Where Darkness Shines

Here I stand wondering if I’ll get somewhere with this life.In this darkness is there a way out safe not hurt,will I ever learn to be what I'm, not what you want me to be. Do I have what it takes to survive in this world? Do I have a heart or I'm i just like you, live just to die with nothing left. I'm I a human or something out of our imagination. Can I handle this pain killing me here this pain so deep, I’ll never get out what I call my black hole. Do people see my pain can people see that I'm wearing a mask not to protect me but you. Can people see that I'm dieing inside! That I'm screaming. Please wont you listen to this heart in pain?My soul is numb. I'm I different not the same is that why I get this loneliness. My world call the world of destruction. Do you dare to enter? You talk not listen, are you there. What people hate is what I like. What keeps me going is knowing it’s alright. No! The truth is it’s not alright I live in a world with lies & death. My oxygen is running low. Can't breathe! Is my blood pumping? Did you leave me here to die? Please no more lies, no more cuts & stab to this heart. Would you stop the bleeding. Matter of fact just leave the rest. Just stop beating the heart. Stop controlling my mind. Please just leave. I can hold so much. I over did it. Now I'm done. Have I fail the test?