Understanding What

I’m on the verge of being left alone because understanding never understood what I was going through. Love never said I care so much; ohhhh let me kiss you because I missed the strength in your eyes. So let’s break it down with a fake smile. Let’s push until we see how far things go without the understanding of us knowing what to do in our situation. How far before things are falling apart & over so the emotional roller coasters ride that ends tragically, Crashed and burn in return of selfish thoughts. How well were you taught, your insecurities speak loud and your actions UN thought of. What would you call yourself? Really? You know the truth. How much do you need to prove to yourself before you realize how wrong you were? No need to answer. I've tried, & tried & tried without a winning streak. I've walked & talk with myself trying to grasp an understanding, demanding a solution to adding things instead of subtracting. Fractions are easy but, this mathematical problem doesn't seem to have a solution. Negative words have polluted the thoughts of everyone in their lifetime. For once let’s not be blinded by leading other blind people into our misguided thoughts of corruption. & if you’re lacking in your understanding I'm saying, be more positive. Yes everyone is going through things but my things may hurt me more than you thought. So please keep your negative insights on his life, my life & hers. & remember understanding to some are just words.