Trying To Forget

How I can forget all the love you showed me? When you would have been prefect for me to love forever. Only now I realize that God answered my prayers alittle to late for any kind of future for us. If only you came into my life earlier. We would have had the greatest love that's ever been known. Instead of me having to let you go and just walk away. Wanting more then anything to change some of the things I did for the love of money. Even though the world says they forgive me for chasing money. But at the cost of losing Your love forever. Always trying to forget all the times you were there. When no one else was. Giving me support even when I didn't deserve it. Showing me love when only God could and never being ashamed of me.