World With You

Tears still pour ever more Your in the past But you still last Every thought every ounce I can't cast you out Pain takes over When your around I can't get your name out of my throat I want to build a mote around myself Never come back to face you I'm a shell of hurt Your a bag of dirt But I still take you in Cradle you like your a child Hug you brand new Wish I was only two And mommy told me to stay away from boys like you You kick me when I'm already down Rip my gown Beat me bloody Call me ugly Will it last for eternity I guess it will I'm so ill I'm still your girl Words will twirl Enter my heart Water it It will grow demons and chasms Reality was a place I once knew Now having deep spasms In my own world all black and new