Untitled - For Now

distortion its the only thing you see even though i try so hard to hide that secret part of me to keep up my masquerade to be the someone you wish me to be is it worth it? can you even hear me? try so hard to get your attention and every once in a while mention how much i love you and need your affection your emotional support and your guiding direction i wont give up, i wont stop trying although your subconscious rejection keeps me crying the need i feel is truly defying my aching thirst undying - love from you is my overwhelming zeal is this my life? is this even real? if i wake up will this all be a dream? will my story be another? will this puzzle of a life finally be put together? unanswered questions and incomplete thoughts my life's been a game it seems so far i've lost.