Untitled Poem

As i sit and watch as days go by. I look deeper into the blinding sky, as the night goes by, i sit and wonder reasons why..... the shame i feel and the mess I made. Are haunting me, inside my head. The grief of loosing you. The pain you endured and went threw..... How helpless am I that I didnt carry you... You left in such a rush, there was no goodbyes... The only thing left, are the tears that i cry..