What To Tell About Me

What to tell about me? , that my mother did not want me , I destroyed her carrier , dad thought we were a barrier , he left us because of me , my mom wanted to be a dancer , she wanted to be at the top of her carrier , dad who I was never told about , but I used to shout aloud , "who is he?" , "where is he?" , Once she acted like a mom , when she had been married to a man , she was happy and loving , that I almost felt she was so tender and caring , but when he died , leaving everything he had , to his son , mom felt treason , she wept without reason , I was happy , at least I had friends who were sassy , but they too moved on , I had a boy to crush on , he was cheating on my best friend with me , he said he felt bad for me , but all was a lie , he wanted someone for him to tie , to do things that I helplessly did , because of no friends , he touched my parts , I wanted him to hold my hands , to make feel surprised , but he said I did those things to him! , how dare him , Then came a friend who just wanted me to work for her , to make notes and essays for her , she was mean to me , the teachers were killing me , I am just a child what else you all will do to me? , I was so traumatised , who will listen to me , I cried out loud , is there anyone around , at last I wrote , what to tell about me? , nobody has the right to know , I am leaving , no one must be found crying , I am going somewhere safe , I am really brave , to do this , no one must talk about me after this , no one is mine , you all are enemies of mine , you all are mean! , you all are not what you mean , stay out of my grave , do not try to be brave , you all are not humans , you are animals , I do not belong here , I am going to a place far from here , where I could see angels , unicorns and nightingales , I hate you all , be gone from my soul! , you are not worthy , what to tell about me? when you learn to love , learn to bow , then think about me , talk about , for now I am going to die with a grudge , may be about a fudge , that was never passed to me , the hit you gave me , what to tell about me? , there was so much of pain in me! , you all are so cruel! , you will be burned like a fuel , that is the toxicity of yours , look inside of yours , you will find so much curse , people who left for purpose , to teach you lesson , to put you in a burning prison , This is the reason why I hate you, the world within you .