Wanting

Such a crowded bus today mindless chaotic botanical I take the first seat available I wanted to sit next to the beautiful ebony lady the smell of her perfume leaving me spellbound... Next to me the babbling veteran crashing against my legs he say's he's an architect I smell the alcohol an instant choking silence... In between the confusion and chatting and difficulty breathing I wanted to share my genes with the beautiful ebony lady and jump out of the pool that was drowning me.. ~ ~ ~