This Is Not a Phase

Endless chaos it wrecks my mind... My soul is burning through this cold shell of mine! Inside my head an ocean of sadness and loathe... and in each day I struggle to stay afloat... I'm alone...I am..so..alone..... This is not a phase! With not a single sign of peace in sight, nor a fragment of solace that I can find... I don't feel there is any other way and in this moment there just isn't anything left for me to say!