Vanishing
Hold me tight, hold me close, and please don't let go.
"I won't let go. I won't leave."
Did you not promise that to me?
"You're perfect. You're everything I wanted."
Then why I are we total opposites to you?
"I guess I never liked you..."
Why always touch me, kiss me, caress me, if you never liked me?
"I need you."
Then how the hell are you managing without me?
"I love you."
Where did all that love go?
Were we not in this together?
Wasn't it you and I against the world?
I was happy,
were you not happy?
I miss you,
do you not miss me one bit?
I can't manage to live without you,
I don't know how the hell I'm alive.
My heart throbs, every minute of the day, it aches, it hurts.
It's all your fault.
"You're better off..."
"without you?!"
How would you know what is right or wrong for me?
Was I not good or pretty enough for you?
Everyday of my life I gain more and more questions.
Each day with less and less answers.
Maybe I regret the day I met you.
Maybe the first time we kissed
Maybe it was because you knew me better than anyone.
Because I trusted you like no other.
I honestly don't know what I'm doing here, without you.
You see, you became a part of me.
Just yesterday, it seems like to me, we were in each others arms,
like nothing could wrong, together.
Where did that all go?
Copyright © Stephanie Guaman | Year Posted 2010
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