Why Do I Feel

Summer time hits and I feel like s.h.i.t Can't control this feeling inside of me I feel out of place I can't keep up with this race I'm constantly falling backwards Nothings happening Why does this always have to be me I'm just a scared little girl being force to grow up I have to face this world but they've denied me entry and it seems like everyone else has made it everyone knows exactly what to do and here I sit so out of place and I don't know what to do So why do I feel So useless inside It's how you made me feel when my access got denied I got denied the world Everyone keeps telling me I have to do something I can't just sit on my a.s.s and expect things to happen But how am I suppose to make miracles by myself I need your help Why do I feel So alone?