The Sun Is Shining, But It's a Dark Day

I gave you my soul, I trusted you. You inspire the things I do. You made me feel warm with emotion I gave you my life, I gave you devotion. You know better than the rest. I love you, I consider you the best Everyone I have loved, I’ve lost. Then let down by you, I’m chilled like frost. Such a gutting feeling deep with-in To break my cord with you feels a sin You swore that you wouldn’t let me fall Maybe I don’t have a Spirit guide at all? Empty oaths from your very heart I feel I need to begin from the very start Why did you promise such things? Now I see you my angel, with no wings Loosing my faith, I’ve lost my way Not caring where I am or the time of day Nan, it’s not the chapters you insisted would be Let down by many. All alone now, that I see Maybe I should take part of the blame? Perhaps I’m an idiot to think of promised fame? You have hurt me deep in my soul Bruised and hurt, I’ll never be whole. My core aches and will continue to do so. One more hit from you and it will be the final blow. Cards and emotions tucked away for sure Please leave me be, I cant take this any more :-( *Mary/John, please prove me wrong!