Without You

I never thought i could feel so alone. I thought you would always be with me. Apparently i was wrong, You left me here alone and tired, why can’t this ever just end? What did i do to deserve this? Sometimes i wonder why i had to fall in love. Maybe it was for the best, Or maybe it was for the worst. Maybe it was this world, just trying to get a rise out of me. Maybe i wasn’t made for love, all i know is this feeling in my heart, it makes me feel horrible, Remembering the day i met you, remembering the day i fell in love you, remembering the day i was going to ask you to marry me, remembering the day you committed suicide. It all just kills me on the inside, I don’t know if i can keep going on without you. Going on without you is a knife in my back. Everything just makes me feel like im so alone now, there is no happiness for me without your beautiful heart, without your amazing smile, your perfect personality, there’s just nothing more that i want, than for you to be here with me right now. But, this is my life now. And i know that everything you have been through was too much, I hope you are finally happy my love. - ShadowUnknown