This Isn'T An Ordinary Joke

Don't take this as an ordinary joke While I was in the middle of an Enchanting dream, You blew my pathetic mind I tried to sharpen my senses Shadows were encircling my eager soul Rising from dimming skies Chasing after the friendly pleas Thrown down the rocky, bulky cliffs Without any permission I get ensnared by your clashing claws THEN..you ask me if I could take this mission I marvel in your pathetic presence It detects all my shivers...smelling my abominable fears I shutter at your echoed, harsh voice, I push myself against the fence How can you hear my cries with your unmerciful ears? You aren't attractive...but intuitive, picking up my untreated mindset Abashed by realization Mesmerized in dark times Feeling a sense of sanctuary A suitable solitude separating us, Life-giving with plenty of shelter hidden beneath a hideous, monstrous night You are intuitive, picking up my untreated mind But, you are just a living nightmare Daring to torment me in devouring fire Could I complete this mission with so little faith and strength? Shut down the engine Piece all my disoriented fears Gaining rejection...left spineless Where will this trail lead me to? There's no room for hope, but dread instead! Where's my head!? Why are you laughing at me? Why are you walking away? Is it because I'm revolting or am I a loser? I muse about my future and tread the road of recovery I'm trying to forget my previous misery... Don't pity me - I'm in this horrifying dream I just wanna scream - why do you take this as an ordinary joke? Why do you like to provoke me to anger? That's not how I role! I ain't full of it! Maybe you're the one full of **** in your own poverty pit! Taunted by you! Haunted by doom... My body freezes by the minute Trampled down by mere fear Hopeless as a sacrificed deer Please help me Lord...(oh dear! x2) I'm chasing my ambitions ahead of me Please help me catch up Lord...(I fear! x2) I won't be able to break away!Oh no! Now I'm screaming spine-chillingly! But...I don't have a spine... AHHHHH!!! I'm very disturbed by these neverending nightmares The ugliness of it all broke countless mirrors I'm Left for dead in your tracks My flesh is torn between your clashing claws The rest of my body -- holding on to the edge of the cliff I was hunted down, used for only one reason and one reason only: To take your prey's meat and eat it all up during dinner hours I cringe...I back away...I cower in shame! I pray you won't take this as an ordinary joke!