Was It Easy Or Was It Tough

Was it easy, was it tough Can't you see, can't you see I have tried to make it clear, but I guess you are too blind to see. Why is it so hard for me, but so easy for you to let go Was I so easy to just be forgotten or was I just a face in the crowd. I imagine me in your shoes and try to see things your way. I try to find out what went wrong which made it so easy for you to walk away. I wonder how much time you took and what things you must have asked yourself. Did you compare me or did you even give me enough thought. Did you think of all the time I have been there for you and the concern when sickness struck you or was it just one silly mistake which made it easy for you to decide everything. I wonder and wonder or was it just me. After hearing my story people say to just move on, as it was just something written on a paper which could easily be torn down. I just wanted to ask them is it so easy or is it just me. I start to think and try to make sense. I try to be my own hero and fight my fears and wipe away my tears. In the end I just ask myself WAS IT SO EASY OR WAS IT JUST ME