What Do I Do When I Feel All Hope Is Lost

What do I do when I feel all hope is lost? Why is it that no one feels my pain? Why is it I cry more then it rains? I’ve been with a broken heart still it remains. I’ve lost and I have loved more then I gain. Why do I feel unloved? Why does my heart bleed for people who do me wrong? Why do I love when no one loves me back. When will this pain ever stop? When again will I feel like im the one on top? Why do I give more then I receive? Sometimes I wish my heart did not beat. Im feeling so lost. With no where to go. A daughter who I love more then anyone can know. And still after year’s of pain I have nothing to show. Why do I feel like there’s no reason to live? When I have my child but I have nothing to give. All hope is lost all love is lost. All I ever did was give. I wish my heart wasn’t so big.