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EXISTENCE of you is beyond mankind but that diamond that fell upon you shines. I call upon you only to get no answer, I want to love you but only get to hurt, I long to hold you only to be unaccompanied. You’re the eyes for what I can’t see but poison that eats threw me constantly. What is it you do to me that cause me to love you over and over again? I’m here and your cancer that keep coming back, no matter how many times I think it’s gone. I’m losing hair, can’t sleep, and take more medication then what I eat. Can’t you see what’s coming upon me, (you)? Every time I think were threw I become permanently attach to you like a tattoo. Damn I’m confuse, what should I do about you. Should I move on and become free like former slaves or should I embrace what we had and try to repair our past. Do I really need you or just want you. When I look at you I see you in a distance but I’m so resistant to your love. What I need to do is erase you competently from my mind. Which is hard to do when you wine, and grind, on me and then whisper slowly its all mine. Should I try to bandage up the deeply wounded heart or leave it so that I’m all torn apart. Should I make you my wife or hold on to my life. Should I return with my emotions black and blue so that we can remain like this poem untitled. BY.LEVORE ADAMS