To Depress To Care

Today is the most depress I have ever been I talked to my kids on the phone today I haven't heard their sweet vocies for months I couldn't hold back my tears It was like they didn't even know who I was Man I was so crushed They are my world But sense I've lost them My world been one big spining top that never stops I would do anything to have them back But ever time I fight I lose I just want to step in traffic And say forget I try and be strong but I don't know how much longer I can be strong Cause my weekness is shinning threw A little more each day