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The Night Medic

One day, a demon in a Medics uniform , came my way . The Stranger appeared at night duty , only to find his prey. I lay helpless in a hospital bed. from recent Surgery with IVs was I fed. He acted as if he belonged there. as if it was his job , to be the night nurse in care . after He injected medicine in my IV bag , to make me weak . he would violate me as I tried to sleep . Sleep did not happen and it has been robbed like a thief in the night . Why , oh why .. did I not have the strength to fight ? My spirit took flight for Twenty some years . Only to find a secret place inside , for all my Fears . Hidden in the depth of my Soul.. was a past that was out of my control . The past continued to Haunt and torture my life . I was cut by a Surgeon , yet cut by a dull knife. I am giving the pain back to this monster whom came at night in my room . with the title of Medic and Nurse only my innocence was doomed. You will not Haunt my dreams anymore . I have chosen to write, fearful no more. When i write , I find a voice, a voice i never had. within the words written , I will no longer feel sad . Someone will be in charge of your destiny . we are all Judged by our actions , you will see.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2013




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Date: 3/12/2014 7:32:00 AM
You are right to share, being open about such experience aids healing and you are also right about the repercussion of bad action, the "medic" will definitely get what he deserves.
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Date: 3/11/2014 9:51:00 AM
Shanity,, enjoying this fun verse again. CONGRATULATIONS, on having your poem featured on the soup's home page. I'm always enjoying top picks of the week. Take Care ~SKAT~
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Date: 9/29/2013 3:49:00 PM
What a terrible and deplorable thing to have happened to you; I am so sorry you had to endure being violated that way. I hope being able to write about it and share this trauma was a cathartic experience for you. I wish you nothing but strength, peace of mind, and a lifetime of happiness. Your new friend~ Chan
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Date: 9/30/2013 10:21:00 AM
Thank-you my friend Chan; This was one of the 1st poems written , and it brought so much solace to write it down after all these years , to have read , is a compliment in a strange way for the truth is told every rime. Thank-you again , your Yvette
Date: 9/29/2013 3:34:00 PM
Oh my! This is unbelievable? I can not imagine the pain that this has caused. It's always good to release the pain. Wrongful actions will be judged. Stay strong! :o)
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Date: 9/30/2013 10:23:00 AM
Thank-you , Yes they will .. I appreciate all my friends here , and famous song writers :) your friend , Yvette
Date: 8/19/2013 7:22:00 AM
beautiful, just beautiful
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Date: 8/19/2013 11:09:00 AM
Thank -you for reading ..every time someone new does or anyone ..it tells the truth , and sheds light on Dark , love to you ! Yvette
Date: 8/5/2013 8:10:00 PM
Yes these horrible acts and monsters will be punished....you are a brave young woman.....congratulations on the win
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Date: 8/6/2013 12:21:00 AM
very much love and thanks to you.
Date: 8/5/2013 7:33:00 PM
Outstanding powerful piece! Thank you for the courage it took to write. Now many people will read your words and rise with you. Thanks for entering in my contest.
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Date: 8/6/2013 12:23:00 AM
Well Thank-you Richard for the Inspiration .. You all have won , or are winners in my heart . You are giving back in ways you may not even know , Love , Yvette
Date: 8/5/2013 10:01:00 AM
come here let me give you a hug! you are safe now in Jesus care and i share your pain and sorrow Congrats and you deserve better Danesh
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Date: 8/5/2013 10:22:00 AM
Thank-you , and Bless you my Friend !!
Date: 8/5/2013 9:52:00 AM
Yvette.....oh....how horrendous. I'm so so sorry to read about this....Reading the previous posts, I see that it isn't fiction. Oh...You are amazing for finding the courage to move on and speak out and to heal! Bless you! Congrats on your win, my dear.....
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Date: 8/5/2013 10:23:00 AM
Thank-you , you by responding give me another once of Love ~ Thank-you so much . Love back ! yvette
Date: 8/5/2013 9:49:00 AM
wonderful .Congratulations!!! ~SKAT~
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Date: 8/5/2013 10:24:00 AM
I am on air , I have won in all this pain ! As well as meeting new friends. TY , Luv , Yvette
Date: 8/5/2013 9:44:00 AM
hi Yvette most heartfelt write congrats on your win Shadow x smiles
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Date: 8/5/2013 10:25:00 AM
Thank-you Shadow , what a lovely name ! I am blessed to be among such talented people , love to you , Yvette
Date: 8/5/2013 9:00:00 AM
Yvette, ... Congratulations in Richard's "Girl Rising." contest.... always *LINDA
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Date: 8/5/2013 10:27:00 AM
Thank-you Linda , you are a fantastic Poet ! I admire you.
Date: 8/5/2013 6:55:00 AM
An awesome piece which really deserved its great win! CONGRATULATIONS my dear friend, Yvette! Thank you so much for sharing as well & for meeting you here. And since somebody sent me a message, i'm passing it to you, Happy Friendship Day! Big sweet hugs! love lots, Leonora
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Date: 8/5/2013 10:29:00 AM
Leonora , That is a beautiful Name and suits you , you are beautiful. You have a beautiful Soul , TY for your kind words , and every time some one reads , it takes that Monsters power away , for this I thank everyone ;) Yvette
Date: 8/4/2013 10:12:00 PM
Yvette, , Congratulations, with your winning poem..... goodnight~ Linda
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Date: 8/4/2013 11:10:00 PM
Thank-you , I am very honored , To have this awful experience turn into a win , its up lifting. Thank-you very much .
Date: 8/4/2013 5:27:00 PM
a wonderful win...SKAT
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Date: 8/4/2013 11:11:00 PM
Again to all of you fine Poets , I admire you all .. This is a honor ~
Date: 7/30/2013 9:40:00 PM
Effectively poem! My bad to read it at 11:35 P.M.! Hey thank you for your comments. you see the red light in the distance out your window? That's me blushing. Smiles.
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Date: 7/31/2013 12:38:00 PM
Thank-you Karl ! I am Honored you did read it , and commented . These things happened to me , and as I write ..I find more courage to face it all ~ I remember yesterday saying "I must write a Edited , Happy Poem today " You are quite the poet ~
Date: 7/30/2013 2:42:00 PM
Wow, kind of spooky! This is another one that will cause me to require a night light to sleep tonight LOL! Good one, Seriously though, I'm hoping this was based on a fictional event. I sense a tremendous amount of pain here. MC
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Date: 7/31/2013 7:03:00 PM
So sorry... Love, MC
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Date: 7/30/2013 8:29:00 PM
It is easier for me to write about this then to talk about it. So, not fictional , there is a open case today at the Presido of Monterey Bay , California. There is Evil and there is Good in this World . Love , Yvette

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