Why

I`m SICK of People who laugh at me, Sick of them MOCKING me. Don`t they know it makes me feel Bad? Being Embarassed infront of them ... Makes me feel all alone. I feel Useless with them laughing at me, with them looking at me Funnily. I tried to endure it but I give up! I want to change, To change who I am. I want God to know! That I don`t want who I am! This Bruises on my Body, Is my Punishment to my ownself! The Pain I feel that they can`t. It`s too much! Just too much to take Why can`t they just accept me? Why can`t God just Change mE? Why can`t I be Someone Else? Why can`t I be Perfect like them. I wnt myself gone. I want myself to be new, But why can`t I? I don`t Understand. Why can`t they just Accept me for Who I am? Why can`t I accept myself for who I am? Why can`t god make me as Someone else? I hate it! I hate this Feeling! and I just can`t take it anymore