Why Can'T I Give Up

Death..... Tastes so sweet Wish I was there And not here I slit my wrists But I'm still here I'm still living I overdose But I only slept Went to slit my throat Only to drop the blade I'm still here With nowhere left to go He hits me She cusses me out They both say it's all my fault I should just give up I've tried It didn't work The tears I shed Are all too real I just want to rest In an eternal sleep Everyone would be better off If I wasn't here Everyone would be happy But.......... I'm too incompetent I can't do it right I'm sick of waking up everyday I can't take it much longer I'm such a screwup Why can't I just give up?