The Still Darkness

The still darkness closes in on me, it envelopes me so much so that I feel I am part of a big nothing, just isolated and totally alone. I know this is not true, I am part of something, I am connected to God and you. How horrible it would be to live in a real nothing nightmare, to always be separated from loved ones. But I snap out of this by reaching into my mind pulling memories of you close to my heart and letting your love save me, again. You'll never know how many times you've saved me with only the hope of your love, tonight is no different in the still darkness. Were you here next to me I would show you again how much I love you and how big a part of me you are, but, sleeping in this stillness is what I have to do, for now.