Turn Around

Turn Around Lost and losing control. How much longer do I play this role? All is fine, a smile on my face. How long do I stay in this unhappy place? I live my life only through you. Shadows of who I want to be block my view. I feel so attached to you, afraid to walk away. But at the same time I know I can’t stay. I’m not sure where we went from good to bad. I’m not sure where you went from happy to mad. I can’t continue to be the object of your anger and pain. Sooner or later it will drive me insane. I have to leave now and this time I won’t turn around. I have to save myself while myself can still be found. -Mysty Rayn