ear
I hear you
I hear the words you love me.


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Liaison

Sadly I’m happy 
I worry 
From you to me 
I shouldn’t have you 
And vice versa 
You sing me songs 
I write to you in cursive 
A reluctant curse of mercury 
My words 
Never purposely hurt you 
Champagne glasses 
A fence of Vinyl   
Our intake of your chardonnay 
Too vastly 
Becoming more comfortable 
With this character 
You typecast me as 
You take me 
You ruin my thoughts 
Who’s right 
Who’s never wrong 
On weathered days we picnic 
We voyage the river home 
It’s obvious 
It doesn’t bother me 
But it does 
You are all that I was 
Seductive 
A game seldom played 
Lovely 
An inspiration 
Not welcome in our days 
You cry 
But I don’t care to focus 
You care 
But I don’t notice 
If I hurt you 
You nurture me 
Even as my touch 
Tortures anything I see 
Shall I go on 
Melodies and violin strings 
Sooth me gone 
I miss you 
Do you miss me 
Tragedians 
We’re beautiful 
Are you with me 
We’re a romance 
Yet no one leaves happily 

"coffee & songs without you"


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If You Should

If you should fall
I will be there to pick you up

If you should cry
I will be there to wipe your tears

If you should hurt
I will be there to comfort you

If you should talk
I will be there to listen

If you should love
I will be there to love you


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until youre mine

until you're mine
girl i gotta find,
a way to make ya mine
to heal this scar inside,
unitl you're mine
I need to find a way
to have you where I lay,
I want you in every way
unitl you're mine
I wont go to sleep,
you got me in heat,
cuz I think about
(you- everyday)
but then again
girl ya outta reach,
and its killin me,
I know we're
(meant-to-be)
I love your voice,
you're my first choice,
girl I pledge to be
your one and only
(baby-boy)
who will I be?
livin life without you,
I will be a bummed out
lonely fool,
I wont stop
until I have you,
imma try everything
to get next to you,
this not a dream
girl im diggin you
I can reach for anything,
but I choose to reach for you,
you're the missin puzzle that I need,
you're the missin piece,
thats you baby


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gostta be

I gostta be dreamin
this girl got me feenin
her swag makes my heart sing
she got me so thirsty
she moves her body slow
she turns up the tempo
I dont know which way to go
she got me sayin whoa


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Double Barrel

I am the new taste of irony
In all that I say is all about you
It's my new form of hilarity
Because in the end you won't know the truth
I'm think I'm through with the sympathy
I don't care if you care or not
I'm still dealing with the empathy
Because this opportunity is too good to pass up

We can turn it up, burn it down
You'll still remain oblivious

I'm not feeling guilty
That you can't see
What I can see
It's breaking down that built me
You have to agree
You're perfectly...

It's my obvious invisibility
That's making me laugh because all of the truth
Is showing through all this ambiguity
It's funny to know that you never knew
At the end of a long road of tyranny
Is it wrong that I'm privately laughing at you?
Oh I am the new taste of irony
Because this time I've got one over you

We can turn it up, burn it down
You'll always be oblivious

I'm not feeling guilty
That you can't see
Just what I mean
It's breaking down that built me
You have to agree
You're perfectly
Oblivious!!!


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Rush

rush,
boy you give me a rush,
boy just hush, hush
dont talk just touch, touch

I cant escape,
your warm embrace,
I cant stop this feelin,
your love runnin through my veins,

I cant explain,
what you do to me,
I cant contain,
the freak you bring outta me,

"boy you give me a"

rush
boy you give me a rush
boy just hush, hush
dont talk just touch, touch
you give me a
repeat2x:

feelin I never felt before
you give me a
chill that comes down my spine
you give me a
sugar rush
dont talk boy
just touch

you give me a
you give me a
you give me a 
sugar rush

"oh"

rush
boy you give me a rush
boy just hush, hush
dont talk just touch, touch


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My Dear

I don't know were to begin,
I know we've committed so many sins.
You're just clouding up your mind.
Maybe I was just blind.
You never know what to say.
I guess I'm just out of my mind today.
You say you're just too confused.
I don't know if I was just used.
Because of this,I have so many thoughts inside my head.
I'm trying to figure out why I'm not dead.
It's so hard to live through this pain.
And we're here just standing under the rain.
And when your mind clears,who knows,
I might still be here waiting for you.


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Papa Says Yes Mama Says No

Papa says yes
Mama says no

Off to a dance
I want to go

Flowers in my hair
Mama says Girl don't you dare

Horn's just a blaring
Papa not even caring

Begging dear mama
Please Please can I go hah hah

If your papa says yes
Then I must confess

Your mama says no
But This time I'll let you go

Be home by eleven
My little princess from Heaven

For if you come in late
Your papa is going to kill that date


         To My
         Jenny




Tribute To 
Teenage Dating


Remember Kiddies
Were always watching LOL


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Make me cozy baby give me love

I have been waiting more than enough
Make me cozy baby give me love
I have been waiting for too long
To dance with you and write a song

Baby I have tried and tried a lot
But I drown into the sea of thought
At last in the underwater world
I have found a treasure full of gold

Now I am writing a song about you
Now I am doing something great and new

Baby our love was a top secret
We were young and we wanted to mate
I couldn’t say you are my girlfriend
I love you from beginning till end


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Lonesome Days

These days seem to advance
ever so slowly.
The eroding of mountains
from trickling streams
appears to happen at a 
much faster rate than
me waiting here, alone,
waiting for your return.

I fill my time 
with inconsequential tasks.
All designed to
while away the lonely minutes,
spent alone, thinking of us
sheltered in our embrace,
expressing our love for each other,
as only we can.

I lay alone in my bed
and I close my eyes tight,
I can feel your warmth
next to me.
Your soft yellow hair
caresses my lips as I
nibble your neck.
I can feel your 
breath on my cheek.

Then I open my eyes
and I realize
I am once again...
alone.
Comforted only by the knowledge
that the day next,
we will be in 
each other's arms.


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compare and contrast

Whether we where this or whether we where that. The girls that I’ve been with or the guys that you attract.

Any given problem have it known I got your back. I just hope that leaves it proven that a friend you’ll never lack.

Ever since I met you only good vibes you’ve been giving. You offered me your heart but mine you have been steeling. 

To get you gotta give that’s just called the cost of living. So if you need me scream my name as long as I’m still breathing.

It’s a shame that friendships die, so why not let this one last. Let’s keep trust and faith right here and let the time just slowly pass. 

If we agree or disagree it don’t matter its still a blast. And tell me that’s not perfect we compare and we contrast. 

The reason were this close is cause were different than the rest. We only speak straight up only real s**t we address. 

The special bond we have is the power we possess. Were examples for our peers and two symbols for the west.


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Dances With Uriel and Wormwood

I'm falling like a star Every time I touch your lips with mine When you shine your radiant light There once was a time, When I used to dream for someone Like you Lifting all the Shame just with your simple embrace, an immortal peace within my soul Resisting all melancholy that tries to enter I'm falling like a star I see you dancing with Uriel Why It does it have to be this way My heart found out When it was bearing in your chest Swim close to me Forget it ever happened Live like you're my falling star Battered down the fall has came The dance will start again It shall come when I never invited to reconcile But you stay with me Like you're my falling star Perspired into a Spiritual matter Uriel will come, my soul is what is needed To dance with him again, will ever find your heart I'm falling like a star I see you dancing with Uriel Why It does it have to be this way My heart found out When it was bearing in your chest Swim close to me Forget it ever happened Live like you're my falling star Why, did I ever have to meet such A powerful angel Why, did I ever have to see again my sins Why, did i ever have to enchant you so I'm falling like a star I see you dancing with Uriel Why It does it have to be this way My heart found out When it was bearing in your chest Swim close to me Forget it ever happened Live like you're my falling star I'm falling like a star I see you dancing with Uriel Why It does it have to be this way My heart found out When it was bearing in your chest Swim close to me Forget it ever happened Live like you're my falling star


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O Calliope

Will you help me find the words Oh Calliope I need a muse, something to inspire Oh Calliope Find the words to enchant Oh Calliope Everything I give Everything I write Everything I want Everything I need Everything I try You will inspire So come to me Enchanting me Oh Calliope You're all really need Oh Calliope The words I write Tainted by your touch Oh Calliope You are not to know What will become of thee Oh Calliope You are my heart You are my soul You’re all I used to be So whisper to me Oh Calliope Everything I give Everything I write Everything I want Everything I need Everything I try You will inspire, So come to me Enchanting me Oh Calliope I could always need you Something I can always use so go on enchant me oh Calliope Everything I give Everything I write Everything I want Everything I need Everything I try You will inspire So come to me enchanting me oh Calliope


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Kay-Eee-Enn-Zed

I was always so solitary
Confined to myself, it was customary.
I liked the quiet and being alone,
Until that night I saw you.

Sitting at that table I knew I felt you.
Chilling with my ladies took a strange twist.
We got to talking and soon you felt it too.
Now my lonely days wouldn't be missed.

You became my best friend,
Promised that we'd be close till the end.
I tried not to think "he's too good to be true."
And for a while you fooled both of us too.

I felt so much joy when you held me.
I felt so much love when you kissed me.
I loved every second and every flaw,
And you were my angel, that's what you never saw.

We spent so much time together,
I warned you it would tear us apart.
You told me you would never tire,
You told me you would never quit,

On me, and on us.
And you were my only desire
I love you, I loved you, that's it!

I knew bliss like this would not last,
But, oh, I still had my hopes.
We got in that fight.
I knew it was through.

You didn't believe me,but..now you do.
You changed inside, I don't blame you.
I wanted to beg you to stay.
I wanted to scream out " I love you don't go."

But I didn't
And I've lost you.
My fault.

And no matter what I do,
I can not erase you.
Hard as I try,
You're always on my mind.

I loved you
And you loved me,
But we got lost
And you haunt my dreams.

I thought I could just forget you,
Move on and leave you in the past.
But I see as I sit here writing,
That obviously......I CAN"T!!


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Loss Love

Its still hard to believe
that you're gone away from me
can you get it through your head
that we are meant to be
if you cant get it through
then Im not the one for you
we been seperated for several years
I did my share
now its up to you
to change your ways
to act like a man
admit you were wrong
when you fuked my friend
and when that night
I caught you at the club
with another woman
givin kisses and hugs
It takes more of a man
to be true to his wife
it makes me so sad
youre not actin right
I still have thoughts of you
that youre comin back
its communication
that you lack,
im willing to work it out
to save this marriage
but its up to you
to pick up your slack,
but if you dont
I will love you no matter what
even when this divorce is through,
deep down within me
I still want to be with you
I want to hold you in my arms
and never let go,
I want to love you forever
and grow old
Indeed I tried so hard
to work this out
but you keep on putting me down
when in fact, it was you
who cheated on me
with a few,
my bestfriend,
your lady friend,
after all this mess,
I still love you


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Today

I wont cry for a guy who doesn't know if he wants me.
I'm free now but i still want you.
It's true I'm still in love with you.
It's fustrating that you still wont tell me the truth.
I'm so awake now that this is too much for me to handle.
I wish you would take away this pain.
I've been crying my self to sleep.
It's hard for me to keep living through this.
Why did it have to be this way?
All i know is that today I'm still bleeding inside because of you.
And I still see no end to this day.


Details | Ballad | |

Only She Cries

What If I told You That I Loved you
would we care
would we die
 Chains surrounding Alice
Only She Cries
 
World Banished her
Love left her
all Alone
Melancholia presides over
 
Alice dies again
Will she ever reign
 
Will she ever see
what’s here to be
Only She Cries
 
She’s a ghost
Nobody to call Her name
Only She Cries
will she not live
whispers of her Raven mind
only control her
There’s no hope
Only she Cries
What If I told You That I Loved you
 
 
Empty Without a savoir
Will She ever be cured from this
will she breakaway
Gaia couldn’t be so cruel
Just to wail away—Let the Banshee Crie
Just wail away the pain
wail away the pain
 
Enter my heart and you’ll see
that Was the only thing you could ever need
Alice; only she cries
let it show
That love never dies
Through Euphoria
through melancholia
 
 
She’s a ghost
Nobody to call Her name
Only She Cries
will she not live
whispers of her Raven mind
only control her
There’s no hope
Only she Cries
What If I told You That I Loved you
 
 
She’s a ghost
Nobody to call Her name
Only She Cries
will she not live
whispers of her Raven mind
only control her
There’s no hope
Only she Cries
What If I told You That I Loved you
 
 
You didn’t know
how you could save her
Only if you could her
Alice dies
Only she cries


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I Cry

I cry as love letting hurt hurt me
I cry as loving repeatedly whip me
I cry as I have nothing to do
To kill away this pain, please take it away

I want to scream at the top of my lungs
But my heart is giving away, saying I should cry, I cry

Stay is what you keep saying to me
Stay as if it's easy to be said and done
Stay so I kept staying around
And I just lay on bed and cry

I want to scream at the top of my lungs
But my heart is giving away, saying I should cry, I cry
I was a fool to pretend everything's alright
And I'm thinking if I should cry, will I cry?
I'll cry for you

Well I thought when I found the love that I have
I can finally taste the heavens
And I thought I was risking it all
Fire was playing after all with me

I want to scream at the top of my lungs
But my heart is giving away, saying I should cry, I cry
I was a fool to pretend everything's alright
And I'm thinking if I should cry, will I cry?
I'll cry for you

I have loved in vain
Should you see me cry
Yes I cry, I cry for you


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y u fallen n love

love dont come easy
so why do you love me
I wanna know
why you fallen in love
I wanna know
why you fallen in love

tell me
make it clear to me
I wanna know
is your love guaranteed
to not reject and leave me
tell me why do you love me

its been days
I have thoughts of you
you say, you love me
maybe its true
for 2 months I only knew you
you fallen in love
I hardly know you
is it guaranteed,
is it true,
I dont love you
I only care for you

love dont come easy
so why do you love me
I wanna know
why you fallen in love
I wanna know
why you fallen in love
repeat2x:


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' The Art Of Dancing ... ' (Part 1 of 2)

‘ The  Art  Of  Dancing… ’


Oh ! … How I Love To Dance
Why… Do I Love To Dance ? …
… it’s Rhythmic … it’s Ritual
The Body Is So Beautiful !

Oh ! … How I Love To Dance
Why … Do I Love To Dance ? …
If You’re Breathing – You Ain’t Still
Check Your Heartbeat and It Will …

Dance … Into A Fantasy
Virtual Reality
Dancing Makes Me Feel So Free
… Come and Do A Dance With Me

Dancing … is Good Exercise
Dancing … Adds A Spice to Life
Dancing … is A Natural High
You Can Do It … If You Try …

… Head, Shoulders, Legs, Feet
Get ‘em Moving to The Beat
Back, Arms, Hands, Hips
Shake, Stomp, Slide, Slip

Bend, Bop, Break, Bounce
Push, Pull, Prance, Pounce
Soul-Roll, Slow, Fast
Jump, Jiggle … All That Jazz !

Dancing … is A Form of Joy
Do It ! … Baby Girl and Boy
Keep The Music, Playing Please
Honey … Just Look At Your Knee !

When I Dance … I Come Alive !
Waltz, Cha-Cha, Swing, Jive
Circle, Square, Line, Freestyle
Tango, or Step – Side to Side

Innocent – Interaction
Expression – Satisfaction
Set-it-in Motion … You and I
… Aaw, Just Look At That Guy

Oh ! … I See You’re Moving Now !
… thought You Didn’t Know How ?
Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! … He! He! He! …
You Dance ‘bout as Good as Me ! …

Supper-Club, or in My Room
At Your House … or Under The Moon
If I Hear A Real-Good Tune …
You Will Know, I’m Dancing Soon

… Dance … Into A Fantasy
         Virtual Reality
Dancing Makes Me Feel So Free
… Come Dancing Now … With The MoonBee


Posted for:  Jared Pickett, ‘Cause I Know
       He Loves To Dance… (Smile)

                 MoonBee


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Three Little Words

I know those three little words
that you want to hear

I know those three little words
when I see a tear

I know those three little words
after we had a fight

I know those three little words
to say when I come home at night

I know those three little words
that you want me to say to you

I know those three little words
they are, "I love you"


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whispers of deceit

whispers-of-deceit
telling me, you in love with me
im the one you need
whispers-of-deceit
tellin me, you missin me
when youre lonely
repeat2x:

you tellin me,
you dream of my smile
thinkin of me, is well worth while
"yes i know"
but youre lyin to me
boy you must think im crazy

"this nothing but"

whispers-of-deceit
telling me, you in love with me
im the one you need
whispers-of-deceit
tellin me, you missin me
when youre lonely
repeat2x:

inside of me
there is good news
imma spread my wings
and get rid of you
boy you just dont know
i dont need you
you full of
words of deceit

"this nothin but"

Boy verse: 

sayyyyy, money green
i can buy you nice things
new house, new car
with some nice bling
dont jump ship
give me a second chance
let me prove, I can be a better man
you a dyme, (naw)
you a silver dolla
heres my digits
wont you give a nig
a holla

girl verse:

ooooh
you full of

whispers-of-deceit
tellin me, you in love with me
im the one you need
whispers-of-deceit
tellin me, you missin me
when youre lonely


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Denton

If I could take away this distance
move this school nearer Denton
I'd do it within an instant
I wish that I could walk to see you
or take a minute drive
I could see you a lot more often
whenever you were on my mind
I could walk up to your front door
and ring the bell all the time
And if I did not have schoolwork
we could go out to dinner
almost every night
I could always kiss you goodnight
just pull you in and squeeze you real tight
I could be there if you were real sad
I could hold you if you felt real bad
In the summer we could take walks
and sit on swings in the park
When winter came I'd get a blanket
and keep you warm on the couch
And you could see me in my dorm
to say hello on study nights
It would be such a pleasant surprise
you would be such a wanted sight
It would be so nice to see you
It would be so nice to see you


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She's your baby

Well I see your baby.
Looking my way.
Yeah your baby.
Is mine today.

When shes had enough she runs from you.
When she needs more, I'm the one she runs to.

She lies at midnight.
When shes with me.
But at midnight.
Shes my baby.

When shes had enough she runs from you.
When she needs more, I'm the one she runs to.

She's my baby.
Let her go.
I said maybe.
But I don't know.
Maybe I'll keep her.
And she'll be mine.
Till I get bored.
Then break up time.

When shes had enough she runs from you.
When she needs more, I'm the one she runs to.


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Married Lova

you want me to yourself
but you already with someone else
you say you will do anything for me
you say im like poison ivy
once you get a taste
you cant get enuf
you say im like crack
and youre the feen
cuz I got you keep comin
back to me
"cuz I got you keep comin
back to me"

Chorus:
my married lova
my married lova
my married lova
you want me to yourself
but you with someone else

what about your situation
will you turn my direction
you say you want me to yourself
so when ya gonna make it happon...

Im wise beyond my years
I realize you dont reaaly care
if I was your wife
you would do the,
you will take my love for a game,
maybe we should
just stay friends,
this fling between us gotta end

oooh

Chorus:
my married lova
my married lova
my married lova
you want me to yourself
but you with someone else
repeat2x:

you want me to yourself
but you with someone else
if you leave her
to be with me
she will be your ex
and im next to be

Chorus:
my married lova
my married lova
my married lova
you want me to yourself
but you with someone else...


Details | Bio | |

Now It's Up To You

I don't understand what went wrong between us, 
Or why our friendship is in such a fuss.
I told you I loved you and I do and always will,
And to get you to feel the same way again I would kill.
I know you don't love me and I'm over that now,
But you stabbed me in the back and I just don't see how.
How could you talk about me in that way?
I never expected it on any kind of day.
I thought you were different than all other friends,
And would be there for me in dark, thickened ends.
I guess I was wrong and what they say it true:
People never stay friends after their relationship is through.
I wish they were wrong and it was just a big lie,
Because you still mean the world to me and for you I would die.
Even though you don't love me and you hurt me so bad,
I still care about you and will never forget the love we once had.
I'm not begging for an apology or a reason why,
All I am asking you is for you to stop making me cry.
I want to be good friends with you and close just liked you promised me,
But right now it seems like that isn't even a possibility.
I really thought you were different and not like them at all,
I thought that you were the one that would catch me when I fall.
Wherever life takes us, whichever way our future goes,
I wish you the best of luck with whatever your future holds.
I hope to be in your future because I loved the times we hung out,
I never want to loose you-I know that without a doubt.
Even though you cut me deep, I will always look and smile at you,
Because you taught me many things that I never really knew.
You taught me how to love and you taught me how to trust,
You also taught me how to deal when everything just busts.
Before I met you I was totally lost in a world all of my own,
It felt like I was trapped in a deep, dark, empty hole.
Then there was you who changed my life completely,
And for that I thank you immensely.
I have no regrets and loved every moment spent with you,
I just wish you only knew.
I wish you only knew how I feel right now compared to how things were.
It seems like we are now only acquaintances and "friend" is just a word.
I have shed so many tears-each one a cry for help,
But in the end I have found myself standing by myself.
So I guess I'm saying thank you for the times you were there for me,
And letting you know that I enjoyed every memory.
But now I guess it's fading and there's not much more I can do,
I've tried so hard to change it, but now it's up to you.


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God and the Devil

I’m going to places I never would have gone before
I’m doing things I never would have done before
I’m not who I was
I feel my idealistic morals trying to slip
I don’t want to give in
God, what do I do?
I’m tired of falling further from you
I want to look my future bride in the eyes
and say “You are my first”
but this path she has led me to
and I for some reason 
have willingly taken
is leaving my mind slowly breaking
as God and the Devil
my morals and my flesh
my beliefs and my world
are all clashing with one another


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Nights Like This

It's been so many years 
since we were on a date

I missed all the fun we had
I hope it's not too late

Red wine sitting in our glasses
A candle lit table set for two

A night of pure romance
just for me and you

We listen to the music
and take a few steps on the dance floor

With nights like this
what more can you wish for

After all these years
our love still is strong

I knew you were the one for me
This is where you belong

No matter what we say 
No matter what we do

All I want you to know is
"I love you"


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Broken Arrows

Broken arrows are never able to fly
as my heart without you will never heal
and each time you are taken from me, I ask god why.
Tears are shed, and then comes pain we feel.
Time is gone, words are lost, and then life goes by.
Left standing with unanswered questions and unsaid words
Hearing sounds of shattering hearts, and souls ready to die.
Cant live without the other, we now live in separate worlds.
Fighting to hold onto each and every memory
Waiting for that day, when your eyes lay on what you've been waiting for.
We both shall await, if were not together, we cannot be
In this life or the next, I want you and nothing more.


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Some day

Someday we will be.
Two will be congealed into one.
Two lives amalgamated together
to lead our lives as we are.
Our future lies in front of us,
an open road.
Our paths converge in unison.
Our lives unveiled
upon the earth's stage.
Concealment needed no longer.
Someday, we will lead
the life that is in our hearts.
Two hearts drumming together
uniting us forever.


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never felt

you know my disposition
dont ask me no questions
thinkin of you
I have freaky visions
its all about infatuation
"maybe"
I neve felt so complete
until I met you
you bring the freak outta me
Im fallin in love with you
just make sure you aim to plz
and I'll do the same
dont play silly games with me
and this thing between us wont change
I  placed my breast upon your hand
I want you to freak me again
im so thirsty for your love
give me all ya kisses and hugs
so grab me and take my hand
lets do this freaky dance
we gon tangle all night long
until the early mon
you take my breath away
your outter layer
you grace me with your beautiful face


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passage to my heart

you don't know what your love does to me

it sets my heart aflame

opens up passages  never discovered before

blood rushes so hard to my brain

oh you don't know what your love does to me

our eyes meet and i catch my grasp

everything and everyone disappears

our bed of lies burns beneath us

as we start over our new passage of life

without you i fall short of my destiny

you're the missing piece

the spark that unites my inner flame

with one touch

you don't know what your love does to me

it sets me alive inside

when we kiss it's lightening

sending a shock through lips

trembling my whole body

i lose track of my senses

craving you more and more

til i can't get enough

with one touch

you don't know what your love did to me

you're bed of lies stills a burning

as i watch you kiss the new girl in town

and my bed's cold and lonely

you've closed the passges to my heart 

that no one else can open

oh you don't know what you're love did to me

all those years of alfalfa kisses

secretly caught in my daddy's barn

"Jamey Johnson"




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I'm So Confused

I’m so confused
I don’t know what to do
Why am I feeling this way?
Everything’s okay
but I have thoughts in my head
I feel like I need
to leave her behind
to end it all soon
What’s wrong with my mind?
When she’s near
they all disappear
but when we’re apart
there’s unrest in me
I feel constrained
What’s wrong with my brain?
She’s done me no harm
but right now she’s lost all her charm
These feelings have hit me before
and went away with some sleep
but what if they stay?
What if they won’t go away?
What do I do?
I’m so confused
I don’t want to make a mistake
and lose something good
but I don’t want to stay
if these feelings don’t go away


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