Why Am I

Why do I feel so lonely? Why am I left awake? Why am I so confused that I have to live my life this way. I'm falling into a depression again. I can't ever get a break. Round number 3 and I still can't seem to find my right way. This can't be happening. No! please god, not again. I'm already drowning in my sorrows. It will never be the end. I feel it coming over me, its my darkness i dread. Iv been through it before. JUST GET THE F*CK OUT OF MY HEAD! "Hello my old friend, I'm back once more." "You look so different from when I last seen you before" "as soon as your comfortable you know that's when I let them free." "Don't be a silly b*tch, you know its time I see you bleed." I'm not ready for this. I'm happy with my life. I can fight you off, just watch me. I bite. "Oh but honey the things I have in store for you" "What you felt before was just a taste of what I can brew" "I know your ready to let your darkness come on through, all your demons have been waiting, they are coming for you