Too Many Put Downs

I’m great, fine, and spectacular in a way Hope can be lost faith can die You always told me I was stupid for trying to fight my was through my depression I experience it everyday I’m depress There’s one thing I want tell people I’m scared Scared of the living, scared of death, and scared of myself I have to be strong for me and my family in order to get my blesses Being a Christian does not come easy but, if keeping the faith this many years it might be good to be a Christian