The Sadness Is Still There

I still miss you i wish you were here my lover my friend you were always there for me i miss you i hate myself for ever hurting you i hope you find happiness even though its not with me i love you more than anything you mean the world to me i wish you were here i wish i could hold you keep you close to me hold you in my arms i wish i could love you the way i use to i want to be there for you i guess not anymore i love you the feelings that i have for you i will always have you will always be in my heart i want you to know that no matter what i will always love you my song for you Always and Forever will always remind me of you i will never love someone how i loved you i wish i could go back to when we first met to the time when we were happy never fighting the time when our newly found love was the reason i lived our happiness was still there i will never forget the times we shared the time when all i thought was how i wanted to spend my life with you how i wanted nothing more than to love you i want you to know that loving you was the best thing in my life i never wanted to leave you but i needed time to be by myself to find myself again i needed time to find my feelings again to realize that hurting you wasn't what i wanted i just want you happy even when its not with me i want you happy because that's all that matters to me loving you was the best thing that ever happened to me i never want to let that go i never want to lose these memories i miss you so please come back to me love me how we use to i know that we won't be the same because of all that we went through fighting yelling heart ache pain crying and yet we still managed to stay you still loved me even when i was angry at you you still loved me even when we didn't speak for days you still loved me you... still loved me... i will forever love you my baby girl the love of my life my wife...