The Past I Fear

I Grasp Fear With An Open Mind And Although I Fear Not One Here Comes The Past In Rewind To Pause Is Merely A Pun Bewildered About Emotions As If Tranced Inside A Spell Under The Influence Of A Potion Emotions I Hide Well I Have No Lid My Emotions Stay Hidden Your Not Aloud In For My Heart, Forbids It I've Been Knocked Around There's Not To Many I Trust I've Been Beaten Down Left Most Times In Disgust Whats A Face, When Everyone Has Two Its Like A Dollar Atleast The Same Value-- The Reason For Pain Why My Trust Is Low My Heart Has A Sprain Ive Taken A Low Blow Whats A Crack When Your Heart Has A Hole The Skies Are Black Where Is My Soul Drained Without Reason Lost Without Time The Winters The Coldest Season But Life Is Just A Climb Who Are You To Stoop So Low Bring Me Down From This High Everytime That I Glow Your Always There To Deny When My Skies Turn Blue When The Stars Start To Shine What Do You Do You Always Take Mine My Life Is A Joke Atleast You Are To Me Every Breathe I Choke Because Of The Things I See Your A Joke But Im Learning How To Smile The Horizon Has Some Smoke But Day By Day, Mile By Mile I Will Get Out Of This Drought The Finish Line Will Appear Although There Is Some Doubt Victory I Dont Fear For Failure Is Easy The Only Thing I Have Known It Makes Me Queasy But Onward I'll Go Home For A Home Is A Heart My Heart Needs A Place For Finally I Am Smart Gods Given Grace Im Easing From Fear Gentle I Approach It Only Took One Year But God As My Coach The Past Is An Illusion Its Only On Decline And I Have Come To A Conclusion That Im Going To Finally Forget Mine