Antwan you are the love of my life
You came into my life six years ago
I love you more now then I ever did
Each day that comes I fall in love with you all over again
You are the men of my dreams
You are the father of my son
Antwan you are the man that I am going to get married to
You make me feel so free and sexy
When you are near me I feel like I can be anything I wanna be
Antwan you are my best friend
when I am down you are all ways there for me when I need you
We had our ups and down but we are still together
The love I have for you is forever
I hope you feel the some way but I know you do
Let me love you the way you need to be loved
Antwan I need you and I want you
I want to lay next to every night and wake up next to you in the morning
Being with you is wonderful and amazing
When I am Kissing you it feels so right
When you hold me I feel so safe in your arms
You make me happy
Antwan you are like 1,000,000 scoops of vanilla ice cream I have to have more
God had sent you to me for a reason and the reason is that I was look for
someone like you.
God told me that your the one for me and that I need you to keep you in my life
I love you so much
Antwan Thank you for loving me the way you do.
For The Man I Love Antwan Woodberry
THE FORTRESS OF LOVE
Every marriage has its bumps in the road
And they can pop up at any time.
We must learn to navigate them safely
With fairness, faith and open mind.
No matter how far in your marriage you’ve gone
The highway of love has its rules.
The excitement of sex, trust and affection
Never tolerates self-serving fools.
They say marriages are made in heaven,
But so are tornadoes, lighting and thunder.
Cold hearts and hot heads never solve anything
They just destroy what we love by blunder.
Boredom, frustration, irritations and anger
Douse the spark between you and your mate.
More of the same fails to feed love’s flame
Till you wake up to find it’s too late
Human touch sustains the release of endorphins
For both the giver and receiver.
Never be afraid to hug your partner.
For the language of touch is a reliever.
Always remember to support your spouse
When times of dilemma arise.
The fortress of love will sustain your marriage
If you speak less and listen more, you’re wise.
By Tom Zart
Just a day
“Good Night Mom and Dad” I said before I went to bed. “We love you” they said as they closed the door
Mom comes in and wakes me up “Time to go to school” as my feet hit the floor
I got dressed and ate breakfast and got my book bag and now we are on the go
We sit in the car listening to music “It’s Friday I think I’m a little excited tho
“Alright baby we here” as mom open the door to let me get out
She closed the door and kissed me on the head told me she loved me before she pulled off
Another day of school and it close to Christmas
I can’t wait to see Ashley and Alexus, today is show and tell as I said in a whisper
We had learning center day and Boy! Was it fun!
Today was a free day and on Friday there isn’t much to learn
The room was quite when the was a knock at the door, the door opened
A man with a big gun was standing there; my classmates panicked and started to run
I heard a lot of noises and a lot of screams
I felt a sharp pain in my back as I dropped to my knees
In the distant I heard more screams and then everything went silent
Then I closed my eyes it went dark and on the cold floor I was dying
The other side
It’s Thursday night and off to bed we go
I kiss my 5 year old son Jaden and told him I loved him so
Alarm clock goes off and it’s around 6:15 in the morning
I shower got dress and woke up Jaden my little darling
Its Friday, I fixed him breakfast and we headed out for the this last day until the weekend
I enjoyed our little drives to school as we sat in the car singing
I opened the door to let him out once more
Kissed him on the head and told him I loved him ill pick him up around four
I’m at work drinking coffee just talked to my husband on the phone
Got at my desk started to work and the my office phone rung
It’s about 9:30 and it was Jaden’s school
I got the news he was dead and I started to puke
I’m crying uncontrollably don’t know my next move
My son is dead, I can’t believe this news
I hurried to the school in the best of my ability
I saw the school surrounded by medics, reporters, and police
I ran to a officer and demanded to see my son
He said “I’m sorry ma’am” I can’t do this at this time
At 9:32 my one and only son Jaden was pronounced dead
The shooter was 20 and took my son’s life in his own hands
The questions continue to flow through my head as I search for answers
I don’t need answers I need my son and his laughter
I am now sitting on his bed trying to swallow tears
My husband holds me close as reality nears
My little boy is gone among the other 19 kids
Heaven has 20 new angels now I hope he knew how much I love him as much as I did
(To the innocent lives that were lost in the Sandy Hook Elementary shooting)
MARRIAGE SEX AND ROMANCE
“Some other time, I’m not in the mood
Why cant we just cuddle and watch TV”?
When couples drift into the celibate zone
It’s not long till someone will flee.
Sexual fulfillment helps preserve love,
Parenthood, marriage and self-esteem.
Those who maintain it avoid saying no
To be blessed by its pleasure and gleam.
While dating we tend to be more romantic
Putting forth the best of our charms.
Sharing dinners, long walks, and lustful weekends
As we spend more time in each others arms.
How many times have you said “not tonight”?
Exposing your happy home to harm.
Today’s crushing deadlines leave little time for love
Leaving partners with sorrow, sadness and alarm.
So share one another with red wine and time
Dial your own number and leave the phone off the hook.
Enjoy some romance, sex and laughter
Improving your mood and the way you look.
By Tom Zart
OH The flutter of my heart
When you asked me to marry
With your smile and manner
and with such poise and grace
Our shared days of laughter
and our late nights of whispers
Of our life in the future
with never a departure
We share an endless love
with our thoughts becoming one
Making dreams a reality
a precious gift from above
Our hearts are like gold
Our souls are like diamonds
I love you my husband
from young and to old.
T Reams for my sweet Husband
We began so little and young,
Life beat us bad and twisted our tongue.
You and I walked a pretty rough road I can say
When you stumbled I was always there to make you stay.
Stay and not give up, I didn't give up on you than, so I wont give up on you now,
We danced our life so brutally and softly, but this time you didn't look my way and bounced.
I thought we would go on like this forever, but I guess like people say,
Nothing lasts forever.
A new face to trace
Covet then embrace
Beloved thy trance
Flirtatious on air
Gelid, weary streak
Heroic on flight
Justly proving right
Losing glossy tone
Keenly you dethrone
Mustering the nerve
Obey and observe
Questions the abuse
Shine and gloss aloof
Unwoven with proof
Tarnished we believe
Vanished we deceive
Xerox of our life
Wasted upon strife
When People Say Love is Blind,
For me its You whom i have Found.
Now when you are not Near,
I miss you the most My Dear.
This Phase is where i dislike to be apart,
You strike a light within my Heart .
In every ups and downs you are with me,We fight ,argue and frown at each other,
but at the end we know we are together,
Our Love is Rare,llike us there is no other Pair.
Its u who never let me go Wrong,
You are the one who motivates me to be Strong.
Its You who cares for me,
even if you are Now not here,
Your presence i can still feel in this Air.
You have not just captivated heart of Mine,You give me all the reasons to Smile.
I am blessed to have you in my Life.Before you,my Life was in a Mess,
But your love have compressed rest of my Life.
I want to walk miles with you.Without you i am hostile.
This is true that love never judges,it never hurts,it removes all the grudges within us, and it converts two souls into one.
The gift of Love you have given to me,I will cherish that till i die...
You Mean a lot to me..i may not able to express you how much close you are to me,
but its true for me, you are my world and everything to me...
I HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR FIFTY YEARS,
BUT IT SEEMS I JUST MARRIED LAST YEAR.
FIFTY YEARS MIGHT SEEM LIKE A LONG TIME.
BUT SUMMER NEVER SEEM TO LAST A LONG TIME.
THERE IS NOTHING THAT BRINGS SO MUCH HAPPINESS IN MARRIAGE.
AS THE THINGS YOU DENY YOURSELF FOR THE SAKE OF YOUR MARRIAGE.
NEVER EXPECT YOUR MARRIAGE TO BE ALL ABOUT LOVE.
FOR MANY A MARRIAGE HAVE CRASHED BECAUSE OF THE OTHER LOVER.
A PESKY BUTTERFLY MAY PERCH ON YOUR BEAUTIFUL ROSE.
EVEN THOUGH THE GARDEN IS FULL OF OTHER LONELY ROSES.
THERE ARE MANY THINGS YOU CANNOT CONTROL IN YOUR MARRIAGE.
BUT TRUST IN GOD CAN DO WONDERS FOR YOUR MARRIAGE.
THERE IS NOTHING LIKE A HAPPY MARRIAGE.
BUT THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE HAPPY IN THEIR MARRIAGE.
HAPPINESS HAVE NEVER WON ANY WAR.
IT IS SWEAT AND BLOOD THAT WINS WAR.
THEREFORE START EVERY DAY WITH A PRAYER TO GOD.
FOR YOU CAN NEVER WIN ANY WAR WITHOUT GOD.
Sometimes I like to pretend, things never came to a end. But over time, our love became a crime. I didn't know what we had, would ever end so bad. But then I knew things weren't right, when we started to fight. Now I walk down memory lane all the time, the pain is worst then committing a crime. We only caused eachother pain, but we were eachothers maine. I thought things would be alright, but I cried alot that night. I don't want things to change, without you my life is strange. You said you wanted me so much it started to hurt that you couldn't wait, now im just another person you hate. When you said you didn't care, I knew the person I loved was no longer there. You aren't the same, the new you is lame. We both fell, now it's hell. You use to always be here for me, like family. But now your nowhere in sight, things aren't right. Empty is all that I can feel, I still can't believe this is real. I didn't mean to let you get away, I didn't know what to say. Am i with the right guy, or am i telling myself a lie. I was afraid to loose what we had, but to you that choice was bad.
You know what?
i am here so unclearlry
i love you so fiercely
that's all that I know
i'll get in trouble
loven you, you loven me
I am unashambled naked
You'll take me, won't you?
the cigarette is always burning
your mind always turning
your bigger than most people
not too big for me
when you squint at me that way
I don't wonder what you think
I see me in living color
I see me on the brink
I wonder why you stay
I'm past my expiration
I guess you're alot like me
your here for the duration
so in love
do you know
i'm not the same
look at what
you done did to me
made me too happy
i'm so happy
i cain't do the same
i feel bad
make everyone mad
but i can't
cuz I don't have to
To my dear and loving husband,
If ever two were one then surely we.
If ever man were loved by wife,
If ever wife were happy in a man,
Compare with me,
If you can.
I prize thy love more than whole mines of gold,
Or all the riches that the east douse hold.
My love is such that rivers cannot quench,
Nor ought but love from thee,
Will you be happy if I am gone?
Will you be happy if I leave you?
No matter how it hurts, no matter how bad it is
If this is the only way to see you smile again, I will….
I have tried to apologize, and say “I’m so sorry”
I have tried to hug you , but you push me away.
Day by day, softly, it’s killing me,
I am just like a wind , I exist but you couldn’t see.
I know it’s my fault that’s why I am suffering
It’s me who failed you once again and the reason for crying
Please talk to me, please tell me honestly
Do we still have a chance or I am now a nobody?
Sorry for causing you too much pain
Sorry for my mistakes and doing it all over again
I will not swear or give you false promises again
But please give me a chance and start all over again.
But if by chance you choose to leave me
And ask me to let you go
I will try to accept it and feel the pain
I will just close my eyes when you walk away.
yOU KnoW YOU're PRETTY
YoUR SAFE fROM ME
yOU WATCH THE nEWS
iT KEEPS yOU fREE
yOUR'E sO MUCH better
THAN i COULD hOPE TO BE
i MAKES ME quiet
Not so mucH ME
I think i MIIGHT BE MAD
you tell me I might be sad
scREW Y oU MY LoVE
I am ready
TO BE GLAd
Another night alone
Because the road is all you know.
Carry my heart with you please
Do with it what you will.
Every moment that you are gone
Fear consumes my soul.
Giving me reason to feel this cold
How hard to live this lonesome life.
I've given you all of me
Just to watch your tired eyes
Kill my ounce of hope.
Living this life has grown so old
My mind understands
Never will my heart.
Of all the things in the world
Pulling that load hurts me the most.
Questions flutter across the room
Regrets unspoken and how they consume.
Struggling to survive day to day
Torn to nothing
Unaware and ashamed.
Vigorously searching for what is unknown
Warmth of your touch is all I long for.
Xanthic flesh from our years
Zealous no more from these tears.
Help me God for I need you by my side
The devil is out there but, she likes to hide,
I am angry and upset all in one
How do I get peace and some how make the devil be gone,
What did I do to deserve this 11 years of torment
Did I deserve all of this because it was in print,
When I married my love I never knew the anguish I would endure
To have a person whom would be so vendictive for sure,
It would be nice to have some sense of peace
Now that is all I can wish for to say the least,
I feel desperate to have a calm and peaceful living
So why is so hard for them to let go and be forgiving,
There is an answer I know that will help me
Only God can show this person how to set them free.
Written By: Unique Poetry 2015
In my room
I hear you hating me
outside my door
I't don't matter how I suck you
For what I was
you loved me before
you hate me now
for being your whore
You are clean
I still think you
I met a man in a bar
I'm sure you won't understand
we talked of our lovers
we held hands
felt like we understood
our unfufilled lives
we were just lonely
You are mine
I still know you
Right man to be a husband
I love him so deep
I just want you to know
You mean the world to me,
Only a heart as dear as yours
Would give so unselfishly.
The many thing's you've done,
All the time's that you were there,
Helps me know deep inside How much you really care.
Even though i might not say,
I appreciate all you do,
Richly blessed is how i feel
Having a husband just like you.
Always be compassionate!
For giving has its joy.
Kept lies may never offer partnerships!
Quickly, romance slips through useless void!
Who exits your zone?
I want someone to love innocently
I want to look after someone caringly
I want that one to be all mines
I also want to feel like lost in a whine
Someone to hold my hand when I tremble
Someone to protect when I am in trouble
Someone for the shoulder when I cry
Someone to cry when I die
I need someone to smile for
I need someone to stop crying for
I sometimes want to laugh without reasons
I have the desire to enjoy the beauty of seasons
I want someone to love till last
I want someone for whom I can fast
Someone to realize the pain behind my smile
Someone to shout at without a reason for a while
Someone to scold me rightfully
Someone to mould my mistakes drastically
Someone to get hilarious sarcastically
Someone to make me happy willingly
I want him to feed me when I am hungry
I want him to make me smile when I am angry
I want him to tease me around mischievously
I want him to hide playfully
i want someone to love more than myself
I want someone to hug me without reason
I need someone to walk with
I want a reason to live
I need you for the reasons
I NEED YOU FOR MY LIFE!
Hi mommy. I'm glad you're clean
Or at least that's what it seems
Daddy called me
You send him and email
It had a picture
In that picture is what killed him
Fear bled through his every limb
Jazzys picture in the back
His soul went black
How could you do this
I thought it was all bliss
You let it control again
I'm in shame
People in and out
They make me want to shout
My scars are from you
It doesn't matter
I'm just her
Mommy i want daddy
And he should have let you take the blame
Cause i knew it was going to be the same
I am down for your thug life
I will ride or die for you because you are my man and I love you
If you are in that gang I'm in that gang
I am your Bonnie to your Clyde
We ride or die for the BLUE TEME
us and our new family is going to take over the world
I am down for whatever
I love that my man is thug now and I love thugs
I am down for you and nobody is not going to take that away
If you want me to be Gansta Boo aka Thug Misses I will
If you thug I'm thug Ride or Die right
You ride or die for me I ride or die for you
All that matters that we ride or die for each other
and for the Blue Teme
Ride or Die
I am well conversant with the the art of war
how can i not?
Other than the fact that each day is a survival on this planet
My father was a freedom fighter
Sovereignty runs through my veins.
Beauty and personality are my bow and arrows;
Charisma has been known to bring down Berlin walls.
I polish my brains and character daily
Being Smart is something my father would recommend.
Bible and faith are my defender
after all,every physical,emotional,psychological battle in this life can only be won spiritually.
You standing by my side,and i have never been more stronger.
I am no longer me',its We.
In my inadequacies,you refill my cup
When my maths don't add up,your intelligence save the day.
My missions are no longer 'stand alone',I have a co-pilot.
I always knew i was born to reign
now with your love as my guide and guard
my walls will never taste defeat
My kingdom shall never fall
I'm a man on a mission trying to achieve but what's a future to be told if I don't have the courage to believe
Long live the dream instead of be bold I gotta live my story and do what was told for me Achieve milestones even if its piece by piece, I set my own tone to how I aspire to be a beast
Not takeover on stupid things but make a change to give thanks from how I came up from a used to be to now a superstar. Doing things for good reasons to be that one to inspire not by money and fame but wisdom and knowledge
I got to change the game and learn how to believe if I was born in this world what makes you think I can’t achieve
I made it thus far by determination and faith that’s why I say I’m hungry because im first to the table ready to study, practice, then perform so that I can be all that I can be and so much more
Wishing on a star following it however long trying to get to the top by making memory stops to better my future and see that I can do great things if I just believe
Baby, it's rainin
I've gone out
and put myself
in the rain
what do you think
think of this thunder
I put it around my neck
put it where it should be
but I would really
I would really like it
If you would come
and just get me
ok, I'm scared and hungry
come get me
Dont grow too fast
my little girl
stay as it was
"Our" world’ s a twirl
Your little houses
and cooking games
those cute blouses…
Just stay the same…
Dont grow too fast
it’s not what you think
stay as it was
Yought is just a blink…
Your highschool club
and little pains
your first ever love…
Please just stay the same…