its not easy to pretend that i don't care at all. im trying to be brave,i don't want him
to see that i,indeed have desire for him,deep inside of my soul. it all happened so
fast! i hope he can't see the light in my eyes when he smiles that crooked smile at
me. i don't want him to know that his voice soothes me,his touch moves me,i don't
want him to know me at all!