Where To Wander

Feel more than free to take a quick tour into my mind's eye Then, you'll find that you're on my mind and I don't know why Dare to wonder Where to wander Dare to wonder What I ponder about, my dearest Dare to ponder over me over yonder Care to share? You seem so unsure... You Vacantly Stare Everything and everyone - all aaahblur...do I love him or her? Squander your time with me No where to run or flee? Don't worry, you're unforgotten Don't fret, you and I aren't rotten Forget me not Regret me not Not left to rot I'm just a mere thot I was treated like a robot And, well, all for naught Naught Naught... Numb off of the Lithium of Lament I'm in awe because I'm your flaw You're the sky and I'm the cement I get stepped on and you get admired from afar like a liberating law I keep trying, But I'm frankly dying I stopped crying The moment you started lying Love yourself for real Make me feel your appeal My heart is made of titanium and steel It's no big deal that you're like an onion that's hard to peel I'm your arduous ark I'm your children's park Wander in my world if you dare Wonder with your pupils, don't just stand there and stare Turn up the mesmerizing music that's so epic Just a hair - put on something therapeutic I'm scorched with flames of uncertainty I'm as useful as scratch paper but you threw me out in the trash bin...as of lately In vain, I get driven insane By the thoughts of you My energy remains to drain In your hands of disdainful rue •_~ Don't. Look. At. Me. ^o^ Please. Forgive. Me. =_= Don't. Walk. Away. >_< Feeling like that crud in your eyes when you first wake up Feeling like your shoes when you stomp on the ground Seeing people pass by my house merrily or in a serious manner For a matter of fact, I see you in the crowd of strangers and all your screams a whisper...a worthless, muffled-up murmur Mirror my pain Send your healing rain Because I'm sick of this rejection Of your genuineless affection... driving me in a dark lane - a false direction...left in the-the abandoned store section Wondering where to wander Where do you wonder? Why do I ponder? Wondering what to say Speechless and led astray Where. To. Wander. What am I pondering about? Roaming another route... Yes of course I am thinking that You're the rat - a ridiculous target - and I, your crazy furry friend that so happens to be a cat ...your predator that is hungry for its prey, its weak, feeble and helpless victim Run-on sentences flood my mind Laughing slightly by the tickling sensation in my heart that I cannot find I beg to differ the difference between right and wrong in your point of view You...the other side of the coin... You're contrary to what I'm used to...in my bubble of busted hopes, but chasing after yiew Yiew Yiew dare to wonder Where I wander? Away from you? No I'm after you if only you knew Or even had the slightest clue Torture me softly Love me tenderly If you loved me, You would find me Bond and find yourself, Even if you're the giant and I the elf Please. Accept. Me. You hate all, Except me I love all, Except you Where to wander off to...?... Hm......mmm...... Dare to wonder 'bout my clue? Well I'm sick with dem luv floo I sneezed on the beat And it got on fleek I breathed in and out and fell right back on my feet You're arrogance isn't close to meek Keen joy drugged my nature Drunk on the liquor of lament and these hardships are too much to bear or to even endure But, I witness fear Waiting for you to disappear Reappear, cheer Get away from here, my dear My where-to-wander deer Don't fear, healing's near Clearly, you don't care Trust fall I did and you didn't play fair Let's play truth or dare I dare you to care and be a happy pair Not gonna happen I'm afraid You're another type of shade You can't... Mend this tear in my heart You can't Lend a minute year to my ripping apart Naturally, you're my darling devil You, oh my word, gave me heavell Seven days a week I think of you One minute a year you think of me...it's like we are fighting this competitive, unfair duel Together, we went far You're the street and I'm the car You drove on me emotional recesses of rage and desire; you faked a smile and I was once your devoted mentor You, the angsty passenger...the awful offender...gave me a lecture like my worst-best professor... I know these words don't mean much to you But...where I wander off to I may never know where my wicked wind blow You put me in danger in all aspects of life...you were like the aftertaste of eating a burnt stew Nevertheless, I found you a mystery unsolvable and an entertaining show I'm doing well and all Someone's banging at my wall Bemused...amused...abused...messed up in the head Distracted...jaded...faded by fear...hanging on chandeliers of cheer and dread Liberty wins my heart and I'm depressed to see your true colors that is an unconditional work of abstract art Destined to be at my destination as soon as possible - In your arms, not in the gravitational pull of the deathcart...starships were meant to land as well as fly right from the start...I gave you my mind and heart There's this sensation I feel that's making me feel gullible...unable to move on from this uncanny dilemma I'm in unless you make the decision to Change - now that's applausable Now, for a change, I feel this sensation beyond belief I have a hangover of hatred and hellbent grief...far from brief relief