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Second to None

A is for Amazing we all wish to be
B is for Blessings that help us to see

C is for Caring which humbles our world
D is for Dancing where joy is unfurled

E is for Empathy that makes a great friend
F is for Friendships we hope never end

G is for Goodness that makes our light shine
H is for Hope in a world so sublime

I is for Incredible, which stands out in a crowd
J is for Joy that smiles so loud 

K is for Kisses that make our hearts sing
L is for Love that trumps everything

M is for Memories that highlight our life
N is for “Never” that causes us strife

O is for Open that closes out hate
P is for Persistence in following fate

Q is for Questioning, cause wisdom it brings
R is for Ressurection and the Hope that it springs

S is for Sensational which all love should be
T is for Thankfulness for what God gave to me

U is for Unconditional love that is treasured
V is for Volumes that cannot be measured

W is for Wondrous, Joy to extremes
X is for Xanadu that resides in our dreams

Y is for Yearning as it helps us find bliss
Z is for Zealous Love, that made me write this

So if all these words were bound up in one
Ahhh! There’s a life that’s second to none!

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when i am gone


The breeze at dawn,
Whispering  secrets to birds, chirping  melodious lullabies,
Waking up to the touch of the first gleam of morning rays
Softly teasing my eyes..
Just the glance of a reflection
Of a living god
Walking along the corridor…
Making my heart racing..
The most amazing soul ever..
Wolverine  ears..ebony eyes..emerald green shirt..
With the stethoscope around the collar..
Why do I feel  like I have known you eternally
Those eyes full of kindness..
That beautiful smile,
Always illuminating a gloomy day..
those lips murmering words of humanity..
making my thoughts cherished,
After the darkness of a very long night
Missing you with bits and pieces of my heart
A new sun has rised,with a ray of new hope for the life..
Just like the Night dew clings to soil 
Making the plants glisten..
brightening my days,left, thinking of you..
You are the aroma of me being alive..
When my life was lamenting
For some more hard breathes
You were the one who made me encouraged,
To love the life,,
Because not everyone under the sun gets a second chance to live..
Walking towards me..
Uttering the most soothing words ever..
Making my heart beats faster and faster..
Looking into my pale brown eyes..
Im almost melting..
Praise the lord for not letting me stand by my own..
If not,I Would have melted on my knees..
Believe me,
Im under your charms..
Knowing that I don’t have enough breathes to love you..
Your warmth,now in my blood,
Just like
The 'Chemo' scorched veins, showing
That im still breathing,without a life..
Hoping, that Time would reveal, what lies ahead..
Even though,it is the bitter truth..
looking for a time machine,
capable of pausing the minutes.,
brickwall myself from the last breathe
Crying in my shadows..
Forever is not a very long time for me..
Crying each day knowing that the days are getting shorter..
Doctor,I swear
When its time for me to leave..
Ill still believe..that,
This is an eternal one sided love which shall not die…
Till the sun grows cold..
Till the moon gets warm..
And the stars grow old…

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Battle of the words

Bravery is the father of fears
Dreams are distant cousins of nightmares
Hope is the sister of prayers
Every night shame lays down and gets screwed by despair
Pollution abuses Mrs. atmosphere
It's a battle between personality and reality 
But obviously nobody cares
Maybe it's because big tough is the uncle of little scared
Planning is deeply in love with prepared
Procrastination is the biggest enemy of determination
Ignorance is jealous of realization
Sometimes strength can get sneak attacked by temptation
Silence can never defeat a great proclamation
When the brain disagrees with the heart
The body dies of complications

Love your self...

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(ABC) Devotion

All beliefs can defeat evil forces
Greatly healing individuals
Joining kindness, love
Many now owning passions
Quoting realistic sacrament
Taking ultimate victory
With Xanadu yielding zest

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What Fear Fed On

The venom that rains
Got you
In the desert
And a spirit
Weak in brevity
Strong but unbelieving
That’s what fear fed on
Fear fed on you

Society cuts
Flying wings
As to drain
The courageous soul
Of its hope
And then
People die
Rich with power
Power they never used
That’s what fear fed on
Fear fed on you

I see plain pain
In your eyes
Hurt laughing at you
You’re afraid
To ever love again
Because your past
Caused you wounds
So you walk agape
In a cold escape
That’s what fear fed on
Fear fed on you

I see your dried tears
On your broken face
But a determination
You’ve been robbed of
That’s what fear fed on
Fear fed on you

So will you
Forever sulk
Forever your conscience bulk
In a pessimist bask?

Or will you
Your mantle take
And fear forever shake
For you live dead
When fear drives your head

That’s what fear fed on
Fear fed on you

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A Yearn for a Smile 9-21-11

	A yearn… simply something that you want or long for. As a yearn to finish, a yearn to achieve, a yearn for a like, a yearn for a smile is something that you drastically want, a desire. Something that you spend long hours, nights even day dreaming hours thinking about how you can earn that smile. What can you do…. or what can you say … things such as a conversation sparks, likes even dislikes, mostly anything that will crack a smile. These are things that truly show signs of something far greater than fame, sex, money, power. What is it? Something more than I have yet to find. So as I search for the answer I over shoot the entrance with rapid thinking of what she wants, her likes, her dislikes. But truly it will only be earned by who you are, what you want to be, yourself, your feelings your desires, your yearn. So when you yearn for that smile or that special something it can only be earned by being you, no one else. Take a look at yourself in the mirror and try to see past the makeup or tan or piercing and just look at yourself… then take that image and imprint it to yourself forever because to find happiness and your yearn  can only be earned one way. Trying to watch her and she how she reacts to certain things just to make myself seem better when I finally open my mouth to her will only make you distant from that special someone.  With me I personally see myself as buff pierced orange person, while trying to continue to follow the people who I look up to the most. So as you struggle and go through life’s trials and tribulations always look at your yearn or what it once it what was. Think about how you felt when you failed or succeeded and try to make yourself a better person from it. Not by adding more glamour or appeal to yourself but by being closer to yourself. What you really are. Because only then can you truly say you earned your yearn of a smile or that special someone, even if there not with you, apart of them will be and that’s the part they left. The part that made you better. More complete. 			So never forget your yearn of her..

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the reviving and rhymic word

when you are down to nothing, God is up to something that will make your everything.

just have faith as you live on this earth because faith is the substance that maintains our spiritual balance.

it sees the invisible, receives the incredible and makes possible the impossible.

it restores all lost hope and revives all crushed dreams.

it is the root of all religion. without it, we are nothing better than the stones or any non-living thing.

so let us have strength and faith as we live on earth.

thirst and hunger for it. when you find it, keep it so that on that day you will proudly say

i have run the race and kept the faith.

it was given to you on the very first of your breath on this earth at your birth up until to your death.

you just have to ignite it by using the word.

the word of God is like a rhythm.

it enters the body like a seed and when it mixes with the spirit, bears fruit like the energy produced in aerobic respiration.

the word of God does not deform!

it informs!

it reforms

and transforms your old form into a new form.

it does not convict the mind

but it converts the mind.

so just like i Fred have said, don't be afraid but take this word as your sword and enjoy this world


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Key To My Heart

I had closed the door upon my heart
And wouldn't let anyone in,
I had trusted and loved only to be hurt
But, that would never happen again.

I had locked the door and tossed the key
As hard, and as far as I could,
Love would never enter there again,
My heart was closed for good.

Then you came into my life
And made me change my mind,
Just when I thought that tiny key
was impossible to find.

That's when you held out your hand
And proved to me I was wrong,
Inside your palm was the key to my heart...
You had it all along

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Through Soldiers' Eyes

So tense am I
The falling sky
Holding my breath
Until the Death

It’s my life
So turn the scythe
Break the bread
And stop the Lead

Loud is it
The latest cry
But all the time 
Red is the Dye

A placid face
Of Death’s clean lace
The slow coming of
A century’s Race

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Maybe Im 2 blame
Loving you is a shame
Maybe its me 
Hinding my feelings deep with in me
Longing for them to show
But its making the pain grow
Maybe its my fault
Holding my feeling as just a thought
Afraid to tell you
Dont know what you might do
Maybe Im The Reason 
I think loving you is all in a season
Maybe Im Scared
If I tell you that you want be there
My feelings for you grow stronger than ever
Friends say they'll change with the weather
Its been sunny....snowy.....windy and all
But yet my feelings for you havent change at all
Talk to you every night
Yet me manage to allways fight
But some how you change my prespective
So loving you shall me a lesson

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Memories are things that are left behind by love ones, it is a part of a person that 
is eternal and will never perish because they live in the heart and souls of the 
people that are fortunate to be touched by them. They serve a purpose of comfort 
and security that special someone is not here to fulfill anymore. Cherish the 
memories and pass them on, breathe new life to them for they will keep you 
strong. SO celebrate the life they lived not the world they left!

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Caged in a dream

Every day i wake up thinking you're still here near me but i just can see the shadow you
leave over the spot you used to stay, you stay not longer there there, it's just your
shadow that have your silhouette, sometimes i think i hear your sweet voice once again
saying my name but it's just the wind whispering on my ear, when someone knocks the door i
became so happy and i say your name aloud hopeing that were you, day by day i sit here
waiting for you calling me once again. one more time is enough, i see the rain falling on
a cold day and i wish you were there with me, hugging me as you used to do and warming me
just to see me happy, when i take a shower i think about you, and don't just fall water
drops also fall tears because i know i lost the sweetest person in my life.

PS: ashton come back please, i miss you so much.

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Tic tac! Tic tac! Time flies
Encompassing fears and tribulations, she smiles
A second's like a gemstone before her eyes
Trying to please the World before the night cries
What a prodigious woman

Mother of my mother
Without prevaricating, the astonishing wonder
Among many, she dominates like thunder
Made a name that no man can put asunder
What a prodigious woman

Round thew globe and down to Enugu city
Protects her children with love and ferocity
Her achievements soaring the greatest mountain
And her exquisite body that makes men hunting
What a prodigious woman

So tremendous
Extraordinarily gorgeous
Precisely adventurous
Extremely dexterous
Really fabulous
Truly marvelous
Gallantly fantabulous
Finally prodigious
What a PRODIGIOUS woman

Dedicated to my grandmother, Mrs Egbuna.

By Kbillion

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The Vent

im livin in a world, where all eyes on me.
trying to curve my own route.
but route 66 keeps finding its way to me.
ive been plenty sick, in all the events layed before me.
even when i reflect to my lowest points
i dont regret any of the choices
That I’ve deployed in my era
A lot of it by error, but hey
We live in hell conditions and there ain’t no air condition 
Or any guidelines when life throws you in the sidelines
But when hindsight twenty twenty hits
You’ll begin to understand life’s a bunch of equations and you in the mix of it
An you’ll have to think twice, before running into a situation and becoming the best of it
it’s what got me here, it’s what got us here
Ran with my thoughts blazing up to her place and
Guess what happened next
She opened up heaven’s gate
And just before late I slipped out
Simply put 
I’m a Grown ass man
Doin his thing, waitin to blow up like an old land mine
In doin what he drools over
But time after time 
Something decides to creep up and cover the light
Lost my way
Then I revoked to ever know, I ever thought that way
But in the in between time, that in the mean time 
Spent a lot of time
Gettin pissed off just to medicate and lift off
Don’t need Don Perion to sip off
Already had my way with the bottle
Even thought to get back with the trouble and rejoin the hustle
That’s just what happens to a man who really knows his old ways
Whos tired of making ends meet and ponders getting back to the streets.
Memory sets in and he remembers an O.G. saying
No matter how tall your pockets stand when you ball
Eventually times gonna make you fall
And I as I pull myself together 
I don’t wanna end up like the twin towers rubble
I mean no offence to nine eleven but at that time I probably could have used a reverend
But all that’s irrelevant now
because i live with a different perspective now

there you go you made it to the end :-) comment if you like, constructive criticism wanted as well.

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hiden star

the last night i've seen you in the sky, it was dark and you were bringing light, i've
seen you at the same time i've seen some others stars, all similars, i almost got comfused
with them all but night by night i was seeing all those stars were moving or just not
lighting anymore and you were still there, night by night i looked for you, i didn't know
that you were my star.

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since i met you my days are begin working
as a solar clock, i'm the rock
and you are the light that iluminates me and make me work
without moving every day, every night for you i'll be waiting
i know that some day u'll come to stay near me
and together we always be
no matter what happen
no matter what others think about us

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Life as a Butterfly

Life as a Butterfly 
Beautiful in every way 
Flying free through life, not a care in the world 
soaring the highest mountians 
Flying with ease 
Until he drops to he's knees 
Wings broken, Soul damaged 
But still finds hope to carry on 
Life rebuilds in different ways
New hope is given and life begins, But without his wings
Walking along the new path that lies ahead
Trying to stay possitive without feeling like he's dead
He will swallow his pride and start a new journey
Walking and gaining strength along the way 
Taking one day at a time 
learning to live without wings,trying new things
Love and strength will get him through 
Reaching new depths he never knew 
Enjoying every moment of  his new wingless life 
Trying to stay focussed on the shining light 
Taking each new breath with ease, feeling the beautiful breeze 
Appreciating each new step, walking with no regret

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I always wait echoes of the bell of the last train,
On an old bench, with love, my ancient friend,
Patiently, I often read 'Gone With The Wind',
Though, I keep forgetting the deceptive end.

The sun leaves a yellow smile on the platform,
Light precedes the breathless shades into east,
Umbrella-like shade on two bare sticks chuckles,
Then manages to creep to me as a tamed beast.

The cold mist blurs the scene frequently on time,
All love when it prevails to hide their loneliness,
The station, the bell, the rails and the only being.
The quiet distances unfetter infections of sadness.

Nothing in place cools nor awakens heavy-eyed
The bell have no desire to ring for the uncertain
Of exiled hopes venturing to read one more page,
Thus are eternally left in the world's dim curtain.

I can't close the book where she retires unhurt,
Her beauty streams lively on frozen dark words,
I see her continually in fields, on breasts of earth,
Running before melodies, lilies and happy birds.

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The Earth dry and bare; waiting eagerly for the drops of care;

Caught in the hot, steaming summer’s snare;

The flowers and creepers decorating window sills; all look desolate and ill;

As the nature withers away in the sun’s merciless glare.


The men and the wives; the kids and the wild;

All are enduring the summer’s waterless exile;

They are waiting for the rain; to relieve them of the heat pain;

And of that life which has become a sweaty turmoil.


The wind strong and gusty; makes the roads yellow and dusty;

And the air around becomes suffocating and musty;

The birds forget to sing; their lilting, musical thing;

Even as the tree leaves wristle and make noise so husky.


Then come the Monsoon showers; falling first on boughs and flowers;

Making the trees and plants glisten and glower;

So the monsoon comes in grace; driving away summer’s trace;

Lashing at window-panes with its all-reigning power.


As the monsoon drives away the summer heat; with its raining rhythm off-beat;

And the flower buds open up to return it’s greet;

And as the water seeps in soil; a refreshing fragrance arise;

While the rain continuous to cool down hot gardens and streets.


The Earth grows green; and water droplets gleam;

On the smooth, waxy surfaces of the leaves;

Everywhere the flowers grow; in pink, red, white or yellow;

While buds make their way blushingly between tendrils.

 The wet and soft soil; now grows fertile;

And tender green plantlets push through the Earth in style;

Through soil the tiny saplings peep; as their sown seeds begin to reap;

And the plants and crops shake off the Earth’s temporary curse sterile.


As the raindrops go pitter-patter; water in puddles begins to gather;

And the little birds begin to chirp, twitter and chatter;

The insects begin to hum along; their irritating and happy song;

While due to rain and wind the roofs on houses begin to chatter.


As the showers for some moments cease; after giving Earth life’s new lease;

And the pitter-patter of rain is gently appeased;

The sun coyly shines; a cloud it half hides behind;

While the fluffy clouds move along with the cool breeze.


The fields now green and bright; are an artist’s sheer delight;

Pleasing to the senses of smell and sight;

The fresh air so sweet to breathe; that with pleasure the body writhes;

In the newly born rainy sunlight.


But this sunlight so quickly goes; as thunderstorms blow to and fro;

And Earth engulfs in darkness that now grows;

The wind rises and howls; with a voice that trembles all souls;

And day and night this gale roars.


The trees in fear tremble and shake; as leaves, twigs and branches break;

And the life of these trees is put up at stake;

Birds in nests cower with fright; and due to cold shiver with all their might;

And live in fearful anticipation of what else the storm may rake.

The monsoon now shows its ugly face; gone are its days of grace;

Rainy calamities take its place;

Cyclones and floods destruct worldwide; the raging sea throws up its tide;

“Nature reigns supreme”, we are forced to say.


Same is the life of man; may he do what he can;

But destiny will always play a hand;

What all will man control? So he should let destiny play its role;

And enjoy life and act as the situation will demand.


Somedays will shine the sun; those days life will be fun;

And work will be successful how much ever it’s done;

Somedays by the fun you will tire; and will long to get back into the attire;

Of normal life, however boring or glum.


Sometimes hope will come out; like a tiny plant sprouts;

And will remove from your mind every shade of doubt;

It will be a bright, hopeful ray; but for long it may not stay;

So we must make most of it when hope sprouts.


Just as the shower of joy; after summer comes out shy;

So shower of success will come when you have almost given up the try;

It will wash away your helpless sigh; and will give you a new will to try;

Which will help you succeed by-and-by.


Just as the sun goes behind the cloud; when thunder is heard aloud;

And darkness suddenly falls on Earth all around;

So also failure will touch you once; its upto you to prevent its repeated occurrence;

Or due to failure remain depression bound.


Sometimes through demotivation you will go; sometimes loads of success you'll know;

For we need all types of experience to make us grow;

Like some days it is wet; some days the sun for long doesn’t set;

But then it needs both the rain and the sun to make a RAINBOW…

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A New Life

With birth is a new beginning, 
A destination to a new journey ahead 
From a child grown into maturity 
With youth to age 
From innocent to awareness 
And ignorance to just knowing, 
Perhaps to wisdom 
From the weakness to the strength 
Health to sickness 
We pray to good health again 
A path each of us follow 
With dreams of success in our lives 
To being happy with bliss and love our selfs 
And one another 
We could have a life filled with loves joy 
To treasure always forever 
A new life miracle is born into that 
First new life of natures blessings 
Never take anything for granted 
For this new life is a gift from the heavens 
To always cherish forever and each is unique 

By Brian otoole

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Sharing Feelings

when you cry, your tears become my fear and i wish to die.  If you are sad, you are
killing me so slowly drowning in your tears, lonely i felt when you weren't with me. You
that you made a wound, for me it was a hole in my heart, it hurt me being not seeing you
good, between every thing a smile of you is everything i wish to see.

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Glimpses of epiphany

Glimpses of epiphany

Once, a long, long time ago
I was filled with cares and woe
I thought that I was going to die
And the fear of it, it made me cry
As life became a misery
Self-pity came enfolding me.

And then one day amidst the trees
Something did take on over me
The trees lit up like Christmas lights
Glistened silver, sparkling bright
And I fell beneath the mystery
My heart all filled with untold glee

A whisper seemed to fill my soul
The world seemed pure, and sweet, and whole
And I knew, I had no doubt at all
That everything is wonderful
And since that day a peace has been
Making my world so serene

20 July 2013 @ 1725hrs.

For the Glimpses of epiphany epiphany contest

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I Am Who I Am

Its bad enough that everyday I walk down memory lane, &&' It really puts me in alot of pain. I've been doing the best that I can, but I am who I am. I'm getting tired of everyones exspectations, people always pulling me in different directions. Even when I'm falling down, people still push me on the ground. I'm gonna keep trying, no more lying. No more games, done mentioning names. Being two-faced isn't cool, it just makes you look like a fool. I'm never looking back, that life was wack. I'm done trying to make everyone happy, when they treat me so crappy. I may not have alot of friends, in the end, but atleast I don't have to pretend. I'm gonna be true, with or without you. You'll see, I'm done letting people get to me.

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My Sincere Love

You are the reason for every drop of my tear
And you cannot leave me alone here
I said a million times that I love you
Every time you rejected
Every time I left with few millions of tears
You can just see this eyes, every time with a smiling face in-front of you
But I cannot stop this heart's bleeding
You feel every thing is alright with me
And you never tried to listen my heart's pain
I truly love you and adore you
And sometimes I feel , my life is over and I will die for you
Don't know what to do?
But I am really stuck at you
Everyday I sit alone in the dark
Ask myself , why I love her?
Years gone, but I didn't find the answer
I cannot say how much I feel the pain in this broken heart
And I don't want to hurt you by my personal thoughts
But still I said many times with this eyes to you
How much I  love you
And How important are you
Oh my Love! Please try to read my heart's page
Then you can find many broken words , red in colour
Still trying to say

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Here in the middle of the nothing I'm lost, I've wanted every single thing for me, i
wanted something better, but i just noticed that i already had every singel thing i
wanted, every single thing i needed, now i'm sailing alone looking for that thing i've
lost and now i need, i've lost something the biggest chest wouldn't hold, the money
wouldn't buy, i've lost you my heart.

to: ashton, the girl i miss so much

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The Government song

This Life and Government have found it's ways,
everyone dying and having bad days,
today it is raining from all i can see,
bullets and shot guns aiming towards me,
yelling and screaming just to get out,
if they take this life of mine i have no dought,
I traval the road that no one could know,
working hard for nothing to show,
taking my mind and making it weak,
sticking me in the dark hole that i seek,
try to run from theses Chasing fools,
this type of government has taking it's tool.
Politcal lies by one and another,
trying to get by to feed each othere,
they live poor just get through the door,
the empty sad hearts without family's,
feeling it go through my vains it's like a diseases,
Plant the visions in my mind,
killing people around me all the time,
for i have sined many times for no reason,
Living out here in the desert for all the seasons.
theres nothing i can do untill it's over,
i look over and theres a body to cover
So i traval the road no one could know,
Working hard for nothing to show,
taking my mind and making me weak,
sticking me again in this hole that i seek.

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----------------------- Zenith's Blizzard------------------------

Alignments Boldly Cultivating Dimensional Effervescence, Familiar Grey Highlights, Illuminating Joyful Kingdom, Luxurious Mecca, Nimbus Orbs Penetrating Quixotic, Revealing Snowflakes Tranquil, Universal Vantage, Winter Xanadu, Yielding  Zenith  

~~~Entry for Yasmin Khan
~~~~Contest Name: SNOW
~~~~~~ABC Form  (nature)

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The circle of life and love

it starts with a gaze a smile 
walk past someone you admire
gather youir emontions
feel your thoughts
by much amazement 
you find your self tangled 
in lust
amazing, how much you can feel 
and take that rollercoaster ride
enjoy the chase
its fun for awhile 
the everlasting gaze
you seek for a mile 
the anticipation erupts for a Short time
no matter what place or what time 
and where your at in your life
love can come with an blink of eye 

easily givien.. simply taken 
we run with our hearts
only to be caught up through time 
live for the now 
live for the emontions
not a single care for heartache
for comontions 
only to suffer
by what is before us 
a simple gaze a touch 
a smile from all the above
the scent comming from a mile
compare to an emontion we crave to have
again only for a short while..

We strive for that passion 
the touch 
that feeling of being one
when you look into her eyes and just feel
home again .. im home
im happy and i feel free
free at last.. 
hope you never wake up from this dream
of feeling love and all its benefits
having to love someone so much 
such larger then life itself.. 
having to feel alive.. 
we crave
we gaze.. 
we walk on 
we do the above over and over again
in search for love
for the knowing that we are not alone
we all crave the passion.. for chasing for loving 
the choice of oppertunity 
the love

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A flood.

There's a flood coming down the street, Washing away a town so bitter so sweet, 
As i sink to the bottom, Trying to reach the top, I scream for help, But end up 
saving myself, Catching what could have been my last breath, I wake up 
drenched in sweat.

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redeeming the time for the days are evil



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Hope in the balance

Almost by chance
direction emerges
for generating harmonious inclusivity
Judge kindly
lest man’s nature
opens past’s quickly resolved struggles
to unite vengeful warring xenophobes
yielding zeal

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In your memory

Thank you for the beautiful memory
you left on my mind
you are not dead
 but you are not here,

to me you are gone,
cos i cant feel you the way i used to,
everything you used to do are left untouched
the space you ocupied is empty,

our yesterday is fading away like the rainbow
so beautiful but so short,
how can i forget the endless yesterday?
when you are here with me.

in loving memory of my sister (you are not an angel but you did what an angel can do,you fly to heaven.)

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Love dont pass me by

Love don't paas me by because i'm sweet as honey freash as a
lily and i bloom just like a rose.
When you look into my eyes you can see the truth be told deep
within my soul.
Sweet love don't pass me by on this lonely night i cry.
I am as gentel as a feather i am as an angel who is always ther for 
you to protect and comfort you,
i am as the sun that shines after a stormy day,
i am a rainbow of luck that'll make your days so swell.
Sweet love dont pass me by when i am here for you: rather you are rich
or poor, rather you are right or wrong ,rather you doubt me
or beleive me, just don't use me or abuse cause what I say is real and 
true... true unto my heart and soul.
Sweet love don't pass me by on this lonely night i gaze into the moon and the 
glisten stars that shines so bright in the mid-night sky
hoping and praying that this love we share just 
don't pass me by.

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A Sensitive Heart

I am a foolish jocker
And I only know to bring a smile on your face
But I still have a soft sensitive heart
Which can only cry in the silent dark

I am a foolish jocker
I only know to love & I can't express
I am loving you sincerely
Where my eyes expressed these words many times to you
But you never respond to me

Every Valintine's day you are with a new boy friend
I am still the same foolish jocker
And I am trying to bring a smile on your face
Now I forget to smile
And waiting for the next valentine's day

I have many greeting cards which I bought every year
To wish for Valentine's day, Christmas , New Year ---------
And I want to greet you and celebrate with you
But every time I am alone and you are with some one
Years going like seconds
And my hope is still at the same place
Here everyone celebrating these celebrations
And everyone's glass filled with champagnes and wines
But nobody there to see my wet eyes
Nobody there to wipeout my broken tears

Then suddenly , I wiped out my tears
I slowly realized that I am alone here
I made this lonliness as my best friend
But I promise you my love that when you become alone
There will be still a hand waiting for you
Please understand me and release me from this torture of lonliness

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A new face to trace
Covet then embrace
Beloved thy trance
Diminishing glance

Flirtatious on air
Erroneous flair
Gelid, weary streak
Innovations weak

Heroic on flight
Justly proving right
Losing glossy tone
Keenly you dethrone

Mustering the nerve
Obey and observe
Novelty invades
Promises betrayed

Romantically loose 
Questions the abuse
Shine and gloss aloof
Unwoven with proof

Tarnished we believe
Vanished we deceive
Xerox of our life
Wasted upon strife


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Tomorrow's People

Let’s take a trip to the moon
And built a tent in there 
Let’s visit the sun
And offer him a drink to chill
Let’s stopover in the planets
And find new friends
Let’s provide the medals
For the running asteroids
Let’s hide the hole of the ozone
And build houses for the poor
Let’s take a bath 
In the shower of rain
Let’s play guitar
In the strings of lightning
Let’s hear the songs
Of the composer storms
Clouds are not covering our dreams
So aim for the limitless space
Do not ever forget that
Nothing is impossible
Because we are the Tomorrow’s people

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My love

        My love, is you 
       My love is pure of heart
     And with my love I give you my all
    With my love I won't shed tear to the cloud 
My love is everlasting can't you understand me
My love is like some roaring ocean just to have you near
  And with loves grace I abide by you
  My love will go on as long as you will stay
With the stars that shine for us as long as you'll accept
                   My love

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Courage is all we need daily to survive 
Courage is the driving force to repair the men inflicted damage.
Courage it takes to deal with our Personal baggage. 
Courage it takes to battle against all odds even though the world
laughs at you with a nod 

In courage there is no fear but in courage strength does appear 
In courage we have power to seek knowledge 
In courage there is determination to find our life’s purpose
In courage there is hope after the fall 

Courage it takes to face our utmost fears and trust our peers 
Courage it takes to live in the present and see the future 
Courage it takes to ask questions and give suggestions 
Courage it takes to speak the truth while someone hits you
on the cheek. 

It takes courage to learn from past lessons 
It takes courage to come clean with violent 
confessions of persistent aggression 
It takes courage to refuse wrong and fight for what’s right  
It take courage to deny the dark and seek the light 
It takes courage to smile through life’s trails 

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Emotions overwhelm me,
Haunting me for reasons;
24 months and 19 days have passed —
Longing’s destiny is vague.

What is a good solution
To combat fatigue of love
The other side is getting heavier —
Do I give in to emptiness’?

Yesterday you stripped me naked
Today you cut me into pieces
Knocked me out emotionally,
And perfected me mentally!

Now I see clearly;
It gives me more stability!
Realization dawned on me.
I doubted Yesterdays —
Do I need to trust today?

Am I longing for a soul?
Emotions do not need identity.
Face and body can live life,
With pretentions  of mind.

Life is now a roller coaster,
The wheel, turning and churning,
Never stopping for breath.
Do I trust today, to forget
My yesterday’s Dreams?

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In Fields

Though I walk through valleys
And yet I do fear although 
I should not when the silence is 
Beating down inside my head

When scorn turns to shame
Turns to tears...that wash away
Something I cannot clean

When questions receive no answers
And time breeds nothing but
Unrelenting pain

And so I walk in fields
Where my father's hands have plowed
Searching without knowing
To follow a voice I cannot hear

And yet I know there is
A voice somewhere inside out
There is someone else there
I know and yet I can't

When lovely pain turns to gold
Turns to alabaster sunshine
Something I cannot see

When answers are elusive
And unexpected overcoming
Like the spring and the rain

And so I walk in fields
Written in the lines of someone's hand
Searching without knowing
Yet slowly drawing near

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The Life That Got Me Thinking

The world of music and poems 

The world of lyrics and rhymes 

The world of history & stories 

The world of books and novels

 The world of responsibilities and hustling 

The world of failure and achieving                                          

 The world of striving and believing  

 The world of satisfaction and succeeding

The world of trend, glamour and drugs 

 The world of expensive restaurants and expensive bars

 The world of expensive women & expensive whiskies

 The world of alcoholics and destructive substances

 The world of rape, murder and conflicts

 The world of praise and Christianity

 The world of truth & honesty

 The world of leaders and commandments

 The world of secret service, correctional &civil


 The world of jurisdiction and unlawful penitentiary


 The world of crime, government & politics & the difference is none

 The misery of young & unborn children

The chaotic world they are yet to live in

The insanity of the world’s devastation

Gave me the life that got me thinking

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My First Poem

I thought as hard as I could
Of how I would my first poem begin
But this I knew
That once I put my pen to paper
Then I could write a full book

So I started to write
With my eyes moving from left to right
And a lot running through my mind
People will hate it
While some others, it will change their lives

But this again I knew
That behind the best lines are worst words too
I hope it would be given a fair trial
My heart couldn't hope for any better
And at the end, you would say
How I love to read this poem again

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Beautiful flower

Bless'd beauty as sweet for loving,

Angelic design ever alluring,

Perfect creature of heavenly formation,

Like a starlight glowing.

Magnificent than a diamond shimmering 

of profound radiance.

Intoxicating than a melody playing 

too pure a fragrance.

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Someone Elses Life

I feel like I'm living someone elses life, a life in strife. I've been strong, but when will I belong. I feel so alone, but I'm doing ok on my own. I can't describe the pain, but I keep in mind every storm runs outa rain. I use to think our love was unbeatable, but really its unforgettable. Everyday I walk down memory lane, trying to ignore the pain. He crosses my mind everyday, when will all this go away. There's gotta be something more, my heart is becoming sore. My momma doesn't have to worry, because I'm not sorry. I know he made the mistake, and he's the reason I have this heartache. What we had, was bad. I shouldn't have let it go that far, your just another scar.

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Give yourself a chance

Give yourself the chance to dream and live when the world will not,
Give yourself the chance for the new day God has given you,
Give yourself the chance to hope for a better future,
Give yourself the chance to live a purpose driven life,
Give yourself what no one else will-
     -the will to carry on
     -discovering the limit of the possible and the ability to live what you believe, 
what is true, what is pure, what is noble,
       all that is you,
Please, give yourself a chance today

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Nothing Really Matters

when rob stepped out of the courthouse,with charges for posession
he thought "it could be worse,it could have been for weapons"
and then he thought..."nothing really matters anyway"
when liz stepped of of the rehab,with a new outlook on life
she felt all those same feelings of hurt, pain, and strife
and then she thought "nothing really matters anyway"
when luke picked up his young son from daycare,and knew he had an hour
he thought back to the time he WOULD have stopped to grab his now EX-wife some flowers
and then he thought "nothing really matters anyway"
when lisa lifted up her body with nothing but her arms,and looked down at her legs
she wondered why the heck they were even THERE anyway..what for?
and then she thought "nothing really matters anyway"
all four people that same night,all in their own homes
picked up a remote,turned on the news and watched it come to blows
one man had done 25 years in jail,for something he had not really done
one woman lost the battle to addiction,one she thought she'd already won
one boy got hit by a car on his bike,he just only 5 his parents,divorced
one man lost his arms and legs while over fighting the war
four different people,four different lives,four different struggles,all about to cry
four different souls,four different heart,four different minds,all to have a fresh start
why does it take a reality check to pull us into gear?
why is it that reality sometimes must be our greatest fear?
the next time you think you're the only one who hurts and has plight
the next time you feel you're all alone,the only one who cries at night
try and remember,try not to forget,that you are never alone
whether you're telling your mom and dad your gay to the face or over the phone
whether your wife divorced you,your husband's a dog,or your kids have NO respect
you are human,deserve more,and you're not alone,cause' there is someone right next....
to you!!! nothing really matters. until you realize...nothing really matters.

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Treasures of your soul

Life is Harsh, Life is good
Only the few of the proud 
Those men that stand for a great nation
Their life at the stake
So rough and sharp
Every day is another challenge 
For them and for all
Freedom we all hope
But sometimes feel lost
Never give up that spark 
Hope don’t give it up for a price 
And when I see these great men and woman
Risk their life for a single child lost
With guns all around and wars of hate
I feel blessed as my country truly stands brave
A child is a gift of new life and hope
As I see the children in their arms saved at last
Only then will I ever know true courage
This is a path we should always cherish and follow
When the flame burns out nothing is left but stay strong
So please don’t shed a tear I am right here
By your side always and forever  
Our country stands not alone, but as one
Heart filled with love


Poem for Treasures of Your soul contest
for Gail 

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I'm as young as I feel



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Sailing thru those unsteady waves,
Tidal of strength running every veins,
Far waiting,she, confronting those rain,
Safe and sound for him that's not in vain.

An anchor's heart,a melody start,
An eagerly love,a somerset kiss,
A seaman's passion,a strong heart,
A man's true vow,an infinity bliss.

And these are his sayings,
" Wait for my coming back,my darling ",
" For I fought those rough waves in seven seas ",
" When I'm done,I'll bring your eternity ring".

She will....she will...

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Sod is in the T.V.

Their trying to tell you something,
It’s being shown on the screen,
It’s being told in music, ding ding,
But you were indoctrinated by thirteen.

Mtv shows you Masonic ritual,
Flashing symbols in your third eye,
Leave you in crisis, needing spiritual hospital,
You’ve had an overdose of an intoxicating lie!

It’s time to break the spell, turn off the T.V.
With all its degrading, intoxicated role models,
How anyone finds this acceptable for children, spent on me,
Maybe this is why society is fuelled by self gratifying morals.

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me (by kimmy holmes, my daughter)

You know what?
i am here so unclearlry
i love you so fiercely
that's all that I know

i'll get in trouble
loven you, you loven me
I am unashambled naked
You'll take me, won't you?

like this

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the mirrors and glasses can't help but falling
the tough and the mindless can't help but brawling
when earth's soul gapes through the looking glass
only pure spirits can protect it.

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A word of Knowledge

God, who'z the head of my life,Keep me humble,
I remane silent, and never put up a fight...
learn from my mistakez and come correct,
feelings be tained myself i will respect..

As i enter this life battle, life goes on,
only its god who knows where im coming from.
Striped of all whats lefted
" I will not be stuck"
is the wisdom I kept....

Strugglez among my diffcult life,
I kept my head up and put up a fight,
altho i had some ruff timez,
i gave my life to god and never shall i let the devil inside my mind...

People changlled me, but i weaken them.
only to find out that their hate was deep within.

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Midnight Skies

Midnight Cries In midnight skies the cries of love drift off to sleep in endless love. For he who heard them. Sent them hope, that God created a world for them. For us to see and bare good times. For no more hurt and devishlish crimes. For the earth which once was good. Is soured and torn. There are no morals or dreams no more. Or hope of good things when suffering soars. For they are crushed by his vast sword. For he who has the greater sin. He has carried and been burdened with. He has been forgotten. In times like these. Because people hearts bleed with disease. For they have burdened him with more sin. They have forgotten the pain he is in. For he so carried his cross with pride. A younge man who was destined to die. No matter what the world does think. This man did live before we did. We have lost our way in darkened times. Like lost sheep we have roamed, away from him. If youd only listen and help to carry his cross. Take the blame for things done past. Change our ways for hope to last. We wont do that out of pride. When he is denied. I feel for him. I pick his cross up and help him off the ground. For he is my brother. Who I have found. He has carried that cross. No man deserved his life in such a lose. Tormented and torturded to no extent. He didnt look like a mere man in the end. He coutinued to stand even after he fell. Showing me the strength of Heaven and hell. For a man so strong, so bold and kind. Showed me what we can do as man kind. He gave his life for everyone who reads this. For those who can not see. Do not be blind Find this man, for he needs you. He gave his life to save you. With your help, you raise his cross. You heal that burden of love. That has been lost. Ease his pain and find your way. For Heaven is a start and hell is a step away.

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Treat you and cure you WUJANTO

      Treat you and cure you WUJANTO….
Treat by partly exposed for preventions. Treat our china tyrants acute durations by plots will need the help of his wife. First in views is he do not hope to kill his own wife. 
All at once is to put away WUJANTO guns and send away all his pawns. Then by ways WUJANTO is criticize as bad as he likely had in normal.
Thus give WUJANTO a chance to miff without killing.
Final step give back WUJANTO his guns and follower men.
All a sudden and then WUJANTO wife should dare and brave to point at WUJANTO as bad as he had been. He is a tyrant and he is murder.. Doing this we hope we could cure the madness of WUJANTO. If it could not be gone we then try the other ways. WUJANTO brains may open and cut with CINGULOTOMY. WUJANTO as highest chief in china around year 2000 to 2012 and nothing yet to down should need a cure for killing madness.    --------Cheung Shun Sang=Cauchy3----------

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Call me a poor little guy,
                    a barking little dog...
thought i am a dragonfly,
                   when i was an ugly frog...
I figure out that misty lie,
                   made me feel i've been in sky...
Now let this river wash my eyes........
I was crawling in the mud,
                    i thought i could fly..                  
I asked a flower 
                 to bloom by my side,
To embrace my life
                  with joys and smiles.... 
But he denied and hide,
                 i asked why you shy...
He replied
             -"you are just a poor little guy....
and get away from me,
               i got many reasons to smile".......
It shook me up and i screamed,i cried...
But even the tears won't come out,,wanna know why?
               Cause i am a poor little guy.......
I swear to God,i'll never give up,i'll try
               i'll rise,i'll shine,even in the darkest skies....
I'll prove myself better,
                the finest among the fines....
It might be a stormy sky,
               but spread your wings,
               you've got miles to fly....
They said-'you are a barking dog,
                now they'll know you can bite'......
You'll make them regret their tongue,
                and they'll say why......
I CALLED YOU A POOR LITTLE GUY................                         

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Want to hear your voice

I am ringing you for the past few months
I just want to hear your voice
And to make sure that you are alright
But you changed your ph# without telling me
And I am still calling on the same old ph#
Where it says ''This ph#  is presently out of order''
You are living like nothing happened
And you really forgot me and my memories
But this sensitive heart getting hurt again and again
I ring you thousands of times in day
And I have been ringing you for the past few months
Every time that same message
I don't know why I am crazy about you
But I loved you sincerely
And I decided not to disturb you
Now I need your ph#
I just want to hear your voice for the last time
And to make sure that you are alright.................Raaj

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Just A Kiss Away

A kiss is more to me then just a kiss
 I long to finally see you,
And place my lips upon yours.
Feeling the Spark of love take us over
All I'd hope for 
You could have gave up on me but still you stayed right here
With a tear of joy 
I felt like a child to candy
 Your sweet lips of wine I long to taste 
It's like a sweet lullabies to my soul 
With just that special kiss you can make the difference 
Just a kiss you will make me whole,
For your kiss will throw all my pain into bliss
So when we finally meet I hope you 
 Will show me the meaning of your love 
In just that single gentle kiss of love

Contest for- a kiss is just a kiss 7-23-13

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Cold World

Cold World
  Blizzards pass, storms ensue,
  Snowy paths, guide my view.
  Where roaring winds are in pursuit, 
  my heart is where hope is imbued.
  Laying the bedding, in earth’s full view,
  I hunker down, and slumber ensues.
  Where hope is, I am in pursuit, 
  For this cruel world is in need of review.  

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ME(by kimmy holmes, my daughter)


yOUR'E sO MUCH     better
i MAKES ME quiet
Not so mucH ME

you tell me I might be sad
I am ready

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IF i die

when i die, please cry for me
i wanna be loved, i long to be free
no funeral,  just sniffles and tears
say you cant live, mourn me for years
selfish maybe, who are you to judge
but maybe i wont die, maybe i wont budge..

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You so long to see me in your dreams.
See my face.
Feel my touch.
Hear my voice.

You want to know if I am at peace.
Know here I feel no pain.

It hurts my heart so to see you cry.
Dry away your tears.
Rest your weary eyes.

Allow time to help you heal.
Enlighten your fears.

You will not forget me.
I will always hold a place in your heart.

Fear not my love.
Know I will always be by your side.

When I look upon you embrace me with your tender smile.
Let your laughter, your joy fill my heart.

Like a breeze I will caress your cheek.
Place a silent kiss upon your lips.

Remember the tenderness we shared.
Knowing it was real.

Somewhere in time I will come to call
My love, my friend, my soul, my mate.
We will meet again.

In a place where soul love lives forever.
A place filled with energies light.

Know I will be there to hold your hand.
To kiss your tender lips, to gently hold you through the nights.

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a letter 2 my mom

	A letter to my mom if she could read it.

I am sorry for the times I would not listen to you and would talk back.
I loved all the times we spent together. We had so much fun together you were a great mom and you were my best friend. Some days I ask god why he let you get so sick but I realize its not gods fault that you’re sick it’s just life and some times bad things happen. Know one knows why it happened but it happened for a reason. Things happen and know one knows why it does we just have to deal with it. I miss you mom a lot some times I cry at night because I miss you so much. I just wish you could come home. It hurts to see you so sick I wish it could all go away. Hope one day you come home I all ways try to go see you at the hospital at least twice a week. Mom I am really sorry how I wouldn’t listen and I talked back. I wish we could turn back time and you wouldn’t be sick. I cry just by writing this letter to you. I just can’t believe you might not be able to ever come home. You won’t be able to see me go to prom or get married if I ever do. Mom I just want you home but that won’t happen you’re to sick and I hope a miracle happens and you get better and come home. Some days I feel like I cant make it through the day but I just remember your spirit and love will all ways be with me every day and you’re always in my heart. I all ways cry when I think about you. When you were sick I dyed my hair purple, blue, hot pink, red, and aqua. People still make fun of me and say I am weird but it’s ok. There is  so much things I want to say but I don’t know how to just know I am sorry for how I treated you. I MISS YOU MOM AND LOVE YOU!!

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I Can't Believe It's Really Over This Time

I really hate this feeling, sometimes I wish I could stop breathing. I don't wanna try, just leave me here to die. You were the thing that made my life living for, but your no longer mine anymore. I feel so much pain, sometimes I believe I'm going insane. I'm missing what we had, although it was bad. I'm always walking down memory lane, why can't you see my pain? I know people change, &&' things get strange. I guess I gotta face it, she's my new replacment. I can't believe it's really over this time, I feel as if i have commited a crime. I live in a world of sorrow, so I don't ever worry about tomorrow. I didn't even have time to cry, because i had already said bye. I feel like I'm digging a deeper whole, so I'm hoping Jesus will take control. I'm sorry for my dumb mistake, but baby now I'm wide awake.

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Treat you and cure you WUJANTO

      Treat you and cure you WUJANTO….
Treat by partly exposed for preventions. Treat our china tyrants acute durations by plots will need the help of his wife. First in views is he do not hope to kill his own wife. 
All at once is to put away WUJANTO guns and send away all his pawns. Then by ways WUJANTO is criticize as bad as he likely had in normal.
Thus give WUJANTO a chance to miff without killing.
Final step give back WUJANTO his guns and follower men.
All a sudden and then WUJANTO wife should dare and brave to point at WUJANTO as bad as he had been. He is a tyrant and he is murder.. Doing this we hope we could cure the madness of WUJANTO. If it could not be gone we then try the other ways. WUJANTO brains may open and cut with CINGULOTOMY. WUJANTO as highest chief in china around year 2000 to 2012 and nothing yet to down should need a cure for killing madness.    --------Cheung Shun Sang=Cauchy3----------

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And beneath chaos, dignity emerges further giving hope, incase justice kills love misplacing 
nepenthe obsessions, possibly quietly recalling selfishness tempted under vulnerable ways, 
Xeroxing your zeal.

Written July 28, 2009

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A shadow in the wind

A shadow in the wind,
a speck of dust in a room filled with brooms.
A silent whisper yearning to hear
confused,alone to each its own,
far from home.
My fear to hear my flowing tears,
to see and know i'm not alone.
Someone is here.

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Maybe you didn’t know
But your single plate fills mine a day
That note you give for the bill
My hair would shine a month
But I guess you didn’t know

Step lightly lest you pop out my jiggers
Your fine pointed heels, in my dreams I saw
That perfume so unique, passed for a queen’s
That’s the world deep in my sleep I dream
But I guess you didn’t know

They ask for dollar fee to print my page
To me it’s a dollar quiz, to have food or the page
It’s a talent I got but poor to see it through online
I write for pleasure, the able print and make doe 
But I guess you didn’t know

Silently down on my knees daily I beg
Its one life, with death no return
I hear of Angels sent, daily I wait for mine
A change I need, in food and education
But I guess you didn’t know

If only the guards by your gate fell asleep
A double print my dirty feet would do on your terrace
For the degree is so expensive, landlord a daily nag
The intestinal worms on hunger strike, no more tears down
But I guess you were the sent angel.

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the gentle soul

               THE GENTLE SOUL
   so many roads i've traveled
so many years i've roamed
   when will this tired gentle soul
ever find himself a home
  i've lived my life so peaceably
no one have i harmed
   where is the soul mate that i seek
to wrap in loving arms
  i believe that only time will tell
the reason i have to wait
   or maybe i am one of those
with lonliness as my fate
   but i'll keep on hoping and wishing
and continue with my search
   and be the gentle soul i am
while i still walk the earth

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 I am so sorry I tend to whisper to my self while the wings on my back enfold me in my idiocy and bust in a furl of feathers and fire.
My authentic halo falling broken reinforcing my thoughts on transformations... 

My lush lies crept up into me whispering to you my secrecy and my merry go round patterns...
 I was adapted to serous sabotage and unconsidered volcanic eruptions... Having nothing to react to I made my own quake...
i deserve everything. 

But for you to say I can't feel is something that just shocked me at my core... 
But then again what should I expect? 
Secret boyfriends? 
are you kidding me...? 
But then again what should i expect... 
I gave you a reason to be suspicious a reason to say those things... 

With my viscosity on the subject I realize I have to be punished... and it has nothing to do with you...

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If love is blind


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I'm going down silently 
Could it be 
I'm lost in a masquerade? 
Sounds of laughter, joy, and humor abound 
filling the air with harmony 
but its intagibility 
leaves me untouched 
as thoughts, emotions, regret 
evict any remnants of glee, 
I fall deeper within me 
battling negativity 
like Frazier battled Ali 
I am enough and more 
than this feeling 
swarming me 

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To maintain a life
Above all the strife
Pain and sorrow
Is to choose
A sight so sharp
It sees through the dark
And sees even in the light
Things that defy human sight
Things impossible
Things unprecedented
Things invisible
The ability to look
To see beyond the present circumstances
To hold on to that faint candle light
In the midst of the pitch black darkness of the night
The will to cling to life
When death is but a pinch away
The strength to see the sun shine so bright
Through a sandstorm in the Sahara
Through the snowstorms in the north pole
Through the cloudy rainstorms of the amazon
The ability to see white
When everyone sees black
The will to see beauty
Where everyone sees  the ugly
To see the highest mountain peaks
As mole-hills about to be trampled
To believe in particles
Faster  than  light
To believe men can touch
The surface of the sun
And walk to the ends of milky-way
With the stars as our footstones
The ability to hope for better things
And to dream of better days
In the midst of bitter months
Can’t you see the impossible
It’s laughing you to scorn
Telling you I’M POSSIBLE….

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I was underwater and I wandered what's above. It was a beauty in the air but had to breath for the next jump.

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A bee was on me. Let them say I can't be.

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Hope is too wide to imagine

Good enough to comprehend

Sweet enough to desire

And just enough to go against

It is always hope against hope...

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Thinking of You

Sitting here in the darkest hour all alone 
thinking of you and me together as one 
When i lay my head down im thinking of you 
When i dream im dreaming of you and me 
When i start to smile i know it's becouse of your sweet way 
When i stop to think of you comeing near by to see me 
I start to think and wonder about you 
Day and night in your arm's i dream 
always of having you here with me your sweet embrace  
Forever i hope to long for 
Never will and never give up faith  
Alway's thinking of you in my arms  

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this way (by kimmy holmes, my daughter)

You are clean
I still think you 
can be

this way

I met a man in a bar
I'm sure you won't understand
we talked of our lovers
we held hands

felt like we understood 
our unfufilled lives
then realized
we were just lonely

this way

You are mine
I still know you 
can be 


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I Wish You Were Here

“I wish you were here” By: Deanna Lambert

I wish you were here
Telling me it’s going to be alright
When I stay up all night
I just want you to know
That you’ll never leave my heart
For you have an irreplaceable hold that will never rest
And I hope you know that you’ll always be the best
But there is a reason for everything
And that’s why I hope you’re happy
Because I miss you so much
I do wish you were here
To tell me to never fear
For you’re always here
I hope you know
I won’t forget that you’re watching
Making sure I’m always safe
What more could I ask for?
Maybe for you to stay a little more…
But it was time
To take you away
And don’t you ever think
That anyone will take your place
No matter what
Because you’re the one I wish was here
Standing near
Telling me that it’s going to be alright

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Busy People, Busy lives

Whenever I look around
There’s always that one simple sound
Of people walking here and there 
When I noticed this I simply stopped and stared
I thought to myself what it would be like to be one of these people
Just for a day
I thought to myself again and said that’s impossible
No way
But then I thought again and this time my mind changed 
Instead of imagining, create and think again
I could only guess what goes on in these people’s lives
Each one has a story to tell and that’s when the idea revived
I spent time looking at each human being 
And what I saw was intriguing 
What if we all judged each other this way?
What if we all were given the chance to say exactly what we wanted to say
Would it really be so bad
Yes some may not like what they hear and may end up feeling rather sad
But at least we would all know the truth about one another
Instead of having to always hide things from each-other 
Sometimes I enjoy exploring the world and imagining what it would be like to live a certain way
But then I count my blessings and I’m glad to have the life I do, every single day
However it is a bit scary seeing what this world has now become
But I guess it’s okay as long as you always remember where you’ve come from
Most people tend to forget or not even know about their past
They only care about their future and want to move towards it oh so fast 
I feel life, is about enjoying what you’ve got
It will all come together soon enough
At least for those of you who begin with a plot

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Verbally Twisted

My vocabulary might be a little bent and dented but its mostly twisted, 
a self-made dictionary with a little dark thought and white light in life and craziness itself mixed in it,
 I get up in the morn ready to take the day on after just one egg on a pancake biscuit,
 I got the recipe for verbal insanity just give me the egg beater and with this vocabulary I'll mix in it,
 break the word batter down like a plumber leaking water until I re fix it, 
I got one of kind writing style its too unique for any typical fool to ****en miss it,
 I got the entertainment on writing just ask me for one and I wont sell it I'll just give you a free Se7en King ticket,
 I get your mind thought high so high in the sky lifted, 
I can give a two flying ****s if my haters say I aint got talent because these words they self so freaking gifted,
 I make poems shake like earthquakes fools cant you see how my words already got your mind shifted,
 This poem is my girl I kiss it, 
This poem is just like my weed i roll up and ****ing hit it, 
This word written *****is so addictive, 
Drugs and alcohol so self-conflictive, 
now how can this king ever, ever quit it, 
These words are dying I better get some gas for this verbal car like weed everyday I better get it,
 I live the life of a young Shakespeare I write like I cant ever regret it, 
I put this poetry *****on the line with my own life dont think I wont bet it? 
So **** you, they, them, her and even me, yeah there I done said it, 
letting go of poetic gun shells firing poetic unleaded, 
shooting cowardice poets like paper shredded, 
where many young lost crooked souls go unfed den, 
watch where your two feet may be treading, 
you got to watch your surrounding so much they circle around the same setting, 
**** Life until death say's otherwise, 
I'm just kind of crazy like that I'm just a little TWISTZTED.... TWISTIFIED...

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It's All About Love

Always believe caring…devotedly, eternally, fearlessly, graciously, humbly, incarnationally… joyously knits love more neatly on people’s qualms- releasing something truly unappreciated: very worthy xenodochial yearning zeal.

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love is something else

I love you ,i too everybody says
But why deceiving each other by many different ways
Love has become the slogan of the days
but our hearts are empty of feelings and prays

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oh my Memory

I am in a huge crowd with hundreds of people around me
I still feel alone without you my love
Few people talking to me and smiling at me
I tried to smile but I feel it's very hard to me
I am feeling that I am talking to everyone normally
In fact I am silent like am deaf and dumb
You don't know how much I miss you
You really don't know how much I care for you
But I just lost myself in your missing memories
The memories that you missed , that are safely locked in my heart
I don't know whether you remember me or not
But you just became my remembrance
I don't know whether I am in your memory or not
But I just left only with your memories
I just left with your beautiful smile, your shying face and completely you
I don't have any place even for myself in my heart
because you are completely occupied it
Oh my memory! I love you a lot
Because SHE is in every single page of my memory.............Raaj

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Everything Finished

Everything is fake , your smile and your tears
Every time you lied with your magical words
I am the foolish guy who always listens to you
Believed you and your every word
You cheated me a lot
And you hurt-ed me so much
Now I cannot bare this pain any more
And You will never know
How much damage you caused to my heart
Now it's over
Leave me alone and just disappear from my heart
Now everything finished
And left is just a dead soul with a living body .........Raaj

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Waking to a brand new day

 Waking to a brand new day 
Trying to stay positive in every way
Little things in life are hard to comprehend
But i'm sure they are worth it in the end 
Staying focused on what lies ahead 
Ignoring the thoughts that are in my head
Love is such a strong word 
Which many people have said or heard 
Is it enough to survive in life? 
Cause i dont want to be a wife 
I am who I am and that is it 
In today's society i dont really fit in
People come and go in our life 
But we often don't appreciate life for what it is 
Problems start as a child
But as an adult they are far from mild
New things are learnt along the way
And we pray to God for a brand new day 

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My Rain

Knocks my door, the sound of rain outside
together sings along, all my blues inside
a sad melancholy, in its thunderous recite
flood of thoughts, not willing to go aside.
Not a scale above or a level of grain below
filling those sockets, dancing in their shallow
once again brim full, letting that river flow
volume in abundance, there's always more tomorrow.
Scenes pass abreast, the leftover days before
always find deceived, there's no one outdoor
moments in escape and waits by the shore
worn-out and weary, whats to say more.
Snared between ends, a tough of war
road of maze unwinds, never sure how far
disguised in cold, pillars no more in fear
another fate descends, a price to pay forever.

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Little Did I Know

Little Did I Know...

All was rosy, all was bright..;
Nothing but hope and happiness in sight..!!
Always carried a smile..;
As, everything that I wanted was going to be mine...!!Little did I know,
All this has always been a lie..;
Very soon all my happy dreams are gonna die..!!
Little did I know,
That I was surrounded, not by people but wolves and I were the prey...;
Sucking ma blood night and day..!!
Little did I know,
All the sweet talk was nothing but poison..;
Killing me every second, with me dreaming of things above the horizon..!!
Little did I know,
That was being betrayed..;
Actually I was just another soul, waiting to be slayed..!!By the time I knew, it was already too late..,
Ma life's game was over, it was a check mate..!!
All was rosy, all was bright..;
Nothing but hope and happiness in sight..!!
Always carried a smile..;
As, everything that I wanted was going to be mine...!!But, Little did I know......

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if you only knew

when you lose sight of what really counts
its easy to focus on only whats shallow
am i too fat is my nose too big
do i walk or talk weird whats wrong with me
when we forget the depth that is here in this world
and focus on things that are just absurd
so maybe im not a supermodel and my bums a tad on the thick side
and maybe im no a genius thats getting a scholorship on my side
but does that mean im nothing that i dont count
this world is getting sickening count me OUT
im ashamed of myself for even thinking like this
and obsessing to tears over shallow petty shit
i am praying that god hears my pleas for help
because i cant conquer this all by myself
i used to not care didnt care at all
but like any other i rise and fall
i am of the opinion that your body is a shell
and youll leave it behind when you go to heaven or hell
it will rot in the ground and count for nothing
and when i meet my maker he wont care how big my bum is
some women ONLY care about their looks and they dont get it
they dont see the big picture 
and i fear theyll regret it 
and other women dont care even at all 
about their looks because their depth is so massive and raw
but then theres me in the middle with so much depth and spirituality
why do i waste time wondering what are all the things wrong with me
im sick of crying over it ive done it for too long
im sick of getting angry when i cant crawl out of my bod
its a thought that i had reguarding a cacoon
like how catapielers go into them and out comes a butterfly zoom
if i could just crawl out my mouth my soul free for just a moment
and be allowed to have a different shell to live and own it
i wonder what its like to feel just for a second
not arrogance but a sweet compliment from someone who MEANT IT
my desperate pleas go out to you and anyone else who will listen
i hate my body im sick of my face and my voice is just ridiculous
so lets just drop it in the ocean let it sail away
cuz me im going to better places where i dont have to cry all day
where i know that my body is just a little shell a vehicle if you will
its our car or truck or limo or bus to use while we use our free will
and ive always said when you go you don't take your money your lambergini
or your watch expensive jewlery its all staying beind
and you should think about what YOUR world is while im trying desperatley to fix mine

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I want someone to love innocently
I want to look after someone caringly
I want that one to be all mines
I also want to feel like lost in a whine

Someone to hold my hand when I tremble
Someone to protect when I am in trouble
Someone for the shoulder when I cry 
Someone to cry when I die 

I need someone to smile for
I need someone to stop crying for
I sometimes want to laugh without reasons
I have the desire to enjoy the beauty of seasons 

I want someone to love till last
I want someone for whom I can fast
Someone to realize the pain behind my smile
Someone to shout at without a reason for a while 

Someone to scold me rightfully
Someone to mould my mistakes drastically
Someone to get hilarious sarcastically 
Someone to make me happy willingly

I want him to feed me when I am hungry
I want him to make me smile when I am angry
I want him to tease me around mischievously
I want him to hide playfully

i want someone to love more than myself
I want someone to hug me without reason
I need someone to walk with
I want a reason to live

I need you for the reasons 

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It started out simple, I never thought it through. The start of an addiction so exciting and new.  I could have never for seen how far it would go. If I would have thought it trough I would have been strong and said “NO”.   It started out simple, It was my favorite thing.  I never for seen the heartbreak it would bring. It started out simple, yet so intense, so strong.  I could have never for seen the addiction would hold me for so long. It’s not so simple when the best parts of you break away, day by day. It’s not so simple when your favorite thing is something you hate.  How could I for see what would become my fate?  It’s not so simple when you’re trying to keep from getting sick but with every prick you get more sick; sick of yourself and this nasty habit you keep. I never knew it would go this deep.  It started out simple, it ended so complex. How could I have for seen my life would become this unmanageable mess. Down low in the gutter, ashamed, and depressed. How could I have for seen id be under arrest, for this habit I love, it’s this habit I hate.  It started out simple, it started out great. How could I have for seen id become a felon and in prison id wait?  It’s not so simple, I guess it never really was… time I’ll makes it simple, next time I’ll say no to these drugs!

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Tangled Vines

 Feeling lost as I stand  by that ivy tree 
               on this emerald field
   With mixed emotion over you with nowhere to run 
 Feeling astray from here where we first were happy 
                  But that is gone 
    As I stand by this old tree of vines
       I looked upon the summer sky 
            Utterd these simple words 
          To the sun giver of light and to clouds
              That makes dampend sorrows
        Why did that person toy with my heart and not love me so

  Then i turned my head quick to the ivy tree 
  Placed my hand on the rugged vine tree
       Feeling a new life pull me deep within 
 All wrapped around my fate with it's tangled vines 
 Now I'm trapped as I cried to the sky with prayer for my wrongs 
    A love with tangled vines I never wanted you like this 
               In your tangled vine that haunts 

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Simple Lines

In pain she pleads
for another life
Toils all seasons
long to make reality
She is nick named
lady globe
Her color goes pale
 and hair wild
Moved miles yet can
hardly move one
Feels weak and
deserves rest calls
But her goal yarns
for strength
All she does is
persevering twice
Every night gets
life's inside
Hears its sound and
dumb talk
Enjoys it play with
Anxious moods circle
her face
As she opens wide
her eyes
Only to see a baby
cry out loud
Embracing the love
and care long kept
Just as soothsayers
rhyme the line

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the path

From the start You gave me life;
Sin came in, soul suffered strife
Such an awful circumstance
Sin controlled both feet and hands

Lost was I nowhere to go
All of me have suffered so
Till the day that I did see
Footprints that led me to Thee

Roughest route the prints were found
On your head the thorns were bound
Nails and tack with blood were blot
Stains that made me gain a lot

Course was cruel, dark the day
How oh Lord can I repay
Such a precious sacrifice
Opened darkened, blinded eyes

Painful path your feet did bleed
To the cross the trail did lead 
Hungry soul was there relieved
That same day I first believed

Guard my feet, where’er they go
All You say, I’ll do it so
Sure am I You’ll lead the way
Every word will I obey

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If time heals all, then when will my alarm clock ring,
If tomorrow is a new day, why do the morning birds not sing,
I want to be awoken, from this dream fueled by disaster,
The hands keep ticking, i just will them, tick faster,
My reasoning is affluent, yet it bleeds through stigmata,
If to sacrifice, is solution, then my soul freely martyr, 
My burdens weighed down, adds fuel to their meaning,
My clear image tarnished, by the scour of being,
My foundations pressed, as i confess, to all without believing,
My heart bleeds less, as i digress, to all without deceiving ,
My eyes feel weak, as i lose track, of the path i once walked,
As resistance feels futile, your mind becomes, warped,
The path becomes darker, as my demise is brought fourth,
But the path is now brighter, than at ones first thought,
If its my time, then how will i, know that i must listen,
To the bells that chime, at once as i, am freed by my admission.

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The Revival by Michael Byron Dale Hamilton

I have felt the love
I have felt the hate
I have felt the life leave my heart

I have felt the ones I loved betray me
I have felt ones care from afar
I have always wanted a few besides me
Without them I am nothing

Whether you are there from afar
Or walking by my side
Whether patting my back
Or giving me a tender kiss of life

I have been mocked with riches
And I tore myself down 
"Life is going to hell" I said
As i crossed on to a dangerous path of life

But after today
Things have went my way
And nothing now feels wrong

The past is gone now
These times anew
But at least these times
I'll spend time with you

I was the voice of which could not be heard
I was the song which couldn't be sung
I was the one that went unnoticed
I was the bell that was un-rung

I was one of the lucky ones
I had my friends there all the way
To revive me from my aches and sorrows
Bringing back my true life

I noticed life was passing by
As life soared right by my side
I gathered all my strength and spread my wings
And now with life I fly

The Revival by Michael Byron Dale Hamilton

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when a woman leaves a girl

after all,a woman's mistakes are different from a girl's
they are etched by fire on stone
they are in fact considered traits, not just errors
and now you're so alone
when you were 14 they all said how much potential you had
now you hit 19 or 20, and you're just considered bad
if you were a troubled kid, things were different than most for you
and i don't mean GETTING in trouble,although for some,it's that too
but depression is so very real,they just have no idea
and looking in the mirror to feel,you must skip your next meal
you are never good enough,and always fall just short of pretty
although you are considered smart and extremley funny and witty
they way that you percieve yourself,is different than what others see
at least that's what i have been told,do you agree with me?
but why is it that when your younger,people just want to help
but once you reach 19 or 20,your just dealt the cards your dealt
i don't feel any different inside,i can tell you that for certian
the older i get,the less they care,i hide behind a curtain
i'm still a kid at 21,at 22 as well..
im still a child in alot of ways,living in an emotional hell
where did all the helping hands go,the ones that were there before
i blame myself for not taking that help and will forever more
because now apparently,it's too late,nobody cares about me
i am not a cute little girl,just a woman who needs to be free
i ask of you,human to human,the next time you want to judge
pray for patience if you need to,ask for help from above
but something tells me im not alone,there are others who experienced this
there are others out there that need help so badly,please don't miss
don't miss their smiles,that are still so young,even though they look so grown
at 21 we are not adults,and pretending we are makes us feel alone
maybe i AM alone in this feeling,i have no idea
but what i do know,for sure i feel...this is very real.

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school  can  be  boring or  fun.most  kids  don't  like  school.but  some   kids  may  get  frustrayted  or  even  sad  and  get  day you will  get  never  give  up  and  always  go to  school. Me i love to go to school! Everybody should 
have fun and enjoy school because there's lots to learn about and have a great education!!

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When the night goes

When the night goes, 
You go with my dreams together. 
You are like the moon 
that disappears when the day comes. 
But I am waiting for you, 
knowing that you exist 
even if I can't see you.

Copyright Constantinos Grigoriadis © All rights reserved

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 Four hundred years ago high-born Brits sailed to America
Seeking fast fortunes, adventure and fame.
Many would never endure their first year here
Cultivating, foraging, and hunting game.

Arriving in Virginia they came ill-prepared
In search of gold and a route to the South Seas
What they found were hostile Indians,
Insects, starvation, and disease.

“Virginia is Earth’s only Paradise!”
The laureate of England would proclaim!”
However by August of 1607,
Every day there was anguish, and pain.

They ate their horses, dogs, cats and rats
One man ate his wife and hid her bones in the ground.
Despite their hardships, half managed to survive 
Becoming America’s first permanent, English town .


The Pilgrims held their first Thanksgiving
At Plymouth in October 1621.
The bitter winter of 1620, was over
With a loss of many father, mother, daughter or son.

Life for survivors was much better now
As a good harvest improved what was rationed
Settlers enjoyed good health and prosperity
As homes were raised from the logs they fashioned.

They walked unafraid and safely in the woods
For they had made peace with the Indians.
After the signing a long-lasting treaty
Natives and Pilgrims shared the land as friends.

Sending four men to shoot waterfowl and wild turkeys
The Pilgrims decreed a holiday of good fortune
A chief was invited who brought 90 braves
And five deer to increase the portion.

It was an open-air roast and festival
Held along the north bank of Town Brook.
Where there were games of skill, chance and dance
While everyone gorged on the feast they cooked.

From then on Thanksgiving spread through the colonies
Though each region chose its own date.
Till in 1789 President Washington proclaimed
November 26 a day to give thanks and celebrate.

The theme of Thanksgiving has always been the same.
Though its date has changed many times.
A day for giving and remembering the less fortunate
Expressing thankfulness with our prayers, hearts and minds.

It is our duty as a nation to acknowledge providence
Of Almighty God, and to obey his will.
To be grateful for his blessings, and protection
As we humbly partake in the tables we fill.

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The sorrow in my heart no one knows.

The loneliness of my soul is known only unto me.

The pain I feel is within my head, my heart.

The voices only heard by one.

Like a long playing record stuck on repeat.

Continually running, never skipping a beat.

My silence is a scary thing.

No one knows what to think of me.

Watch me not, look away.

You may find a spark of fear or fire.

I look for no one to get to know me.

So stop, turn, run away, leave me as a mystery.

The silent whispers playing unendingly.

Pulling me closer to the edge of my own madness, driving faster.

If I follow to the left, if I follow to the right, there is no end ever in my sight.

To yell, to scream will that kill the pain.

I know for sure it will not, just the echos will remain.

I have tried to silence the madness; I have tried to slice away my breath.

Seeking to end the pain, seeking to release the voices.

My life sustained, my breath never lost.

It was a lesson well taught.

A will of strength was born.

My powers of will are still unclear, my skill ever growing.

Truth barely touched.

Faith of the unknown becoming stronger.

An early ending no longer sought.

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The reign of destiny

The reign of destiny

If destiny reigns...,
Why not roar like the heavens then!
To clear calls in reality
How about results altered
Just by circumstances
The signs that shape paradox
The contradiction of events
That strike the world aloud
Everything at the verge of hope.

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I am for you to cope
See beauty and mope
A dream to be awaken not
I will make you green a crop

You can make me actual
Can you be that sensual?
Death will always scourge
Don’t lose me to his grudge

You alone make me pretty
With naught you make me dirty
Make me again sweet
And this destiny you shall meet

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The Worst Morning After

 On that joyful night of june30-2012
 Me and my love enjoyed a romantic night alone 
                In that beautiful inn 
    We laughed and cuddled all through the night
            We held each other close gazing into eyes
        Deep within the still night of bliss 
   I tried to sleep but could not fall at peace
         Something was on our mind but unaware of what

     We woke up with sweat running down our face 
          Something had come over us 
                    Like a firey rush 
         We ran quick down that rocky road 
                 To his mother's house 
        Not knowing what went on 
          Only to find the worst morning after
        When something stinched the air 
           Only to find our loved one gone to this life
                Right before our eyes 
          I know he's in heaven now with the angels bliss
        As heavy tears I've cried of sorrow 
            Only to find our worst morning after

Poem for black eyes Susan the worst morning after contest 

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Little Boy

Little boy hold my hand 
Walk with me sweet darling. 
Little boy hold my hand 
We'll make it there by morning. 

Little boy say farewell 
A whisper shall be fitting. 
Little boy say farewell 
For there is no time for sitting. 

Little boy start walking 
For the sky is fading. 
Little boy start walking 
For your father there is waiting.

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   here she sits in the hospital again
it seems her test will never end
   she'll bend and sway like a mighty oak
but never break, so full of hope
   she inspires everyone she meets
what hair is left she keeps so neat
   todays new test will be over soon
then the staff will take her back to her room
   but the stars at night are brighter now
and with the morning comes the sun
   with all the new treatments and people who care
we have the illness on the run
   if you would ever meet a child like this
it would be a moment that you would hold dear
   but prepare yourself, you'll soon be like me
a local hospital vollunteer 

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A Field Of Dreams

In a field of dreams we wallow 
in hopeless hope,
In a stream of deceit we 
struggle to stay afloat 
Without a heart to grasp, the 
darkness takes hold,
Yet with a light to love, a story 
of love unfolds,

In the slumber of night dreams 
become surreal,
In the wake of day reality 
becomes unreal,
Floating on a cloud getting high 
on emotions,
Walking on water, swimming 
the oceans,

In a sky of passion the stars 
shine with trust,
In a world of pain, I can see 
nothing but us,
In a life of struggle I do my 
best to get by,
With you in my life, I breeze 
through a natural high,

When times grow rough and 
become too much to bare,
Or when times sail smoothly 
and love shines fair,
I’ll look to the horizon and gaze 
at the beauty of the sun beams
And ill see your smile in the 
field of dreams

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Falling with broken wings

.by Heather Jacobs on Saturday, 18 June 2011 at 13:23.Falling with broken wings

Torn apart at the seams

Been shot down again and I’m

Losing the heart of my dreams


I leave no trace in the ground

When I hit rock bottom

I hear them screaming -

“I know I got ‘em!”



My feet are bleeding

And I have to keep running

Words whispered to me

Aren’t you oh so cunning?




My heart is panicking

Trying to escape its prison

I feel it stop beating

Everything’s fading from vision




It’s lonely down here

As I scream your name

I curse myself for thinking

This was more than a game




Face down in the dirt

Coughing up your lies

I choke on the pain

And slowly close my eyes


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Until It Does

Deep in silence I focus on my pain
I've kept it buried below and softly away
Disabling all of my false and insecure pride
Filtering through the faces I keep disguised
Its been well overdue for me to make a change
While my words become like rotting fruit and falls away
Searching for something to mend a shattered heart
Insearch of inspiration, but instead I fell apart
Give me a pair of wings and watch me fly
Then watch me crash and burn out of the sky
I know that my plate is made warm for me on the table
As I begin to wonder if I will change at all
Honestly I'm not sure that I can
Behind a box of excuses you will find a man
With a heart so big and wants to save the world
But yet so selfish that my punishment is well deserved
I'm so tired of defending what I'm not and have become
And still I keep pretending that nothing is wrong
Throw me the obvious and I will wear it on my back
As the summer night illuminates memories I can't have
I know that my dinner is getting cold as I grow unstable
Uncertainty has become all but a poetic fable
But I will keep on digging until the whole is dug
As the hole keeps getting bigger with every plunge 
Tomorrow doesnt exsist until it comes
So tonight I light a candle for hope until it does


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My God 
Help me to touch my rainbow 
Today I am feeling blue. 

Give me your hand to climb to the sky 
to see my life from an other site. 

Give me some colours 
To change my blue, 
To take the sorrows, 
To make new hopes 
For better tomorrows. 

Give me more sun to shine my soul 
To clean my fog,the blue never follows. 

I smile to you but I hide the cries 
That make my heart to close my eyes. 

I know the days will change my nights 
And give to my heart ten thousands smiles. 

My God 
Today I am feeling blue 
But I am not alone anymore. 
I hold your hand.

Copyright Constantinos Grigoriadis © All rights reserved

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Once I fell for Thor

I once fell for a man with looks to kill and long hair as golden blonde 
Body as a warrior god should be with his eyes so blue as ice 
There I stood frozen into his spell 
As he held me and looked deep into my eyes 
And utterd these simple words of love I was sprung deep into him 
This god of thunder kissed my lips ever so softly 
Thought I've found my one true love only to find his true way of lies and useing my heart 
Just to crumble and crush me down to my sorrow with his enchanted hammer to crush my heart 
And all I hoped for to a million shatterd peices 
I suppose this will be as I once fell for Thor 
By Brian Otoole

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Forever together, unaware of their fate,
Happy they were and in blissful ignorance,
But true to their natures they were destined to separate,
And instead of friendship, betrayal was to take place.

The shock of this betrayal shook her soul,
That unexpected treachery struck her blind,
All that was left for her was to flop down and howl,
And hope that her beloved friend would respond in kind.

But that was a hope that went in vain,
Because she was made to be left alone,
Friendless she was now and was left to endure the pain,
With the grief of her lonely life to be quietly borne.

Cursing about why she should lose her only friend,
And why betrayal was to be written in her fate,
All the happy times had come to an end,
And she became as lonely as she could get.

Her life had now become a burden to bear,
Living to her seemed so worthless,
No one seemed to love her, no one did care,
With thoughts of death she became obsessed.

The friend who betrayed her didn’t remain happy for long,
Realization of her sin now dawned upon her,
The feeling of repentance now swept her along,
And she really regretted leaving her friend in a lurch.

Tearful and sorry her friend she went to find,
She wanted all the good times once more,
For now those happy memories had started flashing in her mind,
And she hoped for more happiness in store.

On arriving at her friend’s with horror she saw,
That she had realized her mistake too late,
For her friend lay on the bed lifeless now,
With a sweet, small smile on her face.

To her face which was so lifeless and white,
The smile gave unexpected beauty and peace,
The horrified friend nearly fainted at that sight,
And her flowing tears refused to cease.

The smile on the face seemed to say a lot,
Some important words were getting unfurled,
And in this one smile the dead friend sought,
A way to tell her friend her unspoken words.

“My beloved friend you betrayed me,
And left me alone to live my life,
But life without my friend has no meaning,
And hope that in heaven we unite…”

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A handsome rooster with red-breasted feathers, soft and lustrous,
and a head covered with golden plumage,
was too unhappy to sing about his age,
so he embarked on a long journey, sadly departing from his friends.  

Thousands of miles over farms, vallies, villages and cities he flew,
seeking with all his strength an urban, bustling place...
to terminate that monotony, which made him too blue
and disunite himself from an ordinary life which implied bondage.

And roaring over majestic mountains, rolling hills and cities with skyscrapers,
he encountered suspicious and envious eagles that
challenged him with their vicious shrills, but he displayed no apparent rage...
still diving into luminous and transparent clouds.  

The unhappy roosted had not rested for three long days,
and exhausted of flying, he decided to take a brief break by a bubbling stream;
his dry,wind-whipped eyes started to roll and he fell asleep...
and trancing and tossing, he rolled downhill into an harbor of sailing ships.

The well-rested rooster woke up around noon, finding himself in the lap
of a gorgeous boy and he was telling his mom kndly,
" I want this rooster, he can keep the lonesome and quite parrot  company."
And she replied, "It's a not a pet, my son!" she explained.

Mothers always try to please their kids, and sometimes spoil them,
not according to their customs and bekiefs...fathers are much stricter than them.
"I'll take care of him and I'll feed him, and soon he'll be living on our ranch home."
"From now on, his name will be Harbor: the lovely place where I found him."

The gentle boy kept his promise and Harbor became family,
and the untalkative parrot tought that Harbor to say the same and exact words he said,
and as days went by, nobody knew how he could utter them humanly;
and how did they find out that Harbor was smater than any other rooster or even bird?

They actually heard them in a challenging conversation who could find a perfect mate
in the shortest time and the shrewd parrot would surely be a winner,
but to his surprise, Harbor, with his accumulated widdsom, sought in a nearby, sunny farm,
where chickens were raised and transported on an old air conditioner freighter.

Harbor looked around, and he didn't seem to like any chicks he saw;
was he about to give up on his search? Suddenly not! He trotted past the noisy barn,
and to his bewilderment, he spotted a beautiful chick on the grass below...
and gallantly accosted her, and with a chat, he started a romantic affair by keeping her warm.

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First day of my life 
And I was served with a knife; 
At that small age, what had I done 
It is true, the mistake was one; 

Yelps and cries all over the place 
As everyone was indulged in a race; 
Me lying on burning floor with an innocent face 
Floor really seemed like a burning furnace; 

A minute ago, everybody was flattered 
Glancing at me, their dreams shattered; 
I was covered with a cloth torn and tattered 
My back was burning but it hardly mattered; 

Yes I was a ‘she', that was my mistake 
My heart was transparent like a lake; 
My tear filled eyes were asking for help 
But nobody bothered my cry or yelp; 

A man stood up with anguish look 
A sharp and shiny knife then he took; 
Feminine hearts were beating so fast 
As they knew I would hardly last; 

Man with anguish looks was none 
He was my father only and one; 
Crowd present there was around a ton 
I was to be slayed and they had fun; 

My mother's lap was hungry for me 
Yes to pick me, to hug me, to kiss me; 
As she stepped little to save me 
My father has already started slaying me; 

One and a two and a three and a four 
The silence was bitter and sour; 
Suddenly a painful scream hit the floor 
And was finally killed with the stabs of four; 

Red was the color all over the place 
The second I was born I saw this race; 
People were empathetic towards this face 
But nobody was there to have a ‘she' craze; 

At last I died with the smile quiet well 
Because I was happy to leave such hell.

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Fly Butterfly Fly

Woman you that have been hurt 
You that have been broken 
You that have been taken away from love 
The love that made you fly

Words have been uttered towards you 
That felt like stones 
Stones that had been thrown at you 
And you have fallen into a grave 
A grave that had been digged by emotional trauma and pain

You tried to get up but society kept you down

Woman It is time for you to fly!!!

You can live a life knowing you are beautifull intelligent and God made yoy 
Be the woman you always wanted to be 
Fly Butterly Fly

Get out of your dark place and find your sunshine 
Lift your head up and smile


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the things i do 
the things i think 
i just wish you could come home
i miss you so much 
i wish you were here 
why did this happen to you 
mom i just wish you could come home 
i hope you wont die 
i just want to go back in time and be a little girl again to just be in your arms again 
MOM i miss you 
i hope one day you will be home again 
but that wont happen

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everyone  has  one.they   can  be  old  names.they can  be  different  names.they  
can  be  celebrity names.they can be  silly  names!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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4 H Ache Of Age

Fall is friend of hold
the harvest
Winter friend of hope
So cling to heart
Spring friend of heart
Rehab and rehearse
Summer friend of hand
No scarcity
So forget the heart
where so the heart
to the hand
to hold the hope

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contentment contradicted by emotions supressed
more like medicated happiness 
an unmanagable mess
lost in deception
denial, i lied to my self
with a destorted perception
I sabatosh my health
abandon my values
turn my back on my kin
in a control battle with addiction
I delusianaly think I could win
a downward spiral of adventure
in which im killing my self
its time to surrender
its time to seek help

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Wonderful Friend

A beautiful caring dearest ever friend
Gentle heart in joyful kisses
Love me, never overbearing, patient
Quite remembering--so tender
Undisguised; very exquisite in words with zest!

By: lena

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Old Days

i look back on the days 
and remember the times as I cried  
see them fly away 
and think of a rhyme 
i said some bad things 
did some stupid stuff even grin at a mistake  
but i guess my apologies 
weren't enough to hold onto  

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the anchor

when someone says you need to forgive someone for something
that does not mean you are saying what they did was okay
when they tell you to just let it go,unhook the anchor...
they mean for you,not for them,see a better day
you are giving someone power,when you let them affect your life to that extent
so forgive someone for YOUR own sake,actually DOES make sense
you hear alot of cliche' things,especially growing up like i did
but at the end of the day,i refuse to let them be that big
the creepy man that scarred you for life,or maybe an abusive husband
the girl that plays mindgames with the good man that's in love with her
that mother who let the stepfather abuse you cause' she "loved him"
or the father that drank and said nothing but "okay" and "sure"
no matter what your situation,you must forgive them promptly
you must forgive them for you,not for them,this doesn't mean it wont be rocky
it's hard to forgive, but its even harder to forget
but if you hold onto these grudges you will regret
you will become a bitter human being,with tons of exhausting baggage
thinking about these things and re-feeling them will run you ragged
trust me,i've lived it
im trying to fix it
im not perfect,im only human
but im trying at least,to remove it
let it go.
unhook the anchor.
let it go.
unhook it from your ankle.

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Smile... the Death will change to Birth

How long can stay the happiness?
How long can stay the sadness?

Nothing in this world can go always up
Nothing in this world can go only down.
Nothing in this world remains the same forever.

As the day changes to night,
And the night changes to day.

As the cold changes to warm,
and warm changes to cold.

As this natural law always change everything,
up to down and down to up.

So long as there is nothing without an opposite, smile... 

The Death will change to Birth !

Copyright Constantinos Grigoriadis © All rights reserved

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Impossible means nothing to me

Thrown into the dark,
Got right back up and fought it down.
Fought my weakness and shut it away,
Smiled, when I couldnt smile at all,
All the people who told me I can't do anything,

Well I just proved them wrong because
Impossible means nothing to me. 

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Live like theres plusure to be found

The sun dies and the moon comes to life,....

I lay awake dreaming, what life could be like,....

If I could turn back the hands of time,....

And live life from the beginning with Rhyme....

As tears lay dormant and my cries remain silent,....

My past attacks me with a depression so violent,....

I try and count the stars, but I get lost in my confusion,....

I try to recall good times and end up with an illusion,....

I can’t see what is real and I can’t feel what fake,....

So how do I live when life is too easy to break?....

I laugh, I cry, I stand, I sit, I live, I laugh, I try to forget,....

All the pain but my memories, always insist,....

Push and shove until I give in,....

This demon is to evil, how I can win,....

I lost my heart; I found a block of ice,....

I replaced it so now I shall remain cold for life,....

I try and change but this pain keeps reminding me,....

That no matter how hard I try, I’ll never be free,....

From my past. From this unyielding pain,....

And that I will always live within a storm of constant rain,....

.. ..

So as the sun dies and the night sky comes to life....

I try and count the stars, with hope that everything will be alright....

I pray that my pain will cease and that my mind will slow down,....

So until it does, I shall live like there is still pleasure to be found....

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Love me for me

Love me for me
Please do not judge me for the way I look
Don't judge me when I get sraced
Don't judge me when I make mistakes
Maybe if I was thinner he would have stayed
Maybe if I was prettyer he would have stayed
but instead  you rip out my heart
leaving it all out and exposd 
how could
I could never forgive.

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lost in space

lost in spACE
IN time and love
around it waste
all that i have
out there i go
as i tumble and dive
for this star i know
that keeps me alive
but, never so kind
not a breath of air
as my life unwind
i saw despair
in this dark eclipse
where my life i waste
just for a glimpse
once again of her face...

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A New Beginning

After bearing considerable difficulties, even foregoing great hopes, imagination justified 
kissing laughter. Merriment nicely overcame poverty, quenching ravenous sorrow, 
torment.  Ultimate vision:  wholesome xanthippe zappy.   

© November 14, 2011
Dane Ann Smith-Johnsen

Reference:  xanthippe 	ill-tempered woman
             zappy 	lively; entertaining

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Symphony Of The Narcissist

No one can hear his cry, his tears fall as they bleed. 
No one can decode the disguise, of the narcissist they see. 
As far as anyone knows, he's far above pain 
disgusted with those, who throw their pathetic lives away. 
Such wretched little beings, are much below his eyes. 
But not is all what it seems, were all victoms of his lies. 
Deep within his mind, his insecurities tear him apart. 
Perhaps because he's yet to find, the one to take his heart. 
She will be beautiful, well worth the wait. 
Their hands grasp in unison, as they elegantly fade away. 
Together they will be, until time see's its end. 
As far as the eye can see, their happiness will ascend. 
But alone he will sit, until fate brings upon this day. 
The Symphony Of The Narcissist, will continue to play.

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19 Teacher

You helped me and pushed me through all the hard work, you encourage me to 
believe in me. You told me that education was a good for a better why of life. You 
told me that without education I’m choosing a hard life. You pushed me to do 
more than I could do and I thank you.
Mrs. Spriggs on this day I like to tell you thanks for helping me when things got 
tough. I know this poem this poem is not enough to tell you thanks for everything 
you done for me but thanks for guiding me and pushing me to do better than I 
can do, you encourage me to find in me someone better thanks. Thanks for not 
giving up on me when this got tough. 
Thanks for being there when I needed you, thanks for helping me out through 
these two last years, thanks for being more than a teacher a friend to me, thanks 
for taking some of your time in helping me but not just me all my classmates too 
I’m share with all there heart they thank you too for everything you done for them 
thank you, thanks for believing in me and trusting me, thanks for not quieting on 
me, thanks for all your support. 
You give me the confidence to be a better person and made me believe in me, 
thank you for changing my life, thank you for being that special teacher that 
helped me change my life. Thank you and I hope you help other kids like you 
helped me. 
Thank you.

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Blue Bird

Blue Bird

All alone inside of my magical little paradise called my mind is an peaceful and quiet, the sun is like a gentle kiss on the cheek, and the people are just so warm and friendly but watch out because if you open your eyes everything you once knew will be gone. This magical little realm has an bloody little twist to it. The sun that was once as comforting as an warm blanket was in fact the glistening moon and the empty black sky, and the people are now all blood thirsty monsters that are no longer affected by the sun light are now out for blood.

I run to escape the sickening but yet oh so enticing scent of blood and failure, I run to escape the screams of those who's lives were cut just too short, and I run to escape the sight of the undead, blood thirsty zombies who are on the hunt for others to join their group. I'm running, running to safety and security but all the time there's nothing but pit falls and traps. I'm running and success isn't that far away but just then I see prince charming I stop and become distracted by his promising words but just then he too becomes a monster. I scream and try to run but I just can't you trap me in fire and I can't escape. 

My mind goes numb, I can feel the darkness further enclose around me, my mind goes blank, and I forget about everything. On the inside I'm screaming, fighting, kicking to get away but on the outside I'm a love sick puppy. I know I'm stronger than this but there's something about you that I just can't get over. Just as the darkness seems to grow closer an light appears and an blue bird fights off my nightmare monster and takes me back to my snowy paradise where I'm safe and at peace and I continue my lonely dark and cold path to my brightly lite future with the little blue bird by my side reminding me that I am and will forever be loved by both my family, people who actually care about me, and god.

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Stop Fighting Me, And Happy Brithday

I'm old enough and therefore wise;
With age our brains grow bigger in size.
So I wish for you a long, long life,
So your brain can grow bigger and stop causing strife.
And although we often disagree,
There’s a strong hope that I can see,
For it’s birthday time; a year has passed;
Your brain is getting bigger fast.
Before too long, your bulb may light;
No longer will you want to fight,
Because when you have a brighter mind,
It will be easier for us to think in kind.
With each year you live your thinking grows stronger,
And that’s why I wish you’ll live a whole lot longer.
Happy Birthday!

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Throughout the world's history,
we read compelling stories
of the defending soldiers of the tenderest age;
and we can be moved to tears
by the purity of their courage:
they died on the battlefield,
never breaking their promise
or fall short of integrity... 

Defending soldiers of the tenderest age as handsome
as the daffodils of the undulating fields,
nothing scares you when it comes
to protecting your motherland with that freedom: 
as intrepid as the eagles in the open skies...
Defending soldiers as true as warriors,
you push forward with the victorious thought
of becoming nothing more 
than the boldest soldiers:
seeing the smokey sky blast;
rescuing the wounded and closing the eyes
of the fallen ones bleeding on the burned grass...

If I were younger, and I had the same resistance,
I would fight with the indomitable spirit you own;
but my contribution is merely sympathetic words on paper,
which one of you will read on your return
to the homeland when all wait on you united in fond prayer:
with ribbons on trees and flags in their hands....   

Defending soldiers of the tenderest age,
all past heroes had one special trait:
the persistance and will to prevail,
and the final victory on their breath;
when everything else seemed to fail,
an indisputable faith prevented another threat...

Copyright 2008 by Andrew Crisci

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she  is  the  best.they  can  get  angrey.but  she  always  will  be their  for 
you.when  you  have  a   have  a  problem she  will always  help.thats  what  
mothers  are  for

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Follow a dream

When your alone 

Follow a dream 
Take one step at a time 
Never settle for less 
Just continue to climp up high 
Follow your dreams 

And if you start stumble and crumble 
Please don't stop and lose your sight of goals in your life 
Press up high to the top 
Cause only on top high 
You can see your whole view 

Can we see what we have done so far 
And what we can do 
Keep pressing up high to thy sky 
And follow that dream you long to have 
Just follow a dream 
By Brian Otoole

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No one else comes close to you as I do							
For we are best of friends,									
And my deepest feelings to you is love for am in love 				
With you, Give me the chance to fill these holes of neglect			
In which you desire in a man,								
To love and beloved, so open your heart to me alone 				
And no one else											
For there will be no one else								
Just you and me in the crowd, knowing full well love has 			
Brought us together sharing the kisses that that last in our life			
Time and unite us together in anticipation						
As the birth of our offspring is yet unborn,						
Waiting for that day to come as we bring our heart together,			
Which make our love last in our life time for there is 				
No one else but you.

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Me' Fury

Me’ Fury

Me’ fury, ensue, inasmuch of the bullies; my halo es leaning, me’ grimace is beaming, my hand on the hilt, mahound be at awe, es me’ duty

Sheathe the’ inedible reach, lid thy albinism duress, your forehead me’ claymore to rest, snipe fell manual take topheth, down to the cove shall descend 

Coffer, tricely  Mankind, pending another one come, donion debar de devil, Lord with the wade, or bis mein Woden o hoard 

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To the Cities They Marched

Lofty notions ruffled amongst the rustics, 
reaching amongst the less broody of the brunch.   

As the cities held the wealth of the dreams, the men clambered upon the star lights and the moon beams.

Grasping in vain of the growls of their plump old wives, they moved and found solitude in sorrow amongst the grey curling mass of a myriad of broken lives.   

They grazed amongst the smut of the shadows and sank beneath the cracks.  

By a city they had been betrayed.   

Nothing now but skies of greys of the sodden slaves sleeping on sadness and sorrow.

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The Night and Her Ways/Lost Under The Sun

there is a moon,
shining all alone
under all seas looming side to cloud
fall in our night and wait for the one who makes
slip in the prowl
the beasts hold night at growl
howling their sorrows
move midnight forever is tomorrow
come to our dark we run deep in the dusk
trust your lost soul while wait here for the sun

trust your yearning haven safely break
grey sky a-standing
standing far astray

lost under the sun
lost under the sun
lost under the sun 
lost under the sun

there is a place
marble floor and blue
there is a space 
that was meant for what was you
summer now white a different sort of lone
cold in our skin deeps
looking towards our glow

lost under the sun
lost under the sun
lost under the sun
lost under the sun

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Anthem (part two)

I come to you so humbly
But I have something to show we

What can a sweeper so they
Clean our streets that’s the way

Can’t you see this wonderful delight
This strange device that gives of light 

They thought, we are annoyed
Hear our plea it must be destroyed

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broken promises

you   said  you  were  gonna  take  me   to  the  movie's 
you  said  you were   gonna   take  me out  for  dinner
you    said you  were  gonna  take  me  to  the  mall
but   you     broke  your  word.

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life's insight

I had to be strong and not falter
Remember our wedding day?
You ran from the alter
Didn’t want to talk to anyone wanted to be alone
Remember our conversation on the cellphones?
You expressed your doubts
And began to shout
Recalling a fight from moths ago
When friends and us all went out

I embraced you with words
And foiled your concerns
We both couldn’t ignore
What our hearts yearned 

We shed our tear
And shared a cry
Look at us now 
We’re doing fine
2 years later a beautiful lady
Hugs, kissed, and endless smiles
Expecting our first baby

What a good mother
 You never scold
Lilly Ann we hoard like treasure
That’s our precious gold

We shed tears
And shared a cry
Look at us now
We are a family with our own house 
And we are doing fine

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For me

Letting go never makes it easier,
And with hope confusion only builds 
I opened my heart and I'm too terrified to let it close
My walls took so long to fall
My mind tells me to rebuild and start new 
A impenetrable wall must be made, just to not let this world put me in my grave
But my heart loved and was free
Love you found me just to remind me of everything I will never be? 
The words circle in my head, It's just not there anymore
I felt my soul as it tore
God, haven't I lost enough?
Hasn't this world taught me not to trust for too long 
The feeling of knowing it'll never be the same won't be shaken 
How could I be so blind, to think I could change your mind 
But when my world falls down, I swear I'll run 
Yet I stand still like my heart is holding a load gun 
I swore I would never let you go, But like a childhood dream 
I thought if I wanted it, then it would be
All I wanted was for you to love me
The fairy tails I read, lied to me, They swore that love was all you would need 
The darkness rolled into my happy land 
As I realize I really did loose my man
And I hold on to the hope that I hate like it'll save me from my desolate fate 
Just let this be, and we will see
But with all my pain and all my loss I feel my love drift away 
And like countless times before everyone leaves and they don't know why
My tears consume me, and I hate myself for believing in love 
My anger kept me alive, and you stripped that away so I knew that you were the one that would stay 
So now I am left in no man's land 
Not knowing to let go, But praying and begging you will come save me 
I can't make you love me again, But as you walked away 
I realize that there wasn't a single day I thought you wouldn't be with me 
I thought I knew heart break I thought I could handle pain 
But through this I see, That I was a broken me 
You put me together, you raised me higher then I've ever been
And the fall from there has been my worse
I know I'm a shell of me, because you showed me how to be free 
So if hope dies, Even through my relentless tries
I will never love again, I can't take proving my father right, I can't take this pain 
It took true happiness to understand true pain 
And if I make it through this still sane 
I'll never do this to myself again, For this is the worlds biggest sin, To watch someone walk away that was the only one you let in    

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Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
Cutting’s not the answer.
People care about you.

Roses are blood,
Violets are dead,
See that laying under her,
That happens to be her last bed.

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thank you

thank you  for the  nice things you  say   about  me.
thank you  for the  nice thing's you  bought  me
thank you  for  doing  good  things  with  me.
thank you  for  helping me when i   needed  a  helping  hand.
now  what's  all  left  to  say  is...................................
thank  you  thank  you  thank  you  thank you

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Creation Conceals within Conclusion

Creation Conceals within Conclusion
Returning home, alas, long forgotten
Alone no more, an entwined surprise
The essence of one, unseen, a Delusion
The presence of self, unknown, begotten
Together no less, an unwounded lies

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shattered! i am closed down. my life is slowly breaking as more pains come in. i am hurt and i am sad. i am in denial.

disappointed! i am hurting and i am crying. i cry but my tears do not matter to anybody.

life! is this all there is to it? sufferings, pains and agonies? i am done for it. fed up! i have lost the fire to see tomorrow. that fire which ignites hope. oh! did i just mention hope?

hope! just what i need. wait! i have hope. i just dont have it with me or in me. hope is that which revives and it is just what am missing... a revival. i so much want to hope. ok, now i am hoping to have hope. does that mean that i already have hope? is it that am not just believing? well, then help me believe. i so much want to believe. i feel so alone and let don.

deserted! unwanted and hated! those words are ever in my mind. they echo in my dreams and in my sleep. they haunt me. the air i breathe is that of resentment and rejection. all i know about myself is that i am filthy.

yes! filthy. but not literally. stupid is the word she used. how could i not have seen it coming? am i really dumb as the other one put it?

stuck! i dont have the answer to that. ignorant he is, am sure you are telling yourself. i am slowly letting go. the people that matter to me most, the closest and the trusted have made me become this shallow person. my self esteem is dead and none of them care for it. i am a burden to most of them and you know yourselves. some have told me off. some have shown it and some of you are just about to.

why? i ask myself. what have i really done? yes! i know. i falter alot but do you have to hate me with all that is in you? i cry when i sit to think of my life, my friends, my family, my loved ones and what they all do to me. is there anything i can do to atleast feel a bit of your love? even just for a day?

i wonder! why am i still living? why am i still alive in this world where no one even wants to hear my name? letting go. but wait! maybe there is hope. all i can do is hope. and i wish!

i wish mum was still around. she's the only person that ever genuinely loved me. i hurt her, i insulted her, i disrespected her but yet she loved me even more. she taught me how to love and i loved. what did i get in return? hatred, resentment and all that i get from most of you.. why?

God! look upon me. show me your love and mercy. make me believe and give me the fire to hope.

i have one mind.

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dark room,no light
not day,at night
soft kisses on my neck
gentle leg caress
quiet whispers in the dark
melting my heart
skin on skin
chest to chest
making love to you
is the best
i've never felt so beautiful
ive never felt so alive
everything feels so good
i think i might die
a noise squeeks out of my mouth
a noise ive never heard
any other time im silent
not a whisper,a whimper,a word
but you,you set me free
you let me be me
chest to chest
cheek to cheek
all the passion is starting to leak
i hold you tight,there's no-one above you
whispers both ways softly
"i love you"
creating a life
half of you half of me
how in the world can this be?
so amazing,so truthful
so wonderful and bright
i close my eyes
remember this night
lock it away in my head
save it for myself
ive never loved so much
never ever felt
so perfect,so alive
so beautiful,i cry
and you,just you
are all i need
all i need is you,just you
my chest to your back
a kiss on the cheek
close my eyes and remember all the things around me
how you smell,how you taste
how do people cheapen such a beautiful thing?
to have something feel this good,this right
creating our child,you turn on the light
and the last thing you say when i ask you not to
is im leaving it on..i need to see you

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Alot In Me

Afraid to sleep at night
Too much on my mind
And I pray that god
Will guide my heart
Will save me right in time
And my joy melts into stressing
I have no one to lift me high
And now the madness in me
Is gathering
Having no where left to hide
Every day in my life,
There's a problem I have to find inside
But somewhere inside my heart,
A diamond lies deep inside
And I hope I'm gonna be saved in time
So you see I got a lot in me
But there's more than this for me
When god lands his hands to heal my heart
I'll be just fine
And the madness that surrounds my heart
It shatters as they land
See I grew up on a painful road.
But I learned to block the pain
No, I wont give up tomorrow
Because I'll come to life

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A Smurf, A Dragon, And A Cygnet

I am blue,
So very blue.
Maybe, I am literally blue,
Like that unhappy little Smurf.
I want to have some real friends.

He is red,
So very red.
Maybe, he is literally red,
Like that anger-reddened dragon.
He needs to learn to listen a bit.

She is white,
So very white.
Maybe, she is literally white,
Like that poor frightened cygnet.
She needs to learn to talk a bit.

Hold on a minute, we can all become best friends!
We could definitely bring our grudges to their ends.

My blueness blends well with your redness, mister.
My blueness blends well with your whiteness, miss.
We would become colorful like them rainbows later!
We could help each other and then all be in a bliss! 

Our souls have different colors for each individual,
We must learn to appreciate them; it's always vital.

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The Heart

The Lost Heart

If it beats_ _ it still respires
if it aches _ It still senses
if it breaks _ it still feels
if it qualms _ it still rectifies

if it hurts _ it still dears
if it crawls _ it still mooches
if it desires _ it still floats
if it’s alone _ it still misses

if it sleeps _ it still glares
if it stops _ it still fears
if it bleeds _ it still cares
if it dies _ it still fades

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I'll Show You

I'll Show You.
I want to show you.
Just where my head is. 
Where my mental notes. 
Write you into existence. 
Where your ticking.
Is the very essence.
That keeps my time alive. 
I want to show you.
Where my heart is. 
Where my beating rain. 
Pours you into my felicity. 
Where a future without you.
Shreds the wings of angels.
Making them mortal.
I want to show you.
Where my love is.
Where my yearning gates.
Open you into my amour.
Where in the light.
You shine brighter than the brightest star.
I want to show you.
Where my trust is.
Where my faithful walls.
Collapse you into my certainty.
Where in the dark.
You shine showing me my way out. 
I'll show you.
Because my words.
Are the sand I walk upon.
I’ll show you.
Because my actions.
Are the foundation to a truth.
I’ll show you.
Because I care.
I'll show you. 
Because I love you.

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What Fear Fed On

The venom that rains
Got you
In the desert
And a spirit
Weak in brevity
Strong but unbelieving
That’s what fear fed on
Fear fed on you

Society cuts
Flying wings
As to drain
The courageous soul
Of its hope
And then
People die
Rich with power
Power they never used
That’s what fear fed on
Fear fed on you

I see plain pain
In your eyes
Hurt laughing at you
You’re afraid
To ever love again
Because your past
Caused you wounds
So you walk agape
In a cold escape
That’s what fear fed on
Fear fed on you

I see your dried tears
On your broken face
But a determination
You’ve been robbed of
That’s what fear fed on
Fear fed on you

So will you
Forever sulk
Forever your conscience bulk
In a pessimist bask?

Or will you
Your mantle take
And fear forever shake
For you live dead
When fear drives your head

That’s what fear fed on
Fear fed on you

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I am Yours

I am yours

Don’t leave me Lord
For losing your presence I cannot afford
You guide me you comfort me I want you here
I love how you always feel so near
I am in your arms I am yours to hold
You keep my spirit warm while my heart is so cold
Please stay with me to the ends of the earth
For you have shown me what I am worth
I am yours you have made me new
You forgive me for all the evil I do
I don’t have to worry I am not scared
For you saved me and my heart is repaired
You are by my side until the end of the day
Oh how you love me in every way

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In your eyes

certain words wont come out
a confused emotion filled with doubt
eyes tell the hearts desires
see the sin in the eyes of liers
is there truth, is there trust
is existance only a wim of lust
suddenly a whisper in the wind
reminded you of a commited sin
holding back the pain is lifted
standing strong when the earth has shifted
a breaking inside your chest
a sleeping body that receives no rest
your knes are weak, emotion strong
innocence that wont last long
eyes are open, mind is shut
this open wound, a bleeding cut
a single breath deeper then the rest
pushing you to do your best 
make it through another day
may your eyes tell whatever your heart can not bring you to day

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Shine on

To shine ,to shine is to stand 
no matter how deep we may 
Even when we've lost the fight,
even when their wrong were 
Even though fear may stare 
you in the face,
you learn to face;face it  head 
no matter how short , no 
matter how weak.
You manage to break through 
that wall,
to shine;to shine will define 
who you are.

by Gladys m masso

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        Hope, the lack of fear,
        Travelling through desperate ears.  
        Ignited for those who are dear,
        The heart is where hope is seared.

         Desperation, the lack of hope,
         Weakening us, making us weep.
         But truth be told we are not weak,
         For a sliver of hope can do the trick.

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Righteous War

My vengeance is righteous

my war is just

truth is my sword

cutting through lies

Justice shield me

attacks made are to no effect

May God judge between you and I

see my deeds

I didn't start this fight

in order to save my life

I must end it

It isn't my intent

to bring one to their knees

nor to shed blood

may the record show

this engagement was forced upon me

to defend my life

sweat will fall

blood will pour

until I declared just

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I know

I Know
I know that I am confused
my feelings and emotions seem distant from me.
I know that I care; but my past experiences
have blunted my expression.
I know that I was meant to be more - and I'm not.
I know that I question love or infatuation -
which is which? - where am I?
I know that I am uncertain of your feelings; frustration -
I know that sometimes I wish I could end it all, right now,
but, what if?
I know I'm almost at the end of my rope with frustration,
anger and depression.
I know that my life (or lack of) is tightening that rope.
I know that I am uncertain of everything - even you,
even me, even us.
I know that forever seems to be out reach.
And I know that I don't know why...

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123 nurse says push babies first breath babies first cry baby looking mama in the eye beautiful site
 123 baby teething baby shots so many tears mama wishes she could stop yet learning 
words and making friends well half way anyway teaching that no no can go both ways
 Shes mastering abc's and saying thank you and please all in 1 2 3 she might even be a prodigy
1 2 3 everyones applauding at her first speech and shes going out for ice cream chocolate her favorite flavor without the cheery on top just to sweet
daddy kisses mama on the cheek at least hes not not drunk just happy when  happy drunk he tounges he punches walls not tonight hes happy cause shes graduating
 1 2 3 shes about to pop the question daddy mama can i have a boyfriend an argument quickly ensues daddys mad cause mamas not taking it serious enough she laughed that was the wrong thing to do at home the girl goes straight to the room.
1 2 3 the arguing has finally ceased but theres a creaking down the hall 123 theres a stranger entering the room its to dark to see but she knows its her daddy hes come to give her a whippin at this time of night and hes telling her shes deserving of it all and tonight he says hell teach her about life 123 this this is wrong and they both know it hes going to molest her hes going to wreck her at 13 when she had her whole life ahead of her
 1 2 3 bang theres a gasp mama pulled the trigger daddy took his last breath theres blood on the  bed mama holds her daughter and cries
123 ambulance announce him dead on scene mamas put in handcuffs daughter goes to foster care mama in jail until the court date life is hell for the both of them till the judge speaks his peace he says for the crime commited i give you no time for protecting your child from a monster in the dark but i give you three seconds to leave this court room before i give you more than just community service and in 123 they escaped the courtroom to freedom never looking back   

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All I got is my life and a dream
Just as hard as it may seem
Everyday i'm coming up with a different scheme
Every time I turn around it some different mess
Thanking god for every bless
Too thristy to rest
This is a dream i'm takeing from my soul
Its my time to make the dice role
Talk about me so
Too real to be knocked down
Just know this is my time around
Get ready for a different sound
This is a dream i'm going to make happen
The season is now or never
I had this feeling since forever
This a taste I will forever savor

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Truly true

Without hope I've been living 
Having been hurt before, with 
my heart being empty!
But then I stumbled on your 
light and now for the first time 
I could see.
How can I explain what 
you've done to me lucy?
All this who could foresee?
Now I have hope of moments 
in my life I like to call..happy!
Ever since I met you-
I've been scared of these 
feelings because they are
still new.
I severally catch myself 
thinking of the best way to 
Hoping one day you’ll return 
my confession showing that 
you care!
After deep thoughts of you, 
sadly, comes the reality
And I keep wondering, Does 
this happen only to me?
Many poems I write everyday,
I cant sleep neither night nor 
I keep lingering the moments 
we've met
How much longer do I have 
to write,
After how long will I tell you 
This feeling is indulged so 
deep inside
But still I've tried my best not 
to show, yet I cant hide!
There are many times I steal a 
moment to come and see you
Because everytime I do it I 
experience something new?
Please tell me what to do,
Now that my love for you is 
truly true.
Tell me please lucy,
I'm I late or timely?
If only I could hold you and 
have you next to me-
This aching that I feel would 
finally set me free!

-Kirega Titus©

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America, the abundant, the place I was born 
I'll cherish till the day I die.
Where the bones of past heroes lie buried in the ground 
Who loved her the same as I.

Her mountains are so tall they reach for the sky;
With prairies where the green grasses grow.
There's billions of trees where wild birds nest
With creatures that flourish below.

That blue gold called water with which we are blessed
As raindrops or crystallized snow;
Changes to rivers and fresh water lakes
While the winds of our seasons blow.

There's the haunt of a whistle from a lonely freight train 
Racing on ribbons of steel
With the harvest of farms and from the factories 
Balanced in a box on a wheel.

Some cities have buildings a hundred stories tall, 
Structures of concrete, glass and steel.
A statue in a harbor, a present from France, 
Describes how, inside, we feel.

That flag on the moon with red and white stripes
Proves America’s dreams come true.
A country of heroes who line up to protect
The past, the present and the few.

We’ll defeat terrorism as it should be fought
Never letting Satan’s horde chase us to our door.
Safeguarding our borders and system of life
As our forefathers sacrificed before.

Never be afraid to be proud of America
And march with the brave, faithful and just.
Refusing to submit to the will of our enemies
Standing firm to preserve what we trust.

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If freedom is attained by sacrificing lives,
even those of the youngest age,
then what makes these men so brave:
to hold up their flag and make it wave in each challenging battle?
A spirit that is undefeatable...
to give this honorable flag all they have!  
If protecting and defending their Country
has that voracity and ambiguity:
to up-hold their values so rooted in fairness,
what other scope could sway them from their perseverance?  

True as it , reality can be very scary:
the Romans used the cornu and the tuba, the American colonists 
used the fife; others used the trumpets and drums, 
or just beating their shields with swords to panic the enemy,
and be ready to attack and knowing they would die...
made them the warriors that death called to a great destiny!
But today it takes more willingness
and strength for a soldier to fight!   

I'm not a soldier, but a poet extending his heart-felt sympathy
by writing this ode to praise and exalt this wonderful liberty
we often take for granted by lessening its worth;
see the wounded soldiers grieving for others and hiding their hurt!
Go and greet them as they get off the battleships;
shake their hands and hug them to show your appreciation and solace:
their wounds won't heal...if nothing is said with a thankful and grateful voice!
Make them really proud and up-lift their troubled thoughts
by giving them this honorable flag, stained by blood and sanctified by sacrifice:
only then their anger and bitterness can dissolve in kindness! 

Welcome home, soldiers... welcome to your humble palace,
that can certainly be the most serene place;
put away your weapons, display your pictures
and admire your memorabilia evoking memories...
undying as love and so admirable and patriotic!
Remember the splendor and glory of your star-spangled flag,
and envision other ages when men won't have to fight anymore!
Kiss and hold your wives and children...the jewels you have never lost!  
This honorable flag is the distinguishable symbol of your dedication,
and your incomparable courage when the hardest choice confirmed your intention!  

Dedicated to the brave American soldiers defending freedom

Copyright 2009 by Andrew Crisci

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We'll defeat terrorism as it should be fought
Never letting Satan's horde chase us to our door.
Safeguarding our borders and system of life
As our forefathers sacrificed before.

Never be afraid to be proud of America
And march with the brave, faithful and just.
Refusing to summit to the will of our enemies
Standing firm to preserve what we trust.

America has survived all attempts to destroy
Knowing the cruelty and sorrow of war
And we who remain must help keep her free
For those who can march no more!

Those who wish to be President
Must practice what they teach.
For their people need inspiring
To believe what they preach.

Take heed therefore, unto yourselves
You overseers of the flock
Or the voters shall cast you out
For your futures are not of rock.

Life may place us in deep waters
Though it doesn't wish us to drown.
It's our past record that lets others know
Who we are as we smile or frown.

If you wish to be remembered
From the truth you must never part.
Power corrupts the best of us
When we stop listening to our heart.

By Tom Zart

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The Truth

Whats this love for? Is it worth it this time?
Are you gonna break my heart? 
Are you truly gonna be mine? 
Guys will say anything behind those jail walls , but 
the sad thing is I wouldn't believe you even if you 
weren't in jail at all.
You've done some horrible things Bobby. 
You truly broke my heart.
When I lost you my whole damn world feel apart.
I'm not saying that to make you feel bad.
I'm saying that cause when I lost my whole world got sad.
I'm not perfect never have been but , I truly loved you 
and still remained your friend.
Now 7 years later the same words you once said.
I love you Megan , I need you so bad.
The sound of your voice is still the same and hidden in your words are lies.
Things are different this time. I'm not the same girl.
If you try to play games with me I promise I will get the highest score.
I won't fall for it this time I'm mean it I do.
I won't let another guy put me threw what you put me threw , not even you.
If you love me we can hold each other threw all this bad weather.
We can get threw it together , but if you hurt me its gonna be bad. 
Not trying to sound mean but my pride is all that I have. 
I promise to love you & be there till the end , and if *****gets to 
deep I promise to remain your friend. 
I hope you do the same , but I hope even more you mean what your saying.
Just be honest Bobby thats all I ask. If you do that I willing to let go of the past.
I wont bring it up no more , if you can show me there's a reason I fell in love with you.
I want to know there is love behind all this pain we've been threw.
If you can do that then the sun will truly shine , and the gas is greener on the other side.
Most of I will be your everything and you'll be mine.
I'll love and cherish you and when you do time I'll do time.
Like Bonnie & Clyde if you show me you love me , I'll ride or die. 
To the end of time , you could be the only man that's on my mind.
That's precious. Getting me to say some *****like that is a blessing.
I hope you learned your lesson. Your 34 I hope your ready to man up , and be all 
that you can be and more. You owe to it yourself but even more to your kids.
You need to show them their dad's not as bad as everyone says he is. 
I know together we can make it. If I didn't it would be heartbreak that I'm risking
So please hear my words their is more to life than trying to put yourself in the dirt.
Stand up and realize what your worth I want you to love yourself and remember I 
loved you first. 

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Secret love

Loneliness knocked on my door tonight once again 
but when she came inside and saw you 
she was jealous and left us alone. 
Our night is here. 
I close my eyes. 
I open my hug and I try in the darkness to touch you. 
My lips half open waiting for your kiss. 
The dream has started. 
One life begins 
Another is cooling. 
I hide the dream. 
It is mine. 
My secret dream is living just for me and you every night. 
If I try to share that with you during the day 
I am afraid that I will lose it forever. 
You are my night fairy. 
When the day comes you go, 
but I know that tomorow night 
I will wait for you in my dream again. 
My secret love for you is alive every night 
And I am... 

A happy night dreamer

Copyright Constantinos Grigoriadis © All rights reserved

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embrace you

feel with your heart 
think with your head 
block out with the walls 
turn off when it becomes to much
smile with your eyes 
scream out with your lungs 
cry out with your scars
punch with your words 
hug with your arms
walk with the souls of your feet
run into walls and turn around 
stand your ground 
your here for a reason
just need to find it 
good luck ?

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Yes,I can do it

Yes…I can do it

Though there will be problems in the beginning
Try to search for the solution                                       
Remember there is no problem in this world
Which comes without any resolution.
No matter how hard is the situation 
 No matter how difficult is the problem
Keep a positive attitude towards it,  
 And always say to yourself , Yes... I can do it.

You will surely get an answer
You will definitely reach to the end
That’s what life is all about 
 Which teaches you a lesson ... my friend.

  Always aim at your target and
  Try to pass the obstacle and overcome it.
  You will come to a conclusion
  and success will be standing there to greet.

Never give up on small problems
Never think that you cannot solve it.
Keep a ' problem solving attitude '
and say to yourself, Yes...I can do it..

There will be people who will create new problems
But very few who can solve them.
So become a part of the winning team
And get to the root and resolve them.

Nothing will be as good as reaching to the solution
You will be happy if you overcome it.
So, always keep the positive attitude and...
Say to Yourself.... Yes… I Can Do it....

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Sad and Alone

Sad and alone,
I see you cry.
"Look at me,
please dont tell me a lie!"

You try to speak,
But no words come out.
I see the tear,
and start to shout.

"You were with her 
and not with me"
You try to speak,
But I cry "LET ME BE!"

Walking off,
I break slowly down.
I hear your voice,
and start to frown.

"Leave me alone,
and dont come back,
Maybe now that your gone,
my life will be on track"

Five weeks gone,
and Im still bleeding.
Its your love you gave me,
that I am needing.

My heart breaks,
cause your not here.
Your probely with her,
That's something I fear.

I know your happy,
But Im dying inside.
I wish you were here,
So we could go for that ride.

I cant live like this,
I hate being apart.
But I hate you so,
But you'll always be in my heart.

I'll be alone,
& Im sure you wont be doing the same,
You'll be out with her,
which I find extremly lame.

Looking out the window,
I see her with another lad.
I smile and call you up,
It's now time for you to be sad.

You cry your heart out,
Telling me what to do now.
I tell you I still love you,
and we start a new row.

You can run after her if you want to,
and ask her to stay.
She'll say she loves you,
But she will betray.

We could never really be together,
Cause you love her so.
So I just rip your picture up,
and scream "Just GO"

Never will I love again,
cause you tore me apart.
So dont come back,
otherwise I'll break your heart.

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Heaven's Time and Space.

                          Take my hand through heaven time and space.
                         There is a little path we could take.I'll be there
                         by your side.Just show me the way.Take my
                        hand through heaven time and space.There
                        is a little path we could take.I will be there in
                        time,just wait and see.

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Beautiful Happy Brithday

Happy birthday on this beautiful day,
There's so many things, I just want to say.
You inspire many, with your thoughts and actions,
We're all so grateful, for your calm reactions.

Happy birthday on this beautiful day,
You've always been there, when we needed you to stay.
Kindness and thoughtfulness is your forte,
Our love for you, we wish to convey.

Happy birthday on this beautiful day,
We wish you the best, without any delay.
Hope you enjoy it, from beginning till end,
Here's a hug and kiss, we're ready to send. 

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Someday we'll be together again 
Maybe standing alone in a heavy rain
Oh! I believe you'll come that day
Making that moment emotional and grey

Yes someday we'll be together
Standing in some beautiful weather

Heartily waiting for that day to 
Till then no matter come what may
Heartlessly I am imagining your pain 
Day by day it's making me insane

Hope that day comes soon in our
Day when you'll accept me as your wife

Inside myself I am dying so badly
Even the hilarious moments go sadly
I wish all your pain becomes all mine
So that once again your smile can shine

I promise you I'll forget you never 
You'll live in my heart forever and ever

Never leave me alone or I'll die
And it's not like any other lie
It is only you for whom I cry 
Oh it is you for whom I can die

Please someday come back to me
Take me in your arms and say that to me
I am sure someday "we will" be together 
Will fall in your arms in some romantic weather!

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LORD with me

When I was a child, Mom said am at your side,
When I joined school, teachers were there to rule,
I was growing in fast pace,was running a life race,
I looked aside , I looked behind - I saw my LORD walking beside

When I was grown , my dreams were high on
Parents were worried , cause I always used to hurry
They imbibed their ethics , but my mind was under critics
I looked aside , I looked up right - I saw my LORD walking close by

When I passed my teens , my beauty could be seen
Sin entered to its brim , I just couldn't be clean
I was told to follow the Gospel - Jesus was there to Answer
I knew LORD was there, somehow and somewhere
Though my sins were washed over , all due to Jesus favour
I peeped in and I peeped out -I saw my LORD was still walking out

All days of my life - LORD wanted me to be really right
I could hardly believe , what my blind eyes could never see.
Oh it was my LORD - Who walked with me all across
I was saved in HIS arms -- YES I was walking with my LORD
Through JESUS I could live - Soveriegn LORD now will forgive
In my past the TRUTH walked WITH ME
Today in my present TRUTH is walking IN ME !!!!


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Getting Over You

No more tears do I want to cry,
Along with continuing to ask why
I need to get over loving you,
It's what I know I have to do
I no longer wish to feel pain,
Instead, I hope to love once again
I seek a man who is honest and true,
One who'll make sure I'm never blue
He'll give to me all of his heart,
Then with his love, we'll never part
He must be out there somewhere,
And I'm praying fate will take me there

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Reverend King, one of the most influential black leaders
To ever march for civil rights and justice
Was born to a minister and a teacher of school.
Educated to where he earned his P.H.D.
Becoming a pastor marching against what was unfair and cruel.

Leading a boycott to protest bus segregation
He gained national prominence in 1955 and 56.
As he preached and marched for freedom for all
He was jailed, threatened, spat on, and beaten
As for peaceful demonstration he would call.

Marching to Washington, D.C. in 1963
He was one of the leaders of faith
Voicing concern for the plight of the poor.
Soon there after, he was killed by a sniper
In Memphis, supporting workers rights and more.

King dedicated one of his books to his children
Praising God and praying for mankind’s future
With words for all to prayerfully remember.
To be judged, not by color, but by character
Shunning violence never to surrender.

Dr. King will be remembered down through history 
As a man whose mission in life was the enrichment of others.
“A Soldier For The Lord” with goodness of heart
Risking everything for man’s freedom and equality. 
From his legacy of self-sacrifice we must refuse to part.  

By Tom Zart

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Stop Look and Listen

A poem that I myself must writ
Because the contest calls for it
Cautiously I grab my pen
Deciding words from end to end
Extracting words from who knows where
Feeling right, I put them there
Gosh I hope this wins for me
Happiness or perhaps top three
Ignoring all my failed poems past
Jonsing for a win at last
Kindly place this near the top
Loosing contests has to stop


Look I’m tired of loosing
On this you have my word
Objectively I write poems
So my words are heard
I’ve got to stop this loosing
No ifs or ands or buts
Give my poem a placement before I go plum nuts


Pretty Pathetic Pleading for Poetry Placement Perse
Loosing Leaves Libido Lethargic no Leeway

Mdailey	7/11/11 for Debbie Guzzi’s contest – Aye, Aye, and a Mistress

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To grow old to be bitter,
to not bury your soul in what moves you.
To take that first leap of of faith.
To soothe your ambitions your hopes, your dreams.
To slap wrist when : I tried ,I cant i give up arises
in your mind.
To walk freely think lightly, 
to move forward,
to grab on

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I Hope

Sometimes I think the sleeping baby dreams of
Maybe to be back in the womb unknown yet
The mother's life is on  the line from a bet
Before she her parents had her life set
Until a fatale car crash
Now we say sunrise to sunset
I hope one day it'll change, one day it'll stop
We as a people will be on top
Often I lend a helping hand
Tell a trouble child they can
Be all they be
see all they can see
Bullies are enemies today 
Friends tomorrow
I said i'm sorry  can i have your heart to barrow
I hope one day it'll change, one day it'll stop
We as a people will be back on top
I always make sure I listen
I don't want the cops to have me in cuffs on my wrist in
Back of the car screaming I didn't do it
I didn't see it
Now i'm in front of the judge
My heart's pounding, legs turning to fudge
Now i;m stuck in a 4 wall cage
At a very early age
My life is over
That's why I hope
We as a people can cope

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new baby

this is a true story just so everyone knows hes my nephew from doris.

           he was born in saint joe's hospital.
             he was born at 2:10 am.
           born march 25 2008 wich seems to be the day im writing this poem.
          he weighs 8 pounds and 1 ounce.
         he is very cute.
        he's got some big feet but his feet are cute.
         he is doris lee's nephew.

i wrote this poem becaouse i just went to see him just got home an hour ago so i 
thought i would right a poem about him becouse im onley nine and he's my 
nephew i just love him so much i would write in this poem his name but i dont 
really no how becouse his name has different ways to spelling his name.

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My opponent’s huge but his brain is small
I’ll bust his chin and watch him fall.
He’ll greet the mat and moan and groan
As I stand in victory, he’ll lie alone.

Boxing is a game of sport
Loved by all both tall and short.
Cheers and shouts shall fill the air
Far more than a circus or fair.

I’ll jump the ropes and respond to the bell .
Engage in combat and fight like hell .
As the punishment begins, behold the test.
Soon the fans will know, “Who’s Best.”

By Tom Zart
Ring's Poet
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No one is immune to the pitfalls of stress 
Though some seem to avoid its toll.
The three qualities that set hardy people apart
Are love of challenge, commitment and control.

People who are happy tend to see challenge, or change
As an opportunity for growth not a threat.
Their commitment means involvement and engaging life
In marriage, children, the work place, the battle field or debt. 

Those who rate higher in their duties of commitment
Feel more meaning and purpose in what they achieve.
The third trait control, is essentially determination
To have triumphs in life by how we respond and  believe.

There are skills, habits, and traits to adopt and cultivate
Which help make the smart decisions we depend on for life.
It also helps to take time for prayer and self evaluation
To make sure we haven’t changed from the dilemmas of strife.

Optimism along with positive thinking come naturally
When our need to serve others we refuse to deny or ration.
Contentment takes hard work, grit, faith and spirituality 
Lots of love, understanding, forgiveness, and compassion.

By Tom Zart


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Come take a walk with me,
   Through this long mind’s journey,
Where inside my every thought,
    Lies a secret that I hold,

A love I cannot deny,
   That runs rich within my mind,
And keeps me awake at night,
   Until the dawn of light,

A love so strong inside,
   But yet hidden from your eyes,
Untold within my heart;

Believe me when I express,
  What my heart had longed to say,
For through these gentle words,
  You’ll come to understand,
What my heart had hidden away,

And from my deepest feelings,
  My true love will surface,
That love that will never fade,
  Cause you will always remain,
Deep within my heart.

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Heart Of A Teenager

At the heart of every teenager,/
There is confidence that's been shut down by worry and rage./
With our lack of confidence, we shrink away from the stage./ 
And yet we each put on a show of our own,/
Whether it's to fit in at school or avoid life at home./

At the heart of every teenager,/
Is the very tiniest thread/
That pulls the broken pieces together again./
For whatever reason, the heart breaks when we cry,/
Leaving that feeling of wanting to die./

At the heart of every teenager,/
Is a hint of insecurity and doubt/
That makes us want to scream and shout./
It clings on tightly and won't go away,/
So we ignore it by turning the other way./ 

At the heart of every teenager,/
Is a little hope that things will change,/
That we won't have to worry, that it will all be okay./
But of course the hope is counteracted by doubt,/
So our high-flying hope is quickly shot down./

And at the heart of every teenager,/
Is the burden that's different in all of us--/
Something we've learned to almost cover up./
But every so often, when the pressure piles on,/
The burden shows, and all our hope and happiness are gone.

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Millions of dewdrops greet the dawn,
As hungry of bees buzz the clover,
Dazzling butterflies flutter about,
As moms give love the world over.

Lessons learned at our mother’s knee,
Last a lifetime till we grow older,
Popping up when troubles accrue,
Like a whispering angel on our shoulder.

Gods gives us friends that mean so much,
Children, fathers, sisters and brothers,
Though far, far above all the rest,
No one loves us more than our mothers.

In and out of friendships, jobs and partners,
Our mothers always remain our evening star.
Those who where born to a selfish mom,
Make the rest us realize how lucky we are.

How great life is to have a good mom,
Who reads what we feel but can’t say.
Nothing means as much as her tender touch,
And for all who are without one, “we pray.”

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potray your purpose
obey the clown because this is his circus
walking slowly to realisation like a tortoise
all I need is hope and a choice
Performer against the Audience
The bench-warmer at his defence
entertained me for too long but today I shall dance
For the first time the clown will clap his hands
they lied when they said the fans are worthless
cause when u least expect it a fan will capure your fame, your life your CIRCUS

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My Fairy Muse

Always beautiful, caring,
Delicate errant fairy,
Goes hard into journey,
Kingdoms lost minds,
Nearer our precious,
Quoted real sensuality
Total undeniable vision,
With xenophilia,
Youthful zealousness

an ABC poem I wrote for my muse to honor her and praise her for the infinity of passionate 
gifts she allows me to share with the world and especially all the soup members,,Blessings

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Love for my boys

one childs young, the other old
tommorow I hope they work together as they grow

my oldest kisses the youngest on the head
if I teach him well he will show his young brother without fail

tommorow brings another day, not sure whats in the details of the day

I'm sure days will come when they will fight,but in the end when we
are gone.They will make up in time!

My hope is for the 2 familys left between the boys to intwine plus
teach the teachings that we have left behind.

We teach one time for a generations effects with a change here and their
to make the time spent the best.

I love my boys, cheers to a good future and happy and healthy families!

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Left by the Dust

My lover takes
My loneliness away
It's time to look
To look forward to a new beginning
And hope for happiness
In the new world of Where?
So we shall look longingly at her picture
And wonder

The loss
It does not shade me
My loss of success
Will hopefully only be
short lived
BUT WHAT IS THERE TO KNOW? (is it frown or foe)
Look deep inside your soul
Show me the paper and show me the

For the loveless angst has left me
The shores are cold yet the sea is deep
Pull the trigger and you get a smoking nigger
It takes away the pain -- it took HER AWAY
She is at the end of the stick
Poking a gun at your nose!

Endless smells:
I miss you - I want you back but under

But let's be friends
And NEVER speak 

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Fame, wealth, prestige, and wild women
For too long were my passions of life.
One day I found sweet liberation
When God gave my heart to my wife.

33 years we loved one another
Sharing all we possessed and more.
Last year she passed in the middle of night
Never to shadow our door.

I’m sure in rapture, she awaits
For me to arrive in heaven divine.
I’ll miss our children and grandkids too
But we’ll all reunite in time.

By Tom Zart

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We almost had it;
Almost a love story.
We could have had,
All the four letters,
Of that very word.

Loneliness is where I live without you;
Opposing me are the memories of you;
Violent nightmares come on through;
Everything seems so dead and blue.

Now in dreams we meet,
Although not so merry,
It is not so much sad.
I should ask the painters,
To paint you my world.

Love me like I love you right now;
Only then, shall we find out how;
Vicious hatred and curses we can escape,
Even if our hearts for each other they rape

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So dear to my heart are my loved ones at home
As I toss and I turn in my bunk all alone.
Everyday I see death, hate, and corruption
Combat is God’s proof of man’s malfunction

For family, comrades, and myself I pray
To my love with this poem I wish to convey.
I knew I loved you though never how much
Till by war, I’m forced beyond your touch.

Where violence thrives, there’s the stench of death
With the taste of fear on every breath.
Who shall prevail, who shall die
As the sadistic kill beneath God’s sky.

Baghdad has become man’s highway to hell
Where the hearts of darkness are alive and well,
I count each day till it’s time to come home 
And be with my love and never alone.

Love You
Your Marine 

By Tom Zart

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                                   My hero ; my savior, my saint, my friend,
                                   you come to my call to chase away the bad
                                   and make me feel safe, I've never felt so safe 
                                   as I do in your arm the security the knowing 
                                   nothing will go wrong so here I am safe in 
                                    your loving arms thank you my hero

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Brooklyn Bridge

Brooklyn Bridge

I'll go there and I'll wait for him,
I'll go to Brooklyn Bridge
Which hour I don't know

He'll come, he'll be there
To hold my hand
Willing to understand
He'll know me inside and out
My craziness, my weakness,
And what I'm all about
He'll take my passion to love, to give
He'll give it back to me.

But what if ?
One day I'll realize
That the Brooklyn Bridge is empty
It's only me who is waiting
It's only me, the sky and endless water.

I'll go to Brooklyn bridge tomorrow,
Which hour I don't know.

July 13th, 2012

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hey Dad

I miss you
Maybe, you might be missin me?
My heart is not geared for this
maybe you could help me?
help me fix this mess.

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I'm gettin it God

i'm saved
God, by you
you take away the razor
you take away the selfish
God, I have called on you
You always show up
But, you know, you are
never what I expect
You are in my face
you, YOU are in my face
illuminating my haste
and I, I don't sometimes get it 
i don't see, don't understand
real, real, real pain
or your other lands, your plans
I like too much feelin, too much falling
and THEN I'm getting it
you forgive my walls
needing me to break 
help break the those walls down
walls that keep me from my brother
you wish to give me voice
you wish to love me
wish that we Love each other
I get it

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Love Life and People

The love of life
Surely, full of strife
There is no bad
Okay, sometimes we feel sad
The joys of happiness
Far exceed the sadness of loneliness
The clan of friends
Definately mends

My faith in life
Kept me from serious strife
Of emptiness
And the quiet of wilderness
For love is surely with me
I know that and surely you can see
That peace within your soul
Should empty that role
Of anger
Which leads to danger
That I may feel sad
While I sit here in my empty pad

So lets not be too cold
And avoid the mould 
Of empty lives
For whoever is happiest surely survives

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Cigarette is so good
I  inhale deep
I want to feel it
like I felt you, 
but baby, to make myself better
I gotta stop feelin you
I long for the drink
always dreaming of you
pick up the phone
come too far though
can't throw it all gone
love, I just won't
I just keep, keepin on
I'm wierd, I'm better
I feel guilty
I can't explain why
I just need a little bit
a little bit better life
always, we understood each other
so, maybe you'll understand
I Love You
but my dear,sweet, messed up familiar
love surely, surely, does not mean
we die

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the beautiful

All The Beautiful things in my life bring me back to you. 
the softend flower pedals drifting slowly towards the ground. reminds me of the way you would dance so gracfully with me across the marble stone floor . 

The way the smell of the sweetend strawberrys floats by my nose , reminds me of the way you would kiss me so sweet and tenderly . 

All the Beautiful things in my life bring me back to the way we would walk around without a care in the world thinking of nothing but eachother. oh how i wish these feelings would be more then a scent , or a feeling or catching something out of the corner of my eye . 

but when i close my eyes your precious face catches the sun and your eyes sparkle with the gimmering stars high above.. oh all the beautiful things... the beautiful thing you are. '

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You saved me and our boys
when you count the matchsticks
you might think you came out
on the side that don't flick

And so we fight

You love a slightly unbalanced wife 
you endure an unbalanced checkbook
you live a life that keeps you breathing
a life based on a chance you took

But you were right

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Lifes Word

  Life Word
.by Heather Jacobs 

Life is a song-sing it, Life is a challenge-accept it, Life is a game-play it, Life is a sea of sorrows-overcome it, Life is a fight-face it,Life is a journey-cover it, Life is full of happiness-enjoy it, Life is a wish-get it ,Life is a book -read it,Life is precious-save 

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The Endeavor of Ennobling

People believe:

To change something forever,

It always starts with the Man in The Mirror.


 On this Earth, long we have all been,

both aged and teen,

And I believe of all our goals,

The most important should be to ennoble our souls.


For without guilt, we use our world as a fence,

And show it our assumption of reverence,

 But what makes the difference,

Is our rigid preference. 


 Now to save the world from the end of its tether,

The masses of millions must come together.

Because even though we claim it as the Mother of all,

We, each, look to erase it from History’s scroll.

For while we cut trees and burn fuel here,

The Earth blinds back tear after tear.

To respect this fact:

To give our evils a strong border,

I believe an endeavour  to heal the world, is in order.


And to give the healing process a direction,

 I suggest a bit of introspection,

This way, every man, woman and child,

Would, on “Mother” Earth, stop being so wild.

Long enough has been postponed a juncture,

Where we think about the future.

For why should the Earth, on us, show pity,

When, to save it, are ready, neither foolish nor witty?


So let us leave a little behind for our kith and kin,

And deprive ego of its biggest win.

For only those are believed human,

Who live and let live. :) :)

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When the world seem all cold dare to hold on to hope 
When life seems difficult and all appear miserable dare
to fight back. When your forced to fight an awful and 
brutal battle dare to remain spiritually immortal 

When all problems appear typical, dare to heal the injuries 
When people mistreat and accuse you falsely of evil dare to 
do well to them.
When people treat you unequally for no reason dare to do 
well to them .When people torture and slaughter you because
of your faith in Jesus dare to love them . 

When people change and things go wrong dare to move on
When today you see only sorrow dare to hope for better tomorrow. 
When the world screams give up dare to try one more time. 

When people deceitfully speak of you dare to be honesty to 
them. When People abolish what you've built fear not for what
was destroyed can be rebuilt. 

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We are all murderers,
We take our nooses 
And hang our personalities.
You take a gun
And blow a hole through what I do
I take my knives 
And shred your intelligence.
He takes her dreams
And drowns them.
She takes everything that he’s become 
And burries it alive.
We take everything we hope to do
And cutt it off,
Leaving it no hope of survivng.
You take my persona
And build it up,
Just to knock it down.
I take my razors 
And watch your feelings,
Trickle out of your throat.
This is who we all are. 

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Light of Hope

A candle flame steady burns of bright 
A gift of light -do shine within the day and night 
Let their light shine through yours in every direction 
Hopes and dreams swirling orange yelleow hue 
Just like that little ballerina a flame sways and dances along the path 
As I look out my window pane 
I utterd a prayer of hope 
And as the robin sung their tunes gracefully upon the swaying trees 
O candle haloed and radiant we meet another and breath the signs 
As well as the hearts content 
And with pure bliss I am found 
From the light of hope 

By Brian Otoole 2013

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The Difference

You wouldn't know to think it,
You could hardly tell it's there,
It's as silent and incessant
As another person's stare.

And all this time you're wanting
That thing to call your own,
It's wanting that makes it valuable
Yet your life you'll disown

Would you see it any different,
If you saw it through my eyes?
Or would it seem the same to you
You're so confused by lies

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Stolen kisses on a couch
good-bye infront of a house
but we'll just have to wait and see
if this love can be
i'll cling tight and hope
finding new ways to cope
with you being away
meeting new people day by day

new wants and needs
and memories
but i'll wait untill the day
i can see you and say
i love you my dear
this much is clear 

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Seen Not 2 Understand

What is love to you? 
I seen to can not understand how you go back and fourth when and another person is 
treating you bad 
you say you hate him, you say he stolen things from you
So tell me again why would you go back to him?
What is love to you?
I thought you said you loved your kids? I thought you said you would' hurt us anymore;
cant' you see I tried my best to help you I tried my best to stick around this time and be a 
good person 
I am an good person I'm stronger, wiser and better
You made me realize how focused I was on you
How much I kept letting you put me down; AND you say you help me; how much I was 
missing out on my life, staying to busy sad and crying every night wondering were you ok
What is love to you? 
I'm sitting up hoping this man doesn't kill you because of the threat he made
Do you not get it 
I thought you did
You always turn your back on us but then we turn to  
We turn and don't no who to talk to 
You come back, we come back hoping things are better and that you would come back to 
being mom
STOP!! reality... you are my mom but why must you insist on hurting me and my siblings 
Do you have something against us
People write comments telling me to do this and that 
When I'm not trying to win anything on here just free styling my mind
I just want to be herd and for no one to feel sorrow but look me in my eyes and fill my pain...
What is Love to you?

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All Blessings


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I Always Knew

I always knew there was a person for me
I always knew that the person wouldn't just come 
I always knew it would take time
I always knew my life was damaged
I always knew my heart could talk but I wouldn't listen
I always knew I made a big mistake
I always knew there was no one to take his place 
I always knew that he loved me for me 
I always knew he was a good person
I always knew that the other boy wasn't really worth it
I always knew but I never stop to think

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we are strong

times are hard 
but we are strong 
we will survive 
we will thrive 
it wont be this way for very long 
we are strong

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I want someone to love innocently
I want to look after someone caringly
I want that one to be all mines
I also want to feel like lost in a whine

Someone to hold my hand when I tremble
Someone to protect when I am in trouble
Someone for the shoulder when I cry 
Someone to cry when I die 

I need someone to smile for
I need someone to stop crying for
I sometimes want to laugh without reasons
I have the desire to enjoy the beauty of seasons 

I want someone to love till last
I want someone for whom I can fast
Someone to realize the pain behind my smile
Someone to shout at without a reason for a while 

Someone to scold me rightfully
Someone to mould my mistakes drastically
Someone to get hilarious sarcastically 
Someone to make me happy willingly

I want him to feed me when I am hungry
I want him to make me smile when I am angry
I want him to tease me around mischievously
I want him to hide playfully

i want someone to love more than myself
I want someone to hug me without reason
I need someone to walk with
I want a reason to live

I need you for the reasons 

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I once thought this day would never come, but now that is here I’m sad and glad 
that this day is here. 
I’m glad because I accomplished high school and I’m moving on to bigger and 
better thing. 
I’m glad because I grow up here, I made lots of friends and met lots of 
interesting people too. 

I’m glad because I leave so many members here.
I’m glad because I had fun here and laugh and cried and just joked around here.
I’m glad because I never thought I would graduate from here and now that this 
day is here I’m glad but sad because I’m scared of getting out of here.
I’m scared of not making it on my own scared because this time I'm on my own 
all alone.

I’m sad because there are so many members I leave here.
I’m sad because I know that I’m not going to see my friends like before.
I’ sad because I’m not a kid no more now I’m a growing person that’s on his 
I’m sad because it’s going to be hard not seeing my friends everyday like before.
I’m sad because time is passing so fast and not slow but I’m glad because I 
have lots of members inside and as I move on these members well live on.

I just hope as time passes by my friends remenber me like I well remenber 
them, I hope all there dreams come true because I know when you want 
something and you work hard for it, it well come true.

High school has been a great experience for me. I know as time passes by I well 
remenber the good times and bad times I had in high school.

The knowledge I learned to go to college, the experiences I experienced but this 
is just one experience of many to come.
Today my life starts from this day on and today on this day I thank everyone that 
helped me through out my school years. 

Thank you for not giving up on me, thank you in believing in me but specially I 
thank my parents for being there for me for guiding me to the right path for telling 
me that learning is the right path to a better future and a better why of life thank 
you for making me into a better person thank you with all my heart. Thank you

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The hinge of history swings in all directions 
As the happenings of the past are written down.
Out of all that has occurred since man's beginnings, 
Less has been recorded than waits to be found.

Babylonians kept chronicles of history,
Hebrews wrote the past as a dramatic story. 
Greeks had no faith in the future at all,
Believing mans repeated errors doom his glory.

Christians added a new dimension to history,
Looking forward to Christ’s return to earth. 
An on going drama involving man and God,
Believing all are created of equal worth.

Some have asked why must we study history; 
It just encourages us to live in the past.
When we forget history we repeat its mistakes, 
As the outcome of humanity is cast.

By Tom Zart

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Ode to the mother who is so kind
who’s beauty and gospel light always shine.
The mother that I love so dear always does the wash
The mother that I love so dears loves the kitchen store called Bosch.
Mother, I don’t know if you remember the time you once told me, 
that I would always be your baby as long as you were taller;
Believe me Mom that is not quiet fair you always knew I would be smaller.
I never told you how brave and strong you are to me.
Mother I first noticed your strength when grandma left this earth
I know how much it hurt you,
I know how much you cried.
The sorrow that burdened your heart always burdened mine
But the thing that I remember most was how I felt inside
I’d thought that I had lost her forever,
Mom, I thought life would never be the same. 
But then I looked into your eyes and that’s were I lost my pain.
I knew she wasn’t lost because her and you are the same, as long
as you’re my Mommy and forever with me you remain.
I hope one day Mother that I shine the way you do,
with the glory of God inside you and a little bit of grandma too.
Your beauty is more than outward appearance, it’s what’s on the inside I love.
You always put up with me, 
you always seem to care,
So Mother I know I’m not perfect 
and I can be a grouch,
But I know that you love me, and that’s what really counts.
I don’t know why you chose me, but I know why I chose you
Because God believed that you would lead me back to him and would keep me 
close to you.
I could not be more proud of the mother you are to me.
So thank you Mom for being the mother I want to be, I hope one day you will know
how much you will always mean to me.

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Charming masked persona
Desiring all he can take
Elegant words of passion
Forgetting that he’s fake

Why can’t you just be yourself?

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its just so nostolgic
i can barly stand it

to dream of the life i could of had
if i  would of stayed in stead of walk another way

the stories that i would of stared in
the lives of the people that i would be involved with
would i have meet a dream
or would i haved lived a late nightmare

cud i have just walked by sorrows door
instead of walkin in and sitting down with him

would i really be me as the picture is shown
or conform to society as a modern day dre clone

but the possible past is as only a false image of a play that will never have an audience

my mind so caught in this
its hard to be realistic
but people narrate from behind and think everything is basic
i promised my soul i would never be a statistic
this feeling so nostolgic

but the past was written on to star in the future
 it still taunts me to look back to that untold story

so nostolgic

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You are and your not

Your life is nothing
They always say

But they are wrong
you are

You are everything you have to be and nothing more.

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can u feel what I feel

Can You Feel What I Feel?
Feel the pain I see In me.
No matter how hard, you just can't see.
The pain is dangerous, ready to go off.
Forget that you think I'm soft.
I just can't win, for I'm a curse.
Outside of me, Just can't be.
Hate the way I look at me.
Can't stand the whole from beneth.
Just carry me off in this life, a hurst.
I Can't help it if my egg was first.
Wished my dad had that rubber.
Wouldn't really matter, like he knew to cover. He must of been drunk.
Because he sure wasn't sobber.
Now my life long forgot before it began.
No wounder I'm so Messed up.
This is the cuts that gets me.
But, why else would people do it.
It's the only puzzel that fits.
This is the agony that really hits.
Now you feel it. 

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Love's Wild Ride

Up and down, 
side to side. 
I wonder when you'll end this 
Up and down and all around. 
Is there another place where 
true love can be found? 
Is this real? 
Or is this lust? 
To know each other is a 
constant must. We date and be 
with the one's we see. 
Searching for it in all oceans 
and all seas. 
I hope to know the me I can 
The one I know who's inside of 
I fall, 
I cry, 
I sometime lie. 
Determined I am to try. 
To learn the reasons why.  
Life is beautiful on it's own, 
to see how far we have grown. 
Past to future, 
I'm here to nurture. 
Future to past. 
I hope this last. 
In the beauty of sight, 
let it feel right. 
Up and down and all around. 
Let's stand united on the 
Up and down. 
Side to side. 
I will never run nor will I hide. 
One day I hope to enjoy the 

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Spina Bifida. 
Stares from Random people, 
People I dont know, 
Spina Bifida. 
Scary doctors visits, 
All the news, 
Wheelchairs and people asking "why are you in one of those?" 
Spina Bifida.
 People taking the handicap spots, 
Not being able to walk. 
These are the reasons why,
 I hate having spina bifida.

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Fruits that Shine

Nine fruits of GOD
Showered on us from LORD 
Tie it in your heart

When LOVE will be adorn 
PEACE will come of its own
JOY will enter like a valley
PATIENCE should be in you daily
KINDNESS & GOODNESS should be your strength
FAITHFULNESS will join you as a wealth
GENTLENESS should be in your nature
SELFCONTROL will be an added creation
Holding nine fruits of GOD ,
Don't think your journey in LORD is OFF
You still need to walk within the truth 
Be righteous and don't be shrewd

Now another step is to bear fruits and win souls
Win People with all your love, tender care & self control
Stand firm like a shinning star 
Jesus will love you more than what you are
Offer your life with a fruits of all kinds
Only then in Jesus you'll be divine
End days are near bear fruits of LORD and always share
Glory will come to you in Abundance 
Being fruitful in Jesus will bring you to heaven.


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Shag haircuts and music
Memaw teaching me how to make a bed
Marilyn, sharin a cookie and a secret
and books so eagerly read

Sittin in trees, a hot breeze
pickin  the scabs off my skinned knees

Skulkin and wantin to know
what said around the kitchen table
"whats goin on?!!"
hearin pieces but not quite able

playin in the woods
had my first kiss
now I'm sneakin out the window
caught, grounded for life
sneakin but not not able
to fool my mom

was always knowin what I was up to
was always saving me
was always talking to me like I had sense
was always loving me

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More then just pleasing

I want someone I can kiss.
Someone I can wrap my arms around.
Someone to undress me.
Someone to cover my mouth
so the neigbors cant hear a sound.
Someone to make me drip with lust.
Making me beg for more is a must.
Someone whos tounge makes me sensitive to every touch.
Someone whos so rough and yet gental that to the sheets 
I clucth.

And when its over....

I want someone I can kiss
Someone I can lay with.
Someone who will stroke my hair.
Someone who will hold on tight.
Someone who will never leave.
Someone who I more than just need.
And for every reason they stay 
In every way I know 
Its more than just pleasing.

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your eyes

 Your Eyes
Your eyes... They capture me, they look to my

soul, they tourment me, and make me feel

whole, they take from me, and leave me

confused, they play with my heart and make me

feel used..I want to live for those eyes,

I'd give anything to, I want to look at you,

and make you feel the way that I do, with

those eyes... They are my comfort, and my

one desire, all that I aspire is in your

eyes, they tease me, but treat me so kind,

one look in your eyes and all that I knew

was left behind I felt it and knew it was

real, one glance from you, one smile and one

tear, it didnt take much but now I'm stuck

here and this feeling I have, I know that 

it's true.. it was those eyes of yours, they

made me fall for you.

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self control

Do they wounder, do they worry?
maybe care even?
Thinking back does it really matter,
wat they think?what they say?
As long as u make it, 
Nothing matters at that point,
 make since now does it?
throuh out a life time
you will be judged, u will be hated.
but dont let it break u thAts wat i was told
from a person i hold  very dear,
dnt look back, forget the hated acts,
the past is the past, 
a future is wat we have to make last.
dont waste it, dont mistreat it. 
live it not for the moment 
but for the memories that it may carry.
sometimes a fairytail has a happy ending,
if u believe it.

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I got sundowners,
I got Rainclouders,
And I cannot eat
I’m physically and emotionally exhausted
But I cannot sleep
I self-medicate with
Budweiser, Michelob, and Miller Light
Those are the drugs
that get me through the night

The DOC tells me my livers way toooo gone
Diabetes been setting in far too long
I’ve lived a lonely life of misery and sin
I need to asked GOD for forgiveness
But the church won’t let me in

I politely asked for a Bible
Seeking answers I need to know
The preacher man throws me the good book
And said don’t come around here no mo

Over time I found faith
Years ago something
 I though was insane

Now I patiently wait
Knocking on heaven’s door
I pray every night
Not to visit the fiery floor

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My Vow To You

I know you're going crazy,
I've been there too.
I can see how the weight is making your knees bend,
Let me take some of it from you.
Don't keep yourself closed off,
I am here for you to open up and let go.
There is so much you can't forget or forgive,
Let me help you cope, we can work things out together.
I hear the pain in your voice,
You need me now.
Don't worry, I'll move heaven and hell to get there.
You can't talk, you won't talk about it,
I understand.
Put your worries in my hands.
Lay your head down,
And believe that I will do anything to stop your tears.
You're ready to give up, you've stopped,
I want to be able to give you the strength to keep going.
Link arms with me, Let's move on,
As one living, breathing, loving, being.
Know that you can put faith in me.
I will be your rock, I will be your dwelling,
I am here with you, for you always

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Why can't i move when you walk in the door,
Why can't i speak with out trembling,
Why can't i show you that i truly care,
Why can't words speak when we stair deeply?
Why can't i let you go?
Why does my heart for you grow?
Why can't i say i want you now?
Why can't i say i love you somehow?
Why can't i go up to you and give you a huge,
Why do i shake and get butterfly's looking at you,
Why can't you tell me how you feel?
Why can't you let me know this is real,
Why can't i talk to you without messing up my words?
Why do i get shy when this year is the third,
Why can't we take these memories and make them ours now,
I know someday i will be with you somehow,
and last of all why can't i get the courage to do this today?

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you take my hand
gently trace my palm
inspires me
reminds me
of my mom
love and innocence
slumbers with us
in our bed
it's not said
but it's strong
my lust for you
it's even
always just on time
but I'm satisfied
just knowing your mine
my knowing hand
is always in your hair
so content and safe
knowing you are there

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for lovers


If I die tomorrow I really would not mind
I say this because I have lived my time

and I thank God for every moment we share
even if we argued I still knew you cared 

so when I leave this earth 
and they burry me in the cold lonely dirt

I will ask god watch out for you
as I will always do 


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This is the flag that shall never fall,
a flag woven with as the widest ocean,
and red as the blood sustaining my heartbeat evermore;
empires rise and fall, this one will endure furthermore,
and under the watchful eyes of the Almighty,
I foresee a renewed prosperity, not calamity! 

They tried to tear it down and strip it of all its glory,
the mighty towers crumbled down and turned into toxic dust,
and still that flag was raised on the piles of debris
by the brazen firefighters of the greatest city;
and while this city breathed death everywhere...imagining the worst, 
the Good Samatarians pulled many out of the infernal ruins!

Be proud, Americans for your bravery is long remembered,
and you, hard-working folks, who came from other countries to lead a better life,
loyalty and fortitude are the virtues to fight the dismayed and arrogant enemy;
all join in to sing liberty's anthem...God, our Lord, is listening!
Be assured that your flag shall never fall, hold it up with all your audacity;
and nobody can ever take it down or defile it by burning it with fire!

Wave, O brave Americans, the flag that shall never fall,
I am the foreigner who has praised its peaceful quest from the very beginning,
and will for endless ages through my poetic voice, which will never be silenced or die!
Let me sing with you, O fellow Americans, and share your fervent pride;   
I will pray for those blessings that are a joy to be received, 
so that your country remains safe and your flag shall never fall! 

My poem is dedicated to the victims and survivors of the September 11 attack on America

Copyright 2009 by Andrew Crisci

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Ill miss you when I'm gone

I'll miss you all when I'm gone
I hope I won't be gone for so long
I'll remember all the good times
I hope this poem really rhymes
Don't shed a tear
Cause I will always be here

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Trying to get over you...

I thought i saw you today in a car,
I know it wasn't you because you live very far,
Everyone i look at i see your face,
I hope im not making myself a big disscrass,
I know it's hard to think about this,
When all i want from you is a single kiss,
This might sound weird, but this will help us know if we are met to be,
The way you look at me you should see,
I feel angry yet i don't,
Im trying to love you but it's not my fault,
Im guilty for i think i have put you through alot,
But i know i will never get a single shot,
With you Loving me there will be a not,
Your still my friend and i hope you know,
that my Love for you will always grow,
I hope one day you allow me in your heart,
that would give me a good start,
So i will wait for you to become free,
and maybe one day you will fall in Love me.

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I am that red rose

I am that red rose
thats what every one say,
I am that red rose
long,bright,and pretty in the face.
I am that red rose
every one wants to feel,
I am that red rose
yes i am that red rose.

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Goodbye Love

I loved you and I tried and tried to get you to love me
but you love her and she loves you; you guys are meant
tho be supposed to be, never you and me so now I see
that I will never have you so I give up I say goodbye
you don't deserve to be loved by me if you can't love
me for me.

No matter what I say no matter what I do you will
never love me so I say "I give up your not worth it 
if you can't love me for me" so I say "goodbye love
goodbye hope I'll find someone who can love me for me."

When I say goodbye my heart shatters to pieces cause
love and hope have gone from me so, I shatter but it 
was the right thing to do then suffer each day waiting
for you to love me but I'll fix the broken pieces of me
on day on my own.

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Moma's here

Mama's Here
Rock a bye my baby love,
drift slowly off to sleep.
never mind the lullabies, and
don't count the sheep.
Mama's going to hold you, and
tell you something that true.
Your grandma told your mama
this when she was as old as you.
Life is full of twists and turns,
not every thing will go your way
But it would be much easier if
you listen to all that I say.
No matter how bad things may get.
Mama's here, so don't ever forget
be all you can, and don't give up me
fight. Cause your mamas here if your
wrong of if your right...

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I can't go in our room
It's empty
and full of things you discarded
cigarette butts, phone numbers without names
lonely things not shared but bombarded
so I shut the door
like I shut out your leavin me
that door, it just keeps talkin
might as well paint that door red
I'm thinkin bout puttin my shoes on
remember? with the big, clunky heels?
I'm thinkin bout kickin that damn door in

Hah! Kimmy

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Lonely flower

Im a flower in the rain,
blinded by pain,
where's my midnight train ,
I yet to take.
To soft to hear,
but i hold that tear,
No worries my future is near.

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i try

when you're so far away
i wish you were right here next to me
because i feel my world is incomplete
without you
so i try to think you'll always be with me
i try and try and try
and i will always try
but my hope cant last a lifetime
a girl can only try to chase something that will never happen
for a limit
but i haven't met mine yet
so while i still know you're out there 
i will keep trying

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Getting Older Brithday

It’s birthday time again I see;
Another year's gone by.
We’re older than we used to be;
The thought could make me cry.
For getting older is not such fun,
When there’s hurting in your back,
And it’s agony if you have to run,
And a pleasure to lie in the sack.
Yes getting older is quite a bore,
But to not get old is worse.
So "Happy Birthday!" let’s shout once more,
And to heck with our ride in the hearse!
Hooray for getting older! Happy Birthday and many more.

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as I look out side and see the blue sky 
I notice a women with 3 kids, and a baby that started to cry 
I thank God that I am not there 
Then I notice a bus driver with lots of care 
but his face changed, when two guys got in a fight 
I thank God I am not him, for that's not even right 
As I turn my head I notice a man very ill 
he is homeless and hungry, he might hurt if he isn't still 
I thank God I don't have to worry about my health or the rain 
I can see it's a clear picture, it is a shame 
instead of thanking God, I complain in his name 
I have so many things, family, friends and love 
unlike so many people I can thank God up above

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to my dear freands son

his thoughts gone like a dream his mind it cries and wants to scream.his mind belongs to
the devil now his caring parents don't know how. suddenly light shines the room as
adrenalin starts to zoom . he wakes ,he shakes he looks around his pumping eardrums he
hears a sound.he then imbraces his mothers love as she prays thank you to the one above.

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Closer and Closer

When I Get Clocer and Closer To You
I Feel Safe,Like Nothing Can Hurt Me.
It's a Magical Thng,and Ive Never Had
This Feeling Befor, Only When Im Around 

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You and I

 For the tears I cry u hold me tight
Are the tears that turn into dreams at night.
I peep into, my window glass
And watch the brightest stars go pass.
For the smiles I make
Are the ones you gave
That helped me  up and be so brave.
When I fall,you catch me
and hold me close
the love you give me
helps me grow the most
I seek no danger,
You guide me way
So when I  need to cry
Im down to pray.
At times when im lonely
I pled for help
Thanks for being there for me
And the promises you kept.         

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My Son

What happened to my little one,
Who's small hand fit in mine?
What happened to the quiet time,
That we would always find?

He's growing up so fast now,
And soon he'll be a man.
I hope I've given him guidance, 
I think I've done the best I can.

He gives me reason to smile,
With each and every passing day.
And I believe he has grown to be,
A good man in every way.

Of course he is not perfect,
I expect that he'll make mistakes.
As long as he takes responsibility,
And always does what it takes.

I have always tried to teach him one thing,
I really hope that he has taken heed.
To always be kind to other people,
And try to help those who are in need.

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Hold me hard,
And hold me tight.
I just want to know,
That everything is alright.

Turn off the light,
Stay lost in the night.
Don't show no fear,
And keep innocence locked up tight.

Get down and pray,
To the spirits above,
And hopefully
They'll share the love.

Look in the mirror,
And watch my eye's flood.
And when you do,
Please try to remember,
All the love we've shared.

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Some Would Say

sometimes it comes to me  
and it flows so naturally 
like rolling off the tip of my tongue
and that's when you can just
write and write 
without much thought 
but then there's the times 
you have to dig and dig
and it's a fight 
but finally you come up 
with something to write
and in your mind
hey this is a delight 
but what about others
and their insight
some would say i could use
a shrink 
tell me folks what do you think
or did you miss it
when you blinked

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The Connection

There was an instant connection, Thru the first bars & lines, as I gained mobile reception, Eyes glowin in excitement, Body growin from enticement, As my fingers moved swiftly thru the keys, My fingertips tingled, My soul at ease, U were a breath of fresh air, It was like we'd met before, I swear, It felt like deja vu, Everything u'd say, It felt like a reminder of what I'd been thru, The feeling I felt, it's like nothing I can describe, The amount we had in common was uncanny, From our beliefs, Down to our relationships with our family, I was amazed how words could have such an effect through a screen, But I was touched in every way from my head to my spleen, I'd imagine u whispering those words softly in my ear, & with every message u sent, thru my heart, It was clear, Falling for u had I not seen u in front of me, I'd ask myself, Was it crazy, Then u'd convince me not, that it was just the divine connection we shared, & Question God, I had not dared, I knew it was a reason for ur placement in my life, I'd not encountered u, without some sacrifice, God taketh away, & he'd given me, u The reason ur here, we shall see in a few, A great friend u'll always stay, & I'll still think of u,everyday, Though, our plan is to meet sooner or later, But each day, my anticipation grows greater, My mind wonders what will come of this, Will we get one another? Will God transform u, from my friend, to my lover?

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DESPERADO - debating, hating, and desperately waiting

I don’t want to forget you
Even though it’s ended
I still think we were meant to be
I hope we can mend it
My heart feels heavy
I have so much on my mind
So much to say
But you’ve left me behind
And it’s devastating
To know you’ve lost faith
You left without reason
Left me to wait
My minds trying to hate you
Then why is my heart being difficult?
~Call me pathetic… but I still hope you come home…~

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I love flowers
breath of air
no bees in sight
all air around
fushia in color...

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when i think about

when i think about
how to show my effection twards you
i think of the sunshine
green grass, and moring dew
i think about how the rain must fall
and people loving eachother through it all

when i try to explain
how my feelings arent so plain
how i could walk a million miles
just to see you smile

when i try to think about
how bad i want you to be happy
i want so much
for that to include me

when i think about
your thoughts and what you have to say
i wish i could hear them
all day and every day

when i think about our future
and if we'll be hand-in-hand
i hope the answers yes
becasue idont think i'll settle for any other man

when i think about how sad you get
and how you gave up on you and me
i think about my lonley nights
and the tears you no longer see
i think about how strong i am
abnd wonder if i'll last
i think about my life i've had
and things that follow me from my past

when i think of your love
and wonder if it's truley with me
i think abouthow every night 
i pray and hope you'll see...
see all those times i sit and think
about you and what you do
see all these nights i lay awake
thinking of nothing except you
and wondering if WE'LL make it through.

~ded. to W.R.BD.~

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Dear Lord Help

Dear Lord  

Dear Lord 
please recieve me
i've been stumblin around
decievin me
i wan't heaven now
how do I get that?
do I stop eatin meat
stop being me
How do I get to Heaven?
I NEEDS my mama
I need my Sons
I'm lyin

written originally under the name of Janetta Harrington

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My Angel

Where is my angel of love
That protects me from above
I look here and there 
I feel so bear and alone
Can my angel be gone
Sleep is no rest
My eyes look for my angel
Old heart don't fail me 
Is my angel gone 
Has heaven closed to the poor
Are all her gates shut
Angel please help me here
I'm alone in fear
Old angel please let me hear
Thy sweet words old dear

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He just

My man, so smooth
Looks so good in his black
He just keeps comin at me
not cuttin me no slack
I'm not sure why he loves me
but he just keeps givin me
gifts me gifts
things I can wear on my arms
things I've paid less for cars
I don't care
I'll probably lose em, anyway
i'm not good with things
I'm good with how we sway
Left, right, back and over
He dances me so 
And he loves to dance me
THAT is what I need 

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My Little Girl

There's a little girl who lives inside of me.  I know she's there but only few can 
see.  She hold memories that are close to my Heart some are happy and some 
are not.

When I look into her wide green eyes, I see innocence, a kind heart, and a 
magical smile.  I can also see how much love she carries in her heart; so much 
that it makes her heart hurt it seems that no wants her love and this maks her 

She loves very few, but there is one very special person close to her heart; who 
she gains strength, hope and most of all trust.

She see's herself growing up and learning not to take things for granted and to 
be grateful for everyday we have on this earth.

Now she see's that things are not as bad as they could have been.  She thanks 
God in her small voice that her special person is getting stronger everyday, and 
will come back to her soon someday.

It's funny, but when I look at the little girl who lives inside of me, I look deep into 
those green eyes, and I can see this little girl is really me.

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Separation among childhood

As my heart weeps for love,
I began to feel blank, 
As my eyes began to glow,
My body wants to vacate.
Childhood went by too fast,
For the young years are through,
As I lay in a dreary dungeon,
I now have to start new.
Childhood was sweet,
There was a bound between two,
For now we have departed,
I have to decide what to do.

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Lyrics of my Life

Closed of from love didn't need the pain, once or twice was enough and it was all 
in vain.Time starts to pass before you know it your frozen.
     But something happened for the very first time with you, my heart melted to the 
ground found something true. Everyone's looking around thinking I'm going crazy. 
But I Don't care what they say I'm in love with you, they try to pull me away but they 
dont know the truth. 

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Poor Man's Prayer

Feel the pain of  shame
They walk by without a word
Weaken by the pain of dispair
People look down there noses
Starvation is his fate as they smell the roses

Look to the heavens
See the ravens
Ravens have a home 
Poor  men are all alone

Wake up old world and see
You sit in your high places
Yet yea shall be brought low
For out of the north shall come the bow

My God shall let me see
Thy destruction shall be great
Hades will fill to the brim
God shall not let my eye be dim

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Nonexistence portrayal

Sitting with the moon ablaze once again. 
Dark, Lonely, Awkward Silence. 
Thoughts racing rapidly throughout my head. 
Time ticks away as my heart beats faster. 
Alone and scared for the future. 
The Hypocritical society is faced with no escape. 
Money will always be a key to ones downfall. 
The root of all evil. 
The crisis in ones family. 
A motive to lead to overall brainwash, and abolition. 
Simplicity is God's gift. 
The little things that surround are everyday eye. 
Finest beauty and candor located in nature. 
The colors that are filled up from within. 
Appreciate the beats that your heart pushes forth. 
Life is to extensive to measure. 
Arise the sun from the east lays astray. 
As once forth another day progresses 
Life is portrayed as nonexistence cherished climax.

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Can the birds sing a song
Can I be the one along
Hear what they say 
Love in the morning love in there song
Can a man make this or not
Sing old bird my love song
I watch you eat and hear your song
But can you make me belong
I wish i could fly
All i can do is cry
Bird of a song let me be
For all to see 
Not a bird here only a man
Wish i could sing
Like the birds in the morning
Man like me can only moan

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Soul Sacrifice

The loneliness makes bigger the animal that you have inside 
And then you search for a refuge, a hug to hide.
Life is a deceit, an infertile solitude without a hug.
The passions increase and strengthen the despair of loneliness.
Then you get the bottle in your hands.
You sacrifice your soul for a few moments of untrue companionship.
The drink makes you see life as you like it to be and not as it exists in reality.
The alcohol is not more than madness in a bottle
But you sometimes like to feel more alive and crazy than alive and dead.

Copyright Constantinos Grigoriadis © All rights reserved

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Accidental patriot

Here's how I became a patriot

Cruisin the mall
got money cuz I got checks
poster woman proud, tall

Dressed out in Blues
(I would look so cute in that)
and I was seduced

So now I'm in the NAVY
flyin on a jet plane
college was so boring
I never attended anyway

They threw me a party
at the bar down the road
I played Nintendo with a stripper
bored with what he showed

(Bootcamp: within moments of my arrival)

the bourbon and buzz wore off
crazy people screaming in my face
clearly, they don't understand
I volunteered and they are out of place

I bring this to their attention
and that was when I learned
how to do a pushup
and that respect is earned
and earned
and earned

Let me tell ya, my eyes were OPENED
I cried for mama at nite
but I wasn't alone
and that's what you need in a fight
(not to be alone)

Broke my foot, kept runnin
my girls wouldn't let me stop
tangled with my "commander"
she put head in toilet
(I know that doesn't rhyme, but that's what happened)

I'm the chick that made eyeliner out of shoe polish
I'm the chick from Arkansas
I'm the chick that launched F-14s
the Greatest bird of all

So I am, sorta by accident, a Patriot

Kimberly Whitaker Holmes, Petty Officer 3rd Class
Miramar Naval Air Station
San Diego, USA
1985 - 1989
"humble prayers to my folks in uniform, out there doin the things I didn't have to 
do. I don't know how to thank you...."  Whit

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When I wake up I have but one dream,
you never getting mad at me. 
I always being with you.
Like a story each day but not yet witten
no happy ending,
sadness in the eyes of the witter ,
the beauty in the eye of the dreamer,
the confusion in the eye of the  lover,
the story of the unfinished dream.

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Is It To Late For Us

I take this pain from you leaving
I take this hurt where you tore my heart apart
This part of me thats empty now
This love we shared thats disappeared
Not seen! Not heard!
Till this day I still pray for you to fill this empty hole
This love could mend the darkest sole
This love could free the damned from hell
please help relief this pain and hatred now!

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Into the Hands of the Beast: Life V.S. Death

Life is a hassel, 
that is full of pain, 
but sometimes there
is too much to sustain,
so let your eyes
shed tears of light,
 and let your sorrow
come out tonight.

The next day,
your thriving for a new life,
and that is when,
you pull out the knife,
the cool blade slides
across your wrists,
releasing the life within you, 
and creating the mists,
for a moment your body
becomes completely numb,
then you think to yourself,
how could i be so dumb?

Then I'm walking down, 
a long dark hallway,
nothing to be found,
can't even tell if it is 
night or day,
now i know that i had
made the wrong decision,
but it is too late to correct it,
this is my fate, and now,
i must deal with it.

But this is not life,
this is just my bad choice,
and since i pulled the knife,
now i have no voice,
demons made decisions
for me now,
and satan sits there,
upon his chair,
and don't ask why or how,
why you are here now,
all of this is not unfair,
nothing can help me,
not even a prayer.

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just somethin i wrote

They tell me i'm crazy because i choose to sleep in my car, quickly they add up 
how much money i should be making.  to that i can only reply, in order to achieve 
the goals i want to reach i must endure a little suffering now.  i call myself crazy 
cause i wish to write to and about you passionately.  to that i can only say i hardly 
know you.  this is not a poem and i tried not to write in any rhythmic pattern.  just 
thoughts that need releasing, thoughts i've long tried to ignore.  
i try to be happy but its hard when it seems so much is going so wrong.  six 
weeks ago i totaled my ride; my folks tell me God was looking out for me.  that’s 
kinda hard for me to believe when there are so many more that not only need 
him/her but want him/her to be a presence in their lives.  
i work day in and day out but i cant show you anything worth while.  voices tell me 
i'm an emt i should be happy saving lives, but they don’t see the hell i see.  the 
voices love me, i can tell they do, it's in the messages they give to me.  they talk of 
things i need to be doing, and refuse to hear the things i want to be doing.  voices 
are all i have to tell who's who, you see their faces have long since faded in order 
to release all emotional attachment.  
i hope you stayed with me this far, because i'm talking about happiness.  some 
day is too far away to wait and tomorrow is too soon to obtain all i have set for 
self.  i think i'll choose to find happiness now writing, more so writing with you in 
mind.  from this i hope questions will arise, questions that will be asked and 
answers demanded.  my thoughts don’t stop coming though i wish they would.

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Watch over you day and night .
Keep you safe from harm.
Come from up above and carry you through all your days.
Don't  fear the evil one yet the evil one fears our angels because angels 
are special and  come from up above.
Are made just for us. 
To guide you and light  the path before you.
 Angles are special because they come from up above.

BY: Alice Maragh

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Life has its highs
Life has its lows
But what happens when the life in you dies?
The pain starts to show

I hate it strongly
Words cannot explain
Can it be put wrongly?
How the hell do i stay sain?

Not sure how to deal
Not sure how to act
Not sure how to feel
Happiness is what I truly lack

In the dark I wait
With pain engulfing my heart
Is this truly my fate?
Or just a part?

Is it being alone really that bad?
Or is it that I have grown accustom to it?
Pain is all I really ever had
I'd give anything just to be happy just a little bit...

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yOUR'E sO MUCH     better
i MAKES ME quiet
Not so mucH ME

you tell me I might be sad
I am ready

Originally written on Janetta Harringtons site, with her blessing.

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The Flag

I see stars and stripes I tilt my head up high I see the flag that saved my life and I 
and thankful for my mind because i love the world and all the people who live 
here and love everyone else have a happy life with your American flag.Lets stop 
the wars.

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Loneliness of non-being and,
reality, fill up the vessel. 
I search for the eloquence while, 
emptiness will be my forte. 
Countless words are crossing 
like a promise in milk-white days 
I gather sunlight through grass leaves.

Life had been full of shadows, 
lengthening, penetrating 
the tapestry of love. 
The descent was steep. 
Coming home I found 
no humming words. 
Sitting in dark 
I wait for shooting stars.

Measuring the blood, drawn from our hurts
was a royal reward 
for your fingers. 
You are allowed to compare blood 
with brown coffee. 
Sand in our eyes, 
we walked bare-foot 
on burning coals.


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 Life is so delicate dont let it go to waste live it to the highest point your life is ticking away. 
Think before you make a move you might just change it all, the foolish things you do in life 
make your biggest falls. So think is it all worth while to throw your life away it dont take 
hours it dont take minutes in seconds it all can change.

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Comforts of Joy

Practice-practice-practice, be good at what you know;
Patient-patient-patient, it takes some time to grow.
forgive-forgive-forgive, you could make the same mistakes;
Kindness-kindness-kindness, be good for goodness sake.

He practiced and he practiced, but nothing ever changed;
It's  been some time so patients shown, yet he has no open range.
He did forgive the pet, for messing on the rug;
Now isn't that a kindness, he asks with shoulders shrugged.

He wonders what he's seeing, it looks like purple haze;
And what are all those walls about, is life some kind of maze.
By the law he's been mistreated and his car is out of gas;
And his lenders look for money, from some where in his ass.

It's said that money isn't everything, it's the root of all our evils;
Yet he has no way to pay his bills and his life is in upheaval.
Smoking is no good for you and drinking's probably worse;
And sex if you're not married, some call the devils curse.

Cities changed the boulevard to Martin Luther King;
Why not name the city after him, for he too had his dreams.
Jesus loved the little children; the British love their queen;
He's been told to be a patriot, but he's not sure what that means.

Take a look around, tell me what you see;
Do you see a lot of people, just like you and me?
Are we searching for acceptance, but we're not sure what is true;
Are we hoping for some better times, but the money man intrudes.

Have a shot of blended courage folks, the first ones on the house;
And the girls have imitation sweetener, up inside their blouse.
Welcome to the new millennium and welcome to the show;
Of course there is a service charge, its peace of mind you know.

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Pyramid Poem

  A- An A+ 
This is what my name means to me and i hope everyone will know what there 
name means to  them.

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Ending of the thought
does not bring a lull.
It is a sequel beyond 
my reach. An old extrication,
I dig for my roots. 
The forgotten names, 
the unhealing wounds of a doctrine,
a tiny memory of pulsating embryo,
not yet born !

Fear generates a kill. Ferocious movement 
inside the cells slowly,
you become zero without a center.
The tangent skips 
on your surface. Claustrophobia. 
You start breaking the walls.
Fighting anxiety & shame 
a timeless timber without a foliage.

My ignition point is hurt in
the new culture of game.
How we approach the road, 
which smells the death, 
blood or smoke? 
The passion is a hurricane. 
Uproots all the bones, 
shatters all the roots. 
A glory reckons after a while, 
for the election of sorrow.


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His name is strong
like a big rock
and every time great
in the world we live.

He  was born long ago
and went in Heaven
but  still his name
it's  powerful in the world.

Jesus Christ,
he restored  endless joy,
hope and life
among the human beings.

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 A dream a fantasy a land far off from reality, A place where all your dreams come true a 
whole new world made up by you. A place where your imagination soars. A place where the 
land is all but yours. A place reality doesn't exsist. Its that place where you wonder off now 
and then hoping for a dream come true. But when you awake you will see that all around 
you is reality.

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When I touched your pshyche, 
my completeness wavered.
In the empty words 
and hollow thoughts. 
The road to my dream house burned. 
I longed to meet my flame. 

You were listening to declaration of truth.
It was a refuge,
there was no evidence
of any movement of humanity.
My soft mind took the imprint
of golden spaces between
the dark alleys of earth. 
The skeletons of history remained unclaimed.

Remembering your trust
My attachment floats. Anxiety
of seeking. The dust smears 
the face of epileptic truth. 
The clogged arteries of mundane heart twitch.
There wasn’t room for sentiments.
Moment to moment I travelled 
to break the silence in vain.


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How do I say good-bye

How do you go on knowing you just lost,
  to know you can't do what another can,
  and if you could/did you would be striking your own hand,
you hung on as long as you could and paid a cost,

You stepped in to pick them up dry there tears and helped them believe,
   but the ending is just days away and you have to let them go,
   you knew this day was going to come and what you taught them shows,
she lost her kids and into the system they'll go and you can't give them what they need,

How dose a mother lose her kids, how can I say good bye,
   I watch her tears fall for they are here kids no more she has no rights,
   my nephew  and nieces with love I stepped in to help you  fight ,
  18 months while here I told,showed, displayed love, and helped them cry. 

A mother who knew and chose to let them go is my sister no more,
  you chose over your own, abused your own you, you let him.....,
  who would of thought as we played as kids that this light would dim,
we stood by each other fought for one another, and to your own you closed the door,

I know I'll forgive you, and God may too but you hurt these kids and they wont,
  in foster homes away from family they will grow and I hope I can be in their life's,
  they didn't deserve this, nor did you deserve them you really don't,
I hope and pray they take nothing you taught them as a husband and wifes,

May the rest of their life be filled with love hope and understanding ,
  my Gods test for them reach it's end 
  they had enough bad in their life's and I hope their hearts mend,
but how do I say good-bye as my heart meets this crash landing.  

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Dear mom

Dear mom,

 I'm sorry about the letter I'm writing you, but I've done all I can and there is no more
I can do,
 You see it's your daughter she lost her kids, or should I say she chose another over them
thats what she did,
 Mom I'm sad for the way this all turned out, these kids are so messed up because of her 
you know what  I'm talking about,
 There's no family members to take them all in, and I think it's so sad that they pay for
there mom's sins,
  Mom I believed she would get better, do the right thing, but you know her she wants to
do it her way that sad old song she sings,
 I'm glad your not here to see them go, mom as bad as they are where ever they wined up
I'm sure a better life they will know.
 It just hurts to say goodbye, all eight of them didn't deserve the life she gave them are
deserve the tears they cry,
 I just hope and pray you watch over them, they will need all the love you can send,
You know I did all I could right , and you know and see how  my own kids are doing in this
  Mom like you did her whole life, watch over your daughter and try to help her the rest
of her life,
 for a mother without her kids is what she'll be, and just like them the bright side she
will not see,
 they will all be better off, a home, hope, and a chance just to be, some thing she never
gave them that something you gave me,
 So in closing I'm sad to say, mom I'm sorry it ended this way,

                                                               Love your son,

 p.s. I hope up there you get this letter, and your having fun.

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He did not want to climb the spiral helix,
a son will be born without him.
He said I want to become my father
and see the decline.

How for shall we go to investigate?
An infant wrapped up in plastic explosive
was going to be presented on dais.
An unclothed carcass was lying between you and me,
body donated for the study
of failing restraints. How death would behave
in broad daylight?
The vasectomy did not work. Testosterone was
still flowing.

Reading Kafka, peanuts!
We have come near emptiness
of a tree, hollowed by white ants.


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I wished
a solitary temptation,
to write off karma
and become responsible for the spattered blood.
You were generating hatred, Asia,
in the land of Buddha.
I can hear the glaciers receding.

Answerable to belonging,
the change of generations,
makes me free to become deaf and dumb.
Only I wanted to see, and see through
burning walls,
the hands, who lighted the torch
to burn the transparent shame.

Rejecting the original script
of fighting a god, in the midst of
non-truths, how far the time will decide
the destiny of man ? I break off
from the cliches, wait for the leaves to fall
and its drifting darkness on the open land
of wounded whispers.


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The connfessions smelt of whiskey
but I felt the same, wished you'd kiss me
We talked of feelings that are forbidden
So we tuck them away, keep them hidden
I'm craveing a buzz, your my suicide drug
When with you I feel this high
Inhale softy, release a sigh
My addiction is the dept in your eyes
though I'm unsure my feelings are wise
I'm craveing that buzz, your my suicide drug
We get closer and share escape
If this is a dream I hope never to wake
I taste a trance and the world fades away
this hunger fuels my evey day
I'm craveing your buzz, your my suicide drug

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Love has been narrated in novels ,
set to music in songs and expressed in poems with various rhymes:
remembering its glories and lamenting its tragedies;
but this is the ode I've written for those true life's true heroes, 
not about someone I've loved and lost,
to cherish the miracle of every breath!
And many have laid down their lives,
so that I can live free and remember the battles they fiercely fought;
and who wouldn't shout, in gratefulness, to the blazing skies?

Brave ones resting in your decorated graves,
God won't forget you when another rainbow reflects
all the beautiful colors of your flags waving, at sun-down,
over the damp grass where the little daises are blooming;
and I have brought the same flowers 
that you liked to give to your darlings:
to thank you for your bravery on the incendiary fields...
thinking less of you and more of your countrymen! 

Dauntless ones, you gave up your precious lives
and gone to foreign lands to be vigilant and tough,  
to allow your children to live their dream
in the freest land that Humankind has ever known;
and how many envy what they hold in their palms?
They are as precious as glaring diamonds, 
and as beautiful as the brilliantly rising dawn;
and be sure that they will defend their freedom at any cost...
and fight for it by marching with grace and esteem! 

And how can an inspirited poet narrate all the great and sad events...
if not through the sincere voice of his heart-felt verses?
I will not invoke a muse, but a living God to inspire me;
and I won't add or take anything away for the sake of honesty!
Take heart, sorrowful writer and make the words flow with spontaneity;
honor those true life's heroes with your infallible intellect:
to eternally preserve their tenacious and noble memory...
when others repress it and lay it to an unguarded rest! 

Copyright 2008 by Andrew Crisci

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I had a dream
and I will never let go

I graced you his name
and don't you EVER
let go

be strong son
my so worthy child

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Accidents Happen

driving down the street jamming out to the beat 
not knowing what we were about to meet 
the next thing i knew i had fallen asleep 
waking up to the screeching of tires 
i pinched myself hoping it was just a bad dream 

as i feel something grab me pulling me to safety 
i look back and i see the complete opposite 
pain blood agony 
my friends my family nearing death 

the sound of sirens draw nearer and nearer 
carting one by one off to the hospital 
for hope that their lives can be saved 

sitting int he waiting room 
pondering why it wasnt me looking death in the eye 
why must i always be the one standing by 
why is it my hearts the one to cry 
too many times its me saing goodbye 

as the sun starts to rise 
i jet back home so my parents arent surprised 
jump in the shower getting ready as if nothing happened 
during the day my mask is put on the night is when it comes off 
forced to face reality of the horrifying accident that had just happened 

every breathe i take feels as though it is not worthy of being breathed 
what has happened to me 
why all the lies why all the pain 
where did the old me go 

day by day i wait anxiously for the latest news about my friends 
till finally the out come has arrived 
marcus will not survive 
after hearing the news my heart shattered into a million pieces 
how many more are going to be taken away 
where am i supose to go from here 

tear after tear 
my heart grows with more fear 
fear of loosing others fear to take off my mask and show the world i am hurting 
how can this be how can so many people die when it should be me 

the answer is it was an accident 
nothing can be changed about what has happened 
the cure is time 
and that is what i seem to have a whole lot of 

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The flame will not die.
I pursue the path of smoke
the virtue of suffering 
gives the pure light. 
The book knows my inside truth 
and tells no one. I weep for the swallows,
I could not feed.
I lay one white 
stone for each death.

You will scatter my ashes, 
in the abandoned land
where silence walks 
and words lie like microcosm
of contemporary hunger.
Life was a cupful of tears.
The voices always spilled challenging  
the fidelity of flowing water.

The living legend turns in grave,
I pray for peace
I promised myself to stand erect 
when the quake comes. 
I will save the flora 
and the grass of dying earth.
I ask for one more life 
to clear the debt & bleach my guilt.


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In a starry night
an adolescent thought starts
a rivalry. A baby moon squirms.
No hour was safe from terror in dark.
I climb the stairs breathlessly.

The great divide deepens in hearts.
Incisors bite the tongue,
grey cells bleed inside.
Thick ash has not stopped the cinders
smouldering under the veils of flushed peace.
Cupped tears wash the feet of death,
a caravan of words moves desolated,
cutting on the edges, before you say
goodbye to green vision.

Today I am pulling out the nails
from the walls. No hangings of departed centuries.
No portraits of exiled flames.
Only the face of truth, burning
at the interface of unthruths.


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Non-eye vision penetrates. 
The silent song trembles
I weave a pattern 
to resolve the crisis
the escape to white
space was useless. 
The ending of sorrow 
was a movement on circuit 
the center has started vanishing.

Thinking was preventing
the completeness of self.
A single flower is answer of nature.
The echo of pulsating memories.
the landscape is full of quotations. 
No one reads. Denials 
and evasions want more attention.

A new road enters the body
on the edge of a prayer
infinitely small, a handful of vowels
sailing in my mind,
give powerful eyes to faith.
The abstracted meaning
leaves a sweet taste in mouth. 
I lay out a mud path for the reader.


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ill love you forever that will never change you say you love some one else i would 
care if they loved you back even if  you dated them i love you forever because your sweet so nice  the person i care about the only person i ever will care 
about you should know that no one is as sweet and lovely as you could ever be.
every time i see you my eyes light up my heart fills with joy hello my friend how 
could i care about you this much.ill always care for you and ill always miss you 
even when your here.your the only person i will ever care about.

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Love is ment to be

Love is a tingly feeling inside
that kind of feeling you can never hide.
When you feel it you will see, that love is always ment to be.
But someday that love shall go. 
But in your heart it will always flow.
So when your feeling down love will always be around.

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the of death hope and lose of value

bang goes the bell
of death all value is gone
from wishes and wealth
not sure who will get the prize
onlooking watchers have watchful eyes
bang goes the bell of death to us all
so everyone before death to jesus please fall

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In search of a missing clock
he went to the city of a fake encounter.
It was irrelevant to find
the lost tunnel.

There was no street without a rustle.
The sap of tall trees had bloomed
into jaws of death.
He stepped on a land mine
and blew himself
to reach the truth.

And his gift was an
apostate of me.
The tenth day moon will
celebrate my becoming nobody.

The rivals will have
a field day
dancing on my shroud.


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Loves Plea

Albeit, I may not be that special someone
But, fate has led me to your door
Casting negativity created to its wasteland
Defining chances, now yet to explore
Explaining to you, truly, is never that easy
For your beauty always makes me lose control
Granted, I manage to say some things, you see
Hoping you’ll come with me, together to be whole
I only pray that you will one day see me
Just as I wished, forever for you
Keep in your heart an open door, freely
Leaving me chances to make love then true
My only goal is to see that you’re happy
Never to make you feel guilt or restrict
Open your self to wondrous possibilities
Permit then yourself, no pain to inflict
Quarantine your heart, protect it from sorrow
Realize please darling, love is so great
Surely you’ll see that dreams of tomorrow
Tempt us today, to alter our fate
Until then darling, take this with you
Vacant hearts need passion to thrive
With that in mind, remember this true
‘Xpressing my love keeps me alive

Your love returned to one day be true
Zephyrs of love, I blow back to you

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Unfolding the dark night, 
quarter moon shrinks
The bitterness of the day,
cave weird taste,
burning the tongue. 
You didn’t want to live, 
anymore. Roots lopsided,
starved. Age, language slashed, 
mist rising. Names in the dust.

The ending was not there
sorrow burnt like candle
burning the meaningless words, 
dreams, I hear the silent whispers
of wounds of faltering steps, 
doubting the pain. Beyond 
the age tales were endless. 
Watching  became a problem.

Nothing could be redeemed 
by choice. I wanted
endless journey to find 
the windows. long steps 
towards immovable cliffs, 
my own version of anonymity
and grace. Because glorification 
has started the fear, 
the escape and suffering.


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shout your walls down

God does not go about giving his people the spirit of fear
He gives them love, power and a sound mind with which to bear
and when God spoke to Joshua, He said,"fear not"
trust in Me to deliver you with all the power that I've got
I command you to go forth and to participate
not cower in a corner nor pause nor hesitate
come out of your comfort zone and worship from the heart
jump for joy, shout and stomp and give honor to God
for I don't know what you came to do, but I came to praise the Lord
to edify, glorify and exalt Him and I suggest you get on board
don't just sit in that pew looking like you just don't care
give God all the praise, remember He's the reason why you are here

Christianity is a lifestyle and it's based solely on who you know
get acquainted with the Living God and let the walls around you go
believe in Him, receive from Him and open up to Him your heart
gaze up to the eyes of the Creator who gave you your life's start
change your belief system and trust in God's Kingdom of Light
disregard what the world has to say, be acceptable in His sight
you're no longer lost but now to be found
with the power within to shout your walls down
understand that nothing is impossible 
if you believe in the Living Gospel 

the written word of God was sent to us with love
and when the Spirit speaks it's a direct command from above
the anointed word of God is a revelation that's  always true
so when the Spirit speaks you know what you must do
for every word that comes from God is a manifest
every promise will be fulfilled so your testimony will progress
and whenever God says "It's finished", consider it done
acquiesce to the authority of Christ, the Anointed One

we tend to put walls up in many aspects of society
to keep us in and others out, to cut off humanity
be they wood, concrete, cement or steel
physical barriers that are very real
we also put up invisible walls inside of our minds
psychological barriers that keep us in a mental bind
disappointments, failure, illness and pain
emotional barriers that cause us some strain
don't put your faith in the hands of mere men
for mankind will let you down again and again

and when God gave Joshua a most direct and specific command
how to shout down the walls around Jericho and on His word to stand
shout, shout shout, shout the Lord God did say
shout down the walls in your life and trust in God to lead the way

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Destination Unknown

Roaming down the highway
Solely finding his way
Treading painful memories
Using them for another day

Is he really alone?

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Do you need a sanitizer for contaminated hands ?
They were busy in illustrating the ugly contours
of life.
Up and down you were out of joint,
and your feet were not fastened to the ground.

Untainted a shrill voice prepares to rise
from the sullen men
huddled on the floor,
for the sad demise of a grand master.
The green truth was nowhere to be seen.

People are getting down for a feast
to invoke peace for the departed soul.

I am miserable,
cannot blast the fake ceremony.
Year after year the doomed city performs a ritual
for the coronation of a new king.

The sky is divided by domes, towers, minarets
and tall turrets.
cannot  see the moon clearly at night

I reject the old abstractions
draw the ink from the blood
and paint a tarantula.

Satish Verma

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Still naive

I wish to remain this way
I want my eyes to see everything
and STILL be able to cry

I continue to believe we are a world
not a nation
we are not colors or cultures
just us, men and women

When my son was a child
colors were something he put to paper

I won't give up, though, I started to
when I didn't say anything
I betrayed you

Mother, I let you down
But I will take up my arms
I will defend you 

My arms will hold you dear
I see so clearly thru your tears

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Yes, I'm the last baby boomer
too young for Woodstock, Kennedy
too old now to pretend
But I am the People
I'm this generation
freedom has been my friend
Call me niave, I still believe
we are all our beautiful color
our sister, father, brother
We are all Eve

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gone forever

He said that he was sorry
But this hatred was too strong
I wasn’t ready to forgive him
He had waited far too long
I tried to heal my wounded soul
As days turned into years
Trying to leave the memories behind
Drowned in my own tears
He said that he would come back
But all of that was a lie
You said you would come back
You left without saying good bye
And you tried calling me the other night
I told you to leave me alone
I wasn’t ready to be hurt again
And hung up so you could lie to the dial tone…

It wasn’t his fault… it was mine… but by the time I realized this 

he was gone forever… 

I just want to say I am sorry
Didn’t want you to leave that way
And I still love you
And think about you night and day

Just wanted to say that I’m sorry
I know I said I’d never forget
But now all my hatred
Has all turned into regret…

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It's not the Worste

If things were so hard, I wouldn't be here.

If things weren't so hard they'd come at an

You'd stand up with pride without yelling please. 

You'd sit at the table with food on your plate. 

and not on the streets with nothing but fate. 

So next time you think your life's is to burste, 
stand up and say someone else has it worse.


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Remember Me

Remember Me! 

I Have seen the light, and been granted the key to Heaven.
God will not push or pull me , yet he will embrace me with open arms.

My world of bright by day, and Dark by night has kept behind my loving ways.

Quote me on this for this is what I have to say 

Please don't mourn me, instead celebrate my life, and remember me as I was.

"Forget me not I say"

But remember this forever, and always.
Now I'm with God in the kingdom of heaven, to help watch over you, and guide 
you and your family threw your future days.
Remember Me!

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My life

A beautiful girl I once was, 
Because of my actions I feel that no more
Cared for and loved are here but only sometimes
Decisions I've made I try not to regret
Excitements I've had, I'll always remember
Forgotten memories, the ones too bad to share
Gifts from the heart, I give but no one seems to care
Hands that I use, to hold my daughter each day
Infamiliar faces, all in this new place
Jumping up and down thinking of coming home
Kidding around, when I tell you my jokes
Laughter, the best sound, when it comes from Riley
My life, My dreams, My love, My heart
Never felt like this, like we may part
Opinions, of others who don't really know
People I deal with, and try not to show
Quiet, I sit, with no one around
Real or unreal, my life seems everyday
Scary to think how my life got this way
Talking, not sharing our real thoughts and fears
Used to share and talk, but not lately this year
Vague feelings, we share the least that we can 
Woman, I am, sometimes I feel so damned
X marks the day, where I need to decide
You are the one, I want need to confide in
Zoom Zoom Zoom as my life passes by.

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ho do you say sorry

How do you say sorry for doing a wrong
you use that word so many time but what else can you say to
express the way you feel inside
how cn you show he,s on your mind and what 
do you say to him to show that love inside 
cause he would not call he would not write and your call is not answer so
you can,t tell him how you feel inside 
so how to you say sorry and tell him how you feel inside
just say it and dont hold back cause he means a lot to you and you love him 
so don,t be afriad just say you are sorry and how he forgive you 
cause their is no other way to say sorryto the man you love
so just say it and make sure it come from inside

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why do you always think im mad at you when im not you think im always hiding 
something.You said you loved me but why dont you trust me any more.How can 
we go on  if we dont have trust.Everyone needs to be trusted but you have never  
trusted me like I trust you. you say you dont lie well you have lied to me way to 
many times.Ijust cant stand it any more i dont know what to say...i forgave you 
forevery thing you didnt bevieve me so forget it you said  forgive you but can i i 
have no idea any more what you wanted me to say to you when you dont even  
trust me.You do anything i say thats sweet but  why dont you  trust me thats all i 
ever whanted from you.Yuo gave me gifts  like you thought that i needed well i 
didnt . I jsut needed your trust.

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Walking to the park alone in my head
all of my thoughts are ABOUT YOU
In a cold dark room a warm smile awakens 
I love the dreams I have ABOUT YOU 
My heart is racing, its one hell of a rush
to feel the way I do ABOUT YOU 
I can see in your eyes your a force not to be tamed
that drives me wild ABOUT YOU
If not for these shackles I would scream aloud 
so everyone would know how I feel ABOUT YOU
You mean the world to me so know this now,
I would never change one thing ABOUT YOU

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Im better

Im better than the girl I use to be
Im better than the girl you see
Im better,but only in my eyes
Im better I wish you could only see
Im better in my thought's, and in my thought's I look back at me, and see the girl I 
wanna be. A girl who's going to be something, A girl, A girl and that girl is me. A 
girl who is more than what she appears, A girl who know what she wants, A girl 
who finishes what she starts. A girl who can play her part and not get easily 
discaraged,and A girl who can look back at herself and say Im better, Im better 
this is me. A better me.

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When life is tough,
and you feel so sad,
don't cry alone,
but  call his name,
he will assist you find joy,
and over come chaos.

When the day has come,
and really very  hard,
don't lose hope,
but remember one man,
the source of joy,
the faithful God.

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crime is just another word for suffering.
because all around the world people are suffering from the crime in the city and 
the killing, the shooting, the hurting its just too much for us young people.
I wonder why they don't stop it is it because they want something to talk about on 
the news.
its time to make a difference in the world.
make a difference before its too late and affects you and your family.

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when will i shine

I laugh in the face of pain because for I have already faced it
I look at the faces of others who lost their mother, father, sister or brother
I used to crave for comfort but all I got was more hurt
Broken hearted when I was left in dirt
So how should I feel for another when Im left with no one?
No hope for the future because for I am no one
And when I look at the sun
I try to look beyond
But then Im blinded by its awake ness
Trying to find my tears I search for my fears but wait there already here
Oh how dread looks me in my face and ponders
I look for a space and wonder is this it am I like no other.