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Sometimes I get scared Of my own heart beat It echoes thoughts I had buried somewhere At the pit of my conscience All my thoughts Make me wish my mind Wasn't this active And that my alter ego wasn't so bold She refuses to let me hide From loving you senseless I'd simply want to know why But ur eyes sometimes begs me To not question Their intense stare soothes The waves of my emotions They have a gentleness That I know is near God Deep brown pools That draws me close to madness I wish I could show you Properly how it happens But what do I know of feelings When all I've been Is a girl who only walks Through the world with caution Who blinds her mind from all Who thinks guns can be traded For lilies And that emotions can be contagious Naïve maybe But its all I know I love you dangerously I await your smile With a praying heart And a giving soul