Wasting Away

wasting away fading with the day no matter what i say i cant convince myself im ok ive cut off from the habit but how much longer will i make it without cutting without crying without bleeding my purpose is leaving life has no meaning i wake up screaming nothing left to believe in i disappear the end is near overcomed by fear lies is all i hear caught in my mind depressing thoughts is all i find everything inside my head is spinning the want to hang on is thinning i know im not winning hes all im wanting all im needing yet hes always leaving i feel like i have no one everything seems gone tormented and all alone im dying in my darkness the pain the shadows caress wasting away fading with the day no matter what i say i cant convince myselk im ok