Today I Need

Today I am feeling bitter, resentment flavored with rage; My mind is spinning out of control, my emotions I can not cage. I find it hard to stay focused, on the very simplest tasks; I must find a way to smile, my feelings I must some how mask. Today I feel so much pain, unlike any I've felt before; As I've watched the woman I love, turn and walk out the door. She said she did not love me, her self some how she had lost; Our marriage it seems now is over, to her not worth the cost. Today I'm feeling hurt, Sad alone and blue; Today I need to find the strength, to some how see me through.