Uncertainty

Uncertainty... Back and forth in time. Ups and downs seem to be all we have. A tug of war in our love time. Im lost in all the yes and no moments. I want us to be in my mind and heart. A part of me says let go for better coz I have seen your worst. If I could hide the pain in my eyes I would. Every thought of us brings floods of mixed emotions through me. Uncertainty seems to weigh heavier on me than all the other trials ive faced. The love was real. The love was true and alive in every sense. Im uncertain if I really want it back. You see the lows over rided all the good we had. Im tired, maybe im too afraid too move on. Im babling I see.