This Or That

God will give you things you need before you even need it I didn't know that I wanted so much of God's approval that I tried to hard to please Him until I finally found out that I can just f that And it would be just the same God loves me anyway But I have to come to the realization of that Actually God walked me through it I just have to see it for myself God loves you just the same whether you please Him or not Just like a child making mistakes would the parent love him any less But try that to convince somebody else until you finally walked through it nobody can try to convince you otherwise It's funny how things work differently for somebody Some can learn by listening Others by reading With me I have to do it And learn for myself Don't try to convince me otherwise That's why God loves to mess with me Do you, God? Anyhow time for ... ? I don't know But I sure will find out Lol