You,Why,What

You started it, you made me fall in love with you, you hurt me, you let me down, you lied to me, you made me believe in you. Why did you start it? why did you make me fall in love with you? why did you hurt me? why did you let me down? why did you lie to me? why did you make me believe in you? What makes you think you can do this to me? It still hurts when I see you with her. What gives you the right to do this to me? What did you think was going to happen? I hate you so much I hate myself, I know you've moved on and I should too, but I can't stop thinking of you, you were my everything and I still love you no matter what.